At five o’clock the Broadway
store braced itself for the last lap of a nine-hour
day. Girls with soul-and-body weariness writ across
their faces in the sure chirography of hair-line wrinkles
stood pelican-fashion, first on one leg and then on
the other, to alternate the strain.
Floor-walkers directed shoppers with
less of the well-oiled suavity of the morning; a black-and-white-haired
woman behind the corset-counter whitened, sickened,
and was revived in the emergency-room; the jewelry
department covered its trays with a tan canvas sheeting;
the stream of shoppers thinned to a trickle.
Across from the notions and buttons
the umbrella department suddenly bloomed forth with
a sale of near-silk, wooden-handled umbrellas; farther
down, a special table of three-ninety-eight rubberette
mackintoshes was pushed out into mid-aisle.
Miss Tillie Prokes glanced up at the
patch of daylight over the silk-counters a
light rain was driving against the window.
“Honest, now, Mame, wouldn’t
that take the curl out of your hair?”
“What’s hurtin’ you?”
“Rainin’ like a needle
shower, and I got to wear my new tan coat to-night,
‘cause I told him in the letter I’d wear
a tannish-lookin’ jacket with a red bow on the
left lapel, so he’d know me when I come in the
drug store.”
Mame placed the backs of her hands
on her hips, breathed inward like a soprano testing
her diaphragm, and leaned against a wooden spool-case.
“It is rainin’
like sixty, ain’t it? Say, can you beat
it? Watch the old man put Myrtle out in the aisle
at the mackintosh-table there! Didn’t
I tell you! Gee! I bet she could chew a diamond,
she’s so mad.”
“She ain’t as mad as me;
but I’m going to wear my tan if it gets soaked.”
Tillie sold a packet of needles and
regarded the patch of window with a worried pucker
on her small, wren-like face.
“Honest, ain’t it a joke,
Til? you havin’ the nerve to answer
that ad and all! You better be pretty white to
me, or I’ll snitch! I’ll tell Angie
you’re writin’ pink notes to Box 25, Evenin’
News Mr. Box 25! Say, can you
beat it!”
Mame laughed in her throat, smoothed
her frizzed blonde hair, sold a paper of pins and
an emery heart.
“Like fun you’ll tell
Angie! I got it all fixed to tell her I’m
going to the picture-show with you and George to-night.”
“Before I’d let a old
grouch like her lord it over me! It ain’t
like she was your sister or relation, or something but
just because you live together. Nix on that for
mine.”
“She don’t think a girl’s
got a right to be young or nothin’! Look
at me a regular stick-at-home. Gee!
a girl’s got to have something.”
“Sure she does! Ain’t
that what I’ve been tryin’ to preach to
you ever since we’ve been chumming together?
You ain’t a real old maid yet you
got real takin’ ways about you and all; you ought
to be havin’ a steady of your own.”
“Don’t I know it?”
“Look how you got to do now just
because she never lets you go to dances or nothin’
with us girls.”
“She ain’t never had it,
and she don’t want me to have it.”
“Say, tell it to the Danes!
She ain’t got them snappy black eyes of hers
for nothin’. Whatta you live with her for?
There ain’t a girl up in the corsets that’s
got any use for her.”
“She’s been pretty white
to me, just the samey raised me and all
when I didn’t have no one. She’s
got her faults; but I kinda got the habit of livin’
with her now I got to stick.”
“Gee! even a stepmother like
Carrie’s’ll let her have fun once in a
while. It’s Angie’s own fault that
you got to meet ’em in drug stores and take
chances on ads and all.”
“I’m just answerin’ that ad for
fun I ain’t in earnest.”
“I’ve always been afraid
of matrimonial ads and things like that. You
know I was the first one to preach your gettin’
out and gettin’ spry that’s
me all over! I believe in bein’ spry; but
I always used to say to maw before I was keepin’
steady with George, ‘Ads ain’t safe.’”
“I ain’t afraid.”
“Lola Flint, over in the jewelry,
answered one once ’Respectable young
man would like to make the acquaintance of a genteel
young lady; red hair preferred.’ And when
she seen him he had only one eye, and his left arm
shot off.”
“I ain’t afraid.
Say, if Effie Jones Lipkind can answer one, with her
behind-the-counter stoop and squint, and get away with
it, there ain’t no reason why there ain’t
more grand fellows like Gus Lipkind writin’
ads.”
“Come out of the dark room,
Til! Effie had two hundred saved up.”
“I ain’t ashamed of not
havin’ any steadies. Where’s a straight-walkin’
girl like me goin’ to get ’em? Look
at that rain, will you! and me tellin’
him I’d be there in tan, with red ribbon on the
lapel!”
“Paper says rain for three days,
too. Angie’s a old devil, all-righty, or
you could meet him in your flat.”
“He’s going to wear a
white carnation and a piece of fern on his left coat
lapel; and if he don’t look good I ain’t
going up.”
