On that particular morning in April,
the trading around the Wheat Pit on the floor of the
Chicago Board of Trade began practically a full five
minutes ahead of the stroke of the gong; and the throng
of brokers and clerks that surged in and about the
Pit itself was so great that it overflowed and spread
out over the floor between the wheat and corn pits,
ousting the traders in oats from their traditional
ground. The market had closed the day before
with May wheat at ninety-eight and five-eighths, and
the Bulls had prophesied and promised that the magic
legend “Dollar wheat” would be on the Western
Union wires before another twenty-four hours.
The indications pointed to a lively
morning’s work. Never for an instant during
the past six weeks had the trading sagged or languished.
The air of the Pit was surcharged with a veritable
electricity; it had the effervescence of champagne,
or of a mountain-top at sunrise. It was buoyant,
thrilling.
The “Unknown Bull” was
to all appearance still in control; the whole market
hung upon his horns; and from time to time, one felt
the sudden upward thrust, powerful, tremendous, as
he flung the wheat up another notch. The “tailers” the
little Bulls were radiant. In the dark,
they hung hard by their unseen and mysterious friend
who daily, weekly, was making them richer. The
Bears were scarcely visible. The Great Bull in
a single superb rush had driven them nearly out of
the Pit. Growling, grumbling they had retreated,
and only at distance dared so much as to bare a claw.
Just the formidable lowering of the Great Bull’s
frontlet sufficed, so it seemed, to check their every
move of aggression or resistance. And all the
while, Liverpool, Paris, Odessa, and Buda-Pesth clamoured
ever louder and louder for the grain that meant food
to the crowded streets and barren farms of Europe.
A few moments before the opening Charles
Cressler was in the public room, in the southeast
corner of the building, where smoking was allowed,
finishing his morning’s cigar. But as he
heard the distant striking of the gong, and the roar
of the Pit as it began to get under way, with a prolonged
rumbling trepidation like the advancing of a great
flood, he threw his cigar away and stepped out from
the public room to the main floor, going on towards
the front windows. At the sample tables he filled
his pockets with wheat, and once at the windows raised
the sash and spread the pigeons’ breakfast on
the granite ledge.
While he was watching the confused
fluttering of flashing wings, that on the instant
filled the air in front of the window, he was all at
once surprised to hear a voice at his elbow, wishing
him good morning.
“Seem to know you, don’t they?”
Cressler turned about.
“Oh,” he said. “Hullo,
hullo yes, they know me all right.
Especially that red and white hen. She’s
got a lame wing since yesterday, and if I don’t
watch, the others would drive her off. The pouter
brute yonder, for instance. He’s a regular
pirate. Wants all the wheat himself. Don’t
ever seem to get enough.”
“Well,” observed the newcomer, laconically,
“there are others.”
The man who spoke was about forty
years of age. His name was Calvin Hardy Crookes.
He was very small and very slim. His hair was
yet dark, and his face smooth-shaven and
triangulated in shape, like a cat’s was
dark as well. The eyebrows were thin and black,
and the lips too were thin and were puckered a little,
like the mouth of a tight-shut sack. The face
was secretive, impassive, and cold.
The man himself was dressed like a
dandy. His coat and trousers were of the very
newest fashion. He wore a white waistcoat, drab
gaiters, a gold watch and chain, a jewelled scarf
pin, and a seal ring. From the top pocket of
his coat protruded the finger tips of a pair of unworn
red gloves.
“Yes,” continued Crookes,
unfolding a brand-new pocket handkerchief as he spoke.
“There are others who never know when
they’ve got enough wheat.”
“Oh, you mean the ‘Unknown Bull.’”
“I mean the unknown damned fool,” returned
Crookes placidly.
There was not a trace of the snob
about Charles Cressler. No one could be more
democratic. But at the same time, as this interview
proceeded, he could not fight down nor altogether
ignore a certain qualm of gratified vanity. Had
the matter risen to the realm of his consciousness,
he would have hated himself for this. But it went
no further than a vaguely felt increase of self-esteem.
He seemed to feel more important in his own eyes;
he would have liked to have his friends see him just
now talking with this man. “Crookes was
saying to-day ” he would observe
when next he met an acquaintance. For C. H. Crookes
was conceded to be the “biggest man” in
La Salle Street. Not even the growing importance
of the new and mysterious Bull could quite make the
market forget the Great Bear. Inactive during
all this trampling and goring in the Pit, there were
yet those who, even as they strove against the Bull,
cast uneasy glances over their shoulders, wondering
why the Bear did not come to the help of his own.
“Well, yes,” admitted
Cressler, combing his short beard, “yes, he is
a fool.”
The contrast between the two men was
extreme. Each was precisely what the other was
not. The one, long, angular, loose-jointed; the
other, tight, trim, small, and compact. The one
osseous, the other sleek; the one stoop-shouldered,
the other erect as a corporal of infantry.
But as Cressler was about to continue
Crookes put his chin in the air.
“Hark!” he said. “What’s
that?”
For from the direction of the Wheat
Pit had come a sudden and vehement renewal of tumult.
The traders as one man were roaring in chorus.
There were cheers; hats went up into the air.
On the floor by the lowest step two brokers, their
hands trumpet-wise to their mouths, shouted at top
voice to certain friends at a distance, while above
them, on the topmost step of the Pit, a half-dozen
others, their arms at fullest stretch, threw the hand
signals that interpreted the fluctuations in the price,
to their associates in the various parts of the building.
Again and again the cheers rose, violent hip-hip-hurrahs
and tigers, while from all corners and parts of the
floor men and boys came scurrying up. Visitors
in the gallery leaned eagerly upon the railing.
Over in the provision pit, trading ceased for the moment,
and all heads were turned towards the commotion of
the wheat traders.
“Ah,” commented Crookes, “they did
get it there at last.”
For the hand on the dial had suddenly
jumped another degree, and not a messenger boy, not
a porter not a janitor, none whose work or life brought
him in touch with the Board of Trade, that did not
feel the thrill. The news flashed out to the
world on a hundred telegraph wires; it was called
to a hundred offices across the telephone lines.
From every doorway, even, as it seemed, from every
window of the building, spreading thence all over
the city, the State, the Northwest, the entire nation,
sped the magic words, “Dollar wheat.”
Crookes turned to Cressler.
“Can you lunch with me to-day at
Kinsley’s? I’d like to have a talk
with you.”
And as soon as Cressler had accepted
the invitation, Crookes, with a succinct nod, turned
upon his heel and walked away.
At Kinsley’s that day, in a
private room on the second floor, Cressler met not
only Crookes, but his associate Sweeny, and another
gentleman by the name of Freye, the latter one of
his oldest and best-liked friends.
Sweeny was an Irishman, florid, flamboyant,
talkative, who spoke with a faint brogue, and who
tagged every observation, argument, or remark with
the phrase, “Do you understand me, gen’lemen?”
Freye, a German-American, was a quiet fellow, very
handsome, with black side whiskers and a humourous,
twinkling eye. The three were members of the
Board of Trade, and were always associated with the
Bear forces. Indeed, they could be said to be
its leaders. Between them, as Cressler afterwards
was accustomed to say, “They could have bought
pretty much all of the West Side.”
And during the course of the luncheon
these three, with a simplicity and a directness that
for the moment left Cressler breathless, announced
that they were preparing to drive the Unknown Bull
out of the Pit, and asked him to become one of the
clique.
Crookes, whom Cressler intuitively
singled out as the leader, did not so much as open
his mouth till Sweeny had talked himself breathless,
and all the preliminaries were out of the way.
Then he remarked, his eye as lifeless as the eye of
a fish, his voice as expressionless as the voice of
Fate itself:
“I don’t know who the
big Bull is, and I don’t care a curse. But
he don’t suit my book. I want him out of
the market. We’ve let him have his way
now for three or four months. We figured we’d
let him run to the dollar mark. The May option
closed this morning at a dollar and an eighth....
Now we take hold.
“But,” Cressler hastened
to object, “you forget I’m not
a speculator.”
Freye smiled, and tapped his friend on the arm.
“I guess, Charlie,” he
said, “that there won’t be much speculating
about this.”
“Why, gen’lemen,”
cried Sweeny, brandishing a fork, “we’re
going to sell him right out o’ the market, so
we are. Simply flood out the son-of-a-gun you
understand me, gen’lemen?”
Cressler shook his head.
“No,” he answered.
“No, you must count me out. I quit speculating
years ago. And, besides, to sell short on this
kind of market I don’t need to tell
you what you risk.”
“Risk hell!” muttered Crookes.
“Well, now, I’ll explain to you, Charlie,”
began Freye.
The other two withdrew a little from
the conversation. Crookes, as ever monosyllabic,
took himself on in a little while, and Sweeny, his
chair tipped back against the wall, his hands clasped
behind his head, listened to Freye explaining to Cressler
the plans of the proposed clique and the lines of
their attack.
He talked for nearly an hour and a
half, at the end of which time the lunch table was
one litter of papers letters, contracts,
warehouse receipts, tabulated statistics, and the
like.
“Well,” said Freye, at
length, “well, Charlie, do you see the game?
What do you think of it?”
“It’s about as ingenious
a scheme as I ever heard of, Billy,” answered
Cressler. “You can’t lose, with Crookes
back of it.”
