THE STORY OF LITTLE BOY BUTE
“But it was not your niece!
It was always you I wanted,” said the Boy.
He lay back, in a deep wicker chair,
under the old mulberry-tree. He had taken the
precaution of depositing his cup and saucer on the
soft turf beneath his chair, because he knew that,
under the stress of sudden emotion, china especially
the best china had a way of flying
off his knee. And there was no question as to
the exquisite quality of the china on the dainty tea-table
over which Miss Christobel Charteris presided.
The Boy had watched her pouring the
tea into those pretty rose-leaf cups, nearly every
afternoon during the golden two weeks just over.
He knew every movement of those firm white hands,
so soft, yet so strong and capable.
The Boy used to stand beside her,
ready to hand Mollie’s cup, as punctiliously
as if a dozen girls had been sitting in the old garden,
waiting to be quickly served by the only man.
The Boy enjoyed being the only man.
Also he had quite charming manners. He never
allowed the passing of bread-and-butter to interfere
with the flow of conversation; yet the bread-and-butter
was always within reach at the precise moment you
wanted it, though the Boy’s bright eyes were
fixed just then in keenest interest on the person who
happened to be speaking, and not a point of the story,
or a word of the remark, was missed either by him
or by you.
He used to watch the Aunt’s
beautiful hands very closely; and at last, every time
he looked at them, his brown eyes kissed them.
The Boy thought this was a delightful secret known
only to himself. But one day, when he was bending
over her, holding his own cup while she filled it,
the Aunt suddenly said: “Don’t!”
It was so startling and unexpected, that the cup
almost flew out of his hand. The Boy might have
said: “Don’t what?” which
would have put the Aunt in a difficulty, because it
would have been so very impossible to explain.
But he was too honest. He at once didn’t,
and felt a little shy for five minutes; then recovered,
and hugged himself with a fearful joy at the thought
that she had known his eyes had kissed her dear
beautiful hands; then stole a look at her calm face,
so completely unmoved in its classic beauty, and thought
he must have been mistaken; only what on
earth else could she have said “Don’t!”
about, at that moment?
But Mollie was there, then; so no
explanations were possible. Now at last, thank
goodness, Mollie had gone, and his own seven days had
begun. This was the first day; and he was going
to tell her everything. There was absolutely
nothing he would not be able to tell her. The
delight of this fairly swept the Boy off his feet.
He had kept on the curb so long; and he was not used
to curbs of any kind.
He lay back, his hands behind his
head, and watched the Aunt’s kind face, through
half-closed lids. His brown eyes were shining,
but very soft. When the Aunt looked at them,
she quickly looked away.
“How could you think the attraction
would be gone?” he said. “It was
always you, I wanted, not your niece. Good heavens!
How can you have thought it was Mollie, when it was
you you, just only you, all
the time?”
The Aunt raised her beautiful eyebrows
and looked him straight in the face.
“Is this a proposal?” she asked, quietly.
“Of course it is,” said
the Boy; “and jolly hard it has been, having
to wait two whole weeks to make it. I want you
to marry me, Christobel. I dare say you think
me a cheeky young beggar to suggest it, point blank.
But I want you to give me seven days; and, in those
seven days, I am going to win you. Then it will
seem to you, as it does to me, the only possible thing
to do.”
His brown eyes were wide open now;
and the glory of the love shining out from them dazzled
her. She looked away.
Then the swift colour swept over the
face which all Cambridge considered classic in its
stern strong beauty, and she laughed; but rather breathlessly.
“You amazing boy!” she
said. “Do you consider it right to take
away a person’s breath, in this fashion?
Or are you trying to be funny?”
“I have no designs on your breath,”
said the Boy; “and it is my misfortune, but
not my fault, if I seem funny.” Then he
sat forward in his chair, his elbows on his knees,
and both brown hands held out towards her. “I
want you to understand, dear,” he continued,
earnestly, “that I have said only a very little
of all I have to say. But I hope that little
is to the point; and I jolly well mean it.”
The Aunt laughed again, and swung
the toe of her neat brown shoe; a habit she had, when
trying to appear more at ease than she felt.
“It is certainly to the point,”
she said. “There can be no possible doubt
about that. But are you aware, dear boy, that
I have been assiduously chaperoning you and my niece,
during the past two weeks; and watching, with the
affectionate interest of a middle-aged relative, the
course of true love running with satisfactory and unusual
smoothness?”
The Boy ignored the adjectives and
innuendoes, and went straight to the point.
He always had a way of ignoring all side issues or
carefully introduced irrelevancy. It made him
a difficult person to deal with, if the principal
weapon in your armoury was elaborate argument.
“Why did you say ’Don’t’?”
asked the Boy.
The Aunt fell at once into the unintentional
trap. She dropped her calmly amused manner and
answered hurriedly, while again the swift colour flooded
her face: “Boy dear, I hardly know.
It was something you did, which, for a moment, I
could not quite bear. Something passed from
you to me, too intimate, too sweet, to be quite right.
