A great multitude of people filled
the church, crowded together in the old black pews,
standing closely thronged in the nave and aisles,
pressing shoulder to shoulder even in the two chapels
on the right and left of the apse, a vast gathering
of pale men and women whose eyes were sad and in whose
faces was written the history of their nation.
The mighty shafts and pilasters of the Gothic edifice
rose like the stems of giant trees in a primeval forest
from a dusky undergrowth, spreading out and uniting
their stony branches far above in the upper gloom.
From the clerestory windows of the nave an uncertain
light descended halfway to the depths and seemed to
float upon the darkness below as oil upon the water
of a well. Over the western entrance the huge
fantastic organ bristled with blackened pipes and
dusty gilded ornaments of colossal size, like some
enormous kingly crown long forgotten in the lumber
room of the universe, tarnished and overlaid with the
dust of ages. Eastwards, before the rail which
separated the high altar from the people, wax torches,
so thick that a man might not span one of them with
both his hands, were set up at irregular intervals,
some taller, some shorter, burning with steady, golden
flames, each one surrounded with heavy funeral wreaths,
and each having a tablet below it, whereon were set
forth in the Bohemian idiom, the names, titles, and
qualities of him or her in whose memory it was lighted.
Innumerable lamps and tapers before the side altars
and under the strange canopied shrines at the bases
of the pillars, struggled ineffectually with the gloom,
shedding but a few sickly yellow rays upon the pallid
faces of the persons nearest to their light.
Suddenly the heavy vibration of a
single pedal note burst from the organ upon the breathing
silence, long drawn out, rich, voluminous, and imposing.
Presently, upon the massive bass, great chords grew
up, succeeding each other in a simple modulation,
rising then with the blare of trumpets and the simultaneous
crash of mixtures, fifteenths and coupled pedals to
a deafening peal, then subsiding quickly again and
terminating in one long sustained common chord.
And now, as the celebrant bowed at the lowest step
before the high altar, the voices of the innumerable
congregation joined the harmony of the organ, ringing
up to the groined roof in an ancient Slavonic melody,
melancholy and beautiful, and rendered yet more unlike
all other music by the undefinable character of the
Bohemian language, in which tones softer than those
of the softest southern tongue alternate so oddly with
rough gutturals and strident sibilants.
The Wanderer stood in the midst of
the throng, erect, taller than the men near him, holding
his head high, so that a little of the light from
the memorial torches reached his thoughtful, manly
face, making the noble and passionate features to
stand out clearly, while losing its power of illumination
in the dark beard and among the shadows of his hair.
His was a face such as Rembrandt would have painted,
seen under the light that Rembrandt loved best; for
the expression seemed to overcome the surrounding
gloom by its own luminous quality, while the deep
gray eyes were made almost black by the wide expansion
of the pupils; the dusky brows clearly defined the
boundary in the face between passion and thought,
and the pale forehead, by its slight recession into
the shade from its middle prominence, proclaimed the
man of heart, the man of faith, the man of devotion,
as well as the intuitive nature of the delicately
sensitive mind and the quick, elastic qualities of
the man’s finely organized, but nervous bodily
constitution. The long white fingers of one hand
stirred restlessly, twitching at the fur of his broad
lapel which was turned back across his chest, and from
time to time he drew a deep breath and sighed, not
painfully, but wearily and hopelessly, as a man sighs
who knows that his happiness is long past and that
his liberation from the burden of life is yet far off
in the future.
The celebrant reached the reading
of the Gospel and the men and women in the pews rose
to their feet. Still the singing of the long-drawn-out
stanzas of the hymn continued with unflagging devotion,
and still the deep accompaniment of the ancient organ
sustained the mighty chorus of voices. The Gospel
over, the people sank into their seats again, not
standing, as is the custom in some countries, until
the Creed had been said. Here and there, indeed,
a woman, perhaps a stranger in the country, remained
upon her feet, noticeable among the many figures seated
in the pews. The Wanderer, familiar with many
lands and many varying traditions of worship, unconsciously
noted these exceptions, looking with a vague curiosity
from one to the other. Then, all at once, his
tall frame shivered from head to foot, and his fingers
convulsively grasped the yielding sable on which they
lay.
She was there, the woman he had sought
so long, whose face he had not found in the cities
and dwellings of the living, neither her grave in
the silent communities of the dead. There, before
the uncouth monument of dark red marble beneath which
Tycho Brahe rests in peace, there she stood; not as
he had seen her last on that day when his senses had
left him in the delirium of his sickness, not in the
freshness of her bloom and of her dark loveliness,
but changed as he had dreamed in evil dreams that
death would have power to change her. The warm
olive of her cheek was turned to the hue of wax, the
soft shadows beneath her velvet eyes were deepened
and hardened, her expression, once yielding and changing
under the breath of thought and feeling as a field
of flowers when the west wind blows, was now set,
as though for ever, in a death-like fixity. The
delicate features were drawn and pinched, the nostrils
contracted, the colourless lips straightened out of
the lines of beauty into the mould of a lifeless mask.
