Again the mother and daughter were
together in the cool shade of their terrace.
Outside, it was very hot, for the morning breeze did
not yet stir the brown linen curtains which kept out
the glare of the sea, and myriads of locusts were
fiddling their eternal two notes without pause or
change of pitch, in every garden from Massa to Scutari
point, which latter is the great bluff from which
they quarry limestone for road making, and which shuts
off the amphitheatre of Sorrento from the view of
Castellamare to eastward. The air was dry, hot
and full of life and sound, as it is in the far south
in summer.
“And when do you propose to
marry me?” asked Beatrice in a discontented
tone.
“Dearest child,” answered
her mother, “you speak as though I were marrying
you by force to a man whom you detest.”
“That is exactly what you are doing.”
The Marchesa raised her eyebrows, fanned herself lazily
and smiled.
“Are we to begin the old argument
every morning, my dear?” she asked. “It
always ends in the same way, and you always say the
same dreadful things to me. I really cannot bear
it much longer. You know very well that you bound
yourself, and that you were quite free to tell San
Miniato that you did not care for him. A girl
should know her own mind before she tells a man she
loves him just as a man should before he
speaks.”
“San Miniato certainly knows
his own mind,” retorted Beatrice viciously.
“No one can accuse him of not being ready and
anxious to marry me and my fortune.”
“How you talk, my angel!
Of course if you had no fortune, or much less than
you have, he could not think of marrying you.
That is clear. I never pretended the contrary.
But that does not contradict the fact that he loves
you to distraction, if that is what you want.”
“To distraction!” repeated Beatrice with
scorn.
“Why not, dearest child?
Do you think a man cannot love because he is poor?”
“That is not the question, mamma!”
cried Beatrice impatiently. “You know it
is not. But no woman can be deceived twice by
the same comedy, and few would be deceived once.
You know as well as I that it was all a play the other
night, that he was trying to find words, as he was
trying to find sentiments, and that when the words
would not be found he thought it would be efficacious
to seize my hand and kiss it. I daresay he thought
I believed him of course he did. But
not for long oh! not for long. Real
love finds even fewer words, but it finds them better,
and the ring of them is truer, and one remembers them
longer!”
“Beatrice!” exclaimed
the Marchesa. “What can you know of such
things! You talk as though some man had dared
to speak to you ”
“Do I?” asked the girl
with sudden coldness, and a strange look came into
her eyes, which her mother did not see.
“Yes, you do. And yet I
know that it is impossible. Besides the whole
discussion is useless and wears me out, though it seems
to interest you. Of course you will marry San
Miniato. When you have got past this absurd humour
you will see what a good husband you have got, and
you will be very happy.”
“Happy! With that man!” Beatrice’s
lip curled.
“You will,” answered her
mother, taking no notice. “Happiness depends
upon two things in this world, when marriage is concerned.
Money and a good disposition. You have both,
between you, and you will be happy.”
“I never heard anything more
despicable!” cried the young girl. “Money
and disposition! And what becomes of the heart?”
The Marchesa smiled and fanned herself.
“Young girls without experience
cannot understand these things,” she said.
“Wait till you are older.”
“And lose what looks I have
and the power to enjoy anything! And you say
that you are not forcing me into this marriage!
And you try to think, or to make me think, that it
is all for the best, and all delightful and all easy,
when you are sacrificing me and my youth and my life
and my happiness to the mere idea of a better position
in society because poor papa was a sulphur
merchant and bought a title which was only confirmed
because he spent a million on a public charity and
every one knows it and the Count of San
Miniato comes of people who have been high and mighty
gentlemen for six or seven hundred years, more or less.
That is your point of view, and you know it.
But if I say that my father worked hard to get what
he got and deserved it, and was an honest man, and
that this great personage of San Miniato is a penniless
gambler, who does not know to-day where he will find
pocket money for to-morrow, and has got by a trick
the fortune my father got by hard work then
you will not like it. Then you will throw up
your hands and cry ‘Beatrice!’ Then you
will tell me that he loves me to distraction, and you
will even try to make me think that I love him.