I said ‘Don’t,’ as involuntarily
as one would say ‘Don’t’ to a threatened
blow.”
“It wasn’t a blow,”
said the Boy, tenderly. “It was a kiss.
Every time I looked at your dear beautiful hand,
lifting the silver teapot, I kissed it. Didn’t
you feel it was a kiss?”
“No; I only felt it was unusual;
something I could not understand; and I did not like
it. Therefore I said ‘Don’t.’”
“But you admit it was sweet?” persisted
the Boy.
“Exactly,” replied the
Aunt; “quite incomprehensibly sweet. And
I do not like things I cannot comprehend; especially
with amazing boys about!”
“Didn’t you know it was love?” asked
the Boy, softly.
“No,” replied the Aunt, emphatically;
“most certainly, I did not.”
The Boy got up, and came and knelt beside the arm
of her chair.
“It was love,” he said,
his lips very close to the soft waves of her hair.
“Go back to your seat at once,” said the
Aunt, sternly.
The Boy went.
“And where does poor Mollie
come in, in all this?” inquired the Aunt, with
some asperity.
“Mollie?” said the Boy,
complacently. “Oh, Mollie understood all
right. She loves Phil, you know; intends to stick
to him, and knows you will back her. The last
part of the time, I brought her notes from Phil, every
day. Don’t be angry, dear. You would
have done it yourself, if Mollie and Phil had got
hold of you, and implored you to be a go-between.
You remember the day we invaded the kitchen to see
how Martha made those little puffy buns you
know the explosives? You pinch them
in the middle, and they burst into hundreds and thousands
of little pieces. Jolly things for a stiff
stand-up-in-a-crowd-and-all-hold-your-own-cups kind
of drawing-room party; what we used to call ‘a
Perpendicular’ in my Cambridge days. I
suppose they still keep up the name. Fancy those
little buns exploding all over the place; and when
you try to pick up the fragments, they go into simply
millions of crumbs, between your agitated fingers and
anxious thumb!”
The Boy slapped his knee in intense
enjoyment, and momentarily lost the thread of the
conversation. The Aunt’s mind was not sufficiently
detached to feel equal to a digression into peals of
laughter over this vision of the explosive buns.
She wanted to find out how much Mollie knew.
When the Boy had finished rocking backwards and forwards
in his chair, she suggested, tentatively: “You
went to the kitchen?”
“Oh, yes,” said the Boy,
recovering. “We went to the kitchen to
watch Martha make them, and to get the recipe.
You see Mollie wanted them for her father’s
clerical ‘at homes.’ Oh, I say fancy!
The archdeacons and curates, the rectors and vicars,
all standing in a solemn crowd on the Bishop’s
best velvet-pile carpet; then Mollie, so demure, handing
round the innocent-looking little buns; and, hey presto!
the pinching begins, and the explosions, and the hopeless
attempts to gather up the fragments!”
The Boy nearly went off again; but
he suddenly realized that the Aunt was not amused,
and pulled himself together.
“Well, we stopped on the way
to the kitchen for mutual confidences. It was
not easy, bounded as we were by you on the one side,
and Martha on the other. We had to whisper.
I dare say you thought we were kissing behind the
door, but we jolly well weren’t! She told
me about Phil; and I told her oh, I told
her something of what I am trying to tell you.
Just enough to make her understand; so that we could
go ahead, and play the game fair, all round.
She was awfully glad, because she said: ’I
have long feared my dear beautiful Aunt would marry
an ichthyosaurus.’ I asked her what the what
the I mean, what on earth the meaning of
that was? And she said: ‘An old fossil.’”
Again the swift flush swept over the
calm face. But this time the Aunt went off,
intentionally, on a side issue.
“I have heard you say ‘What
the deuce’ before now, Boy. But I am glad
you appear to realize, judging by your laboured efforts
to suppress them, that these expressions shock me.”
She looked at him, quizzically, through
half-closed lids; but the Boy was wholly earnest.
“Well, you see,” he said,
“I am trying most awfully hard to be, in every
respect, just what you would wish the man who loves
you should be.”
“Oh, you dear boy,” said
Christobel Charteris, a flood of sudden feeling softening
her face; “I must make you understand that I
cannot possibly take you seriously. I shall
have to tell you a story no one has ever heard before;
a tender little story of a long-ago past. I
must tell you the story of my Little Boy Blue.
Wait here a few moments, while I go indoors and give
orders that we are not to be disturbed.”
Rising, she passed up the lawn to
the little white house. The Boy’s eyes
followed her, noting with pride and delight the tall
athletic figure, fully developed, gracious in its
ample lines, yet graceful in the perfect swing of
the well-poised walk. During all his college
years he had known that walk; admired that stately
figure. He had been in the set which called
her “Juno” and “The Goddess”;
which crowded to the clubs if there was a chance of
watching her play tennis. And now, during two
wonderful weeks, he had been admitted, a welcomed guest,
to this little old-world oasis, bounded by high red-brick
walls, where she dwelt and ruled. Quiet, sunny,
happy hours he had spent in the hush of the old garden,
strolling up and down the long narrow velvet turf,
beneath the spreading trees, from the green postern
gate in the right-hand corner of the bottom wall,
to the flight of stone steps leading up to the garden-door
of the little white house.
