“I thought I was never to see
you again,” observed the Marchesa, as Beatrice
and San Miniato came to her side.
“Judging from your calm, you
were bearing the separation with admirable fortitude,”
answered the Count.
“Dearest friend, one has to bear so much in
this life!”
Beatrice stood beside the table, resting
one hand upon it and looking back towards the place
where she had been sitting. San Miniato took the
Marchesa’s hand and raised it to his lips, pressed
it a little and then nodded slowly, with a significant
look. The Marchesa’s sleepy eyes opened
suddenly with an expression of startled satisfaction,
and she returned the pressure of the fingers with
more energy than San Miniato had suspected. She
was evidently very much pleased. Perhaps the greatest
satisfaction of all was the certainty that she was
to have no more trouble in the matter, since it had
been undertaken, negotiated and settled by the principals
between them. Then she raised her eyebrows and
moved her head a little as though to inquire what had
taken place, but San Miniato made her understand by
a sign that he could not speak before Beatrice.
“Beatrice, my angel,”
said the Marchesa, with more than usual sweetness,
“you have sat so long upon that rock that you
have almost reconciled me to Tragara. Do you
not think that you could go back and sit there five
minutes longer?”
Beatrice glanced quickly at her mother
and then at San Miniato and turned away without a
word, leaving the two together.
“And now, San Miniato carissimo,”
said the Marchesa, “sit down beside me on that
chair, and tell me what has happened, though I think
I already understand. You have spoken to Beatrice?”
“I have spoken yes and
the result is favourable. I am the happiest of
men.”
“Do you mean to say that she
answered you at once?” asked the Marchesa, affecting,
as usual, to be scandalised.
“She answered me yes,
dear Marchesa she told me that she loved
me. It only remains for me to claim the maternal
blessing which you so generously promised in advance.”
Somehow it was a relief to him to
return to the rather stiff and over-formal phraseology
which he always used on important occasions when speaking
to her, and which, as he well knew, flattered her desire
to be thought a very great lady.
“As for my blessing, you shall
have it, and at once. But indeed, I am most curious
to know exactly what she said, and what you said I,
who am never curious about anything!”
“Two words tell the story.
I told her I loved her and she answered that she loved
me.”
“Dearest friend, how long it
took you to say those two words! You must have
hesitated a good deal.”
“To tell the truth, there was
more said than that. I will not deny the grave
imputation. I spoke of my past life ”
“Dio mio! To
my daughter! How could you ”
The Marchesa raised her hands and let them fall again.
“But why not?” asked San
Miniato, suppressing a smile. “Have I been
such an impossibly bad man that the very mention of
my past must shock a young girl whom I
love?” In the last words he found an opportunity
to practise the expression of a little passion, and
took advantage of it, well knowing that it would be
useful in the immediate future.
“I never said that!” protested
the Marchesa. “But we all know something
about you, dear Don Juan!”
“Calumnies, nothing but calumnies!”
“But such pretty calumnies you
might almost accept them. I should think none
the worse of you if they were all true.”
“You are charming, dearest Marchesa.
I kiss your generous hand! As a matter of fact,
I only told Donna Beatrice may I call her
Beatrice to you now, as I have long called her in
my heart? I only told her that I had been unhappy,
that I had loved twice once a woman who
is dead, once another who has long ago forgotten me.
That was all. Was it so very bad? Her heart
was softened she is so gentle! And
then I told her that a greater and stronger passion
than those now filled my present life, and last of
all I told her that I loved her.”
“And she returned the compliment
immediately?” asked the Marchesa, slowly selecting
a sugared chestnut from the plate beside her, turning
it round, examining it and at last putting it into
her mouth.
“How lightly you speak of what
concerns life and death!” sighed San Miniato.
“No Beatrice did not answer immediately.
I said much more far more than I can remember.
How can you ask me to repeat word for word the unpremeditated
outpourings of a happy passion? The flood has
swept by, leaving deep traces but who can
remember where the eddies and rapids were?”
