In the front parlor of the Cresslers’
house a little company was gathered Laura
Dearborn and Page, Mrs. Wessels, Mrs. Cressler, and
young Miss Gretry, an awkward, plain-faced girl of
about nineteen, dressed extravagantly in a decollete
gown of blue silk. Curtis Jadwin and Cressler
himself stood by the open fireplace smoking. Landry
Court fidgeted on the sofa, pretending to listen to
the Gretry girl, who told an interminable story of
a visit to some wealthy relative who had a country
seat in Wisconsin and who raised fancy poultry.
She possessed, it appeared, three thousand hens, Brahma,
Faverolles, Houdans, Dorkings, even peacocks and tame
quails.
Sheldon Corthell, in a dinner coat,
an unlighted cigarette between his fingers, discussed
the spring exhibit of water-colors with Laura and
Mrs. Cressler, Page listening with languid interest.
Aunt Wess’ turned the leaves of a family album,
counting the number of photographs of Mrs. Cressler
which it contained.
Black coffee had just been served.
It was the occasion of the third rehearsal for the
play which was to be given for the benefit of the
hospital ward for Jadwin’s mission children,
and Mrs. Cressler had invited the members of the company
for dinner. Just now everyone awaited the arrival
of the “coach,” Monsieur Gerardy, who was
always late.
“To my notion,” observed
Corthell, “the water-color that pretends to be
anything more than a sketch over-steps its intended
limits. The elaborated water-color, I contend,
must be judged by the same standards as an oil painting.
And if that is so, why not have the oil painting at
once?”
“And with all that, if you please,
not an egg on the place for breakfast,” declared
the Gretry girl in her thin voice. She was constrained,
embarrassed. Of all those present she was the
only one to mistake the character of the gathering
and appear in formal costume. But one forgave
Isabel Gretry such lapses as these. Invariably
she did the wrong thing; invariably she was out of
place in the matter of inadvertent speech, an awkward
accident, the wrong toilet. For all her nineteen
years, she yet remained the hoyden, young, undeveloped,
and clumsy.
“Never an egg, and three thousand
hens in the runs,” she continued. “Think
of that! The Plymouth Rocks had the pip.
And the others, my lands! I don’t know.
They just didn’t lay.”
“Ought to tickle the soles of
their feet,” declared Landry with profound gravity.
“Tickle their feet!”
“Best thing in the world for
hens that don’t lay. It sort of stirs them
up. Oh, every one knows that.”
“Fancy now! I’ll write to Aunt Alice
to-morrow.”
Cressler clipped the tip of a fresh
cigar, and, turning to Curtis Jadwin, remarked:
“I understand that Leaycraft
alone lost nearly fifteen thousand.”
He referred to Jadwin’s deal
in May wheat, the consummation of which had been effected
the previous week. Squarely in the midst of the
morning session, on the day following the “short”
sale of Jadwin’s million of bushels, had exploded
the news of the intended action of the French chamber.
Amid a tremendous clamour the price fell. The
Bulls were panic-stricken. Leaycraft the redoubtable
was overwhelmed at the very start. The Porteous
trio heroically attempted to shoulder the wheat, but
the load was too much. They as well gave ground,
and, bereft of their support, May wheat, which had
opened at ninety-three and five-eighths to ninety-two
and a half, broke with the very first attack to ninety-two,
hung there a moment, then dropped again to ninety-one
and a half, then to ninety-one. Then, in a prolonged
shudder of weakness, sank steadily down by quarters
to ninety, to eighty-nine, and at last a
final collapse touched eighty-eight cents.
At that figure Jadwin began to cover. There was
danger that the buying of so large a lot might bring
about a rally in the price. But Gretry, a consummate
master of Pit tactics, kept his orders scattered and
bought gradually, taking some two or three days to
accumulate the grain. Jadwin’s luck the
never-failing guardian of the golden wings seemed
to have the affair under immediate supervision, and
reports of timely rains in the wheat belt kept the
price inert while the trade was being closed.
In the end the “deal” was brilliantly successful,
and Gretry was still chuckling over the set-back to
the Porteous gang. Exactly the amount of his
friend’s profits Jadwin did not know. As
for himself, he had received from Gretry a check for
fifty thousand dollars, every cent of which was net
profit.
“I’m not going to congratulate
you,” continued Cressler. “As far
as that’s concerned, I would rather you had
lost than won if it would have kept you
out of the Pit for good. You’re cocky now.
I know good Lord, don’t I know.
I had my share of it. I know how a man gets drawn
into this speculating game.”
“Charlie, this wasn’t
speculating,” interrupted Jadwin. “It
was a certainty. It was found money. If
I had known a certain piece of real estate was going
to appreciate in value I would have bought it, wouldn’t
I?”
“All the worse, if it made it
seem easy and sure to you. Do you know,”
he added suddenly. “Do you know that Leaycraft
has gone to keep books for a manufacturing concern
out in Dubuque?”
Jadwin pulled his mustache. He
was looking at Laura Dearborn over the heads of Landry
and the Gretry girl.
“I didn’t suppose he’d
be getting measured for a private yacht,” he
murmured. Then he continued, pulling his mustache
vigorously:
“Charlie, upon my word, what
a beautiful what beautiful hair that girl
has!”
Laura was wearing it very high that
evening, the shining black coils transfixed by a strange
hand-cut ivory comb that had been her grandmother’s.
She was dressed in black taffeta, with a single great
cabbage-rose pinned to her shoulder. She sat very
straight in her chair, one hand upon her slender hip,
her head a little to one side, listening attentively
to Corthell.
By this time the household of the
former rectory was running smoothly; everything was
in place, the Dearborns were “settled,”
and a routine had begun. Her first month in her
new surroundings had been to Laura an unbroken series
of little delights. For formal social distractions
she had but little taste. She left those to Page,
who, as soon as Lent was over, promptly became involved
in a bewildering round of teas, “dancing clubs,”
dinners, and theatre parties. Mrs. Wessels was
her chaperone, and the little middle-aged lady found
the satisfaction of a belated youth in conveying her
pretty niece to the various functions that occupied
her time. Each Friday night saw her in the gallery
of a certain smart dancing school of the south side,
where she watched Page dance her way from the “first
waltz” to the last figure of the german.
She counted the couples carefully, and on the way home
was always able to say how the attendance of that
particular evening compared with that of the former
occasion, and also to inform Laura how many times Page
had danced with the same young man.
Laura herself was more serious.
She had begun a course of reading; no novels, but
solemn works full of allusions to “Man”
and “Destiny,” which she underlined and
annotated. Twice a week on Mondays
and Thursdays she took a French lesson.
Corthell managed to enlist the good services of Mrs.
Wessels and escorted her to numerous piano and ’cello
recitals, to lectures, to concerts. He even succeeded
in achieving the consecration of a specified afternoon
once a week, spent in his studio in the Fine Arts’
Building on the Lake Front, where he read to them
“Saint Agnes Eve,” “Sordello,”
“The Light of Asia” poems which,
with their inversions, obscurities, and astonishing
arabesques of rhetoric, left Aunt Wess’
bewildered, breathless, all but stupefied.
Laura found these readings charming.
The studio was beautiful, lofty, the light dim; the
sound of Corthell’s voice returned from the thick
hangings of velvet and tapestry in a subdued murmur.