It is all a miserable sham, mamma, a vile miserable
sham! Give it up. I have said that I will
marry him, since it appears that I have promised.
But do not try to make me think that I am marrying
him of my own free will, or he marrying me out of
disinterested, pure, beautiful, upright affection!”
Having delivered herself of these
particularly strong sentiments, Beatrice was silent
for a while. As for the Marchesa, she was either
too wise, or too lazy, to answer her daughter for the
present and she slowly fanned herself, lying quite
still in her long chair, her eyes half closed and
her left hand hanging down beside her.
Indeed Beatrice, instead of becoming
more reconciled with the situation she had accepted,
was growing more impatient and unhappy every day, as
she realised all that her marriage with San Miniato
would mean during the rest of her natural life.
She had quite changed her mind about him, and with
natures like hers such sudden changes are often irrevocable.
She could not now understand how she could have ever
liked him, or found pleasure in his society, and when
she thought of the few words she had spoken and which
had decided her fate, she could not comprehend the
state of mind which had led her into such a piece of
folly, and she was as angry with herself as, for the
time being, she was angry with all the world besides.
She saw, too, and for the first time,
how lonely she was in the world, and a deep and burning
longing for real love and sympathy took possession
of her. She had friends, of course, as young girls
have, of much her own age and not unlike her in their
inexperienced ideas of life. But there was not
one of them at Sorrento, nor had she met any one among
the many acquaintances she had made, to whom she would
care to turn. Even her own intimate associates
from childhood, who were far away in Sicily, or travelling
elsewhere, would not have satisfied her. They
could not have understood her, their answers to her
questions would have seemed foolish and worthless,
and they would have tormented her with questions of
their own, inopportune, importunate, tiresome.
She herself did not know that what she craved was
the love or the friendship of one strong, honest man.
It was strange to find out suddenly
how wide was the breach which separated her from her
mother, with whom she had lived so happily throughout
her childhood and early youth, with whom she had agreed or
rather, who had agreed with her on the whole
almost without a discussion. It was hard to find
in her now so little warmth of heart, so little power
to understand, above all such a display of determination
and such quiet force in argument. Very indolent
women are sometimes very deceptive in regard to the
will they hold in reserve, but Beatrice could not
have believed that her mother could influence her as
she had done. She reflected that it had surely
been within the limits of the Marchesa’s choice
to take her daughter’s side so soon as she had
seen that the latter had mistaken her own feelings.
She need not have agreed with San Miniato, on that
fatal evening at Tragara, that the marriage was definitely
settled, until she had at least exchanged a word with
Beatrice herself.
The future looked black enough on
that hot summer morning. The girl was to be tied
for life to a man she despised and hated, to a man
who did not even care for her, as she was now convinced,
to a man with a past of which she knew little and
of which the few incidents she had learned repelled
her now, instead of attracting her. She fancied
how he had spoken to those other women, much as he
had spoken to her, perhaps a little more eloquently
as, perhaps, he had not been thinking of their fortunes
but of themselves, but still always in that high-comedy
tone with the studied gesture and the cadenced intonation.
She did not know whether they deserved her pity, those
two whom he pretended to have loved, but she was ready
to pity them, nameless as they were. The one
was dead, the other, at least, had been wise enough
to forget him in time.
Then she thought of what must happen
after her marriage, when he had got her fortune and
could take her away to the society in which he had
always lived. There, of course, he would meet
women by the score with whom he was and long had been
on terms of social intimacy far closer than he had
reached with her in the few weeks of their acquaintance.
Doubtless, he would spend such time as he could spare
from gambling, in conversation with them. Doubtless,
he had many thoughts and memories and associations
in common with them. Doubtless, people would smile
a little and pity the young countess. And Beatrice
resented pity and the thought of it. She would
rather pity others.
Evil thoughts crossed her young brain,
and she said to herself that she might perhaps be
revenged upon the world for what she was suffering,
for the pain that had already come into her young life,
for the wretched years she anticipated in the future,
for her mother’s horrible logic which had forced
her into the marriage, above all for San Miniato’s
cleverly arranged scene by which the current of her
existence had been changed. San Miniato had perhaps
gone too far when he had said that Beatrice was kind.