“Well, then, we can count you in, hey?”
“Count nothing,” declared Cressler, stoutly.
“I don’t speculate.”
“But have you thought of this?”
urged Freye, and went over the entire proposition,
from a fresh point of view, winding up with the exclamation:
“Why, Charlie, we’re going to make our
everlasting fortunes.”
“I don’t want any everlasting
fortune, Billy Freye,” protested Cressler.
“Look here, Billy. You must remember I’m
a pretty old cock. You boys are all youngsters.
I’ve got a little money left and a little business,
and I want to grow old quiet-like. I had my fling,
you know, when you boys were in knickerbockers.
Now you let me keep out of all this. You get
some one else.”
“No, we’ll be jiggered
if we do,” exclaimed Sweeny. “Say,
are ye scared we can’t buy that trade journal?
Why, we have it in our pocket, so we have. D’ye
think Crookes, now, couldn’t make Bear sentiment
with the public, with just the lift o’ one forefinger?
Why, he owns most of the commercial columns of the
dailies already. D’ye think he couldn’t
swamp that market with sellin’ orders in the
shorter end o’ two days? D’ye think
we won’t all hold together, now? Is that
the bug in the butter? Sure, now, listen.
Let me tell you ”
“You can’t tell me anything
about this scheme that you’ve not told me before,”
declared Cressler. “You’ll win, of
course. Crookes & Co. are like Rothschild earthquakes
couldn’t budge ’em. But I promised
myself years ago to keep out of the speculative market,
and I mean to stick by it.”
“Oh, get on with you, Charlie,”
said Freye, good-humouredly, “you’re scared.”
“Of what,” asked Cressler,
“speculating? You bet I am, and when you’re
as old as I am, and have been through three panics,
and have known what it meant to have a corner bust
under you, you’ll be scared of speculating too.”
“But suppose we can prove to
you,” said Sweeny, all at once, “that
we’re not speculating that the other
fellow, this fool Bull is doing the speculating?”
“I’ll go into anything
in the way of legitimate trading,” answered
Cressler, getting up from the table. “You
convince me that your clique is not a speculative
clique, and I’ll come in. But I don’t
see how your deal can be anything else.”
“Will you meet us here to-morrow?”
asked Sweeny, as they got into their overcoats.
“It won’t do you any good,” persisted
Cressler.
“Well, will you meet us just
the same?” the other insisted. And in the
end Cressler accepted.
On the steps of the restaurant they
parted, and the two leaders watched Cressler’s
broad, stooped shoulders disappear down the street.
“He’s as good as in already,”
Sweeny declared. “I’ll fix him to-morrow.
Once a speculator, always a speculator. He was
the cock of the cow-yard in his day, and the thing
is in the blood. He gave himself clean, clean
away when he let out he was afraid o’ speculating.
You can’t be afraid of anything that ain’t
got a hold on you. Y’ understand me now?”
“Well,” observed Freye, “we’ve
got to get him in.”
“Talk to me about that now,”
Sweeny answered. “I’m new to some
parts o’ this scheme o’ yours yet.
Why is Crookes so keen on having him in? I’m
not so keen. We could get along without him.
He ain’t so god-awful rich, y’ know.”
“No, but he’s a solid,
conservative cash grain man,” answered Freye,
“who hasn’t been associated with speculating
for years. Crookes has got to have that element
in the clique before we can approach Stires & Co.
We may have to get a pile of money from them, and they’re
apt to be scary and cautious. Cressler being
in, do you see, gives the clique a substantial, conservative
character. You let Crookes manage it. He
knows his business.”
“Say,” exclaimed Sweeny,
an idea occurring to him, “I thought Crookes
was going to put us wise to-day. He must know
by now who the Big Bull is.”
“No doubt he does know,”
answered the other. “He’ll tell us
when he’s ready. But I think I could copper
the individual. There was a great big jag of
wheat sold to Liverpool a little while ago through
Gretry, Converse & Co., who’ve been acting for
Curtis Jadwin for a good many years.”
“Oh, Jadwin, hey? Hi! we’re
after big game now, I’m thinking.”
“But look here,” warned
Freye. “Here’s a point. Cressler
is not to know by the longest kind of chalk; anyhow
not until he’s so far in, he can’t pull
out. He and Jadwin are good friends, I’m
told. Hello, it’s raining a little.
Well, I’ve got to be moving. See you at
lunch to-morrow.”
As Cressler turned into La Salle Street
the light sprinkle of rain suddenly swelled to a deluge,
and he had barely time to dodge into the portico of
the Illinois Trust to escape a drenching. All
the passers-by close at hand were making for the same
shelter, and among these Cressler was surprised to
see Curtis Jadwin, who came running up the narrow
lane from the cafe entrance of the Grand Pacific Hotel.
“Hello! Hello, J.,”
he cried, when his friend came panting up the steps,
“as the whale said to Jonah, ‘Come in out
of the wet.’”
The two friends stood a moment under
the portico, their coat collars turned up, watching
the scurrying in the street.
“Well,” said Cressler,
at last, “I see we got ‘dollar wheat’
this morning.”
“Yes,” answered Jadwin, nodding, “‘dollar
wheat.’”
“I suppose,” went on Cressler,
“I suppose you are sorry, now that you’re
not in it any more.”
“Oh, no,” replied Jadwin,
nibbling off the end of a cigar. “No, I’m I’m
just as well out of it.”
“And it’s for good and all this time,
eh?”
“For good and all.”
“Well,” commented Cressler,
“some one else has begun where you left off,
I guess. This Unknown Bull, I mean. All the
boys are trying to find out who he is. Crookes,
though, was saying to me Cal Crookes, you
know he was saying he didn’t care
who he was. Crookes is out of the market, too,
I understand and means to keep out, he says,
till the Big Bull gets tired. Wonder who the
Big Bull is.”
“Oh, there isn’t any Big
Bull,” blustered Jadwin. “There’s
simply a lot of heavy buying, or maybe there might
be a ring of New York men operating through Gretry.
I don’t know; and I guess I’m like Crookes,
I don’t care now that I’m out
of the game. Real estate is too lively now to
think of anything else; keeps me on the keen jump early
and late. I tell you what, Charlie, this city
isn’t half grown yet. And do you know,
I’ve noticed another thing cities
grow to the westward. I’ve got a building
and loan association going, out in the suburbs on the
West Side, that’s a dandy. Well, looks
as though the rain had stopped. Remember me to
madam. So long, Charlie.”
On leaving Cressler Jadwin went on
to his offices in The Rookery, close at hand.
But he had no more than settled himself at his desk,
when he was called up on his telephone.
“Hello!” said a small,
dry transformation of Gretry’s voice. “Hello,
is that you, J.? Well, in the matter of that
cash wheat in Duluth, I’ve bought that for you.”
“All right,” answered
Jadwin, then he added, “I guess we had better
have a long talk now.”
“I was going to propose that,”
answered the broker. “Meet me this evening
at seven at the Grand Pacific. It’s just
as well that we’re not seen together nowadays.
Don’t ask for me. Go right into the smoking-room.
I’ll be there. And, by the way, I shall
expect a reply from Minneapolis about half-past five
this afternoon. I would like to be able to get
at you at once when that comes in. Can you wait
down for that?”
“Well, I was going home,”
objected Jadwin. “I wasn’t home to
dinner last night, and Mrs. Jadwin ”
“This is pretty important, you
know,” warned the broker. “And if
I call you up on your residence telephone, there’s
always the chance of somebody cutting in and overhearing
us.”
“Oh, very well, then,”
assented Jadwin. “I’ll call it a day.
I’ll get home for luncheon to-morrow. It
can’t be helped. By the way, I met Cressler
this afternoon, Sam, and he seemed sort of suspicious
of things, to me as though he had an inkling.”
“Better hang up,” came
back the broker’s voice. “Better hang
up, J. There’s big risk telephoning like this.
I’ll see you to-night. Good-by.”
And so it was that about half an hour
later Laura was called to the telephone in the library.
“Oh, not coming home at all
to-night?” she cried blankly in response to
Jadwin’s message.
“It’s just impossible, old girl,”
he answered.
“But why?” she insisted.
“Oh, business; this building and loan association
of mine.”
“Oh, I know it can’t be
that. Why don’t you let Mr. Gretry manage
your ”
But at this point Jadwin, the warning
of Gretry still fresh in his mind, interrupted quickly:
“I must hang up now, Laura.
Good-by. I’ll see you to-morrow noon and
explain it all to you. Good-by.... Laura....
Hello! ... Are you there yet? ... Hello,
hello!”
But Jadwin had heard in the receiver
the rattle and click as of a tiny door closing.
The receiver was silent and dead; and he knew that
his wife, disappointed and angry, had “hung
up” without saying good-by.
The days passed. Soon another
week had gone by. The wheat market steadied down
after the dollar mark was reached, and for a few days
a calmer period intervened. Down beneath the
surface, below the ebb and flow of the currents, the
great forces were silently at work reshaping the “situation.”
Millions of dollars were beginning to be set in motion
to govern the millions of bushels of wheat. At
the end of the third week of the month Freye reported
to Crookes that Cressler was “in,” and
promptly negotiations were opened between the clique
and the great banking house of the Stires. But
meanwhile Jadwin and Gretry, foreseeing no opposition,
realising the incalculable advantage that their knowledge
of the possibility of a “corner” gave them,
were, quietly enough, gathering in the grain.
