And now the even course of Henrietta’s
life was interrupted. Evelyn returned home.
She and her friend were both grown up into young ladies.
Many letters had passed between the sisters, but it
was so long since they had seen one another that each
felt a little shy at the meeting.
Evelyn was very lovely, made to please
and be pleased, a regular mid-Victorian heroine, universally
courted. Though always courted she was never
spoilt, and was a most affectionate sister and daughter.
But the old particular bond which had attached her
and Henrietta no longer existed. She was equally
affectionate to Minna and Louie.
Still, her coming made a great difference
to Henrietta. There was a person of her own generation
and way of thinking to converse with; they could have
jokes together, and Evelyn was still full of schoolgirl
enthusiasm. She had numberless schemes of occupation,
duets, French readings, and splashwork. And when
she went away on visits, there were her letters, much
more intimate than those of a year or two earlier,
full of allusions to their new occupations, and teasing
of a kind, complimentary sort, which was new and very
delightful to Henrietta.
They were arranging flowers in the
school-room one afternoon, roses which had been brought
to Evelyn by an admirer. They dropped some on
the floor, both stooped to pick them up, and they
knocked their heads together. Evelyn got up laughing,
but felt her hand suddenly snatched, and kissed with
a long, eager kiss. She turned round, startled.
“What is it?” she said.
“I couldn’t help it,”
said Henrietta, half hysterically. “If you
knew what it is to me to have you back. I can’t
tell you.”
“Is it, dear?” said Evelyn.
“I’m so glad.” And she smoothed
Henrietta’s forehead with a pretty gesture full
of sweetness, but with a touch of condescension in
it. She had listened already to so many passionate
declarations about herself (one that very afternoon)
that she was not so much impressed by Henrietta’s
as most younger sisters would have been. Still
she could not help contrasting herself in her triumphant
youth with Henrietta, disregarded by everyone and
snubbed. Mr. and Mrs. Symons never snubbed Evelyn,
and she thought for a moment, “Oh, I’m
thankful I’m not her”; but she put the
thought away as unkind, and supposed vaguely that
Henrietta was so good she did not mind.
Now that Evelyn was come back, Mrs.
Symons roused herself from her invalidism to provide
amusements for her. So little was possible at
home that almost at once a round of gay visits was
arranged. Minna was less engrossed now that the
babies were older, and took her out to parties; and
Louie had all the officers of her husband’s regiment
at command. These same attractions had been offered
to Henrietta. Louie had been most sincerely anxious
to atone for the past, and had invited her again and
again, but Henrietta had always refused; for though
the original wound was healed, she still cherished
resentment against Louie.
Evelyn’s was a career of triumph.
Her letters, and Louie’s and Minna’s were
full of officers and parties. This roused Henrietta’s
old discontent. Why was Evelyn to have everything
and she nothing? She promptly answered herself,
“Because Evelyn is so sweet and beautiful, she
deserves everything she can get.” But the
question refused to be snubbed, and asked itself again.
She hated herself for envying, and continued to envy.
Evelyn came home from her visits very
much excited and interested about herself, but still
not unmindful of Henrietta.
“Let me come in to your room,
Etty, and tell you everything. I had a perfect
time with Louie; she was a dear. She was always
saying, ’Now, who shall we have to dinner?
You must settle;’ so I just gave the word, and
whoever I wanted was produced. Louie wishes you
would go too. Do go, you would have such fun.
She gave me a note for you.”
“My dear Etta,” the note
ran,
“The 9th is having a dance on
the 28th. I wish you would come and stay with
us for it. Come, and bring Evelyn. I particularly
want to have her for it. There is a special reason.
Everyone is enchanted with the dear little thing.
I shall be disappointed if you don’t come too.
It all happened such years ago, surely we may forget
it; and Edward is always asking me why I do not have
you, and it seems so absurd, when I have no proper
reason to give. I shall really think it too bad
of you, if you don’t come.
Your affec.,
L.
N. Carrington.”
Henrietta, thinking over the matter,
found there was no reason why she should not go.
At twenty-seven she felt herself rather older than
this generation at forty-eight, and thought it ridiculous
that she should be going to a dance. But once
she was there, Louie made her feel so much at home,
she found her remarks were so warmly welcomed, and
her few hesitating sallies so much enjoyed, that she
began to think that after all she was not completely
on the shelf.
“Don’t go to-morrow, Etta stay
here. There’s the Steeplechase on Friday;
I want you to see that.”
“No, thank you, Louie,”
said Henrietta; “I can’t leave mother longer.
It’s been very delightful, more delightful than
you can realize, perhaps you’re so
much accustomed to it; but I must get back.”
“Now, that really is nonsense,
Etta. Mother has Ellen, and she has father, and
she is pretty well for her; you said so yourself.”
But Henrietta persisted in her refusal,
for she had all the strong, though sometimes unthinking,
sense of duty of her generation.
“Well, if you will go, you must.
But now you have begun coming, come often. Write
a line whenever you like and propose yourself.”
As they said good-night, Louie whispered,
“Have you forgiven me, Etty?”
“Yes,” said Henrietta, “that’s
all past and gone.”
“For a matter of fact,”
said Louie, “he is not very happy with her; they
don’t get on. The Moffats know him, and
Mrs. Moffatt told me.”
“Oh, I am sorry,” said
Henrietta, but she was not displeased.
Evelyn stayed behind, and Louie talked
Henrietta over with her. “Poor,”
ever since her marriage Henrietta had been “poor”
to Louie, “Poor Etta really isn’t bad-looking,
and when she gets animated she isn’t unattractive.
If I could have her here often, I believe I could do
something for her.”
When Evelyn came home a week or so
later, she had an announcement to make. She had
become engaged to an officer, a friend of the Carringtons,
who had been staying in the house. He was delightful,
the engagement was everything that was to be desired,
and Evelyn was radiant.
Henrietta knew that such an announcement
was bound to come sooner or later, but she had so
longed for a few years’ happy intercourse together.
She tried to think only of Evelyn, but she could not
keep back all that was in her mind.
“Think of me left all alone.
It was so dreary, and when you came you made everything
different. Now it will go back to what it was
before.”
“No, no, Etty darling; you will
come and stay with us for months and months.”
“No, I shan’t. When you have got
him you won’t want me.”
“Yes, I shall. I shall
want you all the more. I love you more than I’ve
ever done in my life, my darling sister. We’ve
always been special, we two, haven’t we, ever
since I can remember?”
Henrietta was a little comforted,
and did not realize that though Evelyn’s tenderness
was absolutely sincere, it came from the strange expansion
of the heart which accompanies true love, and was not
habitual.
The marriage took place almost at
once, for the Captain’s regiment was ordered
on foreign service, and Evelyn went away to regions
where it was not possible for Henrietta to visit her.
But if she had lived in England, Henrietta
would not have felt herself at liberty to go away
for long. After she got home, she felt glad she
had not extended her visit to the Carringtons, for
Mrs. Symons was not so well, and she died shortly
afterwards, and Henrietta reigned in her stead.