By
Frank Harris
As soon as the Elder left the supper-table
his daughter and the new schoolmaster went out on
the stoop or verandah which ran round the frame-house.
The day had been warm, but the chilliness of the evening
air betokened the near approach of the Indian summer.
The house stood upon the crest of what had been a
roll in the prairie, and as the two leant together
on the railing of the stoop, they looked out over a
small orchard of peach-trees to where, a couple of
hundred yards away, at the foot of the bluff, Cottonwood
Creek ran, fringed on either bank by the trees which
had suggested its name. On the horizon to their
right, away beyond the spears of yellow maize, the
sun was sinking, a ball of orange fire against the
rose mist of the sky. When the girl turned towards
him, perhaps to avoid the level rays, Bancroft expressed
the hope that she would go with him to the house-warming.
A little stiffly Miss Conklin replied that she’d
be pleased, but
“What have I done, Miss Loo,
to offend you?” the young man spoke deprecatingly.
“Nothin’, I guess,”
she answered, with assumed indifference.
“When I first came you were
so kind and helped me in everything. Now for
the last two or three days you seem cold and sarcastic,
as if you were angry with me. I’d be sorry
if that were so very sorry.”
“Why did you ask Jessie Stevens
to go with you to the house-warmin’?”
was the girl’s retort.
“I certainly didn’t ask
her,” he replied hotly. “You must
know I didn’t.”
“Then Seth lied!” exclaimed
Miss Conklin. “But I guess he’ll not
try that again with me Seth Stevens I mean.
He wanted me to go with him to-night, and I didn’t
give him the mitten, as I should if I’d thought
you were goin’ to ask me.”
“What does ‘giving the
mitten’ mean?” he questioned, with a puzzled
air.
“Why, jest the plainest kind
of refusal, I guess; but I only told him I was afraid
I’d have to go with you, seein’ you were
a stranger. ‘Afraid,’” she
repeated, as if the word stung her. “But
he’ll lose nothin’ by waitin’, nothin’.
You hear me talk.” And her eyes flashed.
As she drew herself up in indignation,
Bancroft thought he had never seen any one so lovely.
“A perfect Hebe,” he said to himself, and
started as if he had said the words aloud. The
comparison was apt. Though Miss Loo Conklin was
only seventeen, her figure had all the ripeness of
womanhood, and her height a couple of inches
above the average helped to make her look
older than she was. Her face was more than pretty;
it was, in fact, as beautiful as youth, good features,
and healthy colouring could make it. A knotted
mass of chestnut hair set off the shapely head:
the large blue eyes were deepened by dark lashes.
The underlip, however, was a little full, and the
oval of the face through short curve of jaw a trifle
too round. Her companion tried in vain to control
the admiration of his gaze. Unelated by what she
felt to be merely her due, Miss Conklin was silent
for a time. At length she observed:
“I guess I’ll have to go and fix up.”
Just then the Elder appeared on the
stoop. “Ef you’re goin’,”
he said in the air, as his daughter swept past him
into the house, “you’d better hitch Jack
up to the light buggy.”
“Thank you,” said the
schoolmaster; and for the sake of saying something,
he added, “What a fine view.” The
Elder paused but did not answer; he saw nothing remarkable
in the landscape except the Indian corn and the fruit,
and the words “fine view” conveyed no definite
meaning to him; he went on towards the stables.
The taciturnity of the Elder annoyed
Bancroft excessively. He had now passed a couple
of weeks as a boarder with the Conklins, and the Elder’s
unconscious rudeness was only one of many peculiarities
that had brought him to regard these Western folk
as belonging almost to a distinct species. George
Bancroft was an ordinary middle-class Bostonian.
He had gone through the University
course with rather more than average success, and
had the cant of unbounded intellectual sympathies.
His self-esteem, however, was not based chiefly on
his intelligence, but on the ease with which he reached
a conventional standard of conduct. Not a little
of his character showed itself in his appearance.
In figure he was about the middle height, and strongly
though sparely built. The head was well-proportioned;
the face a lean oval; the complexion sallow; the hair
and small moustache very dark; the brown eyes inexpressive
and close-set, revealing a tendency to suspiciousness Bancroft
prided himself on his prudence. A certain smartness
of dress and a conscious carriage discovered a vanity
which, in an older man, would have been fatuous.
A large or a sensitive nature would in youth, at least,
have sought unconsciously to bring itself into sympathy
with strange surroundings, but Bancroft looked upon
those who differed from him in manners or conduct
as inferior, and this presumption in regard to the
Conklins was strengthened by his superiority in book-learning,
the importance of which he had been trained to over-estimate.
During their drive Miss Conklin made
her companion talk of Eastern life; she wanted to
know what Chicago was like, and what people did in
New York. Stirred by her eager curiosity, Bancroft
sketched both cities in hasty outline, and proceeded
to tell what he had read and heard of Paris, and Rome,
and London. But evidently the girl was not interested
by his praise of the art-life of European capitals
or their historical associations; she cut short his
disquisition:
“See here! When I first
seed you an’ knew you was raised in Boston, an’
had lived in New York, I jest thought you no account
for comin’ to this jumpin’-off place.
Why did you come to Kansas, anyway, and what did you
reckon upon doin’? I guess you ain’t
goin’ to teach school always.”
The young man flushed under the frankness
of the girl’s gaze and question, and what appeared
like contempt in her opinion of him. Again he
became painfully conscious that there was a wide social
difference between Miss Conklin and himself.
He had been accustomed to more reticence, and such
direct questioning seemed impertinent. But he
was so completely under the spell of her beauty, that
he answered with scarcely visible hesitation:
“I came out here because I wanted
to study law, and wasn’t rich enough to do it
in the East. This school was the first position
offered to me. I had to take it, but I intend,
after a term or two, to find a place in a lawyer’s
office in some town, and get admitted to practice.
If I’d had fifteen hundred dollars I could have
done that in Boston or New York, but I suppose it
will all come right in time.”
“If I’d been you I’d
have stayed in New York,” and then, clasping
her hands on her knee, and looking intently before
her, she added, “When I get to New York an’
that won’t be long I’ll stay
there, you bet! I guess New York’s good
enough for me. There’s style there,”
and she nodded her head decisively as she spoke.
Miss Loo and Bancroft were among the
latest arrivals at the Morrises’. She stood
beside him while he hitched Jack to a post of the fence
amidst a crowd of other horses, and they entered the
house together. In due form she presented the
schoolmaster to Mr. and Mrs. Morris, and smilingly
produced three linen tablecloths as her contribution
to the warming. After accepting the present with
profuse thanks and unmeasured praise of it and of
the giver, Mrs. Morris conducted the newcomers across
the passage into the best sitting-room, which the young
folk had already appropriated, leaving the second-best
room to their elders.
In the small square apartment were
some twenty boys and girls, ranging between sixteen
and twenty-two years of age. The boys stood about
at one end of the room, while the girls sat at the
other end chattering and enjoying themselves.
Bancroft did not go among those of his own sex, none
of whom he knew, and whom he set down as mere uncouth
lads. He found it more amusing to stand near
the girls and talk with them. By so doing he
unconsciously offended the young men.
Presently a tall youth came towards
them: “I guess we’d better play somethin’?”
“Forfeits! Mr. Stevens,” was a girl’s
quick reply, and it was arranged to play forfeits
in a queer educational fashion. First of all
Mr. Stevens left the room, presumably to think.
When he came in again he went over to Miss Conklin
and asked her to spell “forgive.”
After a moment’s pause she spelt it correctly.
He retired slowly, and on his return stopped again
in front of Miss Conklin with the word “reconciliation.”
She withstood the test triumphantly. Annoyed
apparently with the pains she took, Mr. Stevens, on
his next entrance, turned to a pretty, quiet girl
named Miss Black, and gave her “stranger,”
with a glance at Bancroft, which spread a laugh among
the boys. Miss Black began with “strai,”
and was not allowed to go on, for Mr. Stevens at once
offered his arm, and led her into the passage.
“What takes place outside?”
asked Bancroft confidentially of the girl sitting
nearest to him, who happened to be Miss Jessie Stevens.
She replied with surprise:
“I guess they kiss each other!”
“Ah! Now I understand,”
he said to himself, and from that moment followed
the proceedings with more interest. He soon found
that successive pairs called each other out in turn,
and he had begun to tire of the game, when Miss Jessie
Stevens stopped before him and pertly gave the word
“friendship.” Of course he spelt it
wrongly, and accompanied her outside the door.
As he kissed her cheek, she drew away her head quickly:
“I only called you out to give
you a chance of kissin’ Loo Conklin.”
He thought it wiser not to reply to
this, and contented himself with thanking her as they
entered the room. He paused before Miss Conklin,
and gave her “bumpkin,” adding, by way
of explanation, “a rude country fellow.”
She spelt it cheerfully, without the “p.”
When the mistake was made plain to her, which took
some little time, she accepted his arm, and went with
him into the passage. He kissed her more than
once, murmuring, “At last, Miss Loo!”
She replied seriously:
“See here! You’re
goin’ to get into a fuss with Seth Stevens if
you call me out often. And he’s the strongest
of them all. You ain’t afraid? O.K.
then. I guess we’ll pay him out for lyin’.”
On returning to the room, Bancroft
became conscious of a thinly veiled antagonism on
the part of the young men. But he had hardly time
to notice it, when Miss Loo came in and said to him
demurely, “Loo.” He spelt “You.”
Much laughter from the girls greeted the simple pleasantry.
So the game, punctuated by kisses,
went on, until Miss Loo came in for the fourth time,
and stopped again before Bancroft, whereupon Seth
Stevens pushed through the crowd of young men, and
said:
“Miss Loo Conklin! You
know the rule is to change after three times.”
At once she moved in front of the
stout youth, Richards, who had come forward to support
his friend, and said “liar!” flashing at
the same time an angry glance at Stevens. “Lire,”
spelt Richards painfully, and the pair withdrew.
Bancroft went over to the men’s
corner; the critical moment had come; he measured
his rival with a glance. Stevens was tall, fully
six feet in height, and though rather lank, had the
bow legs and round shoulders which often go with strength.
As he took up his new position, Stevens
remarked to a companion, in a contemptuous drawl:
“Schoolmasters kin talk an’ teach, but
kin they fight?”
Bancroft took it upon himself to answer, “Sometimes.”
“Kin you?” asked Stevens sharply, turning
to him.
“Well enough.”
“We kin try that to-morrow.
I’ll he in the lot behind Richards’ mill
at four o’clock.”
“I’ll be there,”
replied the schoolmaster, making his way again towards
the group of girls.
Nothing further happened until the
old folk came in, and the party broke up. Driving
homewards with Miss Conklin, Bancroft began:
“How can I thank you enough
for being so kind to me? You called me out often,
almost as often as I called you.”
“I did that to rile Seth Stevens.”
“And not at all to please me?”
“Perhaps a little,” she said, and silence
fell upon them.
His caution led him to restrain himself.
He was disturbed by vague doubts, and felt the importance
of a decisive word. Presently Miss Conklin spoke,
in a lower voice than usual, but with an accent of
coquettish triumph in the question:
“So you like me after all? Like me really?”
“Do you doubt it?” His
accent was reproachful. “But why do you
say ’after all’?”
“You never kissed me comin’
back from church last Sunday, and I showed you the
school and everythin’!”
“Might I have kissed you then?
I was afraid of offending you.”
“Offendin’ me? Well,
I guess not! Every girl expects to be kissed when
she goes out with a man.”
“Let’s make up for it
now, Loo. May I call you Loo?” While speaking
he slipped his arm round her waist, and kissed her
again and again.
“That’s my name.
But there! I guess you’ve made up enough
already.” And Miss Conklin disengaged herself.
On reaching the house, however, she offered her lips
before getting out of the buggy. When alone in
his bedroom, Bancroft sat and thought. The events
of the evening had been annoying. Miss Loo’s
conduct had displeased him; he did not like familiarity.
He would not acknowledge to himself that he was jealous.