It was the face of a dead woman, but it was her face
still, and the Wanderer knew it well; in the kingdom
of his soul the whole resistless commonwealth of the
emotions revolted together to dethrone death’s
regent sorrow, while the thrice-tempered
springs of passion, bent but not broken, stirred suddenly
in the palace of his body and shook the strong foundations
of his being.
During the seconds that followed,
his eyes were riveted upon the beloved head.
Then, as the Creed ended, the vision sank down and
was lost to his sight. She was seated now, and
the broad sea of humanity hid her from him, though
he raised himself the full height of his stature in
the effort to distinguish even the least part of her
head-dress. To move from his place was all but
impossible, though the fierce longing to be near her
bade him trample even upon the shoulders of the throng
to reach her, as men have done more than once to save
themselves from death by fire in crowded places.
Still the singing of the hymn continued, and would
continue, as he knew, until the moment of the Elevation.
He strained his hearing to catch the sounds that came
from the quarter where she sat. In a chorus of
a thousand singers he fancied that he could have distinguished
the tender, heart-stirring vibration of her tones.
Never woman sang, never could woman sing again, as
she had once sung, though her voice had been as soft
as it had been sweet, and tuned to vibrate in the
heart rather than in the ear. As the strains rose
and fell, the Wanderer bowed his head and closed his
eyes, listening, through the maze of sounds, for the
silvery ring of her magic note. Something he
heard at last, something that sent a thrill from his
ear to his heart, unless indeed his heart itself were
making music for his ears to hear. The impression
reached him fitfully, often interrupted and lost,
but as often renewing itself and reawakening in the
listener the certainty of recognition which he had
felt at the sight of the singer’s face.
He who loves with his whole soul has
a knowledge and a learning which surpass the wisdom
of those who spend their lives in the study of things
living or long dead, or never animate. They, indeed,
can construct the figure of a flower from the dried
web of a single leaf, or by the examination of a dusty
seed, and they can set up the scheme of life of a
shadowy mammoth out of a fragment of its skeleton,
or tell the story of hill and valley from the contemplation
of a handful of earth or of a broken pebble.
Often they are right, sometimes they are driven deeper
and deeper into error by the complicated imperfections
of their own science. But he who loves greatly
possesses in his intuition the capacities of all instruments
of observation which man has invented and applied
to his use. The lenses of his eyes can magnify
the infinitesimal detail to the dimensions of common
things, and bring objects to his vision from immeasurable
distances; the labyrinth of his ear can choose and
distinguish amidst the harmonies and the discords of
the world, muffling in its tortuous passages the reverberation
of ordinary sounds while multiplying a hundredfold
the faint tones of the one beloved voice. His
whole body and his whole intelligence form together
an instrument of exquisite sensibility whereby the
perceptions of his inmost soul are hourly tortured,
delighted, caught up into ecstasy, torn and crushed
by jealousy and fear, or plunged into the frigid waters
of despair.
The melancholy hymn resounded through
the vast church, but though the Wanderer stretched
the faculty of hearing to the utmost, he could no
longer find the note he sought amongst the vibrations
of the dank and heavy air. Then an irresistible
longing came upon him to turn and force his way through
the dense throng of men and women, to reach the aisle
and press past the huge pillar till he could slip between
the tombstone of the astronomer and the row of back
wooden seats. Once there, he should see her face
to face.
He turned, indeed, as he stood, and
he tried to move a few steps. On all sides curious
looks were directed upon him, but no one offered to
make way, and still the monotonous singing continued
until he felt himself deafened, as he faced the great
congregation.
“I am ill,” he said in
a low voice to those nearest to him. “Pray
let me pass!”
His face was white, indeed, and those
who heard his words believed him. A mild old
man raised his sad blue eyes, gazed at him, and while
trying to draw back, gently shook his head. A
pale woman, whose sickly features were half veiled
in the folds of a torn black shawl, moved as far as
she could, shrinking as the very poor and miserable
shrink when they are expected to make way before the
rich and the strong. A lad of fifteen stood upon
tiptoe to make himself even slighter than he was and
thus to widen the way, and the Wanderer found himself,
after repeated efforts, as much as two steps distant
from his former position. He was still trying
to divide the crowd when the music suddenly ceased,
and the tones of the organ died away far up under
the western window. It was the moment of the
Elevation, and the first silvery tinkling of the bell,
the people swayed a little, all those who were able
kneeling, and those whose movements were impeded by
the press of worshippers bending towards the altar
as a field of grain before the gale. The Wanderer
turned again and bowed himself with the rest, devoutly
and humbly, with half-closed eyes, as he strove to
collect and control his thoughts in the presence of
the chief mystery of his Faith. Three times the
tiny bell was rung, a pause followed, and thrice again
the clear jingle of the metal broke the solemn stillness.