The air was full of the odor of pastilles.
Laura could not fail to be impressed
with the artist’s tact, his delicacy. In
words he never referred to their conversation in the
foyer of the Auditorium; only by some unexplained
subtlety of attitude he managed to convey to her the
distinct impression that he loved her always.
That he was patient, waiting for some indefinite, unexpressed
development.
Landry Court called upon her as often
as she would allow. Once he had prevailed upon
her and Page to accompany him to the matinee to see
a comic opera. He had pronounced it “bully,”
unable to see that Laura evinced only a mild interest
in the performance. On each propitious occasion
he had made love to her extravagantly. He continually
protested his profound respect with a volubility and
earnestness that was quite uncalled for.
But, meanwhile, the situation had
speedily become more complicated by the entrance upon
the scene of an unexpected personage. This was
Curtis Jadwin. It was impossible to deny the
fact that “J.” was in love with Mrs. Cressler’s
protegee. The business man had none of Corthell’s
talent for significant reticence, none of his tact,
and older than she, a man-of-the-world, accustomed
to deal with situations with unswerving directness,
he, unlike Landry Court, was not in the least afraid
of her. From the very first she found herself
upon the defensive. Jadwin was aggressive, assertive,
and his addresses had all the persistence and vehemence
of veritable attack. Landry she could manage with
the lifting of a finger, Corthell disturbed her only
upon those rare occasions when he made love to her.
But Jadwin gave her no time to so much as think of
finesse. She was not even allowed to choose her
own time and place for fencing, and to parry his invasion
upon those intimate personal grounds which she pleased
herself to keep secluded called upon her every feminine
art of procrastination and strategy.
He contrived to meet her everywhere.
He impressed Mrs. Cressler as auxiliary into his campaign,
and a series of rencontres followed one another with
astonishing rapidity. Now it was another opera
party, now a box at McVicker’s, now a dinner,
or more often a drive through Lincoln Park behind
Jadwin’s trotters. He even had the Cresslers
and Laura over to his mission Sunday-school for the
Easter festival, an occasion of which Laura carried
away a confused recollection of enormous canvas mottoes,
that looked more like campaign banners than texts
from the Scriptures, sheaves of calla lilies, imitation
bells of tin-foil, revival hymns vociferated with
deafening vehemence from seven hundred distended mouths,
and through it all the disagreeable smell of poverty,
the odor of uncleanliness that mingled strangely with
the perfume of the lilies and the aromatic whiffs
from the festoons of evergreen.
Thus the first month of her new life
had passed Laura did not trouble herself to look very
far into the future. She was too much amused with
her emancipation from the narrow horizon of her New
England environment. She did not concern herself
about consequences. Things would go on for themselves,
and consequences develop without effort on her part.
She never asked herself whether or not she was in love
with any of the three men who strove for her favor.
She was quite sure she was not ready yet to
be married. There was even something distasteful
in the idea of marriage. She liked Landry Court
immensely; she found the afternoons in Corthell’s
studio delightful; she loved the rides in the park
behind Jadwin’s horses. She had no desire
that any one of these affairs should exclude the other
two. She wished nothing to be consummated.
As for love, she never let slip an occasion to shock
Aunt Wess’ by declaring:
“I love nobody. I shall never
marry.”
Page, prim, with great parades of
her ideas of “good form,” declared between
her pursed lips that her sister was a flirt. But
this was not so. Laura never manoeuvered with
her lovers, nor intrigued to keep from any one of
them knowledge of her companionship with the other
two. So upon such occasions as this, when all
three found themselves face to face, she remained
unperturbed.
At last, towards half-past eight,
Monsieur Gerardy arrived. All through the winter
amateur plays had been in great favor, and Gerardy
had become, in a sense, a fad. He was in great
demand. Consequently, he gave himself airs.
His method was that of severity; he posed as a task-master,
relentless, never pleased, hustling the amateur actors
about without ceremony, scolding and brow-beating.
He was a small, excitable man who wore a frock-coat
much too small for him, a flowing purple cravatte
drawn through a finger ring, and enormous cuffs set
off with huge buttons of Mexican onyx. In his
lapel was an inevitable carnation, dried, shrunken,
and lamentable. He was redolent of perfume and
spoke of himself as an artist. He caused it to
be understood that in the intervals of “coaching
society plays” he gave his attention to the
painting of landscapes. Corthell feigned to ignore
his very existence.
The play-book in his hand, Monsieur
Gerardy clicked his heels in the middle of the floor
and punctiliously saluted everyone present, bowing
only from his shoulders, his head dropping forward
as if propelled by successive dislocations of the
vertebrae of his neck.
He explained the cause of his delay.
His English was without accent, but at times suddenly
entangled itself in curious Gallic constructions.
“Then I propose we begin at
once,” he announced. “The second act
to-night, then, if we have time, the third act from
the book. And I expect the second act to be letter-perfect let-ter-per-fect.
There is nothing there but that.” He held
up his hand, as if to refuse to consider the least
dissention. “There is nothing but that no
other thing.”
All but Corthell listened attentively.
The artist, however, turning his back, had continued
to talk to Laura without lowering his tone, and all
through Monsieur Gerardy’s exhortation his voice
had made itself heard. “Management of light
and shade” ... “color scheme” ...
“effects of composition.”
Monsieur Gerardy’s eye glinted
in his direction. He struck his play-book sharply
into the palm of his hand.
“Come, come!” he cried.
“No more nonsense. Now we leave the girls
alone and get to work. Here is the scene.
Mademoiselle Gretry, if I derange you!” He cleared
a space at the end of the parlor, pulling the chairs
about. “Be attentive now. Here” he
placed a chair at his right with a flourish, as though
planting a banner “is the porch of
Lord Glendale’s country house.”
“Ah,” murmured Landry,
winking solemnly at Page, “the chair is the
porch of the house.”
“And here,” shouted Monsieur
Gerardy, glaring at him and slamming down another
chair, “is a rustic bench and practicable table
set for breakfast.”
Page began to giggle behind her play-book.
Gerardy, his nostrils expanded, gave her his back.
The older people, who were not to take part Jadwin,
the Cresslers, and Aunt Wess’ retired
to a far corner, Mrs. Cressler declaring that they
would constitute the audience.
“On stage,” vociferated
Monsieur Gerardy, perspiring from his exertions with
the furniture. “‘Marion enters, timid and
hesitating, L. C.’ Come, who’s Marion?
Mademoiselle Gretry, if you please, and for the love
of God remember your crossings. Sh! sh!”
he cried, waving his arms at the others. “A
little silence if you please. Now, Marion.”
Isabel Gretry, holding her play-book
at her side, one finger marking the place, essayed
an entrance with the words:
“‘Ah, the old home once
more. See the clambering roses have ’”
But Monsieur Gerardy, suddenly compressing
his lips as if in a heroic effort to repress his emotion,
flung himself into a chair, turning his back and crossing
his legs violently. Miss Gretry stopped, very
much disturbed, gazing perplexedly at the coach’s
heaving shoulders.
There was a strained silence, then:
“Isn’t isn’t that right?”
As if with the words she had touched
a spring, Monsieur Gerardy bounded to his feet.
“Grand God! Is that left-centre
where you have made the entrance? In fine, I
ask you a little is that left-centre?
