As Nino had guessed, the count was
glad of a chance to leave his daughter alone with
Benoni, and it was for this reason that he had ridden
out so early. The baron’s originality and
extraordinary musical talent seemed to Lira gifts
which a woman needed only to see in order to appreciate,
and which might well make her forget his snowy locks.
During the time of Benoni’s visit the count had
not yet been successful in throwing the pair together,
for Hedwig’s dislike for the baron made her
exert her tact to the utmost in avoiding his society.
It so happened that Hedwig, rising
early, and breathing the sweet, cool air from the
window of her chamber, had seen Nino ride by on his
mule, when he arrived in the morning. He did not
see her, for the street merely passed the corner of
the great pile, and it was only by stretching her
head far out that Hedwig could get a glimpse of it.
But it amused her to watch the country people going
by, with their mules and donkeys and hampers, or loads
of firewood; and she would often lean over the window-sill
for half an hour at a time gazing at the little stream
of mountain life, and sometimes weaving small romances
of the sturdy brown women and their active, dark-browed
shepherd lovers. Moreover, she fully expected
that Nino would arrive that day, and had some faint
hope of seeing him go along the road. So she was
rewarded, and the sight of the man she loved was the
first breath of freedom.
In a great house like the strange
abode Lira had selected for the seclusion of his daughter,
it constantly occurs that one person is in ignorance
of the doings of the others; and so it was natural
that when Hedwig heard the clatter of hoofs in the
courtyard, and the echoing crash of the great doors
as they opened and closed, she should think both her
father and Benoni had ridden away, and would be gone
for the morning. She would not look out, lest
she should see them and be seen.
I cannot tell you exactly what she
felt when she saw Nino from her lofty window, but
she was certainly glad with her whole heart. If
she had not known of his coming from my visit the
previous evening, she would perhaps have given way
to some passionate outburst of happiness; but as it
was, the feeling of anticipation, the sweet, false
dawn of freedom, together with the fact that she was
prepared, took from this first pleasure all that was
overwhelming. She only felt that he had come,
and that she would soon be saved from Benoni; she could
not tell how, but she knew it, and smiled to herself
for the first time in months, as she held a bit of
jewelry to her slender throat before the glass, wondering
whether she had not grown too thin and pale to please
her lover, who had been courted by the beauties of
the world since he had left her.
She was ill, perhaps, and tired.
That was why she looked pale; but she knew that the
first day of freedom would make her as beautiful as
ever. She spent the morning hours in her rooms;
but when she heard the gates close she fancied herself
alone in the great house, and went down into the sunny
courtyard to breathe the air, and to give certain
instructions to her faithful man. She sent him
to my house to speak with me; and that was all the
message he had for the present. However, he knew
well enough what he was to do. There was a strong
smell of banknotes in the air, and the man kept his
nose up.
Having despatched this important business,
Hedwig set herself to walk up and down the paved quadrangle
on the sunny side. There was a stone bench in
a warm corner that looked inviting. She entered
the house and brought out a book, with which she established
herself to read. She had often longed to sit
there in the afternoon and watch the sun creeping
across the flags, pursued by the shadow, till each
small bit of moss and blade of grass had received
its daily portion of warmth. For though the place
had been cleared and weeded, the tiny green things
still grew in the chinks of the pavement. In the
middle of the court was a well with a cover and yoke
of old-fashioned twisted iron and a pulley to draw
the water. The air was bright and fresh outside
the castle, but the reverberating rays of the sun made
the quiet courtyard warm and still.
Sick with her daily torture of mind
the fair, pale girl rested her, at last, and dreaming
of liberty drew strength from the soft stillness.
The book fell on her lap, her head leaned back against
the rough stones of the wall, and gradually, as she
watched from beneath her half-closed lids the play
of the stealing sunlight, she fell into a sweet sleep.
She was soon disturbed by that indescribable
ununeasiness that creeps through our dreams when we
are asleep in the presence of danger. A weird
horror possesses us, and makes the objects in the dream
appear unnatural. Gradually the terror grows
on us and thrills us, and we wake, with bristling
hair and staring eyes, to the hideous consciousness
of unexpected peril.
