The tinkle of the telephone disturbed
the family as they were at dinner, and Connie, who
sat nearest, rose to answer the summons, while Carol,
at her corner of the table struck a tragic attitude.
“If Joe Graves has broken anything,
he’s broken our friendship for good and all.
These fellows that break themselves
“Break themselves?” asked her father gravely.
“Yes, any of his
members, you know, his leg, or his arm, or, If
he has, I must say frankly that I hope it is his neck.
These boys that break themselves at the last minute,
thereby breaking dates, are
“Well,” Connie said calmly,
“if you’re through, I’ll begin.”
“Oh, goodness, Connie, deafen
one ear and listen with the other. You’ve
got to learn to hear in a hubbub. Go on then,
I’m through. But I haven’t forgotten
that I missed the Thanksgiving banquet last year because
Phil broke his ankle that very afternoon on the ice.
What business had he on the ice when he had a date
“Ready?” asked Connie,
as the phone rang again, insistently.
“Go on, then. Don’t wait until I
get started. Answer it.”
Connie removed the receiver and called
the customary “Hello.” Then, “Yes,
just a minute. It’s for you, Carol.”
Carol rose darkly. “It’s
Joe,” she said in a dungeon-dark voice.
“He’s broken, I foresee it. If there’s
anything I despise and abominate it’s a breaker
of dates. I think it ought to be included among
the condemnations in the decalogue. Men have
no business being broken, except their hearts, when
girls are mixed up in it. Hello? Oh;
oh-h-h! Yes, it’s professor!
How are you? Yes, indeed, oh,
yes, I’m going to be home. Yes, indeed.
Come about eight. Of course I’ll be here, nothing
important, it didn’t amount to anything
at all, just a little old every-day affair. Yes,
I can arrange it nicely. We’re so
anxious to see you. All right, Good-by.”
She turned back to the table, her
face flushed, eyes shining. “It’s
professor! He’s in town just overnight,
and he’s coming out. I’ll have to
phone Joe
“Anything I despise and abominate
it’s a breaker of dates,” chanted Connie;
“ought to be condemned in the decalogue.”
“Oh, that’s different,”
explained Carol. “This is professor!
Besides, this will sort of even up for the Thanksgiving
banquet last year.”
“But that was Phil and this is Joe!”
“Oh, that’s all right.
It’s just the principle, you know, nothing personal
about it. Seven-six-two, please. Yes.
Seven-six-two? Is Joe there? Oh, hello,
Joe. Oh, Joe, I’m so sorry to go back on
you the last minute like this, but one of my old school-teachers
is in town just for to-night and is coming here, and
of course I can’t leave. I’m so sorry.
I’ve been looking forward to it for so long,
but oh, that is nice of you. You’ll
forgive me this once, won’t you? Oh, thanks,
Joe, you’re so kind.”
“Hurry up and phone Roy, Larkie.
You’ll have to break yours, too.”
Lark immediately did so, while Carol
stood thoughtfully beside the table, her brows puckered
unbecomingly.
“I think,” she said at
last slowly, with wary eyes on her father’s quiet
face, “I think I’ll let the tuck out of
my old rose dress. It’s too short.”
“Too short! Why, Carol ”
interrupted her aunt.
“Too short for the occasion,
I mean. I’ll put it back to-morrow.”
Once more her eyes turned cautiously father-ward.
“You see, professor still has the ‘little
twinnie’ idea in his brain, and I’m going
to get it out. It isn’t consistent with
our five feet seven. We’re grown up.
Professor has got to see it. You skoot up-stairs,
Connie, won’t you, there’s a dear, and
bring it down, both of them, Lark’s too.
Lark, where did you put that ripping knife?
Aunt Grace, will you put the iron on for me?
It’s perfectly right that professor should see
we’re growing up. We’ll have to emphasize
it something extra, or he might overlook it. It
makes him feel Methuselish because he’s so awfully
smart. But I’ll soon change his mind for
him.”
Lark stoutly refused to be “grown
up for the occasion,” as Carol put it.
She said it was too much bother to let out the tuck,
and then put it right back in, just for nonsense.
At first this disappointed Carol, but finally she
accepted it gracefully.