You have come in by the rustic bench and practicable
table set for breakfast. A fine sight on the
night of the performance that. Marion climbs over
the rustic breakfast and practicable over
the rustic bench and practicable table, ha, ha, to
make the entrance.” Still holding the play-book,
he clapped hands with elaborate sarcasm. “Ah,
yes, good business that. That will bring down
the house.”
Meanwhile the Gretry girl turned again from left-centre.
“‘Ah, the old home again. See ’”
“Stop!” thundered Monsieur
Gerardy. “Is that what you call timid and
hesitating? Once more, those lines.... No,
no. It is not it at all. More of slowness,
more of Here, watch me.”
He made the entrance with laborious
exaggeration of effect, dragging one foot after another,
clutching at the palings of an imaginary fence, while
pitching his voice at a feeble falsetto, he quavered:
“‘Ah! The old home ah
... once more. See ’ like that,”
he cried, straightening up. “Now then.
We try that entrance again. Don’t come on
too quick after the curtain. Attention. I
clap my hands for the curtain, and count three.”
He backed away and, tucking the play-book under his
arm, struck his palms together. “Now, one two three.”
But this time Isabel Gretry, in remembering
her “business,” confused her stage directions
once more.
“‘Ah, the old home ’”
“Left-centre,” interrupted
the coach, in a tone of long-suffering patience.
She paused bewildered, and believing
that she had spoken her lines too abruptly, began
again:
“‘See, the clambering ’”
“Left-centre.”
“‘Ah, the old home ’”
Monsieur Gerardy settled himself deliberately
in his chair and resting his head upon one hand closed
his eyes. His manner was that of Galileo under
torture declaring “still it moves.”
“Left-centre.”
“Oh oh, yes. I forgot.”
Monsieur Gerardy apostrophized the chandelier with
mirthless humour.
“Oh, ha, ha! She forgot.”
Still another time Marion tried the
entrance, and, as she came on, Monsieur Gerardy made
vigorous signals to Page, exclaiming in a hoarse whisper:
“Lady Mary, ready. In a minute you come
on. Remember the cue.”
Meanwhile Marion had continued:
“‘See the clambering vines ’”
“Roses.”
“‘The clambering rose vines ’”
“Roses, pure and simple.”
“‘See! The clambering roses, pure
and ’”
“Mademoiselle Gretry, will you
do me the extreme obligation to bound yourself by
the lines of the book?”
“I thought you said ”
“Go on, go on, go on! Is
it God-possible to be thus stupid? Lady Mary,
ready.”
“’See, the clambering
roses have wrapped the old stones in a loving embrace.
The birds build in the same old nests ’”
“Well, well, Lady Mary, where are you?
You enter from the porch.”
“I’m waiting for my cue,”
protested Page. “My cue is: ’Are
there none that will remember me.’”
“Say,” whispered Landry,
coming up behind Page, “it would look bully if
you could come out leading a greyhound.”
“Ah, so, Mademoiselle Gretry,”
cried Monsieur Gerardy, “you left out the cue.”
He became painfully polite. “Give the speech
once more, if you please.”
“A dog would look bully on the
stage,” whispered Landry. “And I know
where I could get one.”
“Where?”
“A friend of mine. He’s got a beauty,
blue grey ”
They become suddenly aware of a portentous
silence The coach, his arms folded, was gazing at
Page with tightened lips.
“‘None who will remember
me,’” he burst out at last. “Three
times she gave it.”
Page hurried upon the scene with the words:
“‘Ah, another glorious
morning. The vines are drenched in dew.’”
Then, raising her voice and turning toward the “house,”
“‘Arthur.’”
“‘Arthur,’”
warned the coach. “That’s you.
Mr. Corthell. Ready. Well then, Mademoiselle
Gretry, you have something to say there.”
“I can’t say it,”
murmured the Gretry girl, her handkerchief to her
face.
“What now? Continue.
Your lines are ’I must not be seen here.
It would betray all,’ then conceal yourself
in the arbor. Continue. Speak the line.
It is the cue of Arthur.”
“I can’t,” mumbled the girl behind
her handkerchief.
“Can’t? Why, then?”
“I I have the nose-bleed.”
Upon the instant Monsieur Gerardy
quite lost his temper. He turned away, one hand
to his head, rolling his eyes as if in mute appeal
to heaven, then, whirling about, shook his play-book
at the unfortunate Marion, crying out furiously:
“Ah, it lacked but that.
You ought to understand at last, that when one rehearses
for a play one does not have the nose-bleed. It
is not decent.”
Miss Gretry retired precipitately,
and Laura came forward to say that she would read
Marion’s lines.
“No, no!” cried Monsieur
Gerardy. “You ah, if they were
all like you! You are obliging, but it does not
suffice. I am insulted.”
The others, astonished, gathered about
the “coach.” They laboured to explain.
Miss Gretry had intended no slight. In fact she
was often taken that way; she was excited, nervous.
But Monsieur Gerardy was not to be placated.
Ah, no! He knew what was due a gentleman.
He closed his eyes and raised his eyebrows to his
very hair, murmuring superbly that he was offended.
He had but one phrase in answer to all their explanations:
“One does not permit one’s
self to bleed at the nose during rehearsal.”
Laura began to feel a certain resentment.
The unfortunate Gretry girl had gone away in tears.
What with the embarrassment of the wrong gown, the
brow-beating, and the nose-bleed, she was not far from
hysterics. She had retired to the dining-room
with Mrs. Cressler and from time to time the sounds
of her distress made themselves heard. Laura believed
it quite time to interfere. After all, who was
this Gerardy person, to give himself such airs?
Poor Miss Gretry was to blame for nothing. She
fixed the little Frenchman with a direct glance, and
Page, who caught a glimpse of her face, recognised
“the grand manner,” and whispered to Landry:
“He’d better look out;
he’s gone just about as far as Laura will allow.”
“It is not convenient,”
vociferated the “coach.” “It
is not permissible. I am offended.”
“Monsieur Gerardy,” said
Laura, “we will say nothing more about it, if
you please.”
There was a silence. Monsieur
Gerardy had pretended not to hear. He breathed
loud through his nose, and Page hastened to observe
that anyhow Marion was not on in the next scenes.
Then abruptly, and resuming his normal expression,
Monsieur Gerardy said:
“Let us proceed. It advances
nothing to lose time. Come. Lady Mary and
Arthur, ready.”
The rehearsal continued. Laura,
who did not come on during the act, went back to her
chair in the corner of the room.
But the original group had been broken
up. Mrs. Cressler was in the dining-room with
the Gretry girl, while Jadwin, Aunt Wess’, and
Cressler himself were deep in a discussion of mind-reading
and spiritualism.
As Laura came up, Jadwin detached
himself from the others and met her.
“Poor Miss Gretry!” he
observed. “Always the square peg in the
round hole. I’ve sent out for some smelling
salts.”
It seemed to Laura that the capitalist
was especially well-looking on this particular evening.
He never dressed with the “smartness” of
Sheldon Corthell or Landry Court, but in some way she
did not expect that he should. His clothes were
not what she was aware were called “stylish,”
but she had had enough experience with her own tailor-made
gowns to know that the material was the very best that
money could buy. The apparent absence of any
padding in the broad shoulders of the frock coat he
wore, to her mind, more than compensated for the “ready-made”
scarf, and if the white waistcoat was not fashionably
cut, she knew that she had never been able
to afford a pique skirt of just that particular grade.