The persistent way Stevens had tried to puzzle her
had disgusted him that was all. It
was sufficiently plain that in the past she had encouraged
Stevens. Her freedom and boldness grated upon
his nerves. He condemned her with a sense of
outraged delicacy. Girls ought not to make advances;
she had no business to ask him whether he liked her;
she should have waited for him to speak plainly.
He only required what was right. Yet the consciousness
that she loved him flattered his vanity and made him
more tolerant; he resolved to follow her lead or to
improve upon it. Why shouldn’t he?
She had said “every girl expects to be kissed.”
And if she wanted to be kissed, it was the least he
could do to humour her.
All the while, at the bottom of his
heart there was bitterness. He would have given
much to believe that an exquisite soul animated that
lovely face. Perhaps she was better than she
seemed. He tried to smother his distrust of her,
till it was rendered more acute by another reflection she
had got him into the quarrel with Seth Stevens.
He did not trouble much about it. He was confident
enough of his strength and the advantages of his boyish
training in the gymnasium to regard the trial with
equanimity. Still, the girls he had known in the
East would never have set two men to fight, never it
was not womanly. Good girls were by nature peacemakers.
There must be something in Loo, he argued, almost vulgar,
and he shrank from the word. To lessen the sting
of his disappointment, he pictured her to himself
and strove to forget her faults.
On the following morning he went to
his school very early. The girls were not as
obtrusive as they had been. Miss Jessie Stevens
did not bother him by coming up every five minutes
to see what he thought of her dictation, as she had
been wont to do. He was rather glad of this; it
saved him importunate glances and words, and the propinquity
of girlish forms, which had been more trying still.
But what was the cause of the change? It was
evident that the girls regarded him as belonging to
Miss Conklin. He disliked the assumption; his
caution took alarm; he would be more careful in future.
The forenoon melted into afternoon quietly, though
there were traces on Jake Conklin’s bench of
unusual agitation and excitement. To these signs
the schoolmaster paid small heed at the moment.
He was absorbed in thinking of the evening before,
and in trying to appraise each of Loo’s words
and looks. At last the time came for breaking
up. When he went outside to get into the buggy he
had brought Jack with him he noticed, without
paying much attention to it, that Jake Conklin was
not there to unhitch the strap and in various other
ways to give proof of a desire to ride with him.
He set off for Richards’ mill, whither, needless
to say, Jake and half-a-dozen other urchins had preceded
him as fast as their legs could carry them.
As soon as he was by himself the schoolmaster
recognized that the affair was known to his scholars,
and the knowledge nettled him. His anger fastened
upon Loo. It was all her fault; her determination
to “pay Stevens out” had occasioned the
quarrel.
Well, he would fight and win, and
then have done with the girl whose lips had doubtless
been given to Stevens as often and as readily as to
himself. The thought put him in a rage, while
the idea of meeting Stevens on an equality humiliated
him strife with such a boor was in itself
a degradation. And Loo had brought it about.
He could never forgive her. The whole affair
was disgraceful, and her words, “Every girl
expects to be kissed when she goes out with a man,”
were vulgar and coarse! With which conclusion
in his mind he turned to the right round the section-line,
and saw the mill before him.
After the return from the house-warming,
and the understanding, as she considered it, with
Bancroft, Miss Loo gave herself up to her new-born
happiness. As she lay in bed her first thought
was of her lover: he was “splendid,”
whereby she meant pleasant and attractive. She
wondered remorsefully how she had taken him to be
quite “homely-looking” when she first
saw him. Why, he was altogether above any one
she knew not perhaps jest in looks, but
in knowledge and in manners he didn’t
stand in the corner of the room like the rest and
stare till all the girls became uncomfortable.
What did looks matter after all? Besides, he
wasn’t homely, he was handsome; so he was.
His eyes were lovely she had always liked
dark eyes best and his moustache was dark,
too, and she liked that. To be sure it wasn’t
very long yet, or thick, but it would grow; and here
she sighed with content. Most girls in her place
would be sorry he wasn’t taller, but she didn’t
care for very tall men; they sorter looked down on
you. Anyway, he was strong a pang of
fear shot suddenly through her he might
be hurt by that brute. Seth Stevens on the morrow.
Oh, no. That was impossible. He was brave,
she felt sure, very brave. Still she wished they
weren’t going to fight; it made her uneasy to
think that she had provoked the conflict But it couldn’t
be helped now; she couldn’t interfere.
Besides, men were always fightin’ about somethin’
or other.
Mr. Crew, the Minister, had said right
off that he’d make his mark in the world; all
the girls thought so too, and that was real good.
She’d have hated a stupid, ordinary man.
Fancy being married to Seth Stevens, and she shuddered;
yet he was a sight better than any of the others;
he had even seemed handsome to her once. Ugh!
Then Bancroft’s face came before her again,
and remembering his kisses she flushed and grew hot
from head to foot. They would be married soon right
off. As George hadn’t the money, her father
must give what he could and they’d go East.
Her father wouldn’t refuse, though he’d
feel bad p’r’aps; he never refused her
anythin’. If fifteen hundred dollars would
be enough for George alone, three thousand would do
for both of them. Once admitted as a lawyer,
he would get a large practice: he was so clever
and hard-working. She was real glad that she’d
be the means of giving him the opportunity he wanted
to win riches and position. But he must begin
in New York. She would help him on, and she’d
see New York and all the shops and elegant folk, and
have silk dresses. They’d live in a hotel
and get richer and richer, and she’d drive about
with here she grew hot again. The
vision, however, was too entrancing to be shut out;
she saw herself distinctly driving in an open carriage,
with a negro nurse holding the baby all in laces in
front, “jest too cute for anythin’,”
and George beside her, and every one in Fifth Avenue
starin’.
Sleep soon brought confusion into
her picture of a happy future; but when she awoke,
the glad confidence of the previous night had given
place to self-reproach and fear. During the breakfast
she scarcely spoke or lifted her eyes. Her silent
preoccupation was misunderstood by Bancroft; he took
it to mean that she didn’t care what happened
to him; she was selfish, he decided. All the
morning she went about the house in a state of nervous
restlessness, and at dinner-time her father noticed
her unusual pallor and low spirits. To the Elder,
the meal-times were generally a source of intense
pleasure. He was never tired of feasting his
eyes upon his daughter when he could do so without
attracting attention, and he listened to her fluent
obvious opinions on men and things with a fulness
of pride and joy which was difficult to divine since
his keenest feelings never stirred the impassibility
of his features. He had small power of expressing
his thoughts, and even in youth he had felt it impossible
to render in words any deep emotion. For more
than forty years the fires of his nature had been “banked
up.” Reticent and self-contained, he appeared
to be hard and cold; yet his personality was singularly
impressive. About five feet ten in height, he
was lean and sinewy, with square shoulders and muscles
of whipcord. His face recalled the Indian type;
the same prominent slightly beaked nose, high cheek
bones and large knot of jaw. But there the resemblance
ended. The eyes were steel-blue; the upper lip
long; the mouth firm; short, bristly, silver hair
stood up all over his head, in defiant contrast to
the tanned, unwrinkled skin. He was clean-shaven,
and looked less than his age, which was fifty-eight.
All through the dinner he wondered
anxiously what could so affect his daughter, and how
he could find out without intruding himself upon her
confidence. His great love for his child had developed
in the Elder subtle delicacies of feeling which are
as the fragrance of love’s humility. In
the afternoon Loo, dressed for walking, met him, and,
of her own accord, began the conversation:
“Father, I want to talk to you.”
The Elder put down the water-bucket
he had been carrying, and drew the shirt-sleeves over
his nervous brown arms, whether out of unconscious
modesty or simple sense of fitness it would be impossible
to say. She went on hesitatingly, “I want
to know Do you think Mr. Bancroft’s
strong, stronger than Seth Stevens?”
The Elder gave his whole thought to
the problem. “P’r’aps,”
he said, after a pause, in which he had vainly tried
to discover how his daughter wished him to answer,
“p’r’aps; he’s older and more
sot. There ain’t much difference, though.
In five or six years Seth’ll be a heap stronger
than the schoolmaster; but now,” he added quickly,
reading his daughter’s face, “he ain’t
man enough. He must fill out first.”
She looked up with bright satisfaction,
and twining her hands round his arm began coaxingly:
“I’m goin’ to ask
you for somethin’, father. You know you
told me that on my birthday you’d give me most
anythin’ I wanted. Wall, I want somethin’
this month, not next, as soon as I can get it a
pianner. I guess the settin’-room would
look smarter-like, an’ I’d learn to play.
All the girls do East,” she added, pouting.
“Yes,” the Elder agreed
thoughtfully, doubting whether he should follow her
lead eastwards, “I reckon that’s so.
I’ll see about it right off, Loo. I oughter
hev thought of it before. But now, right off,”
and as he spoke he laid his large hand with studied
carelessness on her shoulder he was afraid
that an intentional caress might be inopportune.
“I’m cert’in Mr.
Bancroft’s sisters play, an’ I ”
she looked down nervously for a moment, and then,
still blushing deeply, changed the attack: “He’s
smart, ain’t he, father? He’d make
a good lawyer, wouldn’t he?”
“I reckon he would,” replied the Elder.
“I’m so glad,” the
girl went on hurriedly, as if afraid to give herself
time to think of what she was about to say, “for,
father, he wants to study in an office East and he
hain’t got the money, and oh, father!”
she threw her arms round his neck and hid her face
on his shoulder, “I want to go with him.”
The Elder’s heart seemed to
stop beating, but he could not hold his loved one
in his arms and at the same time realize his own pain.
He stroked the bowed head gently, and after a pause:
“He could study with Lawyer
Barkman in Wichita, couldn’t he? and then you’d
be to hum still. No. Wall! Thar!”
and again came a pause of silence. “I reckon,
anyhow, you knew I’d help you. Didn’t
you now?”
His daughter drew herself out of his
embrace. Recalled thus to the matter in hand
he asked: “Did he say how much money ’twould
take?”
“Two or three thousand dollars” and
she scanned his face anxiously “for
studyin’ and gettin’ an office and everythin’
in New York. Things are dearer there.”
“Wall, I guess we kin about
cover that with a squeeze. It’ll be full
all I kin manage to onc’t that and
the pianner. I’ve no one to think of but
you, Loo, only you. That’s what I’ve
bin workin’ for, to give you a fair start, and
I’m glad I kin jess about do it. I’d
sorter take it better if he’d done the studyin’
by himself before. No! wall, it don’t make
much difference p’r’aps. Anyway he
works, and Mr. Crew thinks him enough eddicated even
for the Ministry. He does, and that’s a
smart lot. I guess he’ll get along all
right.” Delighted with the expression of
intent happiness in his daughter’s eyes, he continued:
“He’s young yet, and couldn’t be
expected to hev done the studyin’ and law and
every-thin’. You kin be sartin that the
old man’ll do all he knows to help start you
fair. All I kin. If you’re sot upon
it! That’s enough fer me, I guess,
ef you’re rale sot on it, and you don’t
think ’twould be better like to wait a little.
He could study with Barkman fer a year anyway
without losin’ time. No! wall, wall.
I’m right thar when you want me. I’ll
go to work to do what I kin....
“P’r’aps we might
sell off and go East, too. The farm’s worth
money now it’s all settled up round hyar.
The mother and me and Jake could get along, I reckon,
East or West. I know more’n I did when I
came out in ’59.
“I’m glad you’ve
told me. I think a heap more of him now.
There must be a pile of good in any one you like,
Loo. Anyhow he’s lucky.” And
he stroked her crumpled dress awkwardly, but with
an infinite tenderness.
“I’ve got to go now, father,”
she exclaimed, suddenly remembering the time.
“But there!” and again she threw
her arms round his neck and kissed him. “You’ve
made me very happy. I’ve got to go right
off, and you’ve all the chores to do, so I mustn’t
keep you any longer.”
She hurried to the road along which
Jake would have to come with the news of the fight.
When she reached the top of the bluff whence the road
fell rapidly to the creek, no one was in sight.
She sat down and gave herself up to joyous anticipations.
“What would George say to her
news? Where should they be married?” a
myriad questions agitated her. But a glance down
the slope from time to time checked her pleasure.