“You are very poetical, caro
mio. Your language delights me it
is the language of the heart. Pray give me one
of those little cigarettes you smoke. Yes and
a light and now the least drop of champagne.
I will drink your health.”
“And I both yours and Beatrice’s,”
answered San Miniato, filling his own glass.
“You may put Beatrice first, since she is yours.”
“But without you there would
be no Beatrice, gentilissima,” said the
Count gallantly, when he had emptied his glass.
“That is true, and pretty besides.
And so,” continued the Marchesa in a tone of
languid reflection, “you have actually been making
love to my daughter, beyond my hearing, alone on the
rocks and I gave you my permission, and
now you are engaged to be married! It is too
extraordinary to be believed. That was not the
way I was married. There was more formality in
those days.”
Indeed, she could not imagine the
deceased Granmichele throwing himself upon his knees
at her feet, even upon the softest of carpets.
“Then I thank the fates that
those days are over!” returned San Miniato.
“Perhaps I should, too.
I am not sure that the conclusion would have been
so satisfactory, if I had undertaken to persuade Beatrice.
She is headstrong and capricious, and so painfully
energetic! Every discussion with her shortens
my life by a year.”
“She is an angel in her caprice,”
answered the Count with conviction. “Indeed,
much of her charm lies in her changing moods.”
“If she is an angel, what am
I?” asked the Marchesa. “Such a contrast!”
“She is the angel of motion you
are the angel of repose.”
“You are delightful to-night.”
While this conversation was taking
place, Beatrice had wandered away over the rocks alone,
not heeding the unevenness of the stones and taking
little notice of the direction of her walk. She
only knew that she would not go back to the place
where she had sat, not for all the world. A change
had taken place already and she was angry with herself
for what she had done in all sincerity.
She was hurt and her first illusion
had suffered a grave shock almost at the moment of
its birth. She asked herself how it could be possible,
if San Miniato loved her as he had said he did, that
he should not feel as she felt and understand love
as she did as something secret and sacred,
to be kept from other eyes. Her instinct told
her easily enough that San Miniato was at that very
moment telling her mother all that had taken place,
and she bitterly resented the thought. It would
surely have been enough, if he had waited until the
following day and then formally asked her hand of
the Marchesa. It would have been better, more
natural in every way, just now when they had gone
up to the table, if he had said simply that they loved
one another and had asked her mother’s blessing.
Anything rather than to feel that he was coolly describing
the details of the first love scene in her life the
thousandth, perhaps, in his own.
After all, did she love him?
Did he really love her? His passionate manner
when he had seized her hand had moved her strangely,
and she had listened with a sort of girlish wonder
to his declarations of devotion afterwards. But
now, in the, calm moonlight and quite alone, she could
hear Ruggiero’s deep strong voice in her ears,
and the few manly words he had uttered. There
was not much in them in the way of eloquence a
sailor’s picturesque phrase she had
heard something like it before. But there had
been strength, and the power to do, and the will to
act in every intonation of his speech. She remembered
every word San Miniato had spoken, far better than
he would remember it himself in a day or two, and
she was ready to analyse and criticise now what had
charmed and pleased her a moment earlier. Why
was he going over it all to her mother, like a lesson
learnt and repeated? She was so glad to be alone she
would have been so glad to think alone of what she
had taken for the most delicious moment of her young
life. If he were really in earnest, he would
feel as she did and would have said at once that it
was late and time to be going home he would
have invented any excuse to escape the interview which
her mother would try to force upon him. Could
it be love that he felt? And if not, as her heart
told her it was not, what was his object in playing
such a comedy? She knew well enough, from Teresina,
that many a young Neapolitan nobleman would have given
his title for her fortune, but Teresina, perhaps for
reasons of her own, never dared to cast such an aspersion
upon San Miniato, even in the intimate conversation
which sometimes takes place between an Italian lady
and her maid and, indeed, if the truth be
told, between maids and their mistresses in most parts
of the world.