“What did he call hisself ’a
bachelor of refined and retiring habits’?
Thank Gawd! if I do say it George
is refined, but he ain’t over-retirin’.
It’s the retirin’ kind that like to sit
at home in their carpet slippers instead of goin’
to a picture-show. Straighten that bin of pearl
buttons, will you, Til? Say, how my feet do burn
to-night! It’s the weather I
might ‘a’ known it was goin’ to rain.”
Tillie ran a nervous finger down inside
her collar; there was a tremolo in her quail-like
voice.
“A fellow that writes a grand
little letter like him can’t be so bad and
it’s better to have ’em retirin’-like
than too fresh. Listen! It’s real
poetry-like: ’Meet me in the Sixth Avenue
Drug Store, Miss 27. I’ll have a white
carnation and a piece of fern in my left buttonhole,
and a smile that won’t come off; and when I spy
the yellow jacket I’m comin’ up and say,
“Hello!” And if I look good I want you
to say “Hello!” back.’ ...
The invisible hair-pins only come by the box, ma’am.
Umbrellas across the aisle, ma’am.... That
ain’t so bad for a start, is it, Mame?...
Ten cents a box, ma’am.”
“You got your nerve, all-righty,
Til but, gee! I glory in your spunk.
If I was tied to a old devil like Angie I’d try
it, too. Is the back of my collar all right,
Til? Look at Myrtle out there, will you how
she’s lovin’ that mackintosh sale!”
“Water spots tan, don’t
it?” said Tillie, balancing her cash-book.
At six o’clock the store finished
its last lap with a hysterical singing of electric
bells, grillingly intense and too loud, like a woman
who laughs with a sob in her throat.
Tillie untied her black alpaca apron,
snapped a rubber band about her cash-book, concealed
it beneath the notion-shelves, and brushed her black-serge
skirt with a whisk-broom borrowed from stock.
“Good night, Mame! I guess
you’re waitin’ for George, ain’t
you? See you in the morning. I’ll
have lots to tell you, too.”
“Good night, Til! Remember,
if he turns out to be a model for a classy-clothes
haberdashery, it was me put you on to the idea.”
Tillie pressed a black-felt sailor
tight down on her head until only a rim of brown hair
remained, slid into her black jacket, and hurried out
with an army of workers treading at her slightly run-down
heels and nerves.
Youth, even the fag-end of Youth,
is like a red-blooded geranium that fights to bloom
though transplanted from a garden bed to a tin can
in a cellar window. A faint-as-dawn pink persisted
in flowing underneath the indoor white of Miss Prokes’s
cheeks the last rosy shadow of a maltreated
girlhood, which too long had defied the hair-line wrinkles,
the notion-counter with the not-to-be-used stool behind
it, nine hours of arc-light substitute for the sunshine
on the hillside and the green shade of the dell.
At the doors a taupe-colored dusk
and a cold November rain closed round her like a wet
blanket. She shrank back against the building
and let the army tramp past her. They dissolved
into the stream like a garden hose spraying the ocean.
Broadway was black and shining as
polished gunmetal, with reflections of its million
lights staggering down into the wet asphalt. Umbrellas
hurried and bobbed as if an army of giant mushrooms
had suddenly insurrected; cabs skidded, honked, dodged,
and doubled their rates; home-going New York bought
evening papers, paid as it entered, and strap-hung
its way to Bronx and Harlem firesides.
The fireside of the Bronx is the steam-radiator.
Its lullabies are sung before a gilded three-coil
heater; its shaving-water and kettle are heated on
that same contrivance. It is as much of an epic
in apartment living as condensed milk and folding-davenports.
All of which has little enough to
do with Miss Tillie Prokes, except that in her lifetime
she had hammered probably a caskful of nails into
the tops of condensed-milk cans. Also she could
unfold her own red-velours davenport; cold-cream her
face; sugar-water her hair and put it up in kids;
climb into bed and fall asleep with a despatch that
might have made more than one potentate, counting
sheep in his hair-mattressed four-poster, aguish with
envy.
Miss Prokes yawned as she waited and
regarded a brilliantly illuminated display window
of curve-fingered ladies in exquisite waxen attitudes
and nineteen-fifty crepe-de-Chine gowns. Her
breath clouded the plate-glass, and she drew her initials
in the circle and yawned again.
With the last driblet of employees
from the store a woman cut diagonally through a group
and hurried toward Miss Prokes.
“Come on, Tillie!”
“Gee! I was afraid you
wouldn’t have a umbrella, Angie. What made
you so late? The rest of the corsets have gone
long ago.”
“Oh, I just stopped a minute
to take a milk-and- rose-leaves bath they’re
doin’ it in our best families this year.”
Tillie glanced at her companion sharply.
“What’s the matter, Angie?
You ain’t had one of your spells again, have
you? Your voice sounds so full of breath and all.”
