Dolores knew that there was no time
to reflect as to what she should do, if her father
found her hiding in the embrasure, and yet in those
short seconds a hundred possibilities flashed through
her disturbed thoughts. She might slip past him
and run for her life down the corridor, or she might
draw her hood over her face and try to pretend that
she was some one else, but he would recognize
the hood itself as belonging to Inez, or
she might turn and lean upon the window-sill, indifferently,
as if she had a right to be there, and he might take
her for some lady of the court, and pass on.
And yet she could not decide which to attempt, and
stood still, pressing herself against the wall of the
embrasure, and quite forgetful of the fact that the
bright moonlight fell unhindered through all the other
windows upon the pavement, whereas she cast a shadow
from the one in which she was standing, and that any
one coming along the corridor would notice it and stop
to see who was there.
There was something fateful and paralyzing
in the regular footfall that was followed instantly
by the short echo from the vault above. It was
close at hand now she was sure that at the very next
instant she should see her father’s face, yet
nothing came, except the sound, for that deceived
her in the silence and seemed far nearer than it was.
She had heard horrible ghost stories of the old Alcazar,
and as a child she had been frightened by tales of
evil things that haunted the corridors at night, of
wraiths and goblins and Moorish wizards who dwelt in
secret vaults, where no one knew, and came out in
the dark, when all was still, to wander in the moonlight,
a terror to the living. The girl felt the thrill
of unearthly fear at the roots of her hair, and trembled,
and the sound seemed to be magnified till it reechoed
like thunder, though it was only the noise of an advancing
footfall, with a little jingling of spurs.
But at last there was no doubt.
It was close to her, and she shut her eyes involuntarily.
She heard one step more on the stones, and then there
was silence. She knew that her father had seen
her, had stopped before her, and was looking at her.
She knew how his rough brows were knitting themselves
together, and that even in the pale moonlight his
eyes were fierce and angry, and that his left hand
was resting on the hilt of his sword, the bony brown
fingers tapping the basket nervously. An hour
earlier, or little more, she had faced him as bravely
as any man, but she could not face him now, and she
dared not open her eyes.
“Madam, are you ill, or in trouble?”
asked a young voice that was soft and deep.
She opened her eyes with a sharp cry
that was not of fear, and she threw back her hood
with one hand as the looked.
Don John of Austria was there, a step
from her, the light full on his face, bareheaded,
his cap in his hand, bending a little towards her,
as one does towards a person one does not know, but
who seems to be in distress and to need help.
Against the whiteness without he could not see her
face, nor could he recognize her muffled figure.
“Can I not help you, Madam?”
asked the kind voice again, very gravely.
Then she put out her hands towards
him and made a step, and as the hood fell quite back
with the silk kerchief, he saw her golden hair in the
silver light. Slowly and in wonder, and still
not quite believing, he moved to meet her movement,
took her hands in his, drew her to him, turned her
face gently, till he saw it well. Then he, too,
uttered a little sound that was neither a word nor
a syllable nor a cry a sound that was half
fierce with strong delight as his lips met hers, and
his hands were suddenly at her waist lifting her slowly
to his own height, though he did not know it, pressing
her closer and closer to him, as if that one kiss
were the first and last that ever man gave woman.
A minute passed, and yet neither he
nor she could speak. She stood with her hands
clasped round his neck, and her head resting on his
breast just below the shoulder, as if she were saying
tender words to the heart she heard beating so loud
through the soft black velvet. She knew that
it had never beaten in battle as it was beating now,
and she loved it because it knew her and welcomed
her; but her own stood still, and now and then it
fluttered wildly, like a strong young bird in a barred
cage, and then was quite still again. Bending
his face a little, he softly kissed her hair again
and again, till at last the kisses formed themselves
into syllables and words, which she felt rather than
heard.
“God in heaven, how I love you heart
of my heart life of my life love
of my soul!”
And again he repeated the same words,
and many more like them, with little change, because
at that moment he had neither thought nor care for
anything else in the world, not for life nor death
nor kingdom nor glory, in comparison with the woman
he loved. He could not hear her answers, for
she spoke without words to his heart, hiding her face
where she heard it throbbing, while her lips pressed
many kisses on the velvet.