But the doubt thrust itself forward
now. Beatrice was quick to doubt at all times.
She was also capricious and changeable about matters
which did not affect her deeply, and those that did
were few enough. It was certainly possible that
San Miniato, after all, only wanted her money and
that her mother was willing to give it in return for
a great name and a great position. She felt that
if the case had been stated to her from the first
in its true light she might have accepted the situation
without illusion, but without disgust. Everybody,
her mother said, was married by arrangement, some
for one advantage, some for the sake of another.
After all, San Miniato was better than most of the
rest. There was a certain superiority about him
which she would like to see in her husband, a certain
simple elegance, a certain outward dignity, which
pleased her. But when her mother had spoken in
her languid way of the marriage, Beatrice had resented
the denial of her free will, and had answered that
she would please herself or not marry at all.
The Marchesa, far too lacking in energy to sustain
such a contest, had contented herself with her favourite
expression of horror at her daughter’s unfilial
conduct. Now, however, Beatrice felt that if it
had all been arranged for her, she would have been
satisfied, but that since San Miniato had played something
very like a comedy, she would refuse to be duped by
it. She was very bitter against him in the first
revulsion of feeling and treated him more hardly in
her thoughts than he, perhaps, deserved.
And there he was, up there by the
table, telling her mother of his success. Her
blood rose in her cheeks at the thought and she stamped
her foot upon the rock out of sheer anger at herself,
at him, at everything and everybody. Then she
moved on.
Ruggiero was standing at the edge
of the water looking out to sea. The moonlight
silvered his white face and fair beard and accentuated
the sharp black line where his sailor’s cap
crossed his forehead. Wild and angry emotions
chased each other from his heart to his brain and back
again, firing his overwrought nerves and heated blood,
as the flame runs along a train of powder. He
heard a light step behind him and turned suddenly.
Beatrice was close upon him.
“Is that you, Ruggiero,”
she asked, for she had seen him with his back turned
and had not recognised him at first.
“Yes, Excellency,” he
answered in a hoarse voice, touching his cap.
“What a beautiful night it is!”
said the young girl. She often talked with the
men in the boat, and Ruggiero interested her especially
at the present moment.
“Yes, Excellency,” he answered again.
“Is the weather to be fine, Ruggiero?”
“Yes, Excellency.”
Ruggiero was apparently not in the
conversational mood. He was probably thinking
of the girl he loved in all likelihood of
Teresina, as Beatrice thought. She stood still
a couple of paces from him and looked at the sea.
She felt a capricious desire to make the big sailor
talk and tell her something about himself. It
would be sure to be interesting and honest and strong,
a contrast, as she fancied, to the things she had
just heard.
“Ruggiero –” she began,
and then she stopped and hesitated.
“Yes, Excellency.”
The continual repetition of the two
words irritated her. She tried to frame a question
to which he could not give the same answer.
“I would like you to tell me
who it is whom you love so dearly is she
good and beautiful and sensible, too, as you said?”
“She is all that, Excellency.”
His voice shook, not as it seemed to her with weakness,
but with strength.
“Tell me her name.”
Ruggiero was silent for some moments,
and his head was bent forward. He seemed to be
breathing hard and not able to speak.
“Her name is Beatrice,”
he said at last, in a low, firm tone as though he
were making a great effort.
“Really!” exclaimed the
young girl. “That is my name, too.
I suppose that is why you did not want to tell me.
But you must not be afraid of me, Ruggiero. If
there is anything I can do to help you, I will do it.
Is it money you need? I will give you some.”
“It is not money.”
“What is it, then?”
“Love and a miracle.”
His answers came lower and lower,
and he looked at the ground, suffering as he had never
suffered and yet indescribably happy in speaking with
her, and in seeing the interest she felt in him.
But his brain was beginning to reel. He did not
know what he might say next.