Hedwig started and raised her lids,
following the direction of her dream. She was
not mistaken. Opposite her stood her arch-horror,
Benoni. He leaned carelessly against the stone
well, and his bright brown eyes were riveted upon
her. His tall, thin figure was clad, as usual,
in all the extreme of fashion, and one of his long,
bony hands toyed with his watch-chain. His animated
face seemed aglow with the pleasure of contemplation,
and the sunshine lent a yellow tinge to his snowy
hair.
“An exquisite picture, indeed,
countess,” he said, without moving. “I
trust your dreams were as sweet as they looked?”
“They were sweet, sir,”
she answered coldly, after a moment’s pause,
during which she looked steadily toward him.
“I regret that I should have
disturbed them,” he said, with a deferential
bow; and he came and sat by her side, treading as lightly
as a boy across the flags. Hedwig shuddered and
drew her dark skirts about her as he sat down.
“You cannot regret it more than
I do,” she said, in tones of ice. She would
not take refuge in the house, for it would have seemed
like an ignominious flight. Benoni crossed one
leg over the other, and asked permission to smoke,
which she granted by an indifferent motion of her
fair head.
“So we are left all alone to-day,
countess,” remarked Benoni, blowing rings of
smoke in the quiet air.
Hedwig vouchsafed no answer.
“We are left alone,” he
repeated, seeing that she was silent, “and I
make it hereby my business and my pleasure to amuse
you.”
“You are good, sir. But
I thank you. I need no entertainment of your
devising.”
“That is eminently unfortunate,”
returned the baron, with his imperturbable smile,
“for I am universally considered to be the most
amusing of mortals, if, indeed, I am mortal
at all, which I sometimes doubt.”
“Do you reckon yourself with
the gods, then?” asked Hedwig scornfully.
“Which of them are you? Jove? Dionysus?
Apollo?”
“Nay, rather Phaethon, who soared too high ”
“Your mythology is at fault,
sir, he drove too low; and besides, he
was not immortal.”
“It is the same. He was
wide of the mark, as I am. Tell me, countess,
are your wits always so ready?”
“You, at least, will always
find them so,” she answered, bitterly.
“You are unkind. You stab
my vanity, as you have pierced my heart.”
At this speech Hedwig raised her eyebrows
and stared at him in silence. Any other man would
have taken the chilling rebuke and left her.
Benoni put on a sad expression.
“You used not to hate me as you do now,”
he said.
“That is true. I hated you formerly because
I hated you.”
“And now?” asked Benoni, with a short
laugh.
“I hate you now because I loathe
you.” She uttered this singular saying
indifferently, as being part of her daily thoughts.
“You have the courage of your
opinions, countess,” he replied, with a very
bitter smile.
“Yes? It is only the courage
a woman need have.” There was a pause,
during which Benoni puffed much smoke and stroked his
white moustache. Hedwig turned over the leaves
of her book, as though hinting to him to go.
But he had no idea of that. A man who will not
go because a woman loathes him will certainly not leave
her for a hint.
“Countess,” he began again,
at last, “will you listen to me?”
“I suppose I must. I presume
my father has left you here to insult me at your noble
leisure.”
“Ah, countess, dear countess,” she
shrank away from him, “you should
know me better than to believe me capable of anything
so monstrous. I insult you? Gracious heaven!
I, who adore you; who worship the holy ground whereon
you tread; who would preserve the precious air you
have breathed in vessels of virgin crystal; who would
give a drop of my blood for every word you vouchsafe
me, kind or cruel, I, who look on you as
the only divinity in this desolate heathen world, who
reverence you and do you daily homage, who adore you ”
“You manifest your adoration
in a singular manner, sir,” said Hedwig, interrupting
him with something of her father’s severity.
“I show it as best I can,”
the old scoundrel pleaded, working himself into a
passion of words. “My life, my fortune,
my name, my honour, I cast them at your
feet. For you I will be a hermit, a saint, dwelling
in solitary places and doing good works; or I will
brave every danger the narrow earth holds, by sea
and land, for you. What? Am I decrepit,
or bent, or misshapen, that my white hair should cry
out against me? Am I hideous, or doting, or half-witted,
as old men are? I am young; I am strong, active,
enduring. I have all the gifts, for you.”