Then, as thought returned, and the
first thought was for him, she drew back a little
with a quick movement, and looked up to him with frightened
and imploring eyes.
“We must go!” she cried
anxiously, in a very low voice. “We cannot
stay here. My father is very angry he
swore on his word of honour that he would kill you
if you tried to see me to-night!”
Don John laughed gently, and his eyes
brightened. Before she could speak again, he
held her close once more, and his kisses were on her
cheeks and her eyes, on her forehead and on her hair,
and then again upon her lips, till they would have
hurt her if she had not loved them so, and given back
every one. Then she struggled again, and he loosed
his hold.
“It is death to stay here,” she said very
earnestly.
“It is worse than death to leave
you,” he answered. “And I will not,”
he added an instant later, “neither for the
King, nor for your father, nor for any royal marriage
they may try to force upon me.”
She looked into his eyes for a moment,
before she spoke, and there was deep and true trust
in her own.
“Then you must save me,”
she said quietly. “He has vowed that I shall
be sent to the convent of Las Huelgas to-morrow morning.
He locked me into the inner room, but Inez helped
me to dress, and I got out under her cloak.”
She told him in a few words what she
had done and had meant to do, in order to see him,
and how she had taken his step for her father’s.
He listened gravely, and she saw his face harden slowly
in an expression she had scarcely ever seen there.
When she had finished her story he was silent for
a moment.
“We are quite safe here,”
he said at last, “safer than anywhere else, I
think, for your father cannot come back until the King
goes to supper. For myself, I have an hour, but
I have been so surrounded and pestered by visitors
in my apartments that I have not found time to put
on a court dress and without vanity, I
presume that I am a necessary figure at court this
evening. Your father is with Perez, who seems
to be acting as master of ceremonies and of everything
else, as well as the King’s secretary they
have business together, and the General will not have
a moment. I ascertained that, before coming here,
or I should not have come at this hour. We are
safe from him here, I am sure.”
“You know best,” answered
Dolores, who was greatly reassured by what he said
about Mendoza.
“Let us sit down, then.
You must be tired after all you have done. And
we have much to say to each other.”
“How could I be tired now?”
she asked, with a loving smile; but she sat down on
the stone seat in the embrasure, close to the window.
It was just wide enough for two to
sit there, and Don John took his place beside her,
and drew one of her hands silently to him between both
his own, and kissed the tips of her fingers a great
many times. But he felt that she was watching
his face, and he looked up and saw her eyes and
then, again, many seconds passed before either could
speak. They were but a boy and girl together,
loving each other in the tender first love of early
youth, for the victor of the day, the subduer of the
Moors, the man who had won back Granada, who was already
High Admiral of Spain, and who in some ten months
from that time was to win a decisive battle of the
world at Lepanto, was a stripling of twenty-three
summers and he had first seen Dolores when
he was twenty and she seventeen, and now it was nearly
two years since they had met.
He was the first to speak, for he
was a man of quick and unerring determinations that
led to actions as sudden as they were bold and brilliant,
and what Dolores had told him of her quarrel with her
father was enough to rouse his whole energy at once.
At all costs she must never be allowed to pass the
gates of Las Huelgas. Once within the convent,
by the King’s orders, and a close prisoner, nothing
short of a sacrilegious assault and armed violence
could ever bring her out into the world again.
He knew that, and that he must act instantly to prevent
it, for he knew Mendoza’s character also, and
had no doubt but that he would do what he threatened.
It was necessary to put Dolores beyond his reach at
once, and beyond the King’s also, which was not
an easy matter within the walls of the King’s
own palace, and on such a night. Don John had
been but little at the court and knew next to nothing
of its intrigues, nor of the mutual relations of the
ladies and high officers who had apartments in the
Alcazar. In his own train there were no women,
of course. Dolores’ brother Rodrigo, who
had fought by his side at Granada, had begged to be
left behind with the garrison, in order that he might
not be forced to meet his father. Dona Magdalena
Quixada, Don John’s adoptive mother, was far
away at Villagarcia. The Duchess Alvarez, though
fond of Dolores, was Mistress of the Robes to the young
Queen, and it was not to be hoped nor expected that
she should risk the danger of utter ruin and disgrace
if it were discovered that she had hidden the girl
against the King’s wishes. Yet it was absolutely
necessary that Dolores should be safely hidden within
an hour, and that she should be got out of the palace
before morning, and if possible conveyed to Villagarcia.