At last she saw her brother running towards her.
He had taken off his boots and stockings; they were
slung round his neck, and his bare feet pattered along
in the thick, white dust of the prairie track.
His haste made his sister’s heart beat in gasps
of fear. Down the hill she sped, and met him
on the bridge.
“Wall?” she asked quietly,
but the colour had left her cheeks, and Jake was not
to be deceived so easily.
“Wall what?” he answered
defiantly, trying to get breath. “I hain’t
said nothin.”
“Oh, you mean boy!” she
cried indignantly. “I’ll never help
you again when father wants to whip you never!
Tell me this minute what happened. Is he
hurt?”
“Is who hurt?” asked her
brother, glorying in superiority of knowledge, and
the power to tease with impunity.
“Tell me right off,” she
said, taking him by the collar in her exasperation,
“or ”
“I’ll tell you nothin’
till you leave go of me,” was the sullen reply.
But then the overmastering impulse ran away with him,
and he broke out:
“Oh, Loo! I jest seed everythin’.
’Twar a high old fight! They wuz all there,
Seth Stevens, Richards, Monkey Bill all
of ’em, when schoolmaster rode up. He was
still looked like he wanted to hear a class
recite. He hitched up Jack and come to ’em,
liftin’ his hat. Oh, ’twas O.K.,
you bet! Then they took off their clo’s.
Seth Stevens jerked hisn loose on the ground, but
schoolmaster stood by himself, and folded hisn up
like ma makes me fold mine at night. Then they
comed together and Seth Stevens he jest drew off and
tried to land him one, but schoolmaster sorter moved
aside and took him on the nose, an’ Seth he
sot down, with the blood runnin’ all over him.
An’ an’ that’s
all. Every time Seth Stevens hauled off to hit,
schoolmaster was thar first. It war bully! That’s
all. An’ I seed everythin’. You
kin bet your life on that! An’ then Richards
and the rest come to him an’ said as how Seth
Stevens was faintin’, an’ schoolmaster
he ran to the crick an’ brought water and put
over him. An’ then I runned to tell you schoolmaster’s
strong, I guess, stronger nor pappa. I seed
him put on his vest, an’ Seth Stevens he was
settin’ up, all blood and water on his face,
streaky like; he did look bad. But, Loo say,
Loo! Why didn’t schoolmaster when he got
him down the first time, jest stomp on his face with
his heels? he had his boots on an’
that’s how Seth Stevens broke Tom Cooper’s
jaw when they fit.”
The girl was white, and trembling
from head to foot as the boy ended his narrative,
and looked inquiringly into her face. She could
not answer. Indeed, she had hardly heard the
question. The thought of what might have happened
to her lover appalled her, and terror and remorse held
her heart as in a vice. But oh! and
the hot tears came into her eyes she’d
tell him when they met how sorry she was for it all,
and how bad she had been, and how she hated herself.
She had acted foolish, very; but she hadn’t
meant it She’d be more careful in future, much
more careful. How brave he was and kind!
How like him it was to get the water! Oh! if he’d
only come.
All this while Jake looked at her
curiously; at length he said, “Say, Loo, s’pose
he’d had his eye plugged out.”
“Go away do!”
she exclaimed angrily. “I believe you boys
jest love fightin’ like dogs.”
Jake disappeared to tell and retell
the tale to any one who cared to listen.
Half an hour later Loo, who had climbed
the bluff to command the view, heard the sound of
Jack’s feet on the wooden bridge. A moment
or two more and the buggy drew up beside her; the
schoolmaster bent forward and spoke, without a trace
of emotion in his voice:
“Won’t you get in and
let me drive you home, Miss Loo?” His victory
had put him in a good humour, without, however, altering
his critical estimate of the girl. The quiet,
controlled tone of his voice chilled and pained her,
but her emotions were too recent and too acute to be
restrained.
“Oh, George!” she said,
leaning forward against the buggy, and scanning his
face intently. “How can you speak so?
You ain’t hurt, are you?”
“No!” he answered lightly.
“You didn’t expect I should be, did you?”
The tone was cold, a little sarcastic even.
Again she felt hurt; she scarcely
knew why; the sneer was too far-fetched for her to
understand it.
“Go and put the horse up, and
then come back. I’ll wait right here for
you.”
He did as he was told, and in ten
minutes was by her side again. After a long pause,
she began, with quivering lips:
“George, I’m sorry so
sorry. ’Twas all my fault! But I didn’t
know “ and she choked down a sob “I
didn’t think.
“I want you to tell me how your
sisters act and an’ what they wear
and do. I’ll try to act like them.
Then I’d be good, shouldn’t I?
“They play the pianner, don’t
they?” He was forced to confess that one of
them did.
“An’ they talk like you?”
“Yes.”
“An’ they’re good
always? Oh, George, I’m jest too sorry for
anythin’, an’ now now I’m
too glad!” and she burst into tears. He
kissed and consoled her as in duty bound. He
understood this mood as little as he had understood
her challenge to love. He was not in sympathy
with her; she had no ideal of conduct, no notion of
dignity. Some suspicion of this estrangement
must have dawned upon the girl, or else she was irritated
by his acquiescence in her various phases of self-humiliation.
All at once she dashed the tears from her eyes, and
winding herself out of his arms, exclaimed:
“See here, George Bancroft!
I’ll jest learn all they know pianner
and all. I ken, and I will. I’ll begin
right now. You’ll see!” And her blue
eyes flashed with the glitter of steel, while her chin
was thrown up in defiant vanity and self-assertion.
He watched her with indifferent curiosity;
the abrupt changes of mood repelled him. His
depreciatory thoughts of her, his resolution not to
be led away again by her beauty influencing him, he
noticed the keen hardness of the look, and felt, perhaps
out of a spirit of antagonism, that he disliked it.
After a few quieting phrases, which,
though they sprang rather from the head than the heart,
seemed to achieve their aim, he changed the subject,
by pointing across the creek and asking:
“Whose corn is that?”
“Father’s, I guess!”
“I thought that was the Indian territory?”
“It is!”
“Is one allowed to sow corn
there and to fence off the ground? Don’t
the Indians object?”
“’Tain’t healthy
for Indians about here,” she answered carelessly,
“I hain’t ever seen one. I guess
it’s allowed; anyhow, the corn’s there
an’ father’ll have it cut right soon.”
It seemed to Bancroft that they had
not a thought in common. Wrong done by her own
folk did not even interest her. At once he moved
towards the house, and the girl followed him, feeling
acutely disappointed and humiliated, which state of
mind quickly became one of rebellious self-esteem.
She guessed that other men thought big shucks of her
anyway. And with this reflection she tried to
comfort herself.
A week or ten days later, Bancroft
came downstairs one morning early and found the ground
covered with hoar-frost, though the sun had already
warmed the air. Elder Conklin, in his shirt-sleeves,
was cleaning his boots by the wood pile. When
he had finished with the brush, but not a moment sooner,
he put it down near his boarder. His greeting,
a mere nod, had not prepared the schoolmaster for
the question:
“Kin you drive kyows?”
“I think so; I’ve done it as a boy.”
“Wall, to-day’s Saturday.
There ain’t no school, and I’ve some cattle
to drive to the scales in Eureka. They’re
in the brush yonder, ef you’d help. That
is, supposin’ you’ve nothin’ to do.”
“No. I’ve nothing else to do, and
shall be glad to help you if I can.”
Miss Loo pouted when she heard that
her lover would be away the greater part of the day,
but it pleased her to think that her father had asked
him for his help, and she resigned herself, stipulating
only that he should come right back from Eureka.
After breakfast the two started.
Their way lay along the roll of ground which looked
down upon the creek. They rode together in silence,
until the Elder asked:
“You ain’t a Member, air you?”
“No.”
“That’s bad. I kinder
misdoubted it las’ Sunday; but I wasn’t
sartin. Ef your callin’ and election ain’t
sure, I guess Mr. Crew oughter talk to you.”
These phrases were jerked out with
long pauses separating them, and then the Elder was
ominously silent.
In various ways Bancroft attempted
to draw him into conversation in vain.
The Elder answered in monosyllables, or not at all.
Presently he entered the woods on the left, and soon
halted before the shoot-entrance to a roughly-built
corral.
“The kyows is yonder,”
he remarked; “ef you’ll drive them hyar,
I’ll count them as they come in.”
The schoolmaster turned his horse’s
head in the direction pointed out. He rode for
some minutes through the wood without seeing a single
animal. Under ordinary circumstances this would
have surprised him; but now he was absorbed in thinking
of Conklin and his peculiarities, wondering at his
habit of silence and its cause:
“Has he nothing to say?
Or does he think a great deal without being able to
find words to express his thoughts?”
A prolonged moan, a lowing of cattle
in pain, came to his ears. He made directly for
the sound, and soon saw the herd huddled together by
the snake-fence which zigzagged along the bank of
the creek. He went on till he came to the boundary
fence which ran at right angles to the water, and
then turning tried to drive the animals towards the
corral. He met, however, with unexpected difficulties.
He had brought a stock-whip with him, and used it
with some skill, though without result. The bullocks
and cows swerved from the lash, but before they had
gone ten yards they wheeled and bolted back.
At first this manouvre amused him. The Elder,
he thought, has brought me to do what he couldn’t
do himself; I’ll show him I can drive.
But no! in spite of all his efforts, the cattle would
not be driven. He grew warm, and set himself to
the work. In a quarter of an hour his horse was
in a lather, and his whip had flayed one or two of
the bullocks, but there they stood again with necks
outstretched towards the creek, lowing piteously.
He could not understand it. Reluctantly he made
up his mind to acquaint the Elder with the inexplicable
fact. He had gone some two hundred yards when
his tired horse stumbled. Holding him up, Bancroft
saw he had tripped over a mound of white dust.
A thought struck him. He threw himself off the
horse, and tasted the stuff; he was right; it was
salt! No wonder he could not drive the cattle;
no wonder they lowed as if in pain the ground
had been salted.
He remounted and hastened to the corral.
He found the Elder sitting on his horse by the shoot,
the bars of which were down.
“I can’t move those cattle!”
“You said you knew how to drive.”
“I do, but they are mad with
thirst; no one can do anything with them. Besides,
in this sun they might die on the road.”
“Hum.”
“Let them drink; they’ll go on afterwards.”
“Hum.” And the Elder
remained for some moments silent. Then he said,
as if thinking aloud:
“It’s eight miles to Eureka;
they’ll be thirsty again before they get to
the town.”
Bancroft, too, had had his wits at
work, and now answered the other’s thought.
“I guess so; if they’re allowed just a
mouthful or two they can be driven, and long before
they reach Eureka they’ll be as thirsty as ever.”
Without a word in reply the Elder
turned his horse and started off at a lope. In
ten minutes the two men had taken down the snake fence
for a distance of some fifty yards, and the cattle
had rushed through the gap and were drinking greedily.
After they had had a deep draught
or two, Bancroft urged his horse into the stream and
began to drive them up the bank. They went easily
enough now, and ahead of them rode the Elder, his
long whitey-brown holland coat fluttering behind him.
In half an hour Bancroft had got the herd into the
corral. The Elder counted the three hundred and
sixty-two beasts with painstaking carefulness as they
filed by.
The prairie-track to Eureka led along
the creek, and in places ran close to it without any
intervening fence. In an hour under that hot October
sun the cattle had again become thirsty, and it needed
all Bancroft’s energy and courage to keep them
from dashing into the water. Once or twice indeed
it was a toss-up whether or not they would rush over
him.
He was nearly exhausted when some
four hours after the start they came in sight of the
little town. Here he let the herd into the creek.
Glad of the rest, he sat on his panting horse and
wiped the perspiration from his face. After the
cattle had drunk their fill, he moved them quietly
along the road, while the water dripped from their
mouths and bodies. At the scales the Elder met
the would-be purchaser, who as soon as he caught sight
of the stock burst into a laugh.
“Say, Conklin,” he cried
out, “I guess you’ve given them cattle
enough to drink, but I don’t buy water for meat.