The baron was speaking French, and
perhaps these wild praises of himself might pass current
in a foreign language. But when Nino detailed
the conversation to me in our good, simple Italian
speech, it sounded so amazingly ridiculous that I
nearly broke my sides with laughing.
Hedwig laughed also, and so loudly
that the foolish old man was disconcerted. He
had succeeded in amusing her sooner than he had expected.
As I have told you, the baron is a most impulsive person,
though he is poisoned with evil from his head to his
heart.
“All women are alike,”
he said, and his manner suddenly changed.
“I fancy,” said Hedwig,
recovering from her merriment, “that if you
address them as you have addressed me you will find
them very much alike indeed.”
“What good can women do in the
world?” sighed Benoni, as though speaking with
himself. “You do nothing but harm with your
cold calculations and your bitter jests.”
Hedwig was silent. “Tell me,” he
continued presently, “if I speak soberly, by
the card as it were, will you listen to me?”
“Oh, I have said that I will
listen to you!” cried Hedwig, losing patience.
“Hedwig von Lira, I hereby offer
you my fortune, my name, and myself. I ask you
to marry me of your own good will and pleasure.”
Hedwig once more raised her brows.
“Baron Benoni, I will not marry
you, either for your fortune, your name, or yourself, nor
for any other consideration under heaven. And
I will ask you not to address me by my Christian name.”
There was a long silence after this speech, and Benoni
carefully lighted a second cigarette. Hedwig
would have risen and entered the house, but she felt
safer in the free air of the sunny court. As for
Benoni, he had no intention of going.
“I suppose you are aware, countess,”
he said at last, coldly eying her, “that your
father has set his heart upon our union?”
“I am aware of it.”
“But you are not aware of the
consequences of your refusal. I am your only
chance of freedom. Take me, and you have the world
at your feet. Refuse me, and you will languish
in this hideous place so long as your affectionate
father pleases.”
“Do you know my father so little,
sir,” asked Hedwig very proudly, “as to
suppose that his daughter will ever yield to force?”
“It is one thing to talk of
not yielding, and it is quite another to bear prolonged
suffering with constancy,” returned Benoni coolly,
as though he were discussing a general principle instead
of expounding to a woman the fate she had to expect
if she refused to marry him. “I never knew
anyone who did not talk bravely of resisting torture
until it was applied. Oh, you will be weak at
the end, countess, believe me. You are weak now;
and changed, though perhaps you would be better pleased
if I did not notice it. Yes, I smile now, I
laugh. I can afford to. You can be merry
over me because I love you, but I can be merry at
what you must suffer if you will not love me.
Do not look so proud, countess. You know what
follows pride, if the proverb lies not.”
During this insulting speech Hedwig
had risen to her feet, and in the act to go she turned
and looked at him in utter scorn. She could not
comprehend the nature of a man who could so coldly
threaten her. If ever anyone of us can fathom
Benoni’s strange character we may hope to understand
that phase of it along with the rest.
He seemed as indifferent to his own
mistakes and follies as to the sufferings of others.
“Sir,” she said, “whatever
may be the will of my father, I will not permit you
to discuss it, still less to hold up his anger as a
threat to scare me. You need not follow me,”
she added, as he rose.
“I will follow you, whether
you wish it or not, countess,” he said, fiercely;
and, as she flew across the court to the door he strode
swiftly by her side, hissing his words into her ear.
“I will follow you to tell you that I know more
of you than you think, and I know how little right
you have to be so proud. I know your lover.
I know of your meetings, your comings and your goings ”
They reached the door, but Benoni barred the way with
his long arm, and seemed about to lay a hand upon
her wrist, so that she shrank back against the heavy
doorpost in an agony of horror and loathing and wounded
pride. “I know Cardegna, and I knew the
poor baroness who killed herself because he basely
abandoned her. Ah, you never heard the truth before?
I trust it is pleasant to you. As he left her
he has left you. He will never come back.