Don John saw in a moment that there was no one to
whom he could turn.
Again he took Dolores’ hand
in his, but with a sort of gravity and protecting
authority that had not been in his touch the first
time. Moreover, he did not kiss her fingers now,
and he resolutely looked at the wall opposite him.
Then, in a low and quiet voice, he laid the situation
before her, while she anxiously listened.
“You see,” he said at
last, “there is only one way left. Dolores,
do you altogether trust me?”
She started a little, and her fingers
pressed his hand suddenly.
“Trust you? Ah, with all my soul!”
“Think well before you answer,”
he said. “You do not quite understand it
is a little hard to put it clearly, but I must.
I know you trust me in many ways, to love you faithfully
always, to speak truth to you always, to defend you
always, to help you with my life when you shall be
in need. You know that I love you so, as you love
me. Have we not often said it? You wrote
it in your letter, too ah, dear, I thank
you for that. Yes, I have read it I
have it here, near my heart, and I shall read it again
before I sleep ”
Without a word, and still listening,
she bent down and pressed her lips to the place where
her letter lay. He touched her hair with his lips
and went on speaking, as she leaned back against the
wall again.
“You must trust me even more
than that, my beloved,” he said. “To
save you, you must be hidden by some one whom I myself
can trust and for such a matter there is
no one in the palace nor in all Madrid no
one to whom I can turn and know that you will be safe not
one human being, except myself.”
“Except yourself!” Dolores
loved the words, and gently pressed his hand.
“I thank you, dearest heart but
do you know what that means? Do you understand
that I must hide you myself, in my own apartments,
and keep you there until I can take you out of the
palace, before morning?”
She was silent for a few moments,
turning her face away from him. His heart sank.
“No, dear,” he said sadly,
“you do not trust me enough for that I
see it what woman could?”
Her hand trembled and started in his,
then pressed it hard, and she turned her face quite
to him.
“You are wrong,” she said,
with a tremor in her voice. “I love you
as no man was ever loved by any woman, far beyond
all that all words can say, and I shall love you till
I die, and after that, for ever even if
I can never be your wife. I love you as no one
loves in these days, and when I say that it is as
you love me, I mean a thousand fold for every word.
I am not the child you left nearly two years ago.
I am a woman now, for I have thought and seen much
since then and I love you better and more
than then. God knows, there is enough to see and
to learn in this court that should be hidden
deep from honest women’s sight! You and
I shall have a heaven on this earth, if God grants
that we may be joined together for I will
live for you, and serve you, and smooth all trouble
out of your way and ask nothing of you but
your love. And if we cannot marry, then I will
live for you in my heart, and serve you with my soul,
and pray Heaven that harm may never touch you.
I will pray so fervently that God must hear me.
And so will you pray for me, as you would fight for
me, if you could. Remember, if you will, that
when you are in battle for Spain, your sword is drawn
for Spain’s honour, and for the honour of every
Christian Spanish woman that lives and for
mine, too!”
The words pleased him, and his free
hand was suddenly clenched.
“You would make cowards fight
like wolves, if you could speak to them like that!”
he said.
“I am not speaking to cowards,”
she answered, with a loving smile. “I am
speaking to the man I love, to the best and bravest
and truest man that breathes and not to
Don John of Austria, the victorious leader, but to
you, my heart’s love, my life, my all, to you
who are good and brave and true to me, as no man ever
was to any woman. No ” she laughed
happily, and there were tears in her eyes “no,
there are no words for such love as ours.”
“May I be all you would have
me, and much more,” he said fervently, and his
voice shook in the short speech.
“I am giving you all I have,
because it is not belief, it is certainty. I
know you are all that I say you are, and more too.
And I trust you, as you mean it, and as you need my
trust to save me. Take me where you will.
Hide me in your own room if you must, and bolt and
bar it if need be. I shall be as safe with you
as I should be with my mother in heaven. I put
my hands between yours.”
