At Christmas-tide men and women with
soiled lives breathe alcoholic sighs and dare to glance
back into the dim corridors of their long agos.
Cronies, snug in an age of steam heat,
turn their warm backs upon to-day, swap white-Christmas
stories, and hanker with forefinger laid alongside
of nose for the base-burners and cold backs of the
good old days.
Not least upon the busy magnate’s
table is his shopping-list.
Evenings, six-dollar-a-week salesgirls
sit in their five-dollar-a-week hall-bedrooms, with
their aching feet in a tub of hot water and their
aching fingers busy with baby-ribboned coat-hangers
and silk needle-book tokens of Yuletide affection.
Even as it flowered in a manger the
Christmas spirit, a perennial lily upon the sooty
face of the world, blooms out of the slack heap of
men’s rife and strife.
In the hearts of children it is a
pod filled with their first happiness.
Down from a sky the color of cold
dish-water a cloak of swift snow fell upon the city,
muffling its voice like a hand held against its mouth.
Children who had never before beheld a white Christmas
leaped with the joy of it. A sudden army of men
with blue faces and no overcoats sprang full-grown
and armed with shovels, from out the storm. City
parks lay etched in sudden finery. Men coming
up out of the canon of Wall Street remembered that
it was Christmas and felt for bauble money.
At early dusk and through the white
dance of the white storm the city slid its four million
packs off its four million backs and turned homeward.
Pedestrians with the shopper’s light in their
eyes bent into the flurry and darted for surface cars
and subways. Commuters, laden with bundles and
with tickets between their teeth, rushed for early
trains.
Women with bearing-down bundles and
babies wedged through the crowd, fighting for trains
and place. Boys in cadet uniforms and boarding-school
girls, homeward bound, thrust forward their shining
faces as if into the to-morrow. A tight tangle
of business men passed single file through a trellised
gateway and on down to a lower level. A messenger
with a tipsy spray of holly stuck upright in his cap
whacked with a folded newspaper at a fellow-messenger’s
swift legs and darted in and around the knees of the
crowd. A prodigal hesitated, then bought a second-class
ticket for home. Two nuns hurried softly on missions
of Christmas.
The low thunder of a thousand feet:
tired feet, eager feet; flat feet; shabby feet; young
feet; callous feet; arched and archless feet.
Voices that rose like wind to a gale. A child
dragged by the arm and whimpering. A group of
shawled strangers interchanging sharp jargon.
Within the marble mausoleum of a waiting-room,
its benches lined with the kaleidoscopic faces of
the traveling public, a train-announcer bellowed a
pæan of tracks and stations.
At the onyx-and-nickel-plated periodical
stand men in passing snatched their evening paper
from off the stack of the counter, flopping down their
pennies as they ran. In the glow of a spray of
red and white electric bulbs, in a bower of the instant’s
pretty-girl periodical covers, and herself the most
vivid of them all, Miss Marjorie Clark caught a hastily
flung copper coin on the fly, her laughter mounting
with it.
“Whoops, la-la!”
“Good catch, kiddo.”
“Oh, you Charley-boy, who was you pitching for
last season?”
“The Reds, because that’s your color.”
“Say, if you’re going
to catch that four-eighteen you’ve got to break
somebody’s speed limit between here and track
ten. Run along, Charley-boy, and Merry Christmas.”
But Mr. Charles Scully swung to a
halt, poured his armful of packages into a wire basket
of six-city-postcard-views for ten cents, swung open
his overcoat with a sprinkling of snow on its slick-napped
velvet collar, lifted his small black mustache in
a smile.
“Black-eyes, I’d miss three trains for
you.”
“There’s not another until the four-forty.”
“I should worry. Anyway,
for all I know you’ve changed your mind and are
coming out with me to-night, little one.”
The quick blood ran up into her small
face, dyeing it, and she withdrew from his nearing
features.
“I have not! Gee! you’re
about as square as a doughnut, you are.”
“Jumping Juniper, can’t
a fellow miss his train just to wish a little beauty
like you a Merry Christmas? But on the level,
I want to take you out home with me to-night; honest
I do, little spitfire.”
“Crank up there, Charley-boy;
you got about thirty seconds to make that train in.”
“Gets you sore every time I
ask you out, don’t it, black-eyes? Talk
about your little tin saints!”
“Say, if you was any slicker you’d slide.”
“You can’t scare me with those black eyes.”
“Can’t I, my brave boy!
Say, you’d want to quarantine the dictionary
if you found smallpox in it, that’s how hard
you are to scare.”
“Well, of all the lines of talk,
if you ’ain’t got the greatest. Cute
is no name for you.”
“And say, the place where you
clerk must be a classy clothes-parlor, Charley-boy.”
“Right-o, little one. If
you ever pass by the Brown Haberdashery, on Twenty-third
Street, drop in, and I’ll buy you a lunch.”
“Tra-la! Where
did you get that checked suit? And I’ll
bet you flag the train out at Glendale, where you
live, with that tie. Oh, you Checkers!”
“Some class to me, eh, kiddo?”
“Oh, I wouldn’t say that.”
He leaned closer. His smile had
an uplift like a crescent and a slight depression
in his left cheek, too low for a dimple, twinkled when
he smiled, like an adjacent star.
