Griselda returned to her room to watch
the timepiece, and listen for the striking of the
Abbey clock, as the slow hours passed, and she paced
the floor in her restlessness from the fireplace to
the window, and then back again from the window to
the fire.
About ten o’clock Graves came
in with a cup of chocolate, and to tell her that Mr.
Cheyne, the doctor, had seen Lady Betty, and pronounced
her really ill this time. She was to keep in
bed, and if not better on the following day, he must
let blood from her arm.
“Do you know the doctor, Miss
Griselda-this young Doctor Cheyne?”
“I may have spoken to him.
Yes, I have seen him; but what is he to me?”
“He asked for you, that’s
all,” said Graves; “how you did, and whether -”
Graves stopped. It was a habit
of hers to break off suddenly in her speech, and Griselda
scarcely noticed it.
“Is the boy, Brian Bellis, come back?”
“No, Miss Griselda; he won’t
be here again to-night. I hear he is nephew to
the Miss Hoblyns, the mantua-makers, and that they
look sharp after him; they would not let him run about
the streets at midnight.”
“Midnight! It’s not midnight!
Oh, Graves, I am so tired!”
“Go to bed, and sleep till morning;
that is my advice to you, and read a verse in God’s
Word to go to sleep on. You’ll never know
rest till you find it in the Lord, my dear. Let
me help you to undress.”
“No, I am not going to bed.
Promise, Graves, if Brian Bellis comes to the door
with a letter you will bring it here. Promise -”
Graves nodded her head in token of assent, and departed.
There are few troubles, and few anxieties,
which do not find a temporary balm in the sleep of
youth.
And Griselda, worn out at last, threw
herself on her bed, and fell, against her will, into
a deep and dreamless slumber.
The Abbey clock had struck eleven
when Graves, softly opening the door, found the fire
low, and the candles burned out; while on the bed lay
Griselda, dressed, but with the coverlet drawn over
her under the canopy of the old-fashioned tent-bed,
which was the bed then commonly in use for rooms which
were not spacious enough to receive a stately four-poster.
Graves had a small tin candlestick
in one hand, and a letter. She carefully shielded
the light, and, looking down at the sleeping girl,
murmured:
“I cannot wake her. I will
leave the letter on the bed; she will see it in the
morning the first thing-better she should
not see it till then. I promised to bring it,
but I did not promise to rouse her if she was asleep.
Poor child! Poor dear! May the Lord pity
her and draw her to Himself!”
Graves moved gently about the room,
and put the tinder-box near the candlestick, and then
softly closed the door, and went downstairs to sit
by the side of the fractious invalid, who declared
she could not be left for a moment, and who kept her
patient handmaiden awake for hours, till at last she,
too, sunk into a heavy sleep.
Never a night passes but in the silent
watches some hearts are aching, some sick and weary
ones are tossing in their uneasy beds, some suffering
ones are racked with pain, either of body or mind!
Our own turn must surely come; but till it does come,
we are so slow to realize that for us, too, the night
that should hush us to repose, and bring on its wings
the angel of sleep for our refreshing, will bring instead
sorrowful vigils by the dying, mourning for the dead,
or cruel and biting anxiety for the living, so that
tears are our meat, as we cry, “Where is now
our God?”
Griselda slept on, and it was in the
chill of the early morning before the dawn that she
awoke.
She started up, and at first could
not remember what had happened. It was quite
dark, and she sprang from the bed, and, groping for
the tinder-box, struck a spark, and lighted a candle.
She was still scarcely awake, and
it was only by slow degrees that she recalled how
the evening before she had waited, and waited in vain,
for a letter-his letter! an answer to hers-in
which in a few words she had told him of her father,
and asked him to release her from her promise if so
he pleased. Then she had asked if his silence
since the letter she had written two days before,
meant that he desired her to think no more of him.
Only to know, and not to be kept in uncertainty,
she craved for a reply-she begged for it-by
the hand of Brian Bellis, who had brought this, her
last appeal.