Angie pushed a strand of black-and-white
hair up under her nest-like hat. Her small, black
eyes were too far back; and her face was slightly
creased and yellow, like an old college diploma when
it is fished out of the trunk to show the grandchildren.
“I just keeled over like a tenpin that’s
all! It came on so sudden while I
was sellin’ a dame a dollar-ninety-eight hipless that
even old Higgs was scared and went up to the emergency-room
with me hisself.”
“Oh, Angie ain’t that a shame,
now!”
Tillie linked her arm in the older
woman’s and, with their joint umbrella slanted
against the fine-ribbed rain, they plunged into the
surge of the street. Wind scudded the rain along
the sidewalks; electric signs, all blurred and streaky
through the mist, were dimmed, like gas-light seen
through tears.
“We better ride home to-night,
Angie you with one of your spells, and
this weather and all.”
“You must ‘a’ been
clipping your gilt-edge bonds this afternoon instead
of sellin’ buttons! It would take more’n
only a bad heart and a rainstorm and a pair of thin
soles to make me ride five blocks.”
“I I’ll take
your turn to-night for fixin’ supper. You
ain’t feelin’ well, Angie I’ll
take your turn to-night.”
They turned into a high-walled, black,
cross-town street. The wind turned with them
and beat javelin-like against their backs and blew
their skirts forward, then shifted and blew against
their breathing.
“Gawd!” said the older
woman, lowering their umbrella against the onslaught.
“Honest, sometimes I wish I wuz dead and out
of it. Whatta we get out of livin’, anyway?”
“Aw, Angie!”
“I do wish it!”
They leaned into the wind.
“I I don’t
mind rain much. Me and Mame and George are going
to the Gem to-night they’re showing
the airship pictures over there. I ain’t
goin’ unless you’re feelin’ all
right, though. They’ve got the swellest
pictures in town over there.”
“It’s much you care about
leavin’ me alone or not when you can run round
nights like a like a ”
“Don’t begin, Angie.
A girl’s got to have fun once in a while!
Gee! the way you been holding on to me! I I
ain’t even met the fellows like the other girls.
All you think I like to do is sit home nights and sew.
Look at the other girls. Look at Mamie Plute she’s
five years younger’n me only twenty-three;
and she ”
“That’s the thanks I get
for protectin’ and watchin’ and raisin’
and ”
“Aw, Angie, I ”
“Don’t Angie me!”
“I I ain’t a kid the
way you fuss at me!”
They turned into their apartment house.
A fire-escape ran zigzag down its front, and on each
side of the entrance ash-cans stood sentinel.
At each landing of their four flights up a blob of
gas-light filled the hallway with dim yellow fog,
and from the cracks of closed doors came the heterogeneous
smells of steam, hot vapors, and damp the
intermittent crying of children.
After the first and second flights
Miss Angie paused and leaned against the wall.
Her breath came from between her dry lips like pants
from an engine, and beneath her eyes the parchment
skin wrinkled and hung in small sacs like those
under the eyes of a veteran pelican.
“You take your time comin’,
Angie. I’ll go ahead and light up and put
on some coffee for you some real hot coffee.”
Tillie ran lightly up the stairs.
Through the opacity of the fog her small, dark face
was outlined as dimly as a ghost’s, with somber
eyes burning in the sockets. Theirs was the last
of a long hall of closed doors drab-looking
doors with perpendicular panels and white-china knobs.
Tillie fitted in her key, groped along
the shadowy mantel for a match, and lighted a side
gas-bracket. Her dripping umbrella traced a wet
path on the carpet. She carried it out into the
kitchenette and leaned it in a corner of the sink.
When Angie faltered in a moment later a blue-granite
coffee-pot was already beginning to bubble on the
two-burner gas-stove and the gentle sizzle of frying
bacon sent a bluish haze through the rooms.
“Say, Angie, how you want your egg?”
“I don’t want none.”
“Sure you do! I’ll
fry it and bring it in to you.” Angie flopped
down on the davenport. Her skirt hung thick and
dank about her ankles, and the back of her coat and
her sleeve-tops were rain-spotted and wet-wool smelling
where the umbrella had failed to protect her.
She unbuttoned the coat and the front
of her shirt-waist, unlaced her shoes and kicked them
off her feet. In the sallow light her face, the
ocher wallpaper, the light oak center-table, the matting
on the floor, and the small tin trunk were of a color.
She took up her shoes in one hand, her coat in the
other, and slouched off to a small one-window box
of a room, with an unmade cot and a straight chair
two-thirds filling it.
Happy the biographers whose Desdemonas
burrow damask cheeks into silken pillows, whose Prosperines
limp on slim ghost-feet through Lands of Fancy!
Angie limped, too; but in her flat-arched, stockinged
feet, and to an unmade, tousled bed. And all
the handmaids of her sex Love, Romance,
and Beauty were strangely absent; or could
the most sybaritic of biographers find them out?