“Suppose we go into the reception-room,”
he observed abruptly. “Charlie bought a
new clock last week that’s a marvel. You
ought to see it.”
“No,” she answered.
“I am quite comfortable here, and I want to see
how Page does in this act.”
“I am afraid, Miss Dearborn,”
he continued, as they found their places, “that
you did not have a very good time Sunday afternoon.”
He referred to the Easter festival
at his mission school. Laura had left rather
early, alleging neuralgia and a dinner engagement.
“Why, yes I did,” she
replied. “Only, to tell the truth, my head
ached a little.” She was ashamed that she
did not altogether delight in her remembrance of Jadwin
on that afternoon. He had “addressed”
the school, with earnestness it was true, but in a
strain decidedly conventional. And the picture
he made leading the singing, beating time with the
hymn-book, and between the verses declaring that “he
wanted to hear everyone’s voice in the next
verse,” did not appeal very forcibly to her
imagination. She fancied Sheldon Corthell doing
these things, and could not forbear to smile.
She had to admit, despite the protests of conscience,
that she did prefer the studio to the Sunday-school.
“Oh,” remarked Jadwin,
“I’m sorry to hear you had a headache.
I suppose my little micks” (he invariably spoke
of his mission children thus) “do make more
noise than music.”
“I found them very interesting.”
“No, excuse me, but I’m
afraid you didn’t. My little micks are not
interesting to look at nor to listen to.
But I, kind of well, I don’t know,”
he began pulling his mustache. “It seems
to suit me to get down there and get hold of these
people. You know Moody put me up to it. He
was here about five years ago, and I went to one of
his big meetings, and then to all of them. And
I met the fellow, too, and I tell you, Miss Dearborn,
he stirred me all up. I didn’t “get
religion.” No, nothing like that.
But I got a notion it was time to be up and doing,
and I figured it out that business principles were
as good in religion as they are well, in
La Salle Street, and that if the church people the
men I mean put as much energy, and shrewdness,
and competitive spirit into the saving of souls as
they did into the saving of dollars that we might
get somewhere. And so I took hold of a half dozen
broken-down, bankrupt Sunday-school concerns over here
on Archer Avenue that were fighting each other all
the time, and amalgamated them all a regular
trust, just as if they were iron foundries and
turned the incompetents out and put my subordinates
in, and put the thing on a business basis, and by
now, I’ll venture to say, there’s not a
better organised Sunday-school in all Chicago, and
I’ll bet if D. L. Moody were here to-day he’d
say, ’Jadwin, well done, thou good and faithful
servant.’”
“I haven’t a doubt of
it, Mr. Jadwin,” Laura hastened to exclaim.
“And you must not think that I don’t believe
you are doing a splendid work.”
“Well, it suits me,” he
repeated. “I like my little micks, and now
and then I have a chance to get hold of the kind that
it pays to push along. About four months ago
I came across a boy in the Bible class; I guess he’s
about sixteen; name is Bradley Billy Bradley,
father a confirmed drunk, mother takes in washing,
sister we won’t speak about; and
he seemed to be bright and willing to work, and I gave
him a job in my agent’s office, just directing
envelopes. Well, Miss Dearborn, that boy has
a desk of his own now, and the agent tells me he’s
one of the very best men he’s got. He does
his work so well that I’ve been able to discharge
two other fellows who sat around and watched the clock
for lunch hour, and Bradley does their work now better
and quicker than they did, and saves me twenty dollars
a week; that’s a thousand a year. So much
for a business like Sunday-school; so much for taking
a good aim when you cast your bread upon the waters.
The last time I saw Moody I said, ’Moody, my
motto is “not slothful in business, fervent in
spirit, praising the Lord."’ I remember we were
out driving at the time, I took him out behind Lizella she’s
almost straight Wilkes’ blood and can trot in
two-ten, but you can believe he didn’t know
that and, as I say, I told him what my motto
was, and he said, ’J., good for you; you keep
to that. There’s no better motto in the
world for the American man of business.’
He shook my hand when he said it, and I haven’t
ever forgotten it.”
Not a little embarrassed, Laura was
at a loss just what to say, and in the end remarked
lamely enough:
“I am sure it is the right spirit the
best motto.”
“Miss Dearborn,” Jadwin
began again suddenly, “why don’t you take
a class down there. The little micks aren’t
so dreadful when you get to know them.”
“I!” exclaimed Laura,
rather blankly. She shook her head. “Oh,
no, Mr. Jadwin. I should be only an encumbrance.
Don’t misunderstand me. I approve of the
work with all my heart, but I am not fitted I
feel no call. I should be so inapt that I know
I should do no good. My training has been so
different, you know,” she said, smiling.
“I am an Episcopalian ’of the
straightest sect of the Pharisees.’ I should
be teaching your little micks all about the meaning
of candles, and ‘Eastings,’ and the absolution
and remission of sins.”
“I wouldn’t care if you
did,” he answered. “It’s the
indirect influence I’m thinking of the
indirect influence that a beautiful, pure-hearted,
noble-minded woman spreads around her wherever she
goes. I know what it has done for me. And
I know that not only my little micks, but every teacher
and every superintendent in that school would be inspired,
and stimulated, and born again so soon as ever you
set foot in the building. Men need good women,
Miss Dearborn. Men who are doing the work of
the world. I believe in women as I believe in
Christ. But I don’t believe they were made any
more than Christ was to cultivate beyond
a certain point their own souls, and refine
their own minds, and live in a sort of warmed-over,
dilettante, stained-glass world of seclusion and exclusion.
No, sir, that won’t do for the United States
and the men who are making them the greatest nation
of the world. The men have got all the get-up-and-get
they want, but they need the women to point them straight,
and to show them how to lead that other kind of life
that isn’t all grind. Since I’ve known
you, Miss Dearborn, I’ve just begun to wake
up to the fact that there is that other kind, but
I can’t lead that life without you. There’s
no kind of life that’s worth anything to me
now that don’t include you. I don’t
need to tell you that I want you to marry me.
You know that by now, I guess, without any words from
me. I love you, and I love you as a man, not
as a boy, seriously and earnestly. I can give
you no idea how seriously, how earnestly. I want
you to be my wife. Laura, my dear girl, I know
I could make you happy.”
“It isn’t,” answered
Laura slowly, perceiving as he paused that he expected
her to say something, “much a question of that.”
“What is it, then? I won’t
make a scene. Don’t you love me? Don’t
you think, my girl, you could ever love me?”
Laura hesitated a long moment.
She had taken the rose from her shoulder, and plucking
the petals one by one, put them delicately between
her teeth. From the other end of the room came
the clamorous exhortations of Monsieur Gerardy.
Mrs. Cressler and the Gretry girl watched the progress
of the rehearsal attentively from the doorway of the
dining-room. Aunt Wess’ and Mr. Cressler
were discussing psychic research and séances, on the
sofa on the other side of the room. After a while
Laura spoke.
“It isn’t that either,”
she said, choosing her words carefully.
“What is it, then?”
“I don’t know exactly.
For one thing, I don’t think I want to
be married, Mr. Jadwin to anybody.”
“I would wait for you.”
“Or to be engaged.”
