Dolores stood leaning against the
back of the chair, neither hearing nor seeing her
sister, conscious only that Don John was in danger
and that she could not warn him to be on his guard.
She had not believed herself when she had told her
father that he would not dare to lift his hand against
the King’s half brother. She had said the
words to give herself courage, and perhaps in a rush
of certainty that the man she loved was a match for
other men, hand to hand, and something more. It
was different now. Little as she yet knew of
human nature, she guessed without reasoning that a
man who has been angry, who has wavered and given way
to what he believes to be weakness, and whose anger
has then burst out again, is much more dangerous than
before, because his wrath is no longer roused against
another only, but also against himself. More
follies and crimes have been committed in that second
tide of passion than under a first impulse. Even
if Mendoza had not fully meant what he had said the
first time, he had meant it all, and more, when he
had last spoken. Once more the vision of fear
rose before Dolores’ eyes, nobler now; because
it was fear for another and not for herself, but therefore
also harder to conquer.
Inez had ceased from sobbing now,
and was sitting quietly in her accustomed seat, in
that attitude of concentrated expectancy of sounds
which is so natural to the blind, that one can almost
recognize blindness by the position of the head and
body without seeing the face. The blind rarely
lean back in a chair; more often the body is quite
upright, or bent a little forward, the face is slightly
turned up when there is total silence, often turned
down when a sound is already heard distinctly; the
knees are hardly ever crossed, the hands are seldom
folded together, but are generally spread out, as if
ready to help the hearing by the sense of touch the
lips are slightly parted, for the blind know that
they hear by the mouth as well as with their ears the
expression of the face is one of expectation and extreme
attention, still, not placid, calm, but the very contrary
of indifferent. It was thus that Inez sat, as
she often sat for hours, listening, always and forever
listening to the speech of things and of nature, as
well as for human words. And in listening, she
thought and reasoned patiently and continually, so
that the slightest sounds had often long and accurate
meanings for her. The deaf reason little or ill,
and are very suspicious; the blind, on the contrary,
are keen, thoughtful, and ingenious, and are distrustful
of themselves rather than of others. Inez sat
quite still, listening, thinking, and planning a means
of helping her sister.
But Dolores stood motionless as if
she were paralyzed, watching the picture that “he
could not chase away. For she saw the familiar
figure of the man she loved coming down the gloomy
corridor, alone and unarmed, past the deep embrasures
through which the moonlight streamed, straight towards
the oak door at the end; and then, from one of the
windows another figure stood out, sword in hand, a
gaunt man with a grey beard, and there were few words,
and an uncertain quick confounding of shadows with
a ray of cold light darting hither and thither, then
a fall, and then stillness. As soon as it was
over, it began again, with little change, save that
it grew more distinct, till she could see Don John’s
white face in the moonlight as he lay dead on the pavement
of the corridor.
It became intolerable at last, and
she slowly raised one hand and covered her eyes to
shut out the sight.
“Listen,” said Inez, as
Dolores stirred. “I have been thinking.
You must see him to-night, even if you are not alone
with him. There is only one way to do that; you
must dress yourself for the court and go down to the
great hall with the others and speak to him then
you can decide how to meet to-morrow.”
“Inez I have not
told you the rest! To-morrow I am to be sent to
Las Huelgas, and kept there like a prisoner.”
Inez uttered a low cry of pain.
“To a convent!” It seemed like death.
Dolores began to tell her all Mendoza
had said, but Inez soon interrupted her. There
was a dark flush in the blind girl’s face.
“And he would have you believe
that he loves you?” she cried indignantly.
“He has always been hard, and cruel, and unkind,
he has never forgiven me for being blind –he
will never forgive you for being young! The King!
The King before everything and every one before
himself, yes, that is well, but before his children,
his soul, his heart he has no heart!
What am I saying ” She stopped short.
“And yet, in his strange way,
he loves us both,” said Dolores. “I
cannot understand it, but I saw his face when there
were tears in his eyes, and I heard his voice.
He would give his life for us.”
“And our lives, and hearts,
and hopes to feed his conscience and to save his own
soul!”
Inez was trembling with anger, leaning
far forward, her face flushed, one slight hand clenched,
the other clenching it hard. Dolores was silent.
It was not the first time that Inez had spoken in this
way, for the blind girl could be suddenly and violently
angry for a good cause. But now her tone changed.
“I will save you,” she
said suddenly, “but there is no time to be lost.