Again he heard her sweet low laughter,
full of joy and trust, and she laid her hands together
between his and looked into his eyes, straight and
clear. Then she spoke softly and solemnly.
“Into your hands I put my life,
and my faith, and my maiden honour, trusting them
all to you alone in this world, as I trust them to
God.”
Don John held her hands tightly for
a moment, still looking into her eyes as if he could
see her soul there, giving itself to his keeping.
But he swore no great oath, and made no long speech;
for a man who has led men to deeds of glory, and against
whom no dishonourable thing was ever breathed, knows
that his word is good.
“You shall not regret that you
trust me, and you will be quite safe,” he said.
She wanted no more. Loving as
she did, she believed in him without promises, yet
she could not always believe that he quite knew how
she loved him.
“You are dearer to me than I
knew,” he said presently, breaking the silence
that followed. “I love you even more, and
I thought it could never be more, when I found you
here a little while ago because you do
really trust me.”
“You knew it,” the said,
nestling to him. “But you wanted me to tell
you. Yes we are nearer now.”
“Far nearer and a
world more dear,” he answered. “Do
you know? In all these months I have often and
often again wondered how we should meet, whether it
would be before many people, or only with your sister
Inez there or perhaps alone. But I
did not dare hope for that.”
“Nor I. I have dreamt of meeting
you a hundred times and more than that!
But there was always some one in the way. I suppose
that if we had found each other in the court and had
only been able to say a few words, it would have been
a long time before we were quite ourselves together but
now, it seems as if we had never been parted at all,
does it not?”
“As if we could never be parted
again,” he answered softly.
For a little while there was silence,
and though there was to be a great gathering of the
court, that night, all was very still where the lovers
sat at the window, for the throne room and the great
halls of state were far away on the other side of
the palace, and the corridor looked upon a court through
which few persons had to pass at night. Suddenly
from a distance there came the rhythmical beat of
the Spanish drums, as some detachment of troops marched
by the outer gate. Don John listened.
“Those are my men,” he
said. “We must go, for now that they are
below I can send my people on errands with orders
to them, until I am alone. Then you must come
in. At the end of my apartments there is a small
room, beyond my own. It is furnished to be my
study, and no one will expect to enter it at night.
I must put you there, and lock the door and take the
key with me, so that no one can go in while I am at
court or else you can lock it on the inside,
yourself. That would be better, perhaps,”
he added rather hurriedly.
“No,” said the girl quietly.
“I prefer that you should have the key.
I shall feel even safer. But how can I get there
without being seen? We cannot go so far together
without meeting some one.”
He rose, and she stood up beside him.
“My apartments open upon the
broad terrace on the south side,” he said.
“At this time there will be only two or three
officers there, and my two servants. Follow me
at a little distance, with your hood over your face,
and when you reach the sentry-box at the corner where
I turn off, go in. There will be no sentinel
there, and the door looks outward. I shall send
away every one, on different errands, in five minutes.
When every one is gone I will come for you. Is
that clear?”
“Perfectly.” She
nodded, as if she had made quite sure of what he had
explained. Then she put up her hands, as if to
say good-by. “Oh, if we could only stay
here in peace!” she cried.
He said nothing, for he knew that
there was still much danger, and he was anxious for
her. He only pressed her hands and then led her
away. They followed the corridor together, side
by side, to the turning. Then he whispered to
her to drop behind, and she let him go on a dozen paces
and followed him. The way was long, and ill lighted
at intervals by oil lamps hung from the vault by small
chains; they cast a broad black shadow beneath them,
and shed a feeble light above. Several times
persons passed them, and Dolores’ heart beat
furiously. A court lady, followed by a duenna
and a serving-woman, stopped with a winning smile,
and dropped a low courtesy to Don John, who lifted
his cap, bowed, and went on. They did not look
at Dolores. A man in a green cloth apron and
loose slippers, carrying five lighted lamps in a greasy
iron tray, passed with perfect indifference, and without
paying the least attention to the victor of Granada.
It was his business to carry lamps in that part of
the palace he was not a human being, but
a lamplighter. They went on, down a short flight
of broad steps, and then through a wider corridor
where the lights were better, though the night breeze
was blowing in and made them flicker and flare.