“All right,” she said,
“I guess I can grow up enough for both of us.
Professor is not stupid; if he sees I’m a young
lady, he’ll naturally know that you are, too,
since we are twins. You can help me rip then if
you like, you begin around on that side.”
In less than two minutes the whole
family was engaged in growing Carol up for the occasion.
They didn’t see any sense in it, but Carol seemed
so unalterably convinced that it was necessary that
they hated to question her motives. And, as was
both habitual and comfortable, they proceeded to do
as she directed.
If her idea had been utterly to dumfound
the unsuspecting professor, she succeeded admirably.
Carefully she planned her appearance, giving him just
the proper interval of patient waiting in the presence
of her aunt and sisters. Then, a slow parting
of the curtains and Carol stood out, brightly, gladly,
her slender hands held out in welcome, Carol, with
long skirts swishing around her white-slippered feet,
her slender throat rising cream-white above the soft
fold of old rose lace, her graceful head with its
royal crown of bronze-gold hair, tilted most charmingly.
The professor sprang to his feet and
stared at her. “Why, Carol,” he exclaimed
soberly, almost sadly, as he crossed the room and took
her hand. “Why, Carol! Whatever have
you been doing to yourself overnight?”
Of course, it was far more “overnight”
than the professor knew, but Carol saw to it that
there was nothing to arouse his suspicion on that
score. He lifted her hand high, and looked frankly
down the long lines of her skirt, with the white toes
of her slippers showing beneath. He shook his
head. And though he smiled again, his voice was
sober.
“I’m beginning to feel my age,”
he said.
This was not what Carol wanted, and
she resumed her old childish manner with a gleeful
laugh.
“What on earth are you doing
in Mount Mark again, P’fessor!” When Carol
wished to be particularly coy, she said “p’fessor.”
It didn’t sound exactly cultured, but spoken
in Carol’s voice was really irresistible.
“Why, I came to see you before
your hair turned gray, and wrinkles marred you
“Wrinkles won’t mar mine,”
cried Carol emphatically. “Not ever!
I use up a whole jar of cold cream every three weeks!
I won’t have ’em. Wrinkles!
P’fessor, you don’t know what a time I
have keeping myself young.”
She joined in the peal of laughter
that rang out as this age-wise statement fell from
her lips.
“You’ll be surprised,”
he said, “what does bring me to Mount Mark.
I have given up my position in New York, and am going
to school again in Chicago this winter. I shall
be here only to-night. To-morrow I begin to study
again.”
“Going to school again!”
ejaculated Carol, and all the others looked at him
astonished. “Going to school again.
Why, you know enough, now!”
“Think so? Thanks.
But I don’t know what I’m going to need
from this on. I am changing my line of work.
The fact is, I’m going to enter the ministry
myself, and will have a couple of years in a theological
seminary first.”
Utter stupefaction greeted this explanation.
Not one word was spoken.
“I’ve been going into
these things rather deeply the last two years.
I’ve attended a good many special meetings, and
taken some studies along with my regular work.
For a year I’ve felt it would finally come to
this, but I preferred my own job, and I thought I would
stick it out, as Carol says. But I’ve decided
to quit balking, and answer the call.”
Aunt Grace nodded, with a warmly approving smile.
“I think it’s perfectly
grand, Professor,” said Fairy earnestly.
“Perfectly splendid. You will do it wonderfully
well, I know, and be a big help in our
business.”
“But, Professor,” said
Carol faintly and falteringly, “didn’t
you tell me you were to get five thousand dollars
a year with the institute from this on?”
“Yes. I was.”
Carol gazed at her family despairingly.
“It would take an awfully loud call to drown
the chink of five thousand gold dollars in my ears,
I am afraid.”
“It was a loud call,”
he said. And he looked at her curiously, for of
all the family she alone seemed distrait and unenthusiastic.
“Professor,” she continued
anxiously, “I heard one of the bishops say that
sometimes young men thought they were called to the
ministry when it was too much mince pie for dinner.”
“I did not have mince pie for
dinner,” he answered, smiling, but conscious
of keen disappointment in his friend.
“But, Professor,” she
argued, “can’t people do good without preaching?
