“I cannot ensure your life a
single hour, unless you quit business. You are
liable to be stricken with paralysis at any moment,
if [once?] subject to the [least] excitement. Can’t
you trust your business in the hands of your sons?”
“Doctor,” said John Anderson,
“I have only two boys. My oldest went West
several years ago, and never writes to us unless he
wants something, and as to Frank, if I would put the
concern into his hands, he would drink himself into
the grave in less than a month. The whole fact
is this, my children are the curse of my life,”
and there was bitterness in the tone of John Anderson
as he uttered these words of fearful sorrow.
“Well,” said the doctor,
“you must have rest and quiet or I will not
answer for the consequences.”
“Rest and quiet!” said
John Anderson to himself, “I don’t see
how I am to get it, with such a wife as I have always
worrying and bothering me about something.”
“Mr. Anderson,” said one of the servants,
“Mrs. Anderson says please come, as quick as
possible into Mr. Frank’s room.”
“What’s the matter now!”
“I don’t know, but Mr.
Frank’s acting mightily queer; he thinks there
are snakes and lizards crawling over him.”
“He’s got the horrors,
just what I expected. Tell me about rest and
quiet! I’ll be there in a minute. Oh
what’s the matter? I feel strange,”
said Anderson falling back on the bed suddenly stricken
with paralysis. While in another room lay his
younger son a victim to delirium tremens, and dying
in fearful agony. The curse that John Anderson
had sent to other homes had come back darkened with
the shadow of death to brood over his own habitation.
His son is dying, but he has no word of hope to cheer
the parting spirit as it passed out into the eternity,
for him the darkness of the tomb, is not gilded with
the glory of the resurrection.
The best medical skill has been summoned
to the aid of John Anderson, but neither art, nor
skill can bind anew the broken threads of life.
The chamber in which he is confined is a marvel of
decoration, light streams into his home through panes
of beautifully stained glass. Pillows of the
softest down are placed beneath his head, beautiful
cushions lie at his feet that will never take another
step on the errands of sin, but no appliances of wealth
can give peace to his guilty conscience. He looks
back upon the past and the retrospect is a worse than
wasted life; and when the future looms up before him
he shrinks back from the contemplation, for the sins
of the past throw their shadow over the future.
He has houses, money and land, but he is a pauper in
his soul, and a bankrupt in his character. In
his eager selfish grasp for gold, he has shriveled
his intellect and hardened and dried up his heart,
and in so doing he has cut himself off from the richest
sources of human enjoyment. He has wasted life’s
best opportunities, and there never was an angel,
however bright, terrible and strong, that ever had
power to roll away the stone from the grave of a dead
opportunity, and what John Anderson has lost in time,
he can never make up in eternity. He has formed
no taste for reading, and thus has cut himself off
from the glorious companionship of the good, the great,
and the wise of all ages. He has been selfish,
mean and grasping, and the blessing of the poor and
needy never fall as benedictions on his weary head;
and in that beautiful home with disease and death
clutching at his heartstrings, he has wealth that
he cannot enjoy, luxuries that pall upon his taste,
and magnificence that can never satisfy the restless
craving of his soul. His life has been a wretched
failure. He neglected his children to amass the
ways of iniquity, and their coldness and indifference
pierce him like poisoned arrows. Marriage has
brought him money, but not the sweet, tender ministrations
of loving wifely care, and so he lives on starving
in the midst of plenty; dying of thirst, with life’s
sweetest fountains eluding his grasp.
Charles Romaine is sleeping in a drunkard’s
grave. After the death of his boy there was a
decided change in him. Night after night he tore
himself away from John Anderson’s saloon, and
struggled with the monster that had enslaved him,
and for awhile victory seemed to be perching on the
banner of his resolution. Another child took the
place of the first born, and the dead, and hope and
joy began to blossom around Jeanette’s path.
His mother who had never ceased to visit the house
marked the change with great satisfaction and prevailed
upon his father to invite Charles and Jeanette to
a New Year’s dinner (only a family gathering).
Jeanette being unwell excused herself from going, and
Charles went alone. Jeanette felt a fearful foreboding
when she saw him leaving the door, and said to herself,
“I hope his father will not offer him wine.
I am so afraid that something will happen to him,
and yet I hated to persuade him not to go. His
mother might think I was averse to his reconciliation
with his father.”
“It looks very natural to have
Charles with us again,” said Mrs. Ro[maine]
looking fondly on her son.
“Yes, it seems like old times,
when I always had my seat next to yours.”
“And I hope,” said his
father, “it will never be vacant so long again.”
The dinner hour passed on enlivened
by social chat and pleasant reminiscences, and there
was nothing to mar the harmony of the occasion.
