“Is Minnie not well?”
said Thomas Carpenter, entering one morning, the pleasant
room, where Anna was labelling some preserves.
“She seems to be so drooping, and scarcely eats
anything.”
“I don’t know. I
have not heard her complain; perhaps she is a little
tired and jaded from her journey; and then I think
she studies too much. She spends most of her
time in her room, and since I think of it, she does
appear more quiet than usual; but I have been so busy
about my preserves that I have not noticed her particularly.”
“Anna,” said Thomas suddenly,
after a moment’s pause, “does thee think
that there is any attachment between Louis and Minnie?
He was very attentive to her when we were in Boston.”
“Why, Thomas, I have never thought
anything about it. Minnie always seems so much
like a child that I never get her associated in my
mind with courtship and marriage. I suppose I
ought to though,” said Anna, with the faintest
sigh.
“Anna, I think that something
is preying on that child’s mind, and mother,
thee knows that you women understand how to manage
these things better than we men do, and I wish thee
would find out what is the matter with the child.
Try to find out if there is anything between her and
Louis, and if there is, by all means we must let her
know about herself; it is a duty we owe her and him.”
“Well, Thomas, if we must we
must; but I shrink from it. Here she comes.
Now I’ll leave in a few minutes, and then thee
can tell her; perhaps thee can do it better than I
can.”
“What makes thee look so serious?”
said Thomas, as Minnie entered the room.
“Do I, father?”
“Yes, thee looks sober as a Judge. What
has happened to disturb thee?”
“Nothing in particular; only
I was down to Mr. Hickman’s this morning, and
they have a colored woman stopping with them.
She is a very interesting and intelligent woman, and
she was telling us part of her history, and it was
very interesting, but, mother, I do think it is a
dreadful thing to be a colored person in this country;
how I should suffer if I knew that I was hated and
despised for what I couldn’t help. Oh,
it must be dreadful to be colored.”
“Oh, don’t talk so, Minnie, God never
makes any mistakes.”
“I know that, mother; but, mother,
it must be hard to be forced to ride in smoking cars;
to be insulted in the different thoroughfares of travel;
to be denied access to public resorts in some places,-such
as lectures, theatres, concerts, and even have a particular
seat assigned in the churches, and sometimes feel
you were an object of pity even to your best friends.
I know that Mrs. Heston felt so when she was telling
her story, for when Mrs. Hickman said, ‘Well,
Sarah, I really pity you,’ I saw her dark eyes
flash, and she has really beautiful eyes, as she said,
‘it is not pity we want, it is justice.’”
“In the first place, mother,
she is a widow, with five children. She had six.
One died in the army,-and she had some business
in Washington connected with him. She says she
was born in Virginia, and had one little girl there,
but as she could not bear the idea of her child growing
up in ignorance, she left the South and went to Albany.
Her husband was a barber, and was doing a good business
there. She was living in a very good neighborhood,
and sent her child to the nearest district school.
“After her little girl had been
there awhile, her teacher told her she must go home
and not come there any more, and sent her mother a
note; the child did not know what she had done; she
had been attentive to her lessons, and had not behaved
amiss, and she was puzzled to know why she was turned
out of school.
“‘Oh! I hated to
tell Mrs. Heston,’ said the teacher; ’but
the child insisted, and I knew that it must come sooner
or later. And so, said she, I told her it was
because she was colored.’
“‘Is that all.’
Poor child, she didn’t know, that, in that fact
lay whole volumes of insult, outrage, and violence.
I made up my mind, she continued, that I would leave
the place, and when my husband came home, I said,
’Heston, let us leave this place; let us go farther
west. I hear that we can have our child educated
there, just the same as any other child.’
At first my husband demurred, for we were doing a good
business; but I said, let us go, if we have to live
on potatoes and salt.
“True, it was some pecuniary
loss; but I never regretted it, although I have been
pretty near the potatoes and salt. My husband
died, but I kept my children together, and stood over
the wash-tub day after day to keep them at school.
My oldest daughter graduated at the High School, and
was quite a favorite with the teachers. One term
there was a vacancy in her room, caused by the resignation
of one of the assistant teachers, and the first teacher
had the privilege of selecting her assistants from
the graduates of the High School, their appointment,
of course, being subject to the decision of the Commissioner
of Public Schools.
“’Her teacher having heard
that she was connected by blood with one of the first
families of Virginia, told the Commissioner that she
had chosen an Assistant, a young lady of high qualifications,
and as she understood, a descendant of Patrick Henry.
“‘Ah, indeed,’ said
the Commissioner, ’I didn’t know that we
had one of that family among us. By all means
employ her;’ but as she was about to leave,
she said: ‘I forgot to tell you one thing,
she is colored.’
