Romance has more lives than a cat.
Crushed to earth beneath the double-tube, non-skiddable
tires of a sixty-horse-power limousine, she allows
her prancing steed to die in the dust of yesterday
and elopes with the chauffeur.
Love has transferred his activities
from the garden to the electric-heated taxi-cab and
suffers fewer colds in the head. No, romance
is not dead only reincarnated; she rode
away in divided skirt and side-saddle, and motored
back in goggles. The tree-bark messages of the
lovers of Arden are the fifty-word night letters of
to-day.
The first editions of the Iliad were
writ in the tenderest flesh parts of men’s hearts,
and truly enough did Moses blast his sublime messages
out of the marble of all time; but why bury romance
with the typewriter as a headstone?
Why, indeed when up in
the ninth-floor offices of A. L. Gregory, stenographers
and expert typewriters Miss Goldie Flint,
with hair the color of heat-lightning, and wrists
that jangled to the rolled-gold music of three bracelets,
could tick-tack a hundred-word-a-minute love scene
that was destined, after her neat carbon copies were
distributed, to wring tears, laughter, and two dollars
each from a tired-business-man audience.
Why, indeed, when the same slow fires
that burned in Giaconda’s upslanted eyes and
made the world her lover lay deep in Goldie’s
own and invariably won her a seat in the six-o’clock
Subway rush, and a bold, bad, flirtatious stare if
she ventured to look above the third button of a man’s
coat.
Goldie Flint, beneath whose too-openwork
shirt-waist fluttered a heart the tempo of which was
love of life and love of life on eight dollars
a week and ninety per cent. impure food, and a hall-room,
more specifically a standing room, is like a pink
rose-bush that grows in a slack heap and begs its
warmth from ashes.
Goldie, however, up in her ninth-floor
offices, and bent to an angle of forty-five degrees
over the denouement of white-slave drama that promised
a standing-room-only run and the free advertising of
censorship, had little time or concern for her various
atrophies.
It was nearly six o’clock, and
she wanted half a yard of pink tulle before the shops
closed. Besides, hers were the problems of the
six-million-dollar incorporateds, who hire girls for
six dollars a week; for the small-eyed, large-diamoned
birds of prey who haunt the glove-counters and lace
departments of the six-million-dollar incorporateds
with invitations to dinner; and for the night courts,
which are struggling to stanch the open gap of the
social wound with medicated gauze instead of a tight
tourniquet.
A yard of pink tulle cut to advantage
would make a fresh yoke that would brighten even a
three-year-old, gasolene-cleaned blouse. Harry
Trimp liked pink tulle. Most Harry Trimps do.
At twenty minutes before six the lead-colored
dusk of January crowded into the Gregory typewriting
office so thick that the two figures before the two
typewriters faded into the veil of gloom like a Corot
landscape faints into its own mist.
Miss Flint ripped the final sheet
of her second act from the roll of her machine, reached
out a dim arm that was noisy with bracelets, and clicked
on the lights. The two figures at the typewriters,
the stationary wash-stand in the corner, a roll-top
desk, and the heat-lightning tints in Miss Flint’s
hair sprang out in the jaundiced low candle-power.
“I’m done the second act, Miss Gregory.
May I go now?”
Miss Flint’s eyes were shining
with the love-of-life lamps, the mica powder of romance,
and a brilliant anticipation of Harry Trimp. Miss
Gregory’s were twenty years older and dulled
like glass when you breathed on it.
“Yes; if you got to go I guess you can.”
“Ain’t it a swell play,
Miss Gregory? Ain’t it grand where he pushes
her to the edge of the bridge and she throws herself
down and hugs his knees?”
“Did you red ink your stage
directions in, with the margin wide, like he wants?
He was fussy about the first act.”
“Yes’m; and say, ain’t
it a swell name for a show ’The Last
of the Dee-Moolans’? Give me a show to
do every time, and you can have all your contracts
and statements and multigraph letters. Those love
stories that long, narrow fellow brings in are swell
to do, too, if he wa’n’t such an old grouch
about punctuation. Give me stuff that has some
reading in it every time!”
Miss Gregory sniffed the
realistic, acidulated sniff of unloved forty and a
thin nose.
“The sooner you quit curlin’
your side-hair and begin to learn that life’s
made up of statements and multigraphs, instead of love
scenes on papier-mâche bridges and
flashy fellows in checked suits and get-rich-quick
schemes, the better off you’re going to be.”
The light in Goldie’s face died
out as suddenly as a Jack-o’-lantern when you
blow on the taper.
“Aw, Miss Greg-or-ee!”
Her voice was the downscale wail of an oboe.
“Whatta you always picking on Harry Trimp for?
He ain’t ever done anything to you and
you said yourself when he brought them circular letters
in that he was one handsome kid.”
“Just the same, I knew when
he came in here the second time hanging round you
with them blue eyes and black lashes, and that batch
of get-rich-quick letters, he was as phony as his
scarf-pin.”
“I glory in a fellow’s
spunk that can give up a clerking job and strike out
for hisself that’s what I do!”
“He was fired that’s
how he started out for himself. Ask Mae Pope;
she knows a thing or two about him.”
“Aw, Miss ”
“Wait until you have been dealing
with them as long as I have! Once get a line
on a man’s correspondence, and you can see through
him as easy as through a looking-glass with the mercury
rubbed off.”
The walls of Jericho fell at the blast
of a ram’s horn. Not so Miss Flint’s
frailer fortifications.
“The minute a fellow that doesn’t
belong to the society of pikers and gets a three-figure
salary comes along, and can take a girl to a restaurant
where they begin with horse-doovries instead of wiping
your cutlery on the table-cloth and deciding whether
you want the ‘and’ with your ham fried
or scrambled the minute a fellow like that
comes along and learns one of us girls that taxi-cabs
was made for something besides dodging, and pink roses
for something besides florist windows that
minute they put on another white-slave play, and your
friends begin to recite the doxology to music.
Gee! It’s fierce!”
“Gimme that second act, Goldie.
Thank Gawd I can say that in all my years of experience
I’ve never been made a fool of: and, if
I do say it, I had chances in my time!”
“You you’re the safest girl
I know, Miss Gregory.”
