LOVE’S ALMSMAN PLAINETH HIS FARE.
O you, love’s
mendicancy who never tried,
How little
of your almsman me you know!
Your little languid
hand in mine you slide,
Like to
a child says-’Kiss me and let me go!’
And night for this is
fretted with my tears,
While I:-’How
soon this heavenly neck doth tire
Bending to me from its
transtellar spheres!’
Ah, heart
all kneaded out of honey and fire!
Who bound thee to a
body nothing worth,
And shamed
thee much with an unlovely soul,
That the most strainedest
charity of earth
Distasteth
soon to render back the whole
Of thine inflam-ed sweets
and gentilesse!
Whereat,
like an unpastured Titan, thou
Gnaw’st on thyself
for famine’s bitterness,
And leap’st
against thy chain. Sweet Lady, how
Little a linking of
the hand to you!
Though I
should touch yours careless for a year,
Not one blue vein would
lie divinelier blue
Upon your
fragile temple, to unsphere
The seraphim for kisses!
Not one curve
Of your
sad mouth would droop more sad and sweet.
But little food love’s
beggars needs must serve,
That eye
your plenteous graces from the street.
A hand-clasp I must
feed on for a night,
A noon,
although the untasted feast you lay,
To mock me, of your
beauty. That you might
Be lover
for one space, and make essay
What ’tis to pass
unsuppered to your couch,
Keep fast
from love all day; and so be taught
The famine which these
craving lines avouch!
Ah! miser
of good things that cost thee naught,
How know’st thou
poor men’s hunger?-Misery!
When I go doleless and
unfed by thee!
A HOLOCAUST.
’No man ever attained
supreme knowledge, unless his heart had been
torn up by the roots.’
When I presage the time
shall come-yea, now
Perchance
is come, when you shall fail from me,
Because the mighty spirit,
to whom you vow
Faith of
kin genius unrebukably,
Scourges my sloth, and
from your side dismissed
Henceforth
this sad and most, most lonely soul
Must, marching fatally
through pain and mist,
The God-bid
levy of its powers enrol;
When I presage that
none shall hear the voice
From the
great Mount that clangs my ordained advance,
That sullen envy bade
the churlish choice
Yourself
shall say, and turn your altered glance;
O God! Thou knowest
if this heart of flesh
Quivers
like broken entrails, when the wheel
Rolleth some dog in
middle street, or fresh
Fruit when
ye tear it bleeding from the peel;
If my soul cries the
uncomprehended cry
When the
red agony oozed on Olivet!
Yet not for this, a
caitiff, falter I,
Beloved
whom I must lose, nor thence regret
The doubly-vouched and
twin allegiance owed
To you in
Heaven, and Heaven in you, Lady.
How could you hope,
loose dealer with my God,
That I should
keep for you my fealty?
For still ’tis
thus:-because I am so true,
My Fair, to Heaven,
I am so true to you!
BENEATH A PHOTOGRAPH.
Phoebus, who taught
me art divine,
Here tried his hand
where I did mine;
And his white fingers
in this face
Set my Fair’s
sigh-suggesting grace.
O sweetness past profaning
guess,
Grievous with its own
exquisiteness!
Vesper-like face, its
shadows bright
With meanings of sequestered
light;
Drooped with shamefast
sanctities
She purely fears eyes
cannot miss,
Yet would blush to know
she is.
Ah, who can view with
passionless glance
This tear-compelling
countenance!
He has cozened it to
tell
Almost its own miracle.
Yet I, all-viewing though
he be,
Methinks saw further
here than he;
And, Master gay!
I swear I drew
Something the better
of the two!
AFTER HER GOING.
The after-even!
Ah, did I walk,
Indeed,
in her or even?
For nothing of me or
around
But absent
She did leaven,
Felt in my body as its
soul,
And in my
soul its heaven.
’Ah me! my very
flesh turns soul,
Essenced,’
I sighed, ‘with bliss!’
And the blackbird held
his lutany,
All fragrant-through
with bliss;
And all things stilled
were as a maid
Sweet with
a single kiss.