Only half undressed she tumbled in,
pulled the coverings tight up about her neck, and
turned her face to the wall. Poor Angie!
Neither Prosperine, Desdemona, nor any of the Lauras,
Catherines, or Juliets, had ever sold corsets, faced
the soul-racking problem of eight dollars a week,
or been untouched by the golden wand that transforms
life into a phantasmagoria of love.
Tillie spread her little meal on the
golden-oak table in the front room.
“Come on, Angie or
if you ain’t feeling well I’ll bring you
in a bite.”
“I ain’t sick.”
“Well, if you ain’t sick,
for Gawd’s sake, where did you get the grouch?”
“I’m comin’ in if you give me time.
Where’s my wrapper?”
They dined in a desultory sort of
way, with Tillie up and down throughout the meal for
a bread-knife, a cup of water, sugar for Angie’s
strong coffee.
“If you ain’t feelin’ good to-night
I won’t go, Angie.”
“I’m feelin’ all right I’m
used to sittin’ home alone.”
“If you talk like that I won’t
go, then.”
“Sure! You go on! Don’t mind
me.”
“There’s another corset
sale advertised for to-morrow, ain’t there?
Gee! They don’t care how many sales they
spring on the girls down there, do they? Didn’t
you just have your semi-annual clearin’?”
“Yes; but they got a batch of
Queenly shapes two-ninety-eight they
want to get rid of. They’re goin’
to discontinue the line and put in the Straight-Front
Flexibles.”
Angie sipped her coffee in long draughts.
Her black flannel wrapper fell away at the neck to
reveal her unbleached throat, with two knobs for neck-bones.
“Let the dishes be, Angie I’ll
do ’em in the morning. I wonder if it’s
raining yet? It’s sure too cold to wear
my old black. I’ll have to wear my tan.”
Rain beat a fine tattoo against the
windows. Tillie crossed and peered anxiously
out, cupping her eyes in her hand and straining through
the reflecting window-pane at the undistinguishable
sky; her little wren-like movements and eyes were
full of nerves.
“It’ll be all right with
an umbrella,” she urged “eh,
Angie?”
“Yes.”
Tillie hurried to the little one-window
room. There were two carmine spots high on her
cheek-bones; as she dressed herself before a wavy
mirror her lips were open and parted like a child’s,
and the breath came warm and fast between them.
“I’ll be home early to-night,
Angie. You sleep on the davenport. I don’t
mind the lumps in the cot.”
She frizzed her front hair with a
curling-iron she heated in the fan of the gas-flame,
and combed out the little spring-tight curls until
they framed her face like a fuzzy halo. Her pink
lawn waist came high up about her neck in a trig,
tight-fitting collar; and when she finally pressed
on her sailor hat, and slid into her warm-looking tan
jacket the small magenta bow on her left coat-lapel
heaved up and down with her bosom.
“Say,” she called through
the open doorway, “I wish you’d see those
seventy-nine-cent gloves, Angie already
split! How’d yours wear, huh?”
Silence.
“You care if I wear yours to-night, Angie?”
Silence.
“Aw, Angie, if you’re
sick why don’t you say so and not go spoilin’
my evening? Gee! If a girl would listen
to you she’d have a swell time of it she
would! A girl’s gotta have life.”
She fastened a slender gold chain
with a dangling blue-enamel heart round her neck.
“Aw, I guess I’ll stay
home. There ain’t no fun in anything, with
you poutin’ round like this.”
Tillie appeared in the doorway, gloves
in hand. Angie was still at the uncleared table;
her cheek lay on the red-and-white table-cloth, and
her face was turned away.
“Angie!”
The room was quiet with the ear-pressing
silence of vacuum. Tillie crossed and, with hands
that trembled a bit, shook the figure at the table.
The limp arms slumped deeper, and the waist-line collapsed
like a meal-sack tied in the middle.
“Angie, honey!” Tillie’s
hand touched a cheek that was cold, but not with the
chill of autumn.
Then Tillie cried out the
love-of-life cry of to-day and to-morrow, and all
the echoing and re-echoing yesterdays and
along the dim-lit hall the rows of doors opened as
if she had touched their secret springs.
Hurrying feet whispers far-away
faces strange hands a professional
voice and cold, shining instruments the
silence of the tomb a sheet-covered form
on the red-velvet davenport! The fear of the
Alone the fear of the Alone!
Miss Angie’s funeral-day dawned
ashen as dusk a sodden day, with the same
autumn rain beating its one-tone tap against the windows
and ricochetting down the panes, like tears down a
woman’s cheeks.
At seven three alarm-clocks behind
the various closed doors down the narrow aisle of
hallway sounded a simultaneous call to arms; and a
fourth reveille, promptly muffled beneath a pillow,
thridded in the tiny room with the rumpled cot and
the wavy mirror.
