The day which was spent by Thomas
Garret in retracing his steps back to Oxford was passed
not unhappily by Anthony Dalaber, who, after the lapse
of two uneventful days, began to draw breath again,
and make sure of the safety of his friend.
He had matters of his own which occupied
much of his attention. The store of forbidden
books brought to Oxford by Garret had been divided
pretty equally between him and Radley; and Dalaber
had contrived a very ingenious hiding place just outside
his lodging room in St. Alban Hall, where, by removing
some planking of the floor, a cavity in the wall had
been carefully excavated, and the books secreted there,
where it would be difficult for any to find them who
had not the clue to the hiding place.
It was safer to hide them outside
the chamber, as, if discovered, their presence would
not incriminate any one so Dalaber believed.
Even Fitzjames, though sharing his lodging and some
of his views, did not know where he kept his store
of books. They formed such a dangerous possession
that Dalaber spoke of them only to those who were
heart and soul in the movement. And he decided
not to remove them with his other belongings to Gloucester
College, as he had no safe repository there to hold
them, and it seemed to him that for the present the
time had gone by for any work of distribution.
It would he needful for the present to keep very quiet,
until the suspicions which had evidently been aroused
in the minds of the authorities should be laid to
rest.
It was with a certain sense of relief
that Dalaber definitely decided to quit the study
of theology and divinity, and to throw himself into
that of the law. Religious controversy had become
suddenly distasteful to him. The Questions and
other books of the theological faculty appeared to
him futile and unsatisfactory. He had definitely
resolved upon the secular life for himself; and although
that did not mean that his convictions were shaken,
or that his faith was in any way less precious to
him, it gave to him a certain sense of elasticity
and freedom of thought and spirit.
He could take Dr. Langton as his standard
of what a man should be. He did not mix himself
up with the burning and controverted questions of
the day. He followed his studies in medicine and
Greek. His house was a resort of learned men of
all schools of thought. Free discussion was carried
on there on all sorts of subjects. He favoured
the liberality of mind which the church opposed; yet
he did not embroil himself with the authorities, and
led his own quiet scholarly life, respected and revered
of all.
“That is the life for me,”
spoke Dalaber, as he looked round his new lodging,
and admired the fashion in which his belongings had
been set up there. “I will follow the secular
calling, keeping my soul and spirit free to follow
the promptings of the Spirit. Whenever I see
the opportunity to strike a blow in the cause of freedom,
may God give me strength to strike boldly and fearlessly;
but I will not thrust myself forward into needless
peril. Obedience has its place in the church
as well as other virtues. I will not be untrue
to my conscience or my convictions, but without good
cause I will not embroil myself in these hot controversies
and perilous matters. I have no quarrel with
Holy Church, as Master Clarke expounds her, I would
only see her cleansed and purged of her iniquity,
shedding light the light of God upon
the paths of her children. Perchance, as he says,
if we prayed more for her if we pleaded
more with her in secret, interceding before God for
her corruptions and unholiness He
Himself would cleanse and purge her, and fit her for
her high and holy calling. Love is stronger than
hate, for love is of God. I would seek more of
that spirit of love which shines and abides so firm
in Him. I have been in peril I am
sure of it and the Lord has saved me from
the mouth of the lion. Let me show my gratitude
to Him not by falling away from the narrow path which
leads to life everlasting, but by treading it in meekness
and humility, in His strength rather than mine own.”
Dalaber was not unconscious of the
besetting faults and failings of his temperament an
impulsive self confidence, followed by moments of
revolt and lassitude and discouragement. He knew
that a quiet stability was the quality he lacked,
and that the fire of enthusiasm and the revolt against
abuses which blazed hot within him was not the holiest
frame of mind in which to meet a crisis such as had
lately threatened him. He knew that he might have
been tempted to speak dangerous words, to rail against
those in authority, and to bring deeper trouble upon
himself in consequence.
The influence of the fiery Garret
upon him was always of this character. Now that
he had gone, Dalaber was able to review the situation
much more calmly and quietly, and to see that the Lord
and His apostles were not advocates of violence and
disruption, that they inculcated reverence to governors,
spiritual and temporal, as well as patience, long
suffering, meekness, gentleness, and forbearance.
