“Oh, sweet pale Margaret,
Oh, rare pale Margaret,
What lit your eyes with tearful
power?”
The dusk had fallen very softly and
tenderly over the garden, and the paddocks, and
the river. There was just the faintest wind
at the waters edge, but it seemed almost too tired
after the hot, long day to breathe and make ripples.
Very slowly the grey, still light deepened, and a
white star or two came out and blinked up away in
the high, far heavens. Down behind the gum trees,
across the river, there was a still whiter moon; a
stretch of water near was beginning to smile up to
it. Meg hoped it would not climb past the tree-tops
before eight o’clock, or the long paddocks
would be flooded with light and she would be seen.
At tea-time, and during the early part of the evening,
she was preoccupied and inclined to be irritable in
her anxiety, and she snubbed Bunty two or three times
quite unkindly.
He had been hovering about her ever
since six o’clock in almost a pitiable way.
It was characteristic of this small
boy that when he had been tempted into departing from
the paths of truth he was absolutely wretched until
he had confessed, and rubbed his little unclean hands
into his wet eyes until he was “a sight to dream
of, not to tell.”
Pip said it was because he was a coward,
and had not the moral courage to go to sleep with
a lie on his soul, for fear he might wake up and see
an angel with a fiery sword standing by his bedside.
And I must sorrowfully acknowledge this seemed a truer
view of the case than believing the boy was really
impressed with the heinousness of his offence and
anxious to make amends. For the very next day,
if occasion sufficiently strong offered, he would
fall again, and the very next night would creep up
to somebody and whimper, with his knuckles in his
eyes, that he had “t t told
a s s story, boo hoo!”
By seven o’clock this particular
evening he was miserably repentant; several tears
had trickled down, his cheeks and mingled with the
ink of the map he was engaged upon for Miss Marsh.
He established himself at Meg’s elbow, and
kept looking up into her face in a yearning love-and-forgive-me
kind of way that she found infinitely embarrassing;
for she had begun to suspect, from his strange conduct,
that he had in some way learned the contents of her
note, and was trying to discourage her from her enterprise.
The more he gazed at her the redder and more uncomfortable
she became.
“You can have my new c c catapult,”
he whispered once, giving her a tearful, imploring
look, that she interpreted as an entreaty to stay
safely at home.
At last the clock had travelled up
to eight, and the children being engaged in a wordy
warfare over the possession of a certain stray dog
that had come to Misrule in the afternoon, she slipped
out of the room unobserved. No one was in the
hall, and she picked up the becoming, fleecy cloud
she had hidden there, twisted it round her head, and
crept out of the side door and along the first path.
Down in the garden the ground was
white with fallen rose leaves, and the air full of
their dying breath; a clump of pampas grass stood
tall and soft against the sky; some native trees, left
growing among the cultivated shrubs, stretched silver-white
arms up to the moon and gave the little hurrying figure
a ghostly kind of feeling. Out of the gate and
into the first paddock, where the rose scent did not
come at all, and only a pungent smell of wattle was
in the thin, hushed air. More gum trees, and
more white, ghostly arms; then a sharp movement near
the fence, a thick, sepulchral whisper, and a stifled
scream from Meg.
“Here’s the c c c catapult,
M Meg; t take it,” Bunty
said, his face white and miserable.
“You little stupid! What
do you mean coming creeping here like this?”
Meg said, angry as soon as her heart began to beat
again.
“I only w wanted
to p p please you, M M-Meggie,”
the little boy said, with a bitter sob in his voice.
He had put both his arms round her
waist, and was burying his nose in her white muslin
dress. She shook him off hastily.
“All right; there thanks,”
she said. “Now go home, Bunty; I want
to have a quiet walk in the moonlight by myself.”
He screwed his knuckles as far into
his eyes as they would go, his mouth opened, and his
lower lip dropped down, down.
“I t t told
y y you a b b big
st st story;” he wept,
rocking to and fro where he stood.
“Did you? Oh, all right!
Now go home,” she said impatiently. “You
always are telling stories, Bunty, you know, so
I’m not surprised. There-go along.”
“But but I’m must
tell you all ab ab about it,”
he said, still engaged in driving his eyes into his
head.
“No, you needn’t; I’ll
forgive you this time,” she said magnanimously,
“only don’t do it again. Now run
away at once, or you won’t have your map done,
and miss Marsh will punish you.”
His eyes returned to their proper
position, likewise his hands. His heart was perfectly
light again as he turned to go back to the house.