No, sir; you bet, I don’t.”
“I didn’t allow you would,”
replied the Elder gravely; “but the track was
long and hot; so they drank in the crik.”
“Wall,” resumed the dealer,
half disarmed by this confession, which served the
Elder’s purpose better than any denial could
have done, “I guess you’ll take off fifty
pound a head for that water.”
“I guess not,” was the
answer. “Twenty pound of water’s reckoned
to be about as much as a kyow kin drink.”
The trading began and continued to
Bancroft’s annoyance for more than half an hour.
At last it was settled that thirty pounds’ weight
should be allowed on each beast for the water it had
drunk. When this conclusion had been arrived
at, it took but a few minutes to weigh the animals
and pay the price agreed upon.
The Elder now declared himself ready
to go “to hum” and get somethin’
to eat. In sullen silence Bancroft remounted,
and side by side they rode slowly towards the farm.
The schoolmaster’s feelings may easily be imagined.
He had been disgusted by the cunning and hypocrisy
of the trick, and the complacent expression of the
Elder’s countenance irritated him intensely.
As he passed place after place where the cattle had
given him most trouble in the morning, anger took possession
of him, and at length forced itself to speech.
“See here, Elder Conklin!”
he began abruptly, “I suppose you call yourself
a Christian. You look down on me because I’m
not a Member. Yet, first of all, you salt cattle
for days till they’re half mad with thirst,
then after torturing them by driving them for hours
along this road side by side with water, you act lies
with the man you’ve sold them to, and end up
by cheating him. You know as well as I do that
each of those steers had drunk sixty-five pounds’
weight of water at least; so you got” (he couldn’t
use the word “stole” even in his anger,
while the Elder was looking at him) “more than
a dollar a head too much. That’s the kind
of Christianity you practise. I don’t like
such Christians, and I’ll leave your house as
soon as I can. I am ashamed that I didn’t
tell the dealer you were deceiving him. I feel
as if I had been a party to the cheat.”
While the young man was speaking the
Elder looked at him intently. At certain parts
of the accusation Conklin’s face became rigid,
but he said nothing. A few minutes later, having
skirted the orchard, they dismounted at the stable-door.
After he had unsaddled his horse and
thrown it some Indian corn, Bancroft hastened to the
house; he wanted to be alone. On the stoop he
met Loo and said to her hastily:
“I can’t talk now, Loo;
I’m tired out and half crazy. I must go
to my room and rest After supper I’ll tell you
everything. Please don’t keep me now.”
Supper that evening was a silent meal.
The Elder did not speak once; the two young people
were absorbed in their own reflections, and Mrs. Conklin’s
efforts to make talk were effectual only when she turned
to Jake. Mrs. Conklin, indeed, was seldom successful
in anything she attempted. She was a woman of
fifty, or thereabouts, and her face still showed traces
of former good looks, but the light had long left her
round, dark eyes, and the colour her cheeks, and with
years her figure had grown painfully thin. She
was one of the numerous class who delight in taking
strangers into their confidence. Unappreciated,
as a rule, by those who know them, they seek sympathy
from polite indifference or curiosity. Before
he had been a day in the house Bancroft had heard
from Mrs. Conklin all about her early life. Her
father had been a large farmer in Amherst County,
Massachusetts; her childhood had been comfortable
and happy: “We always kept one hired man
right through the winter, and in summer often had
eight and ten; and, though you mightn’t think
it now, I was the belle of all the parties.”
Dave (her husband) had come to work for her father,
and she had taken a likin’ to him, though he
was such a “hard case.” She told of
Dave’s gradual conversion and of the Revivalist
Minister, who was an Abolitionist as well, and had
proclaimed the duty of emigrating to Kansas to prevent
it from becoming a slave state. Dave, it appeared,
had taken up the idea zealously, and had persuaded
her to go with him. Her story became pathetic
in spite of her self-pity as she related the hardships
of that settlement in the wilds, and described her
loneliness, her shivering terror when her husband
was away hauling logs for their first home, and news
came that the slave-traders from Missouri had made
another raid upon the scattered Abolitionist farmers.
The woman had evidently been unfit for such rude transplanting.
She dwelt upon the fact that her husband had never
understood her feelings. If he had, she wouldn’t
have minded so much. Marriage was not what girls
thought; she had not been happy since she left her
father’s house, and so forth. The lament
was based on an unworthy and futile egoism, but her
whining timidity appeared to Bancroft inexplicable.
He did not see that just as a shrub pales and dies
away under the branches of a great tree, so a weak
nature is apt to be further enfeebled by association
with a strong and self-contained character. In
those early days of loneliness and danger the Elder’s
steadfastness and reticence had prevented him from
affording to his wife the sympathy which might have
enabled her to overcome her fears. “He
never talked anythin’ over with me,” was
the burden of her complaint. Solitude had killed
every power in her save vanity, and the form her vanity
took was peculiarly irritating to her husband, and
in a lesser degree to her daughter, for neither the
Elder nor Loo would have founded self-esteem on adventitious
advantages of upbringing. Accordingly, Mrs. Conklin
was never more than an uncomfortable shadow in her
own house, and this evening her repeated attempts
to bring about a semblance of conversation only made
the silence and preoccupation of the others painfully
evident.
As soon as the supper things were
cleared away, Loo signalled to Bancroft to accompany
her to the stoop, where she asked him what had happened.
“I insulted the Elder,”
he said, “and I told him I should leave his
house as soon as I could.”
“You don’t mean that!”
she exclaimed. “You must take that back,
George. I’ll speak to pappa; he’ll
mind me.”
“No,” he replied firmly;
“speaking won’t do any good. I’ve
made up my mind. It’s impossible for me
to stay here.”
“Then you don’t care for
me. But that’s not so. Say it’s
not so, George. Say you’ll stay and
I’ll come down this evening after the old folks
have gone to bed, and sit with you. There!”
Of course the man yielded to a certain
extent, the pleading face upturned to his was too
seductive to be denied, but he would not promise more
than that he would tell her what had taken place, and
consult with her.
Shortly after nine o’clock,
as usual, Mr. and Mrs. Conklin retired. Half
an hour later Bancroft and Loo were seated together
in the corner of the back stoop. They sat like
lovers, his arm about her waist, while he told his
story. She expressed relief; she had feared it
would be much worse; he had only to say he didn’t
mean anythin’, and she’d persuade her
father to forget and forgive. But the schoolmaster
would not consent to that. He had meant and did
mean every word, and could take back nothing.
And when she appealed to his affection, he could only
repeat that he’d think it over. “You
know I like you, Loo, but I can’t do impossibilities.
It’s unfortunate, perhaps, but it’s done
and can’t be undone.” And then, annoyed
at being pressed further, he thought they had better
go in: it was very cold; she’d catch a chill
if she stayed longer, and there was no sense in that.
The girl, seeing that her pleading was of no avail,
grew angry; his love was good enough to talk about,
but it could not be worth much if he denied her so
little a thing; it didn’t matter, though, she’d
get along somehow, she guessed here they
were startled by the sound of a door opening.
Loo glided quickly round the corner of the stoop,
and entered the house. Bancroft following her
heard the back door shut, and some one go down the
steps. He could not help looking to see who was
on foot at such an untimely hour, and to his surprise
perceived the Elder in a night-shirt, walking with
bare feet towards the stables through the long grass
already stiff with frost Before the white figure had
disappeared Bancroft assured himself that Loo had
gone up to bed the front way. Curiosity conquering
his first impulse, which had been to follow her example,
he went after the Elder, without, however, intending
to play the spy. When he had passed through the
stables and got to the top of the slope overlooking
the creek, he caught sight of the Elder twenty yards
away at the water’s edge. In mute surprise
he watched the old man tie his night-shirt up under
his armpits, wade into the ice-cold water, kneel down,
and begin what was evidently meant to be a prayer.
His first words were conventional, but gradually his
earnestness and excitement overcame his sense of the
becoming, and he talked of what lay near his heart
in disjointed phrases.
“That young man to-day jes’
jumped on me! He told me I’d plagued them
cattle half to death, and I’d acted lies and
cheated Ramsdell out of three hundred dollars.
’Twas all true. I s’pose I did plague
the cattle, though I’ve often been as thirsty
as they were after eatin’ salt pork
and workin’ all day in the sun. I didn’t
think of hurtin’ them when I salted the floor.
But I did act to deceive Ramsdell, and I reckon I
made nigh on three hundred dollars out of the deal.
’Twas wrong. But, O God!” and
unconsciously the old man’s voice rose “You
know all my life. You know everythin’.
You know I never lied or cheated any one fer
myself. I’ve worked hard and honest fer
more’n forty years, and always been poor.
I never troubled about it, and I don’t now, but
fer Loo.
“She’s so pretty and young.
Jes’ like a flower wants sunshine, she wants
pleasure, and when she don’t git it, she feels
bad. She’s so young and soft. Now
she wants a pile of money and a pianner, and I couldn’t
git it fer her no other way. I had to cheat.
“O Lord, ef I could kneel down
hyar and say I repented with godly repentance
fer sin and determination never to sin agen, I’d
do it, and ask you to pardon me for Jesus’ sake,
but I kain’t repent I jes’
kain’t! You see my heart, O God! and you
know I’ll go on cheatin’ ef that’ll
get Loo what she wants. An’ so I’ve
come down hyar to say that Loo ain’t with me
in the cheatin’; it’s all my sin.
I know you punish sin. The stiff-necked sinner
ought to be punished. Wall; I’ll take the
punishment. Put it right on to me that’s
justice. But, O Lord! leave Loo out; she don’t
know nothin’ about it. That’s why
I’ve come down hyar into the water to show I’m
willin’ to bear what you send. Amen, O Lord
God! In Jesus’ name, Amen.”
And he rose quietly, came out of the
creek, wiped his dripping limbs with his hand as well
as he could, let down his night-shirt, and prepared
to climb the bank. Needless to say, Bancroft had
slipped through the stables and reached the house
before the Elder could get within sight of him.
When alone in his room the schoolmaster
grew a little ashamed of himself. There could
be no doubt of the Elder’s sincerity, and he
had insulted him. The Elder had sacrificed his
principles; had done violence to the habits of his
life, and shame to his faith and practice all
in order that his daughter might have her “pianner.”
The grotesque pronunciation of the word appeared pathetic
to Bancroft now; it brought moisture into his eyes.
What a fine old fellow Conklin was! Of course
he wished to bear the whole burden of his sin and
its punishment. It would be easy to go to him
on the morrow and beg his pardon. Wrong done as
the Elder did it, he felt, was more than right.
What a Christian at heart! And what a man!
But the girl who asked for such a
sacrifice what was she? All the jealousy,
all the humiliation he had suffered on her account,
came back to him; she would have her father steal
provided she got her piano. How vain she was
and self-willed; without any fine moral feeling or
proper principle! He would be worse than a fool
to give his life to such a woman. If she could
drive her father and such a father to
theft, in what wrongdoing might she not involve her
husband? He was warned in time; he would not
be guilty of such irreparable folly. He would
match her selfishness with prudence. Who could
blame him? That was what the hard glitter in
her eyes betokened cold selfishness; and
he had thought of her as Hebe a Hebe who
would give poisoned wine to those who loved her.
He was well saved from that.
The old Greek word called her up before
him, and the spell of her physical charm stole over
his astonished senses like perfumed summer air.
Sitting beside her that evening, his arm round her
waist, he had felt the soft, full curves of her form,
and thinking of it his pulses throbbed. How fair
her face was! That appealing air made her irresistible;
and even when she was angry, how splendidly handsome!
What a pity she should be hard and vulgar! He
felt estranged from her, yet still cherished the bitterness
of disappointment She was detestably vain, common
and selfish; he would be on his guard.
Next day at breakfast Mr. Morris came
in. He was an ordinary young Western farmer,
rough but kindly, ill-educated but sensible. When
his appetite was satisfied he wanted to know whether
they had heard the news.
