Lilly raised the gas-flame beneath
the coffee-pot and poked with a large three-pronged
fork at the snapping chops in the skillet. The
spark-spark of frying and the purl of boiling water
grew madder and merrier, and a haze of blue smoke
and steam rose from the little stove.
“I don’t see why you can’t stay
for supper, Loo.”
Miss Lulu Tracy opened her arms wide like
Juliet greeting the lark and yawned.
“What’s the use stickin’
round?” she said, in gapey tones. “What’s
the use stickin’ round where I ain’t wanted?
Charley ain’t got no use for me, and you know
it. I’ll go over to the room and wait for
you.”
“Well, I like that! I guess
I can have who I want in my own flat; he isn’t
bossin’ me round let me tell you that
much.” But she did not urge further.
“Oh, my feelin’s ain’t
hurt, Lil. I jest dropped in on my way home from
the store to see how things was comin’ with you.”
Lilly banged the little oven door
shut with the toe of her shoe and, holding her brown-checked
apron against her hand for protection, drained hot
water from off a pan of jacketed potatoes a
billow of steam mounted to the ceiling, enveloping
her.
“I’ve made up my mind,
Loo. There’s a whole lot of sense in what
you’ve been saying an’ I’m
going to do it.”
“Now remember, Lil, I ain’t
buttin’ in I ain’t the kind
that butts into other people’s business; but,
when you come down to the store the other day and
I seen how blue you was I got to talkin’ before
I meant to. That’s the way with me when
I get to feelin’ sorry for anybody; I ain’t
always understood.”
“You’re just right in
everything you said. It ain’t like I was
a girl that wasn’t used to anything. If
I do say so myself, there never was a more popular
girl in the gloves than I was you know what
refined and genteel friends I had, Loo.”
“That’s what I always
say some girls could put up with this all
right; but a person that had the swell time an’
friends you did to marry an’ have
to settle down like this it just don’t
seem right. I always said, the whole time we
was chumming together, you was cut out for a society
life if ever a girl was. Of course, I ain’t
saying nothing against Charley, but no fellow can
expect a girl like you to stick to this.”
Miss Tracy fanned herself with a folded
newspaper; her large, even-featured face glistened
with tiny globules of perspiration; her blond
hair had lost some of its crimp.
“Nobody can say I haven’t
done my duty by Charley, Loo. If ever a girl
had a slow time it’s been me; but I have been
holdin’ off, hoping he might get into something
else. He ain’t never wanted to stick himself;
but it just seems like poundin’ ragtime is all
he’s cut out for.”
“A girl’s gotta have life that’s
what I always say. Just because you’re
married ain’t no sign you’re an old woman;
but I don’t want to poke into your business.
If you make up your mind just you come over tonight
after he leaves, and you can bunk with me in the old
room, just like we used to. Lordy! wasn’t
them good old times?”
“Don’t be surprised to
see me, Loo. I ain’t never let on to Charley,
but it’s been in my head a long time. I’d
a whole lot rather be back in the department again
than watchin’ these four walls I would.”
“It’s a darn shame!
Why, I’d go clean daffy, Lil, if I had to stick
round the way you do. What’s the use o’
bein’ married, I’d like to know!”
“It won’t be so easy to
get back in the department, I’m afraid.”
“Easy? Why, you can get
your old job back like that!” Miss Tracy snapped
her fingers with gusto. “It was only yesterday
that an ancient dame with a glass eye bought a pair
of chamois and asked for you and Skinny
heard her, too. He knows you had a good, genteel
trade and watch him grab you back!
You ain’t no dead one if you have been buried
nearly two years.”
“Ain’t it so, Loo?
Here I have been married going on two years! I
ain’t never let on even to you what I’ve
been through. Charley’s all right, but ”
“Yes, but I could tell.
You can ask any of the girls down at the store if
I wasn’t always sayin’ it was a shame for
a girl with your looks to ‘a’ throwed
herself away.”
Lilly dabbed and swabbed at the inside
of a stew-pan; the irises of her eyes were unnaturally
large a wisp of hair, dry and electric,
drifted across her face. She blew at it, pursing
out her lower lip.
“I’ve been a fool!” she said.
“There’s Maisie been
married just as long as you; and honest, Lil, I ain’t
been to a dance that I ain’t seen her and Buck.
Of course, Buck has got his faults, but when he’s
sober there ain’t nothin’ he won’t
do to give Maisie a swell time.”
Lilly bristled. “One thing
I will say for Charley I believe in givin’
everybody his dues Charley’s never
laid a hand on me; and that’s more’n Maisie
Cloot can say!” She finished with some asperity.
“I guess there ain’t none
of them perfect when it comes right down to it ain’t
it so? I seen Maisie the week after she had that
bad eye, and I never see a sweller seal-ring than
she was wearin’. Buck’s rough, but
he tries to make up for it not that I got
anything against Charley.”
Miss Tracy took a few steps that were
suggestive of departure.
“I always say, Lil, it ain’t
so much the feller as how he treats you. It ain’t
none of my put-in, but I’d like to see the man
that could make me sit at home alone seven nights
in the week that’s what I would!”
“Well, if you gotta go, Loo,
you gotta go. I’m so excited-like I kind
o’ hate to have you leave.”
“There’s nothin’
to get excited about. It’s just like you
say: you’ve been thinkin’, and now
you’ve made up your mind. Now all you got
to do is act you got the note written,
ain’t you?”