When he had gone a few steps he came back.
“D’ye want that catapult
very much, Meg?” he said gently. “You’re
only a girl, so I don’t ’spect it would
be very much good to you, would it?”
“No, I don’t want it.
Here, take it, and hurry back: think of your
map,” Meg returned, in a very fever of impatience
at his slowness.
And then Bunty, utterly happy once
more, turned and ran away gaily up to the house.
And Meg let down the slip-rail, put it back in its
place with trembling fingers, and fled in wild haste
through the two remaining paddocks.
The wattle-scrub at the end was very
quiet; there was not a rustle, not a sound of a voice,
not a sound of the affected little laugh that generally
told when Aldith was near.
Meg stopped breathless, and peered
among the bushes; there was a tall figure leaning
against the fence.
“Andrew!” she said in
a sharp whisper, and forgetting in her anxiety that
she never called him by his Christian name “where
are the others? Hasn’t Aldith come?”
There was the smell of a cigar, and,
looking closely, she saw to her horror it was Alan.
“Oh!” she said, in an indescribable tone.
Her heart gave one frightened, shamed
bound, and then seemed to stop beating altogether.
She looked up, at him as if entreating
him not to have too bad an opinion of her; but his
face wore the contemptuous look she had grown to dread
and his lips were finely curled.
“I I only came out
for a little walk; it is such a beautiful evening,”
she said, with miserable lameness; and then in a tone
of justification she added, “it’s my father’s
paddock, too.”
He leaned back against he fence and looked down at
her.
“Flossie gave me your note,
and as it seemed addressed to me, and I was told it
was for me; I opened it,” he said.
“You knew it was for Andrew,”
she said not looking at him, however.
“So I presumed when I had read
it,” he returned slowly; “but Andrew has
not come back to-night yet, so I came instead; it’s
all the same as long as it’s a boy, isn’t
it?”
The girl made no reply, only put her
hand up and drew the cloud more closely round her
head.
His lips curled a little more.
“And I know how to kiss, too,
I assure you. I am quite a good hand at it,
though you may not think so. Oh yes, I know you
said you did not want to be kissed; but then, girls
always say that, don’t they? even
when they expect it most.”
Still Meg did not speak, and the calm,
merciless voice went on.
“I am afraid it is hardly dark
enough for you, is it? The moon is very much
in the way, do you not think so? Still, perhaps
we can find a darker place farther on, and then I
can kiss you without danger. What is the matter? are
you always as quiet as this with Andrew?”
“Oh, don’t!” said Meg, in a
choking voice.
The mocking tone died instantly out
of his voice, “Miss Meg, you used to seem such
a nice little girl,” he said quietly; “what
have you let that horrid MacCarthy girl spoil you for?
For she is horrid, though you may not think so.”
Meg did not speak or move, and he
went on with a gentle earnestness that she had not
thought him capable of..
“I have watched her on the boat,
systematically going to work to spoil you, and can’t
help thinking of the pity of it. I imagined
how I should feel if my little sister Flossie ever
fell in with such a girl, and began to flirt and make
herself conspicuous, and I wondered would you mind
if I spoke to you about it. Are you very angry
with me, Miss Meg?”
But Meg leaned her head against the
rough fence and began to sob little, dry,
heartbroken sobs that went to the boy’s warm
heart.
“I oughtn’t to have spoken
as I did at first I was a perfect brute,”
he said remorsefully; “forgive me, won’t
you? Please, little Miss Meg I would
rather cut my hand off than really hurt you.”
This last was a little consoling,
at any rate, and Meg lifted her face half a second,
white and pathetic in the moonlight, and all wet with
grievous tears.
“I I oh!
indeed I have not been quite so horrid as you think,”
she said brokenly; “I didn’t want to come
this walk and oh! indeed, indeed, indeed
I wouldn’t allow anyone to kiss me.
Oh, please do believe me!”
“I do, I do indeed,” he
said eagerly; “I only said it because well,
because I am a great rough brute, and don’t know
how to talk to a little, tender girl. Dear Miss
Meg, do shake hands and tell me you forgive my boorishness.”
Meg extended a small white hand, and
he shook it warmly. Then they walked up the
paddocks together, and parted at a broken gate
leading into the garden.
“I’ll never flirt again
while I live,” she said with great earnestness,
as he bade her good-bye; and he answered encouragingly,
“No, I am quite sure you won’t leave
it to girls like Aldith, won’t you? you only
wanted to be set straight. Good-bye, little Miss
Meg.”