“No,” Mrs. Conklin replied
eagerly, “we’ve heard nothing unless p’r’aps
the Elder in Eureka “ but her husband
shook his head, and Morris went on:
“Folks say the Government in
Washington has sent General Custer out with troops
to pertect the Indian Territory. Away East they
think the settlers have been stealing the Reserve,
an’ the soldiers are coming with surveyors to
draw the line again.”
After a pause, “That seems right,”
said the Elder; “thar’ ain’t nothin’
agen that.”
“But you’ve ploughed and
raised crops on the Indian land across the crik,”
objected Morris; “we all hev. Air we to
give it up?”
There was no answer.
“Anyway,” Morris continued,
“Custer’s at Wichita now. He’ll
be here in a day or two, an’ we’ve called
a meetin’ in the school-house for this evenin’
an’ we hope you’ll be on hand. ‘Tain’t
likely we’re goin’ to stand by an’
see our crops destroyed. We must hold together,
and all’ll come right.”
“That’s true,” said
the Elder, thinking aloud, “and good. Ef
we all held together there’d not be much wrong
done.”
“Then I kin tell the boys,”
resumed Morris, rising, “that you’ll be
with us, Elder. All us young uns hold
by you, an’ what you say, we’ll do, every
time.”
“Wall,” replied the Elder
slowly, “I don’t know. I kain’t
see my way to goin’. I’ve always
done fer myself by myself, and I mean to right
through; but the meetin’ seems a good idée.
I’m not contradictin’ that. It seems
strong. I don’t go much though on meetin’s;
they hain’t ever helped me. But a meetin’
seems strong for them that likes it.”
With this assurance Morris was fain
to be satisfied and go his way.
Bancroft had listened to the colloquy
with new feelings. Prepared to regard with admiration
all that the Elder said or did, it was not difficult
for him now to catch the deeper meaning of the uncouth
words. He was drawn to the Elder by moral sympathy,
and his early training tended to strengthen this attraction.
It was right, he felt, that the Elder should take
his own course, fearing nothing that man could do.
In the evening he met Loo. She
supposed with a careless air that he was goin’
to pack them leather trunks of his.
“No, I’ve reconsidered
it,” he answered. “I’m going
to beg your father’s pardon, and take back all
I said to him.”
“Oh! then you do care for me,
George,” cried the girl enthusiastically, “an’
we ken be happy again. I’ve been real miserable
since last night; I cried myself to sleep, so I did.
Now I know you love me I’ll do anythin’
you wish, anythin’. I’ll learn to
play the pianner; you see if I don’t.”
“Perhaps,” he replied
harshly, the old anger growing bitter in him at the
mention of the “pianner” “perhaps
it would be better if you gave up the idea of the
piano; that costs too much,” he added
significantly, “far too much. If you’d
read good books and try to live in the thought of
the time, it would be better. Wisdom is to be
won cheaply and by all, but success in an art depends
upon innate qualities.”
“I see,” she exclaimed,
flaming up, “you think I can’t learn to
play like your sister, and I’m very ignorant,
and had better read and get to know all other people
have said, and you call that wisdom. I don’t.
Memory ain’t sense, I guess; and to talk like
you ain’t everythin’.”
The attack pricked his vanity.
He controlled himself, however, and took up the argument:
“Memory is not sense, perhaps; but still one
ought to know the best that has been said and done
in the world. It is easier to climb the ladder
when others have shown us the rungs. And surely
to talk correctly is better than to talk incorrectly.”
“It don’t matter much,
I reckon, so long as one gets your meanin’, and
as for the ladder, a monkey could do that.”
The irrelevant retort puzzled him,
and her tone increased his annoyance. But why,
he asked himself, should he trouble to lift her to
a higher level of thought? He relapsed into silence.
With wounded heart the girl waited;
she was hurt, afraid he did not care for her, could
not even guess how she had offended him; but, as he
would not speak, her pride came to her aid, and she
remarked:
“I’m asked out this evenin’,
so I’ll have to get ready and go. Good
night, George Bancroft.”
“Good night, Miss Loo,”
he replied calmly, though the pain he suffered proved
that jealousy may outlive love. “I think
I shall go to this meeting at the school-house.”
They parted. Loo went upstairs
to her room to cry over her misery and George’s
coldness; to wish she had been better taught, and had
learned her lessons in school carefully, for then
he might have been kinder. She wondered how she
should get books to read. It was difficult.
Besides, couldn’t he see that she was quick
and would learn every-thin’ afterwards if he’d
be good to her. Why did he act so? Why!
Bancroft went to the meeting, and
found the house crowded. A young farmer from
the next county was present, who told how a United
States officer with twelve men and a surveyor had
come and drawn the boundary line, torn up his fences,
and trampled down the corn which he had planted in
the Indian Reserve. The meeting at once adopted
the following resolution:
“In view of the fact that the
land cultivated by American citizens in or upon the
Indian Reserve has never been used or cultivated by
the Indians, who keep to the woods, and that it is
God’s will that land should bring forth fruit
for the sustenance of man, we are resolved to stand
upon our rights as citizens and to defend the same
against all aggressors.”
Every one signed this document, copies
of which were to be sent to General Custer, and also
to the President, to the Senate, and to Congress.
It was arranged further to write to their own representatives
at Washington giving an account of the situation.
After this the meeting broke up, but
not before all present had agreed to stand by any
of their number who should resist the troops.
When Bancroft returned home Mr. and
Mrs. Conklin were still up, and he related to them
all that had taken place. The Elder rose and stretched
himself without having made a remark. In a whisper
Bancroft asked Mrs. Conklin to let him have a word
with her husband. As soon as they were alone,
he began:
“Mr. Conklin, I insulted you
yesterday. I am sorry for it. I hope you’ll
forgive me.”
“Yes,” replied the Elder
meditatively, overlooking the proffered hand, “yes,
that’s Christian, I reckon. But the truth’s
the truth.” Turning abruptly to leave the
room, he added: “The corn’s ripe,
waitin’ to be cut; ef the United States troops
don’t eat it all up we’ll have a good
year.” There was a light in his steady eyes
which startled the schoolmaster into all sorts of
conjectures.
A day or two later, the Conklins and
Bancroft were seated at dinner when a knock came at
the door. “Come in!” said Mrs. Conklin,
and a young officer appeared in the uniform of the
United States cavalry. He paused on the threshold,
lifted his cap, and apologized for his intrusion:
“Elder Conklin, I believe?”
The Elder nodded his head, but continued eating.
“My business isn’t pleasant, I fear, but
it needn’t take long. I’m sent by
General Custer to draw the boundary line between the
State of Kansas and the Indian Reserve, to break down
all fences erected by citizens of the United States
in the Territory, and to destroy such crops as they
may have planted there. I regret to say our surveyor
tells me the boundary line here is Cottonwood Creek,
and I must notify you that tomorrow about noon I shall
be here to carry out my orders, and to destroy the
crops and fences found on the further side of the creek.”
Before withdrawing he begged pardon
again, this time for the short notice he was compelled
to give a concession apparently to Miss
Conklin’s appearance and encouraging smiles.
“Oh, pappa!” cried
Loo, as he disappeared, “why didn’t you
ask him to have some dinner? He jest looked splendid,
and that uniform’s too lovely.”
The Elder made no answer. Neither
the courteous menace of the lieutenant nor his daughter’s
reproach seemed to have had any effect upon him.
He went on with his dinner.
Loo’s outspoken admiration of
the officer did not move Bancroft as she had anticipated.
It simply confirmed his worst suspicions. His
nature was neither deep nor passionate; he had always
lived in the conventions which the girl constantly
outraged, and they now exercised their influence.
Moreover, he had self-possession enough to see that
she meant to annoy him. He was exceedingly anxious
to know what the Elder intended to do, and what Loo
might think or feel did not interest him greatly.
A few hours later a clue was given
to him: Jake came and told him as a piece of
news that “Pa’s shot-gun ain’t in
his room.” Bancroft could not rid himself
of the thought that the fact was significant.
But the evening passed away quietly; Loo busied herself
with some work, and the Elder seemed content to watch
her.
At breakfast next morning nothing
of moment happened. Bancroft took occasion to
say that he was coming home early to dinner. On
his return from school, some three hours after, he
saw a troop of horsemen riding up the valley a mile
or so away. With quickened pulses he sprang up
the steps and met the Elder in the doorway.
“There they come!” he
said involuntarily, pointing to the little cloud of
dust.
“Hum,” grunted the Elder,
and left the stoop, going towards the outhouses.
Bancroft turned into the parlour,
where he found Mrs. Conklin. She seemed to be
irritated, and not at all anxious, as he had expected:
“Did you see the Elder?”
“Yes,” he replied.
“He went to the barn. I thought of accompanying
him, but was afraid he wouldn’t like it.”
“I guess he’s worrying
about that corn,” Mrs. Conklin explained.
“When he broke that land I told him ’twould
bring trouble, but he never minds what any one says
to him. He should listen to his wife, though,
sometimes, shouldn’t he? But bein’
a man p’r’aps you’ll take his part.
Anyway, it has all happened as I knew it would.
And what’ll he do now? that’s what I’d
like to know. All that corn lost and the fences he
jest worked himself to death on those logs all
lost now. We shall be bare poor again. It’s
too bad. I’ve never had any money since
I left home.” And here Mrs. Conklin’s
face puckered itself up as if she were about to cry,
but the impulse of vanity being stronger, she burst
out angrily: “I think it’s real wicked
of the Elder. I told him so. If he’d
ask that young man to let him cut the corn, I’m
sure he wouldn’t refuse. But he’ll
never take my advice, or even answer me. It’s
too aggravatin’ when I know I’m right.”
He looked at her in astonishment She
had evidently no inkling of what might occur, no vivid
understanding of her husband’s character.
Preferring to leave her in ignorance, he said lightly,
“I hope it’ll be all right,” and,
in order to change the subject, added, “I’ve
not seen Miss Loo, and Jake wasn’t in school
this morning.”
“Oh, Mr. Bancroft, if anythin’
has happened to Jake!” and Mrs. Conklin sank
weakly into the nearest chair; “but thar ain’t
no swimmin’ nor skatin’ now. When
he comes in I’ll frighten him; I’ll threaten
to tell the Elder. He mustn’t miss his
schooling for he’s real bright, ain’t
he? Loo? Her father sent her to the
Morrises, about some-thin’ I don’t
know what.”
When Bancroft came downstairs, taking
with him a small revolver, his only weapon, he could
not find the Elder either in the outbuildings or in
the stable. Remembering, however, that the soldiers
could only get to the threatened cornfield by crossing
the bridge, which lay a few hundred yards higher up
the creek, he made his way thither with all speed.
When he reached the descent, he saw the Elder in the
inevitable, long, whitey-brown holland coat, walking
over the bridge. In a minute or two he had overtaken
him. As the Elder did not speak, he began:
“I thought I’d come with
you, Elder. I don’t know that I’m
much good, but I sympathize with you, and I’d
like to help you if I could.”
“Yes,” replied the Elder,
acknowledging thereby the proffered aid. “But
I guess you kain’t I guess not,” he repeated
by way of emphasis.
In silence the pair went on to the
broad field of maize. At the corner of the fence,
the Elder stopped and said, as if speaking to himself:
“It runs, I reckon, seventy-five
bushel to the acre, and there are two hundred acres.”
After a lengthened pause he continued: “That
makes nigh on three thousand dollars. I must
hev spent two hundred dollars this year in hired labour
on that ground, and the half ain’t cut yet.
Thar’s a pile of money and work on that quarter-section.”
A few minutes more passed in silence.
Bancroft did not know what to say, for the calm seriousness
of the Elder repelled sympathy. As he looked
about him there showed on the rise across the creek
a knot of United States cavalry, the young lieutenant
riding in front with a civilian, probably the surveyor,
by his side. Bancroft turned and found that the
Elder had disappeared in the corn. He followed
quickly, but as he swung himself on to the fence the
Elder came from behind a stook with a burnished shot-gun
in his right hand, and said decisively:
“Don’t come in hyar.
’Tain’t your corn and you’ve no cause
to mix yourself in this fuss.”
Bancroft obeyed involuntarily.