Lilly took a small square of yellow
paper from her blouse and passed it to her friend.
“Are you sure it reads all right, Loo?”
Miss Tracy read carefully:
DEAR CHARLIE, You do
not need to come after me,
as I am not coming back. I could not stand
it no girl could.
Yours truly,
LIL.
“Yes; that’s great.
So long as you ain’t sore at him for no other
reason, there ain’t no use kickin’ up.
That just shows him where he stands. There ain’t
no use fightin’ just quit!”
Lilly slipped the bit of paper back into her blouse.
“I’ll see you later,” she said,
with new determination.
“Now don’t let me influence
you. Make up your mind and do what you think
is best. Then don’t be a quitter when
I start a thing I always see it through. Give
me a girl with backbone every time. I glory in
your spunk!”
“Oh, I got the spunk, all right,
Loo.” They linked arms and went through
the little bedroom into the parlor. At the door
Miss Tracy lingered.
“Your flat’s got the room
beat by a long shot; but I always say it don’t
make no difference whether you live in a palace or
a cottage, just so you’re happy. Gimme
one room and what I want, and you can have all your
swell marble-entrance apartments. Ain’t
that right?”
“You’ve hit it, Loo.
Take this here red parlor set when me and
Charley went down to pick it out I couldn’t
hardly wait till we got it up in the flat; and now
just look! I can’t look red plush in the
face no more.”
“That’s the way of the
world,” said Loo. She sucked in her breath
and cluck-clucked her tongue against the roof of her
mouth.
“I’ll be over about eight, then after
he goes.”
“All right. Bring what
you need, and send for the other stuff. You better
put in a party dress; we might get a date for to-night,
for all I know. You know you always brought me
luck when it come to dates. I ain’t had
a chum since that could bring them round like you.”
“Oh, Loo! I ain’t thinkin’
about such things.”
“Sure you ain’t; but it
won’t hurt you to know you’re livin’,
will it? and to chaperon your friend?”
“No,” admitted Lil.
“Well, so long! I’ll
see you later. Don’t let on to Charley I
was over. He ain’t got no truck for me.”
They embraced.
“Good-by for a little while, Loo.”
“Good-by, dearie.”
Lilly watched her friend pass down
the narrow hall, then she closed the door. Left
alone, she crossed to the window and leaned out well
beyond the casement a Demoiselle
whose three lilies were despair, anger, and fear.
The stagnant air, savored with frying pork, weighted
her down with its humidity; her brow puckered into
tiny lines.
Do not, reader, construe this setting
too lightly. The most pungent essay in all literature
is devoted to the succulency of roast pig; Sappho
was most lyric after she had rubbed her wine goblet
with garlic-flavored ewe meat. But such kindly
reflection was not Lilly’s fleshpots
and life alike were unsavory.
The Nottingham lace curtains hung
limp and motionless round her, and waves of heat deflected
from the asphalt came up heavy as fog. Three
stories beneath, Third Avenue spluttered on the griddle
of a merciless August an exhausted day
was duskening into a scarcely less kind twilight;
she could feel the brick wall of the building exhaling
like a furnace.
It was characteristic of Lilly that,
with the thermometer up in three figures and her own
mental mercury well toward the top of the tube, she
should strike the one note of relief in a Saharan aridness.
She suggested the drip of clear water in a grotto
or the inmost petals of a tight-closed rose.
If her throat ached and strained to keep down the
tears, her neck, where the sheer white collar fell
away, was cold and chaste; if anger and resentment
were pounding through her veins the fresh firmness
of her flesh did not betray it.
She leaned her head against the window-frame
and looked down with a certain remoteness upon the
human caldron three stories removed. Lights were
beginning to prick out wanly; the bang and clang of
humanity, distant, but none the less insistent, came
up to her in a medley of street-car clangs, shouts,
and hum-hum. Children cried.
Upon a fire-escape level with her
own window a child, with bare feet extended over the
iron rail, slept on an improvised bed; from the interior
of that same apartment came the wail of a sick infant.
A woman nude to the waist passed to and fro before
the open window, crooning to the bundle she carried
in the crook of her arm. Lilly’s mouth hung
at the corners.
Came darkness, she passed out into
the kitchen and covered the slow-cooking chops with
a tin lid, lighted the gas-jet, turning the flame
down into a mere bead, and resumed her watch at the
front window.
Clear like a clarion a familiar whistle
ripped through the din of the street and came up to
her sharp and undiverted two clean calls
and a long, quavering ritornelle. At that signal,
for the year and a half of their married life, Lilly
had unfailingly fluttered a white handkerchief of
greeting from the three flights up. Her arm contracted
reflexly, but she stayed it and stepped back into
the frame of the window, leaning straight and tense
against the jamb. Her pulse leaped into the hundreds
as she stood there, her arms hugging her sides and
her blouse rising and falling with the heave of her
bosom, her handkerchief a tight little wad in the
palm of her hand.
Again the call, tearing straight and
true to its destination! She remained taut as
stretched elastic. There was a wondering interim and
a third time the signal split the air, sharp-questioning,
insistent. Then a silence.
Lilly darted into the kitchen and
stooped absorbed over the burbling coffee. A
key rattled the front-room lock, and she bent lower
over the stove. She heard her name called sharply;
a door slammed, and her husband bounded into the kitchen,
his face streaming perspiration and his collar like
a rag about his neck.
“Hello, honey! Gee!