“But the day must come, sooner
or later, when you must be both engaged and married.
You must ask yourself some time if you love
the man who wishes to be your husband. Why not
ask yourself now?”
“I do,” she answered. “I do
ask myself. I have asked myself.”
“Well, what do you decide?”
“That I don’t know.”
“Don’t you think you would
love me in time? Laura, I am sure you would.
I would make you.”
“I don’t know. I
suppose that is a stupid answer. But it is, if
I am to be honest, and I am trying very hard to be
honest with you and with myself the
only one I have. I am happy just as I am.
I like you and Mr. Cressler and Mr. Corthell everybody.
But, Mr. Jadwin” she looked him full
in the face, her dark eyes full of gravity “with
a woman it is so serious to be married.
More so than any man ever understood. And, oh,
one must be so sure, so sure. And I am not sure
now. I am not sure now. Even if I were sure
of you, I could not say I was sure of myself.
Now and then I tell myself, and even poor, dear Aunt
Wess’, that I shall never love anybody, that
I shall never marry. But I should be bitterly
sorry if I thought that was true. It is one of
the greatest happinesses to which I look forward,
that some day I shall love some one with all my heart
and soul, and shall be a true wife, and find my husband’s
love for me the sweetest thing in my life. But
I am sure that that day has not come yet.”
“And when it does come,” he urged, “may
I be the first to know?”
She smiled a little gravely.
“Ah,” she answered, “I
would not know myself that that day had come until
I woke to the fact that I loved the man who had asked
me to be his wife, and then it might be too late for
you.”
“But now, at least,” he persisted, “you
love no one.”
“Now,” she repeated, “I love no
one.”
“And I may take such encouragement in that as
I can?”
And then, suddenly, capriciously even,
Laura, an inexplicable spirit of inconsistency besetting
her, was a very different woman from the one who an
instant before had spoken so gravely of the seriousness
of marriage. She hesitated a moment before answering
Jadwin, her head on one side, looking at the rose
leaf between her fingers. In a low voice she
said at last:
“If you like.”
But before Jadwin could reply, Cressler
and Aunt Wess’ who had been telling each other
of their “experiences,” of their “premonitions,”
of the unaccountable things that had happened to them,
at length included the others in their conversation.
“J.,” remarked Cressler,
“did anything funny ever happen to you warnings,
presentiments, that sort of thing? Mrs. Wessels
and I have been talking spiritualism. Laura,
have you ever had any ’experiences’?”
She shook her head.
“No, no. I am too material, I am afraid.”
“How about you, ’J.’?”
“Nothing much, except that I
believe in ’luck’ a little.
The other day I flipped a coin in Gretry’s office.
If it fell heads I was to sell wheat short, and somehow
I knew all the time that the coin would fall heads and
so it did.”
“And you made a great deal of
money,” said Laura. “I know.
Mr. Court was telling me. That was splendid.”
“That was deplorable, Laura,”
said Cressler, gravely. “I hope some day,”
he continued, “we can all of us get hold of this
man and make him solemnly promise never to gamble
in wheat again.”
Laura stared. To her mind the
word “gambling” had always been suspect.
It had a bad sound; it seemed to be associated with
depravity of the baser sort.
“Gambling!” she murmured.
“They call it buying and selling,”
he went on, “down there in La Salle Street.
But it is simply betting. Betting on the condition
of the market weeks, even months, in advance.
You bet wheat goes up. I bet it goes down.
Those fellows in the Pit don’t own the wheat;
never even see it. Wou’dn’t know
what to do with it if they had it. They don’t
care in the least about the grain. But there
are thousands upon thousands of farmers out here in
Iowa and Kansas or Dakota who do, and hundreds of
thousand of poor devils in Europe who care even more
than the farmer. I mean the fellows who raise
the grain, and the other fellows who eat it.
It’s life or death for either of them. And
right between these two comes the Chicago speculator,
who raises or lowers the price out of all reason,
for the benefit of his pocket. You see Laura,
here is what I mean.” Cressler had suddenly
become very earnest. Absorbed, interested, Laura
listened intently. “Here is what I mean,”
pursued Cressler. “It’s like this:
If we send the price of wheat down too far, the farmer
suffers, the fellow who raises it if we send it up
too far, the poor man in Europe suffers, the fellow
who eats it. And food to the peasant on the continent
is bread not meat or potatoes, as it is
with us. The only way to do so that neither the
American farmer nor the European peasant suffers,
is to keep wheat at an average, legitimate value.
The moment you inflate or depress that, somebody suffers
right away. And that is just what these gamblers
are doing all the time, booming it up or booming it
down. Think of it, the food of hundreds and hundreds
of thousands of people just at the mercy of a few
men down there on the Board of Trade. They make
the price. They say just how much the peasant
shall pay for his loaf of bread. If he can’t
pay the price he simply starves. And as for the
farmer, why it’s ludicrous. If I build a
house and offer it for sale, I put my own price on
it, and if the price offered don’t suit me I
don’t sell. But if I go out here in Iowa
and raise a crop of wheat, I’ve got to sell
it, whether I want to or not at the figure named by
some fellows in Chicago. And to make themselves
rich, they may make me sell it at a price that bankrupts
me.”
Laura nodded. She was intensely
interested. A whole new order of things was being
disclosed, and for the first time in her life she looked
into the workings of political economy.
“Oh, that’s only one side
of it,” Cressler went on, heedless of Jadwin’s
good-humoured protests. “Yes, I know I am
a crank on speculating. I’m going to preach
a little if you’ll let me. I’ve been
a speculator myself, and a ruined one at that, and
I know what I am talking about. Here is what
I was going to say. These fellows themselves,
the gamblers well, call them speculators,
if you like. Oh, the fine, promising manly young
men I’ve seen wrecked absolutely and
hopelessly wrecked and ruined by speculation!
It’s as easy to get into as going across the
street. They make three hundred, five hundred,
yes, even a thousand dollars sometimes in a couple
of hours, without so much as raising a finger.
Think what that means to a boy of twenty-five who’s
doing clerk work at seventy-five a month. Why,
it would take him maybe ten years to save a thousand,
and here he’s made it in a single morning.
Think you can keep him out of speculation then?
First thing you know he’s thrown up his honest,
humdrum position oh, I’ve seen it
hundreds of times and takes to hanging round
the customers’ rooms down there on La Salle
Street, and he makes a little, and makes a little
more, and finally he is so far in that he can’t
pull out, and then some billionaire fellow, who has
the market in the palm of his hand, tightens one finger,
and our young man is ruined, body and mind. He’s
lost the taste, the very capacity for legitimate business,
and he stays on hanging round the Board till he gets
to be all of a sudden an old
man. And then some day some one says, ‘Why,
where’s So-and-so?’ and you wake up to
the fact that the young fellow has simply disappeared lost.
I tell you the fascination of this Pit gambling is
something no one who hasn’t experienced it can
have the faintest conception of. I believe it’s
worse than liquor, worse than morphine. Once you
get into it, it grips you and draws you and draws
you, and the nearer you get to the end the easier
it seems to win, till all of a sudden, ah! there’s
the whirlpool.... ‘J.,’ keep away
from it, my boy.”
Jadwin laughed, and leaning over,
put his fingers upon Cressler’s breast, as though
turning off a switch.
