The night wore on.
Stars shone in the deep purple sky;
bright watchful eyes looking down unwearied upon the
sleeping world.
The sound of the sea below fell from
a roar to a murmur, and drew away into the distance.
It was a warm June night, and very still.
Jim Airth had moved along the ledge
to the further end, and sat swinging his legs over
the edge. His content was so deep and full, that
ordinary speech seemed impossible; and silence, a
glad necessity. The prospect of that which the
future might hold in store, made the ledge too narrow
to contain him. He sought relief in motion, and
swung his long legs out into the darkness.
It had not occurred to him to wonder
at his companion’s silence; the reason for his
own had been so all-sufficient.
At length he struck a match to see
the time; then, turning with a smile, held it so that
its light illumined Myra.
She knelt upon the ledge, her hands
pressed against the overhanging cliff, her head turned
in terror away from it. Her face was ashen in
its whiteness, and large tears rolled down her cheeks.
Jim dropped the match, with an exclamation,
and groped towards her in the darkness.
“Dear!” he cried, “Oh,
my dear, what is the matter? Selfish fool, that
I am! I thought you were just resting, quiet
and content.”
His groping hands found and held her.
“Oh, Jim,” sobbed Lady
Ingleby, “I am so sorry! It is so weak and
unworthy. But I am afraid I feel faint. The
whole cliff seems to rock and move. Every moment
I fear it will tip me over. And you seemed miles
away!”
“You are faint,”
said Jim Airth; “and no wonder. There is
nothing weak or unworthy about it. You have been
quite splendid. It is I who have been a thoughtless
ass. But I can’t have you fainting up here.
You must lie down at once. If I sit on the edge
with my back to you, can you slip along behind me
and lie at full length, leaning against the cliff?”
“No, oh no, I couldn’t!”
whispered Myra. “It frightens me so horribly
when you hang your legs over the edge, and I can’t
bear to touch the cliff. It seems worse than
the black emptiness. It rocks to and fro, and
seems to push me over. Oh, Jim! What shall
I do? Help me, help me!”
“You must lie down,”
said Jim Airth, between his teeth. “Here,
wait a minute. Move out a little way. Don’t
be afraid. I have hold of you. Let me get
behind you.... That’s right. Now you
are not touching the cliff. Let me get my shoulders
firmly into the hollow at this end, and my feet fixed
at the other. There! With my back rammed
into it like this, nothing short of an earthquake
could dislodge me. Now dear turn your
back to me and your face to the sea and let yourself
go. You will not fall over. Do not be afraid.”
Very gently, but very firmly, he drew her into his
arms.
Tired, frightened, faint, Lady
Ingleby was conscious at first of nothing save the
intense relief of the sense of his great strength about
her. She seemed to have been fighting the cliff
and resisting the gaping darkness, until she was utterly
worn out. Now she yielded to his gentle insistence,
and sank into safety. Her cheek rested against
his rough coat, and it seemed to her more soothing
than the softest pillow. With a sigh of content,
she folded her hands upon her breast, and he laid one
of his big ones firmly over them both. She felt
so safe, and held.
Then she heard Jim Airth’s voice, close to her
ear.
“We are not alone,” he
said. “You must try to sleep, dear; but
first I want you to realise that we are not alone.
Do you know what I mean? God is here. When
I was a very little chap, I used to go to a Dame-school
in the Highlands; and the old dame made me learn by
heart the hundred and thirty-ninth psalm. I have
repeated parts of it in all sorts of places of difficulty
and danger. I am going to say my favourite verses
to you now. Listen. ’Whither shall
I go from Thy Spirit? or whither shall I flee from
Thy presence?... If I take the wings of the morning,
and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea; even
there shall Thy hand lead me, and Thy right hand shall
hold me. If I say, Surely the darkness shall cover
me; even the night shall be light about me. Yea,
the darkness hideth not from Thee; but the night shineth
as the day: the darkness and the light are both
alike to Thee.... How precious also are Thy thoughts
unto me, O God! how great is the sum of them.
If I should count them they are more in number than
the sand: when I awake I am still with Thee.’”
The deep voice ceased. Lady Ingleby
opened her eyes. “I was nearly asleep,”
she said. “How good you are, Jim.”
“No, I am not good,” he
answered. “I’m a tough chap, full
of faults, and beset by failings. Only if
you will trust me, please God, I will never fail you.
But now I want you to sleep; and I don’t want
you to think about me. I am merely a thing, which
by God’s providence is allowed to keep you in
safety. Do you see that wonderful planet, hanging
like a lamp in the sky? Watch it, while I tell
you some lines written by an American woman, on the
thought of that last verse.”
And with his cheek against her soft
hair, and his strong arms firmly round her, Jim Airth
repeated, slowly, Mrs. Beecher Stowe’s matchless
poem:
“Still,
still with Thee, when purple morning breaketh,
When
the bird waketh, and the shadows flee;
Fairer
than morning, lovelier than daylight,
Dawns
the sweet consciousness I am with Thee.
“Alone
with Thee, amid the mystic shadows,
The
solemn hush of nature newly born;
Alone
with Thee, in breathless adoration,
In
the calm dew and freshness of the morn.
“As
in the dawning, o’er the waveless ocean,
The
image of the morning star doth rest;
So
in this stillness Thou beholdest only
Thine
image in the waters of my breast.
“When
sinks the soul, subdued by toil, to slumber
Its
closing eye looks up to Thee in prayer;
Sweet
the repose, beneath Thy wings o’ershadowing,
But
sweeter still to wake, and find Thee there.
“So
shall it be at last, in that bright morning
When
the soul waketh, and life’s shadows flee;
Oh,
in that hour, fairer than daylight’s dawning,
Shall
rise the glorious thought, I am with Thee!”
Jim Airth’s voice ceased. He waited a moment
in silence.
Then “Do you like it?” he asked
softly.
There was no answer. Myra slept
as peacefully as a little child. He could feel
the regular motion of her quiet breathing, beneath
his hand.
“Thank God!” said Jim Airth, with his
eyes on the morning star.