“A sudden change came over him,
and he said: ’Do you think I would have
you walk down the street with a colored woman?
Of course not. I’ll never give my consent
to that.’ And there the matter ended.
And then she made us feel so indignant when she told
us that on her way to Washington to get her son’s
pension, she stopped in Philadelphia, and the conductor
tried to make her leave the car, and because she would
not, he ran the car off the track.”
“Oh, father,” said she,
turning to Thomas, “how wicked and cruel this
prejudice. Oh, how I should hate to be colored!”
Anna and Thomas exchanged mournful
glances. Their hearts were too full; and as Minnie
left the room, Thomas said, “Not now, Anna.
Not just yet.” And so Minnie was permitted
to return again to school with the secret untold.
“Minnie, darling, what are you
doing? moping as usual over your books? Come,
it is Saturday morning, and you have worked hard enough
for one week; got all good marks; so now just put
up that Virgil, and come go out with me.”
“Where do you wish to go?”
said Minnie, to her light-hearted friend, Carrie Wise.
“I want to go out shopping.
Pa has just sent me twenty dollars, and you know a
girl and her money are soon parted.”
“What do you wish to get?”
“Well, I want a pair of gloves,
some worsted to match this fringe, and a lot of things.
Come, won’t you go?”
“Oh, I don’t know, I didn’t
intend going out this morning.”
“Well, never mind if you didn’t,
just say you will go. Where’s your hat
and mantle?” said Carrie, going to her wardrobe.
“Well, just wait till I fix my hair; it won’t
take long.”
“Oh, Minnie, do let me fix it
for you! If ever I have to work for my living,
I shall be a hair-dresser. I believe it is the
only thing that I have any talent for.”
“What an idea! But do,
Minnie, won’t you, let me arrange your hair?
You always wear it so plain, and I do believe it would
curl beautifully. May I, Minnie?”
“Why yes.”
So Carrie sat down, and in a short
time, she had beautifully arranged Minnie’s
hair with a profusion of curls.
“Do you know what I was thinking?”
said Carrie, gazing admiringly upon her friend.
“You look so much like a picture I have seen
of yours in your father’s album. He was
showing me a number of pictures which represent you
at different ages, and the one I refer to, he said
was our Minnie when she was five years old. Now
let me put on your hat. And let me kiss you for
you look so pretty?”
“Oh, Carrie, what an idea!
You are so full of nonsense. Which way will we
go first?”
“First down to Carruther’s.
I saw a beautiful collar there I liked so much; and
then let us go down to Mrs. Barguay’s. I
want to show you a love of a bonnet, one of the sweetest
little things in ribbon, lace, and flowers I ever
saw.”
Equipped for the journey the two friends
sauntered down the street; as they were coming out
of a store, Carrie stopped for a moment to speak to
a very dear friend of her mother’s, and Minnie
passed on.
As she went slowly on, loitering for
her friend, she saw a woman approaching her from the
opposite side of the street. There was something
in her look and manner which arrested the attention
of Minnie. She was a tall, slender woman about
thirty five years old, with a pale, care-worn face-a
face which told that sorrow had pressed her more than
years. A few threads of silver mingled with the
wealth of her raven hair, and her face, though wearing
a sad and weary expression, still showed traces of
great beauty.
As soon as her eyes fell on Minnie,
she raised her hands in sudden wonder, and clasping
her in her arms, exclaimed: “Heaven is merciful!
I have found you, at last, my dear, darling, long-lost
child. Minnie, is this you, and have I found
you at last?”
Minnie trembled from head to foot;
a deadly pallor overspread her cheek, and she stood
still as if rooted to the ground in silent amazement,
while the woman stood anxiously watching her as if
her future were hanging on the decision of her lips.
“Who are you? and where did
you come from?” said Minnie, as soon as she
gained her breath.
“I came from Louisiana.
Oh, I can’t be mistaken. I have longed for
you, and prayed for you, and now I have found you.”
Just then, Carrie, who had finished
speaking with her friend, seeing Minnie and the strange
woman talking together, exclaimed, “What is the
matter?”
Noticing the agitation of her friend,
“Who is this woman, and what has she said to
you?”
“She says that she is my mother, my long-lost
mother.”
“Why, Minnie, what nonsense!
She can’t be your mother. Why don’t
you see she is colored?”
“Where do you live?” said
Minnie, without appearing to notice the words of Carrie.
“I don’t live anywhere.
I just came here yesterday with some of the Union
soldiers.”
“Come with me then, and I will show you a place
to stop.”