“Now, Miss Dearborn,”
he announced, “we’ve shut him off.
Charlie means all right, but now and then some one
brushes against him and opens that switch.”
Cressler, good-humouredly laughed
with the others, but Laura’s smile was perfunctory
and her eyes were grave. But there was a diversion.
While the others had been talking the rehearsal had
proceeded, and now Page beckoned to Laura from the
far end of the parlor, calling out:
“Laura ’Beatrice,’ it’s
the third act. You are wanted.”
“Oh, I must run,” exclaimed
Laura, catching up her play-book. “Poor
Monsieur Gerardy we must be a trial to him.”
She hurried across the room, where
the coach was disposing the furniture for the scene,
consulting the stage directions in his book:
“Here the kitchen table, here
the old-fashioned writing-desk, here the armoire with
practicable doors, here the window. Soh!
Who is on? Ah, the young lady of the sick nose,
‘Marion.’ She is discovered knitting.
And then the duchess later. That’s
you Mademoiselle Dearborn. You interrupt you
remember. But then you, ah, you always are right.
If they were all like you. Very well, we begin.”
Creditably enough the Gretry girl
read her part, Monsieur Gerardy interrupting to indicate
the crossings and business. Then at her cue,
Laura, who was to play the rôle of the duchess, entered
with the words:
“I beg your pardon, but the
door stood open. May I come in?”
Monsieur Gerardy murmured:
“Elle est vraiment superbe.”
Laura to the very life, to every little
trick of carriage and manner was the high-born gentlewoman
visiting the home of a dependent. Nothing could
have been more dignified, more gracious, more gracefully
condescending than her poise. She dramatised not
only her rôle, but the whole of her surroundings.
The interior of the little cottage seemed to define
itself with almost visible distinctness the moment
she set foot upon the scene.
Gerardy tiptoed from group to group, whispering:
“Eh? Very fine, our duchess. She would
do well professionally.”
But Mrs. Wessels was not altogether
convinced. Her eyes following her niece, she
said to Corthell:
“It’s Laura’s ‘grand
manner.’ My word, I know her in that
part. That’s the way she is when she comes
down to the parlor of an evening, and Page introduces
her to one of her young men.”
“I nearly die,” protested
Page, beginning to laugh. “Of course it’s
very natural I should want my friends to like my sister.
And Laura comes in as though she were walking on eggs,
and gets their names wrong, as though it didn’t
much matter, and calls them Pinky when their name
is Pinckney, and don’t listen to what they say,
till I want to sink right through the floor with mortification.”
In haphazard fashion the rehearsal
wore to a close. Monsieur Gerardy stormed and
fretted and insisted upon repeating certain scenes
over and over again. By ten o’clock the
actors were quite worn out. A little supper was
served, and very soon afterward Laura made a move toward
departing. She was wondering who would see her
home, Landry, Jadwin, or Sheldon Corthell.
The day had been sunshiny, warm even,
but since nine o’clock the weather had changed
for the worse, and by now a heavy rain was falling.
Mrs. Cressler begged the two sisters and Mrs. Wessels
to stay at her house over night, but Laura refused.
Jadwin was suggesting to Cressler the appropriateness
of having the coupe brought around to take the sisters
home, when Corthell came up to Laura.
“I sent for a couple of hansoms
long since,” he said. “They are waiting
outside now.” And that seemed to settle
the question.
For all Jadwin’s perseverance,
the artist seemed for this time at least to
have the better of the situation.
As the good-bys were being said at
the front door Page remarked to Landry:
“You had better go with us as
far as the house, so that you can take one of our
umbrellas. You can get in with Aunt Wess’
and me. There’s plenty of room. You
can’t go home in this storm without an umbrella.”
Landry at first refused, haughtily.
He might be too poor to parade a lot of hansom cabs
around, but he was too proud, to say the least, to
ride in ’em when some one else paid.
Page scolded him roundly. What
next? The idea. He was not to be so completely
silly. She didn’t propose to have the responsibility
of his catching pneumonia just for the sake of a quibble.
“Some people,” she declared,
“never seemed to be able to find out that they
are grown up.”
“Very well,” he announced,
“I’ll go if I can tip the driver a dollar.”
Page compressed her lips.
“The man that can afford dollar
tips,” she said, “can afford to hire the
cab in the first place.”
“Seventy-five cents, then,”
he declared resolutely. “Not a cent less.
I should feel humiliated with any less.”
“Will you please take me down
to the cab, Landry Court?” she cried. And
without further comment Landry obeyed.
“Now, Miss Dearborn, if you
are ready,” exclaimed Corthell, as he came up.
He held the umbrella over her head, allowing his shoulders
to get the drippings.
They cried good-by again all around,
and the artist guided her down the slippery steps.
He handed her carefully into the hansom, and following,
drew down the glasses.
Laura settled herself comfortably
far back in her corner, adjusting her skirts and murmuring:
“Such a wet night. Who
would have thought it was going to rain? I was
afraid you were not coming at first,” she added.
“At dinner Mrs. Cressler said you had an important
committee meeting something to do with
the Art Institute, the award of prizes; was that it?”
“Oh, yes,” he answered,
indifferently, “something of the sort was on.
I suppose it was important for the Institute.
But for me there is only one thing of importance nowadays,”
he spoke with a studied carelessness, as though announcing
a fact that Laura must know already, “and that
is, to be near you. It is astonishing. You
have no idea of it, how I have ordered my whole life
according to that idea.”
“As though you expected me to
believe that,” she answered.
In her other lovers she knew her words
would have provoked vehement protestation. But
for her it was part of the charm of Corthell’s
attitude that he never did or said the expected, the
ordinary. Just now he seemed more interested
in the effect of his love for Laura upon himself than
in the manner of her reception of it.
“It is curious,” he continued.
“I am no longer a boy. I have no enthusiasms.
I have known many women, and I have seen enough of
what the crowd calls love to know how futile it is,
how empty, a vanity of vanities. I had imagined
that the poets were wrong, were idealists, seeing
the things that should be rather than the things that
were. And then,” suddenly he drew a deep
breath: “this happiness; and to me.
And the miracle, the wonderful is there all
at once in my heart, in my very hand, like
a mysterious, beautiful exotic. The poets are
wrong,” he added. “They have not been
idealists enough. I wish ah, well,
never mind.”
“What is it that you wish?”
she asked, as he broke off suddenly. Laura knew
even before she spoke that it would have been better
not to have prompted him to continue. Intuitively
she had something more than a suspicion that he had
led her on to say these very words. And in admitting
that she cared to have the conversation proceed upon
this footing, she realised that she was sheering towards
unequivocal coquetry. She saw the false move
now, knew that she had lowered her guard. On
all accounts it would have been more dignified to have
shown only a mild interest in what Corthell wished.
She realised that once more she had acted upon impulse,
and she even found time to wonder again how it was
that when with this man her impulses, and not her
reason prevailed so often. With Landry or with
Curtis Jadwin she was always calm, tranquilly self-possessed.
But Corthell seemed able to reach all that was impetuous,
all that was unreasoned in her nature. To Landry
she was more than anything else, an older sister, indulgent,
kind-hearted. With Jadwin she found that all the
serious, all the sincere, earnest side of her character
was apt to come to the front. But Corthell stirred
troublous, unknown deeps in her, certain undefined
trends of recklessness; and for so long as he held
her within his influence, she could not forget her
sex a single instant.