He will not come back to our rooms now, and he knows
well enough that Don John cannot come here at this
hour, so that he is not waiting for him. We have
this part of the place to ourselves, and the outer
door only is bolted now. It will take you an
hour to dress say three-quarters of an
hour. As soon as you get out, you must go quickly
round the palace to the Duchess Alvarez. Our father
will not go there, and you can go down with her, as
usual but tell her nothing. Our father
will be there, and he will see you, but he will not
care to make an open scandal in the court. Don
John will come and speak to you; you must stay beside
the Duchess of course but you can manage
to exchange a few words.”
Dolores listened intently, and her
face brightened a little as Inez went on, only to
grow sad and hopeless again a moment later. It
was all an impossible dream.
“That would be possible if I
could once get beyond the door of the hall,”
she said despondently. “It is of no use,
dear! The door is bolted.”
“They will open it for me.
Old Eudaldo is always within hearing, and he will
do anything for me. Besides, I shall seem to have
been shut in by mistake, do you see? I shall
say that I am hungry, thirsty, that I am cold, that
in locking you in our father locked me in, too, because
I was asleep. Then Eudaldo will open the door
for me. I shall say that I am going to the Duchess’s.”
“Yes but then?”
“You will cover yourself entirely
with my black cloak and draw it over your head and
face. We are of the same height you
only need to walk as I do as if you were
blind across the hall to the left.
Eudaldo will open the outer door for you. You
will just nod to thank him, without speaking, and
when you are outside, touch the wall of the corridor
with your left hand, and keep close to it. I
always do, for fear of running against some one.
If you meet any of the women, they will take you for
me. There is never much light in the corridor,
is there? There is one oil lamp half way down,
I know, for I always smell it when I pass in the evening.”
“Yes, it is almost dark there it
is a little lamp. Do you really think this is
possible?”
“It is possible, not sure.
If you hear footsteps in the corridor beyond the corner,
you will have time to slip into one of the embrasures.
But our father will not come now. He knows that
Don John is in his own apartments with many people.
And besides, it is to be a great festival to-night,
and all the court people and officers, and the Archbishop,
and all the rest who do not live in the palace will
come from the city, so that our father will have to
command the troops and give orders for the guards
to march out, and a thousand things will take his time.
Don John cannot possibly come here till after the
royal supper, and if our father can come away at all,
it will be at the same time. That is the danger.”
Dolores shivered and saw the vision
in the corridor again.
“But if you are seen talking
with Don John before supper, no one will suppose that
in order to meet him you would risk coming back here,
where you are sure to be caught and locked up again.
Do you see?”
“It all depends upon whether
I can get out,” answered Dolores, but there
was more hope in her tone. “How am I to
dress without a maid?” she asked suddenly.
“Trust me,” said Inez,
with a laugh. “My hands are better than
a serving-woman’s eyes. You shall look
as you never looked before. I know every lock
of your hair, and just how it should be turned and
curled and fastened in place so that it cannot possibly
get loose. Come, we are wasting time. Take
off your slippers as I have done, so that no one shall
hear us walking through the hall to your room, and
bring the candles with you if you choose yes,
you need them to pick out the colours you like.”
“If you think it will be safer
in the dark, it does not matter,” said Dolores.
“I know where everything is.”
“It would be safer,” answered
Inez thoughtfully. “It is just possible
that he might be in the court and might see the light
in your window, whereas if it burns here steadily,
he will suspect nothing. We will bolt the door
of this room, as I found it. If by any possibility
he comes back, he will think you are still here, and
will probably not come in.”
“Pray Heaven he may not!”
exclaimed Dolores, and she began to go towards the
door.
Inez was there before her, opening it very cautiously.
“My hands are lighter than yours,” she
whispered.
They both passed out, and Inez slipped
the bolt back into its place with infinite precaution.
“Is there light here?” she asked under
her breath.
“There is a very small lamp on the table.
I can just see my door.”
“Put it out as we pass,”
whispered Inez. “I will lead you if you
cannot find your way.”
They moved cautiously forward, and
when they reached the table, Dolores bent down to
the small wick and blew out the flame. Then she
felt her sister’s hand taking hers and leading
her quickly to the other door. The blind girl
was absolutely noiseless in her movements, and Dolores
had the strange impression that she was being led
by a spirit through the darkness. Inez stopped
a moment, and then went slowly on; they had entered
the room though Dolores had not heard the door move,
nor did she hear it closed behind her again.
Her own room was perfectly dark, for the heavy curtain
that covered the window was drawn; she made a step
alone, and cautiously, and struck her knee against
a chair.
“Do not move,” whispered
Inez. “You will make a noise. I can
dress you where you stand, or if you want to find
anything, I will lead you to the place where it is.
Remember that it is always day for me.”
Dolores obeyed, and stood still, holding
her breath a little in her intense excitement.