As early as the end of March Jadwin, as incidental
to his contemplated corner of May wheat, had bought
up a full half of the small supply of cash wheat in
Duluth, Chicago, Liverpool and Paris some
twenty million bushels; and against this had sold
short an equal amount of the July option. Having
the actual wheat in hand he could not lose. If
wheat went up, his twenty million bushels were all
the more valuable; if it went down, he covered his
short sales at a profit. And all the while, steadily,
persistently, he bought May wheat, till Gretry’s
book showed him to be possessed of over twenty million
bushels of the grain deliverable for that month.
But all this took not only his every
minute of time, but his every thought, his every consideration.
He who had only so short a while before considered
the amount of five million bushels burdensome, demanding
careful attention, was now called upon to watch, govern,
and control the tremendous forces latent in a line
of forty million. At times he remembered the
Curtis Jadwin of the spring before his marriage, the
Curtis Jadwin who had sold a pitiful million on the
strength of the news of the French import duty, and
had considered the deal “big.” Well,
he was a different man since that time. Then he
had been suspicious of speculation, had feared it
even. Now he had discovered that there were in
him powers, capabilities, and a breadth of grasp hitherto
unsuspected. He could control the Chicago wheat
market, and the man who could do that might well call
himself “great,” without presumption.
He knew that he overtopped them all Gretry,
the Crookes gang, the arrogant, sneering Bears, all
the men of the world of the Board of Trade. He
was stronger, bigger, shrewder than them all.
A few days now would show, when they would all wake
to the fact that wheat, which they had promised to
deliver before they had it in hand, was not to be
got except from him and at whatever price
he chose to impose. He could exact from them
a hundred dollars a bushel if he chose, and they must
pay him the price or become bankrupts.
By now his mind was upon this one
great fact May Wheat continually.
It was with him the instant he woke in the morning.
It kept him company during his hasty breakfast; in
the rhythm of his horses’ hoofs, as the team
carried him down town he heard, “Wheat wheat wheat,
wheat wheat wheat.”
No sooner did he enter La Salle Street, than the roar
of traffic came to his ears as the roar of the torrent
of wheat which drove through Chicago from the Western
farms to the mills and bakeshops of Europe. There
at the foot of the street the torrent swirled once
upon itself, forty million strong, in the eddy which
he told himself he mastered. The afternoon waned,
night came on. The day’s business was to
be gone over; the morrow’s campaign was to be
planned; little, unexpected side issues, a score of
them, a hundred of them, cropped out from hour to
hour; new decisions had to be taken each minute.
At dinner time he left the office, and his horses carried
him home again, while again their hoofs upon the asphalt
beat out unceasingly the monotone of the one refrain,
“Wheat wheat wheat, wheat wheat wheat.”
At dinner table he could not eat. Between each
course he found himself going over the day’s
work, testing it, questioning himself, “Was
this rightly done?” “Was that particular
decision sound?” “Is there a loophole here?”
“Just what was the meaning of that despatch?”
After the meal the papers, contracts, statistics and
reports which he had brought with him in his Gladstone
bag were to be studied. As often as not Gretry
called, and the two, shut in the library, talked,
discussed, and planned till long after midnight.
Then at last, when he had shut the
front door upon his lieutenant and turned to face
the empty, silent house, came the moment’s reaction.
The tired brain flagged and drooped; exhaustion, like
a weight of lead, hung upon his heels. But somewhere
a hall clock struck, a single, booming note, like
a gong like the signal that would unchain
the tempest in the Pit to-morrow morning. Wheat wheat wheat,
wheat wheat wheat! Instantly
the jaded senses braced again, instantly the wearied
mind sprang to its post. He turned out the lights,
he locked the front door. Long since the great
house was asleep. In the cold, dim silence of
the earliest dawn Curtis Jadwin went to bed, only
to lie awake, staring up into the darkness, planning,
devising new measures, reviewing the day’s doings,
while the faint tides of blood behind the eardrums
murmured ceaselessly to the overdriven brain, “Wheat wheat wheat,
wheat wheat wheat. Forty
million bushels, forty million, forty million.”
Whole days now went by when he saw
his wife only at breakfast and at dinner. At
times she was angry, hurt, and grieved that he should
leave her so much alone. But there were moments
when she was sorry for him. She seemed to divine
that he was not all to blame.
What Laura thought he could only guess.
She no longer spoke of his absorption in business.
At times he thought he saw reproach and appeal in
her dark eyes, at times anger and a pride cruelly wounded.
A few months ago this would have touched him.
But now he all at once broke out vehemently:
“You think I am wilfully doing
this! You don’t know, you haven’t
a guess. I corner the wheat! Great heavens,
it is the wheat that has cornered me! The corner
made itself. I happened to stand between two
sets of circumstances, and they made me do what I’ve
done. I couldn’t get out of it now, with
all the good will in the world. Go to the theatre
to-night with you and the Cresslers? Why, old
girl, you might as well ask me to go to Jericho.
Let that Mr. Corthell take my place.”
And very naturally this is what was
done. The artist sent a great bunch of roses
to Mrs. Jadwin upon the receipt of her invitation,
and after the play had the party to supper in his
apartments, that overlooked the Lake Front. Supper
over, he escorted her, Mrs. Cressler, and Page back
to their respective homes.
By a coincidence that struck them
all as very amusing, he was the only man of the party.
At the last moment Page had received a telegram from
Landry. He was, it appeared, sick, and in bed.
The day’s work on the Board of Trade had quite
used him up for the moment, and his doctor forbade
him to stir out of doors. Mrs. Cressler explained
that Charlie had something on his mind these days,
that was making an old man of him.
“He don’t ever talk shop
with me,” she said. “I’m sure
he hasn’t been speculating, but he’s worried
and fidgety to beat all I ever saw, this last week;
and now this evening he had to take himself off to
meet some customer or other at the Palmer House.”
They dropped Mrs. Cressler at the
door of her home and then went on to the Jadwins’.
“I remember,” said Laura
to Corthell, “that once before the three of us
came home this way. Remember? It was the
night of the opera. That was the night I first
met Mr. Jadwin.”
“It was the night of the Helmick
failure,” said Page, seriously, “and the
office buildings were all lit up. See,”
she added, as they drove up to the house, “there’s
a light in the library, and it must be nearly one
o’clock. Mr. Jadwin is up yet.”
Laura fell suddenly silent. When
was it all going to end, and how? Night after
night her husband shut himself thus in the library,
and toiled on till early dawn. She enjoyed no
companionship with him. Her evenings were long,
her time hung with insupportable heaviness upon her
hands.
“Shall you be at home?”
inquired Corthell, as he held her hand a moment at
the door. “Shall you be at home to-morrow
evening? May I come and play to you again?”
“Yes, yes,” she answered.
“Yes, I shall be home. Yes, do come.”
Laura’s carriage drove the artist
back to his apartments. All the way he sat motionless
in his place, looking out of the window with unseeing
eyes. His cigarette went out. He drew another
from his case, but forgot to light it.
Thoughtful and abstracted he slowly
mounted the stairway the elevator having
stopped for the night to his studio, let
himself in, and, throwing aside his hat and coat,
sat down without lighting the gas in front of the
fireplace, where (the weather being even yet sharp)
an armful of logs smouldered on the flagstones.
His man, Evans, came from out an inner
room to ask if he wanted anything. Corthell got
out of his evening coat, and Evans brought him his
smoking-jacket and set the little table with its long
tin box of cigarettes and ash trays at his elbow.
Then he lit the tall lamp of corroded bronze, with
its heavy silk shade, that stood on a table in the
angle of the room, drew the curtains, put a fresh log
upon the fire, held the tiny silver alcohol burner
to Corthell while the latter lighted a fresh cigarette,
and then with a murmured “Good-night, sir,”
went out, closing the door with the precaution of a
depredator.
This suite of rooms, facing the Lake
Front, was what Corthell called “home,”
Whenever he went away, he left it exactly as it was,
in the charge of the faithful Evans; and no mater
how long he was absent, he never returned thither
without a sense of welcome and relief. Even now,
perplexed as he was, he was conscious of a feeling
of comfort and pleasure as he settled himself in his
chair.
The lamp threw a dull illumination
about the room. It was a picturesque apartment,
carefully planned. Not an object that had not
been chosen with care and the utmost discrimination.
The walls had been treated with copper leaf till they
produced a sombre, iridescent effect of green and
faint gold, that suggested the depth of a forest glade
shot through with the sunset. Shelves bearing
eighteenth-century books in seal brown tree calf Addison,
the “Spectator,” Junius and Racine, Rochefoucauld
and Pascal hung against it here and there. On
every hand the eye rested upon some small masterpiece
of art or workmanship. Now it was an antique
portrait bust of the days of decadent Rome, black
marble with a bronze tiara; now a framed page of a
fourteenth-century version of “Li Quatres Filz
d’Aymon,” with an illuminated letter of
miraculous workmanship; or a Renaissance gonfalon of
silk once white but now brown with age, yet in the
centre blazing with the escutcheon and quarterings
of a dead queen. Between the windows stood an
ivory statuette of the “Venus of the Heel,”
done in the days of the magnificent Lorenzo.