I saw him in Paris three weeks ago. I could tell
tales not fit for your ears. And for him you
will die in this horrible place unless you consent.
For him you have thrown away everything, name,
fame, and happiness, unless you will take
all these from me. Oh, I know you will cry out
that it is untrue; but my eyes are good, though you
call me old! For this treacherous boy, with his
curly hair, you have lost the only thing that makes
woman human, your reputation!” And
Benoni laughed that horrid laugh of his, till the
court rang again, as though there were devils in every
corner, and beneath every eave and everywhere.
People who are loud in their anger
are sometimes dangerous, for it is genuine while it
lasts. People whose anger is silent are generally
either incapable of honest wrath or cowards. But
there are some in the world whose passion shows itself
in few words but strong ones, and proceeds instantly
to action.
Hedwig had stood back against the
stone casing of the entrance, at first, overcome with
the intensity of what she suffered. But as Benoni
laughed she moved slowly forward till she was close
to him, and only his outstretched arm barred the doorway.
“Every word you have spoken
is a lie, and you know it. Let me pass, or I
will kill you with my hands!”
The words came low and distinct to
his excited ear, like the tolling of a passing bell.
Her face must have been dreadful to see, and Benoni
was suddenly fascinated and terrified at the concentrated
anger that blazed in her blue eyes. His arm dropped
to his side, and Hedwig passed proudly through the
door, in all the majesty of innocence gathering her
skirts, lest they should touch his feet or any part
of him. She never hastened her step as she ascended
the broad stairs within and went to her own little
sitting-room, made gay with books and flowers and
photographs from Rome. Nor was her anger followed
by any passionate outburst of tears. She sat
herself down by the window and looked out, letting
the cool breeze from the open casement fan her face.
Hedwig, too, had passed through a
violent scene that day, and, having conquered, she
sat down to think over it. She reflected that
Benoni had but used the same words to her that she
had daily heard from her father’s lips.
False as was their accusation, she submitted to hearing
her father speak them, for she had no knowledge of
their import, and only thought him cruelly hard with
her. But that a stranger above all,
a man who aspired, or pretended to aspire, to her hand should
attempt to usurp the same authority of speech was beyond
all human endurance. She felt sure that her father’s
anger would all be turned against Benoni when he heard
her story.
As for what her tormentor had said
of Nino, she could have killed him for saying it,
but she knew that it was a lie; for she loved Nino
with all her heart, and no one can love wholly without
trusting wholly. Therefore she put away the evil
suggestion from herself, and loaded all its burden
of treachery upon Benoni.
How long she sat by the window, compelling
her strained thoughts into order, no one can tell.
It might have been an hour, or more, for she had lost
the account of the hours. She was roused by a
knock at the door of her sitting-room, and at her
bidding the man entered who, for the trifling consideration
of about a thousand francs, first and last made communication
possible between Hedwig and myself.
This man’s name is Temistocle, Themistocles,
no less. All servants are Themistocles, or Orestes,
or Joseph, just as all gardeners are called Antonio.
Perhaps he deserves some description. He is a
type, short, wiry, and broad-shouldered, with a cunning
eye, a long hooked nose, and very plentiful black
whiskers, surmounted by a perfectly bald crown.
His motions are servile to the last degree, and he
addresses everyone in authority as “excellency,”
on the principle that it is better to give too much
titular homage than too little. He is as wily
as a fox, and so long as you have money in your pocket,
as faithful as a hound and as silent as the grave.
I perceive that these are precisely the epithets at
which the baron scoffed, saying that a man can be
praised only by comparing him with the higher animals,
or insulted by comparison with himself and his kind.
We call a man a fool, an idiot, a coward, a liar,
a traitor, and many other things applicable only to
man himself. However, I will let my description
stand, for it is a very good one; and Temistocle could
be induced, for money, to adapt himself to almost
any description, and he certainly had earned, at one
time or another, most of the titles I have enumerated.
He told me, months afterwards, that
when he passed through the courtyard, on his way to
Hedwig’s apartment, he found Benoni seated on
the stone bench, smoking a cigarette and gazing into
space, so that he passed close before him without
being noticed.