“Love and a miracle!”
repeated Beatrice in her silvery voice. “Those
are two things which I cannot get for you. You
must pray to the saints for the one and to her for
the other. Does she not love you at all then?”
“She will never love me. I know it.”
“And that would be the miracle if
she ever should? Such miracles have been done
by men themselves without the help of the saints, before
now.”
Ruggiero looked up sharply and he
felt his hands shaking. He thought she was speaking
of what had just happened, of which he had been a witness.
“Such miracles as that may happen but
they are the devil’s miracles.”
Beatrice was silent for a moment.
She was indeed inclined to believe in a special intervention
of the powers of evil in her own case. Had she
not been suddenly moved to tell a man that she loved
him, only to discover a moment later that it was a
mistake?
“What is the miracle you pray
for, Ruggiero?” she asked after a pause.
“To be changed into some one else, Excellency.”
“And then would she love you?”
“By Our Lady’s grace perhaps!”
The deep voice shook again. He set his teeth,
folded his arms over his throbbing breast, and planted
one foot firmly on a stone before him, as though to
await a blow.
“I am very sorry for you, Ruggiero,” said
Beatrice in soft, kind tones.
“God render you your kindness it
is better than nothing,” he answered.
“Is she sorry for you, too? She should
be you love her so much.”
“Yes she is sorry
for me. She has just said so.” He raised
his clenched hand to his mouth almost before the words
were uttered. Beatrice did not see the few bright
red drops that fell upon the rock as he gnawed the
flesh.
“Just said so?” she said,
repeating his words. “I do not understand?
Is she here to-night?”
He did not answer, but slowly bent
his head, as though in assent. An odd foreboding
of danger shot through the young girl’s heart.
Little as the man said, he seemed desperate.
It was possible that the girl he loved might be a
Capriote, and that he might have met her and talked
with her while the dinner was going on. He might
have strangled her with those great hands of his.
She would not have uttered a cry, and no one would
be the wiser, for Tragara is a lonely place, by day
and night.
“She is here, you say?”
Beatrice asked again. “Where is she?
Ruggiero, what is the matter? Have you done her
any harm? Have you hurt her? Have you killed
her?”
“Not yet –”
“Not yet!” Beatrice cried,
in a low horror-struck tone. She had heard his
sharp, agonised breathing as he reeled unsteadily against
the rock behind him. She was a rarely courageous
girl. Instead of shrinking she made a step forward
and took him firmly by the arm.
“What have you done, Ruggiero?” she asked
sternly.
He felt that she was accusing him.
His face grew ashy white, and grave almost
grand, she thought afterwards, for she remembered long
the look he wore. His answer came slowly in deep,
vibrating tones.
“I have done nothing but love her.”
“Show her to me take
me to her,” said Beatrice, still dreading some
horrible deed, she scarcely knew why.
“She is here.”
“Where?”
“Here! Ah, Christ.”
His great hands went out madly as
though to take her, then tenderly touched the loose
sleeves she wore, then fell, as though lifeless, to
his sides again.
Beatrice passed her hand over her
eyes and drew back quickly a step. She was startled
and angered, but not frightened. It was almost
the repetition of the waking dream that had flitted
through her brain before she had landed. She
had heard the grand ring of passionate love this once
at least and how? In the voice of a
common sailor out of the heart of an ignorant
fellow who could neither read nor write, nor speak
his own language, a churl, a peasant’s son, a
labourer but a man, at least. That
was it a strong, honest, fearless man.
That was why it all moved her so that was
why it was not an insult that this low-born fellow
should dare to tell her he loved her. She opened
her lids again and saw his great figure leaning back
against the rock, his white face turned upward, his
eyes half closed. She went near to him again.
Instantly, he made an effort and stood upright.
Her instinct told her that he wanted neither pity
nor forgiveness nor comfort.
“You are a brave, strong man,
Ruggiero; I will always pray that you may love some
one who will love you again since you can
love so well.”
The unspoiled girl’s nature
had found the right expression, and the only one.