You gimme a scare there fer a minute. I thought
the heat might ‘a’ got you.”
He gathered her in his arms, pushed
back her head, and looked into her reluctant eyes.
“What’s the matter, hon? You ain’t
sick, are you?”
She wriggled herself free of his arms and turned to
the stove.
“No,” she said, in a monotone, “I
ain’t sick.”
He regarded her with a worried pucker between his
eyes.
“Aw, come on, Lil tell
a fellow what’s the matter, can’t you?
It ain’t like you to be like this.”
“Nothin’!” she insisted.
“You gimme a swell turn there
fer a minute. They’re droppin’
like flies to-day hottest day in five summers.”
Silence.
“Whew!” He peeled off
his coat and hung it, with his imitation Panama hat,
behind the door; his pink shirt showed dark streaks
of perspiration; and he tugged at the rear button
of his limp collar.
“Be-e-lieve me, the pianner
business ain’t what it’s cracked up to
be! There ain’t a picture house in town
got the Gem beat when it comes to heat. Had to
take off the Flyin’ Papinta act to-day and run
in an extry picture because two of the kids give out
with the heat. I’ve played to over ten
thousand feet o’ films to-day; and be-e-lieve
me, it was some stunt!”
He sluiced his face with cold water
at the sink, and slush-slushed his head in a roller-towel,
talking the while.
“I never seen the extry
picture they run in to cover
the Papinta act; and before I could
keep up with the film I was givin’
ragtime fer a funeral. You oughta heard
Joe squeal!” He laughed and threw his arms affectionately
across his wife’s shoulder. “Eh ragtime
fer a funeral! Fine pianner-player you got
fer a husband, honey!”
Given a checked suit, a slender bamboo
cane, and a straw Katy slightly askew, Charley might
have epitomized vaudeville. He had once won a
silver watch-fob for pre-eminent buck-dancing at a
Coney Island informal, and could sing “Oh, You
Great Big Beautiful Doll!” with nasal perfection.
“Yes, sirree, Lil; you got a
fine pianner-player fer a husband!”
She squirmed away from his touch and
carried the coffee-pot to the little set-for-two table.
The chops steamed from a blue-and-white plate.
Her husband, unburdened with subtleties, straddled
his chair and scraped up to the table; his collapsed
collar, with two protruding ends of red necktie, lay
on the window-sill; the sleeves of his pink shirt
were rolled back to the elbow.
The meal opened in a silence broken
only by the clat-clat of dishes and the wail of suffering
babies.
“Poor kiddies, they ain’t
got a chance in a hundred. Gee! If I had
the coin, wouldn’t I give them a handout of
fresh air and milk? I’d give every one
of the durn little things a Delmonico banquet.
I’d jest as soon get hit in the head as hear
them kids bawl.”
Suddenly he glanced up from his plate
and pushed himself from the table; his wife was making
bread-crumbs out of her bread.
“Say, Lil, I ain’t never
seen you like this before! Ain’t you feeling
good? Come on tell a feller what’s
the matter with you.”
He rose and came round to her chair,
leaning over its back and taking her cheeks between
thumb and forefinger.
“Come on, Lil; what’s
the matter? You ain’t sore at me, are you?”
“Can’t a girl get tired once in a while?”
she said.
“Poor little pussy!” He
patted her hair and returned to his place. “Guess
what I got!” groping significantly in the direction
of his hip-pocket. “Something you been
havin’ your heart set on fer a long time.
Guess!”
“I dunno,” she said.
“Aw, gwan, kiddo! Give a guess.”
“I can’t guess, Charley.”
“Well, then, I’ll give you three guesses.”
“I dunno.”
“Look now can you?”
He showed her the top of a small,
square box tied with blue cord. It bore a jeweler’s
mark.
“Can you guess now, Lil? It’s something
you been aching fer.”
“Lemme alone!” she said.
He looked at her in frank surprise,
slowly replacing the box in his hip-pocket.
“Durned if I know what’s got you!”
he muttered.
“Nothing ain’t got me,” she insisted.
He brightened.
“Poor little girl! Never
mind; next summer I’m goin’ to grab that
Atlantic City job I been tellin’ you about.
The old man said again yesterday that, jest as sure
as he opens his sheet-music bazar down there
next season, it’s me fer the keyboard.”
“His schemes don’t ever turn out.
I know his talk,” his wife objected.
“Sure they will this time, Lil;
he’s got a feller to back it. He dropped
in special to hear me play the ‘Louisanner Rusticanner
Rag’ to-day; an’ honest, Lil, he couldn’t
keep his feet still! I sprung that new one on
him, too the ‘Giddy Glide’ an’
I had to laugh; the old man nearly jumped over the
pianner couldn’t sit quiet! Just
you wait, Lil. I got that job cinched no
more picture-show stuff fer me! It’ll
be us fer the board-walk next summer!”
“That’s jest what you
said about grabbin’ that Coney Island job this
season.”
“I couldn’t help it that
they cut out the pianner at the Concession, could
I? The films ain’t no more fun fer
me than fer you, honey.”
“It’s pretty lonesome
for a girl sitting here alone every night. It
was bad enough before you took the twelve-to-two job;
but I never have no evenin’s nohow.”
He looked at her with wide-open eyes.
“I didn’t know you were
sore, Lil on the real, I didn’t!
I jest took that cafe job fer a few
weeks to help along the surprise.” His hand
went to his hip-pocket.
