It was late on that memorable Sunday
evening when Griselda watched her opportunity, and
rising from her bed, dressed, and went downstairs.
Only the servant was in the house,
for the Herschels were gone to the evening service
in the Octagon Chapel, and had not yet returned.
Griselda let herself quietly out,
and, with slow and faltering steps, reached the door
of the house, where, as everyone believed, Leslie
Travers lay dying of his wounds.
It was with a trembling hand that
she knocked at the door, which was after a pause opened
by old Giles.
“I am come,” she faltered, “to see
Mrs. Travers.”
Giles shook his head.
“My lady can see no one,” he said; “she
is in sore trouble.”
“Tell me, please, how the gentleman
is who was-who was wounded in a duel.”
“As bad as he can be,”
was the short reply; “he won’t live till
morning.”
“I want to see Mrs. Travers,
if only for a moment-I want to see Mrs.
Travers. I am Miss Mainwaring,” she urged.
Giles had not known up to this moment
whom he was addressing, for Griselda had only been
in that house once, and she had drawn her hood over
her face.
When he heard the name, Giles made
an exclamation of horror, and said:
“My lady won’t see you!
You are the last one she’d wish to look upon.
It was an evil day for my young master that he
ever looked on your face!”
“Oh! you are very cruel-very
hard-hearted!” Griselda said; and with a sob
turned away.
As she was leaving the door, a young
voice she knew greeted her.
It was Brian Bellis’.
“Madam,” he said, “I
have come to tell you that Norah-poor little
Norah-is safe at my aunt’s house in
John Street. I took her there after the funeral,
and she is made welcome; it would melt a heart of stone
to see her. Will you come and comfort her?”
“Comfort her! I am in need
of comfort myself. Yes, I will come. No one
wants me-no one cares!”
“I care, madam,”
Brian said. “Is the gentleman dead?
It is said in the town that he is dead of his wound.”
“No, no, he is alive, but dying,”
said Griselda. “Take me to poor little
Norah-my poor little sister! And then
will you go for me to North Parade-see,
Graves, the good waiting-woman-and ask her
to bring me my possessions, for I shall never return
thither; I am homeless and helpless.”
“No, madam-no,”
the boy said; “my aunts will receive you-I
feel sure they will.”
Then they walked on silently towards
John Street, and there the Miss Hoblyns were awaiting
her arrival. They had not reached the pinnacle
of their fame at this time, for it was not till the
Duchess of York, in 1795, visited their establishment
that they became the rage. But they were kind-hearted
women, of a superior type to the ordinary class of
mantua-maker and milliner of those times. Gentlewomen
by nature, if not by birth.
Brian, the son of their dead sister,
was their idol, and they found it hard to refuse any
request he made. When the poor desolate child
had been led to their home from her father’s
grave, their hearts had gone out to her, and they
gave Brian leave to fetch the sister of whom he spoke.
Great, indeed, was these good women’s
surprise, when, as Griselda dropped her hood and cloak,
they recognised the beautiful young lady, on whom
they had waited at Lady Betty Longueville’s,
and who had done such credit to their skill in altering
the white paduasoy which Lady Betty had discarded,
and which Griselda wore when she had been the admired
belle of the great ball in Wiltshire’s Rooms.
How was it possible she could be the sister of the
orphan child, and the daughter of an actor, who had
died sunk in the depths of misery and poverty?
But they asked no questions, and,
taking poor Griselda’s hand, led her to the
room where, on a couch drawn near the fire, the child
lay, asleep.
Worn out with watching and sorrow,
this sufferer for the sins of another had fallen into
a profound slumber, and Griselda, as she looked on
the pale face, about which a tangle of golden curls
lay in wild confusion, stooped and kissed her sister.
The child stirred-as she
did so, opened her eyes for a moment, smiled, and
said:
“My beautiful lady! I am glad you
are come.”
Then Griselda lifted her in her arms,
and pressing her close, shed the first tears which
she had shed since the night before, when she had
first heard of Leslie Travers’s peril, incurred
for her sake.
Norah was soon asleep again, and the
kind women threw a covering over both sisters, and
left them together with the tact and sympathy which
is the outcome of a noble nature, whether it is found
in a milliner or a marchioness.
It certainly was not found in Lady Betty Longueville.
When Graves went to her with the tidings
that Brian Bellis brought, she flew into one of her
“hysterical tantrums,” as Graves and David
called them.
“Yes, Graves,” Lady Betty
screamed, “pack up the minx’s things; I
am well quit of her. Let ’em all go,”
she said; “but take nothing of mine-I
would not give her a groat-spoiling my Bath
season like this-treating my friend, Sir
Maxwell, with contempt-forcing him to send
that insolent puppy a challenge. Disgracing me-disgracing
her poor departed uncle-lowering me in
the eyes of society-she, the child of a
common actor, with whom her wretched mother ran away.