Think of all the lovely things you could do with five
thousand dollars! Think of the influence a prominent
educator has! Think of
“I have thought of it, all of
it. But haven’t I got to answer the call?”
“It takes nerve to do it, too,”
said Connie approvingly. “I know just how
it is from my own experience. Of course, I haven’t
been called to enter the ministry, but it
works out the same in other things.”
“Indeed, Professor,” said
Lark, “we always said you were too nice for
any ordinary job. And the ministry is about the
only extraordinary job there is!”
“Tell us all about it,”
said Fairy cordially. “We are so interested
in it. Of course, we think it is the finest work
in the world.” She looked reproachfully
at Carol, but Carol made no response.
He told them, then, something of his
plan, which was very simple. He had arranged
for a special course at the seminary in Chicago, and
then would enter the ministry like any other young
man starting upon his life-work. “I’m
a Presbyterian, you know,” he said. “I’ll
have to go around and preach until I find a church
willing to put up with me. I won’t have
a presiding elder to make a niche for me.”
He talked frankly, even with enthusiasm,
but always he felt the curious disappointment that
Carol sat there silent, her eyes upon the hands in
her lap. Once or twice she lifted them swiftly
to his face, and lowered them instantly again.
Only he noticed when they were raised, that they were
unusually deep, and that something lay within shining
brightly, like the reflection of a star in a clear
dark pool of water.
“I must go now,” he said,
“I must have a little visit with my uncle, I
just wanted to see you, and tell you about it.
I knew you would like it.”
Carol’s hand was the first placed
in his, and she murmured an inaudible word of farewell,
her eyes downcast, and turned quickly away. “Don’t
let them wait for me,” she whispered to Lark,
and then she disappeared.
The professor turned away from the
hospitable door very much depressed. He shook
his head impatiently and thrust his hands deep into
his pockets like a troubled boy. Half-way down
the board walk he stopped, and smiled. Carol
was standing among the rose bushes, tall and slim in
the cloudy moonlight, waiting for him. She held
out her hand with a friendly smile.
“I came to take you a piece
if you want me,” she said. “It’s
so hard to talk when there’s a roomful, isn’t
it? I thought maybe you wouldn’t mind.”
“Mind? It was dear of you
to think of it,” he said gratefully, drawing
her hand into the curve of his arm. “I was
wishing I could talk with you alone. You won’t
be cold?”
“Oh, no, I like to be out in
the night air. Oh,” she protested, when
he turned north from the parsonage instead of south,
as he should have gone, “I only came for a piece,
you know. And you want to visit with your uncle.”
The long lashes hid the twinkle the professor knew
was there, though he could not see it.
“Yes, all right. But we’ll
walk a little way first. I’ll visit him
later on. Or I can write him a letter if necessary.”
He felt at peace with all the world. His resentment
toward Carol had vanished at the first glimpse of
her friendly smile.
“I want to talk to you about
being a preacher, you know. I think it is the
most wonderful thing in the world, I certainly do.”
Her eyes were upon his face now seriously. “I
didn’t say much, I was surprised, and I was
ashamed, too, Professor, for I never could do it in
the world. Never! It always makes me feel
cheap and exasperated when I see how much nicer other
folks are than I. But I do think it is wonderful.
Really sometimes, I have thought you ought to be a
preacher, because you’re so nice. So many
preachers aren’t, and that’s the kind we
need.”
The professor put his other hand over
Carol’s, which was restlessly fingering the
crease in his sleeve. He did not speak. Her
girlish, impulsive words touched him very deeply.
“I wouldn’t want the girls
to know it, they’d think it was so funny, but ”
She paused uncertainly, and looked questioningly into
his face. “Maybe you won’t understand
what I mean, but sometimes I’d like to be good
myself. Awfully good, I mean.” She
smiled whimsically. “Wouldn’t Connie
scream if she could hear that? Now you won’t
give me away, will you? But I mean it. I
don’t think of it very often, but sometimes,
why, Professor, honestly, I wouldn’t care if
I were as good as Prudence!” She paused dramatically,
and the professor pressed the slender hand more closely
in his.
“Oh, I don’t worry about
it. I suppose one hasn’t any business to
expect a good complexion and just natural goodness,
both at once, but ” She smiled again.