“What?”
“You’re safe if you know the ropes, Miss
Gregory.”
“What did you do with the Rheinhardt
statement, Goldie? He’ll be in for it any
minute.”
“It’s in your left-hand
drawer, along with those contracts, Miss Gregory.
I made two carbons.”
Miss Flint slid into her pressed-plush
fourteen-dollar-and-a-half copy of a fourteen-hundred-fifty-dollar
unborn-lamb coat, pulled her curls out from under
the brim of her tight hat, and clasped a dyed-rat tippet
about her neck so that her face flowered above it like
a small rose out of its calyx.
The Bacon-Shakespeare controversy,
the Fifth Dimension, and the American Shopgirl and
How She Does Not Look It on Six Dollars a Week, and
Milk-Chocolate Lunches are still the subjects that
are flung like serpentine confetti across the pink
candle-shades of four-fork dinners, and are wound
like red tape round Uplift Societies and Ladies’
Culture Clubs.
Yet Goldie flourished on milk-chocolate
lunches like the baby-food infants on the backs of
magazines flourish on an add-hot-water-and-serve,
twenty-five-cents-a-can substitute for motherhood.
“Good night, Miss Gregory.”
“Night!”
Goldie closed the door softly behind
her as though tiptoeing away from the buzzing gnats
of an eight-hour day. Simultaneously across the
hall the ground-glass door of the Underwriters’
Realty Company swung open with a gust, and Mr. Eddie
Bopp, clerk, celibate, and aspirant for the beyond
of each state, bowed himself directly in Goldie’s
path.
“Ed-die! Ain’t you
early to-night, though! Since when are you keeping
board-of-directors hours?”
“I been watching for you, Goldie.”
Eddie needs no introduction.
He solicits coffee orders at your door. The shipping-clerks
and dustless-broom agents and lottery-ticket buyers
of the world are made of his stuff. Bronx apartment
houses, with perambulators and imitation marble columns
in the down-stairs foyer, are built for his destiny.
He sells you a yard of silk; he travels to Coney Island
on hot Sunday afternoons; he bleaches on the bleachers;
he bookkeeps; he belongs to a building association
and wears polka-dot neckties. He is not above
the pink evening edition. Ibsen and eugenics
and post impressionism have never darkened the door
of his consciousness. He is the safe-and-sane
strata in the social mountain; not of the base or
of the rarefied heights that carry dizziness.
Yet when Eddie regarded Goldie there
was that in his eyes which transported him far above
the safe-and-sane strata to the only communal ground
that men and socialists admit the Arcadia
of lovers.
“I wasn’t going to let
you get by me to-night, Goldie. I ain’t
walked home with you for so long I haven’t a
rag of an excuse left to give Addie.”
Miss Flint colored the faint pink of dawn’s
first moment.
“I I got to do some
shopping to-night, Eddie. That’s why I quit
early. Believe me, Gregory’ll make me pay
up to-morrow.”
“It won’t be the first time I shopped
with you, Goldie.”
“No.”
“Remember the time we went down
in Tracy’s basement for a little alcohol-stove
you wanted for your breakfasts? The girl at the
counter thought we we were spliced.”
“Yeh!” Miss Flint’s voice was faint
as the thud of a nut to the ground.
They shot down fifteen fireproof stories
in a breath-taking elevator, and then out on the whitest,
brightest Broadway in the world, where the dreary
trilogy of Wine, Woman, and Song is played from noon
to dawn, with woman the cheapest of the three.
“How’s Addie?”
“She don’t complain, but
she gets whiter and whiter poor kid!
I got her some new crutches, Goldie swell
mahogany ones with silver tips. You ought to
see her get round on them!”
“I I been so busy night-work
and and ”
“She’s been asking about
you every night, Goldie. It ain’t like you
to stay away like this.”
Their breaths clouded before them
in the stinging air, and down the length of the enchanted
highway lights sprang out of the gloom and winked
at them like naughty eyes.
“What’s the matter, Goldie?
You ain’t mad at me us are
you?”
Eddie took her pressed-plush elbow
in the cup of his hand and looked down at her, trying
in vain to capture the bright flame of her glance.
“Nothing’s the matter,
Eddie. Why should I be mad? I been busy that’s
all.”
The tide of home-going New York caught
them in its six-o’clock vortex. Shops emptied
and street-cars filled. A newsboy fell beneath
a car, and Broadway parted like a Red Sea for an overworked
ambulance, the mission of which was futile. A
lady in a fourteen-hundred-fifty-dollar unborn-lamb
coat and a notorious dog-collar of pearls stepped out
of a wine-colored limousine into the gold-leaf foyer
of a hotel. A ten-story emporium ran an iron
grating across its entrance, and ten watchmen reported
for night duty.
“Aw, gee! They’re
closed! Ain’t that the limit now! Ain’t
that the limit! I wanted some pink tulle.”
“Poor kid! Don’t
you care! You can get it tomorrow you
can work Gregory.”
“I I wanted it for tonight.”
“What?”
“I wanted it for my yoke.”
They turned into the dark aisle of
a side street; the wind lurked around the corner to
leap at them.
“Oh-h-h-h!”
He held tight to her arm.
“It’s some night ain’t
it, girlie?”
“I should say so!”
“Poor little kid!”
Eddie’s voice was suddenly the
lover’s, full of that quality which is like
unto the ting of a silver bell after the clapper is
quiet.
“You’re coming home to
a good hot supper with me, Goldie ain’t
you, Goldie? Addie’ll like it.”
She withdrew her hand from the curve of his elbow.
“I can’t, Eddie not tonight.
I tell her I’m coming over real soon.”
“Oh!”
“It’s sure cold, ain’t it?”
“Goldie, can’t you tell
a fellow what’s the matter? Can’t
you tell me why you been dodging me us for
two weeks? Can’t you tell a fellow huh,
Goldie?”
“Geewhillikins, Eddie!
Ain’t I told you it’s nothing? There
ain’t a girl could be a better friend to Addie
than me.”
“I know that, Goldie; but ”
“Didn’t we work in the
same office thick as peas for two whole years before
her accident even before I knew
she had a brother? Ain’t I stuck to her
right through ain’t I?”
