No! I this conflict longer
will not wage,
The conflict duty claims-the
giant task;-
Thy spells, O virtue, never can
assuage
The heart’s wild fire-this
offering do not ask
True, I have sworn-a
solemn vow have sworn,
That I myself will curb the
self within;
Yet take thy wreath, no more it
shall be worn-
Take back thy wreath, and
leave me free to sin.
Rent be the contract I with thee
once made;-
She loves me, loves me-forfeit
be the crown!
Blessed he who, lulled in rapture’s
dreamy shade,
Glides, as I glide, the deep
fall gladly down.
She sees the worm that my youth’s
bloom decays,
She sees my spring-time wasted
as it flees;
And, marvelling at the rigor that
gainsays
The heart’s sweet impulse,
my reward decrees.
Distrust this angel purity, fair
soul!
It is to guilt thy pity armeth
me;
Could being lavish its unmeasured
whole,
It ne’er could give
a gift to rival thee!
Thee-the dear guilt I
ever seek to shun,
O tyranny of fate, O wild
desires!
My virtue’s only crown can
but be won
In that last breath-when
virtue’s self expires!