“Take it from me, Queenie, these
glad rags are my stock in trade. In my line I
got to sport them. At home I’m all to the
overalls. If my boss was to see the old red wool
smoking-jacket I wear around the house, he’d
fire me for burlesquing the business.”
“Well, of all the nerve! Let go my hand.”
“Didn’t know I had it, little one.”
“And say, you give back that
kodak picture you swiped off me yesterday. I
don’t give my photographs out promiscuous.”
“That little snap-shot of you?
Nix, I will! I took that home and hung it in
a mother-of-pearl frame right over the parlor table.”
“Sure! And above the family
Bible, huh? I had a fellow once tell me he was
a bookmaker, and I was green enough then to beg him
to take me out and let me see him make ’em.
But I’ve learnt a thing or two about you and
your kind since then, Charley-boy.”
“You come out to-night and I’ll show it
to you myself.”
“Haven’t you got my number, yet, Cholly haven’t
you?”
“What is it, little one, number scared-cat?”
She flung him a glance over the hump
of one shoulder. Nineteen summers had breezed
lightly over her, and her lips were cherry-like, but
tilted slightly as if their fruit had been plucked
from the tree of sophistication.
“You bet your life I’m scared.”
“Why, out there in Glendale,
little one, you won’t meet your own shadow,
if that’s what’s hurting you.”
“You bet your life I won’t.”
“My old woman will fix you up all right.”
“Oh no, she won’t!”
“Aw, come on, kiddo. We’re
going to have a tree for the little brother, and the
old woman will be rigged up like a mast in her spotted
silk. Come on. Who’ll be any the wiser?”
Laughter and mockery rose to the surface
of her eyes, bubbled to her lips.
“Huh! What’s that
only-son stuff you gave me yesterday? All about
how you had to land a job in the city and make good
after your old man died, eh? How about your yesterday’s
line of talk?”
“I ”
“All about how mother’s
wandering boy found himself all plastered over with
the mortgage and worked nights to get out from under.
All about Aw, say, what’s the use?
But I always say to you fellows, ’Boys, cultivate
good memories; you need ’em.’ Little
brother! Ha, joke!”
“I aw I Little
brother’s what we call my sister Till’s
little red-headed kid. Aw, what what
you want to put me in bad for, sister? I’m
not so easy to trip up as you think I am.”
“Little brother! And say,
that’s a bottle of malted milk there in your
pocket that you’re taking out to him, ain’t
it? Sure it is.”
“This? Aw, this Say,
you haven’t got those snappy black eyes of yours
for nothing, have you? This bottle here in my
pocket, aw, this this is a bottle
of brandy for my old woman. First snow flurry
and her left foot begins to drag like a rag with rheumatism.”
Her laughter rose, and his confusion with it.
“Sure,” she cried.
“Aw aw, come on, Marjie.”
“Well, of all the nerve! My name’s
private property, it is.”
“It slipped. It said itself.
But, gee! I like it. Marjie! Some little
name.”
“Well, of all the nerve!”
“Come on, black-eyes. You’re
off at five and we’ll catch the five-eighteen.
Who’s going to be any the wiser? I got something
out there I want to tell you.”
“My hearing’s all right in the city.”
“It’s something I want
to whisper right where I can get next to that little
ear of yours.”
“You got a swell chance at that little ear of
mine, nix.”
“Stingy!”
“You bet your life I’m stingy.”
“It’s a white Christmas
for sure out where I live. Come on out and let
me show you a good time, little one.”
“I wish you was half as white
as this Christmas is. Honest, sometimes I says
to myself, I says, ain’t there just none of you
white? Has a girl like me got to keep dodging
all her life?”
“Come, sister, let’s catch the five-eighteen.”
“You better run along before
you get me all rubbed the wrong way. At five-eighteen
I’ll be buying my own meal ticket, let me tell
you that.”
“Then buy your own meal ticket,
if that’s what’s hurting you, little touchy,
and come out on the eight-eighteen. It’s
only a thirty-minute run; and if you say the word
I’ll be at the station with bells on to meet
you. Come on. I’ll show you the Christmas
Eve of your life. Be a sport, Marjie.”
“Yes, I always say, inviting
a girl to be a sport is a slick way of inviting her
to Hades. I’ve seen where being a sport
lands a girl, I have. I ain’t game, maybe,
but, thank God, I ain’t. Thank God, I ain’t,
is what I always say to them.”
“Well, of all the funny little propositions.”
“Well, there’s nothing funny about your
proposition.”
“You’re one funny little girl, but, gee!
I like you.”
There was that in his glance and the
white flash of his teeth and the pomaded air of geniality
about him that sent a quick network of thrills darting
through her; all her perceptions rose, and her color.
“Come on, little girl.”
“Oh,” she cried, clenching
her small tan hand, and a tempest of fury flashing
across her face, “you you fresh fellows
up-town here think just because you wear good clothes
and can hold down a decent job, that you you
can put up any kind of a proposition to a girl like
me. Oh oh, just every one of you!”
“Well, of all the little spitfires.”
“What do you think I am?
What does every one of you, up and down town, think
I am? Do I look like I was born yesterday?