“Five thousand dollars,” she added dreamily.
“Five thousand dollars! What shall I call
you now? P’fesser is not appropriate any
more, is it?”
“Call me David, won’t you, Carol?
Or Dave.”
Carol gasped. “Oh, mercy!
What would Prudence say?” She giggled merrily.
“Oh, mercy!” She was silent a moment then.
“I’ll have to be contented with plain
Mr. Duke, I suppose, until you get a D.D. Duckie,
D.D.,” she added laughingly. But in an
instant she was sober again. “I do love
our job. If I were a man I’d be a minister
myself. Reverend Carol Starr,” she said
loftily, then laughed. Carol’s laughter
always followed fast upon her earnest words.
“Reverend Carol Starr. Wouldn’t I
be a peach?”
He laughed, too, recovering his equanimity
as her customary buoyant brightness returned to her.
“You are,” he said, and Carol answered:
“Thanks,” very dryly.
“We must go back now,” she added presently.
And they turned at once, walking slowly back toward
the parsonage.
“Can’t you write to me
a little oftener, Carol? I hate to be a bother,
but my uncle never writes letters, and I like to know
how my friends here are getting along, marriages,
and deaths, and just plain gossip. I’ll
like it very much if you can. I do enjoy a good
correspondence with
“Do you?” she asked sweetly.
“How you have changed! When I was a freshman
I remember you told me you received nothing but business
letters, because you didn’t want to take time
to write letters, and
“Did I?” For a second
he seemed a little confused. “Well, I’m
not crazy about writing letters, as such. But
I’ll be so glad to get yours that I know I’ll
even enjoy answering them.”
Inside the parsonage gate they stood
a moment among the rose bushes. Once again she
offered her hand, and he took it gravely, looking with
sober intentness into her face, a little pale in the
moonlight. He noted again the royal little head
with its grown-up crown of hair, and the slender figure
with its grown-up length of skirt.
Then he put his arms around her, and
kissed her warmly upon the childish unexpecting lips.
A swift red flooded her face, and
receding as swiftly, left her pale. Her lips
quivered a little, and she caught her hands together.
Then sturdily, and only slightly tremulous, she looked
into his eyes and laughed. The professor was
in nowise deceived by her attempt at light-heartedness,
remembering as he did the quick quivering of the lips
beneath his, and the unconscious yielding of the supple
body in his arms. He condemned himself mentally
in no uncertain terms for having yielded to the temptation
of her young loveliness. Carol still laughed,
determined by her merriment to set the seal of insignificance
upon the act.
“Come and walk a little farther,
Carol,” he said in a low voice. “I
want to say something else.” Then after
a few minutes of silence, he began rather awkwardly,
and David Arnold Duke was not usually awkward:
“Carol, you’ll think I’m
a cad to say what I’m going to, after doing
what I have just done, but I’ll have to risk
that. You shouldn’t let men kiss you.
It isn’t right. You’re too pretty
and sweet and fine for it. I know you don’t
allow it commonly, but don’t at all. I hate
to think of any one even touching a girl like you.”
Carol leaned forward, tilting back
her head, and looking up at him roguishly, her face
a-sparkle.
He blushed more deeply. “Oh,
I know it,” he said. “I’m ashamed
of myself. But I can’t help what you think
of me. I do think you shouldn’t let them,
and I hope you won’t. They’re sure
to want to.”
“Yes,” she said quietly,
very grown-up indeed just then, “yes, they do.
Aren’t men funny? They always want to.
Sometimes we hear old women say, ‘Men are all
alike.’ I never believe it. I hate
old women who say it. But are they
all alike, Professor?”
“No,” he said grimly,
“they are not. But I suppose any man would
like to kiss a girl as sweet as you are. But
men are not all alike. Don’t you believe
it. You won’t then, will you?”
“Won’t believe it? No.”
“I mean,” he said, almost
stammering in his confusion, “I mean you won’t
let them touch you.”
Carol smiled teasingly, but in a moment
she spoke, and very quietly. “P’fessor,
I’ll tell you a blood-red secret if you swear
up and down you’ll never tell anybody.
I’ve never told even Lark Well, one
night, when I was a sophomore, do you remember
Bud Garvin?”