The next moment he began to resent the authority conveyed
in the prohibition; he ought to have protested, to
have insisted ’but now it was too
late. As the soldiers rode up the lieutenant
dismounted and threw his reins to a trooper. He
stepped towards the fence, and touching his cap carelessly,
remarked:
“Well, Mr. Conklin, here we
are.” The earnestness of the Elder appeared
to have its effect, too, upon him, for he went on more
respectfully: “I regret that I’ve
orders to pull down your fences and destroy the crop.
But there’s nothing else to be done.”
“Yes,” said the Elder
gravely, “I guess you know your orders.
But you mustn’t pull down my fence,” and
as he spoke he drew his shot-gun in front of him,
and rested his hands upon the muzzle, “nor destroy
this crop.” And the long upper lip came
down over the lower, giving an expression of obstinate
resolve to the hard, tanned face.
“You don’t seem to understand,”
replied the lieutenant a little impatiently; “this
land belongs to the Indians; it has been secured to
them by the United States Government, and you’ve
no business either to fence it in or plant it.”
“That’s all right,”
answered Conklin, in the same steady, quiet, reasonable
tone. “That may all be jes’ so, but
them Indians warn’t usin’ the land; they
did no good with it. I broke this prairie ten
years ago, and it took eight hosses to do it, and
I’ve sowed it ever sence till the crops hev
grown good, and now you come and tell me you’re
goin’ to tromple down the corn and pull up the
fences. No sir, you ain’t that
ain’t right.”
“Right or wrong,” the
officer retorted, “I have to carry out my orders,
not reason about them. Here, sergeant, let three
man hold the horses and get to work on this fence.”
As the sergeant advanced and put his
hand on the top layer of the heavy snake-fence, the
Elder levelled his shot-gun and said:
“Ef you pull down that bar I’ll shoot.”
The sergeant took his hand from the
bar quickly, and turned to his commander as if awaiting
further instructions.
“Mr. Conklin,” exclaimed
the lieutenant, moving forward, “this is pure
foolishness; we’re twelve to one, and we’re
only soldiers and have to obey orders. I’m
sorry, but I must do my duty.”
“That’s so,” said
the Elder, lowering his gun deliberately. “That’s
so, I guess. You hev your duty p’r’aps
I hev mine. ’Tain’t my business to
teach you yours.”
For a moment the lieutenant seemed
to be undecided; then he spoke:
“Half-a-dozen of you advance
and cover him with your rifles. Now, Mr. Conklin,
if you resist you must take the consequences.
Rebellion against the United States Government don’t
generally turn out well for the rebel.
Sergeant, down with the bar.”
The Elder stood as if he had not heard
what had been said to him, but when the sergeant laid
hold of the bar, the shot-gun went up again to the
old man’s shoulder, and he said:
“Ef you throw down that bar
I’ll shoot you.” Again the
sergeant paused, and looked at his officer.
At this juncture Bancroft could not
help interfering. The Elder’s attitude
had excited in him more than mere admiration; wonder,
reverence thrilled him, and his blood boiled at the
thought that the old man might possibly be shot down.
He stepped forward and said:
“Sir, you must not order your
men to fire. You will raise the whole country
against you if you do. This is surely a law case,
and not to be decided by violence. Such a decision
is not to be taken without reflection and distinct
instructions.”
“Those instructions I have,”
replied the lieutenant, “and I’ve got to
follow them out more’s the pity,”
he added between his teeth, while turning to his troopers
to give the decisive command. At this moment
down from the bluff and over the wooden bridge came
clattering a crowd of armed farmers, the younger ones
whirling their rifles or revolvers as they rode.
Foremost among them were Morris and Seth Stevens, and
between these two young Jake Conklin on Jack.
As they reached the corner of the fence the crowd
pulled up and Morris cried out:
“Elder, we’re on time,
I reckon.” Addressing the lieutenant he
added violently: “We don’t pay United
States soldiers to pull down our fences and destroy
our crops. That’s got to stop right here,
and right now!”
“My orders are imperative,”
the officer declared, “and if you resist you
must take the consequences.” But while he
spoke the hopelessness of his position became clear
to him, for reinforcements of farmers were still pouring
over the bridge, and already the soldiers were outnumbered
two to one. Just as Seth Stevens began with “Damn
the consequences,” the Elder interrupted him:
“Young man,” he said to
the lieutenant, “you’d better go back to
Wichita. I guess General Custer didn’t send
you to fight the hull township.” Turning
to Stevens, he added, “Thar ain’t no need
fer any cussin’.” Amid complete
silence he uncocked his shot-gun, climbed over the
fence, and went on in the same voice:
“Jake, take that horse to the
stable an’ wipe him dry. Tell your mother
I’m coming right up to eat.”
Without another word he moved off
homewards. His intervention had put an end to
the difficulty. Even the lieutenant understood
that there was nothing more to be done for the moment.
Five minutes later the troopers recrossed the bridge.
Morris and a few of the older men held a brief consultation.
It was agreed that they should be on the same spot
at six o’clock on the morrow, and some of the
younger spirits volunteered to act as scouts in the
direction of Wichita and keep the others informed
of what took place in that quarter.
When Bancroft reached the house with
Morris neither Stevens nor any of the others
felt inclined to trespass on the Elder’s hospitality
without an express invitation he found
dinner waiting. Loo had not returned; had, indeed,
arranged, as Morris informed them, to spend the day
with his wife; but Jake was present and irrepressible;
he wanted to tell all he had done to secure the victory.
But he had scarcely commenced when his father shut
him up by bidding him eat, for he’d have to go
right back to school.
There was no feeling of triumph in
the Elder. He scarcely spoke, and when Morris
described the protective measures that had been adopted,
he merely nodded. In fact, one would have inferred
from his manner that he had had nothing whatever to
do with the contest, and took no interest in it.
The only thing that appeared to trouble him was Loo’s
absence and the fear lest she should have been “fussed;”
but when Morris declared that neither his wife nor
Loo knew what was going on, and Bancroft announced
his intention of driving over to fetch her, he seemed
to be satisfied.
“Jack, I reckon, has had enough,”
he said to his boarder. “You’d better
take the white mare; she’s quiet.”
On their way home in the buggy, Bancroft
told Loo how her father had defied the United States
troops, and with what unconcern he had taken his victory:
“I think he’s a great
man, a hero. And if he had lived in another time,
or in another country, poets would have sung his courage.”
“Really,” she observed.
Her tone was anything but enthusiastic, though hope
stirred in her at his unusual warmth. “Perhaps
he cares for me after all,” she thought.
“What are you thinking about,
Loo?” he asked, surprised at her silence.
“I was just wonderin’,”
she answered, casting off her fit of momentary abstraction,
“how father made you like him. It appears
as if I couldn’t, George,” and she turned
towards him while she spoke her wistful eyes seeking
to read his face.
There was a suggestion of tears in
her voice, and her manner showed a submission and
humility which touched Bancroft deeply. All his
good impulses had been called into active life by
his admiration of the Elder. He put his disengaged
arm round her and drew her to him as he replied:
“Kiss me, Loo dear, and let
us try to get on better together in future. There’s
no reason why we shouldn’t,” he added,
trying to convince himself. The girl’s
vain and facile temperament required but little encouragement
to abandon itself in utter confidence. In her
heart of hearts she was sure that every man must admire
her, and as her companion’s manner and words
gave her hope, she chattered away in the highest spirits
till the homestead was reached. Her good-humour
and self-satisfaction made the evening pass merrily.
Everything she said or did delighted the Elder, Bancroft
saw that clearly now. Whether she laughed or
talked, teased Jake, or mimicked the matronly airs
of Mrs. Morris, her father’s eyes followed her
with manifest pleasure and admiration. On rising
to go to bed the Elder said simply:
“It has been a good day a
good day,” he repeated impressively, while he
held his daughter in his arms and kissed her.
The next morning Bancroft was early
afoot. Shortly after sunrise he went down to
the famous cornfield and found a couple of youths on
watch. They had been there for more than an hour,
they said, and Seth Stevens and Richards had gone
scouting towards Wichita. “Conklin’s
corner’s all right,” was the phrase which
sent the schoolmaster to breakfast with a light heart.
When the meal was over he returned to the centre of
excitement. The Elder had gone about his work;
Mrs. Conklin seemed as helplessly indifferent as usual;
Loo was complacently careless; but Bancroft, having
had time for reflection, felt sure that all this was
Western-presumption; General Custer could not accept
defeat so easily. At the “corner”
he found a couple of hundred youths and men assembled.
They were all armed, but the general opinion was that
Custer would do nothing. One old farmer summed
up the situation in the phrase, “Thar ain’t
nothin’ for him to do, but set still.”
About eight o’clock, however,
Richards raced up, with his horse in a lather, and
announced that Custer, with three hundred men, had
started from Wichita before six.
“He’ll be hyar in half an hour,”
he concluded.
Hurried counsel was taken; fifty men
sought cover behind the stooks of corn, the rest lined
the skirting woods. When all was in order, Bancroft
was deputed to go and fetch the Elder, whom he eventually
discovered at the wood pile, sawing and splitting
logs for firewood.
“Make haste, Elder,” he
cried, “Morris has sent me for you, and there’s
no time to be lost. Custer, with three hundred
men, left Wichita at six o’clock this morning,
and they’ll be here very soon.”
The Elder paused unwillingly, and
resting on his axe asked: “Is Morris alone?”
“No!” replied Bancroft,
amazed to think the Elder could have forgotten the
arrangements he had heard described the evening before.
“There are two hundred men down there in the
corner and in the woods,” and he rapidly sketched
the position.
“It’s all right then,
I guess,” the Elder decided. “They’ll
get along without me. Tell Morris I’m at
my chores.” Beginning his work again, he
added, “I’ve something to do hyar.”
From the old man’s manner Bancroft
was convinced that solicitation would be a waste of
time. He returned to the corner, where he found
Morris standing inside the fence.
“I guessed so,” was Morris’s
comment upon the Elder’s attitude; “we’ll
hev to do without him, I reckon. You and me’ll
stay hyar in the open; we don’t want to shoot
ef we kin avoid it; there ain’t no reason to
as I kin see.”
Ten minutes afterwards the cavalry
crossed the bridge two deep, and wound snake-like
towards the corner. With the first files came
General Custer, accompanied by half-a-dozen officers,
among whom Bancroft recognized the young lieutenant.
Singling Morris out, the General rode up to the fence
and addressed him with formal politeness:
“Mr. Conklin?”
“No,” replied Morris,
“but I’m hyar fer him, I guess an’
about two hundred more ef I’m not enough,”
he added drily, waving his hand towards the woods.
With a half-turn in his saddle and
a glance at the line of trees on his flank, General
Custer took in the situation. Clearly there was
nothing to do but to retreat, with some show of dignity.
“Where shall I find Mr. Conklin? I wish
to speak to him.”
“I’ll guide you,”
was Morris’s answer, “ef you’ll come
alone; he mightn’t fancy so many visitors to
onc’t.”
As Morris and Bancroft climbed over
the fence and led the way towards the homestead, some
of the armed farmers strolled from behind the stooks
into the open, and others showed themselves carelessly
among the trees on the bank of the creek. When
the Elder was informed that General Custer was at
the front door, he laid down his axe, and in his shirtsleeves
went to meet him.
“Mr. Conklin, I believe?”
“That’s my name, General.”
“You’ve resisted United
States troops with arms, and now, it seems, you’ve
got up a rebellion.”
“I guess not, General; I guess
not I was Union all through the war; I came hyar as
an Abolitionist I only want to keep my fences up as
long as they’ll stand, an’ cut my corn
in peace.”
“Well,” General Custer
resumed, after a pause, “I must send to Washington
for instructions and state the facts as I know them,
but if the Federal authorities tell me to carry out
the law, as I’ve no doubt they will, I shall
be compelled to do so, and resistance on your part
can only cause useless bloodshed.”
“That’s so,” was
the quiet reply; but what the phrase meant was not
very clear save to Bancroft, who understood that the
Elder was unable or unwilling to discuss a mere hypothesis.