Oh! I never wish to set eyes on her again!”
Graves coughed significantly.
“She was left to your ladyship for maintenance,”
she said.
“How dare you speak like that
to me? Leave the room instantly. And, mind,
I disown the baggage-the ungrateful hussy-when
she might have been my Lady Danby-and-and-of
use to me, repaying me for all my kindness these many
years-for, let me tell you, Graves, Danby
Place is a fine mansion, and she might have been mistress
of it-the idiot-the fool!
I wash my hands of her-she may go where
she lists-but let me never see her face
again!”
Graves listened to this tirade with
her accustomed composure, and went to Griselda’s
room to do her lady’s bidding.
She gathered together a few things
which Griselda might immediately need, and gave them,
with the violin, to Brian. The old leather case
she would not trust out of her sight, and, hastily
putting on her cloak and huge caleche, she
said she would follow the boy to John Street.
As they left the house, Zach was peeping
out from behind the door, and Brian shook his fist
at him.
“I would like to thrash you-you wicked
little spy-you!”
But Zach had the gold-pieces in his
pocket, and only made a grimace in return to Brian’s
threatening gesture.
Graves’ heart was touched, perhaps,
as it had never been touched before, when she saw
Griselda lying on the couch, with Norah asleep in her
arms.
Griselda was not asleep, and looking
up to Graves, said, in a piteous voice:
“Oh, dear Graves, I am alone
now!-there is no one belonging to me but
this child-we must hold together. Kiss
her, Graves-gently, she may wake.
Poor, poor little Norah! I have forgotten her
in this day’s misery. Speak to the kind
people here, and ask them to let me stay with them-I
can pay them. I can work for them-I
was always clever with my needle.”
“Here is your box of jewels,
my poor dear, I brought them myself; the boy has brought
your clothes and a gown for to-morrow.”
“You forget, you forget, Graves-I
must have a black gown for my father, and-for
him-my only love. Oh! Graves-do
hearts break? I feel as if mine must break-and
that I must die.”
Graves struggled in vain with her
tears: they chased each other down her furrowed
cheeks.
“Trust in the Lord, my dear.
There may be a bow in the dark cloud-who
can tell?”
Then Graves went to the Miss Hoblyns,
who had considerately left Griselda and the child
alone together, and she arranged a bedroom at the
back of the house, and placed her young mistress’s
possessions in some order.
“The young lady will be able
to pay for her lodgings and board, madam,” Graves
said, “and for the child’s also. She
has already sold some jewels, and -”
But Miss Hoblyn waved her hand, as
if to say she wanted nothing else said just then,
and Graves proceeded to light a fire, and make the
room allotted to Griselda’s use as comfortable
as circumstances allowed; and then, wringing Miss
Hoblyn’s delicate hand in her large work-worn
fingers, she hastened back to North Parade.
There was no immediate need for Griselda
to put on a mourning garment. Distress of mind,
and the long, long walk in the cold chill air of January
to Claverton Down, had the effect of throwing her into
an illness-a fever-which attacked
her brain, and rendered her unconscious of all troubles,
past and present, for some time.
It was touching to see how the child,
so prematurely old, and so well accustomed to privation
and nursing of the sick, took up her place by her
sister’s bed, and proved the most efficient of
little nurses-as nursing was understood
in those days.
Griselda was certainly an instance
of a patient suffering more from the remedy than the
disease. The doctor-Mr. Cheyne-who
was called in, let blood several times from her arm,
cut off her beautiful hair, and blistered the back
of her head, and brought her to the very verge of the
grave. She took no heed of any one who came and
went, or she would have seen Caroline Herschel by
her bed every day, and would have known that many
little delicacies were brought by her hand. She
was immersed in ever-increasing musical engagements,
for, besides the preparation for the oratorio to be
performed during Lent, she actually copied with her
own hand the scores of the “Messiah” and
“Judas Maccabaeus” in parts for an orchestra
of nearly one hundred performers; and in the vocal
parts of Samson, Caroline Herschel instructed the
treble singers, of whom she was now amongst the first.
Very few women of these days have
gone through the amount of hard continuous labour
which Caroline Herschel did; and when we are tempted
to think highly of the increasing number of women,
qualified by culture and natural gifts to fight the
battle of life for themselves, we must not forget
that the end of the eighteenth century produced a goodly
list of able and distinguished women.
Perhaps Caroline Herschel has hardly
received the prominent place she deserves in that
list, and yet it would be hard to trace a life more
useful and more loyally devoted to serve in the cause
of science-a service which in her case,
and that of her distinguished brother, was encompassed
with difficulties, that would have daunted the courage
of less steadfast souls.