Miss Mamie woke reluctantly, crammed
the clock beneath the pillow of her strange bed, and
burrowed a precious moment longer in the tangled bedclothes.
Sleep tugged at her tired lids and oppressed her limbs.
She drifted for the merest second, floating off on
the silken weft of a half-conscious dream. Then
memory thudded within her, and the alarm-clock again
thudded beneath the pillow.
She sprang out of bed, brushed the
yellow mat of hair out of her eyes, and wriggled into
her clothes in tiptoe haste.
“Til!” she cried, peering
into the darkened room beyond and pitching her voice
to a raspy little whisper. “Why didn’t
you wake me?”
She veered carefully round the gloom-shrouded
furniture and dim-shaped, black-covered object that
occupied the center of the room, into the kitchenette.
“I didn’t mean to fall
asleep, Til; honest, I didn’t. Gee!
Ain’t I a swell friend to have, comin’
to stay with you all night and goin’ dead on
you? But, honest, Til may I die if
it ain’t so with you away from the
counter all day yesterday, and the odds-and-ends sale
on, I was so tired last night I could ‘a’
dropped.”
Tillie raised the gas-flame and pushed
the coffee-pot forward. Through the wreath of
hot steam her little face was far away and oyster-colored.
“Come on, Mame; I got your breakfast.
Ain’t it a day, though? Poor Angie how
she did hate the rain, and her havin’ to be buried
in it!”
“Ain’t it a shame? and
her such a good soul! Honest, Til, ain’t
it funny her being dead? Think of it us
home from the store and Angie dead! Who’d
‘a’ thought one of them heart spells would
take her off?”
“I ain’t goin’ to
let you stay here only up to noon, Mame. There’s
no use your gettin’ docked a whole day.
It’s enough for me to go out to the cemetery.
You report at noon for half a day.”
“Like fun I’m goin’
to work at noon! You think I’m goin’
to quit you and leave you here alone? If Higgs
don’t like two of us being away from the counter
the old skinflint knows what he can do! He can
regulate our livin’ with his stop-watch, but
not our dyin’.”
“There ain’t nothin’
for you to do round here, Mame honest, there
ain’t except ride ’way out there
in the rain and lose half a day. She she’s
all ready in her black-silk dress all I
got to do is follow her out now.”
“Gawd! What a day, too!”
“Carrie and Lil was going to
stay with me this morning, too; but I says to them,
I says, there wasn’t any use gettin’ ’em
down on us at the store. What’s the use
of us all getting docked when you can’t do any
good here? The undertaker’s a nice-mannered
man, and he’ll ride ride out with
me.”
“You all alone and ”
“Everything’s fixed they
sent up her benefit money from the store, and I got
enough for expenses and all; and she she
wouldn’t want you to. She was a great one
herself for never missin’ a day at the store.”
Large tears welled in Tillie’s eyes.
“She was a grand woman!”
said Mame, warm tears in her own eyes, taking a bite
out of her slice of bread and washing it down with
a swab of coffee. “There there
wasn’t a girl in the corsets wasn’t crying
yesterday when they was gettin’ up the collection
for her flowers.”
Tillie’s lower lip quivered,
and she set down her coffee untasted.
“She might have been a man-hater
and strict with me, and all that but what
did she have out of it? She was nothing but a
drudge all her life. Since I was a cash-girl
she stuck to me like she was my mother,
all-righty; and once, when I I had the mumps,
she she ”
Tillie melted into the wide-armed
embrace of her friend, and together they wept, with
the tap-tapping of the rain on the window behind them,
and the coffee-pot boiling over through the spout,
singing as it doused the gas-flames.
“She used to mend my s-stockings on on
the sly.”
“She was always so careful and
all about you keepin’ the right company it
was a grand thing for you that you had her to live
with I always used to say that to maw.
And what a trade she had! She could look at your
figure and lace you up in a straight-front quicker’n
any of the young girls in the department.”
“I I know it.
Why, even in the Subway she could tell by just lookin’
at a hip whether it was wearin’ one of her double
bones or girdle tops. If ever a soul deserved
a raise it was Angie. She’d ‘a’
got it, too!”
“She was a grand woman, Til!”
“You tell the girls at the store,
Mame, I I’m much obliged for the
flowers. Angie would have loved ’em, too;
but gettin’ ’em when she was dead didn’t
give her the chance to enjoy them.”
“She’s up in Heaven, sitting
next to the gold-and-ivory throne, now; and she knows
they’re here, Til she can look right
down and see ’em.”
“I’m glad they sent her
carnations, then she loved ’em so!”
“I kinda hate to leave you at
noon, Til the funeral and all.”
“It’s all right, Mame.
You can look at her asleep before you go.”
They tiptoed to the front room and
raised the shades gently. Angie lay in the cold
sleep of death, her wax-like hands folded on her flat
breast, and quiet, as if the grubbing years had fallen
from her like a husk; and in their place a madonna
calm, a sleep, and a forgetting. They regarded
her; the sobs rising in their throats.