Well, I wasn’t, or the day before or the day
before that. Honest to God, if I was a nice-appearing
fellow like you I’d be ashamed, I would.
I’d go out in the garden and eat worms, I would.”
He retreated before her scorn, but
smiling. “I’ll get you yet, you little
vix,” he said; “you pretty little
black-eyed vix, you; I’ll get you yet.’
“Like hell you will.”
“If you change your mind, come
out on the eight-eighteen, girlie. Two blocks
to the left of the station; the corner house with a
little weather-cock over the porch. Can’t
miss it. I’ll be drapin’ the tree
in tin fringe and wishing you were there.”
“Oh,” she cried, her voice
cracked spang across with a sob, “I I
just hate you!”
“No, you don’t,”
he said, smiling and gathering his parcels.
“Do.”
“Don’t.”
“Do.”
“What’s that on your wrist?”
“Where?”
“There. I thought you said you threw it
away.”
Her right hand flew to her left wrist
as if a welt lay there. “This, I huh I I
forgot I had it on. This this little
old bracelet you said you found in the Subway.
It it’s nothing but red celluloid,
anyway. I I nearly did throw it away.”
“You look just like a little
gipsy, you do, with that red comb in that black hair
of yours and that red bracelet on your little brown
arm. I’ll swear if I didn’t miss
my train by ten minutes the first time I seen you
standing here at this counter with those big black
eyes of yours shining out.”
“You’ll miss it again if you don’t
run away, Charley-boy.”
“Dare you to come along! I’ll wait
for the five-eighteen.”
“Don’t hold your breath till I do.”
“Dare you to come out on the
eight-eighteen! Say the word, and I’ll be
at the station.”
“I’ll see myself crazy with the blues
first.”
“You might as well come, kiddo, because I’ll
get you yet.”
“Try the soft-pedal stuff about
the kid and the Christmas tree on the girl at the
Glendale station. Maybe she hasn’t cut her
eye-teeth.”
A flush swept his face like quick
wind. “You’re a bum sport, all righty.”
“And you! Gee! if I was
to tell you what I think you are! If I was!”
She sank her teeth into her lower lip to keep it from
trembling, but smiled. “But I wouldn’t
take the trouble, Charley-boy honest, I
wouldn’t take the trouble.”
“I’ll get you yet, you
little vix,” he insisted, his white smile
flashing, and retreating into the crowd.
“You oh oh, you!”
She stood looking after him, head
backward and hip arched forward in the pose of Carmen’s
immortal defiance. But behind her flashing attitude
her heart rose to her throat and a warm gush of blood
to her face, betraying it.
When the illuminated hands of the
illuminated tower clock swung to the wide angle of
five o’clock, Miss Marjorie Clark and Miss Minnie
Bundt, from the fancy-fruit stand opposite, cast off
the brown cocoon of their workaday for the trim street
finery which the American shopgirl, to the stupefaction
of economists and theorists, can somehow evolve out
of eight dollars a week.
In the locker-room they met, the placid
sky-colored eyes of Miss Bundt meeting Miss Clark’s
in the wavy square of mirror.
“Snowing, ain’t it?”
“Yep.”
“Gee! that’s a nifty little hat, Min!
Where’d you get the pompon?”
“Five-and-Ten.”
“If it ’ain’t got the Avenue written
all over it.”
Silence.
“Want some my powder, Min? Pink.”
“Nope.”
“Want to want to
go to a movie to-night or or bum around
the stores?
It’s Christmas Eve.”
“Can’t.”
“Date?”
“Yep.”
Silence.
A flush rose to Miss Clark’s
face, darkening it. She adjusted her dyed-fur
tippet and a small imitation-fur cap at just the angle
which doubled its face value. Something seemed
to leap out from her eyes and then retreat behind
a smile and a squint.
“Say, Min, if my voice hurt
me like yours does, I’d rub salve on it,”
and went out, slamming the door behind her. But
a tear lay on the edge of her down-curved lashes,
threatening to ricochet down her smoothly powdered
cheek. She winked it in again. The station
swarm was close to her, jostling, kicking her ankles
in passing, buffeting.
From out the swift tide a figure without
an overcoat, and a cap vizor pulled well down over
his eyes, locked her arm from the rear, so that she
sprang about, releasing herself.
“For God’s sake, Blink,
cut the pussy-foot tread, will you? I’ve
jabbed with a hat-pin for less than that.”
“Merry Christmas, Marj.”
“Yes, I’m merry as a crutch. What
brought you around, Blink?”
“Can’t a fellow drop around to pick you
up?”
“Land that job?”
“Not a chance. What they
want down there is a rough-neck, not a gentleman rubber-down.
Say, take it from me; after a fellow has worked in
the high-class Turkish baths, Third Avenue joints ain’t
up to his tone no more. I got to have class,
kiddo. That’s why I got such a lean toward
you.”
“Cut that.”
“Come down to-night, Marj?”
“Where?”
“Harry’s.”
“Well, I guess not.”
“Buy you a dinner.”
“But you’re flat as your hand.”
He set up a jingling in his left pocket. “I
am, am I?”
“Well, I’m not going.”