Then once more the people stirred, and the soft sound
of their simultaneous motion was like a mighty sigh
breathed up from the secret vaults and the deep foundations
of the ancient church; again the pedal note of the
organ boomed through the nave and aisles, and again
the thousands of human voices took up the strain of
song.
The Wanderer glanced about him, measuring
the distance he must traverse to reach the monument
of the Danish astronomer and confronting it with the
short time which now remained before the end of the
Mass. He saw that in such a throng he would have
no chance of gaining the position he wished to occupy
in less than half an hour, and he had not but a scant
ten minutes at his disposal. He gave up the attempt
therefore, determining that when the celebration should
be over he would move forward with the crowd, trusting
to his superior stature and energy to keep him within
sight of the woman he sought, until both he and she
could meet, either just within or just without the
narrow entrance of the church.
Very soon the moment of action came.
The singing died away, the benediction was given,
the second Gospel was read, the priest and the people
repeated the Bohemian prayers, and all was over.
The countless heads began to move onward, the shuffling
of innumerable feet sent heavy, tuneless echoes through
vaulted space, broken every moment by the sharp, painful
cough of a suffering child whom no one could see in
the multitude, or by the dull thud of some heavy foot
striking against the wooden seats in the press.
The Wanderer moved forward with the rest. Reaching
the entrance of the pew where she had sat he was kept
back during a few seconds by the half dozen men and
women who were forcing their way out of it before
him. But at the farthest end, a figure clothed
in black was still kneeling. A moment more and
he might enter the pew and be at her side. One
of the other women dropped something before she was
out of the narrow space, and stooped, fumbling and
searching in the darkness. At the minute, the
slight, girlish figure rose swiftly and passed like
a shadow before the heavy marble monument. The
Wanderer saw that the pew was open at the other end,
and without heeding the woman who stood in his way,
he sprang upon the low seat, passed her, stepped to
the floor upon the other side and was out in the aisle
in a moment. Many persons had already left the
church and the space was comparatively free.
She was before him, gliding quickly
toward the door. Ere he could reach her, he saw
her touch the thick ice which filled the marble basin,
cross herself hurriedly and pass out. But he
had seen her face again, and he knew that he was not
mistaken. The thin, waxen features were as those
of the dead, but they were hers, nevertheless.
In an instant he could be by her side. But again
his progress was momentarily impeded by a number of
persons who were entering the building hastily to attend
the next Mass. Scarcely ten seconds later he
was out in the narrow and dismal passage which winds
between the north side of the Teyn Kirche and
the buildings behind the Kinsky Palace. The vast
buttresses and towers cast deep shadows below them,
and the blackened houses opposite absorb what remains
of the uncertain winter’s daylight. To the
left of the church a low arch spans the lane, affording
a covered communication between the north aisle and
the sacristy. To the right the open space is somewhat
broader, and three dark archways give access to as
many passages, leading in radiating directions and
under the old houses to the streets beyond.
The Wanderer stood upon the steps,
beneath the rich stone carvings which set forth the
Crucifixion over the door of the church, and his quick
eyes scanned everything within sight. To the left,
no figure resembling the one he sought was to be seen,
but on the right, he fancied that among a score of
persons now rapidly dispersing he could distinguish
just within one of the archways a moving shadow, black
against the blackness. In an instant he had crossed
the way and was hurrying through the gloom. Already
far before him, but visible and, as he believed, unmistakable,
the shade was speeding onward, light as mist, noiseless
as thought, but yet clearly to be seen and followed.
He cried aloud, as he ran,
“Beatrice! Beatrice!”
His strong voice echoed along the
dank walls and out into the court beyond. It
was intensely cold, and the still air carried the sound
clearly to the distance. She must have heard him,
she must have known his voice, but as she crossed
the open place, and the gray light fell upon her,
he could see that she did not raise her bent head nor
slacken her speed.
He ran on, sure of overtaking her
in the passage she had now entered, for she seemed
to be only walking, while he was pursuing her at a
headlong pace. But in the narrow tunnel, when
he reached it, she was not, though at the farther
end he imagined that the fold of a black garment was
just disappearing. He emerged into the street,
in which he could now see in both directions to a
distance of fifty yards or more. He was alone.
The rusty iron shutters of the little shops were all
barred and fastened, and every door within the range
of his vision was closed. He stood still in surprise
and listened. There was no sound to be heard,
not the grating of a lock, nor the tinkling of a bell,
nor the fall of a footstep.
He did not pause long, for he made
up his mind as to what he should do in the flash of
a moment’s intuition. It was physically
impossible that she should have disappeared into any
one of the houses which had their entrances within
the dark tunnel he had just traversed. Apart from
the presumptive impossibility of her being lodged
in such a quarter, there was the self-evident fact
that he must have heard the door opened and closed.