The Boy knew, by now, exactly what
he wanted. He wanted to marry Christobel Charteris.
He must have been rather a brave boy.
He looked very youthful and slim as he lay back in
his chair, watching the stately proportions of the
woman on whom he had set his young heart; very slight
and boyish, in his silver-grey suit, with lavender
tie, and buttonhole of violas. The Boy
was very particular about his ties and buttonholes.
They always matched. This afternoon, for the
first time, he had arrived without a buttonhole.
In the surprise and pleasure of his unexpected appearance,
the Aunt had moved quickly down the sunlit lawn to
meet and greet him.
Mollie had departed, early that morning.
Her final words at the railway station, as her impish
little face smiled farewell from the window of her
compartment, had been: “Mind, Auntie dear,
no mistake about Guy Chelsea! He’s a charming
fellow; and thank you ever so much for giving me such
a good time with him. But you can report to Papa,
that Guy Chelsea, and his beautiful properties,
and his prospective peerage, and his
fifty thousand a year, and his motor-cars, and
his flying-machines, are absolutely powerless to tempt
me away from my allegiance to Phil. Beside,
it so happens, Guy himself is altogether in love with
SOME ONE ELSE.”
The train having begun to move at
the words “You can report to Papa,” Mollie
finished the remainder of the sentence in a screaming
crescendo, holding on to her hat with one hand, and
waving a tiny lace pocket-handkerchief, emphatically,
with the other. Even then, the Aunt lost most
of the sentence, and disbelieved the rest. The
atmosphere of love had been so unmistakable during
those two weeks; the superabundant overflow had even
reached herself more than once, with an almost startling
thrill of emotion.
The Boy had been so full of vivid,
glowing joie-de-vivre, radiating fun and gaiety
around him.
In their sets of tennis, played on her own court across the
lane at the bottom of the garden, when she could beat him easily were he
handicapped by partnership with Mollie; but in genuine singles, when Mollie had
tactfully collapsed on to a seat and declared herself exhausted, his swift
agility counterbalanced her magnificent service, and they were so evenly matched
that each game proved a keen delight
In the quiet teas beneath the mulberry tree, where the
incomprehensible atmosphere of unspoken tenderness gilded the light words and
laughter, as sunlight touches leaf and flower to gold
At the cosy dinners, to which they sometimes asked him,
sitting in the garden afterwards in the moonlight; when he would tell them
thrilling tales of aviation, describing his initial flights, hairbreadth
escapes; the joys of rapid soaring; the dangers of cross-currents, broken
propellers, or twisted steering-gear
On all these occasions, the Boy with
his enthusiasm, his fun, and his fire had
been the life of the happy trio.
During those evenings, in the moonlight,
when he started off on airships, one heart stood still
very often while the Boy talked; but it stood still,
silently. It was Mollie who clasped her hands
and implored him never to fly again; then, in the
next breath, begged him to take her as a passenger,
on the first possible occasion.
Happy days! But Mollie was the
attraction; therefore, with Mollie’s departure,
they would naturally come to an end.
The Boy had not asked if he might
come again; and, for the moment, she forgot that the
Boy rarely asked for what he wanted. He usually
took it.
She had a lonely luncheon; spent the
afternoon over letters and accounts, picking up the
dull threads of things laid aside during the gay holiday
time.
It was not the Professor’s day
for calling. She was alone until four.
Then she went out and sat under the mulberry.
The garden was very quiet. The birds’
hour of silence was barely over.
Jenkins, the butler, had been sent
into the town, so Martha brought out tea; as ample,
as carefully arranged, as ever; and cups
for two!
“Why two cups, Martha?”
queried Miss Charteris, languidly.
“Maybe there’ll be a visitor,”
said Martha in grim prophetic tones. Then her
hard old face relaxed and creased into an unaccustomed
smile. “Maybe there is a visitor,”
she added, softly; for at that moment the postern
gate banged, and they saw the Boy coming up the garden,
in a shaft of sunlight.
The Aunt walked quickly to meet him.
His arrival was so unexpected; and she had been so
lonely, and so dull.
“How nice of you,” she
said; “with the Attraction gone. But Martha
seems to have had a premonition of your coming.
She has just brought out tea, most suggestively arranged
for two. How festive you are, Boy! Why
this wedding attire? Are you coming from, or
going to, a function? No? Then don’t
you want tennis after tea a few good hard
sets; just we two, unhandicapped by our dear little
Mollie?”
“No,” said the Boy; “talk,
please, to-day; just we two, unhandicapped by our
dear little Mollie. Talk please; not tennis.”