Ruggiero looked at her one moment, stooped and touched
the hem of her white frock with two fingers and then
pressed them silently to his lips. Who knows
from what far age that outward act of submission and
vassalage has been handed down in southern lands?
There it is to this day, rarely seen, but still surviving
and still known to all.
Then Ruggiero turned away and went
up the sloping rocks again, and Beatrice stood still
for a moment, watching his tall, retreating figure.
She meant to go, too, but she lingered a while, knowing
that if ever she came back to Tragara, this would
be the spot where she would pause and recall a memory,
and not that other, where she had sat while San Miniato
played out his wretched little comedy.
It all rushed across her mind again,
bringing a new sense of disgust and repulsion with
it, and a new blush of shame and anger at having been
so deceived. There was no doubt now. The
contrast had been too great, too wide, too evident.
It was the difference between truth and hearsay, as
San Miniato had said once that night. There was
no mistaking the one for the other.
Poor Ruggiero! that was why he was
growing pale and thin. That was why his arm trembled
when he helped her into the boat. She leaned against
the rock and wondered what it all meant, whether there
were really any justice in heaven or any happiness
on earth. But she would not marry San Miniato,
now, for she had given no promise. If she had
done so, she would not have broken it in
that, at least, she was like other girls of her age
and class. Next to evils of which she knew nothing,
the breaking of a promise of marriage was the greatest
and most unpardonable of sins, no matter what the
circumstances might be. But she was sure that
she had not promised anything.
At that moment in her meditations
she heard the tread of a man’s heel on the rocks.
The sailors were all barefoot, and she knew it must
be San Miniato. Unwilling to be alone with him
even for a minute, she sprang lightly forward to meet
him as he came. He held out his hand to help
her, but she refused it by a gesture and hurried on.
“I have been speaking with your
mother,” he said, trying to take advantage of
the thirty or forty yards that still remained to be
traversed.
“So I suppose, as I left you
together,” she answered in a hard voice.
“I have been talking to Ruggiero.”
“Has anything displeased you,
Beatrice?” asked San Miniato, surprised by her
manner.
“No. Why do you call me
Beatrice?” Her tone was colder than ever.
“I suppose I might be permitted ”
“You are not.”
San Miniato looked at her in amazement,
but they were already within earshot of the Marchesa,
who had not moved from her long chair, and he did
not risk anything more, not knowing what sort of answer
he might get. But he was no novice, and as soon
as he thought over the situation he remembered others
similar to it in his experience, and he understood
well enough that a sensitive young girl might feel
ashamed of having shown too much feeling, or might
have taken offence at some detail in his conduct which
had entirely escaped his own notice. Young and
vivacious women are peculiarly subject to this sort
of sensitiveness, as he was well aware. There
was nothing to be done but to be quiet, attentive
in small things, and to wait for fair weather again.
After all, he had crossed the Rubicon, and had been
very well received on the other side. It would
not be easy to make him go back again.
“My angel,” said the Marchesa,
throwing away the end of her cigarette, “you
have caught cold. We must go home immediately.”
“Yes, mamma.”
With all her languor and laziness
and selfishness, the Marchesa was not devoid of tact,
least of all where her own ends were concerned, and
when she took the trouble to have any object in life
at all. She saw in her daughter’s face
that something had annoyed her, and she at once determined
that no reference should be made to the great business
of the moment, and that it would be best to end the
evening in general conversation, leaving San Miniato
no further opportunity of being alone with Beatrice.
She guessed well enough that the girl was not really
in love, but had yielded in a measure to the man’s
practised skill in love-making, but she was really
anxious that the result should be permanent.
Beatrice was grateful to her for putting
an end to the situation. The young girl was pale
and her bright eyes had suddenly grown tired and heavy.
She sat down beside her mother and shaded her brow
against the lamp with her hand, while San Miniato
went to give orders about returning.
“My dear child,” said
the Marchesa, “I am converted; it has been a
delightful excursion; we have had an excellent dinner,
and I am not at all tired. I am sure you have
given yourself quite as much trouble about it as San
Miniato.”