“You know that ain’t what
I mean, Goldie. You been a swell friend to poor
Addie, stayin’ with her Sundays when you could
be havin’ a swell time and all; but it’s
me I’m talking about, Goldie. Sometimes sometimes
I ”
“Aw!”
“I’ve never talked straight
out about it before, Goldie; but you you
remember the night the night I rigged up
like a Christmas tree, and you said I was all the
ice-cream in my white pants the night Addie
was run over and they sent for me?”
“Will I ever forget it!”
“I was tuning up that evening
to tell you, Goldie while we were sitting
there on your stoop, with the street-light in our eyes,
and you screechin’ every time a June-bug bumbled
in your face!”
“Gawd, how I hate bugs!
There was one in Miss Gregory’s ”
“I was going to tell you that
night, Goldie, that there was only one girl one
girl for me and ”
“Yeh; and while we were sittin’
there gigglin’ and screechin’ at June-bugs
poor Addie was provin’ that a street-car
fender has got it all over a mangling-machine.”
“Yes; it’s like she says
about herself she was payin’ her initiation
fee for life membership into the Society of Cripples
with a perfectly good hip and a bit of spine.”
“Poor Addie! Gawd, how
she loved to dance! She used to spend every noon-hour
eatin’ marshmallows and learning me new steps.”
The wind soughed in their ears, and
Goldie’s skirts blew backward like sails.
“You haven’t got a better
friend than Addie right now, girlie! She always
says our little flat is yours. The three of us,
Goldie the three of us could ”
“It’s swell for a girl
that ain’t got none of her own blood to have
a friend like that. Swell, lemme tell you!”
“Goldie!”
“Yes.”
“It’s like I said I’ve
never talked right out before, but I got a feelin’
you’re slippin’ away from me like a eel,
girlie. You know aw, you know I ain’t
much on the elocution stuff; but if it wasn’t
for Addie and her accident right now I’d
ask you outright I would. You know
what I mean!”
“I don’t know anything, Eddie; I’m
no mind-reader!”
“Aw, cut it out, Goldie!
You know I’m tied up right now and can’t
say some of the things I was going to say that night
on the stoop. You know what I mean with
Addie’s doctor’s bills and chair and crutches,
and all.”
“Sure I do, Eddie. You’ve got no
right to think of anything.”
She turned from him so that her profile
was like a white cameo mounted on black velvet.
“You just give me a little time,
Goldie, and I’ll be on my feet, all righty.
I just want some kind of understanding between us that’s
all.”
“Oh you I ”
“I got Joe’s job cinched
if he goes over to the other firm in March; and by
that time, Goldie, you and me and Addie, on eighty
per, could why, we ”
She swayed back from his close glance
and ran up the first three steps of her rooming-house.
Her face was struck with fear suddenly, as with a
white flame out of the sky.
“’Sh-h-h-h-h-h!” she said.
“You mustn’t!”
He reached for her hand, caught it
and held it but like a man who feels the
rope sliding through his fingers and sees his schooner
slipping out to sea slipping out to sea.
“Lemme go, Eddie! I gotta go it’s
late!”
“I know, Goldie.
They been guyin’ me at the office about you passin’
me up; and it’s right ain’t
it? It’s It’s him ”
She shook her head and tugged for the freedom of her
hand. Tears crowded into her eyes like water
to the surface of a tumbler just before the overflow.
“It’s him ain’t
it, Goldie?”
“Well, you won’t give give
a girl a chance to say anything. If you’d
have given me time I was comin’ over and tell
you, and and tell ”
“Goldie!”
“I was I was ”
“It’s none of my business, girlie; but but
he ain’t fit for you. He ”
“There you go! The whole crowd of you make
me ”
“He ain’t fit for no girl,
Goldie! Listen to me, girlie! He’s
just a regular ladykiller! He can’t keep
a job no more’n a week for the life of him!
I used to know him when I worked at Delaney’s.
Listen to me, Goldie! This here new minin’
scheme he’s in ain’t even on the level!
It ain’t none of my business; but, good God,
Goldie, just because a guy’s good-lookin’
and a swell dresser and ”
She sprang from his grasp and up the
three remaining steps. In the sooty flare of
the street lamp she was like Jeanne d’Arc heeding
the vision or a suffragette declaiming on a soap-box
and equal rights.
“You the whole crowd
of you make me sick! The minute a fellow graduates
out of the sixty-dollar-clerk class, and can afford
a twenty-dollar suit, without an extra pair of pants
thrown in, the whole pack of you begin to yowl and
yap at his heels like ”
“Goldie! Goldie, listen ”
“Yes, you do! But I ain’t
caring. I know him, and I know what I want.
We’re goin’ to get married when we’re
good and ready, and we ain’t apologizing to
no one! I don’t care what the whole pack
of you have to say, except Addie and you; and and I oh ”
Goldie turned and fled into the house,
slamming the front door after her so that the stained-glass
panels rattled then up four flights, with
the breath soughing in her throat and the fever of
agitation racing through her veins.
Her oblong box of a room at the top
of the long flights was cold with a cavern damp and
musty with the must that is as indigenous to rooming-houses
as chorus-girls to the English peerage or insomnia
to black coffee.
Even before she lighted her short-armed
gas-jet, however, a sweet, insidious, hothouse fragrance
greeted her faintly through the must, as the memory
of mignonette clings to old lace. Goldie’s
face softened as if a choir invisible was singing
her ragtime from above her skylight. She lighted
her fan of gas with fingers that trembled in a pleasant
frenzy of anticipation, and the tears dried on her
face and left little paths down her cheeks.
A fan of pink roses, fretted with
maidenhair fern and caught with a sash of pink tulle,
lay on her coarse cot coverlet, as though one of her
dreams had ventured out of its long night.
What a witch is love!
Pink leaped into Goldie’s cheeks,
and into her eyes the light that passeth understanding.
Life dropped its dun-colored cloak and stood suddenly
garlanded in pink, wire-stemmed roses.
She buried her face in their fragrance.
She kissed a cool bud, the heart of which was closed.
She unwrapped the pink tulle sash with fingers that
were addled like a child’s at the
gold cord of a candy-box and held the filmy
streamer against her bosom in the outline of a yoke.