The sword of the Spirit was not a carnal weapon.
Its work was of a higher and holier nature. It
might have to be drawn forth in battle; but it must
be wielded in obedience, and not in irresponsible
rebellion. Faithful steadfastness was asked of
all God’s children; but not all were called
on to go forth as champions of even a righteous cause.
Their duty might be to stand and wait for what the
Lord would bid them do.
Dalaber had a strong conviction that
alone, and acting upon his own impulses only, he would
do harm rather than good. He was not the stuff
of which leaders are made. He knelt down suddenly,
and prayed for grace and guidance; and scarcely had
he risen from his knees before a step upon the stairs
and a knock at the door warned him of the approach
of a visitor.
The next minute Arthur Cole stood
before him. He was followed by a servant, who
laid down a bulky parcel and departed.
“Ah, friend Dalaber,”
spoke Cole, with a kindly grip of the hand, “it
was told me you were moving into fresh quarters here,
and methought a few plenishings might not come amiss
to your lodgings. You are something of an anchorite
in your method of living, Anthony; but this chamber
deserves a little adornment, if you are not averse
to such.”
So speaking, Arthur unfastened the
package, and there was a soft skin rug to lay before
the hearth, where a small fire of wood and fir cones
was burning; a gaily striped quilt for the truckle
bed covered it up and gave it an air of elegance;
and a few books in those days a costly
and valued possession completed the kindly
bequest.
“They tell me you are to prosecute
your studies in the law,” he said, as he ranged
the volumes beside Dalaber’s own sparse collection
on the shelf; “and since I have trodden the path
before you, you are welcome to these volumes, which
I seldom refer to now, and can always borrow from
you if need should arise.”
“You are a true friend, Arthur,”
answered Dalaber, much gratified and delighted.
“I thank you heartily. You are a friend
to all, and we owe you much. It is the more kindly
and welcome because you are not one of us in other
matters, and might very well have withdrawn from all
companionship with those upon whom the wrath of the
cardinal is like soon to fall.”
“I would speak somewhat anent
that same matter, Anthony,” said Arthur, suddenly
turning upon his friend, and signing him to take the
seat opposite. “It is in some sort on that
account I have come. But first tell me is
Thomas Garret safely away?”
Yes; on his way ”
“Nay, tell me not that.
I have no wish to learn his whereabouts only
that he is safe outside the city, and not likely to
be taken.”
“He has been away these two
days; and if not taken already, I trow he will escape
altogether.”
Arthur heaved a sigh of satisfaction and relief.
“I am right glad to hear that,
Anthony for your sake almost more than
for his, since you are my friend.”
“And why for my sake, Arthur?”
“Marry, thus that had Garret
been found in the place, they would not have stopped
short with laying hands upon him. They would have
seized also those who had consorted with him.
Not finding him, they begin to doubt whether the cardinal
was right in tracing him hither, and whether he and
his books have indeed been brought here. But
let them once lay hands upon him, and not he alone,
but also his comrades and associates, will stand in
much peril. So have a care, friend Anthony.”
Dalaber felt the thrill of what was
half relief, half fear, run through him; but his glance
did not quail.
“He is gone,” he answered
quietly, “and no man has sought to lay hands
upon me.”
“No, and right glad am I of
it. I have spoken up for you as one of my friends,
and a young man of promise and integrity. But
I beg you to have a care for the future, Anthony,
and especially during these Lenten weeks upon which
we have just entered. For a strict watch will
be kept over all suspected men; and if you are found
with forbidden books in your possession ”
Arthur’s eyes roved keenly round
the pleasant chamber as he left his sentence unfinished.
“I have none here,” answered
Dalaber. “I have nothing but mine own little
copy of the Gospels, which I carry ever on my own person.
There are no books here to bring danger upon me or
any.”