“No answer, no answer!”
she exclaimed; “and hark! that is the clock
striking-three-four. No
answer-it is all over!” And as the
words escaped her lips she saw lying on the floor
a letter, which had fallen from the bed when she had
sprung from it.
She picked it up, and became quiet
and like herself at once. She saw by the address
it was from Leslie Travers, for in the corner was written:
“By the hand of Brian Bellis.”
The tall candle cast its light on
the sheet of Bath post, which had been carefully sealed,
and threw a halo round the young head which bent over
it.
“I have received no message from
you”-so the letter began-“but,
dearest love, sweetheart, could you dream that any
circumstance could alter my love for you?
Nay, Griselda, I will not permit such a possibility
to enter my head, or wake a sorrowful echo in
my heart.
“My only love, I am yours till
death-and death may be near! I go
to-morrow to meet the man on Claverton Down who has
first persecuted you with his suit, and then,
rejected, has vilely slandered you. I gave
him the lie, and he has challenged me to fight,
and as a man of honour I cannot draw back. If
I live-I live for you; if I die-I
die for you. I would there were any other
way whereby I could vindicate your honour and my own.
I am no coward, nor do I fear death; but I think
these duels are a remnant of barbarism, meet
for the old Romans, perchance, over whose buried
city we move day by day, but unworthy of men who
call themselves by the name of Christ.
“My love, when
you read this letter, be not too much dismayed.
“When the dawn breaks over the
city, we shall have met-that base
man and I-and it may be that I shall fall
under his more practised hand. If it is
so, I commend you, in a letter, to my poor mother.
You will weep together, and you shall have a home
with her, and you will be united in sorrow.
The child-your sister-shall
be her care, as she would have been mine.
“I have made my
last will and testament-duly attested; and
in
that you are mentioned
as if you had been my wife.
“And so I say
farewell, my only love.
“L. T.”
A strange calm seemed to have come
over Griselda as she read these words.
The restlessness and feverish anxiety
of the preceding days were gone. In their place
was the firm resolve-immediately taken-to
stop this duel with her own hand. That resolution
once taken, she did not falter. But Claverton
Down!-how should she reach it? There
was no time to lose. The dawn broke between seven
and eight-it was now four o’clock
and past.
The Bible lay open on the table, and
her eye fell upon the words: “They that
wait on the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall
mount up on wings like eagles; they shall walk and
not be weary; they shall run and not faint.”
I do not think that Griselda had ever known up to this
moment what it was to wait on the Lord. Perhaps
faithful Graves’s words had struck deeper than
she knew!
“I want strength now,”
she said. “Give it to me, Lord! Direct
me-help me-for I must go on
this quest alone.”
Then she made ready for her departure,
wrapping herself in the long cloak she had worn when
she went to her father’s dying bed, and covering
her face with a thick veil under her hood.
The few hours’ sleep had refreshed
her, and she felt strong to perform her mission.
“Only not to be too late,” she said; “not
too late!”
The courage of many a woman would
have failed in prospect of a walk in the dark through
the suburbs of Bath.
There were watchmen here and there,
and she might ask the way of one, perhaps; but no
one must know her errand, or she might be stopped from
performing it.
The clock struck five, in deep sonorous
tones just as Griselda crept noiselessly downstairs,
and with trembling hands drew back the bolts of the
door, turned the key in the lock, and, closing it behind
her, went out into the winter’s morning.
The sky had cleared, and the rain
of the past two days had ceased. There were breaks
in the clouds, and in a rift Venus, in full beauty,
seemed to smile on Griselda with the smile of a friend.
Widcombe Hill had to be climbed, and
then beyond, at some distance, Claverton Down stretched
away in gentle undulations. In 1790, it was a
desolate and unfrequented tract of moorland, with here
and there a few trees, but no sign of habitation except
a lonely cottage or hut, at long distances apart.
Griselda’s figure, in its black
garments, did not attract attention from a boisterous
party who had just turned out from a night’s
revel. Their coarse songs and laughter jarred
on her ear, and she shrank under the shadow of a church
portico till they had passed.
Presently the watchman’s voice
broke the stillness as he ascended Widcombe Hill.