She, at least, felt that there was anything but kindness
in her heart now, and she desired nothing so much as
to make some one suffer something of what she felt.
It was wicked, doubtless, as she admitted to herself.
It was bad and wrong and cruel, but it was not heartless.
A woman without heart would not have felt enough to
resent having felt at all, and moreover would probably
be perfectly well satisfied with the situation.
The expression of hardness deepened
in the young girl’s face as she sat there, silently
thinking over all that was to come, and glancing from
time to time at her mother’s placid countenance.
It was really amazing to see how much the Marchesa
could bear when she was actually roused to a sense
of the necessity for action. Her constitution
must have been far stronger than any one supposed.
She must indeed have been in considerable anxiety
about the success of her plans, more than once during
the past few days. Yet she was outwardly almost
as unruffled and as lazy as ever.
“Dearest child,” she said
at last, “of course, as I have said, I cannot
argue the point with you. No one could, in your
present state of mind. But there is one thing
which I must say, and which I am sure you will be
quite ready to understand.”
Beatrice said nothing, but slowly
turned her head towards her mother with a look of
inquiry.
“I only want to say, my angel,
that whatever you may think of San Miniato, and however
much you may choose to let him know what you think,
it may be quite possible to act with more civility
than you have used during the last few days.”
“Is that all?” asked Beatrice
with a hard laugh. “How nicely you turn
your phrases when you lecture me, mamma! So you
wish me to be civil. Very well, I will try.”
“Thank you, Beatrice carissima,”
answered her mother with a sigh and a gentle smile.
“It will make life so much easier.”
Again there was a long silence, and
Beatrice sat motionless in her chair, debating whether
she should wait where she was until San Miniato came,
as he was sure to do before long, or whether she should
go to her room and write a letter to some intimate
friend, which would of course never be sent, or, lastly,
whether she should not take Teresina and go down to
her bath in the sea before the midday breakfast.
While she was still hesitating, San Miniato arrived.
There was something peculiarly irritating
to her in his appearance on that morning. He
was arrayed in perfectly new clothes of light gray,
which fitted him admirably. He wore shoes of untanned
leather which seemed to be perfectly new also, and
reflected the light as though they were waxed.
His stiff collar was like porcelain, the single pearl
he wore in his white scarf was so perfect that it
might have been false. His light hair and moustache
were very smoothly brushed and combed and his face
was exasperatingly sleek. There was a look of
conscious security about him, of overwhelming correctness
and good taste, of pride in himself and in his success,
which Beatrice felt to be almost more than she could
bear with equanimity. He bent gracefully over
the Marchesa’s hand and bowed low to the young
girl, not supposing that hers would be offered to
him. In this he was mistaken, however, for she
gave him the ends of her fingers.
“Good morning,” she said gently.
The Marchesa looked at her, for she
had not expected that she would speak first and certainly
not in so gentle a tone. San Miniato inquired
how the two ladies had slept.
“Admirably,” said Beatrice.
“Ah as for me, dearest
friend,” said the Marchesa, “you know what
a nervous creature I am. I never sleep.”
“You look as though you had
rested wonderfully well,” observed Beatrice
to San Miniato. “Half a century, at least!”
“Do I?” asked the Count,
delighted by her manner and quite without suspicion.
“Yes. You look twenty years younger.”
“About ten years old?” suggested San Miniato
with a smile.
“Oh no! I did not mean that. You look
about twenty, I should say.”
“I am charmed,” he answered, without wincing.
“It may be only those beautiful
new clothes you have on,” said Beatrice with
a sweet smile. “Clothes make so much difference
with a man.”
San Miniato did not show any annoyance,
but he made no direct answer and turned to the Marchesa.
“Marchesa gentilissima,”
he said, “you liked my last excursion, or were
good enough to say that you liked it. Would you
be horrified if I proposed another for this evening but
not so far, this time?”
“Absolutely horrified,”
answered the Marchesa. “But I suppose that
if you have made up your mind you will bring those
dreadful men with their chair, like two gendarmes,
and they will take me away, whether I like it or not.
Is that what you mean to do?”