“I am right glad to hear it,
and I trust you will have no more to do with that
perilous traffic. For sooner or later it will
bring all men into trouble who mix themselves up with
it. And for you who can read the Scriptures in
the tongues in which they were written there is the
less excuse. I warn you to have a care, friend
Anthony, in your walk and conversation. I trust
that the storm will pass by without breaking; but
there is no telling. There is peril abroad, suspicion,
anger, and distrust. A spark might fire a mighty
blaze. The cardinal’s warning and rebuke
to the heads of colleges has wrought great consternation
and anger. They are eager to purge themselves
of the taint of heresy, and to clear themselves in
his eyes.”
“I misdoubt me they will ever
succeed there,” muttered Dalaber, with a slight
smile. “Thought will not be chained.”
“No; but men can think in silence
and act with prudence,” spoke Arthur, with a
touch of sharpness in his tone. “I would
that you thinkers, who stand in peril of being excommunicated
as heretics, had a little more of the wisdom of the
serpent which the Scriptures enjoin upon the devout.”
“Excommunicated!” exclaimed
Dalaber, and said no more.
To a devout young student, who had
all his life through regularly attended the office
of the Mass, and had communicated frequently, and
prepared himself with confession and fasting and prayer,
the idea of excommunication was terrible. That
the Mass was overlaid and corrupted in some of its
rites and ceremonies Dalaber and others were beginning
openly to admit; but that it was based upon the one
sacrifice of the atonement, and was showing forth the
Lord’s death according to His own command, none
doubted for a moment; and to be debarred from sharing
in that act of worship was not a thought easily to
be contemplated.
Arthur saw his advantage and pressed it.
“Yes, my friend excommunicated.
That is the fate of those who mix themselves up in
these matters, and draw down upon their heads the
wrath of such men as the cardinal. Believe me,
there is such a thing as straining at a gnat and swallowing
a camel. And that is what you might chance to
find you had done, were you cast out from the fold
of the church for a few rash acts of ill-advised rebellion
and disobedience, when all the while you might have
lived in peace and safety, waiting till a better time
shall come. If this movement is of God, will
He not show it and fight for it Himself?”
“Yes; but He must use men in
the strife, as He uses men in His Holy Church for
their offices there. Yet, believe me, I do not
desire strife. I would rather live at peace with
all men. I have taken up a secular calling, that
I may not be embroiled, and that I may be free to
marry a wife when the time comes. Always shall
I love and revere those who stand for truth and righteousness;
always, I pray, shall I have strength to aid them
when occasion serves: but I shall not embark
on any crusade upon mine own account. You may
make your mind easy on that score, my friend.
I do not desire strife and controversy.”
Arthur looked relieved, and smiled his approval.
“Then I trust that on your account,
friend Anthony, my fears are needless. I would
that I were not anxious also for our beloved friend
and master, John Clarke.”
“Is he in peril?” asked
Dalaber, with a startled look. “He had no
great dealings with Master Garret.”
“No; and for that I am thankful.
But there are other causes for fear. The cardinal
wrote to the chancellor that he had been told how
that Oxford was becoming deeply tainted with heresy,
that Garret was selling his books by scores to the
clerks and students and masters, and that teaching
and lectures were being held contrary to the spirit
of the church. This has stirred the hearts of
the authorities deeply; they have been making close
investigation, and have sent word back to the cardinal
what they have found here.”
“And what have they found?”
asked Dalaber, breathlessly.
“I know not all; but mine uncle
told me this much that they have reported
to the cardinal how that the very men chosen and sent
by him to ‘his most towardly college,’
as they call it, are those amongst whom the ‘unrighteous
leaven’ is working most freely, and they specially
mention Clarke and Sumner and the singing man Radley
as examples of danger to others. What will come
of this letter God alone may tell. It has been
dispatched, together with the intimation that Garret
is not to be found in or near Oxford. We await
in fear and trembling the cardinal’s reply.
Heaven grant that he do not order the arrest of our
good friends and godly companions! I am no lover
of heresy, as thou dost know, friend Anthony; but
from Master Clarke’s lips there have never fallen
words save those of love and light and purity.
To call him a heretic would bring disgrace upon the
Church of Christ. Even mine uncle, to whom I
spoke as much, said he had never heard aught but good
spoken of these men.”
Dalaber looked very anxious and troubled.