In Mrs. McCasky’s boarding-house
the onward march of night was as regular as a Swiss
watch with an American movement.
At nine o’clock Mr. McCasky’s
tin bucket grated along the hall wall, down two flights
of banisters, across the street, and through the knee-high
swinging-doors of Joe’s place.
At ten o’clock the Polinis,
on the third-floor back, let down their folding-bed
and shivered the chandelier in Major Florida’s
second-floor back.
At eleven o’clock Mr. McCasky’s
tin bucket grated unevenly along the hall wall, down
two flights of banisters, across the street, and through
the knee-high swinging-doors of Joe’s place.
At twelve o’clock the electric
piano in Joe’s place ceased to clatter through
the night like coal pouring into an empty steel bin,
and Mrs. McCasky lowered the hall light from a blob
the size of a cranberry to a French pea.
At one o’clock the next to the
youngest Polini infant lifted its voice to the skylight,
and Mr. Trimp’s night-key waltzed round the front-door
lock, scratch-scratching for its hole.
In the dim-lit first-floor front Mrs.
Trimp started from her light doze like a deer in a
park, which vibrates to the fall of a lady’s
feather fan. The criss-cross from the cane chair-back
was imprinted on one sleep-flushed cheek, and her
eyes, dim with the weariness of the night-watch, flew
to the white-china door-knob.
Reader, rest undismayed. Mr.
Trimp entered on the banking-hour legs of a scholar
and a gentleman. With a white carnation in his
buttonhole, his hat unbattered in the curve of his
arm, and his blue eyes behind their curtain of black
lashes, but slightly watery, like a thawing ice-pond
with a film atop.
“Hello, my little Goldie-eyes!”
Mr. Trimp flashed his double deck
of girlish-pearlish teeth. When Mr. Trimp smiled
Greuze might have wanted to paint his lips for a child-study.
Women tightened up about the throat and dared to wonder
whether he wore a chest-protector and asafetida bag.
Old ladies in street-cars regarded him through the
mist of memories, and as if their motherly fingers
itched to run through the heavy yellow hemp of his
hair. There was that in his smile which seemed
to provoke hand-painted sofa-pillows and baby-ribboned
coat-hangers, knitted neckties, and cross-stitch slippers.
Once he had posed for an Adonis underwear advertisement.
“Hello, baby! Did you wait up for your
old man?”
Goldie regarded her husband with eyes
that ten months of marriage had dimmed slightly.
Her lips were thinner and tighter and silent.
“I think we landed a sucker
to-night for fifty shares, kiddo. Ain’t
so bad, is it? And so you waited up for your
tired old man, baby?”
“No!” she said, the words
sparking from her lips like the hiss of a hot iron
when you test it with a moist forefinger. “No;
I didn’t wait up. I been out with you painting
the town.”
“I couldn’t get home for supper, hon.
Me and Cutty ”
“You and Cutty! I wasn’t born yesterday!”
“Me and Cutty had a sucker out, baby. He’ll
bite for fifty shares sure!”
“Gee!” she flamed at him,
backing round the rocker from his amorous advances.
“Gee! If I was low enough to be a crook if
I was low enough to try and make a livin’ sellin’
dead dirt for pay dirt I’d be a successful
crook, anyway; I’d ”
“Now, Goldie, hon! Don’t ”
“I wouldn’t leave my wife
havin’ heart failure every time McCasky passes
the door I wouldn’t!”
“Now, don’t fuss at me,
Goldie. I’m tired dog-tired.
I got some money comin’ in to-morrow that’ll ”
“That don’t go with me any more!”
“Sure I have.”
“I been set out on the street
too many times before on promises like that; and it
was always after a week of one of these here slow jags.
I know them and how they begin. I know them!”
“’Tain’t so this time, honey.
I been ”
“I know them and how they begin,
with your sweet, silky ways. I’d rather
have you come staggering home than like this with
your claws hid. I I’m afraid
of you, I tell you. I ain’t forgot the night
up at Hinkey’s. You haven’t been
out with Cutty no more than I have. You been
up to the Crescent, where the Red Slipper is dancing
this week, you ”
Mr. Trimp swayed ever so slightly slightly
as a silver reed in the lightest breeze that blows and
regained his balance immediately. His breath,
redolent as a garden of spice and cloves, was close
to his wife’s neck.
“Baby,” he said, “you
better believe your old man. I been out with
Cutty, Goldie. We had a sucker out!”
She sprang back from his touch, hot tears in her eyes.
“Believe you! I did till
I learnt better. I believed you for four months,
sittin’ round waiting for you and your goings-on.
You ain’t been out with Cutty you
ain’t been out with him one night this week.
You been you ”
Mrs. Trimp’s voice rose to a
hysterical crescendo. Her hair, yellow as corn-silk,
and caught in a low chignon at her back, escaped its
restraint of pins and fell in a whorl down her shirt-waist.
She was like a young immortal eaten by the corroding
acids of earlier experiences raw with the
vitriol of her deathless destiny.
“You ain’t been out with Cutty. You
been ”
The piano-salesman in the first-floor
back knocked against the closed folding-door for the
stilly night that should have been his by right.
A distant night-stick struck the asphalt, and across
Harry Trimp’s features, like filmy clouds across
the moon, floated a composite death-mask of Henry
the Eighth and Othello, and all their alimony-paying
kith. His mouth curved into an expression that
did not coincide with pale hair and light eyes.
He slid from his greatcoat, a black
one with an astrakan collar and bought in three
payments, and inclined closer to his wife, a contumelious
quirk on his lips.
“Well, whatta you going to do about it, kiddo huh?”
“I I’m going to quit!”
He laughed and let her squirm from
his hold, strolled over to the dresser mirror, pulled
his red four-in-hand upward from its knot and tugged
his collar open.
“You’re not going to quit, kiddo!
You ain’t got the nerve!”
He leaned to the mirror and examined
the even rows of teeth, and grinned at himself like
a Hallowe’en pumpkin to flash whiter their whiteness.