While Leslie Travers lay on the borderland
between life and death, all unconscious that the woman
he loved so well was also treading the path through
that dim mysterious valley of the shadow, the favourite
scheme on which William Herschel set so many hopes
failed!
The house in King Street had been
taken with the view of building a furnace on the lower
floor, which was on a level with the garden.
Here the musician, in the full tide
of professional duties, would, between the lessons
he was giving to the ladies of Bath, run in to see
how the workmen were progressing. Here Sir William
Watson, Colonel Walsh, and other philosophical friends
would meet, and Sir William Watson was only disappointed
that the noble-hearted musician and astronomer would
not hear of any pecuniary assistance.
At last the day came when all was
in readiness. The metal was in the furnace, and
the mould prepared, when a leakage caused the red-hot
metal to pour out on the floor, tearing up the stones,
and scattering them in every direction, William and
Alexander Herschel and the workmen having to rush
away for their lives.
William Herschel fell exhausted on
a heap of brickbats, and for the time the dearest
scheme of his heart, in the construction of the large
telescope, had to be abandoned.
“Success next time, and greater
care to secure it,” was all he said; and he
hastened to have the rubbish cleared away, recompense
the workmen for their lost labour, and that very night
“sweep the heavens” with his old instrument,
and enter into the most animated conversation on the
nebulae with his chief and constant friend, Sir William
Watson.
Everyone must have noticed how quickly
events, whether sorrowful or joyful, are forgotten.
The wonder-wave which rolls over a
city or town, at the report of any great mercantile
failure, or the discovery of dishonest dealing in a
man who has held a responsible position, soon ebbs!
This is even more true of private
griefs affecting families and individuals. Griefs
which leave a lifelong scar on the few, or on one
sufferer, are speedily forgotten by the outside world.
This ebb and flow, a poet has well
said, is the law to which we must all bow. None
can escape from it.
Pity, however sincere, is soon exhausted,
and fresh cares of bereavement and loss, or sorrow,
start up to excite a passing sympathy, while others
are crowded out and forgotten.
The duel between Sir Maxwell Danby
and Leslie Travers was a nine days’ wonder.
It was the favourite topic in the Pump Room for that
time, but scarcely longer. At first it was reported
that Leslie Travers was dead; then, indeed, there
were conjectures about Sir Maxwell’s escape,
and wonderment as to whether he would be pursued and
captured, as Count Rice had been, and tried for murder.
But when it was found that Leslie
Travers was likely to live, the interest in the matter
visibly declined.
Lady Betty reappeared in the Pump
Room and at the balls, and to all inquiries said Miss
Mainwaring had left her, that she was no relation to
her, and that she had very properly considered it better
to return to the station in life whence dear Mr. Longueville,
in the nobleness of his heart, had rescued her!
Lent came, and was followed by a bright
Easter. The Bath season was over, and the principal
event of that season was almost forgotten.
The elite left the City of
the West, or if they remained, there were no public
assemblies at which they might display their jewels
and varied costumes.
It is needless to say that Lady Betty
took her departure, as it was considered “the
mode” to do so; and report said young Lord Basingstoke
had made it evident that he had no serious intentions,
by leaving Bath some time before the vivacious little
widow deserted N, North Parade.
Perhaps few noticed, or made more
than a passing remark of wonder, when a paragraph
in the Bath Gazette announced the marriage of
Leslie Travers, of the Grange, county Lincoln, to
Griselda, daughter of Adolphus Mainwaring, and Phyllis,
his wife.
The bride had walked to the Abbey
church one fair May morning in her ordinary dress,
accompanied by her faithful friend Miss Herschel, and
the Miss Hoblyns, and Norah. There were present
with the bridegroom his mother and Brian Bellis.
Thus so small a wedding-party was not likely to attract
attention.
A great change had passed over both
bride and bridegroom since that January day when they
had sealed their betrothal in the old Abbey church.
The brilliant beauty of Griselda had
faded, and there were traces of long illness on her
sweet face. Leslie Travers’s lithe figure
was bent, and he walked slowly and with none of the
elasticity of youth. He had been given back to
his mother’s prayers, contrary to the hopes or
expectations of the surgeons, who had watched over
him with unremitting care; but the duel had left an
indelible mark on him.
The chariot to take the bride and
bridegroom was waiting at the door, and here the “Good-byes”
were said.
Mrs. Travers felt Griselda’s
clinging arms round her as she whispered:
“I will try to be a good daughter
to you, madam. I pray you love me a little, for
his sake!”
“I love you for your own, my
child,” was the reply; “and I will cherish
and comfort this little one till we meet again”-for
poor Norah was convulsed with weeping, and only the
promise of a home at the Grange with her sister could
console her.
And so the curtain falls, and the
bridegroom and the bride pass out of our sight; but
we must take one farewell look at them when years have
gone by, and see how the promise of their early love
had been fulfilled.