The friends sat silent awhile, and then Arthur suddenly
rose to his feet, saying:
“Let us go and see Master Clarke
and have speech of him. I have not been able
to get near to him alone since I knew of this matter so
many flock to his rooms for teaching or counsel.
But let us to St. Frideswyde for evensong. He
will certainly be in his place there, and afterwards
he will accompany us, or let us accompany him, to
his chamber, where we can talk of these things in peace.
I have much that I would fain say to him.”
“And for my part, I have promised
to sing in the choir at the evensong service there
as ofttimes as I can spare the time,” said Dalaber,
rising and throwing on his gown. “I have
not seen Master Clarke these past two days. I
would tell him of the safe escape of Master Garret;
for the twain are sincere friends, and belong both
to the brotherhood, though they agree not in all things,
and have diverse views how the church is to be made
more pure ”
“Peace, peace, good Anthony!”
spoke Arthur, with a half laugh. “Thou
must have a care how thou dost talk rank heresy, and
to whom. Such words are safe enow with me; but
they say that even walls have ears.”
“It is my weakness that I speak
too freely,” answered Dalaber, who had already
opened the door. “But in sooth I trow we
are safe here, for yonder chamber belongs to the monk
Robert Ferrar, who But no matter.
I will say no more. My tongue is something over
fond of running away with me, when I am with friends.”
Evensong at St. Frideswyde’s
was always a well-attended service. Although
it was now the chapel of Cardinal College, the old
name still clung to it. The cardinal had removed
much of the former priory and chapel of St. Frideswyde
to carry out the plans for his college; but though
the collegiate buildings were called by his name,
the chapel generally retained its older and more familiar
title. The daily services were better performed
there than in any other college chapel; and many men,
like Dalaber himself, possessed of good voices, sang
in the choir as often as their other duties permitted
them.
Service over, the two friends passed
out together, and waited for Clarke, who came quietly
forth, his face alight with the shining of the Spirit,
which was so noticeable in him after any religious
exercise.
He greeted them both in brotherly
fashion, and gladly welcomed them to his lodging.
There was something very characteristic
of the man in the big, bare room he inhabited.
It was spotlessly clean more clean than
any servant would keep it, though the canons of Cardinal
College were permitted a certain amount of service
from paid menials. The scanty furniture was of
the plainest. There was nothing on the floor to
cover the bare boards. Two shelves of books displayed
his most precious possessions; the rest of his household
goods were ranged in a small cupboard in a recess.
His bed was a pallet, covered by one blanket.
There was no fire burning on his hearth. Several
benches ranged along the walls, and a rather large
table, upon which a number of books and papers lay,
stood in the middle of the room. One corner had
been partitioned off, and was very plainly fitted
up as an oratory. A beautiful crucifix in ivory
was the only object of value in all the room.
Arthur and Anthony both knew the place
well, but neither entered it without a renewed sensation
impossible to define.
“It is the abode of peace and
of prayer,” Dalaber had once said to Freda,
describing the lodging to her. “You seem
to feel it and to breathe it in the very air.
However worn and anxious, fretful or irate, you are
when you enter, a hush of peace descends upon your
spirit, like the soft fluttering of the wings of a
dove. Your burden falls away; you know not how.
You go forth refreshed and strengthened in the inner
man. Your darkness of spirit is flooded by a
great light.”
They sat down in the failing gleams
of the setting sun, and Dalaber told of Garret’s
night and the errand on which he was bound. Arthur
smiled, and slightly shrugged his shoulders; but the
confidence his friend unconsciously put in him by
these revelations was sacred to him. He had not
desired to know; but at least the secret was safe
with him.
“He will not go there,”
said Clarke, as he heard the tale.
“Not go to my brother?” questioned Dalaber
quickly.
“No, he will not go there.
I know the man too well to believe it. The impulse
for flight came upon him, and he was persuaded that
it might be an open door. But he will not carry
the plan through. His conscience will not permit
him to hire himself under a false name to a man who
believes him an orthodox priest holding his own views.
Garret will never do that, and he will be right not
to do it. It would be a false step. One
may not tamper with the truth, nor act deceitfully
in holy things.”