For grief of perfect
fairness, eve
Could nothing
do but smile;
The time was far too
perfect fair,
Being but
for a while;
And ah, in me, too happy
grief
Blinded
herself with smile!
The sunset at its radiant
heart
Had somewhat
unconfest:
The bird was loath of
speech, its song
Half-refluent
on its breast,
And made melodious toyings
with
A note or
two at best.
And she was gone, my
sole, my Fair,
Ah, sole
my Fair, was gone!
Methinks, throughout
the world ’twere right
I had been
sad alone;
And yet, such sweet
in all things’ heart,
And such
sweet in my own!
MY LADY THE TYRANNESS.
Me since your fair ambition
bows
Feodary to those gracious
brows,
Is nothing mine will
not confess
Your sovran sweet rapaciousness?
Though use to the white
yoke inures,
Half-petulant is
Your loving rebel for
somewhat his,
Not yours, my love,
not yours!
Behold my skies, which
make with me
One passionate tranquillity!
Wrap thyself in them
as a robe,
She shares them not;
their azures probe,
No countering wings
thy flight endures.
Nay, they do stole
Me like an aura of her
soul.
I yield them, love,
for yours!
But mine these hills
and fields, which put
Not on the sanctity
of her foot.
Far off, my dear, far
off the sweet
Grave pianissimo of
your feet!
My earth, perchance,
your sway abjures?-
Your absence broods
O’er all, a subtler
presence. Woods,
Fields, hills, all yours,
all yours!
Nay then, I said, I
have my thought,
Which never woman’s
reaching raught;
Being strong beyond
a woman’s might,
And high beyond a woman’s
height,
Shaped to my shape in
all contours.-
I looked, and knew
No thought but you were
garden to.
All yours, my love,
all yours!
Meseemeth still, I have
my life;
All-clement Her its
resolute strife
Evades; contained, relinquishing
Her mitigating eyes;
a thing
Which the whole girth
of God secures.
Ah, fool, pause! pause!
I had no life, until
it was
All yours, my love,
all yours!
Yet, stern possession!
I have my death,
Sole yielding up of
my sole breath;
Which all within myself
I die,
All in myself must cry
the cry
Which the deaf body’s
wall immures.-
Thought fashioneth
My death without her.-Ah,
even death
All yours, my love,
all yours!
Death, then, be hers.
I have my heaven,
For which no arm of
hers has striven;
Which solitary I must
choose,
And solitary win or
lose.-
Ah, but not heaven my
own endures!
I must perforce
Taste you, my stream,
in God your source,-
So steep my heaven in
yours.
At last I said-I
have my God,
Who doth desire me,
though a clod,
And from His liberal
Heaven shall He
Bar in mine arms His
privacy.
Himself for mine Himself
assures.-
None shall deny
God to be mine, but
He and I
All yours, my love,
all yours!
I have no fear at all
lest I
Without her draw felicity.
God for His Heaven will
not forego
Her whom I found such
heaven below,
And she will train Him
to her lures.
Nought, lady, I love
In you but more is loved
above;
What made me, makes
Him yours.
‘I, thy sought
own, am I forgot?’
Ha, thou?-thou
liest, I seek thee not.
Why what, thou painted
parrot, Fame,
What have I taught thee
but her name?
Hear, thou slave Fame,
while Time endures,
I give her thee;
Page her triumphal name!-Lady,
Take her, the thrall
is yours.
UNTO THIS LAST.
A boy’s young
fancy taketh love
Most simply, with the
rind thereof;
A boy’s young
fancy tasteth more
The rind, than the deific
core.
Ah, Sweet! to cast away
the slips
Of unessential rind,
and lips
Fix on the immortal
core, is well;
But heard’st thou
ever any tell
Of such a fool would
take for food
Aspect and scent, however
good,
Of sweetest core Love’s
orchards grow?
Should such a phantast
please him so,
Love where Love’s
reverent self denies
Love to feed, but with
his eyes,
All the savour, all
the touch,
Another’s-was
there ever such?
Such were fool, if fool
there be;
Such fool was I, and
was for thee!