He paused beside the border, full
of mauve and purple flowers. “How jolly
those little what-d’-you-call-’ems look,
in the sunshine,” he said.
Then the Aunt noticed that he wore
no buttonhole, and that his tie was lavender.
She picked four of her little violas, and pinned
them into his coat.
“Boy dear,” she said,
“you are a dandy in the matter of ties and buttonholes;
only it is so essentially you, that one rather
enjoys it. But this is the first day I have
known you to arrive without one, and have need to
fall back upon my garden.”
“It is a first day,”
said the Boy, dropping into step with her, as she
moved toward the mulberry tree. “It starts
a new regime, in the matter of buttonholes, and other
things. I am going to have seven days, and this
is the first.”
“Really?” smiled the Aunt,
amused at the Boy’s intense seriousness.
“I am flattered that you should spend a portion
of ‘the first day’ with me. Let
us have tea, and then you shall tell me why seven days;
and where you mean to pass them.”
The Boy was rather silent during tea.
The Aunt, trying to read his mind, thought at first
that he regretted his flannels, and the chance of
tennis; then that he was missing Mollie. Whereupon
the Aunt repeated her remark that it was nice of him
to come, now the Attraction was no longer there.
This gave him the cue for which he
waited. His cup was empty, and safely on the
grass. The floodgates of the Boy’s pent-up
love and longing burst open; the unforgettable words,
“It was always you I wanted,” were spoken;
and now he waited for her, under the mulberry tree.
She had something to tell him; but, whatever it might
be, it could not seriously affect the situation.
He had told her that was
the great essential. He would win her in seven
days. Already she knew just what he wanted a
big step for the first day. He looked up, and
saw her coming.
She had regained her usual calm.
Her eyes were very kind. She smiled at the
Boy, gently.
She took her seat in a low basket-work
chair. He had leapt to his feet. She motioned
him to another, just opposite hers. She was
feeling rather queenly. Unconsciously her manner
became somewhat regal. The Boy enjoyed it.
He knew he was bent upon winning a queen among women.
“I am going to tell you a story,” she
said.
“Yes?” said the Boy.
“It is about my Little Boy Blue.”
“Yes?”
“You were my Little Boy Blue.”
“I?”
“Yes; twenty years ago.”
“Then I was six,” said the Boy, quite
unperturbed.
“We were staying at Dovercourt,
on the east coast. Our respective families had
known each other. I used to watch you playing
on the shore. You were a very tiny little boy.”
“I dare say I was quite a nice little boy,”
said the Boy, complacently.
“Indeed you were; quite sweet.
You wore white flannel knickers, and a little blue
coat.”
“I dare say it was quite a nice
little coat,” said the Boy, “and I hope
my womenfolk had the tact to call it a ‘blazer.’”
“It was a dear little coat I
should say ‘blazer,’” said the Aunt;
“and I called you my ‘Little Boy Blue.’
You also had a blue flannel cap, which you wore stuck
on the back of your curls. I spoke to you twice,
Little Boy Blue.”
“Did you?” he said, and
his brown eyes were tender. “Then no wonder
I feel I have loved you all my life.”
“Ah, but wait until you hear
my story! The first time I spoke to you, it
happened thus. Your nurse sat high up on the
beach, in the long line of nurses, gossiping and doing
needlework. You took your little spade and bucket,
and marched away, all by yourself, to a breakwater;
and there you built a splendid sand castle. I
sat on the breakwater, higher up, and watched you.
You took immense pains; you overcame stupendous difficulties;
and every time your little cap fell off, you picked
it up, dusted off the sand with the sleeve of your
little blue coat, and stuck it on the back of your
curly head again. You were very sweet, Little
Boy Blue. I can see you now.”
The Aunt paused, and let her eyes
dwell upon the Boy in appreciative retrospection.
If he felt this something of an ordeal, he certainly
showed no signs of it. Not for a moment did his
face lose its expression of delighted interest.
“Presently,” continued
the Aunt, “your castle and courtyard finished,
you made a little cannon in the centre of the courtyard,
for defence. Then you looked around for a cannon-ball.
This was evidently a weighty matter, and indeed it
turned out to be such. You stood your spade
against the breakwater; placed your bucket beside it;
readjusted your little cap, and trotted off almost
to the water’s edge. Your conception of
the size of your castle and cannon must have become
magnified with every step of those small sturdy feet,
for, arrived at the water, you found a huge round
stone nearly as large as your own little head.
This satisfied you completely, but you soon found
you could not carry it in your hands. You spent
a moment in anxious consideration. Then you
took off your little blue coat, spread it upon the
sand, rolled the cannon-ball upon it, tied the sleeves
around it, picked up the hem and the collar, hoisted
the heavy stone, and proceeded slowly and with difficulty
up the shore. Every moment it seemed as if the
stone must fall, and crush the bare toes of my Little
Boy Blue. So I flew to the rescue.
“‘Little Boy Blue,’
I said, ‘may I help you to carry your stone?’