With a curt motion of his hand to
his cap General Custer cantered off to rejoin his
men, who shortly afterwards filed again across the
bridge on their way back to camp.
When the coast was clear of soldiers
some of the older settlers went up to Conklin’s
to take counsel together. It was agreed to collect
from all the farmers interested two dollars a head
for law expenses, and to send at once for Lawyer Barkman
of Wichita, in order to have his opinion on the case.
Morris offered to bring Barkman next day about noon
to Conklin’s, and this proposal was accepted.
If any other place had been fixed upon, it would have
been manifestly impossible to secure the Elder’s
presence, for his refusal again to leave the wood pile
had converted his back-stoop into the council-chamber.
Without more ado the insurgents dispersed, every man
to his house.
On returning home to dinner next day
Bancroft noticed a fine buggy drawn up outside the
stable, and a negro busily engaged in grooming two
strange horses. When he entered the parlour he
was not surprised to find that Morris had already
arrived with the lawyer. Barkman was about forty
years of age; above the medium height and very stout,
but active. His face was heavy; its outlines
obscured by fat; the nose, however, was thin and cocked
inquisitively, and the eyes, though small, were restless
and intelligent. He was over-dressed; his black
frock-coat was brand new; the diamond stud which shone
in the centre of a vast expanse of shirt-front, was
nearly the size of a five-cent piece his
appearance filled Bancroft with contempt. Nevertheless
he seemed to know his business. As soon as he
had heard the story he told them that an action against
the Elder would lie in the Federal Courts, and that
the damages would certainly be heavy. Still,
something might be done; the act of rebellion, he
thought, would be difficult to prove; in fine, they
must wait on events.
At this moment Mrs. Conklin accompanied
by Loo came in to announce that dinner was ready.
It was manifest that the girl’s beauty made a
deep impression on Barkman. Before seeing her
he had professed to regard the position as hopeless,
or nearly so; now he was ready to reconsider his first
opinion, or rather to modify it. His quick intelligence
appeared to have grown keener as he suddenly changed
his line of argument, and began to set forth the importance
of getting the case fully and fairly discussed in
Washington.
“I must get clear affidavits
from all the settlers,” he said, “and then,
I guess, we’ll show the authorities in Washington
that this isn’t a question in which they should
interfere. But if I save you,” he went
on, with a laugh intended to simulate frank good-nature,
“I s’pose I may reckon on your votes when
I run for Congress.”
It was understood at once that he
had pitched upon the best possible method of defence.
Morris seemed to speak for all when he said:
“Ef you’ll take the trouble
now, I guess we’ll ensure your election.”
“Never mind the election, that
was only a jest,” replied the lawyer good-humouredly;
“and the trouble’s not worth talkin’
about. If Miss Conklin,” and here he turned
respectfully towards her, “would take a seat
in my buggy and show me the chief settlers’ houses,
I reckon I could fix up the case in three or four
days.”
The eyes of all were directed upon
Loo. Was it Bancroft’s jealousy that made
him smile contemptuously as he, too, glanced at her?
If so, the disdain was ill-timed. Flushing slightly,
she answered, “I guess I’ll be pleased
to do what I can,” and she met the schoolmaster’s
eyes defiantly as she spoke.
With the advent of Barkman upon the
scene a succession of new experiences began for Bancroft.
He was still determined not to be seduced into making
Loo his wife. But now the jealousy that is born
of desire and vanity tormented him, and the mere thought
that Barkman might marry and live with her irritated
him intensely. She was worthy of better things
than marriage with such a man. She was vain, no
doubt, and lacking in the finer sensibilities, the
tremulous moral instincts which are the crown and
glory of womanhood; but it was not her fault that her
education had been faulty, her associates coarse and
after all she was very beautiful.
On returning home one afternoon he
saw Barkman walking with her in the peach orchard.
As they turned round the girl called to him, and came
at once to meet him; but his jealousy would not be
appeased. Her flower-like face, framed, so to
speak, by the autumn foliage, only increased his anger.
He could not bear to see her flirting.
Were she out of his sight, he felt for the first time,
he would not care what she did.
“You were goin’ in without
speakin’,” she said reproachfully.
“You have a man with you whose
trade is talk. I’m not needed,” was
his curt reply.
Half-incensed, half-gratified by his
passionate exclamation, she drew back, while Barkman,
advancing, said:
“Good day, Mr. Bancroft, good
day. I was just tryin’ to persuade Miss
Conklin to come for another drive this evenin’
in order to get this business of ours settled as soon
as possible.”
“Another drive.”
Bancroft repeated the words to himself, and then steadying
his voice answered coolly: “You’ll
have no difficulty, lawyer. I was just telling
Miss Conklin that you talked splendidly the
result of constant practice, I presume.”
“That’s it, sir,”
replied the lawyer seriously; “it’s chiefly
a matter of practice added to gift natural
gift,” but here Barkman’s conceit died
out as he caught an uneasy, impatient movement of Miss
Conklin, and he went on quietly with the knowledge
of life and the adaptability gained by long experience:
“But anyway, I’m glad you agree with me,
for Miss Conklin may take your advice after rejectin’
mine.”
Bancroft saw the trap, but could not
restrain himself. With a contemptuous smile he
said:
“I’m sure no advice of
mine is needed; Miss Conklin has already made up her
mind to gratify you. She likes to show the country
to strangers,” he added bitterly.
The girl flushed at the sarcasm, but
her spirit was not subdued.
“Wall, Mr. Barkman,” she
retorted, with a smiling glance at the lawyer, “I
guess I must give in; if Mr. Bancroft thinks I ought
ter, there’s no more to be said. I’m
willin’.”
An evening or two later, Barkman having
gone into Wichita, Bancroft asked Loo to go out with
him upon the stoop. For several minutes he stood
in silence admiring the moonlit landscape; then he
spoke as if to himself:
“Not a cloud in the purple depths,
no breath of air, no sound nor stir of life peace
absolute that mocks at man’s cares and restlessness.
Look, Loo, how the ivory light bathes the prairie and
shimmers on the sea of corn, and makes of the little
creek a ribband of silver....
“Yet you seem to prefer a great
diamond gleaming in a white shirt-front, and a coarse,
common face, and vulgar talk.
“You,” and he turned to
her, “whose beauty is like the beauty of nature
itself, perfect and ineffable. When I think of
you and that coarse brute together, I shall always
remember this moonlight and the hateful zig-zagging
snake-fence there that disfigures and defiles its beauty.”
The girl looked up at him, only half
understanding his rhapsody, but glowing with the hope
called to life by his extravagant praise of her.
“Why, George,” she said shyly, because
wholly won, “I don’t think no more of
Lawyer Barkman than the moon thinks of the fence an’
I guess that’s not much,” she added, with
a little laugh of complete content.
The common phrases of uneducated speech
and the vulgar accent of what he thought her attempt
at smart rejoinder offended him. Misunderstanding
her literalness of mind, he moved away, and shortly
afterwards re-entered the house.
Of course Loo was dissatisfied with
such incidents as these. When she saw Bancroft
trying to draw Barkman out and throw contempt upon
him, she never dreamed of objecting. But when
he attacked her, she flew to her weapons. What
had she done, what was she doing, to deserve his sneers?
She only wished him to love her, and she felt indignantly
that every time she teased him by going with Barkman,
he was merciless, and whenever she abandoned herself
to him, he drew back. She couldn’t bear
that; it was cruel of him. She loved him, yes;
no one, she knew, would ever make him so good a wife
as she would. No one ever could. Why, there
was nothin’ she wouldn’t do for him willingly.
She’d see after his comforts an’ everythin’.
She’d tidy all his papers an’ fix up his
things. And if he ever got ill, she’d jest
wait on him day and night so she would.
She’d be the best wife to him that ever was.
Oh, why couldn’t he be good
to her always? That was all she wanted, to feel
he loved her; then she’d show him how she loved
him. He’d be happy, as happy as the day
was long. How foolish men were! they saw nothin’
that was under their noses.
“P’r’aps he does
love me,” she said to herself; “he talked
the other evenin’ beautiful; I guess he don’t
talk like that to every one, and yet he won’t
give in to me an’ jest be content once
for all. It’s their pride makes ’em
like that; their silly, stupid pride. Nothin’
else. Men air foolish things. I’ve
no pride at all when I think of him, except I know
that no one else could make him as happy as I could.
Oh my!” and she sighed with a sense of the mysterious
unnecessary suffering in life.
“An’ he goes on bein’
mad with Lawyer Bark-man. Fancy, that fat old
man. He warn’t jealous of Seth Stevens
or the officer, no; but of him. Why, it’s
silly. Barkman don’t count anyway.
He talks well, yes, an’ he’s always pleasant,
always; but he’s jest not in it Men air foolish
anyway.” She was beginning to acknowledge
that all her efforts to gain her end might prove unsuccessful.
Barkman, with his varied experience
and the cooler blood of forty, saw more of the game
than either Bancroft or Loo. He had learnt that
compliments and attention count for much with women,
and having studied Miss Conklin he was sure that persistent
flattery would go a long way towards winning her.
“I’ve gained harder cases by studying the
jury,” he thought, “and I’ll get
her because I know her. That schoolmaster irritates
her; I won’t. He says unpleasant things
to her; I’ll say pleasant things and she’ll
turn to me. She likes to be admired; I guess
that means dresses and diamonds. Well, she shall
have them, have all she wants.... The mother
ain’t a factor, that’s plain, and the father’s
sittin’ on the fence; he’ll just do anythin’
for the girl, and if he ain’t well off what
does that matter? I don’t want money;”
and his chest expanded with a proud sense of disinterestedness.
“Why does the schoolmaster run
after her? what would he do with such a woman?
He couldn’t even keep her properly if he got
her. It’s a duty to save the girl from
throwin’ herself away on a young, untried man
like that.” He felt again that his virtue
ought to help him to succeed.
“What a handsome figure she
has! Her arms are perfect, firm as marble; and
her neck round, too, and not a line on it,
and how she walks! She’s the woman I want so
lovely I’ll always be proud of her. What
a wife she’ll make! My first wife was pretty,
but not to be compared to her. Who’d ever
have dreamt of finding such a beauty in this place?
How lucky I am after all. Yes, lucky because
I know just what I want, and go for it right from
the start That’s all. That’s what
luck means.
“Women are won little by little,”
he concluded. “Whoever knows them and humours
them right along, flattering their weak points, is
sure to succeed some time or other. And I can
wait.”
He got his opportunity by waiting.
As Loo took her seat in the buggy one afternoon he
saw that she was nervous and irritable. “The
schoolmaster’s been goin’ for her the
derned fool,” he said to himself, and at once
began to soothe her. The task was not an easy
one. She was cold to him at first and even spiteful;
she laughed at what he said and promised, and made
fun of his pretensions. His kindly temper stood
him in good stead. He was quietly persistent;
with the emollient of good-nature he wooed her in
his own fashion, and before they reached the first
settler’s house he had half won her to kindliness.
Here he made his victory complete. At every question
he appealed to her deferentially for counsel and decision;
he reckoned Miss Conklin would know, he relied on
her for the facts, and when she spoke he guessed that
just settled the matter; her opinion was good enough
for him, and so forth.
Wounded to the soul by Bancroft’s
persistent, undeserved contempt, the girl felt that
now at last she had met some one who appreciated her,
and she gave herself up to the charm of dexterous
flattery.
From her expression and manner while
they drove homewards, Barkman believed that the game
was his own. He went on talking to her with the
reverence which he had already found to be so effective.
There was no one like her. What a lawyer she’d
have made! How she got round the wife and induced
the husband to sign the petition ’twas
wonderful! He had never imagined a woman could
be so tactful and winning. He had never met a
man who was her equal in persuading people.
The girl drank in the praise as a
dry land drinks the rain. He meant it all; that
was clear. He had shown it in his words and acts there,
before the Croftons. She had always believed she
could do such things; she didn’t care much about
books, and couldn’t talk fine about moonlight,
but the men an’ women she knew, she understood.
She was sure of that. But still, ’twas
pleasant to hear it. He must love her or he never
could appreciate her as he did. She reckoned he
was very clever; the best lawyer in the State.