“She looks just like she fell
asleep, Til only younger-like. And,
say, but that is a swell coffin, dearie!”
Like Niobe all tears, Tillie dabbed
at her eyes and dewy cheeks.
“She was always kicking poor
dear! at having to pay a dime a week to
the Mutual Aid; but she’d be glad if she could
see first-class undertaking and all everything
paid for.”
“I’ve kicked more’n
once, too, but I’m glad I belong now. Honest,
for a dime a week silver handles and all.
Poor Angie! Poor Angie!”
Poor Angie, indeed! who never in all
the forty-odd years of her life had been so rich;
with her head on a decent satin pillow, and a white
carnation at her breast; her black-and-white dotted
foulard dress draped skilfully about her; and her
feet, that would never more ache, resting upward like
a doll’s in its box!
“Oh, Gawd, ain’t I all alone, though;
ain’t I, though?”
“Aw, Til!”
“I I Oh ”
“Watch out, honey you’re
crushing all the grand white carnations the girls
sent! Say, wouldn’t Angie be pleased!
‘Rest in Peace,’ it says. See, honey!
Don’t you cry, for it says for her to rest in
peace; and there’s the beautiful white dove
on top and all a swell white bird.
Don’t you cry, honey.”
“I I won’t.”
“Me and George won’t forget
you. Honest, you never knew any one more sympathizing-like
than George; there ain’t a funeral that boy misses
if he can help it. He’s good at pall-bearing,
too. If it was Sunday instead of Friday that
boy would be right on tap. There, dearie, don’t
cry.”
Again Mame’s tears of real sympathy
mingled with her friend’s; and they wept in
a tight embrace, with the hot tears seeping through
their handkerchiefs.
At eleven o’clock a carriage
and a black hearse embossed in Grecian urns drew up
in the rain-swept street. Windows shrieked upward
and heads leaned out. A passing child, scuttling
along the bubbly sidewalks, ran his forefinger along
the sweating glass sides of the hearse, and a buttoned-up,
oilskinned driver flecked at him with his whip.
Street-cars grazed close to the carriage-wheels, and
once a grocery’s delivery automobile skidded
from its course and bumped smartly into the rear.
The horses plunged and backed in their traces.
Mame reached her yellow head far out of the window.
“They’re here, Til.
I wish you could see the hearse one that
any one could be proud to ride in! Here, let
me help you on with your coat, dearie. I hope
it’s warm enough; but, anyway, it’s black.
Say, if Angie could only see how genteel everything
is! The men are comin’ up here,
lemme go to the door. Good morning, gen’l’men!
Step right in.”
Miss Angie’s undertaker was
all that she could have wished a deep-eyed
young man, with his carefully brushed hair parted to
the extreme left and swept sidewise across his head;
and his hand inserted like a Napoleon’s between
the second and third buttons of his long, black broadcloth
coat.
“Good morning, Miss Prokes! It’s
a sad day, ain’t it?”
Tears trembled along her lids.
“Yes, sir, Mr. Lux; it’s a sad day.”
“A sad, sad day,” he repeated,
stepping farther into the room, with his two attendants
at a respectful distance behind him.
There were no rites. Tillie mumbled
a few lines to herself out of a little Bible with
several faded-ribbon bookmarks dangling from between
the pages.
“This was poor Angie’s
book. I’ll keep it for remembrance.”
“Poor Angie!” said Mame.
“‘In the midst of life
we are in death,’” said Mr. Lux. “If
you’re all ready now we can start, Miss Prokes.
Don’t be scared, little missy.”
There was a moment of lead-heavy silence;
then the two attendants stepped forward, and Tillie
buried her face and ears on Mame’s sympathetic
shoulder. And so Angie’s little procession
followed her.
“I’m all for going along,
Mr. Lux; but Tillie’s that bent on my going
back to the store for the half-day. I I
hate to let her go out there alone and all.”
“I’m going out in the
carriage myself, missy. There ain’t a thing
a soul could do for the little girl. I’ll
see that she ain’t wantin’ for nothin’ a
Lux funeral leaves no stone unturned.”
“You you been awful
good to me, Mame! I’ll be back at the store
Monday.”
“Good-by, honey! Here,
let me hold the umbrella while you get in the carriage.
Gawd! ain’t this a day, though? I’ll
go back up-stairs and straighten up a bit before I
go to the store. Good-by, honey! Just don’t
you worry.”
A few rain-beaten passersby huddled
in the doorway to watch the procession off. Heads
leaned farther from their windows. Within the
hearse the Dove of Peace titillated on its white-carnation
pillow as they moved off.
Tillie sank back against a soft corner
of the carriage’s black rep upholstery, which
was punctured ever so often with deep-sunk buttons.