“Of course, dearest Marchesa,” he replied.
“Donna Beatrice has taught me
that there is no other way of accomplishing the feat.
And certainly no other way could give you so little
trouble.”
“What is the excursion to be,
and where?” asked Beatrice pretending a sudden
interest.
“Crab-hunting along the shore,
with torches. It is extremely amusing, I am told.”
“After horrid red things that
run sidewise and are full of legs!” The Marchesa
was disgusted.
“They are green when they run
about, mamma,” observed Beatrice. “I
believe it is the cooking that makes them red.
It will be delightful,” she added, turning to
San Miniato. “Does one walk?”
“Walk!” exclaimed the
Marchesa, a new horror rising before her mental vision.
“We go in boats,” said
San Miniato. “In the sail boat first and
then in a little one to find the crabs. I suppose,
Marchesa carissima, that Donna Beatrice may come
with me in the skiff, under your eye, if she is accompanied
by your maid?”
“Of course, my dear San Miniato!
Do you expect me to get into your little boat and
hunt for reptiles? Or do you expect that Beatrice
will renounce the amusement of getting wet and covered
with seaweed and thoroughly unpresentable?”
“And you, Donna Beatrice? Do you still
wish to come?”
“Yes. I just said so.”
“But that was at least a minute ago,”
answered San Miniato.
“Ah you think me
very changeable? You are mistaken. I will
go with you to find crabs to-night. Is that categorical?
Must you consult my mother to know what I mean?”
“It will not be necessary this
time,” replied the Count, quite unmoved.
“I think we understand each other.”
“I think so,” said Beatrice with a hard
smile.
The Marchesa was not much pleased
by the tone the conversation was taking. But
if Beatrice said disagreeable things, she said them
in a pleasant voice and with a moderately civil expression
of face, which constituted a concession, after all,
considering how she had behaved ever since the night
at Tragara, scarcely vouchsafing San Miniato a glance,
answering him by monosyllables and hardly ever addressing
him at all.
“My dear children,” said
the elder lady, affecting a tone she had not assumed
before, “I really hope that you mean to understand
each other, and will.”
“Oh yes, mamma!” assented
Beatrice with alacrity. “With you to help
us I am sure we shall come to a very remarkable understanding very
remarkable indeed!”
“With originality on your side,
and constancy on mine, we may accomplish much,”
said San Miniato, very blandly.
Beatrice laughed again.
“Translate originality as original
sin and constancy as the art of acting constantly!”
she retorted.
“Why?” enquired San Miniato
without losing his temper. He thought the question
would be hard to answer.
“Why not?” asked Beatrice.
“You will not deny me a little grain of original
sin, will you? It will make our life so much more
varied and amusing, and when I say that you act constantly I
only mean what you said of yourself, that you are
constant in your actions.”
“You so rarely spare me a compliment,
Donna Beatrice, that you must forgive me for not having
understood that one sooner. Accept my best thanks ”
“And agree to the expression
of my most distinguished sentiments, as the French
say at the end of a letter,” said Beatrice, rising.
“And now that I have complimented everybody,
and been civil, and pleased everybody, and have been
thanked and have taken all the original sin of the
party upon my own shoulders, I will go and have a
swim before breakfast. Good-bye, mamma.
Good-bye, Count.”
With a quick nod, she turned and left
them, and went in search of Teresina, whose duty it
was to accompany her to the bath. The maid was
unusually cheerful, though she had not failed to notice
the change in Beatrice’s manner which had taken
place since the day of the betrothal, and she understood
it well enough, as she had told Bastianello. Moreover
she pitied her young mistress sincerely and hated San
Miniato with all her heart; but she was so happy herself
that she could not possibly hide it.
“You are very glad that I am
to be married, Teresina,” said Beatrice as they
went out of the house together, the maid carrying a
large bag containing bathing things.
“I, Signorina? Do you ask
me the real truth? I do not know whether to be
glad or sorry. I pray you, Signorina, tell me
which I am to be.”
“Oh glad of course!”
returned Beatrice, with a bitter little laugh.
“A marriage should always be a matter for rejoicing.
Why should you not be glad like every one
else?”