It seemed impossible that Inez could do all she promised
without making a mistake, and Dolores would not have
been a woman had she not been visited just then by
visions of ridicule. Without light she was utterly
helpless to do anything for herself, and she had never
before then fully realized the enormous misfortune
with which her sister had to contend. She had
not guessed, either, what energy and quickness of
thought Inez possessed, and the sensation of being
advised, guided, and helped by one she had always
herself helped and protected was new.
They spoke in quick whispers of what
she was to wear and of how her hair was to be dressed,
and Inez found what was wanted without noise, and
almost as quickly as Dolores could have done in broad
daylight, and placed a chair for her, making her sit
down in it, and began to arrange her hair quickly
and skilfully. Dolores felt the spiritlike hands
touching her lightly and deftly in the dark they
were very slight and soft, and did not offend her
with a rough movement or a wrong turn, as her maid’s
sometimes did. She felt her golden hair undone,
and swiftly drawn out and smoothed without catching,
or tangling, or hurting her at all, in a way no woman
had ever combed it, and the invisible hands gently
divided it, and turned it upon her head, slipping the
hairpins into the right places as if by magic, so
that they were firm at the first trial, and there
was a faint sound of little pearls tapping each other,
and Dolores felt the small string laid upon her hair
and fastened in its place, the only ornament
a young girl could wear for a headdress, and
presently it was finished, and Inez gave a sigh of
satisfaction at her work, and lightly felt her sister’s
head here and there to be sure that all was right.
It felt as if soft little birds were just touching
the hair with the tips of their wings as they fluttered
round it. Dolores had no longer any fear of looking
ill dressed in the blaze of light she was to face
before long. The dressing of her hair was the
most troublesome part, she knew, and though she could
not have done it herself, she had felt that every touch
and turn had been perfectly skilful.
“What a wonderful creature you
are!” she whispered, as Inez bade her stand
up.
“You have beautiful hair,”
answered the blind girl, “and you are beautiful
in other ways, but to-night you must be the most beautiful
of all the court, for his sake so that
every woman may envy you, and every man envy him,
when they see you talking together. And now we
must be quick, for it has taken a long time, and I
hear the soldiers marching out again to form in the
square. That is always just an hour and a half
before the King goes into the hall. Here this
is the front of the skirt.”
“No it is the back!”
Inez laughed softly, a whispering
laugh that Dolores could scarcely hear.
“It is the front,” she
said. “You can trust me in the dark.
Put your arms down, and let me slip it over your head
so as not to touch your hair. No –hold
your arms down!”
Dolores had instinctively lifted her
hands to protect her headdress. Then all went
quickly, the silence only broken by an occasional
whispered word and by the rustle of silk, the long
soft sound of the lacing as Inez drew it through the
eyelets of the bodice, the light tapping of her hands
upon the folds and gatherings of the skirt and on
the puffed velvet on the shoulders and elbows.
“You must be beautiful, perfectly
beautiful to-night,” Inez repeated more than
once.
She herself did not understand why
she said it, unless it were that Dolores’ beauty
was for Don John of Austria, and that nothing in the
whole world could be too perfect for him, for the hero
of her thoughts, the sun of her blindness, the immeasurably
far-removed deity of her heart. She did not know
that it was not for her sister’s sake, but for
his, that she had planned the escape and was taking
such infinite pains that Dolores might look her best.
Yet she felt a deep and delicious delight in what
she did, like nothing she had ever felt before, for
it was the first time in her life that she had been
able to do something that could give him pleasure;
and, behind that, there was the belief that he was
in danger, that she could no longer go to him nor warn
him now, and that only Dolores herself could hinder
him from coming unexpectedly against old Mendoza,
sword in hand, in the corridor.
“And now my cloak over everything,”
she said. “Wait here, for I must get it,
and do not move!”
Dolores hardly knew whether Inez left
the room or not, so noiselessly did the girl move.
Then she felt the cloak laid upon her shoulders and
drawn close round her to hide her dress, for skirts
were short in those days and easily hidden. Inez
laid a soft silk handkerchief upon her sister’s
hair, lest it should be disarranged by the hood which
she lightly drew over all, assuring herself that it
would sufficiently hide the face.
“Now come with me,” she
whispered. I will lead you to the door that is
bolted and place you just where it will open.
Then I will call Eudaldo and speak to him, and beg
him to let me out. If he does, bend your head
and try to walk as I do. I shall be on one side
of the door, and, as the room is dark, he cannot possibly
see me. While he is opening the outer door for
you, I will slip back into my own room. Do you
understand? And remember to hide in an embrasure
if you hear a man’s footsteps. Are you
quite sure you understand?”