But if the touch and
savour too
Of this fruit-say,
Sweet, of you-
You unto another give
For sacrosanct prerogative,
Yet even scent and aspect
were
Some elected Second’s
share;
And one, gone mad, should
rest content
With memory of show
and scent;
Would not thyself vow,
if there sigh
Such a fool-say,
Sweet, as I-
Treble frenzy it must
be
Still to love, and to
love thee?
Yet had I torn (man
knoweth not,
Nor scarce the unweeping
angels wot
Of such dread task the
lightest part)
Her fingers from about
my heart.
Heart, did we not think
that she
Had surceased her tyranny?
Heart, we bounded, and
were free!
O sacrilegious freedom!-Till
She came, and taught
my apostate will
The winnowed sweet mirth
cannot guess
And tear-fined peace
of hopefulness;
Looked, spake, simply
touched, and went.
Now old pain is fresh
content,
Proved content is unproved
pain.
Pangs fore-tempted,
which in vain
I, faithless, have denied,
now bud
To untempted fragrance
and the mood
Of contrite heavenliness;
all days
Joy affrights me in
my ways;
Extremities of old delight
Afflict me with new
exquisite
Virgin piercings of
surprise,-
Stung by those wild
brown bees, her eyes!
ULTIMUM.
Now in these last spent
drops, slow, slower shed,
Love dies, Love dies,
Love dies-ah, Love is dead!
Sad Love in life, sore
Love in agony,
Pale Love in death;
while all his offspring songs,
Like children, versed
not in death’s chilly wrongs,
About him flit, frighted
to see him lie
So still, who did not
know that Love could die.
One lifts his wing,
where dulls the vermeil all
Like clotting blood,
and shrinks to find it cold,
And when she sees its
lapse and nerveless fall
Clasps her fans, while
her sobs ooze through the webb-ed gold.
Thereat all weep together,
and their tears
Make lights like shivered
moonlight on long waters.
Have peace, O piteous
daughters!
He shall not wake more
through the mortal years,
Nor comfort come to
my soul widow-ed,
Nor breath to your wild
wings; for Love is dead!
I slew, that moan for
him: he lifted me
Above myself, and that
I might not be
Less than myself, need
was that he should die;
Since Love that first
did wing, now clogged me from the sky.
Yet lofty Love being
dead thus passeth base-
There is a soul of nobleness
which stays,
The spectre of the rose:
be comforted,
Songs, for the dust
that dims his sacred head!
The days draw on too
dark for Song or Love;
O peace, my songs, nor
stir ye any wing!
For lo, the thunder
hushing all the grove,
And did Love live, not
even Love could sing.
And, Lady, thus I dare
to say,
Not all with you is
passed away!
For your love taught
me this:-’tis Love’s true praise
To be, not staff, but
writ of worthy days;
And that high worth
in love unfortunate
Should still remain
it learned in love elate.
Beyond your star, still,
still the stars are bright;
Beyond your highness,
still I follow height;
Sole I go forth, yet
still to my sad view,
Beyond your trueness,
Lady, Truth stands true.
This wisdom sings my
song with last firm breath,
Caught from the twisted
lore of Love and Death,
The strange inwoven
harmony that wakes
From Pallas’ straying
locks twined with her aegis-snakes.
’On him the unpetitioned
heavens descend,
Who heaven on earth
proposes not for end;
The perilous and celestial
excess
Taking with peace, lacking
with thankfulness.
Bliss in extreme befits
thee not, until
Thou’rt not extreme
in bliss; be equal still:
Sweets to be granted
think thy self unmeet
Till thou have learned
to hold sweet not too sweet.’
This thing not far is
he from wise in art
Who teacheth; nor who
doth, from wise in heart.
ENVOY.
Go, songs, for ended
is our brief, sweet play;
Go, children
of swift joy and tardy sorrow:
And some are sung, and
that was yesterday,
And some
unsung, and that may be to-morrow.
Go forth; and if it
be o’er stony way,
Old joy
can lend what newer grief must borrow:
And it was sweet, and
that was yesterday,
And sweet
is sweet, though purchas-ed with sorrow.
Go, songs, and come
not back from your far way:
And if men
ask you why ye smile and sorrow,
Tell them ye grieve,
for your hearts know To-day,
Tell them
ye smile, for your eyes know To-morrow.