“Oh,” she said, her lips
curling, “I’m sick of that line of talk.”
“Lil!”
There was a count-five pause; and
then the old cheeriness came back into his voice.
“I’m going to cut out the cafe job, anyway,
now that ”
“Oh, never mind,” she
said, indifferently. “What’s it matter
whether you are home at twelve or two? I ain’t
had no evenin’s for a good long time, anyhow.”
“I guess you’re right.
Don’t I wish I had some steady clerkin’
job, like Bill! But it don’t seem like
I am cut out fer anything but pounding ragtime you
knew that, honey, before we was ”
He stopped, reddening.
“No, I didn’t! If
I’d known before we was married what I know now,
things might be different. How was I to know that
you was goin’ to be changed from matinee work
to all-night shows? How was I to know you was
goin’ to make me put up with a life like this?
When I see other girls that’s married out of
the department, and me, I jest wanna die! Look
at Sally Lee and Jimmy they go to vaudyville
every week and to Coney Saturdays. You even kick
if I wanna go over to Loo’s to spend a evening!”
“I don’t kick, Lil; I
jest don’t like to have you running round with
that live wire. She ain’t your style.”
“That’s right run
down my friends that I worked next to in the gloves
fer four years! She was good enough
fer me then. Me and her is old friends,
and jest ’cause I’m married don’t
make me better’n her.”
“I’m sorry I kicked up
about it, honey. Maybe I was wrong.”
“She can tell you that I had
swell times when I was in the gloves even
when I was in the notions, too. There wasn’t
a night I didn’t have a bid for some dance or
something.”
“Well, if this ain’t a
darn sight better’n pushing gloves at six per
I’ll I’ll ”
“I’ll give you to understand,
Charley Harkins, that I was making eight dollars when
I married you, and everybody said that I’d ‘a’
been promoted to the jewelry in another year.”
She rose, gathered a pyramid of dishes,
and clattered them into the dish-pan as he talked.
He followed after her.
“Aw, quit your foolin’,
Lil, can’t you? Don’t treat a feller
like this when he comes home at night. I’ll
get Shorty to take the piano next Saturday, and we’ll
do Coney from one end to the other. We only live
once, anyway. Come on, Lil; be nice and see what
I got fer you, too.”
“Don’t treat me like I
was a kid! When I was in the gloves I didn’t
think nothin’ of goin’ to Coney every other
night, and you know it, all right.”
The red surged back into his face.
“Yes, you had a swell time shooting
gloves! You used to tell me yourself you was
ready to drop at night.”
“Ain’t I ready to drop
here?” she flashed back at him. “Am
I any better off here doin’ my work in the hottest
flat on Third Avenue?”
“Things’ll come out all
right, honey. Come on and kiss me before I go.”
She submitted to his embrace passively
enough, and at his request retied his necktie round
a fresh collar for him.
“Good night, pussy! I’ll
come in soft so as not to wake you there
ain’t goin’ to be no more of this two-o’clock
business. I’m goin’ to cut out the
cafe. Put a glass of milk out fer me, honey.
I’m near dead when I get in.”
He struggled into his coat before
the little dressing-table mirror of their bedroom
and with a sly smile slipped the blue-corded box into
a top drawer.
“I got a surprise fer you,
Lil only you ain’t in no mood fer
it right now.”
“I ain’t in no humor for nothin’,”
she said.
“It’s going to be a scorcher.
You take it easy and get rid of these blues you been
gettin’ here lately. You ain’t got
no better friend than your old man or any one who
wants to do more of the right thing by you.”
“I’ll take a car-ride
over to Loo’s to cool off,” she said,
apathetically.
He opened his lips to speak; instead
he nodded and kissed her twice. Then he hurried
out.
After he left her she sank down on
the little divan of highly magnetized red plush and
stared into space. Face to face with her weeks-old
resolve, her courage fainted, and a shudder like ague
passed over her. She could hear herself wheeze
in her throat; and her petal-like skin, unrelieved
by moisture, was alternately hot and cold.
The low-ceiled room, dark except for
a reflected slant of yellow gas-light coming in from
the kitchen, closed down like an inverted bowl.
She went to the window.
On the fire-escape opposite, the child
still slept, one little ghost of a bare foot extending
over the rail. As she watched, a woman’s
voice from within the apartment cried out sharply a
panicky cry filled with terror; then a silence more
pregnant than the call itself. Lily knew, with
a dull tugging at her heartstrings, that the babe had
died. Only a week before she and Charley had
seen a little life snuffed out in the apartment above,
and she knew the mother-cry. Charley had dressed
the child and cried hot, unashamed tears; then, as
now, her own eyes were dry, but her throat ached.
East Side tradition has it that every
tenth year exacts the largest share of human toil this
might have been Death’s Oberammergau!
Trembling, Lilly turned and groped
her way into the little bedroom; drawers slid open
and slammed shut, tissue-paper rattled, the hasps of
a trunk snapped; then came the harsh sing of water
pouring from a faucet. Presently she reappeared
in the doorway in a fresh white blouse and a dark-blue
skirt; there were pink cotton rosebuds on her hat and
a long pair of white silk gloves dangling from one
hand. In the other she carried a light wicker
hand-satchel.
By the shaft of light she reread the
small square of yellow paper and impaled it carefully,
face up, on the pincushion of their little dressing-table.