“You paused, and looked up at
me. I doubt if you had breath to answer while
you were walking. Your little face was flushed
and damp with exertion; the blue cap was almost off;
you had sand on your eyebrows, and sand on your little
straight nose. But you looked at me with an
expression of indomitable courage and pride, and you
said: ’Fanks; but I always does my own
cawwying.’ With that you started on, and
I fell behind rebuffed!”
“Surly little beast!” ejaculated the Boy.
“Not at all,” said the
Aunt. “I won’t have my Little Boy
Blue called names! He showed a fine independence
of spirit. Now hear what happened next.
“Little Boy Blue had almost
reached his castle, with his somewhat large, but otherwise
suitable, cannon-ball, when his nurse, glancing up
from her needlework, perceived him staggering along
in his shirt-sleeves, and also saw the use to which
he was putting his flannel coat. She threw aside
the blue over-all she was making, rushed down the
shore, calling my Little Boy Blue every uncomplimentary
compound noun and adjective which entered her irate
and flurried mind; seized the precious stone, unwound
the little jacket, flung the stone away, shook out
the sand and seaweed, and straightened the twisted
sleeves. Then she proceeded to shake the breath
out of my Little Boy Blue’s already rather breathless
little body; put on the coat, jerked him up the shore,
and plumped him down with his back to the sea and his
castle, to sit in disgrace and listen, while she told
the assembled nurses what a ‘born himp
of hevil’ he was! I could have slain
that woman! And I knew my little Boy Blue had
no dear mother of his own. I wanted to take
him in my arms, smooth his tumbled curls, and comfort
him. And all this time he had not uttered a sound.
He had just explained to me that he always did his
own carrying, and evidently he had learned to bear
his childish sorrows in silence. I watched the
little disconsolate blue back, usually so gaily erect,
now round with shame and woe. Then I bethought
me of something I could do. I made quite sure
he was not peeping round. Then I went and found
the chosen stone, and it was heavy indeed! I
carried it to the breakwater, and deposited it carefully
within the courtyard of the castle. Then I sat
down behind the breakwater, on the other side, and
waited. I felt sure Little Boy Blue would come
back for his spade and bucket.
“Presently the nurses grew tired
of bullying him. The strength of his quiet non-resistance
proved greater than their superior numbers and brute
force. Also his intelligent little presence was,
undoubtedly, a check upon their gossip. So he
was told he might go; I conclude, on the understanding
that he should ‘be a good boy’ and carry
no more ‘nasty heavy stones.’ I
saw him rise and shake the dust of the nurses’
circle off his little feet! Then he pushed back
his curls, and, without looking to the right or to
the left, trotted straight to his castle. I
wondered he did not glance, however hopelessly, in
the supposed direction of the desired stone.
But, no! He came gaily on; and the light of
a great expectation shone in his brown eyes.
“When he reached the breakwater,
and found his castle, there safely in the
courtyard reposed the mighty cannon-ball.
He stood still a moment, looking at it; and his cheeks
went very pink. Then he pulled off his little
cap, and turned his radiant face up to the blue sky,
flecked with fleeting white clouds. And ’Fank
de Lord,’ said my Little Boy Blue.”
There were unconcealed tears in the
Aunt’s kind eyes, and she controlled her quiet
voice with difficulty. But the glory of a great
gladness had come over the Boy. Without as yet
explaining itself in words, it rang in his voice and
laughter.
“I remember,” he said.
“Why, of course I remember! Not you, worse
luck; but being lugged up the shore, and fearing I
had lost my cannon-ball. And, you know, as quite
a tiny chap, I had formed a habit of praying about
all my little wants and woes. I sometimes think,
how amused the angels must have been when my small
petitions arrived. There was a scarecrow, in
a field, I prayed for, regularly, every night, for
weeks. I had been struck by the fact that it
looked lonely. Then I seriously upset the theology
of the nursery, by passing through a course of persistent
and fervent prayer for Satan. It appeared as
an obvious logical conclusion to my infant mind:
that if the person who according to nurse spent
all his time in going about making everybody naughty,
could himself become good, all naughtiness would cease.
Also, that anybody must be considered as ‘past
praying for,’ was an idea which nearly broke
my small heart With rage and misery, when it was first
crudely forced upon me. I think the arch-fiend
must have turned away, silent and nonplussed, if he
ever chanced to pass by, while a very tiny boy was
kneeling up in his crib, pleading with tearful earnestness:
’Please God, bless poor old Satan; make him good
an’ happy; an’ take him back to heaven.’
But it used to annoy nurse considerably, when she
came into the same prayer, with barely a comma between.”
“Oh, my Little Boy Blue!”
cried the Aunt. “Why was I not your mother!”
“Thank goodness, you were not!”
said the Boy, imperturbably. “I don’t
want you for a mother, dear. I want you for my
wife.”
“So you had prayed about the
stone?” remarked the Aunt, hurriedly.