“Like you, Signorina?”
asked Teresina with a glance at the young girl’s
face.
“Yes: Like me.”
And Beatrice laughed again in the same way.
“Very well, Signorina.
I will be as glad as you are. I shall find it
very easy.”
It was Beatrice’s turn to look
at her, which she did, rather suspiciously. It
was clear enough that the girl had her doubts.
“Just as glad as you are, Signorina,
and no more,” said Teresina again, in a lower
voice, as though she were speaking to herself.
Beatrice said nothing in answer.
As they reached the end of the path through the garden,
they saw Ruggiero and his brother sitting as usual
by the porter’s lodge. Both got up and came
quickly forward. Bastianello took the bag from
Teresina’s hand, and the maid and the two sailors
followed Beatrice at a little distance as she descended
the inclined tunnel.
It was pleasant, a few minutes later,
to lie in the cool clear water and look up at the
blue sky above and listen to the many sounds that came
across from the little harbour. Beatrice felt
a sense of rest for the first time in several days.
She loved the sea and all that belonged to it, for
she had been born within sight of it and had known
it since she had been a child, and she always came
back to it as to an element that understood her and
which she understood. She swam well and loved
the easy, fluent motion she felt in the exercise,
and she loved to lie on her back with arms extended
and upturned face, drinking in the light breeze and
the sunshine and the deep blue freshness of sky and
water.
While she was bathing Bastianello
and Teresina sat together behind the bathing-house,
but Ruggiero retired respectfully to a distance and
busied himself with giving his little boat a final
washing, mopping out the water with an old sponge,
which he passed again and again over each spot, as
though never satisfied with the result. He would
have thought it bad manners indeed to be too near
the bathing-place when Beatrice was in swimming.
But he kept an eye on Teresina, whom he could see talking
with his brother, and when she went into the cabin,
he knew that Beatrice had finished her bath, and he
found little more to do in cleaning the old tub, which
indeed, to a landsman’s eye, presented a decidedly
smart appearance in her new coat of white paint, with
a scarlet stripe. When he had finished, he sauntered
up to the wooden bridge that led to the bathing cabins
and sat down on the upper rail, hooking one foot behind
the lower one. Bastianello, momentarily separated
from Teresina, came and stood beside him.
“A couple of fenders would save
the new paint on her, if we are going for crabs,”
he observed, thoughtfully.
Ruggiero made that peculiar side motion
of the head which means assent and approval in the
south.
“And we will bring our own kettle
for the crabs, and get the milk from the hotel,”
continued the younger brother, who anticipated an extremely
pleasant evening in the society of Teresina. “And
I have told Saint Peter to bring the torches, because
he knows where to get them good,” added Bastianello
who did not expect Ruggiero to say anything. “What
time do we go?”
“Towards an hour and a half
of the night,” said Ruggiero, meaning two hours
after sunset. “Then the padroni will
have eaten and the rocks will be covered with crabs,
and the moon will not be yet risen. It will be
dark under Scutari till past midnight, and the crabs
will sit still under the torch, and we can take them
with our hands as we always do.”
“Of course,” answered
Bastianello, who was familiar with the sport, “one
knows that.”
“And I will tell you another
thing,” continued Ruggiero, who seemed to warm
with the subject. “You shall pull stroke
and I will pull bow. In that way you will be
near to Teresina and she will amuse herself the better,
for you and she can take the crabs while I hold the
torch.”
“And the Signorina and the Count
can sit together in the stern,” said Bastianello,
who seemed much pleased with the arrangement.
“The best crabs are between Scutari and the
natural arch.”
“One knows that,” assented
Ruggiero, and relapsed into silence.
Presently the door of the cabin opened
and Beatrice came out, her cheeks and eyes fresh and
bright from the sea. Of course Bastianello at
once ran to help Teresina wring out the wet things
and make up her bundle, and Beatrice came towards
Ruggiero, who took off his cap and stood bareheaded
in the sun as she went by, and then walked slowly behind
her, at a respectful distance. To reach the beginning
of the ascent they had to make their way through the
many boats hauled up beyond the slip upon the dry
sand. Beatrice gathered her light skirt in her
hand as she passed Ruggiero’s newly painted
skiff, for she was familiar enough with boats to know
that the oil might still be fresh.