An original Cazin, and a chalk drawing by Baudry hung
against the wall close by together with a bronze tablet
by Saint Gaudens; while across the entire end of the
room opposite the fireplace, worked in the tapestry
of the best period of the northern French school,
Halcyone, her arms already blossoming into wings,
hovered over the dead body of Ceyx, his long hair
streaming like seaweed in the blue waters of the AEgean.
For a long time Corthell sat motionless,
looking into the fire. In an adjoining room a
clock chimed the half hour of one, and the artist
stirred, passing his long fingers across his eyes.
After a long while he rose, and going
to the fireplace, leaned an arm against the overhanging
shelf, and resting his forehead against it, remained
in that position, looking down at the smouldering logs.
“She is unhappy,” he murmured
at length. “It is not difficult to see
that.... Unhappy and lonely. Oh, fool, fool
to have left her when you might have stayed!
Oh, fool, fool, not to find the strength to leave
her now when you should not remain!”
The following evening Corthell called
upon Mrs. Jadwin. She was alone, as he usually
found her. He had brought a book of poems with
him, and instead of passing the evening in the art
gallery, as they had planned, he read aloud to her
from Rossetti. Nothing could have been more conventional
than their conversation, nothing more impersonal.
But on his way home one feature of their talk suddenly
occurred to him. It struck him as significant;
but of what he did not care to put into words.
Neither he nor Laura had once spoken of Jadwin throughout
the entire evening.
Little by little the companionship
grew. Corthell shut his eyes, his ears.
The thought of Laura, the recollection of their last
evening together, the anticipation of the next meeting
filled all his waking hours. He refused to think;
he resigned himself to the drift of the current.
Jadwin he rarely saw. But on those few occasions
when he and Laura’s husband met, he could detect
no lack of cordiality in the other’s greeting.
Once even Jadwin had remarked:
“I’m very glad you have
come to see Mrs. Jadwin, Corthell. I have to be
away so much these days, I’m afraid she would
be lonesome if it wasn’t for some one like you
to drop in now and then and talk art to her.”
By slow degrees the companionship
trended toward intimacy. At the various theatres
and concerts he was her escort. He called upon
her two or three times each week. At his studio
entertainments Laura was always present. How Corthell
asked himself did she regard the affair?
She gave him no sign; she never intimated that his
presence was otherwise than agreeable. Was this
tacit acquiescence of hers an encouragement?
Was she willing to afficher herself, as a married
woman, with a cavalier? Her married life was
intolerable, he was sure of that; her husband uncongenial.
He told himself that she detested him.
Once, however, this belief was rather
shocked by an unexpected and (to him) an inconsistent
reaction on Laura’s part. She had made an
engagement with him to spend an afternoon in the Art
Institute, looking over certain newly acquired canvases.
But upon calling for her an hour after luncheon he
was informed that Mrs. Jadwin was not at home.
When next she saw him she told him that she had spent
the entire day with her husband. They had taken
an early train and had gone up to Geneva Lake to look
over their country house, and to prepare for its opening,
later on in the spring. They had taken the decision
so unexpectedly that she had no time to tell him of
the change in her plans. Corthell wondered if
she had as a matter of fact forgotten
all about her appointment with him. He never
quite understood the incident, and afterwards asked
himself whether or no he could be so sure, after all,
of the estrangement between the husband and wife.
He guessed it to be possible that on this occasion
Jadwin had suddenly decided to give himself a holiday,
and that Laura had been quick to take advantage of
it. Was it true, then, that Jadwin had but to
speak the word to have Laura forget all else?
Was it true that the mere nod of his head was enough
to call her back to him? Corthell was puzzled.
He would not admit this to be true. She was,
he was persuaded, a woman of more spirit, of more
pride than this would seem to indicate. Corthell
ended by believing that Jadwin had, in some way, coerced
her; though he fancied that for the few days immediately
following the excursion Laura had never been gayer,
more alert, more radiant.
But the days went on, and it was easy
to see that his business kept Jadwin more and more
from his wife. Often now, Corthell knew, he passed
the night down town, and upon those occasions when
he managed to get home after the day’s work,
he was exhausted, worn out, and went to bed almost
immediately after dinner. More than ever now the
artist and Mrs. Jadwin were thrown together.
On a certain Sunday evening, the first
really hot day of the year, Laura and Page went over
to spend an hour with the Cresslers, and as
they were all wont to do in the old days before Laura’s
marriage the party “sat out on the
front stoop.” For a wonder, Jadwin was able
to be present. Laura had prevailed upon him to
give her this evening and the evening of the following
Wednesday on which latter occasion she had
planned that they were to take a long drive in the
park in the buggy, just the two of them, as it had
been in the days of their courtship.
Corthell came to the Cresslers quite
as a matter of course. He had dined with the
Jadwins at the great North Avenue house and afterwards
the three, preferring to walk, had come down to the
Cresslers on foot.
But evidently the artist was to see
but little of Laura Jadwin that evening. She
contrived to keep by her husband continually.
She even managed to get him away from the others,
and the two, leaving the rest upon the steps, sat
in the parlour of the Cresslers’ house, talking.
By and by Laura, full of her projects, exclaimed:
“Where shall we go? I thought,
perhaps, we would not have dinner at home, but you
could come back to the house just a little a
little bit early, and you could drive me
out to the restaurant there in the park, and we could
have dinner there, just as though we weren’t
married just as though we were sweethearts again.
Oh, I do hope the weather will be fine.”
“Oh,” answered Jadwin,
“you mean Wednesday evening. Dear old girl,
honestly, I I don’t believe I can
make it after all. You see, Wednesday ”
Laura sat suddenly erect.
“But you said,” she began, her voice faltering
a little, “you said ”
“Honey, I know I did, but you must let me off
this time again.”
She did not answer. It was too
dark for him to see her face; but, uneasy at her silence,
he began an elaborate explanation. Laura, however,
interrupted. Calmly enough, she said:
“Oh, that’s all right.
No, no, I don’t mind. Of course, if you
are busy.”
“Well, you see, don’t you, old girl?”
“Oh, yes, yes, I see,” she answered.
She rose.
“I think,” she said, “we had better
be going home. Don’t you?”
“Yes, I do,” he assented.
“I’m pretty tired myself. I’ve
had a hard day’s work. I’m thirsty,
too,” he added, as he got up. “Would
you like to have a drink of water, too?”
She shook her head, and while he disappeared
in the direction of the Cresslers’ dining-room,
she stood alone a moment in the darkened room looking
out into the street. She felt that her cheeks
were hot. Her hands, hanging at her sides, shut
themselves into tight fists.
“What, you are all alone?”
said Corthell’s voice, behind her.
She turned about quickly.
“I must be going,” he
said. “I came to say good night.”
He held out his hand.
“Good night,” she answered,
as she gave him hers. Then all at once she added:
“Come to see me again soon,
will you? Come Wednesday night.”
And then, his heart leaping to his
throat, Corthell felt her hand, as it lay in his,
close for an instant firmly about his fingers.
“I shall expect you Wednesday then?” she
repeated.
He crushed her hand in his grip, and suddenly bent
and kissed it.
“Good night,” she said, quietly.
Jadwin’s step sounded at the doorway.
“Good night,” he whispered, and in another
moment was gone.
During these days Laura no longer
knew herself. At every hour she changed; her
moods came and went with a rapidity that bewildered
all those who were around her. At times her gaiety
filled the whole of her beautiful house; at times
she shut herself in her apartments, denying herself
to every one, and, her head bowed upon her folded arms,
wept as though her heart was breaking, without knowing
why.
For a few days a veritable seizure
of religious enthusiasm held sway over her. She
spoke of endowing a hospital, of doing church work
among the “slums” of the city. But
no sooner had her friends readjusted their points
of view to suit this new development than she was off
upon another tangent, and was one afternoon seen at
the races, with Mrs. Gretry, in her showiest victoria,
wearing a great flaring hat and a bouquet of crimson
flowers.
She never repeated this performance,
however, for a new fad took possession of her the
very next day. She memorised the rôle of Lady
Macbeth, built a stage in the ballroom at the top of
the house, and, locking herself in, rehearsed the
part, for three days uninterruptedly, dressed in elaborate
costume, declaiming in chest tones to the empty room:
“’The raven himself is
hoarse that croaks the entrance of Duncan under my
battlements.’”
Then, tiring of Lady Macbeth, she
took up Juliet, Portia, and Ophelia; each with appropriate
costumes, studying with tireless avidity, and frightening
Aunt Wess’ with her declaration that “she
might go on the stage after all.” She even
entertained the notion of having Sheldon Corthell
paint her portrait as Lady Macbeth.
As often as the thought of the artist
presented itself to her she fought to put it from
her. Yes, yes, he came to see her often, very
often. Perhaps he loved her yet. Well, suppose
he did? He had always loved her. It was
not wrong to have him love her, to have him with her.
Without his company, great heavens, her life would
be lonely beyond words and beyond endurance.
Besides, was it to be thought, for an instant, that
she, she, Laura Jadwin, in her pitch of pride, with
all her beauty, with her quick, keen mind, was to
pine, to droop to fade in oblivion and neglect?
Was she to blame? Let those who neglected her
look to it. Her youth was all with her yet, and
all her power to attract, to compel admiration.