“Yes, tall fellow with black
hair and eyes, wasn’t he? In the freshman
zoology class.”
“Yes. Well, he took me
home from a party. Hartley took Lark, and they
got in first. And Bud, well he put
his arm around me, and maybe you don’t
know it, Professor, but there’s a big difference
in girls, too. Now some girls are naturally good.
Prudence is, and so’s Lark. But Fairy and
I well, we’ve got a lot of the original
Adam in us. Most girls, especially in books nice
girls, I mean, and you know I’m nice they
can’t bear to have boys touch them. P’fessor,
I like it, honestly I do, if I like the boy.
Bud’s rather nice, and I let him oh,
just a little, but it made me nervous and excited.
But I liked it. Prudence was away, and I hated
to talk to Lark that night so I sneaked in Fairy’s
room and asked if I might sleep with her. She
said I could, and told me to turn on the light, it
wouldn’t disturb her. But I was so hot I
didn’t want any light, so I undressed as fast
as I could and crept in. Somehow, from the way
I snuggled up to Fairy, she caught on. I was out
of breath, really I was ashamed of myself, but I wasn’t
just sure then whether I’d ever let him put
his arm around me again or not. But Fairy turned
over, and began to talk. Professor,” she
said solemnly, “Fairy and I always pretend to
be snippy and sarcastic and sneer at each other, but
in my heart, I think Fairy is very nearly as good
as Prudence, yes, sir, I do. Why, Fairy’s
fine, she’s just awfully fine.”
“Yes, I’m sure she is.”
“She said that once, when she
was fifteen, one of the boys at Exminster kissed her
good night. And she didn’t mind it a bit.
But father was putting the horses in the barn, and
he came out just in time to see it; it was a moonlight
night. After the boys had gone, father hurried
in and took Fairy outdoors for a little talk, just
the two of them alone. He said that in all the
years he and my mother were married, every time he
kissed her he remembered that no man but he had ever
touched her lips, and it made him happy. He said
he was always sort of thanking God inside, whenever
he held her in his arms. He said nothing else
in the world made a man so proud, and glad and grateful,
as to know his wife was all his own, and that even
her lips had been reserved for him like a sacred treasure
that no one else could share. He said it would
take the meanest man on earth, and father thinks there
aren’t many as mean as that, to go back on a
woman like that. Fairy said she burst out crying
because her husband wouldn’t ever be able to
feel that way when he kissed her. But father
said since she was so young, and innocent, and it
being the first time, it wouldn’t really count.
Fairy swore off that minute, never again!
Of course, when I knew how father felt about mother,
I wanted my husband to have as much pleasure in me
as father did in her, and Fairy and I made a solemn
resolve that we would never, even ‘hold hands,’
and that’s very simple, until we got crazy enough
about a man to think we’d like to marry him
if we got a chance. And I never have since then,
not once.”
“Carol,” he said in a
low voice, “I wish I had known it. I wouldn’t
have kissed you for anything. God knows I wouldn’t.
I I think I am man enough not to have done
it anyhow if I had only thought a minute, but God
knows I wouldn’t have done it if I had known
about this. You don’t know how contemptible I
feel.”
“Oh, that’s all right,”
she said comfortingly, her eyes glowing. “That’s
all right. We just meant beaux, you know.
We didn’t include uncles, and fathers, and old
school-teachers, and things like that. You don’t
count. That isn’t breaking my pledge.”
The professor smiled, but he remembered
the quivering lips, and the relaxing of the lithe
body, and the forced laughter, and was not deceived.
“You’re such a strange
girl, Carol. You’re so honest, usually,
so kind-hearted, so generous. But you always
seem trying to make yourself look bad, not physically,
that isn’t what I mean.” Carol smiled,
and her loving fingers caressed her soft cheek.
“But you try to make folks think you are vain
and selfish, when you are not. Why do you do it?
Every one knows what you really are. All over
Mount Mark they say you are the best little kid in
town.”
“They do!” she said indignantly.
“Well, they’d better not. Here I’ve
spent years building up my reputation to suit myself,
and then they go and shatter me like that. They’d
better leave me alone.”
“But what’s the object?”