“It is quite dry, Excellency,”
he said. “The boat belongs to me.”
Beatrice turned with a smile, looked
at it and then at Ruggiero.
“What did I tell you the other
day, Ruggiero?” she asked, still smiling.
“You were to call me Signorina. Do you remember?”
“Yes, Signorina. I beg pardon.”
Beatrice saw that Teresina had not
yet left the cabin with her bag, and that Bastianello
was loitering before the door, pretending or really
trying to help her.
“Do you know what Teresina has
been telling me, Ruggiero?” asked Beatrice,
stopping entirely and turning towards him as they stood
in the narrow way between Ruggiero’s boat and
the one lying next to her.
“Of Bastianello, Signorina?”
“Yes. That she wants to
marry him. She told me while I was dressing.
You know?”
“Yes, Signorina, and I laughed
when he told me the story the other day, over there
on the pier.”
“I heard you laughing, Ruggiero,”
answered Beatrice, remembering the unpleasant impression
she had received when she had looked down from the
terrace. His huge mirth had come up as a sort
of shock to her in the midst of her own trouble.
“Why did you laugh?” she asked.
“Must I tell you, Signorina?”
“Yes.”
“It was this. Bastianello
had a thought. He imagined to himself that I
loved Teresina I! ”
Ruggiero broke off in the sentence
and looked away. His voice shook with the deep
vibration that sometimes pleased Beatrice. He
paused a moment and then went on.
“I, who have quite other thoughts.
And so he said with himself, ‘Ruggiero loves
and is afraid to speak, but I will speak for him.’
But it was honest of him, Signorina, for he loved
her himself. And so he asked her for me first.
But she would not. And then, between one word
and another, they found out that they loved. And
I am very glad, for Teresina is a good girl as she
showed the other day in the garden, and the little
boy of the Son of the Fool saw it when she threw the
gold at that man’s feet ”
He stopped again, suddenly realising
what he was saying. But Beatrice, quick to suspect,
saw the look of pained embarrassment in his face and
almost guessed the truth. She grew pale by degrees.
“What man?” she asked shortly.
Ruggiero turned his head and looked
away from her, gazing out to seaward.
“What was the man’s name?”
she asked again with the stern intonation that anger
could give her voice.
Still Ruggiero would not speak.
But his white face told the truth well enough.
“On what day was it?”
she enquired, as though she meant to be answered.
“It was the day when you talked
with me about my name, Signorina.”
“At what time?”
“It must have been between midday and one o’clock.”
Beatrice remembered how on that day
San Miniato had given a shallow excuse for not remaining
to breakfast at that hour.
“And what was his name?” she now asked
for the third time.
“Excellency Signorina do
not ask me!” Ruggiero was not good at lying.
“It was the Conte di San
Miniato, Ruggiero,” said Beatrice in a low voice
that trembled with anger. Her face was now almost
as white as the sailor’s.
Ruggiero said nothing at first, but turned his head
away again.
“Per Dio!” he ejaculated
after a short pause. But there was no mistaking
the tone.
Beatrice turned away and with bent
head began to walk towards the ascent. She could
not help the gesture she made, clenching her hands
once fiercely and then opening them wide again; but
she thought no one could see her. Ruggiero saw,
and understood.
“She is saying to herself, ‘I
must marry that infamous animal,’” thought
Ruggiero. “But I do not think that she will
marry him.”
At the foot of the ascent, Beatrice
turned and looked back. Teresina and Bastianello
were coming quickly along the little wooden bridge,
but Ruggiero was close to her.
“You have not done me a good
service to-day, Ruggiero,” she said, but kindly,
dreading to wound him. “But it is my fault,
and I should not have pressed you as I did. Do
not let the thought trouble you.”
“I thank you, Signorina.
And it is true that this was not a good service, and
I could bite out my tongue because it was not.
But some Saint may give me grace to do you one more,
and that shall be very good.”
“Thank you, Ruggiero,”
said Beatrice, as the maid and the other sailor came
up.