NIGHT - CHAPTER X: CINDERELLA
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Through the darkness, and into the
brightness of the moon’s light, the rolling
notes of Big Ben were echoing and re-echoing, as each
stroke followed and drove away the lingering waves
of its predecessor and was in turn dispersed by the
one that came after. The sounds made the street
noises sharper, a mere rattle against the richness
of the striking clock. It was an hour that struck;
and the quarters were followed by twelve single notes.
Midnight. And Jenny Blanchard was still upon the
Minerva; and Emmy and Alf had left the theatre;
and Pa Blanchard was alone in the little house in
Kennington Park.
The silvered blackness of the Minerva
was disturbed. A long streak of yellow light
showed from the door leading into the cabin while yet
the sounds of the clock hung above the river.
It became ghostly against the moonlight that bleached
the deck, a long grey-yellow finger pointing the way
to the yacht’s side.
Jenny and Keith made their way up
the steps and to the deck, and Jenny shivered a little
in the strong light. Her face was in shadow.
She hurried, restored to sanity by the sounds and
the thought of her father. Horror and self-blame
were active in her mind not from the fear
of discovery; but from shame at having for so long
deserted him.
“Oh, hurry!” Jenny whispered,
as Keith slipped over the side of the yacht into the
waiting dinghy. There was a silence, and presently
the heavy cludder of oars against the boat’s
side.
“Jenny! Come along!” called Keith
from the water.
Not now did Jenny shrink from the
running tide. Her one thought was to get home;
and she had no inclination to think of what lay between
her and Kennington Park. She hardly understood
what Keith said as he rowed to the steps. She
saw the bridge looming, its black shadow cutting the
water that sparkled so dully in the moonlight; and
then she saw the steps leading from the bridge to
the river’s edge. They were alongside;
she was ashore; and Keith was pressing her hand in
parting. Still she could not look at him until
she was at the top of the steps, when she turned and
raised her hand in farewell.
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She knew she had to walk for a little
way down the road in the direction of her home, and
then up a side street, where she had been told that
she would find the motor car awaiting her. And
for some seconds she could not bear the idea of speaking
to the chauffeur, from the sense that he must know
exactly how long she had been on board the yacht.
The hesitation caused her to linger, as the cold air
had caused her to think. It was as though she
feared that when he was found the man would be impudent
to her, and leer, behaving familiarly as he might have
done to a common woman. Because she was alone
and unprotected. It was terrible. Her secret
filled her with the sense of irremediable guilt.
Already she was staled with the evening’s excitement.
She stopped and wavered, her shadow, so black and
small, hesitating as she did. Could she walk
home? She looked at the black houses, and listened
to the terrifying sinister roar that continued faintly
to fill the air. Could she go by tram? If
she did whatever she did the
man might wait for her all night, and Keith would
know how cowardly she had been. It might even
come to the ears of Lord Templecombe, and disgrace
Keith before him. To go or to stay was equally
to bring acute distress upon herself, the breathless
shame of being thought disgraced for ever. Already
it seemed to her that the shadows were peopled with
observers ready to spy upon her, to seize her, to
bear her away into hidden places...
At last, her mind resolved by her
fears, which crowded upon her in a tumult, Jenny stepped
fearfully forward. The car was there, dimly outlined,
a single light visible to her eye. It was drawn
upon at the side of the street; and the chauffeur
was fast asleep, his head upon his arms, and his arms
spread upon the steering-wheel.
“I say!” cried Jenny in
a panic, her glance quickly over her shoulder at unseen
dangers. “Wake up! Wake up!”
She stepped into the car, and it began
to quiver with life as the engine was started.
Then, as if drowned in the now familiar scent of the
hanging bouquet, Jenny lay back once more in the soft
cushions; bound for home, for Emmy and Alf and Pa;
her evening’s excursion at an end, and only
its sequel to endure.