Very pleasant was the reception Jeanette
Roland gave Mr. Romaine. There was no reproof
upon her lips nor implied censure in her manner.
True he had been disguised by liquor or to use a softer
phrase, had taken too much wine. But others had
done the same and treated it as a merry escapade,
and why should she be so particular? Belle Gordon
would have acted very differently but then she was
not Belle, and in this instance she did not wish to
imitate her. Belle was so odd, and had become
very unpopular, and besides she wished to be very
very pleasant to Mr. Romaine. He was handsome,
agreeable and wealthy, and she found it more congenial
to her taste to clasp hands with him and float down
stream together, than help him breast the current
of his wrong tendencies, and stand firmly on the rock
of principle.
“You are looking very sweet,
but rather pensive this morning,” said Mr. Romaine,
noticing a shadow on the bright and beautiful face
of Jeanette, whose color had deepened by the plain
remarks of her cousin Belle. “What is the
matter?”
“Oh nothing much, only my cousin
Belle has been here this morning, and she has been
putting me on the stool of repentance.”
“Why! what have you been doing that was naughty?”
“Oh! she was perfectly horror-stricken
when I told her about the wine we drank and Mrs. Glossop’s
party. I wish I had not said a word to her about
it.”
“What did she say?”
“Oh she thought it was awful,
the way we were going on. She made me feel that
I died [sic] something dreadful when I offered
you a glass of wine at Ma’s silver wedding.
I don’t believe Belle ever sees a glass of wine,
without thinking of murder, suicide and a drunkard’s
grave.”
“But we are not afraid of those
dreadful things, are we Jeanette?”
“Of course not, but somehow
Belle always makes me feel uncomfortable, when she
begins to talk on temperance. She says she is
terribly in earnest, and I think she is.”
“Miss Gordon and I were great
friends once,” said Charles Romaine, as a shadow
flitted over his face, and a slight sigh escaped his
lips.
“Were you? Why didn’t you remain
so?”
“Because she was too good for me.”
“That is a very sorry reason.”
“But it is true. I think
Miss Gordon is an excellent young lady, but she and
I wouldn’t agree on the temperance question.
The man who marries her has got to toe the mark.
She ought to be a minister’s wife.”
“I expect she will be an old maid.”
“I don’t know, but if
I were to marry her, I should prepare myself to go
to Church every Sunday morning and to stay home in
the afternoon and repeat my catechism.”
“I would like to see you under her discipline.”
“It would come hard on a fellow, but I might
go farther and fare worse.”
“And so you and Belle were great friends, once?”
“Yes, but as we could not agree
on the total abstinence question, we parted company.”
“How so? Did you part as lovers part?”
She with a wronged and broken heart?
And you, rejoicing you were free,
Glad to regain you liberty?
“Not at all. She gave me the mitten and
I had to take it.”
“Were you very sorry?”
“Yes, till I met you.”
“Oh! Mr. Romaine,” said Jeanette
blushing and dropping her eyes.
“Why not? I think I have
found in your society an ample compensation for the
loss of Miss Gordon.”
“But I think Belle is better
than I am. I sometimes wish I was half so good.”
“You are good enough for me;
Belle is very good, but somehow her goodness makes
a fellow uncomfortable. She is what I call distressingly
good; one doesn’t want to be treated like a wild
beast in a menagerie, and to be every now and then
stirred up with a long stick.”
“What a comparison!”
“Well it is a fact; when a fellow’s
been busy all day pouring over Coke and Blackstone,
or casting up wearisome rows of figures, and seeks
a young lady’s society in the evening, he wants
to enjoy himself, to bathe in the sunshine of her
smiles, and not to be lectured about his shortcomings.
I tell you, Jeanette, it comes hard on a fellow.”
“You want some one to smooth
the wrinkles out of the brow of care, and not to add
fresh ones.”
“Yes, and I hope it will be
my fortune to have a fair soft hand like his,”
said Mr. Romaine, slightly pressing Jeanette’s
hand to perform the welcome and agreeable task.
“Belle’s hand would be firmer than mine
for the talk.”
“It is not the strong hand, but the tender hand
I want in a woman.”
“But Belle is very kind; she did it all for
your own good.”
“Of course she did; my father
used to say so when I was a boy, and he corrected
me; but it didn’t make me enjoy the correction.”
“It is said our best friends
are those who show us our faults, and teach us how
to correct them.”
“My best friend is a dear, sweet
girl who sits by my side, who always welcomes me with
a smile, and beguiles me so with her conversation,
that I take no note of the hours until the striking
of the clock warns me it is time to leave; and I should
ask no higher happiness than to be permitted to pass
all the remaining hours of my life at her side.
Can I dare to hope for such a happy fortune?”
A bright flush overspread the cheek
of Jeanette Roland; there was a sparkle of joy in
her eyes as she seemed intently examining the flowers
on her mother’s carpet, and she gently referred
him to Papa for an answer. In due time Mr. Roland
was interviewed, his consent obtained, and Jeanette
Roland and Charles Romaine were affianced lovers.
“Girls, have you heard the news?”
said Miss Tabitha Jones, a pleasant and wealthy spinster,
to a number of young girls who were seated at her
tea table.
“No! what is it?”
“I hear Mr. Romaine is to be married next spring.”
“To whom?”
“Jeanette Roland.”
“Well! I do declare; I thought he was engaged
to Belle Gordon.”
“I thought so too, but it is
said that she refused him, but I don’t believe
it; I don’t believe that she had a chance.”
“Well I do.”
“Why did she refuse him?”
“Because he would occasionally take too much
wine.”
“But he is not a drunkard.”
“But she dreads that he will be.”
“Well! I think it is perfectly
ridiculous. I gave Belle credit for more common
sense. I think he was one of the most eligible
gentlemen in our set. Wealthy, handsome and agreeable.
What could have possessed Belle? I think he is
perfectly splendid.”
“Yes said another girl, I think
Belle stood very much in her own light. She is
not rich, and if she would marry him she could have
everything heart could wish. What a silly girl!
You wouldn’t catch me throwing away such a chance.”
“I think,” said Miss Tabitha,
“that instead of Miss Gordon’s being a
silly girl, that she has acted both sensibly and honorably
in refusing to marry a man she could not love.
No woman should give her hand where she cannot yield
her heart.”
“But Miss Tabitha, the strangest
thing to me is, that I really believe that Belle Gordon
cares more for Mr. Romaine than she does for any one
else; her face was a perfect study that night at Mrs.
Roland’s party.”
“How so?”
“They say that after Miss Gordon
requested Mr. Romaine, that for a while he scrupulously
abstained from taking even a glass of wine. At
several entertainments, he adhered to this purpose
but on the evening of Mrs. Roland’s silver wedding
Jeanette succeeded in persuading him to take a glass,
in honor of the occasion. I watched Belle’s
face and it was a perfect study, every nerve seemed
quivering with intense anxiety. Once I think
she reached out her hand unconsciously as if to snatch
away the glass, and when at last he yielded I saw
the light fade from her eyes, a deadly pallor overspread
her cheek, and I thought at one time she was about
to faint, but she did not, and only laid her head upon
her side as if to allay a sudden spasm of agony.”