“When you going to cut this comedy, Marj?”
“I’m not. I’m just beginning.”
“Breaking into high society, eh? Fine chance.”
“Yes, with the gang of you down
there hanging on like the plague, I got a swell chance,
nix.”
“It’s because we know
you too well, Marj. Knew you when you had two
black pigtails and used to carry a bucket into the
family entrance of Harry’s place, crying with
madness every time your old man sent you. Gad!
I can see you yet, sweetness, with your big black eyes
blacker than ever, and steering home your old man
from off a jamboree.”
“God! sometimes I wake up in
the night just like him and ma was still alive and
me and her was sitting there listening to him creak
up the stairs on his bad nights. I wake up, I
can tell you, in a sweat right in a sweat.”
“I knew you in them days, kiddo,
just like you knew me. That’s why you can’t
pull nothing over on a fellow, kiddo, that’s
had as many pulls on your all-day suckers as I have.
You’re a little quitter, you are, and sometimes
I think you’re out for bigger game.”
“It don’t mean because
a girl was born in the mud she’s got to stick
there, does it?”
“No, but she can’t pretend
she don’t know one of the old mud-turtles when
she sees one.”
“Mud-turtle is the right name.”
“The crowd has got your number,
all right, kiddo; they know you’re out after
bigger game. You’re a little turncoat, that’s
what they say about you.”
“Turncoat! Who wouldn’t
turn a coat they was ashamed of? I guess you all
don’t remember how I used to say, even back in
those years when I was taking tickets down at Lute’s
old Fourteenth Street Amusement Parlors, how when
my little minute came I was going to breeze away from
the gang down there?”
“I remember, all righty.”
“How I was going to get me a
job up-town here, where I could get in with a decent
crowd of girls, and not be known for the kind down
there that you and all of ’em knew I I
wasn’t.”
“Sure we knew.”
“Yes, but what good does that
do me? Can a dirty little yellow-haired snip
over in the Fancy Fruits give me the once-over and
a turn-down? She can. And why? Because
I ain’t certified. I come from a counterfeit
crowd, and who’s going to take the trouble to
find my number and see if it’s real?”
“Aw, now ”
“Didn’t a broken-down
old granny over in the Thirty-fourth Street house
where I roomed give me notice last week, because Addie
Lynch found me out one night and came to see me, lit
up like a Christmas tree?”
“That’s why I say, Marj,
stick to the old ones who know you.”
“Like May Pope used to say,
a girl might as well have the game as the name.”
“If I was a free man, Marj, I’d ”
“Where has the strait and narrow
got me to, I’d like to know? Sometimes
I think it’s nothing but a blind alley pushing
me back.”
“If I was a free man, Marj ”
“Let me meet a slick little
up-stage fellow that doesn’t have to look two
ways before he walks the wrong beat in daylight; let
me meet a fellow like that, and where does it get
me?”
“I’m no saint, Marj, but
there ain’t a beat in town I’d have to
look two ways on. Ask any cop ”
“Does the slick little up-stage
fellow get my number? He does not. I’d
like to see one of them ask that dirty little yellow-head
over in the Fancy Fruits to go home with him.
A little Nobody-Home like her, just because she was
raised in an amen corner of the Bronx and has a six-foot
master-mechanic brother to call for her every time
she works fifteen minutes later, she can wear her
hands crossed on her chest and a lily stuck in ’em
and get away with it, too.”
“You’re right, kiddo;
you got more sand than ten of such put together.”
“I’m as good as her and
better. I’m not so sure by a long shot that
any of those baby faces would say no if they was ever
invited to say yes. Watch out there, that cab,
Blink. Gee! your nerves are as steady as gelatin.”
They were veering through the crowds
and out into the soft flurry of the storm. Flakes
like pulled-out bits of cotton floated to their shoulders,
resting there. Seventh Avenue, for the instant
before the eye left the great Greek façade of the
Pennsylvania Terminal, was like a dream of Athens
seen through the dapple of white shadows. Immediately
the eye veered, however, the great cosmopolis formed
by street meeting avenue tore down the illusion.
Another block and second-hand clothing shops nudged
one another, their flapping wares for sale outside
them like clothes-wash on a line, empty arms and legs
gallivanting in the wind. A storm-car combed
through the driven snow, scuttling it and clearing
the tracks. Down another block the hot, spicy
smell of a Mexican dish floated out between the swinging
doors of an all-night bar. A man lurched out,
laughing and crying.
Marjorie Clark’s companion steered
her past and turned toward her, his twitching features
suddenly, and even through their looseness, softened.
“Poor kiddo!” he said.
“Just send them to me for reference. I can
do some tall vouching for you.”
“The way I feel lately sometimes,
honest, I think if I get to getting the indigoes much
deeper, there’s no telling where they’ll
land me. The game as well as the name ain’t
all poetry, let me tell you that.”
Through the fall of mild snow he could
see her face shining out darkly, and his bare, eager
fingers moved toward her arm, and except when the
spasmodic twitch locked his features, his face, too,
was thrust forward, keen and close to hers.
“I’ve been telling you that for five years,
girl.”
“Now don’t go getting me wrong, Blink.”