When Corthell came to see her on the
Wednesday evening in question, Laura said to him,
after a few moments, conversation in the drawing-room:
“Oh, you remember the picture
you taught me to appreciate the picture
of the little pool in the art gallery, the one you
called ‘Despair’? I have hung it
in my own particular room upstairs my sitting-room so
as to have it where I can see it always. I love
it now. But,” she added, “I am not
sure about the light. I think it could be hung
to better advantage.” She hesitated a moment,
then, with a sudden, impulsive movement, she turned
to him.
“Won’t you come up with
me, and tell me where to hang it?”
They took the little elevator to the
floor above, and Laura led the artist to the room
in question her “sitting-room,”
a wide, airy place, the polished floor covered with
deep skins, the walls wainscotted half way to the
ceiling, in dull woods. Shelves of books were
everywhere, together with potted plants and tall brass
lamps. A long “Madeira” chair stood
at the window which overlooked the park and lake, and
near to it a great round table of San Domingo mahogany,
with tea things and almost diaphanous china.
“What a beautiful room,”
murmured Corthell, as she touched the button in the
wall that opened the current, “and how much you
have impressed your individuality upon it. I
should have known that you lived here. If you
were thousands of miles away and I had entered here,
I should have known it was yours and loved
it for such.”
“Here is the picture,”
she said, indicating where it hung. “Doesn’t
it seem to you that the light is bad?”
But he explained to her that it was
not so, and that she had but to incline the canvas
a little more from the wall to get a good effect.
“Of course, of course,”
she assented, as he held the picture in place.
“Of course. I shall have it hung over again
to-morrow.”
For some moments they remained standing
in the centre of the room, looking at the picture
and talking of it. And then, without remembering
just how it had happened, Laura found herself leaning
back in the Madeira chair, Corthell seated near at
hand by the round table.
“I am glad you like my room,”
she said. “It is here that I spend most
of my time. Often lately I have had my dinner
here. Page goes out a great deal now, and so
I am left alone occasionally. Last night I sat
here in the dark for a long time. The house was
so still, everybody was out even some of
the servants. It was so warm, I raised the windows
and I sat here for hours looking out over the lake.
I could hear it lapping and washing against the shore almost
like a sea. And it was so still, so still; and
I was thinking of the time when I was a little girl
back at Barrington, years and years ago, picking whortle-berries
down in the ‘water lot,’ and how I got
lost once in the corn the stalks were away
above my head and how happy I was when my
father would take me up on the hay wagon. Ah,
I was happy in those days just a freckled,
black-haired slip of a little girl, with my frock torn
and my hands all scratched with the berry bushes.”
She had begun by dramatising, but
by now she was acting acting with all her
histrionic power at fullest stretch, acting the part
of a woman unhappy amid luxuries, who looked back
with regret and with longing towards a joyous, simple
childhood. She was sincere and she was not sincere.
Part of her one of those two Laura Jadwins
who at different times, but with equal right called
themselves “I,” knew just what effect
her words, her pose, would have upon a man who sympathised
with her, who loved her. But the other Laura
Jadwin would have resented as petty, as even wrong,
the insinuation that she was not wholly, thoroughly
sincere. All that she was saying was true.
No one, so she believed, ever was placed before as
she was placed now. No one had ever spoken as
now she spoke. Her chin upon one slender finger,
she went on, her eyes growing wide:
“If I had only known then that
those days were to be, the happiest of my life....
This great house, all the beauty of it, and all this
wealth, what does it amount to?” Her voice was
the voice of Phedre, and the gesture of lassitude
with which she let her arms fall into her lap was
precisely that which only the day before she had used
to accompany Portia’s plaint of
my little body is a-weary of this great
world.
Yet, at the same time, Laura knew
that her heart was genuinely aching with real sadness,
and that the tears which stood in her eyes were as
sincere as any she had ever shed.
“All this wealth,” she
continued, her head dropping back upon the cushion
of the chair as she spoke, “what does it matter;
for what does it compensate? Oh, I would give
it all gladly, gladly, to be that little black-haired
girl again, back in Squire Dearborn’s water lot;
with my hands stained with the whortle-berries and
the nettles in my fingers and my little
lover, who called me his beau-heart and bought me
a blue hair ribbon, and kissed me behind the pump house.”
“Ah,” said Corthell, quickly
and earnestly, “that is the secret. It was
love even the foolish boy and girl love love
that after all made your life sweet then.”
She let her hands fall into her lap,
and, musing, turned the rings back and forth upon
her fingers.
“Don’t you think so?” he asked,
in a low voice.
She bent her head slowly, without
replying. Then for a long moment neither spoke.
Laura played with her rings. The artist, leaning
forward in his chair, looked with vague eyes across
the room. And no interval of time since his return,
no words that had ever passed between them, had been
so fraught with significance, so potent in drawing
them together as this brief, wordless moment.
At last Corthell turned towards her.
“You must not think,”
he murmured, “that your life is without love
now. I will not have you believe that.”
But she made no answer.
“If you would only see,”
he went on. “If you would only condescend
to look, you would know that there is a love which
has enfolded your life for years. You have shut
it out from you always. But it has been yours,
just the same; it has lain at your door, it has looked oh,
God knows with what longing! through your
windows. You have never stirred abroad that it
has not followed you. Not a footprint of yours
that it does not know and cherish. Do you think
that your life is without love? Why, it is all
around you all around you but voiceless.
It has no right to speak, it only has the right to
suffer.”
Still Laura said no word. Her
head turned from him, she looked out of the window,
and once more the seconds passed while neither spoke.
The clock on the table ticked steadily. In the
distance, through the open window, came the incessant,
mournful wash of the lake. All around them the
house was still. At length Laura sat upright in
her chair.
“I think I will have this room
done over while we are away this summer,” she
said. “Don’t you think it would be
effective if the wainscotting went almost to the ceiling?”
He glanced critically about the room.
“Very,” he answered, briskly.
“There is no background so beautiful as wood.”
“And I might finish it off at
the top with a narrow shelf.”
“Provided you promised not to
put brass ‘plaques’ or pewter kitchen
ware upon it.”
“Do smoke,” she urged
him. “I know you want to. You will
find matches on the table.”
But Corthell, as he lit his cigarette,
produced his own match box. It was a curious
bit of antique silver, which he had bought in a Viennese
pawnshop, heart-shaped and topped with a small ducal
coronet of worn gold. On one side he had caused
his name to be engraved in small script. Now,
as Laura admired it, he held it towards her.
“An old pouncet-box, I believe,”
he informed her, “or possibly it held an ointment
for her finger nails.” He spilled the matches
into his hand. “You see the red stain still
on the inside; and smell,” he added,
as she took it from him. “Even the odour
of the sulphur matches cannot smother the quaint old
perfume, distilled perhaps three centuries ago.”
An hour later Corthell left her.
She did not follow him further than the threshold
of the room, but let him find his way to the front
door alone.
When he had gone she returned to the
room, and for a little while sat in her accustomed
place by the window overlooking the park and the lake.
Very soon after Corthell’s departure she heard
Page, Landry Court, and Mrs. Wessels come in; then
at length rousing from her reverie she prepared for
bed. But, as she passed the round mahogany table,
on her way to her bedroom, she was aware of a little
object lying upon it, near to where she had sat.
“Oh, he forgot it,” she
murmured, as she picked up Corthell’s heart-shaped
match box. She glanced at it a moment, indifferently;
but her mind was full of other things. She laid
it down again upon the table, and going on to her
own room, went to bed.
Jadwin did not come home that night,
and in the morning Laura presided at breakfast table
in his place. Landry Court, Page, and Aunt Wess’
were there; for occasionally nowadays, when the trio
went to one of their interminable concerts or lectures,
Landry stayed over night at the house.
“Any message for your husband,
Mrs. Jadwin?” inquired Landry, as he prepared
to go down town after breakfast. “I always
see him in Mr. Gretry’s office the first thing.
Any message for him?”
“No,” answered Laura, simply.
“Oh, by the way,” spoke
up Aunt Wess’, “we met that Mr. Corthell
on the corner last night, just as he was leaving.
I was real sorry not to get home here before he left.
I’ve never heard him play on that big organ,
and I’ve been wanting to for ever so long.
I hurried home last night, hoping I might have caught
him before he left. I was regularly disappointed.”
“That’s too bad,”
murmured Laura, and then, for obscure reasons, she
had the stupidity to add: “And we were in
the art gallery the whole evening. He played
beautifully.”
Towards eleven o’clock that
morning Laura took her usual ride, but she had not
been away from the house quite an hour before she turned
back.
All at once she had remembered something.
She returned homeward, now urging Crusader to a flying
gallop, now curbing him to his slowest ambling walk.
That which had so abruptly presented itself to her
mind was the fact that Corthell’s match box his
name engraved across its front still lay
in plain sight upon the table in her sitting-room the
peculiar and particular place of her privacy.
It was so much her own, this room,
that she had given orders that the servants were to
ignore it in their day’s routine. She looked
after its order herself. Yet, for all that, the
maids or the housekeeper often passed through it,
on their way to the suite beyond, and occasionally
Page or Aunt Wess’ came there to read, in her
absence. The family spoke of the place sometimes
as the “upstairs sitting-room,” sometimes
simply as “Laura’s room.”
