I went to tea under the big apple-tree.
It was very big and old and wonderful. No wonder
Mr. MacNairn and his mother loved it. Its great
branches spread out farther than I had ever seen the
branches of an apple-tree spread before. They
were gnarled and knotted and beautiful with age.
Their shadows upon the grass were velvet, deep and
soft. Such a tree could only have lived its life
in such a garden. At least it seemed so to me.
The high, dim-colored walls, with their curious, low
corner towers and the leafage of the wall fruits spread
against their brick, inclosed it embracingly, as if
they were there to take care of it and its beauty.
But the tree itself seemed to have grown there in all
its dignified loveliness of shadow to take care of
Mrs. MacNairn, who sat under it. I felt as if
it loved and was proud of her.
I have heard clever literary people
speak of Mrs. MacNairn as a “survival of type.”
Sometimes clever people bewilder me by the terms they
use, but I thought I understood what they meant in
her case. She was quite unlike the modern elderly
woman, and yet she was not in the least old-fashioned
or demodee. She was only exquisitely distinct.
When she rose from her chair under
the apple-tree boughs and came forward to meet me
that afternoon, the first things which struck me were
her height and slenderness and her light step.
Then I saw that her clear profile seemed cut out of
ivory and that her head was a beautiful shape and
was beautifully set. Its every turn and movement
was exquisite. The mere fact that both her long,
ivory hands enfolded mine thrilled me. I wondered
if it were possible that she could be unaware of her
loveliness. Beautiful people are thrilling to
me, and Mrs. MacNairn has always seemed more so than
any one else. This is what her son once said
of her:
“She is not merely beautiful;
she is Beauty Beauty’s very spirit
moving about among us mortals; pure Beauty.”
She drew me to a chair under her tree,
and we sat down together. I felt as if she were
glad that I had come. The watching look I had
seen in her son’s eyes was in hers also.
They watched me as we talked, and I found myself telling
her about my home as I had found myself telling him.
He had evidently talked to her about it himself.
I had never met any one who thought of Muircarrie
as I did, but it seemed as if they who were strangers
were drawn by its wild, beautiful loneliness as I was.
I was happy. In my secret heart
I began to ask myself if it could be true that they
made me feel a little as if I somehow belonged to some
one. I had always seemed so detached from every
one. I had not been miserable about it, and I
had not complained to myself; I only accepted the
detachment as part of my kind of life.
Mr. MacNairn came into the garden
later and several other people came in to tea.
It was apparently a sort of daily custom that
people who evidently adored Mrs. MacNairn dropped
in to see and talk to her every afternoon. She
talked wonderfully, and her friends’ joy in her
was wonderful, too. It evidently made people
happy to be near her. All she said and did was
like her light step and the movements of her delicate,
fine head gracious and soft and arrestingly
lovely. She did not let me drift away and sit
in a corner looking on, as I usually did among strangers.
She kept me near her, and in some subtle, gentle way
made me a part of all that was happening the
talk, the charming circle under the spreading boughs
of the apple-tree, the charm of everything. Sometimes
she would put out her exquisite, long-fingered hand
and touch me very lightly, and each time she did it
I felt as if she had given me new life.
There was an interesting elderly man
who came among the rest of the guests. I was
interested in him even before she spoke to me of him.
He had a handsome, aquiline face which looked very
clever. His talk was brilliantly witty.
When he spoke people paused as if they could not bear
to lose a phrase or even a word. But in the midst
of the trills of laughter surrounding him his eyes
were unchangingly sad. His face laughed or smiled,
but his eyes never.
“He is the greatest artist in
England and the most brilliant man,” Mrs. MacNairn
said to me, quietly. “But he is the saddest,
too. He had a lovely daughter who was killed
instantly, in his presence, by a fall. They had
been inseparable companions and she was the delight
of his life. That strange, fixed look has been
in his eyes ever since. I know you have noticed
it.”
We were walking about among the flower-beds
after tea, and Mr. MacNairn was showing me a cloud
of blue larkspurs in a corner when I saw something
which made me turn toward him rather quickly.
“There is one!” I said.
“Do look at her! Now you see what I mean!
The girl standing with her hand on Mr. Le Breton’s
arm.”
Mr. Le Breton was the brilliant man
with the sad eyes. He was standing looking at
a mass of white-and-purple iris at the other side of
the garden. There were two or three people with
him, but it seemed as if for a moment he had forgotten
them had forgotten where he was. I
wondered suddenly if his daughter had been fond of
irises. He was looking at them with such a tender,
lost expression. The girl, who was a lovely, fair
thing, was standing quite close to him with her hand
in his arm, and she was smiling, too such
a smile!
“Mr. Le Breton!” Mr. MacNairn
said in a rather startled tone. “The girl
with her hand in his arm?”
“Yes. You see how fair she is,” I
answered.
“And she has that transparent
look. It is so lovely. Don’t you think
so? She is one of the White People.”
He stood very still, looking across
the flowers at the group. There was a singular
interest and intensity in his expression. He watched
the pair silently for a whole minute, I think.
“Ye-es,” he said,
slowly, at last, “I do see what you mean and
it is lovely. I don’t seem to know
her well. She must be a new friend of my mother’s.
So she is one of the White People?”
“She looks like a white iris
herself, doesn’t she?” I said. “Now
you know.”
“Yes; now I know,” he answered.
I asked Mrs. MacNairn later who the
girl was, but she didn’t seem to recognize my
description of her. Mr. Le Breton had gone away
by that time, and so had the girl herself.
“The tall, very fair one in
the misty, pale-gray dress,” I said. “She
was near Mr. Le Breton when he was looking at the iris-bed.
You were cutting some roses only a few yards away
from her. That very fair girl?”
Mrs. MacNairn paused a moment and looked puzzled.
“Mildred Keith is fair,”
she reflected, “but she was not there then.
I don’t recall seeing a girl. I was cutting
some buds for Mrs. Anstruther. I ”
She paused again and turned toward her son, who was
standing watching us. I saw their eyes meet in
a rather arrested way.
“It was not Mildred Keith,”
he said. “Miss Muircarrie is inquiring
because this girl was one of those she calls the White
People. She was not any one I had seen here before.”
There was a second’s silence
before Mrs. MacNairn smilingly gave me one of her
light, thrilling touches on my arm.
“Ah! I remember,”
she said. “Hector told me about the White
People. He rather fancied I might be one.”
I am afraid I rather stared at her
as I slowly shook my head. You see she was almost
one, but not quite.
“I was so busy with my roses
that I did not notice who was standing near Mr. Le
Breton,” she said. “Perhaps it was
Anabel Mere. She is a more transparent sort of
girl than Mildred, and she is more blond. And
you don’t know her, Hector? I dare say
it was she.”