“If I was what the law calls
a free man, Marj, you know what kind of a proposition
I would have put up to you five years ago when I had
my health and my looks and ”
“If you want to make me sore,
just tune up on that old song. You ain’t
man enough to even get your own little kid out of the
clutches of a mother that’s pulling her down
to Hades with her. Take it from me, if there
wasn’t something in me that’s just sorry
for you, I wouldn’t walk these here blocks with
you. Sometimes when I look at you right hard,
Blink, honest, it looks to me like the coke’s
got you, Blink.”
“Now, Marjie ”
“You wouldn’t tell me if it had.
But you got the twitches, all righty.”
“It’s me nerves, Marj; me nerves and you.”
“Bah! you got about as much
backbone as a jellyfish. Blaming things on a
girl.”
“You took the backbone out of me, I tell you.”
“Oh no, I didn’t; it’s been missing
since your first birthday.”
“Eating out my heart and vitals
for you and your confounded highfalutin amen notions.”
“Before you ever clapped eyes
on me you was more famous for your arm muscle than
your backbone. I guess I don’t remember
how your own mother told me the very day before she
died how she tried on her old knees to keep you out
of a marriage with that woman. All that happened
way back in the days when you had your muscles and
was head rubber-down at Herschey’s. You
knew her kind when you did it, and now why ain’t
you man enough to blame yourself for what you are
instead of blaming the girl? Gee!”
“I didn’t mean it, Marj.
It slipped. S’help me, I didn’t.
Sometimes I just don’t know what I’m saying,
Marj; that’s how my mind kinda gets sometimes.
All fuzzed over like.”
“What’s the odds what
you say, Blink? You’re just not man-size,
I guess.”
She was a bleak little figure bowing
into the wind, her tippet flapping back over one shoulder.
“I ain’t, ain’t
I? I ’ain’t gone through a living
hell sitting on the water-wagon for you, have I?”
“Try to keep from twitching
that way, Blink. You give me the horrors.”
“I ’ain’t cut out
playing stakes, have I? Gad! I can live from
Sunday to Sunday on a pick-up from a little gamble
here and a little gamble there. But when you
hollered, I didn’t cut it and begin to work up
muscle to get back on the job again, did I? I
didn’t, did I?”
“You can’t pump that into me, Blink.”
His voice narrowed to a nasal quality.
“I didn’t send her and the kid a whole
Christmas box like you wanted me to, did I? I
didn’t stick a brand-new fiver in the black-silk-dress
pattern, knowing all the while she’d have it
drunk up before she opened the creases out. I
didn’t, did I?”
They were approaching the intersection
of a wide and white-lighted cross-town street.
The snowfall had lightened. Marjorie Clark let
her gaze rest for the moment upon her companion, and
her voice seemed suddenly to nestle deep in her throat.
“Gee! Blink, if I thought
any of the the uplift stuff I’ve tried
to pump into you had seeped in. Gee! if I could
think that, Blink!”
Tears lay close to the surface of
her words, and his lean face was thrust farther forward
in affirmation.
“It has, Marj. All I got
to do is to think of you and those big black eyes
of yours shining, and I could lead a water-wagon parade.”
“It’s the habits, Blink,
you got to watch most. For a minute to-night
you looked like coke and and it scared me.
Don’t let the coke get you, Blink. For
God’s sake, don’t!”
“I sent her a fiver, Marj, and
a black silk, and a doll with real hair for the kid.
Y’oughtta seen, Marj, real hair on it.”
“That was fine, Blink. Fine!”
“Where you going? Aw, come,
Marj. For the love of Mike, you’re not
going.”
“Yes, yes. I got to go.
This is Twenty-second Street, my corner. That’s
where I room; that fourth house to the right.
That dark one. I got to go.”
“Where?”
“Where do you s’pose? Home.”
“What’s doin’ there?”
“N-nothing.”
“Whatta you going to do Christmas
Eve? Sit in your two-by-four and twiddle your
thumbs?”
Immediate sobs rose in her throat.
“Lord!” she said, “I dun’no’!
I dun’no’!”
He set up the jangling again. “It’s
Christmas Eve, Marj.”
“That’s right, rub it in,” and looked
away from him.
“Come, Marj, don’t leave
me high and dry like this. Come, I’ll blow
you to a little supper, kiddo. I got a couple
of meal tickets coming to me down at Harry’s
on some ivories I threw last night.”
“Dice! And after the line
of talk you just tried to make me swallow. Did
I believe it? I did not!”
“No stakes, Marj. Just
for a couple of meal tickets we tossed. Come,
girl, you ’ain’t been down to Harry’s
for months; you won’t get your halo mussed from
one time. It’s Christmas Eve, Marj.”
“I heard you the first time.”
“If I got to go it alone to-night,
Marj, it’ll be the wettest Christmas I ever
spent, it will. I’ll pickle this Christmas
Eve like it was never pickled before, I will.”
“Aren’t you no man at
all, threatening like that? Just no man at all?”
“I tell you if I got to go it
alone to-night, I won’t be. I’m crazy
enough to tear things wide open.”
“A line of talk like that will
send me home quicker than anything, if you want to
know it.” She turned her face away and toward
the dark aisle of the side street.
