The King sat on the raised throne
of his council chamber. All the Lords of his
Council were there and all in black. There was
Norfolk with his yellow face who feigned to laugh
and scoff, now that he had proved himself no lover
of the Queen’s. There was Gardiner of Winchester,
sitting forward with his cruel and eager eyes upon
the table. Next him was the Lord Mayor, Michael
Dormer, and the Lord Chancellor. And so round
the horse-shoe table against the wall sat all the other
lords and commissioners that had been appointed to
make inquiry. Sir Anthony Browne was there, and
Wriothesley with his great beard, and the Duke of
Suffolk with his hanging jaw. A silence had fallen
upon them all, and the witnesses were all done with.
On high on his throne the King sat,
monstrous and leaning over to one side, his face dabbled
with tears. He gazed upon Cranmer who stood on
high beside him, the King gazing upwards into his face
as if for comfort and counsel.
‘Why, you shall save her for me?’ he said.
Cranmer’s face was haggard, and upon it too
there were tears.
‘It were the gladdest thing
that ever I did,’ he said, ’for I do believe
this Queen is not so guilty.’
‘God of His mercy bless thee,
Cranmer,’ he said, and wearily he touched his
black bonnet at the sacred name. ’I have
done all that I might when I spoke with Mary Hall.
It shall save me her life.’
Cranmer looked round upon the lords
below them; they were all silent but only the Duke
of Norfolk who laughed to the Lord Mayor. The
Lord Mayor, a burly man, was more pallid and haggard
than any. All the others had fear for themselves
written upon their faces. But the citizen was
not used to these trials, of which the others had
seen so many.
The Archbishop fell on his knees on
the step before the King’s throne.
‘Gracious and dread Lord,’
he said, and his low voice trembled like that of a
schoolboy, ’Saviour, Lord, and Fount of Justice
of this realm! Hitherto these trials have been
of traitor-felons and villains outside the circle
of your house. Now that they be judged and dead,
we, your lords, pray you that you put off from you
this most heavy task of judge. For inasmuch as
we live by your life and have health by your health,
in this realm afflicted with many sores that you alone
can heal and dangers that you alone can ward off,
so we have it assured and certain that many too great
labours and matters laid upon you imperil us all.
In that, as well for our selfish fears as for the
great love, self-forgetting, that we have of your
person, we pray you that-coming now to the
trial of this your wife-you do rest, though
well assured we are that greatly and courageously
you would adventure it, upon the love of us your lords.
Appoint, therefore, such a Commission as you shall
well approve to make this most heavy essay and trial.’
So low was his voice that, to hear
him, many lords rose from their seats and came over
against the throne. Thus all that company were
in the upper part of the hall, and through the great
window at the further end the sun shone down upon
them, having parted the watery clouds. To their
mass of black it gave blots and goûts of purple
and blue and scarlet, coming through the dight panes.
’Lay off this burden of trial
and examination upon us that so willingly, though
with sighs and groans, would bear it.’
Suddenly the King stood up and pointed,
his jaw fallen open. Katharine Howard was coming
up the floor of the hall. Her hands were folded
before her; her face was rigid and calm; she looked
neither to right nor to left, but only upon the King’s
face. At the edge of the sunlight she halted,
so that she stood, a black figure in the bluish and
stony gloom of the hall with the high roof a great
way above her head. All the lords began to pull
off their bonnets, only Norfolk said that he would
not uncover before a harlot.
The Queen, looking upon Henrys face, said with icy and cold
tones-
’I would have you to cease this
torturing of witnesses. I will make confession.’
No man then had a word to say.
Norfolk had no word either.
’If you will have me confess
to heresy, I will confess to heresy; if to treason,
to treason. If you will have me confess to adultery,
God help me and all of you, I will confess to adultery
and all such sins.’
The King cried out-
‘No! no!’ like a beast
that is stabbed to the heart; but with cold eyes the
Queen looked back at him.
’If you will have it adultery
before marriage, it shall be so. If it be to
be falseness to my Lord’s bed, it shall be so;
if it be both, in the name of God, be it both, and
where you will and how. If you will have it spoken,
here I speak it. If you will have it written,
I will write out such words as you shall bid me write.
I pray you leave my poor women be, especially them
that be sick, for there are none that do not love
me, and I do think that my death is all that you need.’
She paused; there was no sound in
the hall but the strenuous panting of the King.
‘But whether,’ she said,
’you shall believe this confession of mine, I
leave to you that very well do know my conversation
and my manner of life.’
Again she paused and said-
’I have spoken. To it I
will add that heartily I do thank my sovereign lord
that raised me up. And, in public, I do say it,
that he hath dealt justly by me. I pray you pardon
me for having delayed thus long your labours.
I will get me gone.’
Then she dropped her eyes to the ground.
Again the King cried out-
‘No! no!’ and, stumbling
to his feet he rushed down upon his courtiers and
round the table. He came upon her before she was
at the distant door.
‘You shall not go!’ he said. ‘Unsay!
unsay!’