“Ain’t I! Which takes
the most nerve, I’d like to know, stickin’
to you and your devilishness or strikin’ out
for myself like I been raised to do? I was born
a worm, and I ain’t never found the cocoon that
would change me into a butterfly. I I
had as swell a job up at Gregory’s as a girl
ever had. I’m an expert stenographer, I
am! I got a diploma from ”
“Why don’t you get your
job back, baby? You been up there twice to my
knowin’; maybe the third time’ll be a charm.
Don’t let me keep you, kiddo.”
The sluice-gates of her fear and anger
opened suddenly, and tears rained down her cheeks.
She wiped them away with her bare palm.
“It’s because you took
the life and soul out of me! They don’t
want me back because I ain’t nothin’ but
a rag any more. I guess they’re ashamed
to take me back cause I’m in in your
class. Ten months of standing for your funny
business and dodging landladies, and waitin’
up nights, and watchin’ you and your crooked
starvation game would take the life out of any girl.
It would! It would!”
“Don’t fuss at me any
more, Goldie-eyes. It’s gettin’ hard
for me to keep down; and I don’t want want
to begin gettin’ ugly.”
Mr. Trimp advanced toward his wife gently gently.
“Don’t come near me!
I know what’s coming; but you ain’t going
to get me this time with your oily ways. You’re
the kind that, walks on a girl with spiked heels and
tries to kiss the sores away. I’m going
to quit!”
Mr. Trimp plucked at the faint hirsute
adornment of his upper lip and folded his black-and-white
waistcoat over the back of a chair. He fumbled
it a bit.
“Stay where you’re put, you you
bloomin’ vest, you!”
“I I got friends
that’ll help me, I have even if I
ain’t ever laid eyes on ’em since the
day I married you. I got friends real
friends! Addie’ll take me in any minute,
day or night. Eddie Bopp could get me a job in
his firm to-morrow if if I ask him.
I got friends! You’ve kept me from ’em;
but I ain’t afraid to look ’em up.
I’m not!”
He advanced to where she stood beneath
the waving gas-flame, a pet phrase clung to his lips,
and he stumbled over it.
“My my little pussy-cat!”
“You’re drunk!”
“No, I ain’t, baby only
dog-tired. Dog-tired! Don’t fuss at
me! You just don’t know how much I love
you, baby!”
“Who wouldn’t fuss, I’d like to
know?”
Her voice was like ice crackling with
thaw. He took her lax waist in his embrace and
kissed her on the brow.
“Don’t, honey don’t!
Me and Cutty had a sucker out, I tell you.”
“You you always get
your way with me. You treat me like a dog; but
you know you can wind me round wind me
round.”
“Baby! Baby!”
He smoothed her hair away from her
salt-bitten eyes, laid his cheek pat against hers,
and murmured to her through the scratch in his throat,
like a parrakeet croons to its mate.
“Pussy-cat! Pussy!”
The river of difference between them
dried in the warm sun of her forgiveness, and she
sobbed on his shoulder with the exhaustion of a child
after a tantrum.
“You won’t leave me alone nights no more,
Harry?”
“Thu thu thu such
a little Goldie-eyes!”
“I can’t stand for the
worry of the board no more, Harry. McCaskys are
gettin’ ugly. I ain’t got a decent
rag to my back, neither.”
“I’m going to take a shipping-room
job next week, honey, and get back in harness.
Bill’s going to fix me up. There ain’t
nothin’ in this rotten game, and I’m going
to get out.”
“Sure?”
“Sure, Goldie.”
“You ain’t been drinking, Harry?”
“Sure I ain’t. Me and Cutty had a
rube out, I tell you.”
“You’ll keep straight,
won’t you, Harry? You’re killin’
me, boy, you are.”
“Come, dry your face, baby.”
He reached to his hip-pocket for his
handkerchief, and with it a sparse shower of red and
green and pink and white and blue confetti showered
to the floor like snow through a spectrum. Goldie
slid from his embrace and laughed a laugh
frapped with the ice of scorn and chilled as her own
chilled heart.
“Liar!” she said, and trembled as she
stood.
His lips curled again into the expression
that so ill-fitted his albinism.
“You little cat! You can bluff me!”
“I knew you was up at the Crescent
Cotillon! I felt it in my bones. I knew
you was up there when I read on the bill-boards that
the Red Slipper was dancing there. I knew where
you was every night while I been sittin’ here
waitin’! I knew I knew ”
The piano-salesman rapped against
the folding-doors thrice, with distemper and the head
of a cane. At that instant the lower half of Mr.
Trimp’s face protruded suddenly into a lantern-jawed
facsimile of a blue-ribbon English bull; his hand
shot out and hurled the chair that stood between them
half-way across the room, where it fell on its side
against the wash-stand and split a rung.
“You you little devil, you!”
The second-floor front beat a tattoo
of remonstrance; but there was a sudden howling as
of boiling surf in Mr. Trimp’s ears, and the
hot ember of an oath dropped from his lips.
“You little devil! You
been hounding me with the quit game for eight months.
Now you gotta quit!”
“I I ”
“There ain’t a man livin’
would stand for your long face and naggin’!
If you don’t like my banking-hours and my game
and the company I keep you quit, kiddo! Quit!
Do you hear?”
“Will I quit? Well ”
“Yeh; I been up to the Crescent
Confetti every night this week, just like
you say! I been round live wires, where there
ain’t no long, white faces shoving board bills
and whining the daylights out of me.”
“Oh, you you ain’t nothing
but ”
“Sure, I been up there!
I can get two laughs for every long face you pull
on me. You quit if you want to, kiddo there
ain’t no strings to you. Quit and
the sooner the better!” Mr. Trimp grasped his
wife by her taut wrists and jerked her to him until
her head fell backward and the breath jumped out of
her throat in a choke. “Quit and
the sooner the better!”
“Lemme go! Lem-me-go!”
He tightened his hold and inclined
toward her, so close that their faces almost touched.
With his hot clutches on her wrists and his hot breath
in her face it seemed to her that his eyes fused into
one huge Cyclopean circle that spun and spun in the
center of his forehead, like a fiery Catharine Wheel
against a night sky.
“Bah! You little whiteface,
you! You played a snide trick on me, anyway lost
your looks the second month and went dead like a punctured
tire! Quit when you want to there ain’t
no strings. Quit now!”