“I didn’t mean it, Marj.”
“I hate whining.”
“Don’t go, girl.
Don’t. Don’t give me the horrors and
leave me alone to-night, Marj.”
She moved slowly into the gloom of
the cross-town street. Solemn rows of blank-faced
houses flanked it. Wind slewed as through a canon,
whistling in high pitch.
“Gee!”
“Fine little joy lane for your
Christmas Eve, eh? Don’t go, Marj.
Have a heart and be a sport. Let me blow you
to a supper down at Harry’s for old times’
sake. Didn’t you promise my old woman to
keep an eye on me? Didn’t you? For
old times’ sake, Marj. It’s Christmas.”
She stood shivering and gazing down
into the black throat of the street.
“It’ll be a merry evening
in that two-by-four of yours, won’t it?
Look at it down there. Cheerful, ain’t
it?”
Tears formed in a glaze over her eyes.
“Be a sport, Marj.”
“All right Blink!”
At the family entrance to Harry’s
place, and just around the corner from the main entrance
of knee-high swinging doors and a broadside of frosted
plate-glass front, a bead of gas burned sullenly through
a red globe, winking, so to speak, at all who would
enter there under cover of its murk.
Women with faces the fatty white of
jade, and lips that might have kissed blood, slipped
from the dark tide of the side street into the entrance.
Furtive couples rose out of the night: the men,
lean as laths, collars turned up and caps drawn down;
girls, some with red lights and some with no lights
in their eyes, and most of them with too red lips of
too few curves, and all of them with chalk-colored
powder laid on over the golden pollen of youth.
Within Harry’s place, Christmas
found little enough berth except that above the great
soaped-over mirror at the far end of the room a holly
wreath dangled from the tarnished gilt frame and against
the clouded-over glass a forefinger had etched a careless
Merry Christmas.
At tables set so close that waiters
side-stepped between them, the habitues of Harry’s
place dined wined, too, but mostly out of
uncovered steins or two-inch stemless glasses.
And here and there at smaller tables a solitary figure
with a seer’s light in his eyes sipped his greenish
milk!
An electric piano, its shallow tones
undigested by the crowded room, played in response
to whomsoever slipped a coin into its maw. Kicked-up
sawdust lay in the air like flakes.
From her table near the door Miss
Marjorie Clark pushed from her a litter of half-tasted
dishes and sent her dark glance out over the room.
A few pairs of too sinuous dancers circled a small
clearing around the electric piano. Waiters with
fans of foam-drifting steins clutched between fingers
jostled them in passing. At a small table adjoining,
a girl slept in her arms. Two more entered, elbow
in elbow, and directly a youth in a wide-striped wool
sweater muffled high to his teeth, and features that
in spite of himself would twitch and twitch again.
“Hi, Blink,” he said in passing.
“Hi.”
Reader, your heart lifted up and glowing
with Yuletide and good-will toward men, turn not in
warranted nausea from the reek of Harry’s place.
Mere plants can love the light and turn to it, but
have not the beautiful mercy to share their loveliness
with foul places. The human heart is a finer
work. It can, if it will, turn its white light
upon darkness, so that out of it even a single seed
may take heart and grow. A fastidious olfactory
nerve has no right to dominion over the quality of
mercy. The heart should keep its thousand doors
all open, each heart-string a latch-string, and each
latch-string out.
Marjorie Clark met her companion’s
eyes above the rim of his stein. “Looks
more like hell on a busy day down here than like Christmas
Eve, don’t it?”
He was warmed, and the tight skin
had softened as dried fruit expands in water.
“Ah-h-h, but I feel better, kiddo.”
“That’s three steins you’ve
had, Blink. And there’s no telling what
you filled up on those three times you went out.”
“It’s Christmas Eve, kiddo.
What kind of a good time do you want for your money?
A Christmas tree trimmed in tin angels?”
“Do I? You just bet your life I do.”
“Then let me get it for you,
sugar-plum. You just stick to me to-night and
you can have any little thing your heart desires.
Here, waiter.” And he jingled again in
the depths of his pocket.
“If you want to lose my company
double quick, just you order another stein. Just
look at you seeing double already.”
“I’m all right, baby; never felt better
in my life.”
“You caught me when I was down
and blue, didn’t you, and pumped me full of
a lot of Sunday-school talk, that’s what you
did. And I was fool enough to get soft and come
down here with you, I was! But I felt it in my
bones you was lying. I knew I was right about
the coke. I seen you throw a high sign to that
twitching guy in the striped sweater. I knew I
was right. God, I I just knew.”
He leaned for her hand. “Little
bittsie, black-eyed baby, you got me wrong.”
“Ugh-h! Quit! Let go!”
He straightened, regarding her solemnly
and controlling the slight swaying of his figure.
“I’m a gentleman.”
Her laugh was more of a cough.
“There ain’t no such animal.”
“There ain’t? I seen
you trying to rope one to-day, all righty. I seen
you.”
“You what?”
“Sure I did. The slick guy in checks.”
“You ”
“Sure I seen you. I was
loafing around the station a whole hour before you
seen me to-day, baby doll. I seen the whole show.