“Yes. While seated there
in disgrace, I said: ’Please God, let an
angel find my cannon-ball, which howwid old nurse fwowed
away. An’ let the angel cawwy it safe
to the courtyard of my castle.’ And I was
not at all surprised to find it there; merely very
glad. So you see, Christobel, you were my guardian
angel twenty years ago. No wonder I feel I have
known and loved you, all my life.”
“Wait until you hear the rest
of my story, Little Boy Blue. But I can testify
that you were not surprised. Your brown eyes
were simply shining with faith and expectation, as
you trotted down the shore. But who
said you might call me ’Christobel’?”
“No one,” replied the
Boy. “I thought of it myself. It
seemed so perfect to be able to say it on the first
of my seven days. And, if you consider, I have
never called you ‘Miss Charteris.’
You always seemed to me much too splendid to be ‘Miss’
anything. One might as well say ‘Miss
Joan of Arc’ or ‘Miss Diana of the Ephesians.’
But of course I won’t call you ‘Christobel’
if you would rather not.”
“You quite absurd boy!”
said the Aunt, laughing. “Call me anything
you like just for your seven days.
But you have not yet told me the meaning or significance
of these seven days.”
The Boy sat forward, eagerly.
“It’s like this,”
he said. “I have always loved the story
of how the army of Israel marched round Jericho during
seven days. It appeals to me. The well-garrisoned,
invincible city, with its high walls and barred gates.
The silent, determined army, marching round it, once
every day. Apparently nothing was happening;
but, in reality, their faith, enthusiasm, and will-power
were undermining those mighty walls. And on the
seventh day, when they marched round seven times to
the blast of the priestly trumpets; at the seventh
time, the ordeal of silence was over; leave was given
to the great silent host to shout. So the rams’
horns sounded a louder blast than ever; and then, with
all the pent-up enthusiasm born of those seven days
of silent marching, the people shouted! Down
fell the walls of Jericho, and up the conquerors went,
right into the heart of the citadel.... I am
prepared to march round in silence, during seven days;
but on the seventh day, Jericho will be taken.”
“I being Jericho, I conclude,”
remarked the Aunt, dryly. “I cannot say
I have particularly noticed the silence. But
that part of the programme would be decidedly dull;
so we will omit it, and say, from the first:
‘little Boy Blue, come blow me your horn!’”
“I shall blow it all right,
on the seventh day,” said the Boy, “and
when I do, you will hear it.”
He got up, came across, and knelt
by the arm of her chair.
“I shall walk right up into
the heart of the citadel,” he said, “when
the gates fly open, and the walls fall down; and there
I shall find you, my Queen; and together we shall
‘inherit the kingdom.’ O dear unconquered
Citadel! O beautiful, golden kingdom! Don’t
you wish it was the seventh day now, Christobel?”
His mouth looked so sweet, as he bent
over her and said “Christo_bel_,” with
a queer little accent on the final syllable, that the
Aunt felt momentarily dizzy.
“Go back to your chair, at once, Boy,”
she whispered.
And he went.
Neither spoke a word, for some minutes.
The Boy lay back, watching the mysterious moving
of the mulberry leaves. The triumphant happiness
in his face was a rather breathless thing to see.
It made you want to hear a great orchestra burst
into the Hallelujah Chorus.
The Aunt watched the Boy, and wondered
whether she must tell him about the Professor, before
the seventh day; and what he would say, when she did
tell him; and how Jericho would feel when the army
of Israel, with silent trumpets and banners drooping,
marched disconsolate away, leaving its walls still
standing; its gates still barred. Poor walls,
supposed to be so mighty! Already they were trembling.
If the Boy had not been so chivalrously obedient,
he could have broken into the citadel, five minutes
ago. Did he know? .... She looked at his
radiant face.... Yes; he knew. There were
not many things the Boy did not know. She must
not allow the seven days, even though she could absolutely
trust his obedience and his chivalry. She must
tell him the rest of the story, and send him away
to-day. Poor invading army, shorn of its glad
triumph! Poor Jericho, left desolate! It
was decidedly unusual to be compared to Jericho, and
Diana of the Ephesians, and Joan of Arc, all in the
same conversation; and it was rather funny to enjoy
it. But then most things which happened by reason
of the Boy were funny and unusual. He
would always come marching ’as an army with
banners.’ The Professor would drive up
to Jericho in a fly, and knock a decorous rat-tat
on the gate. Would the walls tremble at that
knock? Alas, alas! They had never trembled
yet. Would they ever tremble again, save for
the march-past of the Boy? Would the gates ever
really fly open, except to the horn-blast of little
Boy Blue? ... The Aunt dared not think any longer.
She felt she must take refuge in immediate action.
“Boy dear,” she said,
in her most maternal voice, “come down from the
clouds, and listen to me. I want to tell you
the rest of the story of my Little Boy Blue.”