Mrs. Romaine had been careful to keep everything from
the table that would be apt to awaken the old appetite
for liquor, but after dinner Mr. Romaine invited Charles
into the library to smoke. “Here,”
said he, handing him a cigar, “is one of the
finest brands I have smoked lately, and by the way
here is some rare old wine, more than 25 years old,
which was sent to me yesterday by an old friend and
college class mate of mine. Let me pour you out
a glass.” Charles suddenly became agitated,
but as his father’s back was turned to him, pouring
out the wine, he did not notice the sudden paling
of his cheek, and the hesitation of his manner.
And Charles checking back his scruples took the glass
and drained it, to the bottom.
There is a fable, that a certain king
once permitted the devil to kiss his shoulder, and
out of those shoulders sprang two serpents that
in the fury of their hunger aimed at his head and
tried to get at his brain. He tried to extricate
himself from their terrible power. He tore at
them with his fingers and found that it was his own
flesh that he was lacerating. Dormant but not
dead was the appetite for strong drink in Charles
Romaine, and that one glass awakened the serpent coiled
up in his flesh. He went out from his father’s
house with a newly awakened appetite clamoring and
raging for strong drink. Every saloon he passed
adding intensity to his craving. At last his appetite
overmastered him and he almost rushed into a saloon,
and waited impatiently till he was served. Every
nerve seemed to be quivering with excitement, restlessness;
and there was a look of wild despairing anguish on
his face, as he clutched the glass to allay the terrible
craving of his system. He drank till his head
was giddy, and his gait was staggering, and then started
for home. He entered the gate and slipped on the
ice, and being too intoxicated to rise or comprehend
his situation, he lay helpless in the dark and cold,
until there crept over him that sleep from which there
is no awakening, and when morning had broken in all
its glory, Charles Romaine had drifted out of life,
slain by the wine which at [last] had “bitten
like an adder and stung like a serpent.”
Jeanette had waited and watched through the small
hours of the night, till nature o’erwearied
had sought repose in sleep and rising very early in
the morning, she had gone to the front door to look
down the street for his coming when the first object
that met her gaze was the lifeless form of her husband.
One wild and bitter shriek rent the air, and she fell
fainting on the frozen corpse. Her friends gathered
round her, all that love and tenderness could do was
done for the wretched wife, but nothing could erase
from her mind one agonizing sorrow, it was the memory
of her fatal triumph over his good resolution years
ago at her mother’s silver wedding. Carelessly
she had sowed the seeds of transgression whose fearful
yield was a harvest of bitter misery. Mrs. Clifford
came to her in her hour of trial, and tried to comfort
and sustain the heart-stricken woman; who had tried
to take life easy, but found it terribly hard, and
she has measurably succeeded. In the home of her
cousin she is trying to bear the burden of her life
as well as she can. Her eye never lights up with
joy. The bloom and flush have left her careworn
face. Tears from her eyes long used to weeping
have blenched the coloring of her life existence,
and she is passing through life with the shadow of
the grave upon her desolate heart.
Joe Gough has been true to his pledge,
plenty and comfort have taken the place of poverty
and pain. He continued his membership with the
church of his choice and Mary is also striving to
live a new life, and to be the ministering angel that
keeps his steps, and he feels that in answer to prayer,
his appetite for strong drink has been taken away.
Life with Mrs. Clifford has become
a thing of brightness and beauty, and when children
sprang up in her path making gladness and sunshine
around her home, she was a wife and tender mother,
fond but not foolish; firm in her household government,
but not stern and unsympathising in her manner.
The faithful friend and companion of her daughters,
she won their confidence by her loving care and tender
caution. She taught them to come to her in their
hours of perplexity and trial and to keep no secrets
from her sympathising heart. She taught her sons
to be as upright in their lives and as pure in their
conversation as she would have her daughters, recognizing
for each only one code of morals and one law of spiritual
life, and in course of time she saw her daughters
ripening into such a beautiful womanhood, and her sons
entering the arena of life not with the simplicity
which is ignorant of danger and evil, but with the
sterling integrity which baffles the darts of temptation
with the panoply of principle and the armor of uprightness.
Unconsciously she elevated the tone of society in which
she moved by a life which was a beautiful and earnest
expression of patient continuance in well doing.
Paul Clifford’s life has been a grand success,
not in the mere accumulation of wealth, but in the
enrichment of his moral and spiritual nature.
He is still ever ready to lend a helping hand.
He has not lived merely for wealth and enjoyment,
but happiness, lasting and true springs up in his
soul as naturally as a flower leaps into blossoms,
and whether he is loved or hated, honored or forgotten,
he constantly endeavors to make the world better by
his example and gladdened by his presence feeling
that if every one would be faithful to duty that even
here, Eden would spring up in our path, and Paradise
be around our way.