Grabbed the slick little Checkers right out of the
line, didn’t you? Bowled him over with
those black eyes of yours. Went for him right
like he was a stick of candy and you was licking it,
eh? Pretty slick to take in a big eyeful like
that, wasn’t I? Some little Checkers, he
was.”
Red leaped to her face. “Cut that!”
“Gad! what you mad about, kiddo? Gentleman
friend, eh?”
“You just cut that talk, and double quick, too.”
“After bigger game, eh, kiddo?”
“Fine chance.”
“Not good enough down here, eh?”
“No, if you want to know it. No.”
“He liked you, kiddo.”
“Yes, he liked me. He liked
me, all righty, like they all do. God! if I’d
ever run across a fellow that was on the level with
me, I’d get the hysterics right in his face,
I would. Right in his face!”
“I’m on the level, Marj, only ”
“You try to begin that, now.”
“I am, and you know it.”
“You’re about as straight as a horseshoe.”
“I may backslide now and then, sweetness, but ”
“There’s no backsliding
for you any more, Blink. After that Gregory raid
business you slid back as far in my mind as a fellow
can slide.”
He drained his glass, and this time
caught his sway a bit too late. “Forget
that, kiddo.”
“I can’t. It was
that showed me plainer than all that went before how
I was wasting my time working over you.”
“’Ain’t I got something
on you, too, peaches? But you don’t hear
me throwing it up to you, do you? ’Ain’t
I got Checkers on you?”
“You ”
“But I ain’t blaming you. Come, Marj,
let’s swap our real names.”
“What?”
“Sure, I ain’t blaming
you. Only be on the level, girl be
on the level. If it’s big fry you’re
after, and we don’t measure up down here, say
so.”
“You I think you’re crazy,
Blink.”
“I know life, kiddo. I’ve
used up thirty years of my lease on it getting wise
to it. Come now, is it Checkers, queenie?
What’s your game?”
She leaned forward, looking him evenly
between the eyes, but her lips seared as if from his
hot insult. “You take that back.”
“What you green around the gills
for, kiddo? Didn’t you say yourself that
the name and the game come together in the same package?
I ain’t arguing it with you.”
“You take it back, I said.”
He laughed and flecked his fingers
for a waiter, flinging out his legs at full length
alongside the table. “You’re a clever
little girl, Marj, and I’ve got to hand it to
you. Another stein there, waiter, and one for
the girl; she needs it.”
“I’ll spill it right out if it comes.”
“Lord! what you so sheety-looking
for? White with temper and green at the gills,
eh? Gad! I like you that way. I like
you for your temper, and if you want to know it, I
like you for every blamed thing about you.”
“You quit! Let
go! Let go, I say! Ug-gh!” Her lips,
with the greenish auro about them, would only
move stiffly, and she pushed back from the table only
half articulate. “Let me pass please.”
“Where you going, peaches?”
He reached for her hand. “You mad, Marj?
I didn’t mean to get you sore.”
“N-no, Blink.”
“You beauty, you.”
“’Sh-h-h!”
“Gad! but I like you. Sit
down, Marj, I got a new proposition to put to you.
I can talk big money, girl.”
“Don’t Blink.”
“Sit down, girl. Harry don’t stand
for no stage stuff in here no more.”
“I ”
“I got a new proposition, girl.
One that’ll make Checkers look like thirty cents.
A white proposition, too, Marj. A baby could listen
to it.”
“Yes, yes, Blink, but not now.
When you get lit up you you oughtn’t
begin to dream about those millionaire propositions,
Blink. Try and keep your wits.”
“A baby could listen to this
here proposition, Marj. And big money, too, Marj.
It’s diamonds for you.”
Somehow with her lips she smiled down
at him, and did not tug for the release of her hand.
Dallied for the instant instead.
“You’re lit up, Blink.”
“Some big guns in Wall Street,
Marj, are after me, Marj, with a million-dollar proposition.
I ”
“Yes, yes, but wait a minute,
Blink. I’ll be back.” She even
lay a pat on his shoulder and slid past him lightly.
“In a minute, Blink.”
“Hurry,” he said, his
smile broken by a swift twitch of feature, and raising
his fresh stein.
Once out of his vision, she veered
sharply and in a bath of fear darted toward the small
hallway, with its red bead of gaslight burning on and
flickering against the two panels of colored glass
in the dingy brown door.
Outside, the flakes had ceased and
the sinister-looking side street lay in a white hush,
a single line of scraggly footsteps crunched into the
snow of the sidewalk. A clock from a sky-scraping
tower rang out eight, its echoes singing like anvils
in the sharp, thin air. On the cross-town street
the shops were full of light and activity, crowds wedging
in and out. Marjorie Clark pulled at her strength
and ran.
At the Twenty-second Street corner
she paused for the merest moment for breath and for
a quick glance into the dark lane of the diverging
street. The double row of stone houses, blank-faced
and shouldering one another like paper dolls cut from
a folded newspaper, stood back indistinctly against
the night, most of the high stoops cushioned in untrod
snow, the fourth of them from the right, lean-looking
and undistinguished, except that the ash-can at its
curb was a glorified urn of snow.
As she stood there the ache in Marjorie
Clark’s throat threatened to become articulate.
She took up her swift pace again, but onward.