He sprang up, and came and sat on
the grass at her feet. All the Boy’s movements
were so bewilderingly sudden. They were over
and done, before you had time to consider whether
or no you intended to allow them. But this new
move was quite satisfactory. He looked less big
and manly, down on the grass; and she really
felt maternal, with his curly head so close to her
knee. She even ventured to put out a cool motherly
hand and smooth the hair back from his forehead, as
she began to speak. She had intended to touch
it only once just to accentuate the fact
of her motherliness but it was the sort
of soft thick hair which seemed meant for the gentle
passing through it of a woman’s fingers.
And the Boy seemed to like it, for he gave one long
sigh of content, and leaned his head against her knee.
“Now I must tell you,”
said the Aunt, “of the only other time when I
ventured to speak to my Little Boy Blue. He had
come to his favourite place beside the breakwater.
The tide had long ago swept away castle, courtyard,
and cannon; but the cannon-ball was still there.
It partook of the nature of ‘things that remain.’
Heavy stones usually do! When I peeped over
the breakwater, Little Boy Blue was sitting on the
sand. His sturdy legs were spread wide.
His bare toes looked like ten little pink sea-shells.
Between his small brown knees, he had planted his
bucket. His right hand wielded a wooden spade,
on the handle of which was writ large, in blue pencil:
Master Guy Chelsea. He was bent upon
filling his bucket with sand. But the spade being
long, and the bucket too close to him (Boy,
leave my shoe alone! It does not require attention) most
of the sand missed the bucket, and went over himself.
I heard him sigh rather wearily, and say ‘Blow!’
in a tired little voice. I leaned over the breakwater.
‘Little Boy Blue,’ I said, ’may
I play with you, and help you to fill your bucket with
sand?’
“Little Boy Blue looked up.
His curls, his eyebrows, his long dark eyelashes
were full of sand. There was sand on his little
straight nose. But no amount of sand could detract
from the dignity of his little face, or weaken its
stern decision. He laid down his spade, put
up a damp little hand, and, lifting his blue cap to
me, said: ’Fanks; but I don’t like
girls.’ Oh, Master Guy Chelsea, how you
snubbed me!”
The Boy’s broad shoulders shook
with laughter, but he captured the hand still smoothing
his hair; and, drawing it down to his lips, kissed
it gently, back and palm, and then each finger.
“Poor kind-hearted, well-meaning
little girl,” he said. “But she must
admit, little girls of seven are not always attractive
to small boys of six.”
“I was not seven,” said
the Aunt, with portentous emphasis. “Leave
go of my hand, Boy, and listen. When you were
six, I was sixteen.”
This bomb of the Aunt’s was
received with a moment’s respectful silence,
as befitted the discharge of her principal field-piece.
Then the Boy’s gay voice said:
“And what of that, dear?
When I was six, you were sixteen. When I was
twenty, you were twenty-nine
“Thirty, Boy; thirty!
Be accurate. And now you are twenty-six,
and I am getting on towards forty
“Thirty-six, dear, thirty-six!
Be accurate!” pleaded the Boy.
“And when you are forty, I shall
be fifty; and when you are fifty, Boy only
fifty; a man is in his prime at fifty I
shall be sixty.”
“And when I am eighty,”
said the Boy, “you will be ninety an
old lady is in her prime at ninety. What a charming
old couple we shall be! I wonder if we shall
still play tennis. I think quite the jolliest
thing to do, when we are very very old quite
decrepit, you know will be to stay at Folkestone,
and hire two bath-chairs, with nice active old men
to draw them; ancient, of course, but they would seem
young compared to us; and then make them race on the
Leas, a five-pound note to the winner, to insure them
really galloping. We would start at the most
crowded time, when the band was playing, and race in
and out among lots of other bath-chairs going slowly,
and simply terrified at us. Let’s be sure
and remember to do it, Christobel, sixty years from
to-day. Have you a pocket-book? I shall
be a gay young person of eighty-six, and you
“Boy dear,” she said,
bending over him, with a catch in her voice; “you
must be serious and listen. When I have
said that which I must say, you will understand directly
that it is no use having your seven days. It
will be better and wiser to raise the siege at once,
and march away. Listen! ... Hush, stay perfectly
still. No; I can say what I am going to say
more easily if you don’t look at me....
Please, Boy; please.... I told you my
‘Little Boy Blue stories’ to make you
realize how very much older I am than you. I
was practically grown up, when you were still a dear
delightful baby. I could have picked you up
in my arms and carried you about. Oh, cannot
you see that, however much I loved him perhaps
I should rather say: just because I love
him, because I have always wanted to help him carry
his heavy stones; make the best of his life, and accomplish
manfully the tasks he sets himself to do I
could not possibly marry my Little Boy Blue?
I could not, oh I could not, let him tie his
youth and brightness to a woman, staid and middle-aged,
who might almost be his mother!”
The earnest, anxious voice, eager
in its determined insistence, ceased.
The Boy sat very still, his head bent
forward, his brown hands clasping his knees.
Then suddenly he knelt up beside her, leaned over
the arm of her chair, and looked into her eyes.