It poised like a conspicuous butterfly. Then she
went out into the kitchen, poured a glass of milk,
placed it beside a small cake of ice in a correspondingly
small refrigerator, turned off the gas-light, and
went out of the apartment without once glancing behind
her.
Miss Lulu Tracy lived in a lower West
Side rooming-house. Lily had once dwelt in that
same dingy-fronted building, in a room which, like
her friend’s, was reduced to its lowest terms.
The familiar cryptic atmosphere met her as she crossed
the threshold. Loo greeted her effusively.
“Lordy, Lil, I was afraid you
was gettin’ cold feet! Sit right down there
on the trunk till I get some of this cold-cream off.
I’m ready to drop in my tracks, I am. Three
of the lace-girls fainted to-day and had to be took
home. Ain’t this room awful?”
Lilly sank in a little heap on the trunk.
“It is hot,” she admitted.
“Hot? You look like a cucumber.
Wait’ll I get this cold-cream off, and tell
me all about it. I’m here to tell you that
you’re all right, you are. Give me a game
one every time! But wait till I tell you what’s
up.”
Miss Tracy laved her face with layers
of cold-cream, which she presently removed with a
towel.
“Don’t I wish I had your skin, Lil!”
Lilly brightened.
“Quit your kiddin’, Loo,” she said.
“I ain’t used to jollying no more.”
“You know yourself you was the
best looker we ever had at the counter. Skinny
calls you The Lily to this day.”
“I ain’t got the looks I once had, Loo.”
But her fair face flushed.
“Wait till you get round a little you’ll
look five years younger.” Lilly giggled.
“On the real, Lil, there wasn’t a girl
in the department didn’t expect you to marry
some swell instead of Charley Harkins. If I’d
‘a’ had your looks I wouldn’t been
satisfied with nothin’ but the real thing.
Look at Tootsie grabbin’ old man Rickman!
She can’t hold a candle to you.”
“Just the samey, she’d
‘a’ rather had Charley if she could ‘a’
got him. I know a thing or two about that.”
Cold-cream removed, Miss Tracy enveloped
her friend in an embrace.
“So you’re goin’
to bunk with me to-night! Seems like old times,
don’t it?”
“Just like old times,” said Lilly.
“Now tell me how you got away. He didn’t
get wise, did he?”
“No; I just left the note, Loo.”
“That’ll hold him for
a while. You’re the real thing, you are!
Not that I want to make any trouble, but a blind man
could see that you’re a fool to spend your time
that way. Huh! Sellin’ gloves ain’t
no cinch, but if it ain’t got being buried alive
beat by a long shot I’ll eat my hat!”
Impressed by her friend’s gastronomic
heroism, Lilly acquiesced. “You’re
right. I’ll try to get my job back to-morrow.
Maybe it won’t be so easy.”
“Easy?” cried Loo.
“Why, the easiest thing you ever tried!
The gloves haven’t forgot you.”
“I hope not,” sighed Lilly.
“You’re game, all right!
I like to see a girl stand up for her rights there
ain’t no man livin’ could boss me!
I’d like to see the King of Germany hisself
coop me up seven nights in the week an’ me stand
for it. Not muchy! I got as much fight in
me as any man. That’s the kind of a hair-pin
I am!”
“I’m like you, Loo.
I got to thinking over what you told me the other
day, and you’re right: there ain’t
no girl would stand for it. Girls gotta have
life.”
“Of course they do! And
you’re going to have some to-night that’s
what I got up my sleeve. Mr. Polly, in the laces,
is comin’ to take me to the Shippin’ Clerks’
dance up at the One Hundred and Fifteenth Street Hall and
you’re coming right along with us.”
Lilly lowered her eyes like a debutante.
“Oh, Loo, I I can’t go to no
dances. I Charley I didn’t
mean ”
“I’d like to know what
harm there is goin’ to a dance with me and my
gentleman friend? Didn’t Aggie go with us
all the time Bill was doin’ night-work?
Before she got her divorce there wasn’t a week
she wasn’t somewhere with us. Besides,
Polly is a perfect gentleman.”
“But I ain’t got nothin’ to wear,
Loo.”
“Didn’t you bring what I told you?”
“Yes; but ”
“Well, then, you’re goin’.
If Charley Harkins don’t like it he should have
taken you to dances hisself.”
“I ain’t been to a dance
since the Ladies’ Mask me and Charley went to
when he was still playing matinées. I’ve
almost forgot how.”
Her eyes were like stars.
“Swell dancers like you used to be don’t
forget so easy.”
“My dress is old, but it is low-neck.”
“It’s all right; and you
can wear my forget-me-not wreath in your hair it’ll
just match your dress.”
They took the frock from the wicker bag and held it
up.
“That’s just fine, Lil;
and you can carry my old fan I got a new
one from a gentleman friend for Christmas.”
“Loo!”
Lulu piled her hair into an impressive coiffure.
“Oh, Loo, you look just like that picture that’s
on cigar-boxes!”
“You got the littlest waist
I ever seen,” reciprocated Lulu, regarding Lilly’s
sylphid figure with admiring eyes.
“You ought to have seen me the
first year I was working, Loo. I ain’t
got such a little waist any more, but I did have some
figure then.”
They dressed in relays, taking turns about before
the splotched mirror.
“Here, Lil, let me pin up them
sleeves a little. Mame says all the swell waists
up in the ready-to-wears have short sleeves.”