Now, as she cantered homeward, Laura
had it vividly in her mind that she had not so much
as glanced at the room before leaving the house that
morning. The servants would not touch the place.
But it was quite possible that Aunt Wess’ or
Page
Laura, the blood mounting to her forehead,
struck the horse sharply with her crop. The pettiness
of the predicament, the small meanness of her situation
struck across her face like the flagellations
of tiny whips. That she should stoop to this!
She who had held her head so high.
Abruptly she reined in the horse again.
No, she would not hurry. Exercising all her self-control,
she went on her way with deliberate slowness, so that
it was past twelve o’clock when she dismounted
under the carriage porch.
Her fingers clutched tightly about
her crop, she mounted to her sitting-room and entered,
closing the door behind her.
She went directly to the table, and
then, catching her breath, with a quick, apprehensive
sinking of the heart, stopped short. The little
heart-shaped match box was gone, and on the couch in
the corner of the room Page, her book fallen to the
floor beside her, lay curled up and asleep.
A loop of her riding-habit over her
arm, the toe of her boot tapping the floor nervously,
Laura stood motionless in the centre of the room,
her lips tight pressed, the fingers of one gloved hand
drumming rapidly upon her riding-crop. She was
bewildered, and an anxiety cruelly poignant, a dread
of something she could not name, gripped suddenly at
her throat.
Could she have been mistaken?
Was it upon the table that she had seen the match
box after all? If it lay elsewhere about the room,
she must find it at once. Never had she felt
so degraded as now, when, moving with such softness
and swiftness as she could in her agitation command,
she went here and there about the room, peering into
the corners of her desk, searching upon the floor,
upon the chairs, everywhere, anywhere; her face crimson,
her breath failing her, her hands opening and shutting.
But the silver heart with its crown
of worn gold was not to be found. Laura, at the
end of half an hour, was obliged to give over searching.
She was certain the match box lay upon the mahogany
table when last she left the room. It had not
been mislaid; of that she was now persuaded.
But while she sat at the desk, still
in habit and hat, rummaging for the fourth time among
the drawers and shelves, she was all at once aware,
even without turning around, that Page was awake and
watching her. Laura cleared her throat.
“Have you seen my blue note
paper, Page?” she asked. “I want to
drop a note to Mrs. Cressler, right away.”
“No,” said Page, as she
rose from the couch. “No, I haven’t
seen it.” She came towards her sister across
the room. “I thought, maybe,” she
added, gravely, as she drew the heart-shaped match
box from her pocket, “that you might be looking
for this. I took it. I knew you wouldn’t
care to have Mr. Jadwin find it here.”
Laura struck the little silver heart
from Page’s hand, with a violence that sent
it spinning across the room, and sprang to her feet.
“You took it!” she cried.
“You took it! How dare you! What do
you mean? What do I care if Curtis should find
it here? What’s it to me that he should
know that Mr. Corthell came up here? Of course
he was here.”
But Page, though very pale, was perfectly
calm under her sister’s outburst.
“If you didn’t care whether
any one knew that Mr. Corthell came up here,”
she said, quietly, “why did you tell us this
morning at breakfast that you and he were in the art
gallery the whole evening? I thought,”
she added, with elaborate blandness, “I thought
I would be doing you a service in hiding the match
box.”
“A service! You! What
have I to hide?” cried Laura, almost inarticulate.
“Of course I said we were in the art gallery
the whole evening. So we were. We did I
do remember now we did come up here for
an instant, to see how my picture hung. We went
downstairs again at once. We did not so much
as sit down. He was not in the room two minutes.”
“He was here,” returned
Page, “long enough to smoke half a dozen times.”
She pointed to a silver pen tray on the mahogany table,
hidden behind a book rack and littered with the ashes
and charred stumps of some five or six cigarettes.
“Really, Laura,” Page
remarked. “Really, you manage very awkwardly,
it seems to me.”
Laura caught her riding-crop in her right hand
“Don’t you don’t you
make me forget myself;” she cried, breathlessly.
“It seems to me,” observed
Page, quietly, “that you’ve done that long
since, yourself.”
Laura flung the crop down and folded her arms.
“Now,” she cried, her
eyes blazing and rivetted upon Page’s. “Now,
just what do you mean? Sit down,” she commanded,
flinging a hand towards a chair, “sit down,
and tell me just what you mean by all this.”
But Page remained standing. She met her sister’s
gaze without wavering.
“Do you want me to believe,”
she answered, “that it made no difference to
you that Mr. Corthell’s match safe was here?”
“Not the least,” exclaimed Laura.
“Not the least.”
“Then why did you search for
it so when you came in? I was not asleep all
of the time. I saw you.”
“Because,” answered Laura,
“because I because ”
Then all at once she burst out afresh: “Have
I got to answer to you for what I do? Have I
got to explain? All your life long you’ve
pretended to judge your sister. Now you’ve
gone too far. Now I forbid it from
this day on. What I do is my affair; I’ll
ask nobody’s advice. I’ll do as I
please, do you understand?” The tears sprang
to her eyes, the sobs strangled in her throat.
“I’ll do as I please, as I please,”
and with the words she sank down in the chair by her
desk and struck her bare knuckles again and again
upon the open lid, crying out through her tears and
her sobs, and from between her tight-shut teeth:
“I’ll do as I please, do you understand?
As I please, as I please! I will be happy.
I will, I will, I will!”
“Oh, darling, dearest ”
cried Page, running forward. But Laura, on her
feet once more, thrust her back.
“Don’t touch me,”
she cried. “I hate you!” She put her
fists to her temples and, her eyes closed, rocked
herself to and fro. “Don’t you touch
me. Go away from me; go away from me. I hate
you; I hate you all. I hate this house, I hate
this life. You are all killing me. Oh, my
God, if I could only die!”
She flung herself full length upon
the couch, face downward. Her sobs shook her
from head to foot.
Page knelt at her side, an arm about
her shoulder, but to all her sister’s consolations
Laura, her voice muffled in her folded arms, only
cried:
“Let me alone, let me alone. Don’t
touch me.”
For a time Page tried to make herself
heard; then, after a moment’s reflection, she
got up and drew out the pin in Laura’s hat.
She took off the hat, loosened the scarf around Laura’s
neck, and then deftly, silently, while her sister
lay inert and sobbing beneath her hands, removed the
stiff, tight riding-habit. She brought a towel
dipped in cold water from the adjoining room and bathed
Laura’s face and hands.
But her sister would not be comforted,
would not respond to her entreaties or caresses.
The better part of an hour went by; Page, knowing
her sister’s nature, in the end held her peace,
waiting for the paroxysm to wear itself out.
After a while Laura’s weeping
resolved itself into long, shuddering breaths, and
at length she managed to say, in a faint, choked voice:
“Will you bring me the cologne
from my dressing-table, honey? My head aches
so.”
And, as Page ran towards the door,
she added: “And my hand mirror, too.
Are my eyes all swollen?”
And that was the last word upon the
subject between the two sisters.
But the evening of the same day, between
eight and nine o’clock, while Laura was searching
the shelves of the library for a book with which to
while away the long evening that she knew impended,
Corthell’s card was brought to her.
“I am not at home,” she
told the servant. “Or wait,”
she added. Then, after a moment’s thought,
she said: “Very well. Show him in here.”
Laura received the artist, standing
very erect and pale upon the great white rug before
the empty fireplace. Her hands were behind her
back when he came in, and as he crossed the room she
did not move.
“I was not going to see you
at first,” she said. “I told the servant
I was not at home. But I changed my mind I
wanted to say something to you.”
He stood at the other end of the fireplace,
an elbow upon an angle of the massive mantel, and
as she spoke the last words he looked at her quickly.
As usual, they were quite alone. The heavy, muffling
curtain of the doorway shut them in effectually.
“I have something to say to
you,” continued Laura. Then, quietly enough,
she said:
“You must not come to see me any more.”
He turned abruptly away from her,
and for a moment did not speak. Then at last,
his voice low, he faced her again and asked:
“Have I offended?”
She shook her head.
“No,” he said, quietly.
“No, I knew it was not that.” There
was a long silence. The artist looked at the
floor his hand slowly stroking the back of one of
the big leather chairs.
“I knew it must come,”
he answered, at length, “sooner or later.
You are right of course. I should
not have come back to America. I should not have
believed that I was strong enough to trust myself.
Then” he looked at her steadily.
His words came from his lips one by one, very slowly.
His voice was hardly more than a whisper. “Then,
I am never to see you again...
Is that it?”
“Yes.”
“Do you know what that means
for me?” he cried. “Do you realise ”
he drew in his breath sharply. “Never to
see you again! To lose even the little that is
left to me now. I I ”
He turned away quickly and walked to a window and
stood a moment, his back turned, looking out, his
hands clasped behind him. Then, after a long moment,
he faced about. His manner was quiet again, his
voice very low.
“But before I go,” he
said, “will you answer me, at least, this it
can do no harm now that I am to leave you answer
me, and I know you will speak the truth: Are
you happy, Laura?”
She closed her eyes.
“You have not the right to know.”
“You are not happy,” he
declared. “I can see it, I know it.
If you were, you would have told me so.... If
I promise you,” he went on. “If I
promise you to go away now, and never to try to see
you again, may I come once more to say
good-by?”
She shook her head.