Then Arthur Cole began to speak, and
to tell Clarke what had happened with regard to the
cardinal and the heads of various houses, and how
his own name had been set down as one who was suspected
of the taint of heresy.
“They know that men come to
your rooms to read the Scriptures and discourse thereon,”
he concluded, “and in these times that is almost
enough to brand a man a heretic. And yet I know
that you are not one. I would that the cardinal
himself were half so true a servant of God.”
A slight smile passed over Clarke’s
beautiful face. The light seemed to deepen within
his eyes.
“Take heed, my kindly young
friend, or men will call thee heretic next,”
he said. “It is hard to know sometimes what
they mean by the word. Let it be enough for us
to know that we are all members of the mystical body
of Christ, and that none can sever us from our union
with Him, save He Himself; and His word, even to the
erring and the feeble and the sinner, is, ’Come
unto me. Him that cometh I will in no wise cast
out.’”
“I know, I know if
that were only enough!” cried Arthur, in perplexity
and distress.
“It is enough for me,”
answered Clarke, with his illuminating smile.
“But will you not have a greater
care for yourself for our sakes who love
you, if not for your own?” urged the other.
“What would you have me to do,
or not to do?” asked Clarke.
“I would have you abandon your
reading and discussions for a time.
I would have you, perhaps, even quit Oxford till this
storm sweeps by. Why should you not visit your
friends in Cambridge? It would excite no great
wonderment that you should do so. We cannot spare
you to the malice of enemies; and Garret being escaped
from the snare, there is no knowing upon whom they
may next lay hands. It would break my heart if
mischance happened to you, Master Clarke; wherefore
I pray you have a care for yourself.”
Clarke regarded both young men with
a very tender smile.
“I think I will not go; and
how can I refuse to speak with those who come to me?
The reading of the Scriptures in any tongue has not
been forbidden by the Holy Catholic Church. I
will maintain that against all adversaries. What
I say here in my room I will maintain before all men,
and will show that the Lord Himself, by His holy apostles
and prophets, has taught the same. If any are
in peril through words which I have spoken, shall
I flee away and leave them to do battle alone?
Nay; but I will remain here and be found at my post.
My conscience is clear before God and man. I have
not disobeyed His voice nor yet that of the Catholic
Church. Let Him judge betwixt us. I am in
His hands. I am not afraid what man can do unto
me.”
Dalaber’s face kindled at the
sound of these words, and the flame of his enthusiasm
for this man blazed up afresh. There had been
times when he had fancied that Garret possessed the
stronger spirit, because his words were more full
of fire, and he was ever a man of action and strife.
But when Garret had been brought face to face with
peril his nerve had given way. He had struggled
after courage, but all the while he had been ready
to fly. He had spoken of coming martyrdom with
loftiness of resolution; but he had wavered, and had
been persuaded that the time had not yet come.
Something in Clarke’s gentle
steadfastness seemed loftier to Anthony Dalaber than
what he had witnessed in Garret a few days back.
Yet he would have said that Garret would have flown
in the face of danger without a fear, whilst Clarke
would have hung back and sought to find a middle course.
“But if these meetings be perilous,”
urged Arthur, “why will you not let them drop for
the sake of others, if not your own?”
He looked calmly in the questioner’s
eyes as he answered:
“I invite no man to come to
me to read or discourse. If any so come, I warn
them that there may be peril for them; and many I have
thus sent away, for they have not desired to run into
any peril. Those who gather round me here are
my children in the Lord. I may not refuse to
receive them. But I will speak earnestly to them
of the danger which menaces them and us; and if any
be faint hearted, let them draw back. I would
not willingly bring or lead any into peril. But
I may not shut my door nor my heart against my children
who come to me. The chariots of God are thousands
of angels. They are round and about us, though
we see them not. Let us not fear in the hour
of darkness and perplexity, but wait patiently on the
Lord, and doubt not that in His time and in His way
He will give us our heart’s desire.”
Clarke’s face was uplifted;
in the gathering gloom they could scarcely see it,
and yet to both it appeared at that moment as the
face of an angel.