It dismayed her to have this strange
personality of hers, this other headstrong, impetuous
self, discovered to her. She hardly recognised
it. It made her a little afraid; and yet, wonder
of wonders, she could not altogether dislike it.
There was a certain fascination in resigning herself
for little instants to the dominion of this daring
stranger that was yet herself.
Meanwhile Corthell had answered her:
“I wish,” he said, “I
wish you could say something I hardly know
what something to me. So little would
be so much.”
“But what can I say?”
she protested. “I don’t know I what
can I say?”
“It must be yes or no for me,”
he broke out. “I can’t go on this
way.”
“But why not? Why not?”
exclaimed Laura. “Why must we terminate
anything? Why not let things go on just as they
are? We are quite happy as we are. There’s
never been a time of my life when I’ve been happier
than this last three or four months. I don’t
want to change anything. Ah, here we are.”
The hansom drew up in front of the
house. Aunt Wess’ and Page were already
inside. The maid stood in the vestibule in the
light that streamed from the half-open front door,
an umbrella in her hand. And as Laura alighted,
she heard Page’s voice calling from the front
hall that the others had umbrellas, that the maid
was not to wait.
The hansom splashed away, and Corthell
and Laura mounted the steps of the house.
“Won’t you come in?”
she said. “There is a fire in the library.”
But he said no, and for a few seconds
they stood under the vestibule light, talking.
Then Corthell, drawing off his right-hand glove, said:
“I suppose that I have my answer.
You do not wish for a change. I understand.
You wish to say by that, that you do not love me.
If you did love me as I love you, you would wish for
just that a change. You would be as
eager as I for that wonderful, wonderful change that
makes a new heaven and a new earth.”
This time Laura did not answer.
There was a moment’s silence. Then Corthell
said:
“Do you know, I think I shall go away.”
“Go away?”
“Yes, to New York. Possibly
to Paris. There is a new method of fusing glass
that I’ve promised myself long ago I would look
into. I don’t know that it interests me
much now. But I think I had better
go. At once, within the week. I’ve
not much heart in it; but it seems under
the circumstances to be appropriate.”
He held out his bared hand. Laura saw that he
was smiling.
“Well, Miss Dearborn good-by.”
“But why should you go?”
she cried, distressfully. “How perfectly ah,
don’t go,” she exclaimed, then in desperate
haste added: “It would be absolutely foolish.”
“Shall I stay?” he urged.
“Do you tell me to stay?”
“Of course I do,” she
answered. “It would break up the play your
going. It would spoil my part. You play opposite
me, you know. Please stay.”
“Shall I stay,” he asked,
“for the sake of your part? There is no
one else you would rather have?” He was smiling
straight into her eyes, and she guessed what he meant.
She smiled back at him, and the spirit
of daring never more awake in her, replied, as she
caught his eye:
“There is no one else I would rather have.”
Corthell caught her hand of a sudden.
“Laura,” he cried, “let
us end this fencing and quibbling once and for all.
Dear, dear girl, I love you with all the strength of
all the good in me. Let me be the best a man
can be to the woman he loves.”
Laura flashed a smile at him.
“If you can make me love you enough,”
she answered.
“And you think I can?” he exclaimed.
“You have my permission to try,” she said.
She hoped fervently that now, without
further words, he would leave her. It seemed
to her that it would be the most delicate chivalry
on his part having won this much to
push his advantage no further. She waited anxiously
for his next words. She began to fear that she
had trusted too much upon her assurance of his tact.
Corthell held out his hand again.
“It is good-night, then, not good-by.”
“It is good-night,” said Laura.
With the words he was gone, and Laura,
entering the house, shut the door behind her with
a long breath of satisfaction.
Page and Landry were still in the
library. Laura joined them, and for a few moments
the three stood before the fireplace talking about
the play. Page at length, at the first opportunity,
excused herself and went to bed. She made a great
show of leaving Landry and Laura alone, and managed
to convey the impression that she understood they were
anxious to be rid of her.
“Only remember,” she remarked
to Laura severely, “to lock up and turn out
the hall gas. Annie has gone to bed long ago.”
“I must dash along, too,”
declared Landry when Page was gone.
He buttoned his coat about his neck,
and Laura followed him out into the hall and found
an umbrella for him.
“You were beautiful to-night,”
he said, as he stood with his hand on the door knob.
“Beautiful. I could not keep my eyes off
of you, and I could not listen to anybody but you.
And now,” he declared, solemnly, “I will
see your eyes and hear your voice all the rest of the
night. I want to explain,” he added, “about
those hansoms about coming home with Miss
Page and Mrs. Wessels. Mr. Corthell those
were his hansoms, of course. But I wanted an
umbrella, and I gave the driver seventy-five cents.”
“Why of course, of course,”
said Laura, not quite divining what he was driving
at.
“I don’t want you to think
that I would be willing to put myself under obligations
to anybody.”
“Of course, Landry; I understand.”
He thrilled at once.
“Ah,” he cried, “you
don’t know what it means to me to look into the
eyes of a woman who really understands.”
Laura stared, wondering just what she had said.
“Will you turn this hall light
out for me, Landry?” she asked. “I
never can reach.”
He left the front door open and extinguished
the jet in its dull red globe. Promptly they
were involved in darkness.
“Good-night,” she said. “Isn’t
it dark?”
He stretched out his hand to take
hers, but instead his groping fingers touched her
waist. Suddenly Laura felt his arm clasp her.
Then all at once, before she had time to so much as
think of resistance, he had put both arms about her
and kissed her squarely on her cheek.
Then the front door closed, and she
was left abruptly alone, breathless, stunned, staring
wide-eyed into the darkness.
Her first sensation was one merely
of amazement. She put her hand quickly to her
cheek, first the palm and then the back, murmuring
confusedly:
“What? Why? why?”
Then she whirled about and ran up
the stairs, her silks clashing and fluttering about
her as she fled, gained her own room, and swung the
door violently shut behind her. She turned up
the lowered gas and, without knowing why, faced her
mirror at once, studying her reflection and watching
her hand as it all but scoured the offended cheek.
Then, suddenly, with an upward, uplifting
rush, her anger surged within her. She, Laura,
Miss Dearborn, who loved no man, who never conceded,
never capitulated, whose “grand manner”
was a thing proverbial, in all her pitch of pride,
in her own home, her own fortress, had been kissed,
like a school-girl, like a chambermaid, in the dark,
in a corner.
And by great heavens! Landry
Court. The boy whom she fancied she held in such
subjection, such profound respect. Landry Court
had dared, had dared to kiss her, to offer her this
wretchedly commonplace and petty affront, degrading
her to the level of a pretty waitress, making her
ridiculous.
She stood rigid, drawn to her full
height, in the centre of her bedroom, her fists tense
at her sides, her breath short, her eyes flashing,
her face aflame. From time to time her words,
half smothered, burst from her.
“What does he think I am? How dared he?
How dared he?”
All that she could say, any condemnation
she could formulate only made her position the more
absurd, the more humiliating. It had all been
said before by generations of shop-girls, school-girls,
and servants, in whose company the affront had ranged
her. Landry was to be told in effect that he
was never to presume to seek her acquaintance again.