“Yes; it will be easy if Eudaldo
opens. And I thank you, dear; I wish I knew how
to thank you as I ought! It may have saved his
life ”
“And yours, too, perhaps,”
answered Inez, beginning to lead her away. “You
would die in the convent, and you must not come back you
must never come back to us here never till
you are married. Good-by, Dolores dear
sister. I have done nothing, and you have done
everything for me all your life. Good-by one
kiss then we must go, for it is late.”
With her soft hands she drew Dolores’
head towards her, lifted the hood a little, and kissed
her tenderly. All at once there were tears on
both their faces, and the arms of each clasped the
other almost desperately.
“You must come to me, wherever I am,”
Dolores said.
“Yes, I will come, wherever you are. I
promise it.”
Then she disengaged herself quickly,
and more than ever she seemed a spirit as she went
before, leading her sister by the hand. They reached
the door, and she made Dolores stand before the right
hand panel, ready to slip out, and once more she touched
the hood to be sure it hid the face. She listened
a moment. A harsh and regular sound came from
a distance, resembling that made by a pit-saw steadily
grinding its way lengthwise through a log of soft
pine wood.
“Eudaldo is asleep,” said
Inez, and even at this moment she could hardly suppress
a half-hysterical laugh. “I shall have to
make a tremendous noise to wake him. The danger
is that it may bring some one else, –the
women, the rest of the servants.”
“What shall we do?” asked
Dolores, in a distressed whisper.
She had braced her nerves to act the
part of her sister at the dangerous moment, and her
excitement made every instant of waiting seem ten times
its length. Inez did not answer the question at
once. Dolores repeated it still more anxiously.
“I was trying to make up my
mind,” said the other at last. “You
could pass Eudaldo well enough, I am sure, but it
might be another matter if the hall were full of servants,
as it is certain that our father has given a general
order that you are not to be allowed to go out.
We may wait an hour for the man to wake.”
Dolores instinctively tried the door,
but it was solidly fastened from the outside.
She felt hot and cold by turns as her anxiety grew
more intolerable. Each minute made it more possible
that she might meet her father somewhere outside.
“We must decide something!”
she whispered desperately. “We cannot wait
here.”
“I do not know what to do,”
answered Inez. “I have done all I can; I
never dreamt that Eudaldo would be asleep. At
least, it is a sure sign that our father is not in
the house.”
“But he may come at any moment!
We must, we must do something at once!”
“I will knock softly,”
said Inez. “Any one who hears it will suppose
it is a knock at the hall door. If he does not
open, some one will go and wake him up, and then go
away again so as not to be seen.”
She clenched her small hand, and knocked
three times. Such a sound could make not the
slightest impression upon Eudaldo’s sound sleep,
but her reasoning was good, as well as ingenious.
After waiting a few moments, she knocked again, more
loudly. Dolores held her breath in the silence
that followed. Presently a door was opened, and
a woman’s voice was heard, low but sharp.
“Eudaldo, Eudaldo! Some
one is knocking at the front door!”
The woman probably shook the old man
to rouse him, for his voice came next, growling and
angry.
“Witch! Hag! Mother
of malefactors! Let me alone I am asleep.
Are you trying to tear my sleeve off with your greasy
claws? Nobody is knocking; you probably hear
the wine thumping in your ears!”
The woman, who was the drudge and
had been cleaning the kitchen, was probably used to
Eudaldo’s manner of expressing himself, for she
only laughed.
“Wine makes men sleep, but it
does not knock at doors,” she answered.
“Some one has knocked twice. You had better
go and open the door.”
A shuffling sound and a deep yawn
announced that Eudaldo was getting out of his chair.
The two girls heard him moving towards the outer entrance.
Then they heard the woman go away, shutting the other
door behind her, as soon as she was sure that Eudaldo
was really awake. Then Inez called him softly.
“Eudaldo? Here it
was I that knocked you must let me out,
please come nearer.”
“Dona Inez?” asked the old man, standing
still.
“Hush!” answered the girl.
“Come nearer.” She waited, listening
while he approached. “Listen to me,”
she continued. “The General has locked me
in, by mistake. He did not know I was here when
he bolted the door. And I am hungry and thirsty
and very cold, Eudaldo and you must let
me out, and I will run to the Duchess Alvarez and
stay with her little girl. Indeed, Eudaldo, the
General did not mean to lock me in, too.”
“He said nothing about your
ladyship to me,” answered the servant doubtfully.
“But I do not know ” he hesitated.
“Please, please, Eudaldo,”
pleaded Inez, “I am so cold and lonely here ”
“But Dona Dolores is there, too,” observed
Eudaldo.
