When the first heat of passion was
over, Leslie Travers went sorrowfully towards his
home in King Street.
Mr. Beresford would not leave him
till he saw him safely to the door, which was opened
by Giles, who greeted his young master with a yawn,
and said:
“The mistress has been a-bed
these three hours. Ye are burning the candle
at both ends, Master Leslie.”
Something in Leslie’s manner
struck the old servant. He preceded his young
master to the parlour, threw on a log, and lighted
two candles, which stood like tall sentinels on either
side of the mantelshelf, in heavy brass candlesticks.
“There’s nothing like
light and warmth if folks are down-hearted,”
he said to himself; “and really the young master
looks down-hearted. Ah! it’s the world
and its ways. The mistress has the best of it.”
Little did Giles’s mistress
think, as she slept peacefully that night, how the
leaden hours dragged on in the room below, where Leslie
Travers sat and wrestled with that most relentless
foe-an uneasy conscience.
A hundred years ago duels were common
enough, and any man who was challenged would have
been scouted as a coward if he had not accepted the
challenge.
Leslie knew he had thrown the lie
back to Sir Maxwell Danby, and that he should be called
upon to answer for it, perhaps by his life.
He was no coward, but this very life
had become sweeter to him than ever before, during
the last few days.
He had gained the love of the woman
who was to him a queen amongst all women, and now
in vindicating her from the tongue of the slanderer,
he might perhaps be on the eve of leaving her for
ever.
He had often looked death in the face
when he had been lying ill at the Grange, and sometimes
for utter weariness it had seemed no fearful thing
to die. Since his mother had come under the influence
of Lady Huntingdon’s ministers, Leslie had heard
a great deal of “the King of Terrors,”
as Death was termed in their phraseology, and he had
often thought that it had not worn that guise to him
in times of sore sickness-rather, as a
friend’s arm outstretched to lull his pain and
give him peace. But now-now that the
strength of his young manhood was renewed-now,
when life was as a pleasant song in the possession
of Griselda’s love, in dreams of a useful happy
life, with her to sympathize in all his hopes and
aims-parting from life, and all that life
holds dear, was very different.
As he sat by the fire, or left his
chair and paced the room, he seemed to hear words
spoken in the very inner recesses of his soul.
“I say unto you, love
your enemies, do good to them that hate you, and pray
for them that despitefully use you and persecute you.”
“Yes,” he argued, “yes;
but it is not for myself, it is for her! That
man’s disappointment and disgust at her rejection
of his suit will goad him to say all evil of her-my
pure, beautiful Griselda! And yet -”
Then he went hopelessly over the past
week. That child who had come to the Herschels’
doorstep; the pity which she had called to life; that
expedition for the relief of the suffering man-if-if
only that had never been, all this had been averted.
All for a stranger, a worthless stranger, who was
probably neither deserving of pity or help.
If he had known how close between
Griselda and this man the tie was, how far the poor
dying actor was from being a stranger to her, would
his feelings have been different? would the truth
have changed the aspect of things for him-made
the situation more or less painful? I cannot tell.
The gray January dawn, creeping in
through the holes in the shutters, and penetrating
the room where the fire had burned out, and the candles
died in their sockets, found Leslie in a fitful doze
in the chair, into which, after walking up and down
the room during the night, he had sunk at last from
sheer exhaustion. On first waking he could not
recall what had happened. He stretched his stiff
limbs, and then the faint pallor of the dawn showed
him the familiar objects in the room, and the present
with all its stern realities became vivid.
He tottered upstairs to his bed, not
wishing his mother to find him dressed in his gay
evening clothes, when she came down to breakfast.
As he passed her door he heard her
voice raised in prayer.
To pray aloud, in pleading earnest
tones, had become a habit of the good people with
whom Mrs. Travers had cast in her lot, and Leslie paused
as he heard his name.
“My son! my son! Convert
him, turn him to Thee, for he is wandering far from
Thee, in pursuit of the vain pleasures of a sinful
world!”
“I need your prayers, sweet
mother,” the poor fellow murmured, as he passed
on to his room near hers. “Perhaps to-morrow
I shall be beyond their reach. Oh! that great
mystery beyond!”
The message came, as he expected,
brought by Mr. Dickinson, who was to be Sir Maxwell’s
second, and Leslie referred him to Mr. Beresford to
act for him.
“It’s a pity you can’t
square matters without fighting,” Mr. Dickinson
said.
He was the good-natured, easy-going
man who had been in the jeweller’s shop on that
day when Sir Maxwell had first had his evil suspicions
roused.
“It’s a pity, but Sir
Maxwell is bent upon fighting, so the sooner it is
over, the better. He is an old hand-and
you? Can you handle a sword?”
“Fairly well,” Leslie said.