A corporal’s guard of the household
halberdiers came swinging down at a marching step,
coming from the terrace beyond. The corporal crossed
his halberd in salute, but Don John stopped him, for
he understood at once that a sentry had been set at
his door.
“I want no guard,” he said. “Take
the man away.”
“The General ordered it, your Highness,”
answered the man, respectfully.
“Request your captain to report
to the General that I particularly desire no sentinel
at my door. I have no possessions to guard except
my reputation, and I can take care of that myself.”
He laughed good-naturedly.
The corporal grinned he
was a very dark, broad-faced man, with high cheek
bones, and ears that stuck out. He faced about
with his three soldiers, and followed Don John to
the terrace but in the distance he had
seen the hooded figure of a woman.
Not knowing what to do, for she had
heard the colloquy, Dolores stood still a moment,
for she did not care to pass the soldiers as they came
back. Then she turned and walked a little way
in the other direction, to gain time, and kept on
slowly. In less than a minute they returned,
bringing the sentinel with them. She walked slowly
and counted them as they went past her and
then she started as if she had been stung, and blushed
scarlet under her hood, for she distinctly heard the
big corporal laugh to himself when he had gone by.
She knew, then, how she trusted the man she loved.
When the soldiers had turned the corner
and were out of sight, she ran back to the terrace
and hid herself in the stone sentry-box just outside,
still blushing and angry. On the side of the box
towards Don John’s apartment there was a small
square window just at the height of her eyes, and
she looked through it, sure that her face could not
be seen from without. She looked from mere curiosity,
to see what sort of men the officers were, and Don
John’s servants; for everything connected with
him or belonging to him in any way interested her most
intensely. Two tall captains came out first,
magnificent in polished breastplates with gold shoulder
straps and sashes and gleaming basket-hilted swords,
that stuck up behind them as their owners pressed down
the hilts and strutted along, twisting their short
black moustaches in the hope of meeting some court
lady on their way. Then another and older man
passed, also in a soldier’s dress, but with
bent head, apparently deep in thought. After
that no one came for some time then a servant,
who pulled something out of his pocket and began to
eat it, before he was in the corridor.
Then a woman came past the little
window. Dolores saw her as distinctly as she
had seen the four men. She came noiselessly and
stealthily, putting down her foot delicately, like
a cat. She was a lady, and she wore a loose cloak
that covered all her gown, and on her head a thick
veil, drawn fourfold across her face. Her gait
told the girl that she was young and graceful something
in the turn of the head made her sure that she was
beautiful, too something in the whole figure
and bearing was familiar. The blood sank from
Dolores’ cheeks, and she felt a chill slowly
rising to her heart. The lady entered the corridor
and went on quickly, turned, and was out of sight.
Then all at once, Dolores laughed
to herself, noiselessly, and was happy again, in spite
of her danger. There was nothing to disturb her,
she reflected. The terrace was long, there were
doubtless other apartments beyond Don John’s,
though she had not known it. The lady had indeed
walked cautiously, but it might well be that she had
reasons for not being seen there, and that the further
rooms were not hers. The Alcazar was only an
old Moorish castle, after all, restored and irregularly
enlarged, and altogether very awkwardly built, so that
many of the apartments could only be reached by crossing
open terraces.
When Don John came to get her in the
sentry-box, Dolores’ momentary doubt was gone,
though not all her curiosity. She smiled as she
came out of her hiding-place and met his eyes clear
and true as her own. She even hated herself for
having thought that the lady could have come from
his apartment at all. The light was streaming
from his open door as he led her quickly towards it.
There were three windows beyond it, and there the
terrace ended. She looked at the front as they
were passing, and counted again three windows between
the open door and the corner where the sentry-box
stood.
“Who lives in the rooms beyond you?” she
asked quickly.
“No one the last is the one where
you are to be.” He seemed surprised.
They had reached the open door, and he stood aside
to let her go in.
“And on this side?” she asked, speaking
with a painful effort.
“My drawing-room and dining-room,” he
answered.
She paused and drew breath before
she spoke again, and she pressed one hand to her side
under her cloak.
“Who was the lady who came from
here when all the men were gone?” she asked,
very pale.