She said, ‘Ah!’ and recoiled
before him with an obdurate and calm repulsion.
‘Get ye gone, all you minions
and hounds,’ he cried. And running in upon
them he assailed them with huge blows and curses, sobbing
lamentably, so that they fled up the steps and out
on to the rooms behind the throne. He came sobbing,
swift and maddened, panting and crying out, back to
where she awaited him.
‘Unsay! unsay!’ he cried out.
She stood calmly.
‘Never will I unsay,’
she said. ’For it is right that such a King
as thou should be punished, and I do believe this:
that there can no agony come upon you such as shall
come if you do believe me false to you.’
The coloured sunlight fell upon his
face just down to the chin; his eyes glared horribly.
She confronted him, being in the shadow. High
up above them, painted and moulded angels soared on
the roof with golden wings. He clutched at his
throat.
‘I do not believe it,’ he cried out.
‘Then,’ she said, ’I
believe that it shall be only a second greater agony
to you: for you shall have done me to death believing
me guiltless.’
A great motion of despair went over his whole body.
‘Kat!’ he said; ’Body
of God, Kat! I would not have you done to death.
I have saved your life from your enemies.’
She made him no answer, and he protested desperately-
’All this afternoon I have wrestled
with a woman to make her say that you are older than
your age, and precontracted to a cousin of yours.
I have made her say it at last, so your life is saved.’
She turned half to go from him, but
he ran round in front of her.
‘Your life is saved!’
he said desperately, ’for if you were precontracted
to Dearham your marriage with me is void. And
if your marriage with me is void, though it be proved
against you that you were false to me, yet it is not
treason, for you are not my wife.’
Again she moved to circumvent him,
and again he came before her.
‘Speak!’ he said, ‘speak!’
But she folded her lips close. He cast his arms
abroad in a passion of despair. ’You shall
be put away into a castle where you shall have such
state as never empress had yet. All your will
I will do. Always I will live near you in secret
fashion.’
‘I will not be your leman,’ she said.
‘But once you offered it!’ he answered.
‘Then you appeared in the guise of a king!’
she said.
He withered beneath her tone.
‘All you would have you shall
have,’ he said. ’I will call in a
messenger and here and now send the letter that you
wot of to Rome.’
‘Your Highness,’ she said,
’I would not have the Church brought back to
this land by one deemed an adult’ress. Assuredly,
it should not prosper.’
Again he sought to stay her going,
holding out his arms to enfold her. She stepped
back.
‘Your Highness,’ she said,
’I will speak some last words. And, as you
know me well, you know that these irrevocably shall
be my last to you!’
He cried-Delay till you hear-
‘There shall be no delay,’
she said; ‘I will not hear.’ She smoothed
a strand of hair that had fallen over her forehead
in a gesture that she always had when she was deep
in thoughts.
This is what I would say, she uttered. And she began
to speak levelly-
’Very truly you say when you
say that once I made offer to be your leman.
But it was when I was a young girl, mazed with reading
of books in the learned tongue, and seeing all men
as if they were men of those days. So you appeared
to me such a man as was Pompey the Great, or as was
Marius, or as was Sylla. For each of these great
men erred; yet they erred greatly as rulers that would
rule. Or rather I did see you such a one as was
Cæsar Julius, who, as you well wot, crossed a Rubicon
and set out upon a high endeavour. But you-never
will you cross any Rubicon; always you blow hot in
the evening and cold at dawn. Neither do you,
as I had dreamed you did, rule in this your realm.
For, even as a crow that just now I watched, you are
blown hither and thither by every gust that blows.
Now the wind of gossips blows so that you must have
my life. And, before God, I am glad of it.’
‘Before God!’ he cried out, ‘I would
save you!’
‘Aye,’ she answered sadly,
’to-day you would save me; to-morrow a foul
speech of one mine enemy shall gird you again to slay
me. On the morrow you will repent, and on the
morrow of that again you will repent of that.
So you will balance and trim. If to-day you send
a messenger to Rome, to-morrow you will send another,
hastening by a shorter route, to stay him. And
this I tell you, that I am not one to let my name be
bandied for many days in the mouths of men. I
had rather be called a sinner, adjudged and dead and
forgotten. So I am glad that I am cast to die.’
You shall not die! the King cried. Body of God, you
shall not die! I cannot live lacking thee. Kat- Kat-
‘Aye,’ she said, ’I
must die, for you are not such a one as can stay in
the wind. Thus I tell you it will fall about that
for many days you will waver, but one day you will
cry out-Let her die this day! On the
morrow of that day you will repent you, but, being
dead, I shall be no more to be recalled to life.
Why, man, with this confession of mine, heard by grooms
and mayors of cities and the like, how shall you dare
to save me? You know you shall not.
’And so, now I am cast for death,
and I am very glad of it. For, if I had not so
ensured and made it fated, I might later have wavered.
For I am a weak woman, and strong men have taken dishonourable
means to escape death when it came near. Now
I am assured of death, and know that no means of yours
can save me, nor no prayers nor yielding of mine.