Every one knew that. And he had said no man was
equal to her. Oh, if only the other, if only George
had told her so; but he was too much wrapped up in
himself, and after all what was he anyway? Yet,
if he had
At this point of her musings the lawyer,
seeing the flushed cheeks and softened glance, believed
his moment had come, and resolved to use it.
His passion made him forget that it was possible to
go too fast.
“Miss Conklin,” he began
seriously, “if you’d join with me there’s
nothin’ we two couldn’t do, nothin’!
They call me the first lawyer in the State, and I
guess I’ll get to Washington soon; but with you
to help me I’d be there before this year’s
out. As the wife of a Member of Congress, you
would show them all the way. I’m rich already;
that is, I can do whatever you want, and it’s
a shame for such genius as yours, and such talent,
to be hidden here among people who don’t know
how to value you properly. In New York or in
Washington you’d shine; become a social power,”
and as the words “New York” caused the
girl to look at him with eager attention, he added,
overcome by the foretaste of approaching triumph:
“Miss Loo, I love you; you’ve seen that,
for you notice everythin’. I know I’m
not young, but I can be kinder and more faithful than
any young man, and,” here he slipped his arm
round her waist, “I guess all women want to
be loved, don’t they? Will you let me love
you, Loo, as my wife?”
The girl shrank away from him nervously.
Perhaps the fact of being in a buggy recalled her
rides with George; or the caress brought home to her
the difference between the two men. However that
may be, when she answered, it was with full self-possession:
“I guess what you say’s
about right, and I like you. But I don’t
want to marry anyway not yet. Of course
I’d like to help you, and I’d like to
live in New York; but I can’t make
up my mind all at once. You must wait. If
you really care for me, that can’t be hard.”
“Yes, it’s hard,”
Barkman replied, “very hard to feel uncertain
of winning the only woman I can ever love. But
I don’t want to press you,” he added,
after a pause, “I rely on you; you know best,
and I’ll do just what you wish.”
“Well, then,” she resumed,
mollified by his humility, “you’ll go back
to Wichita this evenin’, as you said you would,
and when you return, the day after to-morrow, I’ll
tell you Yes or No. Will that do?” and she
smiled up in his face.
“Yes, that’s more than
I had a right to expect,” he acknowledged.
“Hope from you is better than certainty from
any other woman.” In this mood they reached
the homestead. Loo alighted at the gate; she wouldn’t
allow Barkman even to get down; he was to go right
off at once, but when he returned she’d meet
him. With a grave respectful bow he lifted his
hat, and drove away. On the whole, he had reason
to be proud of his diplomacy; reason, too, for saying
to himself that at last he had got on “the inside
track.” Still, all the factors in the problem
were not seen even by his keen eyes.
The next morning, Loo began to reflect
upon what she should do. It did not occur to
her that she had somewhat compromised herself with
the lawyer by giving him leave, and, in fact, encouragement
to expect a favourable answer. She was so used
to looking at all affairs from the point of view of
her own self-interest and satisfaction, that such an
idea did not even enter her head. She simply wanted
to decide on what was best for herself. She considered
the matter as it seemed to her, from all sides, without
arriving at any decision. Barkman was kind, and
good to her; but she didn’t care for him, and
she loved George still. Oh, why wasn’t
he like the other, always sympathetic and admiring?
She sat and thought. In the depths of her nature
she felt that she couldn’t give George up, couldn’t
make up her mind to lose him; and why should she,
since they loved each other? What could she do?
Of a sudden she paused. She remembered
how, more than a year before, she had been invited
to Eureka for a ball. She had stayed with her
friend Miss Jennie Blood; by whose advice and with
whose help she had worn for the first time a low-necked
dress. She had been uncomfortable in it at first,
very uncomfortable, but the men liked it, all of them.
She had seen their admiration in their eyes; as Jennie
had said, it fetched them. If only George could
see her in a low-necked dress she flushed
as she thought of it perhaps he’d
admire her, and then she’d be quite happy.
But there were never any balls or parties in this dead-and-alive
township! How could she manage it?
The solution came to her with a shock
of half-frightened excitement. It was warm still,
very warm, in the middle of the day; why shouldn’t
she dress as for a dance, somethin’ like it
anyway, and go into George’s room to put it
straight just before he came home from school?
Her heart beat quickly as she reflected. After
all, what harm was there in it? She recollected
hearing that in the South all the girls wore low dresses
in summer, and she loved George, and she was sure he
loved her. Any one would do it, and no one would
know. She resolved to try on the dress, just
to see how it suited her. There was no harm in
that. She took off her thin cotton gown quickly,
and put on the ball-dress. But when she had dragged
the chest of drawers before the window and had propped
up the little glass on it to have a good look at herself,
she grew hot. She couldn’t wear that, not
in daylight; it looked, oh, it looked and
she blushed crimson. Besides, the tulle was all
frayed and faded. No, she couldn’t wear
it! Oh! and her eyes filled with tears
of envy and vexation. If only she were rich,
like lots of other girls, she could have all sorts
of dresses. ’Twas unfair, so it was.
She became desperate with disappointment, and set
her wits to work again. She had plenty of time
still. George wouldn’t be back before twelve.
She must choose a dress he had never seen; then he
wouldn’t know but what she often wore it so.
Nervously, hurriedly, she selected a cotton frock,
and before the tiny glass pinned and arranged it over
her shoulders and bust, higher than the ball-dress,
but still, lower than she had ever worn in the daytime.
She fashioned the garment with an instinctive sense
of form that a Parisian couturiere might have
envied, and went to work. Her nimble fingers
soon cut and sewed it to the style she had intended,
and then she tried it on. As she looked at herself
in the mirror the vision of her loveliness surprised
and charmed her. She had drawn a blue ribband
that she happened to possess, round the arms of the
dress and round the bodice of it, and when she saw
how this little thread of colour set off the full
outlines of her bust and the white roundness of her
arms, she could have kissed her image in the glass.
She was lovely, prettier than any girl in the section.
George would see that; he loved beautiful things.
Hadn’t he talked of the scenery for half an hour?
He’d be pleased.
She thought again seriously whether
her looks could not be improved. After rummaging
a little while in vain, she went downstairs and borrowed
a light woollen shawl from her mother on the pretext
that she liked the feel of it. Hastening up to
her own room, she put it over her shoulders, and practised
a long time before the dim glass just to see how best
she could throw it back or draw it round her at will.
At last, with a sigh of content, she
felt herself fully equipped for the struggle; she
was looking her best. If George didn’t care
for her so and she viewed herself again
approvingly from all sides why, she couldn’t
help it. She had done all she could, but if he
did, and he must why, then, he’d
tell her, and they’d be happy. At the bottom
of her heart she felt afraid. George was strange;
not a bit like other men. He might be cold, and
at the thought she felt inclined to cry out.
Pride, however, came to her aid. If he didn’t
like her, it would be his fault. She had just
done her best, and that she reckoned, with a flush
of pardonable conceit, was good enough for any man.
An hour later Bancroft went up to
his room. As he opened the door Loo turned towards
him from the centre-table with a low cry of surprise,
drawing at the same time the ends of the fleecy woollen
wrap tight across her breast.
“Oh, George, how you scared
me! I was jest fixin’ up your things.”
And the girl crimsoned, while her eyes sought to read
his face.
“Thank you,” he rejoined
carelessly, and then, held by something of expectation
in her manner, he looked at her intently, and added:
“Why, Loo, how well you look! I like that
dress; it suits you.” And he stepped towards
her.
She held out both hands as if to meet
his, but by the gesture the woollen scarf was thrown
back, and her form unveiled. Once again her mere
beauty stung the young man to desire, but something
of a conscious look in her face gave him thought,
and, scrutinizing her coldly, he said:
“I suppose that dress was put
on for Mr. Barkman’s benefit.”
“Oh, George!” she cried,
in utter dismay, “he hain’t been here to-day.”
And then, as the hard expression did not leave his
face, she added hurriedly: “I put it on
for you, George. Do believe me.”
Still his face did not alter.
Suddenly she understood that she had betrayed her
secret. She burst into bitter tears.
He took her in his arms and spoke
perfunctory words of consolation; her body yielded
to his touch, and in a few moments he was soothing
her in earnest. Her grief was uncontrollable.
“I’ve jest done everythin’, everythin’,
and it’s all no use,” she sobbed aloud.
When he found that he could not check the tears, he
grew irritated; he divined her little stratagem, and
his lip curled. How unmaidenly!
In a flash, she stood before him,
her shallow, childish vanity unmasked. The pity
of it did not strike him; he was too young for that;
he felt only contempt for her, and at once drew his
arms away. With a long, choking sob she moved
to the door and disappeared. She went blindly
along the passage to her room, and, flinging herself
on the bed, cried as if her heart would break.
Then followed a period of utter abject misery.
She had lost everything George didn’t care for
her; she’d have to live all her life without
him, and again slow, scalding tears fell.
The thought of going downstairs to
supper and meeting him was intolerable. The sense
of what she had confessed to him swept over her in
a hot flood of shame. No, she couldn’t go
down; she couldn’t face his eyes again.
She’d sit right there, and her mother’d
come up, and she’d tell her she had a headache.
To meet him was impossible; she just hated him.
He was hard and cruel; she’d never see him again;
he had degraded her. The whole place became unbearable
as she relived the past; she must get away from him,
from it all, at any cost, as soon as she could.
They’d be sorry when she was gone. And she
cried again a little, but these tears relieved her,
did her good.
She tried to look at the whole position
steadily. Barkman would take her away to New
York. Marry him? she didn’t want
to, but she wouldn’t make up her mind now; she’d
go away with him if he’d be a real friend to
her. Only he mustn’t put his arm round
her again; she didn’t like him to do that.
If he wished to be a friend to her, she’d let
him; if not, she’d go by herself. He must
understand that. Once in New York, she’d
meet kind people, live as she wanted to live, and
never think of this horrid time.
She was all alone; no one in the world
to talk to about her trouble no one.
No one cared for her. Her mother loved Jake best;
and besides, if she told her anythin’, she’d
only set down an’ cry. She’d write
and say she was comfortable; and her father? he’d
get over it. He was kind always, but he never
felt much anyway leastwise, he never showed
anythin’. When they got her letter ’twould
be all right. That was what she’d do and
so, with her little hands clenched and feverish face,
she sat and thought, letting her imagination work.
A few mornings later Bancroft came
down early. He had slept badly, had been nervous
and disturbed by jealous forebodings, and had not won
easily to self-control. He had only been in the
sitting-room a minute or two when the Elder entered,
and stopping in front of him asked sharply:
“Hev you seen Loo yet?”
“No. Is she down?”
“I reckoned you’d know
ef she had made out anythin’ partikler to do
to-day.”
“No,” he repeated seriously,
the Elder’s manner impressing him. “No!
she told me nothing, but perhaps she hasn’t
got up yet.”
“She ain’t in her room.”
“What do you mean?”
“You didn’t hear buggy-wheels last night along
towards two o’clock?”
“No, but you don’t
mean to say? Lawyer Barkman!” And Bancroft
started up with horror in his look.
The Elder stared at him, with rigid
face and wild eyes, but as he gradually took in the
sincerity of the young man’s excitement, he
turned, and left the room.
To his bedroom he went, and there,
after closing the door, fell on his knees. For
a long time no word came; with clasped hands and bowed
head the old man knelt in silence. Sobs shook
his frame, but no tears fell. At length broken
sentences dropped heavily from his half-conscious lips:
“Lord, Lord! ‘Tain’t
right to punish her. She knowed nothin’.
She’s so young. I did wrong, but I kain’t
bear her to be punished.
“P’r’aps You’ve
laid this on me jes’ to show I’m foolish
and weak. That’s so, O Lord! I’m
in the hollow of Your hand. But You’ll save
her, O Lord! for Jesus’ sake.
“I’m all broke up.
I kain’t pray. I’m skeered. Lord
Christ, help her; stan’ by her; be with her.
O Lord, forgive!”
June and July, 1891.