There was in his face such a tender reverence of
adoration, that the Aunt knew she need not be afraid
to have him so near. This was holy ground.
She put from off her feet the shoes of doubt and
distrust; waiting, in perfect calmness, to hear what
he had to say.
“Dear,” murmured the Boy,
tenderly, “your little stories might possibly
have had the effect you intended specially
the place where you paused and gazed at me as if you
saw me still with sand upon my nose, and ten pink
toes like sea-shells! That was calculated to
make any chap feel youngish, and a bit shy.
Wasn’t it? Yes; they might have told the
way you meant, were it not for one dear sentence which
overshadows all the rest. You said just now:
’I knew my little Boy Blue had no mother.
I wanted to take him in my arms, smooth his curls,
and comfort him.’ Christobel, that dear
wish of yours was a gift you then gave to your Little
Boy Blue. You can’t take it away now, because
he has grown bigger. He still has no mother,
no sisters, no near relations in the world.
That all holds good. Can you refuse him the haven,
the help, the comfort you would have given him then,
now when at last he is old enough to know
and understand; to turn to them, in grateful worship
and wonder? Would you have me marry a girl as
feather-brained, as harum-scarum, as silly as
I often am myself? You suggest Mollie; but the
Boy Blue of to-day agrees with his small wise self
of twenty years ago and says: ‘Fanks, but
I don’t like girls!’ Oh, Christobel, I
want a woman’s love, a woman’s arms, a
woman’s understanding tenderness! You said,
just now, you wished you had been my mother.
Does not the love of the sort of wife a fellow really
wants, have a lot of the mother in it too? I’ve
been filled with such a glory, Christobel, since you
admitted what you felt for your Little Boy Blue because
I seemed to know, somehow, that having once felt it,
though the feeling may have gone to sleep, you could
never put it quite away. But, if your Little
Boy Blue came back, from the other end of the world,
and wanted you
The Boy stopped suddenly, struck dumb
by the look on the beautiful face beneath his.
He saw it pale to absolute whiteness, while the dear
firm lips faltered and trembled. He saw the
startled pain leap into the eyes. He did not
understand the cause of her emotion, or know that he
had wakened in that strongly repressed nature the desperate
hunger for motherhood, possible only to woman at the
finest and best.
She realized now why she had never
forgotten her Little Boy Blue of the Dovercourt sands.
He, in his baby beauty and sweetness, had wakened
the embryo mother in the warm-hearted girl of sixteen.
And now he had come back, in the full strength of
his young manhood, overflowing with passionate ideality
and romance, to teach the lonely woman of thirty-six
the true sweet meaning of love and of wifehood.
Her heart seemed to turn to marble
and cease beating. She felt helpless in her
pain. Only the touch of her Little Boy Blue,
or of baby Boy Blues so like him, that they must have
come trotting down the sands of life straight from
the heaven of his love and hers, could ever still
this ache at her bosom.
She looked helplessly up into his
longing, glowing, boyish face so sweet,
so young, so beautiful.
Should she put up her arms and draw it to her breast?
She had given no actual promise to
the Professor. She had not mentioned him to
the Boy.
Ah, dear God! If one had waited
twelve long years for a thing which was to prove but
an empty husk after all! In order not to fail
the possible expectations of another, had she any
right to lay such a heavy burden of disappointment
upon her little Boy Blue? And, if she must
do so, how could she best help him to bear it?
“Fanks,” came a brave
little voice, with almost startling distinctness,
across the shore of memory; “Fanks, but I always
does my own cawwying.”
At last she found her voice.
“Boy dear,” she said, gently; “please
go now. I am tired.”
Then she shut her eyes.
In a few seconds she heard the gate
close, and knew the garden was empty.
Tears slipped from between the closed
lids, and coursed slowly down her cheeks. The
only right way is apt to be a way of such pain at the
moment, that even those souls possessing clearest vision
and endowed with strongest faith, are unable to hear
the golden clarion-call, sounding amid the din of
present conflict: “Through much tribulation,
enter into the kingdom.”
Thus hopeless tears fell in the old garden.
And Martha, the elderly housekeeper,
faithful but curious, let fall the lath of the green
Venetian blind covering the storeroom window, through
which she had permitted herself to peep. As the
postern gate closed on the erect figure of the Boy,
she dropped the blind and turned away, an unwonted
tear running down the furrows of her hard old face.
“Lord love ’im!”
she said. “He’ll get what he wants
in time. There’s not a woman walks this
earth as couldn’t never refuse ’im
nothing.”
With which startling array of negatives,
old Martha compiled one supreme positive in favour
of the Boy, leaving altogether out of account alas! the
Professor.
Then she wiped her eyes with her apron,
and chid her nose harshly for an unexpected display
of sentiment.
And the Boy tramped back to his hotel
with his soul full of glory, knowing his first march
round had been to some purpose. The walls of
the beloved Citadel had trembled indeed.
“And the evening and the morning were the
first day.”