“It is so little for you to
grant,” he pleaded, “and it is so incalculably
much for me to look forward to in the little time that
yet remains. I do not even ask to see you alone.
I will not harass you with any heroics.”
“Oh, what good will it do,”
she cried, wearily, “for you to see me again?
Why will you make me more unhappy than I am? Why
did you come back?”
“Because,” he answered,
steadily, “because I love you more than” he
partly raised a clenched fist and let it fall slowly
upon the back of the chair, “more than any other
consideration in the world.”
“Don’t!” she cried.
“You must not. Never, never say that to
me again. Will you go please?”
“Oh, if I had not gone from
you four years ago!” he cried. “If
I had only stayed then! Not a day of my life
since that I have not regretted it. You could
have loved me then. I know it, I know it, and,
God forgive me, but I know you could love me now ”
“Will you go?” she cried.
“I dare you to say you could not,” he
flashed out
Laura shut her eyes and put her hands
over her ears. “I could not, I could not,”
she murmured, monotonously, over and over again.
“I could not, I could not.”
She heard him start suddenly, and
opened her eyes in time to see him come quickly towards
her. She threw out a defensive hand, but he caught
the arm itself to him and, before she could resist,
had kissed it again and again through the interstices
of the lace sleeve. Upon her bare shoulder she
felt the sudden passion of his lips.
A quick, sharp gasp, a sudden qualm
of breathlessness wrenched through her, to her very
finger tips, with a fierce leap of the blood, a wild
bound of the heart.
She tore back from him with a violence
that rent away the lace upon her arm, and stood off
from him, erect and rigid, a fine, delicate, trembling
vibrating through all her being. On her pale cheeks
the colour suddenly flamed.
“Go, go,” was all she had voice to utter.
“And may I see you once more only
once?”
“Yes, yes, anything, only go, go if
you love me!”
He left the room. In another moment she heard
the front door close.
“Curtis,” said Laura,
when next she saw her husband, “Curtis, you could
not stay with me, that last time. Remember?
When we were to go for a drive. Can you spend
this evening with me? Just us two, here at home or
I’ll go out with you. I’ll do anything
you say.” She looked at him steadily an
instant. “It is not not easy
for a woman to ask for me to ask favours
like this. Each time I tell myself it will be
the last. I am you must remember this,
Curtis, I am perhaps I am a little proud.
Don’t you see?”
They were at breakfast table again.
It was the morning after Laura had given Corthell
his dismissal. As she spoke Jadwin brought his
hand down upon the table with a bang.
“You bet I will,” he exclaimed;
“you bet I’ll stay with you to-night.
Business can go to the devil! And we won’t
go out either; we’ll stay right here. You
get something to read to me, and we’ll have one
of our old evenings again. We ”
All at once Jadwin paused, laid down
his knife and fork, and looked strangely to and fro
about the room.
“We’ll have one of our
old evenings again,” he repeated, slowly.
“What is it, Curtis?”
demanded his wife. “What is the matter?”
“Oh nothing,” he answered.
“Why, yes there was. Tell me.”
“No, no. I’m all right now,”
he returned, briskly enough.
“No,” she insisted. “You must
tell me. Are you sick?”
He hesitated a moment. Then:
“Sick?” he queried.
“No, indeed. But I’ll tell
you. Since a few days I’ve had,”
he put his fingers to his forehead between his eyes,
“I’ve had a queer sensation right there.
It comes and goes.”
“A headache?”
“N-no. It’s hard
to describe. A sort of numbness. Sometimes
it’s as though there was a heavy iron cap a
helmet on my head. And sometimes it I
don’t know it seems as if there were fog, or
something or other, inside. I’ll take a
good long rest this summer, as soon as we can get
away. Another month or six weeks, and I’ll
have things ship-shape and so as I can leave them.
Then we’ll go up to Geneva, and, by Jingo, I’ll
loaf.” He was silent for a moment, frowning,
passing his hand across his forehead and winking his
eyes. Then, with a return of his usual alertness,
he looked at his watch.
“Hi!” he exclaimed.
“I must be off. I won’t be home to
dinner to-night. But you can expect me by eight
o’clock, sure. I promise I’ll be here
on the minute.”
But, as he kissed his wife good-by,
Laura put her arms about his neck.
“Oh, I don’t want you
to leave me at all, ever, ever! Curtis, love me,
love me always, dear. And be thoughtful of me
and kind to me. And remember that you are all
I have in the world; you are father and mother to
me, and my dear husband as well. I know you do
love me; but there are times Oh,”
she cried, suddenly “if I thought you did not
love me love me better than anything, anything I
could not love you; Curtis, I could not, I could not.
No, no,” she cried, “don’t interrupt.
Hear me out. Maybe it is wrong of me to feel that
way, but I’m only a woman, dear. I love
you but I love Love too. Women are like that;
right or wrong, weak or strong, they must be must
be loved above everything else in the world.
Now go, go to your business; you mustn’t be late.
Hark, there is Jarvis with the team. Go now.
Good-by, good-by, and I’ll expect you at eight.”
True to his word, Jadwin reached his
home that evening promptly at the promised hour.
As he came into the house, however, the door-man met
him in the hall, and, as he took his master’s
hat and stick, explained that Mrs. Jadwin was in the
art gallery, and that she had said he was to come
there at once.
Laura had planned a little surprise.
The art gallery was darkened. Here and there
behind the dull-blue shades a light burned low.
But one of the movable reflectors that were used to
throw a light upon the pictures in the topmost rows
was burning brilliantly. It was turned from Jadwin
as he entered, and its broad cone of intense white
light was thrown full upon Laura, who stood over against
the organ in the full costume of “Theodora.”
For an instant Jadwin was taken all aback.
“What the devil!” he ejaculated, stopping
short in the doorway.
Laura ran forward to him, the chains,
ornaments, and swinging pendants chiming furiously
as she moved.
“I did surprise you, I did surprise
you,” she laughed. “Isn’t it
gorgeous?” She turned about before him, her arms
raised. “Isn’t it superb? Do
you remember Bernhardt and that scene in
the Emperor Justinian’s box at the amphitheatre?
Say now that your wife isn’t beautiful.
I am, am I not?” she exclaimed defiantly, her
head raised. “Say it, say it.”
“Well, what for a girl!”
gasped Jadwin, “to get herself up ”
“Say that I am beautiful,” commanded Laura.
“Well, I just about guess you are,” he
cried.
“The most beautiful woman you
have ever known?” she insisted. Then on
the instant added: “Oh, I may be really
as plain as a kitchen-maid, but you must believe that
I am not. I would rather be ugly and have you
think me beautiful, than to be the most beautiful woman
in the world and have you think me plain. Tell
me am I not the most beautiful woman you
ever saw?”
“The most beautiful I ever saw,”
he repeated, fervently. “But Lord,
what will you do next? Whatever put it into your
head to get into this rig?”
“Oh, I don’t know.
I just took the notion. You’ve seen me in
every one of my gowns. I sent down for this,
this morning, just after you left. Curtis, if
you hadn’t made me love you enough to be your
wife, Laura Dearborn would have been a great actress.
I feel it in my finger tips. Ah!” she cried,
suddenly flinging up her head till the pendants of
the crown clashed again. “I could have
been magnificent. You don’t believe it.
Listen. This is Athalia the queen in
the Old Testament, you remember.”
“Hold on,” he protested.
“I thought you were this Theodora person.”
“I know but never
mind. I am anything I choose. Sit down; listen.
It’s from Racine’s ‘Athalie,’
and the wicked queen has had this terrible dream of
her mother Jezabel. It’s French, but I’ll
make you see.”
And “taking stage,” as
it were, in the centre of the room, Laura began:
“Son ombre vers
mon lit a paru se baisser Et
moi, je lui tendais les mains
pour l’embrasser; Mais je n’ai
plus trouve q’un horrible melange
D’os et de chair meurtris et traines
dans la fange, Des lambeaux pleins
de sang, et des membres affreux
Que les chiens d’evorants se
disputaient entre eux.”
“Great God!” exclaimed
Jadwin, ignorant of the words yet, in spite of himself,
carried away by the fury and passion of her rendering.
Laura struck her palms together.
“Just what ‘Abner’ says,”
she cried. “The very words.”
“Abner?”
“In the play. I knew I could make you feel
it.”
“Well, well,” murmured
her husband, shaking his head, bewildered even yet.
“Well, it’s a strange wife I’ve got
here.”
“When you’ve realised
that,” returned Laura, “you’ve just
begun to understand me.”
Never had he seen her gayer. Her vivacity was
bewildering.
“I wish,” she cried, all
at once, “I wish I had dressed as ‘Carmen,’
and I would have danced for you. Oh, and you could
have played the air for me on the organ. I have
the costume upstairs now. Wait! I will, I
will! Sit right where you are no, fix
the attachment to the organ while I’m gone.
Oh, be gay with me to-night,” she cried, throwing
her arms around him. “This is my night,
isn’t it? And I am to be just as foolish
as I please.”
With the words she ran from the room,
but was back in an incredibly short time, gowned as
Bizet’s cigarette girl, a red rose in her black
hair, castanets upon her fingers.
Jadwin began the bolero.
“Can you see me dance, and play at the same
time?”
“Yes, yes. Go on. How do you know
anything about a Spanish dance?”