“It is proposed to have a round
with swords. The place-Claverton Down,
out Widcombe way; the time-dawn, to-morrow.
It is Sunday, by-the-bye, and we are safe not to be
hindered. What answer shall I take to Danby?”
“Say I am ready,” Leslie said; “ready-aye,
ready!”
“You don’t feel inclined for a compromise,
then?”
“No, I do not. He has heaped
insults on me which I have overlooked, but he has
dared to slander one whom I love better than life.
Do you suppose I can brook that?”
“Dear! dear!” exclaimed
Mr. Dickinson. “Women are the bottom of
half the mischief that is brewed in the world, I do
believe.”
Mr. Dickinson had not been gone long
before Mr. Beresford arrived. He ran in to the
Herschels to excuse himself from accompanying them
to Bristol, saying he had urgent business, and then
returned to his friend.
All the arrangements were made, and
the utmost secrecy agreed on.
“No one need know”-hesitating-“certainly
not Miss Mainwaring or my mother. I will employ
to-day in setting my house in order, and leave letters
behind me.”
“Don’t say ‘behind
me,’ man. Hundreds of people who fight do
not get a scratch. You will be all right, and
marry the lady, and live happy ever after.”
“I am in no jesting mood, Beresford;
and although you profess to look on the whole affair
as a joke, you do not do so, in your secret heart.
You do not forget, any more than I do, that last month
we walked together to Claverton Down to see the spot
where Viscount Barre asked for his life of Count Rice,
not much over a year ago."
“Ah! that was a different matter.
We are to have no pistols, only a little sword-play.
I hope one of Danby’s evil eyes may be put out,
and, better still, his tongue slit. Aim at his
mouth, with that end in view. Yes, try for the
mouth and eyes, Travers.”
“Has the matter got wind in Bath?” Leslie
asked.
“Oh! the gossips have got hold
of the quarrel. But dear heart, man, there is
seldom a day but there is a war of words in the Assembly
or Pump Room.”
Leslie Travers spent the rest of the
day in his room, excusing himself to his mother on
the plea of indisposition. And, indeed, she was
too much occupied with a prayer-meeting at the Countess
of Huntingdon’s house to do more than pay Leslie
a visit at intervals, see that his fire burned brightly,
and exhort him to take the soup and wine she carried
to him herself. Thus, all unconscious of the
sword which was hanging over her, gentle Mrs. Travers
went on her way.
Unconscious, too, of trouble affecting
their near neighbour and friend, Mr. and Miss Herschel
were at Bristol, rehearsing, amidst the congratulations
of the audience privileged to be present, the great
oratorio to be performed in a few days under the baton
of Ronzini, who was to conduct it.
Unconscious of the peril in which
Leslie Travers stood, Griselda was occupied with the
event of the previous night-her father’s
death-and the necessary confession to Leslie
Travers, of her relationship to the dying man, by
whose bedside they had watched together.
The house in North Parade was unusually
quiet that day, for Lady Betty had caught cold, and
kept Graves in perpetual attendance.
A few visitors arrived, but were refused
admittance, and Griselda waited in vain for any message
from Leslie Travers.
She had begun several letters to him,
and then torn them into fragments.
Then there was the thought of poor
desolate little Norah, as she saw her carried away
from that attic where her father lay dead, in Mrs.
Betts’s arms.
Had she not promised to befriend her?
and how could she fulfil her promise?
Graves kept out of her way; she had
heard enough from Zach to make her fear the worst
about the quarrel between Sir Maxwell Danby and Mr.
Travers. She dreaded to be questioned, and yet
she longed to speak.
Lady Betty was a fractious invalid,
and she was constantly crying out that her illness
was brought on by the conduct of that minx upstairs,
telling Graves to let her know she never wished to
see her face again-that she had disgraced
her, and that she might beg her bread for all she
cared; that she hoped Sir Maxwell would fight that
young jackanapes, and get him out of the way.
Then she cried that she had got the smallpox-her
back ached, her eyes ached-she must have
the doctor. Graves must send for the doctor-Mr.
Cheyne, a young man who claimed to be a grandson of
the great Dr. Cheyne, who had been a celebrated doctor
in Bath in the days of Beau Nash.
Graves preserved a calm, not to say
stolid, manner, and this could alone have carried
her through that long, dull winter’s day.
Her anxiety did not centre in Lady Betty, nor the
pimple on her cheek, which she thought might be the
precursor of the dreaded smallpox, which the little
lady awaited Mr. Cheyne’s assurances to confirm,
and professed to believe that she was smitten by that
dreadful malady.
Graves’s heart was occupied
with the sorrow of the young mistress upstairs, not
with the fancied illness of the lady who, propped up
in bed in an elaborate nightgown, surmounted by a
cap furbished with pink ribbons, was enough to wear
out the patience even of her patient waiting-woman.
