Before he located, Louis concluded
to visit the old homestead, and to present his beautiful
young bride to his grandmother and Camilla.
He knew his adopted sister too well
to fear that Minnie would fail to receive from her
the warmest welcome, and so with eager heart he took
passage on one of the Mississippi boats to New Orleans,
intending to stop in the city a few days, and send
word to Camilla; but just as he was passing from the
levee to the hotel, he caught a glimpse of Camilla
walking down the street, and stopping the carriage,
he alighted, and spoke to her. She immediately
recognized him, although his handsome face had become
somewhat bronzed by exposure in camp and field.
“Do not go to the hotel,”
she said, “you are heartily welcome, come home
with me.”
“But my wife is along.”
“Never mind, she’s just as welcome as
you are.”
“But, like myself, she is colored.”
“It does not matter. I
should not think of your going to a hotel, while I
have a home in the city.”
Camilla following, wondering how she
would like the young wife. She had great kindness
and compassion for the race, but as far as social
equality was concerned, though she had her strong personal
likings, yet, except with Louis, neither custom nor
education had reconciled her to the maintenance of
any equal, social relations with them.
“My wife,” said Louis,
introducing Camilla to Minnie. Camilla immediately
reached out her hand to the young wife, and gave her
a cordial greeting, and they soon fell into a pleasant
and animated conversation. Mutually they were
attracted to each other, and when they reached their
destination, Minnie had begun to feel quite at home
with Camilla.
“How is Aunt Miriam, or rather,
my grandmother?” said Louis.
“She is well, and often wonders
what has become of her poor boy; but she always has
persisted in believing that she would see you again,
and I know her dear old eyes will run over with gladness.
But things have changed very much since we parted.
We have passed through the fire since I saw you, and
our troubles are not over yet; but we are hoping for
better days. But we are at home. Let us alight.”
And Louis and Minnie were ushered
into a home whose quiet and refined beauty were very
pleasant to the eye, for Camilla had inherited from
her father his aesthetic tastes; had made her home
and its surroundings models of loveliness. Half
a dozen varieties of the sweetest and brightest roses
clambered up the walls and arrayed them with a garb
of rare beauty. Jessamines breathed their fragrance
on the air; magnolias reared their stately heads and
gladdened the eye with the exquisite beauty of their
flowers.
“This is an unexpected pleasure,”
said Camilla, removing Minnie’s bonnet, and
gazing with unfeigned admiration upon her girlish face,
“but really some one must enjoy this pleasure
besides myself.”
Camilla rang the bell; a bright, smiling
girl of about ten years appeared. “Tell
Miriam,” she said, “to come; that her boy
Louis is here.”
Miriam appeared immediately, and throwing
her arms around his neck, gave vent to her feelings
in a burst of joy. “I always said you’d
come back. I’s prayed for you night and
day, and I always believed I’d see you afore
I died, and now my word’s come true. There’s
nothing like having faith.”
“Here’s my wife,” said Louis, turning
to Minnie.
“Your wife; is you married,
honey? Well I hopes you’ll have a good
time.”
Minnie came forward and gave her hand
to Miriam, as Louis said, “This is my grandmother.”
A look of proud satisfaction passed
over the old woman’s face, and a sudden joy
lit up her eyes at these words of pleasant recognition.
“Ah, my child,” said Miriam,
“We’s had a mighty heap of trouble since
you left. Them miserable secesh searched the house
all over for you, when you was gone, and they was
mighty sassy; but we didn’t mind that, so they
didn’t ketch you. How did you get along?
We was dreadfully uneasy about you?”
Louis then told them of the kindness
of the colored people, his thrilling adventures, and
hair-breadth escapes, and unfolded to them his plans
for the future.
Camilla listened with deep interest,
and turning to Minnie, who had left the peaceful sunshine
of her mother’s home to dwell in the midst of
that rough and rude state of society, she said, “I
cannot help feeling sad to see you exposing yourself
to the dangers that lay around your path. The
few Southern women who have been faithful to the flag
have had a sad experience since the war. We have
been ostracized and abused, and often our husbands
have been brutally murdered, in a number of instances
when they were faithful to the dear old flag.