“I learned it long ago.
I know everything about anything I choose, to-night.
Play, play it fast.”
She danced as though she would never
tire, with the same force of passion that she had
thrown into Athalie. Her yellow skirt was a flash
of flame spurting from the floor, and her whole body
seemed to move with the same wild, untamed spirit
as a tongue of fire. The castanets snapped like
the crackling of sparks; her black mantilla was a hovering
cloud of smoke. She was incarnate flame, capricious
and riotous, elusive and dazzling.
Then suddenly she tossed the castanets
far across the room and dropped upon the couch, panting
and laughing.
“There,” she cried, “now
I feel better. That had to come out. Come
over here and sit by me. Now, maybe you’ll
admit that I can dance too.”
“You sure can,” answered
Jadwin, as she made a place for him among the cushions.
“That was wonderful. But, at the same time,
old girl, I wouldn’t wouldn’t ”
“Wouldn’t what?”
“Well, do too much of that.
It’s sort of over-wrought a little,
and unnatural. I like you best when you are your
old self, quiet, and calm, and dignified. It’s
when you are quiet that you are at your best.
I didn’t know you had this streak in you.
You are that excitable to-night!”
“Let me be so then. It’s
myself, for the moment whatever it is. But now
I’ll be quiet. Now we’ll talk.
Have you had a hard day? Oh, and did your head
bother you again?”
“No, things were a little easier
down town to-day. But that queer feeling in my
head did come back as I was coming home and
my head aches a little now, besides.”
“Your head aches!” she
exclaimed. “Let me do something for it.
And I’ve been making it worse with all my foolishness.”
“No, no; that’s all right,”
he assured her. “I tell you what we’ll
do. I’ll lie down here a bit, and you play
something for me. Something quiet. I get
so tired down there in La Salle Street, Laura, you
don’t know.”
And while he stretched out at full
length upon the couch, his wife, at the organ, played
the music she knew he liked best old songs,
“Daisy Dean,” “Lord Lovell,”
“When Stars Are in the Quiet Sky,” and
“Open Thy Lattice to Me.”
When at length she paused, he nodded
his head with pleasure.
“That’s pretty,”
he said. “Ah, that is blame pretty.
Honey, it’s just like medicine to me,”
he continued, “to lie here, quiet like this,
with the lights low, and have my dear girl play those
old, old tunes. My old governor, Laura, used
to play that ‘Open the Lattice to me,’
that and ’Father, oh, Father, Come Home with
me Now’ used to play ’em on
his fiddle.” His arm under his head, he
went on, looking vaguely at the opposite wall.
“Lord love me, I can see that kitchen in the
old farmhouse as plain! The walls were just logs
and plaster, and there were upright supports in each
corner, where we used to measure our heights we
children. And the fireplace was there,”
he added, gesturing with his arm, “and there
was the wood box, and over here was an old kind of
dresser with drawers, and the torty-shell cat always
had her kittens under there. Honey, I was happy
then. Of course I’ve got you now, and that’s
all the difference in the world. But you’re
the only thing that does make a difference. We’ve
got a fine place and a mint of money I suppose and
I’m proud of it. But I don’t know....
If they’d let me be and put us two just
you and me back in the old house with the
bare floors and the rawhide chairs and the shuck beds,
I guess we’d manage. If you’re happy,
you’re happy; that’s about the size of
it. And sometimes I think that we’d be
happier you and I chumming along
shoulder to shoulder, poor an’ working hard,
than making big money an’ spending big money,
why oh, I don’t know ... if you’re
happy, that’s the thing that counts, and if
all this stuff,” he kicked out a careless foot
at the pictures, the heavy hangings, the glass cabinets
of bibelots, “if all this stuff stood in the
way of it well it could go to
the devil! That’s not poetry maybe, but
it’s the truth.”
Laura came over to where her husband
lay, and sat by him, and took his head in her lap,
smoothing his forehead with her long white hands.
“Oh, if I could only keep you
like this always,” she murmured. “Keep
you untroubled, and kind, and true. This is my
husband again. Oh, you are a man, Curtis; a great,
strong, kind-hearted man, with no little graces, nor
petty culture, nor trivial fine speeches, nor false
sham, imitation polish. I love you. Ah,
I love you, love you, dear!”
“Old girl!” said Jadwin, stroking her
hand.
“Do you want me to read to you now?” she
asked.
“Just this is pretty good, it seems to me.”
As he spoke, there came a step in the hall and a knock.
Laura sat up, frowning.
“I told them I was not to be
disturbed,” she exclaimed under her breath.
Then, “Come in,” she called.
“Mr. Gretry, sir,” announced
the servant. “Said he wished to see you
at once, sir.”
“Tell him,” cried Laura,
turning quickly to Jadwin, “tell him you’re
not at home that you can’t see him.”
“I’ve got to see him,”
answered Jadwin, sitting up. “He wouldn’t
come here himself unless it was for something important.”
“Can I come in, J.?” spoke
the broker, from the hall. And even through the
thick curtains they could hear how his voice rang with
excitement and anxiety.
“Can I come in? I followed
the servant right up, you see. I know ”
“Yes, yes. Come in,”
answered Jadwin. Laura, her face flushing, threw
a fold of the couch cover over her costume as Gretry,
his hat still on his head, stepped quickly into the
room.
Jadwin met him half way, and Laura
from her place on the couch heard the rapidly spoken
words between the general and his lieutenant.
“Now we’re in for it!” Gretry exclaimed.
“Yes well?”
Jadwin’s voice was as incisive and quick as the
fall of an axe.
“I’ve just found out,”
said Gretry, “that Crookes and his crowd are
going to take hold to-morrow. There’ll be
hell to pay in the morning. They are going to
attack us the minute the gong goes.”
“Who’s with them?”
“I don’t know; nobody
does. Sweeny, of course. But he has a gang
back of him besides, he’s got good
credit with the banks. I told you you’d
have to fight him sooner or later.”
“Well, we’ll fight him
then. Don’t get scared. Crookes ain’t
the Great Mogul.”
“Holy Moses, I’d like to know who is,
then.”
“I am. And he’s
got to know it. There’s not room for Crookes
and me in this game. One of us two has got to
control this market. If he gets in my way, by
God, I’ll smash him!”
“Well, then, J., you and I have
got to do some tall talking to-night. You’d
better come down to the Grand Pacific Hotel right away.
Court is there already. It was him, nervy little
cuss, that found out about Crookes. Can you come
now, at once? Good evening, Mrs. Jadwin.
I’m sorry to take him from you, but business
is business.”
No, it was not. To the wife of
the great manipulator, listening with a sinking heart
to this courier from the front, it was battle.
The Battle of the Streets was again in array.
Again the trumpet sounded, again the rush of thousands
of feet filled all the air. Even here, here in
her home, her husband’s head upon her lap, in
the quiet and stillness of her hour, the distant rumble
came to her ears. Somewhere, far off there in
the darkness of the night, the great forces were manoeuvring
for position once more. To-morrow would come
the grapple, and one or the other must fall her
husband or the enemy. How keep him to herself
when the great conflict impended? She knew how
the thunder of the captains and the shoutings appealed
to him. She had seen him almost leap to his arms
out of her embrace. He was all the man she had
called him, and less strong, less eager, less brave,
she would have loved him less.
Yet she had lost him again, lost him
at the very moment she believed she had won him back.
“Don’t go, don’t
go,” she whispered to him, as he kissed her good-by.
“Oh, dearest, don’t go! This was my
evening.”
“I must, I must, Laura.
Good-by, old girl. Don’t keep me see,
Sam is waiting.”
He kissed her hastily twice.
“Now, Sam,” he said, turning toward the
broker.
“Good night, Mrs. Jadwin.”
“Good-by, old girl.”
They turned toward the door.
“You see, young Court was down
there at the bank, and he noticed that checks ”
The voices died away as the hangings
of the entrance fell to place. The front door
clashed and closed.
Laura sat upright in her place, listening,
one fist pressed against her lips.
There was no more noise. The
silence of the vast empty house widened around her
at the shutting of the door as the ripples widen on
a pool with the falling of the stone. She crushed
her knuckles tighter and tighter over her lips, she
pressed her fingers to her eyes, she slowly clasped
and reclasped her hands, listening for what she did
not know. She thought of her husband hurrying
away from her, ignoring her, and her love for him
in the haste and heat of battle. She thought of
Corthell, whom she had sent from her, forever, shutting
his love from out her life.
Crushed, broken, Laura laid herself
down among the cushions, her face buried in her arm.
Above her and around her rose the dimly lit gallery,
lowering with luminous shadows. Only a point or
two of light illuminated the place. The gold
frames of the pictures reflected it dully; the massive
organ pipes, just outlined in faint blurs of light,
towered far into the gloom above. The whole place,
with its half-seen gorgeous hangings, its darkened
magnificence, was like a huge, dim interior of Byzantium.
Lost, beneath the great height of
the dome, and in the wide reach of the floor space,
in her foolish finery of bangles, silks, high comb,
and little rosetted slippers, Laura Jadwin lay half
hidden among the cushions of the couch. If she
wept, she wept in silence, and the muffling stillness
of the lofty gallery was broken but once, when a cry,
half whisper, half sob, rose to the deaf, blind darkness:
“Oh, now I am alone, alone, alone!”