There was a wide strap dangling beside the window for
an arm-rest, and a strip of looking-glass between
the front windows.
“I hope you are comfortable,
little missy. If I say it myself, our carriages
are comfortable that’s one thing about
a Lux funeral. There ain’t a trust concern
in the business can show finer springs or better tufting.
But it’s a easy matter to take cold in this damp.
I’ve seen ’em healthy as a herring go
off just like that!” said Mr. Lux, snapping his
fingers to emphasize the precipitousness of sudden
death.
“I ain’t much of a one
to take cold neither was poor Angie.
There wasn’t a girl in the corsets had a better
constitution than poor Angie. She always ailed
a lot with her heart; but we never thought much of
it.”
“I thought she was your sister;
but they say she was just your friend.”
“Yes; but she was all I had all I
had.”
“Such is life.”
“Such is life.”
They crept through the city streets,
stopping to let cars rumble past them, pulling up
sharply before reckless pedestrians; then a smooth
bowling over a bridge as wide as a boulevard and out
into the rain-sopped country, with leafless trees
stretching their black arms against a rain-swollen
sky, and the wheels cutting the mud road like a knife
through cold grease.
“Angie would have loved this
ride! She was always hatin’ the rich for
ridin’ when she couldn’t.”
“There ain’t a trust company
in town can beat my carriages. I got a fifty-dollar,
one-carriage funeral here that can’t be beat.”
“Everything is surely fine, Mr. Lux.”
“Lemme cover your knees with
this rug, missy. We have one in all the carriages.
You look real worn out, poor little missy. It’s
a sad day for you. Here, sit over on this side it’s
quit rainin’ now, and I’ll open the window.”
The miles lengthened between them
and the city, the horses were mud-splashed to their
flanks. They turned into a gravel way and up an
incline of drive. At its summit the white monuments
of the dead spread in an extensive city before them a
calm city, with an occasional cross standing boldly
against the sky.
“Lots of these were my funerals,”
explained Mr. Lux. “That granite block
over there this marble-base column.
I buried old man Snift of the Bronx last July.
They’ve been four Lux funerals in that family
the past two years. His cross over there’s
the whitest Carrara in this yard.”
Tillie turned her little tear-ravaged
face toward the window, but her eyes were heavy and
without life.
“I I don’t
know what I’d do if you wasn’t along, Mr.
Lux. I I’m scared.”
“I’m here don’t
you worry. Don’t you worry. I’m
just afraid that little lightweight jacket ain’t
warm enough.”
“I got a heavier one; but this
is mournin’, and it’s all I got in black.”
“It’s not the outside
mournin’ that counts for anything, missy; it’s
the crape you wear on your heart.”
They buried Angie on a modest hillside,
where the early sun could warm her and where the first
spring anémones might find timid place. The
soggy, new-turned earth filled up her grave with muffled
thumps that fell dully on Tillie’s heart and
tortured her nerve-ends.
“Oh! oh! oh!” Her near-the-surface
tears fell afresh; and when the little bed was completed,
and the pillow of peace placed at its head, she was
weak and tremble-lipped, like a child who has cried
itself into exhaustion.
“Ah, little missy!” said
Mr. Lux, breathing outward and passing his hand over
his side-swept hair. “Life is lonely, ain’t
it? Lonely lonely!”
“Y-yes,” she said.
The rain had ceased, but a cold wind
flapped Tillie’s skirts and wrapped them about
her limbs. They were silhouetted on their little
hilltop against the slate-colored sky, and all about
them were the marble monoliths and the Rocks of Ages
of the dead.
“Goodbye, Angie!” she
said, through her tears. “Goodbye, Angie!”
And they went down the hillside, with the wind tugging
at their hats, into their waiting carriage, and back
as they had come, except that the hearse rolled swifter
and lighter and the raindrops had dried on the glass.
“Oh-ah!” said Mr. Lux,
breathing outward again and blinking his deep-set
eyes. “Life is lonely lonely,
ain’t it? for those like you and me?”
“Lonely,” she repeated.
He patted her little black handbag,
that lay on the seat beside her, timidly, like a man
touching a snapping-turtle.
“You poor, lonely little missy and,
if you don’t mind my saying it, so pretty and
all.”
“My nose is red!” she
said, dabbing at it with her handkerchief and observing
herself in the strip of mirror.
“Like I care! I’ve
seen a good many funerals in my day and
give me a healthy red-nose cry every time! I’ve
had dry funerals and wet ones; and of the two it’s
the wet ones that go off easiest. Gimme a wet
funeral, and I’ll run it off on schedule time,
and have the horses back in the stable to the minute!
It’s at the dry funerals that the wimmin go off
in swoons and hold up things in every other drug store.
I’m the last one to complain of a red nose,
little missy.”
“Oh,” she said, catching
her breath on the end of a sob, “I know I’m
a sight! Poor Angie she used to say
a lot of women get credit for bein’ tender-hearted
when their red noses wasn’t from cryin’
at all, but from a small size and tight-lacin’.