He flung her from him, so that she
staggered backward four steps and struck her right
cheek sharply against the mantel corner. A blue-glass
vase fell to the hearth and was shattered. With
the salt of fray on his lips, he kicked at the overturned
chair and slammed a closet door so that the windows
rattled. A carpet-covered hassock lay in his path,
and he hurled it across the floor. Goldie edged
toward the wardrobe, hugging the wall like one who
gropes in the dark.
“If you’re right bright,
kiddo, you’ll keep out of my way. You got
me crazy to-night crazy! Do you hear
me, you little ”
“My hat!”
He flung it to her from its peg, with
her jacket, so that they fell crumpled at her feet.
“You’re called on your
bluff this time, little one. This is one night
it’s quits for you and I ain’t
drunk, neither!”
She crowded her rampant hair, flowing
as Ophelia’s, into her cheap little boyish hat
and fumbled into her jacket. A red welt, shaped
like a tongue of flame, burned diagonally down her
right cheek.
“Keep out of my way you!
You got me crazy to-night crazy to-night!”
He watched her from the opposite side
of the room with lowered head, like a bull lunging
for onslaught.
She moved toward the door with the
rigidity of an automaton doll, her magnetized eyes
never leaving his reddening face and her hands groping
ahead. Her mouth was moist and no older than a
child’s; but her skin dead, as if coated over
with tallow. She opened the door slowly, fearing
to break the spell then suddenly slipped
through the aperture and slammed it after her.
Then the slam of another door; the scurrying of feet
down cold stone steps that sprung echoes in the deserted
street.
The douse of cold air stung her flaming
cheek; a policeman glanced after her; a drunken sailor
staggered out of a black doorway, and her trembling
limbs sped faster a labyrinth of city streets
and rows of blank-faced houses; an occasional pedestrian,
who glanced after her because she wheezed in her throat,
and ever so often gathered her strength and broke
into a run; then a close, ill-smelling apartment house,
with a tipsy gas-light mewling in the hall, and a dull-brown
door that remained blank to her knocks and rings.
The sobs were rising in her throat, and the trembling
in her limbs shook her as with ague.
A knock that was more of a pound and
a frenzied rattling of the knob! Finally from
the inside of the door a thump-thump down a long hallway and
the door creaked open cautiously, suspiciously!
In its frame a pale figure, in the
rumpled clothes of one always sitting down and hunched
on a pair of silver-mounted mahogany crutches that
slanted from her sides like props.
“Goldie! Little Goldie!”
“Oh, Addie! Addie!”
Youth has rebound like a rubber ball.
Batted up against the back fence, she bounces back
into the heart of a rose-bush or into the carefully
weeded, radishless radish-bed of the kitchen garden.
Mrs. Trimp rose from the couch-bed
davenport of the Bopp sitting-dining-sleeping-room,
with something of the old lamps burning in her eyes
and a full-lipped mouth to which clung the memory of
smiles. Even Psyche, abandoned by love, smiled
a specious smile when she posed for the scalpel.
Eddie Bopp reached out a protective
arm and drew Goldie by the sleeve of her shirt-waist
down to the couch-bed davenport again.
“Take it easy there, Goldie.
Don’t get yourself all excited again.”
“But it’s just like you
say, Eddie I got the law on my side.
I got him on the grounds of cruelty if if
I show nothin’ but but this cheek.”
“Sure, you have, Goldie; but
you just sit quiet. Addie, come in here and make
Goldie behave her little self.”
“I’m all right, Eddie.
Gee! With Addie treating me like I was a queen
in a gilt crown, and you skidding round me like a
tire, I feel like cream!”
Eddie regarded her with eyes that
were soft as rose-colored lamps at dusk.
“You poor little kid!”
Addie hobbled in from the kitchen.
“I got something you’ll like, Goldie.
It’s hot and good for you, too.”
God alone knew the secret of Addie.
He had fashioned her in clay and water, even as you
and me from the same earthy compound from
which is sprung ward politicians and magic-throated
divas, editors and plumbers, poet laureates and
Polish immigrants, kings and French ballet dancers,
propagandists and piece-workers, single-taxers and
suffragettes.
He fashioned her in clay; and it was
as if she came from under the teeth of a Ninth Avenue
street-car fender broken, but remolded in
alabaster, and with the white light of her stanch
spirit shining through Addie, whose side,
up as high as her ribs, was a flaming furnace and whose
smile was sunshine on dew.
“You wouldn’t eat no supper;
so I made you some chicken broth, Goldie. You
remember when we was studying shorthand at night school
how we used to send Jimmie over to White’s lunch-room
for chickenette broth and a slab of milk chocolate?”
“Do I? Gee! You were the greatest
kid, Addie!”
“Eat, Goldie gwan.”
“I ain’t hungry honest!”
“Quit standing over her, Eddie;
you make her nervous. Let me feed you, Goldie.”
“Gee! Ain’t you swell to me!”
Ready tears sprang to her eyes.
“Like you ain’t my old
chum, Goldie! It don’t seem so long since
we were working in the same office and going to Recreation
Pier dances together, does it?”
“Addie! Addie!”
“Do you remember how you and
me and Ed and Charley Snuggs used to walk up and down
Ninth Avenue summer evenings eating ice-cream cones?”
“Do I? Oh, Addie, do I?”
“I’m glad we had them
ice-cream days, Goldie. They’re melted,
but the flavor ain’t all gone.” Addie’s
face was large and white and calm-featured, like a
Botticelli head.
“You two girls sure was cut-ups!
Remember the night Addie first introduced us, Goldie?
You came over to call for her, and us three went to
the wax-works show on Twenty-third Street. Lordy,
how we cut up!”
“And I started to ask the wax
policeman if we was allowed to go past the rail!”
They laughed low in their throats, as if they feared
to raise an echo in a vale of tears. “It’s
like old times for me to be staying all night with
you again, Addie. It’s been so long!
He he used to get mad like anything if
I wanted to see any of the old crowd. He knew
they didn’t know any good of him. He was
always for the sporty, all-night bunch.”
“Poor kid!”
“Don’t get her to talking
about it again, Eddie; it gets her all excited.”