A friend of mine, who was an angel of mercy to the
Union prisoners, dressing their wounds and carrying
them relief, had a dear son, who always kept a Union
flag at home, which he regarded with almost religious
devotion. This made him a marked boy in the community,
and during the war he was so cruelly beaten, by some
young rebels, that he never recovered, and colored
women who would wend their way under the darkness
and cover of night to aid our suffering soldiers,
were in danger of being flogged, if detected, and
I understand that one did receive 75 lashes for such
an offence, and I heard of another who was shot down
like a dog, for giving bread to a prisoner, who said,
‘Mammy, I am starving.’ I think, (but
I have no right to dictate to you) had I been you,
and my home in the North, that I would have preferred
staying there, where, to say the least, you could
have had pleasanter social relations. You and
Louis are nearer the white race than the colored.
Why should you prefer the one to the other?”
“Because,” said Minnie,
“the prejudices of society are so strong against
the people with whom I am connected on my mother’s
side, that I could not associate with white people
on equal terms, without concealing my origin, and
that I scorned to do. The first years of my life
passed without my knowing that I was connected with
the colored race; but when it was revealed to me by
mother, who suddenly claimed me, at first I shrank
from the social ostracism to which that knowledge doomed
me, and it was some time before I was reconciled to
the change. Oh, there are lessons of life that
we never learn in the bowers of ease. They must
be learned in the fire. For months life seemed
to me a dull, sad thing, and for a while I did not
care whether I lived or died, the sunshine had suddenly
faded from my path, and the future looked so dark and
cheerless. But now, when I look back upon those
days of gloom and suffering, I think they were among
the most fruitful of my life, for in those days of
pain and sorrow my resolution was formed to join the
fortunes of my mother’s race, and I resolved
to brighten her old age with a joy, with a gladness
she had never known in her youth. And how could
I have done that had I left her unrecognized and palmed
myself upon society as a white woman? And to
tell you the truth, having passed most of my life
in white society, I did not feel that the advantages
of that society would have ever paid me for the loss
of my self-respect, by passing as white, when I knew
that I was colored; when I knew that any society,
however cultivated, wealthy or refined, would not be
a social gain to me, if my color and not my character
must be my passport of admission. So, when I
found out that I was colored, I made up my mind that
I would neither be pitied nor patronized by my former
friends; but that I would live out my own individuality
and do for my race, as a colored woman, what I never
could accomplish as a white woman.”
“I think I understand you,”
said Camilla; “and although I tremble for you
in the present state, yet you cannot do better than
live out the earnest purpose of your life. I
feel that we owe a great debt to the colored race,
and I would aid and not hinder any hand that is ready
to help do the needed work. I have felt for many
years that slavery was wrong, and I am glad, from
the bottom of my heart, that it has at last been destroyed.
And what are your plans, Louis?”
“We are going to open a school,
and devote our lives to the upbuilding of the future
race. I intend entering into some plan to facilitate
the freedmen in obtaining homes of their own.
I want to see this newly enfranchised race adding
its quota to the civilization of the land. I
believe there is power and capacity, only let it have
room for exercise and development. We demand
no social equality, no supremacy of power. All
we ask is that the American people will take their
Christless, Godless prejudices out of the way, and
give us a chance to grow, an opportunity to accept
life, not merely as a matter of ease and indulgence,
but of struggle, conquest, and achievement.”
“Yes,” said Camilla, “what
you want and what the nation should be just enough
to grant you is fair play.”
“Yes, that is what we want;
to be known by our character, and not by our color;
to be permitted to take whatever position in society
we are fitted to fill. We do not want to be bolstered
and propped up on the one hand, nor to be crushed
and trampled down on the other.”
“Well, Louis, I think that we
are coming to that. No, I cannot feel that all
this baptism of fire and blood through which we have
passed has been in vain. Slavery, as an institution,
has been destroyed. Slavery, as an idea, still
lives, but I believe that we shall outgrow this spirit
of caste and proscription which still tarnishes our
civilization, both North and South.”