Beatrice laughed nervously.
“There were a good many things
to remember,” she said, “but I wish there
had been twice as many it was so amusing
to make out the list of all your little wants.”
“What a good daughter you are
to me, my angel,” sighed the Marchesa.
It was not often that she showed so
much, affection. Possibly she was rarely conscious
of loving her child very much, and on the present
occasion the emotion was not so overpowering as to
have forced her to the expression of it, had she not
seen the necessity for humouring the girl and restoring
her normal good temper. On the whole, a very good
understanding existed between the two, of such a nature
that it would have been hard to destroy it. For
it was impossible to quarrel with the Marchesa, for
the simple reason that she never attempted to oppose
her daughter, and rarely tried to oppose any one else.
She was quite insensible to Beatrice’s occasional
reproaches concerning her indolence, and Beatrice
had so much sense, in spite of her small caprices
and whims, that it was always safe to let her have
her own way. The consequence was that difficulties
rarely arose between the two.
Beatrice smiled carelessly at the
affectionate speech. She knew its exact value,
but was not inclined to depreciate it in her own estimation.
Just then she would rather have been left alone with
her mother than with any one else, unless she could
be left quite to herself.
“You are always very good to
me, mamma,” she answered; “you let me have
my own way, and that is what I like best.”
“Let you have it, carissima!
You take it. But I am quite satisfied.”
“After all, it saves you trouble,” laughed
Beatrice.
Just then San Miniato came back and
was greatly relieved to see that Beatrice’s
usual expression had returned, and to hear her careless,
tuneful laughter. In an incredibly short space
of time the boat was ready, the Marchesa was lifted
in her chair and carried to it, and all the party
were aboard. The second boat, with its crew, was
left to bring home the paraphernalia, and Ruggiero
cast off the mooring and jumped upon the stern, as
the men forward dipped their oars and began to pull
out of the little sheltered bay.
There he sat again, perched in his
old place behind his master, the latter’s head
close to his knee, holding the brass tiller in his
hand. It would be hard to say what he felt, but
it was not what he had felt before. It was all
a dream, now, the past, the present and the future.
He had told Beatrice Donna Beatrice Granmichele,
the fine lady that he loved her, and she
had not laughed in his face, nor insulted him, nor
cried out for help. She had told him that he was
brave and strong. Yet he knew that he had put
forth all his strength and summoned all his courage
in the great effort to be silent, and had failed.
But that mattered little. He had got a hundred,
a thousand times more kindness than he would have
dared to hope for, if he had ever dared to think of
saying what he had really said. He had been forced
to what he had done, as a strong man is forced struggling
against odds to the brink of a precipice, and he had
found not death, but a strange new strength to live.
He had not found Heaven, but he had touched the gates
of Paradise and heard the sweet clear voice of the
angel within. It was well for him that his hand
had not been raised that afternoon to deal the one
blow that would have decided his life. It was
well that it was the summer time and that when he
had put the helm down to go about there had been no
white squall seething along with its wake of snowy
foam from a quarter of a mile to windward. It
would have been all over now and those great moments
down there by the rocks would never have been lived.
“Through the arch, Ruggiero,”
said San Miniato to him as the boat cleared the rocks
of the landward needle.
“Let us go home,” said
Beatrice, with a little impatience in her voice.
“I am so tired.”
Would she be tired of such a night
if she loved the man beside her? Ruggiero thought
not, any more than he would ever be weary of being
near her to steer the boat that bore her even
for ever.
“It is so beautiful,” said San Miniato.
Beatrice said nothing, but made an
impatient movement that betrayed that she was displeased.
“Home, Ruggiero,” said San Miniato’s
voice.
“Make sail!” Ruggiero
called out, he himself hauling out the mizzen.
A minute later the sails filled and the boat sped
out over the smooth water, white-winged as a sea-bird
under the great summer moon.