“I’ve had my eye on a
swell silver bracelet in Shank’s window, Loo,
for a long time; they are so pretty with elbow-sleeves.”
They pecked at each other like preening
birds. At seven Lulu’s suitor arrived.
They took final dabs at themselves.
“He ain’t such a nifty
looker, Lil, but he sure knows how to treat a girl
swell. He ain’t none of your piker kind
that runs past a drug store like the soda-fountain
was after him. Why, I’ve known him to treat
to as many as three sodas in an evenin’!
And say, kid, he is some classy dresser latest
jewelry and black-and-white initials worked on his
shirt-sleeves. I met him at a mask, and he give
me his card.”
“Does he know you work?”
“Yes; but he said he’d
rather have a girl tell him she’s workin’
like I did than to have her stuff him.”
“That’s what I used to say; they find
out, anyway.”
“Sure they do; the only time
I told a guy I didn’t work was that time with
you.”
“That time you told Mr. Evans you was goin’
to school?”
“Yes; and he up and said:
’Yes; you go to school! You wrestle with
pots, you do, sis.’”
They laughed reminiscently.
“We sure used to have swell times together,
Lulu.”
“Swell times well,
I guess yes! I never did have the same good times
with no chum of the department since you left.”
They descended to meet Mr. Polly in
the lower hall. That gentleman rose from the
hat-tree. Four fingers of a tan glove protruded
with studied intent from the breast-pocket of his
coat; his trousers and sleeves were creased as definitely
as paper. Mr. Polly’s features were strictly
utilitarian it was his boast that by a peculiar
muscular contraction he could waggle his ears with
fidelity to asinine effect.
His mouth was of such proportions
that the slightest smile revealed his teeth back to
the molars. He smiled as he rose from the hat-tree.
“Howdy-do, Mr. Polly? Is
it warm enough for you? I want to make you acquainted
with my friend, Lilly Harkins.”
“Pleased to meet you,” said Mr. Polly.
“I didn’t think you’d
mind my bringin’ a lady friend along to-night.
I thought maybe you could find her a friend up at
the hall, Mr. Polly.”
He bowed with alacrity.
“Always ready to do the ladies
a favor,” he said, extending both arms akimbo
and stepping between them.
Lilly hung back with becoming reticence.
“I’m afraid I’m butting in two’s
company an’ three’s a crowd.”
They hastened to reassure her.
“You just make yourself right
at home. I’m always ready to do the ladies
a favor, Miss Harkins.”
A startled expression flashed across
Lilly’s face. Her friend sprang into the
breach like a life-saver off a pier.
“Miss Harkins ain’t
the kind of a girl to sponge on nobody. Mr. Polly
knows if she’s my friend she’s all right.”
“That’s the idea,”
agreed Mr. Polly. “I like to see girls good
friends.” The trio swung down the street.
“That’s what I always
say. Why, before Lil was mar Why, me
and Lil never are stingy with our gentlemen friends.
I was always the first one to introduce you wasn’t
I, Lil?”
“Yes; and me the same way,”
amended Lilly. “I think it’s the right
way to be.”
“I got a friend comin’
up to the dance to-night, just about your style of
a fellow, Miss Harkins. One nice chap he’s
been in the stock-room at Tracy’s for years;
some little sport, too.”
“Ain’t that grand!” beamed Lulu.
“Two couple of us!”
Lilly hummed a little air as they
walked along, both girls receiving the slightest of
Mr. Polly’s sallies with effusion.
“Oh, dear; it’s just like
going to a show to be with you, Mr. Polly,”
gasped Lulu, after the gentleman had waggled his ears
beneath his hat until it rose from his head with magician’s
skill. “How can you be so comical!
You ought to be on the stage.”
“That ain’t nothin’.
You ought to see me keep all the girls in the laces
laughin’! I believe in laughin’, not
cryin’. By the way,” he said, elated
with success, “guess this riddle: Why is
a doughnut like a life-preserver?”
Both puckered their brows and sought
in vain for a similarity between those widely diversified
objects. After breathless volunteers the girls
owned themselves outwitted; then Mr. Polly relieved
the situation.
“A doughnut is like a life-preserver,”
he explained, “because they’re both sinkers.”
The two gasped with laughter, Lulu
placing a helpful hand on her left hip.
“Oh, Mr. Polly,” she panted, “you’re
simply killin’!”
“Sim-ply kill-in’!” echoed Lilly.
They turned into the dance-hall.
Lilly’s nostrils widened; the pink flew into
her cheeks.
“Oh, say!” she cried; “I’d
rather dance than eat.”
Mr. Polly excused himself and hastened
away to find his friend. He returned with a dark
young man, whose sartorial perfection left nothing
to be desired. He had been dancing, and wiped
about the edge of his tall collar with a purple-bordered
silk handkerchief.
“Ladies,” announced Mr.
Polly, “I want to introduce you to the swellest
dancer on the floor to-night you may think
I’m kiddin’, but I’m not. Miss
Tracy and Miss Harkins, this is my friend, Mr. George
Sippy.”
Mr. Sippy pirouetted on one tan
oxford and cast his eyes upward. “I’m
all fussed,” he said; “but pleased to meet
you, ladies.”
The girls laughed again. Then
they strolled toward the dance-hall, where the gentleman
bought tickets. Dancing at the One Hundred and
Fifteenth Street Hall was five cents the selection.