Ten minutes later, within the great
heated mausoleum of the Pennsylvania Terminal, she
bought a ticket for Glendale. On track ten the
eight-eighteen had already made its first jerk outward
as she made her dash for it.
In the spick swaddling clothes of
new-laid snow, its roadways and garden beds, macadamized
streets and runty lanes all of one identity, Glendale
lay in a miniature valley beneath the railroad elevation;
meandered down a slight hillside and out toward the
open country.
Immediately removed from the steep
flight of stairs leading down from the gabled station,
small houses with roofs that wore the snow like coolies’
hoods appeared in uncertain ranks forming uncertain
streets. Lights gleamed in frequent windows,
throwing squares of gold-colored light in the snow.
Here and there where shades were drawn
the grotesque shadow of a fir-tree stood against the
window; silhouettes moved past. Picket fences
marched crookedly along. At each intersection
of streets a white arc-light dangled, hissing and
spreading its radiance to the very stoops of adjoining
houses.
Two blocks from the left of the station
Marjorie Clark paused in the white shower of one of
these arc-lights. The wind had hauled around to
the north and its raw breath galloped across the open
country, stinging her.
Across the street, diagonal, a low
house of too many angles, the snow banked in a high
drift across its north flank, stood well back in shadow,
except that on the peak of its small veranda, and clearly
defined by the arc-light, a weather-vane spun to the
gale.
Marjorie Clark ducked her head to
the onslaught of wind and crossed the street, kicking
up a fine flurry of snow before her. A convoy
of trees stood in military precision down the quiet
avenue, their bare branches embracing her in immediate
shadows. The gate creaked when she drew it backward,
scraping outward and upon the sidewalk a hill of loose
snow. Before that small house a garden lay tucked
beneath its blanket, a scrawny line of hedge fluted
with snow inclosing it and a few stalks that would
presently flower. The hood of the dark veranda,
surmounted with its high ruche of snow, seemed to
incline, invitational.
Yet when Marjorie Clark pulled out
the old-fashioned bell-handle her face sickened as
she stood and she was down the steps again, the tightness
squeezing her throat, her gloved hands fumbling the
gate latch, and her knee flung against it, pressing
it outward.
In the moment of her most frenzied
attitude a golden patch of light from an opened door
streamed out and over her. In its radiance a woman’s
wide-bosomed, wide-hipped silhouette, hand bent in
a vizor over her eyes, leaned forward, and, rushing
past her and down the plushy steps, the bareheaded
figure of Mr. Charley Scully, a red and antiquated
red wool indoor jacket flying to the wind, and a forelock
of his shiny hair lifted.
“Marjie!”
She backed against the gate.
“Marj! Marjie?”
“I No, no I I ”
“Why, little one! Marjie! Marjie!”
“I No no ”
But her inertia was of no moment,
and very presently, Charles Scully’s strong
right arm propelling her, she was in the warm, bright-lighted
hallway, its door closing her in and the wide-bosomed,
wide-hipped figure in spotted silk fumbling the throat
fastenings of her jacket, and the stooped form of
Charley Scully dragging off her thin rubber shoes.
“Whew! they’re soaking
wet, ma. Get her a pair of Till’s slippers
or something.”
“Don’t jerk the child like that, son.
Pull ’em off easy.”
Through glazed eyes Marjorie Clark,
balancing herself first on one foot, then the other,
the spotted silk arm half sustaining her, could glimpse
the scene of an adjoining room: a fir-tree standing
against a drawn window-blind half hung in tinsel fringe,
and abandoned in the very act of being draped; a woman
and a child stooping at its base. Above a carved
black-walnut table and from a mother-of-pearl frame,
a small amateur photograph of Marjorie Clark smiled
out at herself.
The figure in spotted silk dragged
off the wet jacket and hurried with it toward the
rear of the hallway, her left foot dragging slightly.
“Just a second, dearie-child,
until I find dry things for you. Son, stop fussing
around the lamb until she gets rested.”
But on the first instant of the two
of them standing alone there in the little hallway,
Charley Scully turned swiftly to Marjorie Clark, catching
up her small hand. His eyes carried the iridescence
of bronze.
“Marjie,” he said, “to why,
to think you’d come! Why why,
little Marjie!”
“I oh, Charley-boy, I ”
“What, little one? What?”
“I I dun’no’.”
“What is it, hon? Ain’t you as glad
as I am?”
“I dun’no’, only I I I’m
scared, Charley scared, I guess.”
“Why, you just never was so safe, Marjie, as
now you just never was!”
She could not meet the eloquence of
his eyes, but his smile was so near that the tightness
at her throat seemed suddenly to thaw.
“Charley-boy,” she said.
But at the sound of returning footsteps
she sprang backward, clasping her hands behind her.
A copper-haired woman with a copper-haired child in
the curve of her arm moved through the lighted front
room and toward them. Her smile was upturned,
with a dimple low in one cheek, like a star in the
cradle of a crescent moon. Charley Scully turned
his vivid face toward her.
“Till,” he cried, “she come, anyway.
Looka, she’s come!”
“Yes, I I’ve
come,” said Marjorie Clark. There was a
layer of hysteria in her voice.