Mr. Cheyne was slow in making his
appearance, and the long, dull day had nearly closed,
and still he did not answer the summons sent to him
by David at his mistress’s request.
Graves had sent Mrs. Abbott’s
daughter up to Griselda’s room with her dinner,
and preferred waiting till it was nearly dark before
she stood face to face with her. She dreaded
lest her face should betray the fear at her heart.
It was nearly dark when she came to
Griselda’s room. She found the table covered
with letters and papers, and the case with her mother’s
portrait and the old jewel-case standing on it.
“I thought you were never coming-never,”
Griselda said, in an injured voice. “Oh,
dear Graves! do a kind thing for me this evening!
Go to Crown Alley, and take this money for Norah’s
black dress. Oh, dear Graves! I must wear
a black gown; he was my father. Look!” she
said; “I have put on her little wedding-ring.
There is a posy inside. I need those words now-’Patience
and Hope.’ Why won’t you speak, Graves?
It is as if you had not heard.”
“I hear-I hear, my
dear; but as to leaving her ladyship, I don’t
see how I can do it-not till she is off
to sleep. If the doctor came, he might give her
a draught to settle her.”
“I do want you to go
to Crown Alley, and to-to King Street, to
take a letter to Mr. Travers. It is so odd; so
unaccountable, that he never writes nor sends.
I must know why. Perhaps he has heard that
I am that poor man’s daughter, and he feels
he can’t marry one so low-born. Yet it
is not like him to cast me off, is it, Graves?”
“Well,” said Graves, “I’ll
try what I can do; but, after all, I’d as lief
you left the letter till to-morrow. Leave it till
to-morrow.”
“To-morrow! No; who can
tell what to-morrow may bring? No; I cannot wait.
Graves, I feel as if I should go mad, unless I hear
soon if Mr. Travers is angry, and has cast me off.”
“You may be sure he has not
done that, my dear; you may be at rest on that score.”
“How can I rest? Well,
he must be told about my father-my father!
I Do you think he has found it out, and that this
keeps him away?”
“No; I don’t,” said Graves shortly.
“Hark! there’s a ring!
Run down-run down, and see who it is!
Run, Graves!”
Graves departed, glad to be released,
and returned presently:
“It’s the boy, Miss Griselda.”
“The boy! What boy?”
“The boy that came the night
the man”-Graves corrected herself-“the
gentleman, Mr. Mainwaring, was dying. He has a
message for you.”
“I will come down and see him.
He shall take this letter to King Street. He
shall wait and bring me an answer. I shall meet
no one on the stairs. Let me pass you.”
Brian Bellis was standing in the entrance-hall,
and Griselda went eagerly towards him:
“Have you brought me tidings?”
And Brian replied:
“I have taken Norah home to
my aunt’s house. I’ve had a piece
of work to do it; but they will keep her till after
the funeral. He is to be buried to-morrow afternoon.
I thought you would like to know this, madam.”
“Yes-yes,”
Griselda said; “and I will reward you for your
care of Norah.”
“I want no reward, madam,”
Brian said quickly. “Have you any commands?-for
it is late. The actors at the theatre have subscribed
for the burial; but -”
“Not enough-I understand.
Follow me upstairs-gently-softly,”
she said, as she led the way to a small room at the
head of the stairs where Graves worked.
Griselda pointed to the door; and
then going to her own room on the upper story, she
took up the letter she had at last written to Leslie
Travers, and the packet of money she had sealed for
Graves to take to Crown Alley. When she rejoined
Brian, she said:
“I entrust you with these two
packets. I had them ready. The money is
for the-for my sister. Let her have
decent black, and proper mourning; and there are two
guineas for the funeral of-her father.
But,” Griselda said, with a strange pang of
self-reproach she could not have defined, as she felt
how little the death of her father and her sister’s
sorrow weighed in the balance against an aching fear
and anxiety about Mr. Travers-“but
this letter I want you to put into the hands of Mr.
Leslie Travers in King Street. For this-oh!
I would reward you in any way that you desire.
Bring me an answer back, and I will owe you eternal
gratitude. Do you hear?”
Yes, Brian heard. It seemed all
but impossible that this tall, beautiful lady should
clasp her hands as a suppliant to him. His large,
honest eyes sought hers, and the appeal in them touched
his boyish heart.
“I will do what you wish, madam,
and as quickly as I can.”
“Thank you-I thank
you, dear boy, with all my heart. Oh, that you
may bring back a word to comfort me!-for
I am shadowed with the cloud of coming, as well as
past, misfortune; and I scarce know how to be patient
till the pain of suspense is relieved.”
Then, laying her hand on Brian’s shoulder, she
said: “Promise to see Mr. Travers, and put
the letter in his hand.”
And Brian promised, and kept his promise faithfully.