“Why, Minnie, you are not going
to walk down the street with that Nig-colored
woman; if you are, please excuse me. My business
calls me another way.”
And without any more ceremony Carrie
and Minnie parted. Silently she walked by the
side of the stranger, a thousand thoughts revolving
in her mind. Was this the solution of the mystery
which enshrouded her young life? Did she indeed
belong to that doomed and hated race, and must she
share the cruel treatment which bitter, relentless
prejudice had assigned them?
Thomas Carpenter and Anna were stopping
in P., at the house of relatives who knew Minnie’s
history, but who had never made any difference in
their treatment of her on that account.
“Is father and mother at home?”
said Minnie to the servant, who opened the door.
She answered in the affirmative.
“Tell them to come into the
parlor, they are wanted immediately.”
“Sit down,” said Minnie
to the stranger, handing her a chair, “and wait
till father comes.”
Anna and Thomas soon entered the room,
and Minnie approaching them said, “Father, this
woman met me on the street to-day, and says she is
my mother. You know all about my history.
Tell me if there is any truth in this story.”
“I don’t know, Minnie, I never saw thy
mother.”
“But question her, father, and
see if there is any truth in what she says; but tell
me first, father, am I white or colored?”
“Minnie, I believe there is
a small portion of colored blood in thy veins.”
“It is enough,” said Minnie,
drawing closer to the strange woman. “What
makes you think that I am your child?”
“By this,” said she, taking
a miniature from her bosom. “By this, which
I carried next to my heart for more than twelve years,
and never have been without it a single day or night.”
Thomas looked upon the miniature;
it was an exact likeness of Minnie when she first
came to them, and although she had grown and changed
since the likeness was taken, there was too close a
resemblance between it and one which had been taken
soon after she came, for him to doubt that Minnie
was the original of that likeness.
Thomas questioned the woman very closely,
but her history and narrative corresponded so well
with what he had heard of Minnie’s mother, that
he could not for a moment doubt that this was she,
and as such he was willing to give her the shelter
of his home, till he could make other arrangements.
“But why,” said Anna,
somewhat grieved at the shock, that Minnie had received,
“did thee startle her by so suddenly claiming
her in the street? Would it not have been better
for thee to have waited and found out where she lived,
and then discovered thyself to her?”
“I’spect it would, ’Mam,”
said Ellen, very meekly and sorrowfully, “but
when I saw her and heard the young lady say, Minnie,
wait a minute, I forgot everything but that this was
my long-lost child. I am sorry if I did any harm,
but I was so glad I could not help it. My heart
was so hungry for my child.”
“Yes, yes,” said Anna
sadly, “I understand thee; it was the voice of
nature.”
Minnie was too nervous and excited
to return to her school that day; the next morning
she had a very high fever, and Thomas concluded it
would be better to take her home and have her mother
accompany her.
And so on Monday morning Anna and
Thomas left P., taking Minnie and her mother along.
Once again in her pleasant home, surrounded
by the tenderest care (for her mother watched over
her with the utmost solicitude) the violence of her
fever abated, but it was succeeded by a low nervous
affection which while it produced no pain yet it slowly
unstrung her vitality.
Ellen hovered around her pillow as
if she begrudged every moment that called her from
her daughter’s side, and never seemed so well
contented as when she was performing for her some
office of love and tenderness. A skilful nurse,
she knew how to prepare the most delicate viands to
tempt the failing appetite, and she had the exquisite
pleasure of seeing her care and attention rewarded
by the returning health and strength of her child.
One morning as she grew stronger,
and was able to sit in her chair, she turned her eyes
tenderly towards Ellen and said, “Mother, come
and sit near me and let me hold your hand.”
“Mother,” Oh how welcome
was that word. Ellen’s eyes filled with
sudden tears.
“Mother,” she said, “It
comes back to me like a dream. I have a faint
recollection of having seen you before, but it is so
long I can scarcely remember it. Tell me all
about myself and how I came to leave you. I always
thought that there was some mystery about me, but I
never knew what it was before, but now I understand
it.”
“Darling,” said the mother,
“you had better wait till you get a little stronger,
and then I will tell you all.”
“Very well,” said Minnie,
“you have been so good to me and I am beginning
to love you so much.”
It was touching to see the ripening
love between those two long-suffering ones. Ellen
would comb Minnie’s hair, and do for her every
office in her power. Still Minnie continued feeble.
The suffering occasioned by her refusal of Louis;
the hard study and deep excitement through which she
had passed told sadly upon her constitution; but she
was young, and having a large share of recuperative
power she slowly came back to health and strength,
and when the spring opened Thomas decided that she
should return again to her school in P.