“He could have turned me against
my own mother, I was that crazy over him.”
“That,” said Addie, softly,
“was love! And only women can love
like that; and women who do love like that are cursed and
blessed.”
“I’m out of it now, Addie.
You won’t never send me back to him you
won’t ever?”
“There now, dearie, you’re
gettin’ worked up again. Ain’t you
right here, safe with us?”
“That night at Hinkey’s
was the worst, Goldie,” said Eddie. “It
makes my blood boil! Why didn’t you quit
then; why?”
“I ain’t told you all,
neither, Eddie. One night he came home about two
o’clock, and I had been ”
“Just quit thinking and talking
about him, Goldie. You’re right here, safe
with me and Eddie; and he’s going to get you
a job when you’re feeling stronger. And
then, when you’re free when you’re
free ”
Addie regarded her brother with the
tender aura of a smile on her lips and a tender implication
in her eyes that scurried like a frightened mouse
back into its hole. Eddie flamed red; and his
ears, by a curious physiological process, seemed to
take fire and contemplate instant flight from his
head.
“Oh, look, Ad. We got to
get a new back for your chair. The stuffin’s
all poking through the velvet.”
“So it is, Eddie. It’s
a good thing you got your raise, with all these new-fangled
dangles we need.”
“To-night’s his lodge
night. He never came home till three till
three o’clock, lodge nights.”
“There you go, Goldie back
on the subject, makin’ yourself sick.”
“Gee!”
“What’s the matter, Goldie?”
“To-night’s his lodge.
I could go now and get my things while he ain’t
there couldn’t I?”
“Swell! I’ll take you, Goldie, and
wait outside for you.”
“Eddie, can’t you see
she ain’t in any condition to go running round
nights? There’s plenty time yet, Goldie.
You can wear my shirt-waists and things. Wait
till ”
“I got to get it over with,
Addie; and daytimes Eddie’s working, and I’d
have to go alone. I I don’t want
to go alone.”
“Sure; she can’t go alone,
Addie; and she’s got to have her things.”
Eddie was on his feet and beside Goldie’s
palpitating figure, as though he would lay his heart,
a living stepping-stone, at her feet.
“We better go now, Addie; honest
we had! Eddie’ll wait outside for me.”
“You poor kid! You want
to get it over with, don’t you? Get her
coat, Eddie, and bring her my sweater to wear underneath.
It’s getting colder every minute.”
“I ain’t scared a bit,
Addie. I’ll just go in and pack my things
together and hustle out again.”
“Here’s a sweater, Goldie, and your coat
and hat.”
“Take care, children; and, Goldie,
don’t forget all the things you need. Just
take your time and get your things together warm
clothes and all.”
“I’ll be waiting right outside for you,
Goldie.”
“I’m ready, Eddie.”
“Don’t let her get excited and worked
up, Eddie.”
“I ain’t scared a bit, Addie.”
“Sure you ain’t?”
“Not a bit!”
“Good-by, Addie. Gee, but you’re
swell to me!”
“Don’t forget to bring
your rubbers, Goldie; going to work on wet mornings
you’ll need them.”
“I I ain’t got none.”
“You can have mine. I I don’t
need them any more.”
“Good-by, Ad leave
the dishes till we come back. I can do ’em
swell myself after you two girls have gone to bed.”
“Yes. I’ll be waiting, Goldie; and
we’ll talk in bed like old times.”
“Yes, yes!” It was as
if Addie’s frail hands were gripping Goldie’s
heart and clogging her speech.
“Good-by, children!”
“Good-by.”
“S’long!”
The night air met them with a whoop
and tugged and pulled at Goldie’s hat.
“Take my arm, Goldie. It’s some howler,
ain’t it?”
Their feet clacked on the cold, dry
pavement, and passers-by leaned into the wind.
“He was a great one for hating
the cold, Eddie. Gee, how he hated winter!”
“That’s why he wears a
fur-collared coat and you go freezing along in a cheese-cloth
jacket, I guess.”
“It always kind of got on his chest and gave
him fever.”
“What about you? You just shivered along
and dassent say anything!”
“And I used to fix him antiphlogistin
plasters half the night. When he wasn’t
mad or drunk he was just like a kid with the measles!
It used to make me laugh so he’d ”
“Humph!”
“But one night one
night I got the antiphlogistin too hot while I was
straightening up ’cause he never liked
a messy-looking room when he was sick and
he was down and out from one of his bad nights; and
it and it got too hot, and ”
She turned away and finished her sentence in the teeth
of the wind; but Eddie’s arm tightened on hers
until she could feel each distinct finger.
“God!” he said.
“I ain’t scared a bit, Eddie.”
“For what, I’d like to
know! Ain’t I going to be waiting right
here across the street?”
“See! That’s the
room over there the dark one, with the shade
half-way up. Gee, how I hate it!”
“I’ll be waiting right
here in front of Joe’s place, Goldie. If
you need me just shoot the shade all the way up.”
“I won’t need you.”
“Well, then, light the gas,
pull the shade all the way down, and that’ll
mean all’s well.”
“Swell!” she said.
“Down comes the shade and all’s
well!”
“Good!”
They smiled, and their breaths clouded
between them; and down through the high-walled street
the wind shot javelin-like and stung red into their
cheeks, and in Eddie’s ears and round his heart
the blood buzzed.
Goldie crossed the street and went
up the steps lightly, her feet grating the brown stone
like fine-grained sandpaper. When she unlocked
the front door the cave-like mustiness and the cold
smell of unsunned hallways and the conglomerate of
food smells from below met her at the threshold.
Memories like needle-tongued insects stung her.
The first-floor front she opened slowly,
pausing after every creak of the door; and the gas
she fumbled because her hand trembled, and the match
burned close to her fingers before she found the tip.
She turned up the flame until it sang,
and glanced about her fearfully, with one hand on
her bruised cheek and her underlip caught in by her
teeth.
Mr. Trimp’s room was as expressive
as a lady’s glove still warm from her hand.
He might have slipped out of it and let it lie crumpled,
but in his own image.