Secondly, she could not have turned to the right, for
in that direction the street was straight and without
any lateral exit, so that he must have seen her.
Therefore she must have gone to the left, since on
that side there was a narrow alley leading out of the
lane, at some distance from the point where he was
now standing too far, indeed, for her to
have reached it unnoticed, unless, as was possible,
he had been greatly deceived in the distance which
had lately separated her from him.
Without further hesitation, he turned
to the left. He found no one in the way, for
it was not yet noon, and at that hour the people were
either at their prayers or at their Sunday morning’s
potations, and the place was as deserted as a disused
cemetery. Still he hastened onward, never pausing
for breath, till he found himself all at once in the
great Ring. He knew the city well, but in his
race he had bestowed no attention upon the familiar
windings and turnings, thinking only of overtaking
the fleeting vision, no matter how, no matter where.
Now, on a sudden, the great, irregular square opened
before him, flanked on the one side by the fantastic
spires of the Teyn Church, and the blackened front
of the huge Kinsky Palace, on the other by the half-modern
Town Hall with its ancient tower, its beautiful porch,
and the graceful oriel which forms the apse of the
chapel in the second story.
One of the city watchmen, muffled
in his military overcoat, and conspicuous by the great
bunch of dark feathers that drooped from his black
hat, was standing idly at the corner from which the
Wanderer emerged. The latter thought of inquiring
whether the man had seen a lady pass, but the fellow’s
vacant stare convinced him that no questioning would
elicit a satisfactory answer. Moreover, as he
looked across the square he caught sight of a retreating
figure dressed in black, already at such a distance
as to make positive recognition impossible. In
his haste he found no time to convince himself that
no living woman could have thus outrun him, and he
instantly resumed his pursuit, gaining rapidly upon
her he was following. But it is not an easy matter
to overtake even a woman, when she has an advantage
of a couple of hundred yards, and when the race is
a short one. He passed the ancient astronomical
clock, just as the little bell was striking the third
quarter after eleven, but he did not raise his head
to watch the sad-faced apostles as they presented
their stiff figures in succession at the two square
windows. When the blackened cock under the small
Gothic arch above flapped his wooden wings and uttered
his melancholy crow, the Wanderer was already at the
corner of the little Ring, and he could see the object
of his pursuit disappearing before him into the Karlsgasse.
He noticed uneasily that the resemblance between the
woman he was following and the object of his loving
search seemed now to diminish, as in a bad dream,
as the distance between himself and her decreased.
But he held resolutely on, nearing her at every step,
round a sharp corner to the right, then to the left,
to the right again, and once more in the opposite
direction, always, as he knew, approaching the old
stone bridge. He was not a dozen paces behind
her as she turned quickly a third time to the right,
round the wall of the ancient house which faces the
little square over against the enormous buildings
comprising the Clementine Jesuit monastery and the
astronomical observatory. As he sprang past the
corner he saw the heavy door just closing and heard
the sharp resounding clang of its iron fastening.
The lady had disappeared, and he felt sure that she
had gone through that entrance.
He knew the house well, for it is
distinguished from all others in Prague, both by its
shape and its oddly ornamented, unnaturally narrow
front. It is built in the figure of an irregular
triangle, the blunt apex of one angle facing the little
square, the sides being erected on the one hand along
the Karlsgasse and on the other upon a narrow alley
which leads away towards the Jews’ quarter.
Overhanging passages are built out over this dim lane,
as though to facilitate the interior communications
of the dwelling, and in the shadow beneath them there
is a small door studded with iron nails which is invariably
shut. The main entrance takes in all the scant
breadth of the truncated angle which looks towards
the monastery. Immediately over it is a great
window, above that another, and, highest of all, under
the pointed gable, a round and unglazed aperture,
within which there is inky darkness. The windows
of the first and second stories are flanked by huge
figures of saints, standing forth in strangely contorted
attitudes, black with the dust of ages, black as all
old Prague is black, with the smoke of the brown Bohemian
coal, with the dark and unctuous mists of many autumns,
with the cruel, petrifying frosts of ten score winters.
He who knew the cities of men as few
have known them, knew also this house. Many a
time had he paused before it by day and by night,
wondering who lived within its massive, irregular walls,
behind those uncouth, barbarously sculptured saints
who kept their interminable watch high up by the lozenged
windows. He would know now. Since she whom
he sought had entered, he would enter too; and in some
corner of that dwelling which had long possessed a
mysterious attraction for his eyes, he would find
at last that being who held power over his heart, that
Beatrice whom he had learned to think of as dead, while
still believing that somewhere she must be yet alive,
that dear lady whom, dead or living, he loved beyond
all others, with a great love, passing words.