Dolores held her breath and steadied herself against
the panel.
“He shut her into the inner
sitting-room. How could I dare to open the door!
You may go in and knock she will not answer
you.”
“Is your ladyship sure that
Dona Dolores is within?” asked Eudaldo, in a
more yielding tone.
“Absolutely, perfectly sure!”
answered Inez, with perfect truth. “Oh,
do please let me out.”
Slowly the old man drew the bolt,
while Dolores’ heart stood still, and she prepared
herself for the danger; for she knew well enough that
the faithful old servant feared his master much more
than he feared the devil and all evil spirits, and
would prevent her from passing, even with force, if
he recognized her.
“Thank you, Eudaldo thank
you!” cried Inez, as the latch turned. “And
open the front door for me, please,” she said,
putting her lips just where the panel was opening.
Then she drew back into the darkness.
The door was wide open now, and Eudaldo was already
shuffling towards the entrance. Dolores went
forward, bending her head, and trying to affect her
sister’s step. No distance had ever seemed
so long to her as that which separated her from the
hall door which Eudaldo was already opening for her.
But she dared not hasten her step, for though Inez
moved with perfect certainty in the house, she always
walked with a certain deliberate caution, and often
stopped to listen, while crossing a room. The
blind girl was listening now, with all her marvellous
hearing, to be sure that all went well till Dolores
should be outside. She knew exactly how many steps
there were from where she stood to the entrance, for
she had often counted them.
Dolores must have been not more than
three yards from the door, when Inez started involuntarily,
for she heard a sound from without, far off so
far that Dolores could not possibly have heard it yet,
but unmistakable to the blind girl’s keener
ear. She listened intently there were
Dolores’ last four steps to the open doorway,
and there were others from beyond, still very far
away in the vaulted corridors, but coming nearer.
To call her sister back would have made all further
attempt at escape hopeless to let her go
on seemed almost equally fatal Inez could
have shrieked aloud. But Dolores had already
gone out, and a moment later the heavy door swung back
to its place, and it was too late to call her.
Like an immaterial spirit, Inez slipped away from
the place where she stood and went back to Dolores’
room, knowing that Eudaldo would very probably go
and knock where he supposed her sister to be a prisoner,
before slipping the outer bolt again. And so
he did, muttering an imprecation upon the little lamp
that had gone out and left the small hall in darkness.
Then he knocked, and spoke through the door, offering
to bring her food, or fire, and repeating his words
many times, in a supplicating tone, for he was devoted
to both the sisters, though terror of old Mendoza
was the dominating element in his existence.
At last he shook his head and turned
despondently to light the little lamp again; and when
he had done that, he went away and bolted the door
after him, convinced that Inez had gone out and that
Dolores had stayed behind in the last room.
When she had heard him go away the
last time, the blind girl threw herself upon Dolores’
bed, and buried her face in the down cushion, sobbing
bitterly in her utter loneliness; weeping, too, for
something she did not understand, but which she felt
the more painfully because she could not understand
it, something that was at once like a burning fire
and an unspeakable emptiness craving to be filled,
something that longed and feared, and feared longing,
something that was a strong bodily pain but which
she somehow knew might have been the source of all
earthly delight, an element detached from
thought and yet holding it, above the body and yet
binding it, touching the soul and growing upon it,
but filling the soul itself with fear and unquietness,
and making her heart cry out within her as if it were
not hers and were pleading to be free. So, as
she could not understand that this was love, which,
as she had heard said, made women and men most happy,
like gods and goddesses, above their kind, she lay
alone in the darkness that was always as day to her,
and wept her heart out in scalding tears.
In the corridor outside, Dolores made
a few steps, remembering to put out her left hand
to touch the wall, as Inez had told her to do; and
then she heard what had reached her sister’s
ears much sooner. She stood still an instant,
strained her eyes to see in the dim light of the single
lamp, saw nothing, and heard the sound coming nearer.
Then she quickly crossed the corridor to the nearest
embrasure to hide herself. To her horror she
realized that the light of the full moon was streaming
in as bright as day, and that she could not be hid.
Inez knew nothing of moonlight.
She pressed herself to the wall, on
the side away from her own door, making herself as
small as she could, for it was possible that whoever
came by might pass without turning his head. Nervous
and exhausted by all she had felt and been made to
feel since the afternoon, she held her breath and
waited.
The regular tread of a man booted
and spurred came relentlessly towards her, without
haste and without pause. No one who wore spurs
but her father ever came that way. She listened
breathlessly to the hollow echoes, and turned her
eyes along the wall of the embrasure. In a moment
she must see his gaunt figure, and the moonlight would
be white on his short grey beard.