“It’s just six o’clock, and a fine
star-lit morning.”
Yes, it was a fine morning. The
rift in the clouds had widened, and above, the sky
was clear, and the host of heaven was shining in full
glory.
After two or three nights, when dull
lowering skies had made astronomical observations
impossible, the change in the weather was welcome
to those who “swept the heavens,” and found
in them the grand interest and beauty of their lives.
The Herschels had returned to their
new home, after a long and fatiguing day in Bristol.
There had been not a little worry connected with the
arrangements for the oratorio, the proper distribution
of the parts, jealousies amongst the performers, and
missing sheets of score. But Caroline Herschel
immediately recommenced the arrangement of the new
house, which a day’s absence in Bristol had interrupted.
The sorting of books and music, the instruction of
Betty in her duties, with not a little scolding for
the neglect of the work she had been left to get through
during her mistress’s absence.
Mr. Herschel, after taking slight
refreshment, went to his new observatory at the top
of the house, and began to arrange all his instruments
and draw a plan for the furnace, which he intended
to make in the workshop below, where the tube for
the great reflector was to be cast.
A stand, too, for the large instrument
would have to be carefully constructed, and William
Herschel was in the midst of his calculations for
this, and preparation of a plan to give the workmen
early on the ensuing week, when a tap at the door
announced Caroline.
“William!” she said, “the
sky is clear. Venus is shining gloriously.
Can I help to arrange the telescope?”
“Yes-yes,”
William Herschel said, going to the window and throwing
it up. “Yes; lose no time, for it is getting
on for morning.”
Presently Caroline said, as she looked out:
“There is a chaise waiting at the end of the
street, with post-horses.”
But her brother’s eyes were
directed upwards, and he scarcely noticed her remark.
“Well,” he said, “get the micrometer.”
Caroline’s feminine curiosity
was roused, and presently she saw a figure muffled
in a long cloak glide down the street to the opening
where the carriage stood.
This was followed by another, and
then, after some delay, the chariot drove off.
Alexander Herschel did not generally
take part in these nightly vigils, although he lent
his assistance in the daytime in the workshop, and
in the correspondence about the music, which was very
frequently necessary.
But about six o’clock Alexander appeared, and
said:
“Did you hear carriage-wheels roll off not long
ago?”
William Herschel did not answer.
He had just brought a double star into the proper
focus, and Caroline stood by with note-book and pencil,
ready to write at his dictation.
“Yes,” she said, in a
low voice; “I heard carriage-wheels. What
of that?”
“There is a rumour in the town
that Leslie Travers is to fight a duel on Claverton
Down-with that beast, Sir Maxwell Danby-this
morning.”
“I do not believe it is true,”
Caroline answered. “Hush, Alex!” for
William Herschel called out: “Write!
Attend!”
The necessary figures were jotted
down, and then Caroline said:
“Do you think Leslie Travers
was going off in that carriage?”
“I have no doubt of it. I shall follow
and find out.”
“Take care, Alex-do
not get mixed up in any quarrel; and there is the
new anthem of Spohr’s at the Octagon this morning.
You will be wanted.”
“Well, what if I am?”
Alexander said. “Surely, Caroline, the life
or death of a friend is of more importance than an
anthem?”
“You do not know that it is
life or death; you are conjecturing. Yes, William,
I am ready!”
This was characteristic of Caroline
Herschel. It was not really that she had no human
sympathies or affections; on the contrary, her love
for her brother was absorbing, and she had but one
aim-to soar with him to the unexplored
regions of space; and to effect this, the business
in hand, whether it was music, or mixing loam for
the mould of the new tube, or in giving a lesson in
singing, or in singing herself at a concert, was paramount
with her. Such characters, persistent, and with
single aims, are often misunderstood by natures like
Alexander Herschel’s, who love to skim the surface,
and pass from one thing to another, as their mood
changes.
“You take it mighty coolly,”
he said, “that the life of a man we call our
friend is in peril. I confess I am not so hardened.”
And then he closed the door with a
bang, and ran downstairs.