The music struck up. Lulu crossed
both hands upon her chest, Mr. Polly clasped her round
the waist, and they moved off with that sinew tension
peculiar to dance-halls. Mr. Sippy turned to Lilly.
“Will you go round, Miss Harkins?”
They melted into the embrace of the
dance and moved off. When Mr. Sippy danced every
faculty was pressed into service his head
was thrown back and his feet glided like well-trained
automatons.
“Wasn’t that just grand!”
breathed Lilly, when the music ceased. She was
softly radiant.
“Swell!” agreed Mr. Sippy,
applauding for an encore. “Swell!”
He regarded her with new interest. “You’re
some dancer, kid,” he said.
“Oh, Mr. Sippy, who could help dancin’
good with you?”
They glided away again. After
the waltz they sought the side-lines, where soft drinks
were served. A waiter dabbed at the table-top;
Lilly fanned herself and ordered sarsaparilla.
“You don’t look hot you
look cool,” said Mr. Sippy, admiringly.
She took a dainty draught through her straw.
“I’m just happy that’s
all,” she replied.
The misery, the monotony, the wail
of the mother, her own desperation were
away back in the experience of another self. Life
had turned on its axis and swung her out of darkness
into light. Girls in lacy waists and with swagger
hips laughed into her eyes; men looked at her with
frank admiration. George Sippy leaned toward her
and looked intimately into her face.
“Say,” he said, “Polly must have
known I like blondes.”
“Oh, and I’m always wishin’ to be
a brunette!”
“You’re my style, all right.”
“I’ll bet you say that to every girl.”
“Nix I do. You can ask
Polly if I ain’t hard to suit. I know just
what style of girl I like.”
“There’s a lot in knowin’ just what
you like,” she said, archly.
“That’s some yellow hair
you got,” he observed, irrelevantly. “My
sister used to have hair like that.”
She felt of her coiffure.
“Do you like ’em? You ought to see
’em just after they been washed.”
Mr. Sippy expressed a polite desire
to observe the phenomenon. They danced again.
Once in the maze of couples, they caught sight of Lulu
and Mr. Polly, and they changed partners; but after
a while they drifted together again.
“Gee!” said Mr. Sippy. “I’d
rather dance with you.”
“Ain’t that funny?” said Lilly.
“That’s just what I was thinkin’.”
They looked into each other’s eyes.
“I ain’t the kind of a
fellow that takes up with every girl,” explained
Mr. Sippy, in self-elucidation.
“That’s just what I like,”
said Lilly; “that’s just the way with me.
It ain’t everybody I take a likin’ to;
but when I do like a person I like ’em.”
“Now just look at me,”
went on Mr. Sippy. “If I wanted to I could
bring a girl down here every night; but I don’t,
just because it ain’t often I take a fancy to
a girl.”
“I like for a gentleman not to be so common-like.”
“I like a person or I don’t
like them, that’s all.” He looked
at her ringless hands. “You ain’t
keepin’ no steady company, are you?”
She colored clear up into her hair.
“No,” she replied, in a breathy voice.
“Can I have the pleasure of escorting you to
Coney to-morrow night?”
“I’ll be pleased to accept your company,”
she said.
They danced again, and her hair brushed his cheek.
“You’re some girl, all right!” he
said, holding her close.
She giggled on his shoulder.
“Gee, but I love to dance!”
“Say,” he said, looking
down at her suspiciously, “is it my dancing you
like or me?”
“Silly!” she whispered. “I
like you and your dancing.”
“You’re all right, little one!”
he assured her.
When they finally left the hall the
lights were beginning to dim. The four of them
went out into the quiet streets together. The
street-cars had ceased to rattle except at long intervals.
They walked in twos, arms interlaced, talking in subdued
tones. A cool breeze had sprung up.
At a corner drug store they partook
of foamy soda-water and scooped, with long-handled
spoons, refreshing mouthfuls of ice-cream from their
glasses. Perched on high stools before an onyx
fountain, they regarded themselves in the mirror and
smiled at each other in the reflection.
At Lulu’s rooming-house they
lingered again, talking in subdued tones on the brownstone
stoop.
“I’ll call for you early
to-morrow night, Miss Harkins; and, since we decided
to make a party of it, me and Polly’ll call for
you and Miss Tracy together.”
“That’ll be nice,” she said.
“I’m glad you have no other fellow I
don’t like no partnership stuff.”
“I love Coney,” she said.
At last they separated, and the two
girls tiptoed up to the terrific heat of their box.
“Phew!” gasped Lilly. “Ain’t
this just awful?”
Lulu lighted the gas and turned ecstatic eyes upon
her friend.
“Lil, I always did say you brought
me luck when it came to fellers I think
I got him to-night, all right.”
“Oh, Loo, ain’t I glad!”
“Just feel my hand, Lil how excited
I am!”
“I’m sure glad for you, dearie.”
“Glad! Girl, you don’t
know what I’d give to own a corner of my own,
where I’d never have to see a glove no more!”
She curled up on the bed, forgetful
of everything but her own potential happiness.
“He sure did everything but
pop to-night. Come over here and kiss me, kid.”
They kissed.
“My red kimono’s on the
top shelf you undress first; just help
yourself.” She slumped deeper in bed.
“I guess you didn’t make some hit yourself
to-night, Miss Harkins and I guess
I didn’t make some hit myself!”
Lulu laughed immoderately. Lilly
fingered the lace at her throat.
“What’s the matter?
You ain’t sore at the joke, are you, Miss
Harkins?”