The fumes of bay-rum and stale beer
struggled for supremacy. The center-table, with
a sickening litter of empty bottles and dead ashes,
was dreary as cold mutton in its grease, or a woman’s
painted face at crack o’ dawn, or the moment
when the flavor of love becomes as tansy.
A red-satin slipper, an unhygienic
drinking-goblet, which has leaked and slopped over
full many a non-waterproof romance, lay on the floor,
with its red run into many pinks and its rosette limp
as a wad of paper. Goldie picked her careful
way round it. Fear and nausea and sickness at
the heart made her dizzy.
The dresser, with its wavy mirror,
was strewn with her husband’s neckties; an uncorked
bottle of bay-rum gave out its last faint fumes.
She opened the first long drawer with
a quivering intake of breath and pulled out a shirt-waist,
another, and yet another, and a coarse white petticoat
with a large-holed embroidery flounce. Then she
dragged a suit-case, which was wavy like the mirror,
through the blur of her tears, out from under the
bed; and while she fumbled with the lock the door
behind her opened, and her heart rose in her throat
with the sudden velocity of an express elevator shooting
up a ten-story shaft.
In the dresser mirror, and without
turning her head or gaining her feet, she looked into
the eyes of her husband.
“Pussy-cat!” he said,
and came toward her with his teeth flashing like Carrara
marble in sunlight.
She sprang to her feet and backed against the dresser.
“Don’t! Don’t you come near
me!”
“You don’t mean that, Goldie.”
She shivered in her scorn.
“Don’t you come near me! I came to
get my things.”
“Oh!” he said, and tossed
his hat on the bed and peeled off his coat. “Help
yourself, kiddo. Go as far as you like.”
She fell to tearing at the contents
of her drawer without discrimination, cramming them
into her bag and breathing furiously, like a hare
in the torture of the chase. The color sprang
out in her cheeks, and her eyes took fire.
Her husband threw himself, in his
shirt-sleeves and waistcoat, across the bed and watched
her idly. Only her fumbling movements and the
sing of the too-high gas broke the silence. He
rose, lowered the flame, and lay down again.
Her little box of poor trinkets spilled
its contents as she packed it; her hair-brush fell
from her trembling fingers and clattered to the floor.
“Can I help you, Goldie-eyes?”
Silence. He coughed rather deep
in his chest, and she almost brushed his hand as she
passed to the clothes wardrobe. He reached out
and caught her wrist.
“Now, Goldie, you ”
“Don’t don’t you touch
me! Let go!”
He drew her down to the bed beside him.
“Can’t you give a fellow
another chance, baby? Can’t you?”
She tugged for her freedom, but his clasp was tight
as steel and tender as love. “Can’t
you, baby?”
“You!” she said, kicking
at the sloppy satin slipper at her feet, as if it
were a loathsome thing that crawled. “I I
don’t ever want to see you again, you you ”
“You drove me to it, pussy; honest you did!”
“You didn’t need no driving.
You take to it like a fish to water nobody
can drive you. You just ain’t no good!”
“You drove me to it. When
you quit I just went crazy mad. I kicked the
skylight I tore things wide open. I
was that sore for you honest, baby!”
“I’ve heard that line
of talk before. I ain’t forgot the night
at Hinkey’s. I ain’t forgot nothing.
You or horses can’t hold me here!” She
wrenched at her wrists.
“I got a job yesterday, baby.
Bill made good. Eighty dollars, honey! Me
and Cutty are quits for good. Ain’t that
something now, ain’t it?”
“Let me go!”
“Pussy-cat!”
“Let me go, I say!”
He coughed and turned on his side toward her.
“You don’t mean it.”
“I do! I do! Let go! Let go!”
She tore herself free and darted to
the wardrobe door. He closed his eyes and his
lashes lay low on his cheeks.
“Before you go, Goldie, where’s
the antiphlogistin? I got a chest on me like
an ice-wagon.”
“Sure, you have. That’s
the only time you ever show up before crack of dawn.”
He reached out and touched her wrist.
“I’m hot, ain’t I?”
She placed a reluctant hand on his brow.
“Fever?”
“It ain’t nothing much. I’ll
be all right.”
“It’s just one of your
spells. Stay in bed a couple of days, and you’ll
soon be ready for another jamboree!”
“Don’t fuss at me, baby.”
“It’s in the wash-stand
drawer in a little tin can. Don’t make the
plaster too hot.”
“Sure, I won’t. I’ll get along
all righty.”
She threw a shabby cloth skirt over
her arm and a pressed-plush coat that was gray at
the elbows and frayed at the hem. He reached out
for the dangling empty sleeve as she passed.
“You was married in that coat, wasn’t
you, hon?”
“Yes,” she said, and her
lips curled like burning paper; “I was married
in that coat.”
“Goldie-eyes, you know I can’t
get along without my petsie; you know it. There
ain’t no one can hold a candle to you, baby!”
“Yes, yes!”
“There ain’t! I wish
I was feelin’ well enough to tell you how sorry,
baby how sorry a fellow like me can get.
I just wish it, baby baby ”
She surrendered like a reed to the
curve of a scythe and crumpled in a contortional heap
beside the bed.
“You you always get me!”
He gathered her up and laid her head
backward on his shoulder, so that her face was foreshortened
and close to his.
“Goldie-eyes,” he said,
“I’ll make it up to you! I’ll
make it up to you!” And he made a motion as
though to kiss her where the curls lay on her face,
but drew back as if sickened.
“Good God!” he said. “Poor
little baby!”
Quick as a throb of a heart she turned
her left cheek, smooth as a lily petal, to his lips.
“It’s all right, Harry!”
she said, in a voice that was tight. “I’m
crazy, I guess; but, gee, it’s great to be crazy!”
“I’ll make it up to you,
baby. See if I don’t! I’ll make
it up to you.”
She kissed him, and his lips were hot and dry.
“Lemme fix your plaster, dearie; you got one
of your colds.”
“Don’t get it too hot, hon.”
“Gee! Lemme straighten
up. Say, ain’t you a messer, though!
Look at this here wash-stand and those neckties!
Ain’t you a messer, though, dearie!”
She crammed the ties into a dresser
drawer, dragged a chair into place, removed a small
tin can from the wash-stand drawer, hung her hat and
jacket on their peg, and lowered the shade.