Poor Angie to think that only day before
yesterday we were going down to work together!
She always liked to walk next to the curb, ’cause
she said that’s where the oldest ought to walk.”
“‘In the midst of life
we are in death,’” said Mr. Lux. The
wind stiffened and blew more sharply still. “Lemme
raise that window, little missy. It’s gettin’
real Novembery and you in that thin jacket
and all. Hadn’t we better stop off and
get you a cup of coffee?”
“When I get home I’ll
fix it,” she said. “When I get home.”
She lowered her faintly purple lids and shivered.
“Poor little missy!”
Toward the close of their long drive
a heavy dusk came early and shut out the dim afternoon;
the lights of the city began to show whimsically through
the haze.
“We’re almost home,”
she said.
“Almost; and if you don’t
mind I ain’t going to leave you all alone up
there. I’ll go up with you and kinda stay
a few minutes till till the newness wears
off. I know what them returns home mean.
I’d kinda like to stay with you awhile, if you’ll
let me, Miss Prokes.”
“Oh, Mr. Lux, you’re so
kind and all; but some of the girls from the store’ll
be over this evening and Mame and George.”
“I’ll just come up a minute,
then,” said Mr. Lux, “and see if the boys
got all the things out of the flat. Only last
week they forgot and left a ebony coffin-stand at
a place.”
The din of the city closed in about
them: the streets, already lashed dry by the
wind, spread like a maze as they rolled off the bridge;
then the halting and the jerking, the dodging of streetcars,
and finally her own apartment building.
Mr. Lux unlocked the door and held
her arm gently as they entered. The sweet, damp
smell of carnations came out to meet them, and Tillie
swayed a bit as she stood.
“Oh! oh! oh!”
“Easy there, little one.
It’ll be all right. It’s pretty bleak
at first, but it’ll come round all right.”
He groped for a match and lit the gas. “There you
set a bit and take it easy.”
A little blue-glass vase with three
fresh white carnations decorated the center of the
small table.
“See!” said Mr. Lux, bent
on diverting. “Ain’t they pretty?
A gentleman friend, I guess, sent them to cheer you
up not? My! ain’t they pretty,
though?”
“Just think Mame
doin’ all that for me! Straightening up
and going out and getting me them flowers before she
went to work! And and Angie not here!”
“Little missy, you need to drink
somethin’ hot. Ain’t there some coffee
round, or somethin’?”
“Yes,” she said; “but
I I got to get used to bein’ here bein’
here without Angie oh!”
“Come now the carriage
is downstairs yet, and there’s a little bakeshop,
with a table in the back, over on Twentieth Street.
If you’ll let me take you over there it’ll
fix you up fine, and then I’ll bring you back;
and by that time your friends’ll be here, and
it won’t be so lonesome-like.”
She rose to her feet.
“I wanna go,” she said. “I
don’t wanna stay here.”
“That’s the way to talk!”
he said, smiling and showing a flash of strong, even
teeth. “We’ll fix you up all right!”
She looked up at him and half smiled.
“You’re so nice to me and all,”
she said.
He felt of her coat-sleeve between his thumb and forefinger.
“Ain’t you got somethin’ warmer?
It’s gettin’ cold, and you’ll need
it.”
“Yes; but not not mournin’.”
“It’s the crape of the heart that counts,”
he repeated.
“All right,” she said,
like a child. “I’ll wear my heavier
one.” And she walked half fearfully into
the little room adjoining.
When she returned her face was freshly
powdered and the pink rims about her eyes fainter.
Her tan jacket was buttoned snugly about her.
She stood for a moment under the bracket of light
and smiled gratefully at him.
“I’m ready.”
Mr. Lux stepped toward her and hooked
his arm, like a cotillion leader asking a debutante
into the dinner-hall; then stopped, took another step,
and paused again. A quick wave of red swept over
his face.
“Why!” he began; “why! Well!”
She looked down at her skirt with a woman’s
quick consciousness of self.
“I told you,” she said,
with her words falling one over the other; “I
told you it wasn’t mournin’! I I ”
She followed his gaze to her coat-lapel
and to the magenta bow. A hot pink flowed under
her skin.
“Oh!” she cried.
“Ain’t I the limit? That that
bow was on, and I forgot me wearin’
a red bow on poor Angie’s funeral day! Me oh ”
Her fingers fumbled at the bow, and
smarting tears stung her eyes. But Mr. Lux stepped
to the blue-glass vase on the table, snapped a white
carnation at the neck, and stuck it in his left coat-lapel;
then he tore off a bit of fern and added it as a lacy
background. His deep-set eyes were as mellow
as sunlight.
“Hello!” he whispered,
extending both hands and smiling at her until all
his teeth showed. “Hello!”
“Hello!” she said, like one in a dream.