“Colonel,” said Dr. Gresham
to Col. Robinson, the commander of the post,
“I am perfectly mystified by Miss Leroy.”
“What is the matter with her?”
asked Col. Robinson. “Is she not faithful
to her duties and obedient to your directions?”
“Faithful is not the word to
express her tireless energy and devotion to her work,”
responded Dr. Gresham. “She must have been
a born nurse to put such enthusiasm into her work.”
“Why, Doctor, what is the matter
with you? You talk like a lover.”
A faint flush rose to the cheek of
Dr. Gresham as he smiled, and said, “Oh! come
now, Colonel, can’t a man praise a woman without
being in love with her?”
“Of course he can,” said
Col. Robinson; “but I know where such admiration
is apt to lead. I’ve been there myself.
But, Doctor, had you not better defer your love-making
till you’re out of the woods?”
“I assure you, Colonel, I am
not thinking of love or courtship. That is the
business of the drawing-room, and not of the camp.
But she did mystify me last night.”
“How so?” asked Col. Robinson.
“When Tom was dying,”
responded the doctor, “I saw that beautiful and
refined young lady bend over and kiss him. When
she found that he was dead, she just cried as if her
heart was breaking. Well, that was a new thing
to me. I can eat with colored people, walk, talk,
and fight with them, but kissing them is something
I don’t hanker after.”
“And yet you saw Miss Leroy do it?”
“Yes; and that puzzles me.
She is one of the most refined and lady-like women
I ever saw. I hear she is a refugee, but she does
not look like the other refugees who have come to
our camp. Her accent is slightly Southern, but
her manner is Northern. She is self-respecting
without being supercilious; quiet, without being dull.
Her voice is low and sweet, yet at times there are
tones of such passionate tenderness in it that you
would think some great sorrow has darkened and overshadowed
her life. Without being the least gloomy, her
face at times is pervaded by an air of inexpressible
sadness. I sometimes watch her when she is not
aware that I am looking at her, and it seems as if
a whole volume was depicted on her countenance.
When she smiles, there is a longing in her eyes which
is never satisfied. I cannot understand how a
Southern lady, whose education and manners stamp her
as a woman of fine culture and good breeding, could
consent to occupy the position she so faithfully holds.
It is a mystery I cannot solve. Can you?”
“I think I can,” answered Col. Robinson.
“Will you tell me?” queried the doctor.
“Yes, on one condition.”
“What is it?”
“Everlasting silence.”
“I promise,” said the
doctor. “The secret between us shall be
as deep as the sea.”
“She has not requested secrecy,
but at present, for her sake, I do not wish the secret
revealed. Miss Leroy was a slave.”
“Oh, no,” said Dr. Gresham,
starting to his feet, “it can’t be so!
A woman as white as she a slave?”
“Yes, it is so,” continued
the Colonel. “In these States the child
follows the condition of its mother. This beautiful
and accomplished girl was held by one of the worst
Rebels in town. Tom told me of it and I issued
orders for her release.”
“Well, well! Is that so?”
said Dr. Gresham, thoughtfully stroking his beard.
“Wonders will never cease. Why, I was just
beginning to think seriously of her.”
“What’s to hinder your
continuing to think?” asked Col. Robinson.
“What you tell me changes the
whole complexion of affairs,” replied the doctor.
“If that be so I am glad I told
you before you got head over heels in love.”
“Yes,” said Dr. Gresham, absently.
Dr. Gresham was a member of a wealthy and aristocratic
family, proud of its lineage, which it could trace through generations of good
blood to its ancestral isle. He had become deeply interested in Iola
before he had heard her story, but after it had been revealed to him he tried to
banish her from his mind; but his constant observation of her only increased his
interest and admiration. The deep pathos of her story, the tenderness of
her ministrations, bestowed alike on black and white, and the sad loneliness of
her condition, awakened within him a desire to defend and protect her all
through her future life. The fierce clashing of war had not taken all the
romance out of his nature. In Iola he saw realized his ideal of the woman
whom he was willing to marry. A woman, tender, strong, and courageous, and
rescued only by the strong arm of his Government from a fate worse than death.
She was young in years, but old in sorrow; one whom a sad destiny had changed
from a light-hearted girl to a heroic woman. As he observed her, he
detected an undertone of sorrow in her most cheerful words, and observed a quick
flushing and sudden paling of her cheek, as if she were living over scenes that
were thrilling her soul with indignation or chilling her heart with horror.
As nurse and physician, Iola and Dr. Gresham were constantly thrown together.
His friends sent him magazines and books, which he gladly shared with her.
The hospital was a sad place. Mangled forms, stricken down in the flush of
their prime and energy; pale young corpses, sacrificed on the altar of slavery,
constantly drained on her sympathies. Dr. Gresham was glad to have some
reading matter which might divert her mind from the memories of her mournful
past, and also furnish them both with interesting themes of conversation in
their moments of relaxation from the harrowing scenes through which they were
constantly passing. Without any effort or consciousness on her part, his
friendship ripened into love. To him her presence was a pleasure, her
absence a privation; and her loneliness drew deeply upon his sympathy. He
would have merited his own self-contempt if, by word or deed, he had done
anything to take advantage of her situation. All the manhood and chivalry
of his nature rose in her behalf, and, after carefully revolving the matter, he
resolved to win her for his bride, bury her secret in his Northern home, and
hide from his aristocratic relations all knowledge of her mournful past.
One day he said to Iola:
“This hospital life is telling
on you. Your strength is failing, and although
you possess a wonderful amount of physical endurance,
you must not forget that saints have bodies and dwell
in tabernacles of clay, just the same as we common
mortals.”
“Compliments aside,” she
said, smiling; “what are you driving at, Doctor?”
“I mean,” he replied,
“that you are running down, and if you do not
quit and take some rest you will be our patient instead
of our nurse. You’d better take a furlough,
go North, and return after the first frost.”
“Doctor, if that is your only
remedy,” replied Iola, “I am afraid that
I am destined to die at my post. I have no special
friends in the North, and no home but this in the
South. I am homeless and alone.”
There was something so sad, almost
despairing in her tones, in the drooping of her head,
and the quivering of her lip, that they stirred Dr.
Gresham’s heart with sudden pity, and, drawing
nearer to her, he said, “Miss Leroy, you need
not be all alone. Let me claim the privilege
of making your life bright and happy. Iola, I
have loved you ever since I have seen your devotion
to our poor, sick boys. How faithfully you, a
young and gracious girl, have stood at your post and
performed your duties. And now I ask, will you
not permit me to clasp hands with you for life?
I do not ask for a hasty reply. Give yourself
time to think over what I have proposed.”