I came to you for that you might give this realm again
to God. Now I see you will not-for
not ever will you do it if it must abate you a jot
of your sovereignty, and you never will do it without
that abatement. So it is in vain that I have
sinned.
’For I trow that I sinned in
taking the crown from the woman that was late your
wife. I would not have it, but you would, and
I yielded. Yet it was a sin. Then I did
a sin that good might ensue, and again I do it, and
I hope that this sin that brings me down shall counterbalance
that other that set me up. For well I know that
to make this confession is a sin; but whether the
one shall balance the other only the angels that are
at the gates of Paradise shall assure me.
‘In some sort I have done it
for your Highness’ sake-or, at least,
that your Highness may profit in your fame thereby.
For, though all that do know me will scarcely believe
in it, the most part of men shall needs judge me by
the reports that are set about. In the commonalty,
and the princes of foreign courts, one may believe
you justified of my blood, and, for this event, even
to posterity your name shall be spared. I shall
become such a little dust as will not fill a cup.
Yet, at least, I shall not sully, in the eyes of men
to come, your record.
’And that I am glad of; for
this world is no place for me who am mazed by too
much reading in old books. At first I would not
believe it, though many have told me it was so.
I was of the opinion that in the end right must win
through. I think now that it never shall-or
not for many ages-till our Saviour again
come upon this earth with a great glory. But
all this is a mystery of the great goodness of God
and the temptations that do beset us poor mortality.
’So now I go! I think that
you will not any more seek to hinder me, for you have
heard how set I am on this course. I think, if
I have done little good, I have done little harm,
for I have sought to injure no man-though
through me you have wracked some of my poor servants
and slain my poor simple cousin. But that is
between you and God. If I must weep for them
yet, though I was the occasion of their deaths and
tortures, I cannot much lay it to my account.
’If, by being reputed your leman,
as you would have it, I could again set up the Church
of God, willingly I would do it. But I see that
there is not one man-save maybe some poor
simple souls-that would have this done.
Each man is set to save his skin and his goods-and
you are such a weathercock that I should never blow
you to a firm quarter. For what am I set against
all this nation?
’If you should say that our
wedding was no wedding because of the pre-contract
to my cousin Dearham that you have feigned was made-why,
I might live as your reputed leman in a secret place.
But it is not very certain that even at that I should
live very long. For, if I lived, I must work
upon you to do the right. And, if that I did,
not very long should I live before mine enemies again
did come about me and to you. And so I must die.
And now I see that you are not such a man as I would
live with willingly to preserve my life.
’I speak not to reprove you
what I have spoken, but to make you see that as I
am so I am. You are as God made you, setting you
for His own purposes a weak man in very evil and turbulent
times. As a man is born so a man lives; as is
his strength so the strain breaks him or he resists
the strain. If I have wounded you with these my
words, I do ask your pardon. Much of this long
speech I have thought upon when I was despondent this
long time past. But much of it has come to my
lips whilst I spake, and, maybe, it is harsh and rash
in the wording. That I would not have, but I
may not help myself. I would have you wounded
by the things as they are, and by what of conscience
you have, in your passions and your prides. And
this, I will add, that I die a Queen, but I would
rather have died the wife of my cousin Culpepper or
of any other simple lout that loved me as he did,
without regard, without thought, and without falter.
He sold farms to buy me bread. You would not imperil
a little alliance with a little King o’ Scots
to save my life. And this I tell you, that I
will spend the last hours of the days that I have to
live in considering of this simple man and of his love,
and in praying for his soul, for I hear you have slain
him! And for the rest, I commend you to your
friends!’
The King had staggered back against
the long table; his jaw fell open; his head leaned
down upon his chest. In all that long speech-the
longest she had ever made save when she was shown for
Queen-she had not once raised or lowered
her voice, nor once dropped her eyes. But she
had remembered the lessons of speaking that had been
given her by her master Udal, in the aforetime, away
in Lincolnshire, where there was an orchard with green
boughs, and below it a pig-pound where the hogs grunted.
She went slowly down over the great
stone flags of the great hall. It was very gloomy
now, and her figure in black velvet was like a small
shadow, dark and liquid, amongst shadows that fell
softly and like draperies from the roof. Up there
it was all dark already, for the light came downwards
from the windows. She went slowly, walking as
she had been schooled to walk.
‘God!’ Henry cried out;
‘you have not played false with Culpepper?’
His voice echoed all round the hall.
The Queens white face and her folded hands showed as she
turned-
‘Aye, there the shoe pinches!’
she said. ’Think upon it. Most times
you shall not believe it, for you know me. But
I have made confession of it before your Council.
So it may be true. For I hope some truth cometh
to the fore even in Councils.’
Near the doorway it was all shadow,
and soundlessly she faded away among them. The
hinge of the door creaked; through it there came the
sound of the pikestaves of her guard upon the stone
of the steps. The sound whispered round amidst
the statues of old knights and kings that stood upon
corbels between the windows. It whispered amongst
the invisible carvings of the roof. Then it died
away.
The King made no sound. Suddenly
he cast his hat upon the paving.