“Why, you know, P’fessor,”
she said, carefully choosing her words, “you
know, it’s a pretty hard job living up to a good
reputation. Look at Prudence, and Fairy, and
Lark. Every one just naturally expects them to
be angelically and dishearteningly good. And if
they aren’t, folks talk. But take me now.
No one expects anything of me, and if once in a while,
I do happen to turn out all right by accident, it’s
a sort of joyful surprise to the whole community.
It’s lots more fun surprising folks by being
better than they expect, than shocking them by turning
out worse than they think you will.”
“But it doesn’t do you
any good,” he assured her. “You can’t
fool them. Mount Mark knows its Carol.”
“You’re not going?”
she said, as he released her hand and straightened
the collar of his coat.
“Yes, your father will chase
me off if I don’t go now. How about the
letters, Carol? Think you can manage a little
oftener?”
“I’d love to. It’s
so inspiring to get a letter from a five-thousand-dollars-a-year
scientist, I mean, a was-once. Do my letters
sound all right? I don’t want to get too
chummy, you know.”
“Get as chummy as you can,” he urged her.
“I enjoy it.”
“I’ll have to be more
dignified if you’re going to McCormick.
Presbyterian! The Presbyterians are very dignified.
I’ll have to be formal from this on. Dear
Sir: Respectfully yours. Is that proper?”
He took her hands in his. “Good-by,
little pal. Thank you for coming out, and for
telling me the things you have. You have done
me good. You are a breath of fresh sweet air.”
“It’s my powder,”
she said complacently. “It does smell good,
doesn’t it? It cost a dollar a box.
I borrowed the dollar from Aunt Grace. Don’t
let on before father. He thinks we use Mennen’s
baby twenty-five cents a box. We didn’t
tell him so, but he just naturally thinks it.
It was the breath of that dollar powder you were talking
about.”
She moved her fingers slightly in
his hand, and he looked down at them. Then he
lifted them and looked again, admiring the slender
fingers and the pink nails.
“Don’t look,” she
entreated. “They’re teaching me things.
I can’t help it. This spot on my thumb
is fried egg, here are three doughnuts on my arm, see
them? And here’s a regular pancake.”
She pointed out the pancake in her palm, sorrowfully.
“Teaching you things, are they?”
“Yes. I have to darn.
Look at the tips of my fingers, that’s where
the needle rusted off on me. Here’s where
I cut a slice of bread out of my thumb! Isn’t
life serious?”
“Yes, very serious.”
He looked thoughtfully down at her hands again as
they lay curled up in his own. “Very, very
serious.”
“Good-by.”
“Good-by.” He held
her hand a moment longer, and then turned suddenly
away. She watched until he was out of sight, and
then slipped up-stairs, undressed in the dark and
crept in between the covers. Lark apparently
was sound asleep. Carol giggled softly to herself
a few times, and Lark opened one eye, asking, “What’s
amatter?”
“Oh, such a good joke on p’fessor,”
whispered Carol, squeezing her twin with rapture.
“He doesn’t know it yet, but he’ll
be so disgusted with himself when he finds it out.”
“What in the world is it?” Lark was more
coherent now.
“I can’t tell, Lark, but
it’s a dandy. My, he’ll feel cheap
when he finds out.”
“Maybe he won’t find it out.”
“Oh, yes, he will,” was
the confident answer, “I’ll see that he
does.” She began laughing again.
“What is it?”
“I can’t tell you, but you’ll certainly
scream if you ever do know it.”
“You can’t tell me?” Lark was wide
awake, and quite aghast.
“No, I can’t, I truly can’t.”
Lark drew away from the encircling
arm with as much dignity as could be expressed in
the dark and in bed, and sent out a series of deep
breaths, as if to indicate that snores were close
at hand.
Carol laughed to herself for a while,
until Lark really slept, then she buried her head
in the pillow and her throat swelled with sobs that
were heavy but soundless.
The next morning was Lark’s
turn for making the bed. And when she shook up
Carol’s pillow she found it was very damp.
“Why, the little goose,”
she said to herself, smiling, “she laughed until
she cried, all by herself. And then she turned
the pillow over thinking I wouldn’t see it.
The little goose! And what on earth was she laughing
at?”