Just as the enraged hussy of the street corners and
Sunday picnics shouted that the offender should “never
dare speak to her again as long as he lived.”
Never before had she been subjected to this kind of
indignity. And simultaneously with the assurance
she could hear the shrill voice of the drab of the
public balls proclaiming that she had “never
been kissed in all her life before.”
Of all slights, of all insults, it
was the one that robbed her of the very dignity she
should assume to rebuke it. The more vehemently
she resented it, the more laughable became the whole
affair.
But she would resent it, she would
resent it, and Landry Court should be driven to acknowledge
that the sorriest day of his life was the one on which
he had forgotten the respect in which he had pretended
to hold her. He had deceived her, then, all along.
Because she had foolishly relaxed
a little towards him, permitted a certain intimacy,
this was how he abused it. Ah, well, it would
teach her a lesson. Men were like that.
She might have known it would come to this. Wilfully
they chose to misunderstand, to take advantage of her
frankness, her good nature, her good comradeship.
She had been foolish all along, flirting yes,
that was the word for it flirting with Landry and
Corthell and Jadwin. No doubt they all compared
notes about her. Perhaps they had bet who first
should kiss her. Or, at least, there was not
one of them who would not kiss her if she gave him
a chance.
But if she, in any way, had been to
blame for what Landry had done, she would atone for
it. She had made herself too cheap, she had found
amusement in encouraging these men, in equivocating,
in coquetting with them. Now it was time to end
the whole business, to send each one of them to the
right-about with an unequivocal definite word.
She was a good girl, she told herself. She was,
in her heart, sincere; she was above the inexpensive
diversion of flirting. She had started wrong in
her new life, and it was time, high time, to begin
over again with a clean page to
show these men that they dared not presume to take
liberties with so much as the tip of her little finger.
So great was her agitation, so eager
her desire to act upon her resolve, that she could
not wait till morning. It was a physical impossibility
for her to remain under what she chose to believe
suspicion another hour. If there was any remotest
chance that her three lovers had permitted themselves
to misunderstand her, they were to be corrected at
once, were to be shown their place, and that without
mercy.
She called for the maid, Annie, whose
husband was the janitor of the house, and who slept
in the top story.
“If Henry hasn’t gone
to bed,” said Laura, “tell him to wait
up till I call him, or to sleep with his clothes on.
There is something I want him to do for me something
important.”
It was close upon midnight. Laura
turned back into her room, removed her hat and veil,
and tossed them, with her coat, upon the bed.
She lit another burner of the chandelier, and drew
a chair to her writing-desk between the windows.
Her first note was to Landry Court.
She wrote it almost with a single spurt of the pen,
and dated it carefully, so that he might know it had
been written immediately after he had left. Thus
it ran:
“Please do not try to see me
again at any time or under any circumstances.
I want you to understand, very clearly, that I do not
wish to continue our acquaintance.”
Her letter to Corthell was more difficult,
and it was not until she had rewritten it two or three
times that it read to her satisfaction.
“My dear Mr. Corthell,”
so it was worded, “you asked me to-night that
our fencing and quibbling be brought to an end.
I quite agree with you that it is desirable.
I spoke as I did before you left upon an impulse that
I shall never cease to regret. I do not wish you
to misunderstand me, nor to misinterpret my attitude
in any way. You asked me to be your wife, and,
very foolishly and wrongly, I gave you intentionally an
answer which might easily be construed into an encouragement.
Understand now that I do not wish you to try to make
me love you. I would find it extremely distasteful.
And, believe me, it would be quite hopeless.
I do not now, and never shall care for you as I should
care if I were to be your wife. I beseech you
that you will not, in any manner, refer again to this
subject. It would only distress and pain me.
“Cordially yours,
“LAURA DEARBORN.”
The letter to Curtis Jadwin was almost
to the same effect. But she found the writing
of it easier than the others. In addressing him
she felt herself grow a little more serious, a little
more dignified and calm. It ran as follows:
MY DEAR MR. JADWIN:
“When you asked me to become
your wife this evening, you deserved a straightforward
answer, and instead I replied in a spirit of capriciousness
and disingenuousness, which I now earnestly regret,
and which ask you to pardon and to ignore.
“I allowed myself to tell you
that you might find encouragement in my foolishly
spoken words. I am deeply sorry that I should
have so forgotten what was due to my own self-respect
and to your sincerity.
“If I have permitted myself
to convey to you the impression that I would ever
be willing to be your wife, let me hasten to correct
it. Whatever I said to you this evening, I must
answer now as I should have answered then truthfully
and unhesitatingly, no.
“This, I insist, must be the
last word between us upon this unfortunate subject,
if we are to continue, as I hope, very good friends.
“Cordially yours,
“LAURA DEARBORN.”
She sealed, stamped, and directed
the three envelopes, and glanced at the little leather-cased
travelling clock that stood on the top of her desk.
It was nearly two.
“I could not sleep, I could
not sleep,” she murmured, “if I did not
know they were on the way.”
In answer to the bell Henry appeared,
and Laura gave him the letters, with orders to mail
them at once in the nearest box.
When it was all over she sat down
again at her desk, and leaning an elbow upon it, covered
her eyes with her hand for a long moment. She
felt suddenly very tired, and when at last she lowered
her hand, her fingers were wet. But in the end
she grew calmer. She felt that, at all events,
she had vindicated herself, that her life would begin
again to-morrow with a clean page; and when at length
she fell asleep, it was to the dreamless unconsciousness
of an almost tranquil mind.
She slept late the next morning and
breakfasted in bed between ten and eleven. Then,
as the last vibrations of last night’s commotion
died away, a very natural curiosity began to assert
itself. She wondered how each of the three men
“would take it.” In spite of herself
she could not keep from wishing that she could be
by when they read their dismissals.
Towards the early part of the afternoon,
while Laura was in the library reading “Queen’s
Gardens,” the special delivery brought Landry
Court’s reply. It was one roulade of incoherence,
even in places blistered with tears. Landry protested,
implored, debased himself to the very dust. His
letter bristled with exclamation points, and ended
with a prolonged wail of distress and despair.
Quietly, and with a certain merciless
sense of pacification, Laura deliberately reduced
the letter to strips, burned it upon the hearth, and
went back to her Ruskin.
A little later, the afternoon being
fine, she determined to ride out to Lincoln Park,
not fifteen minutes from her home, to take a little
walk there, and to see how many new buds were out.
As she was leaving, Annie gave into
her hands a pasteboard box, just brought to the house
by a messenger boy.
The box was full of Jacqueminot roses,
to the stems of which a note from Corthell was tied.
He wrote but a single line:
“So it should have been ‘good-by’
after all.”
Laura had Annie put the roses in Page’s room.
“Tell Page she can have them;
I don’t want them. She can wear them to
her dance to-night,” she said.
While to herself she added:
“The little buds in the park will be prettier.”
She was gone from the house over two
hours, for she had elected to walk all the way home.
She came back flushed and buoyant from her exercise,
her cheeks cool with the Lake breeze, a young maple
leaf in one of the revers of her coat. Annie
let her in, murmuring:
“A gentleman called just after
you went out. I told him you were not at home,
but he said he would wait. He is in the library
now.”
“Who is he? Did he give his name?”
demanded Laura.
The maid handed her Curtis Jadwin’s card.