“No,” replied Lilly; she
spoke through a mental and physical nausea a
reaction which laid violent hold of and sickened her.
Lulu loomed to her like a grotesque figure. The
imprint of Mr. Sippy’s farewell hand-shake was
still moist in her own hand.
“What time is it, Loo?”
“Well, what do you know about
that? It’s ten after one! Gee! don’t
I wish to-morrow was Sunday? You gotta climb
out early with me if you’re goin’ to that
job.”
“One o’clock!” Lilly’s
voice caught in terror. “One o’clock!
I can’t beat Charley home no more now.”
“Whatta you mean? Ain’t
you goin’ to stay here with me? You ain’t
quittin’ now, are you after all the
trouble I went to to interdooce you to my gentlemen
friends?”
Lilly nodded.
“You been awfully good, Loo;
but I ain’t got the nerve. I gotta go back
to Charley.”
Lulu jerked to a sitting posture,
her feet dangling over the edge of the bed.
“Well, ain’t this a fine
come-off! What’ll my friends think of me?
I always say you never get no thanks for tryin’
to help other people; that’s what I get for
tryin’ to do the right thing by you.”
“It ain’t you, Loo I had a
fine and dandy time.”
“Come on, Lil come
to bed, and you’ll be all right in the mornin’.
Gee! Won’t the girls be glad to see the
beauty back? Come on to bed it’s
too late for you to go back to-night, anyhow; there’s
time to talk ’bout things in the mornin’.
I wouldn’t let any man know I couldn’t
get along without him! Come on, Lil, and tell
me what the guy to-night was like.”
Lilly was pinning on her hat in an agony of haste.
“I left the note on the pincushion.
If he goes in the kitchen for his milk first, like
he does on hot nights, maybe I can beat him! He
may be ”
Her voice trailed down the hall.
She fumbled a little at the street door, hot flushes
darting over her body.
In the street-car Lilly dug her nails
through the silk palms of her gloves and sat on the
edge of the seat, her pulse pounding in her ear.
Her voiceless prayer beat against her brain. She
did not see or think beyond the possibility of reaching
their bedroom before her husband.
Charley was due home now as
she was lumbering across town in a lethargic street-car.
Her whole destiny hung on the frail thread of possibility the
possibility that her husband would follow his wont
of warm nights and browse round the kitchen larder
before entering their room. She drew in a suffocating
breath at the thought of Charley’s wrath she
had once seen him on the verge of anger.
To reach home and the note first!
That hope beat against her temples; it flooded her
face with color; it turned her cold and clammy.
She left the car a corner too soon and ran the block,
thinking to gain time over the jogging street-car;
it passed her midblock, and she sobbed in her throat.
She turned the corner sharply.
From the street she could see the yellow glow of gas
coming from a side-window of her apartment; the light
must come from one of two rooms her sick
senses could not determine which.
“Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh!” her
breath came in long, inarticulate wheezes. “Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh!”
A policeman eyed her suspiciously and struck the asphalt
with his stick. She turned into the embrace of
the apartment house and ran up the three flights of
stairs with limbs that trembled under her; her cold
fingers groped about before she could muster strength
to turn the key in the lock.
Lilly entered noiselessly. The
bedroom was dark. Tears sprang to her eyes.
For a moment she reeled; then she felt along the parlor
wall to the middle room. By the shaft of light
from the kitchen she could see the yellow note undisturbed,
poised like a conspicuous butterfly. Her hand
closed over it she crushed it in her palm.
“Charley!” she called, and entered the
kitchen.
Her husband was standing by the window his
face the white of cold ashes. He looked up at
her like a man coming out of a dream.
“Charley,” she cried,
“I was afraid you’d get worried. I
went over to Loo’s, and we stayed up and talked
so late I didn’t know ”
She stopped at the sight of his face; her fear returned.
“Charley, you you ”
He regarded her, with the life coming
back into his eyes and warming his face.
“It’s this heat; this pesky old heat almost
got me!”
“My poor, sweet boy!”
she said, with a sob of relief. “My poor,
sweet boy!”
He caressed her weakly, like a man
whose strength has been drained from him.
“You ain’t mad at me because
I kicked up at supper, are you, Charley? You
know I don’t mean what I say when I’m out
of sorts you know there ain’t nobody
like my boy!”
He kissed her.
“No; I ain’t sore, honey.”
“Here’s your milk in the
ice-box. You must have just got in before me.
An’ let me fix you a sardine sandwich, lovey.”
“I I ain’t hungry, Lil.
I I can’t eat nothin’ honest.”
“I want you to, Charley you’ve
had a hard day.”
“Yes, a hard day!” he repeated, smiling.
She prepared him a sandwich.
At the sink her foot struck a small, square package
bearing a jeweler’s stamp. It might have
dropped there from nerveless fingers or been wilfully
hurled.
She picked it up wonderingly. It was neatly tied
with blue cord.
“What’s this?”
Her husband started.
“That? Oh, that’s
the little surprise I was tellin’ you ’bout.
I started to fix it fer to-morrow; but but ”
His voice died in his throat.
She opened it with trembling fingers.
“It’s the silver bracelet!” she
cried. “It’s the silver bracelet!”
The unshed tears sprang to her eyes.
“Oh, Charley dear, you ain’t you
ain’t ” The tears came like
an avalanche down an incline and choked off her speech.
He folded her to him.
“No, dear; I ain’t!” he soothed.