THE BRIEF OF A PSYCHOLOGIST
Preface
The following chapters have been selected
from past works of mine, and not without care.
Some of them date back as far as 1877. Here and
there, of course, they will be found to have been
made a little more intelligible, but above all, more
brief. Read consecutively, they can leave no one
in any doubt, either concerning myself, or concerning
Wagner: we are antipodes. The reader will
come to other conclusions, too, in his perusal of
these pages: for instance, that this is an essay
for psychologists and not for Germans.{~HORIZONTAL
ELLIPSIS~} I have my readers everywhere, in Vienna,
St Petersburg, Copenhagen, Stockholm, Paris, and New
York but I have none in Europe’s
Flat-land Germany.{~HORIZONTAL ELLIPSIS~}
And I might even have something to say to Italians
whom I love just as much as I {~HORIZONTAL ELLIPSIS~}
Quousque tandem, Crispi {~HORIZONTAL ELLIPSIS~}
Triple alliance: a people can only conclude a
mésalliance with the “Empire."{~HORIZONTAL
ELLIPSIS~}
Friedrich Nietzsche.
Turin, Christmas 1888.
Wherein I Admire Wagner.
I believe that artists very often
do not know what they are best able to do. They
are much too vain. Their minds are directed to
something prouder than merely to appear like little
plants, which, with freshness, rareness, and beauty,
know how to sprout from their soil with real perfection.
The ultimate goodness of their own garden and vineyard
is superciliously under-estimated by them, and their
love and their insight are not of the same quality.
Here is a musician who is a greater master than anyone
else in the discovering of tones, peculiar to suffering,
oppressed, and tormented souls, who can endow even
dumb misery with speech. Nobody can approach
him in the colours of late autumn, in the indescribably
touching joy of a last, a very last, and all too short
gladness; he knows of a chord which expresses those
secret and weird midnight hours of the soul, when
cause and effect seem to have fallen asunder, and at
every moment something may spring out of nonentity.
He is happiest of all when creating from out the nethermost
depths of human happiness, and, so to speak, from
out man’s empty bumper, in which the bitterest
and most repulsive drops have mingled with the sweetest
for good or evil at last. He knows that weary
shuffling along of the soul which is no longer able
either to spring or to fly, nay, which is no longer
able to walk, he has the modest glance of concealed
suffering, of understanding without comfort, of leave-taking
without word or sign; verily as the Orpheus of all
secret misery he is greater than anyone, and many
a thing was introduced into art for the first time
by him, which hitherto had not been given expression,
had not even been thought worthy of art the
cynical revolts, for instance, of which only the greatest
sufferer is capable, also many a small and quite microscopical
feature of the soul, as it were the scales of its amphibious
nature yes indeed, he is the master of everything
very small. But this he refuses to be! His
tastes are much more in love with vast walls and with
daring frescoes!{~HORIZONTAL ELLIPSIS~} He does not
see that his spirit has another desire and bent a
totally different outlook that it prefers
to squat peacefully in the corners of broken-down
houses: concealed in this way, and hidden even
from himself, he paints his really great masterpieces,
all of which are very short, often only one bar in
length there, only, does he become quite
good, great and perfect, perhaps there alone. Wagner
is one who has suffered much and this elevates
him above other musicians. I admire Wagner
wherever he sets himself to music
Wherein I Raise Objections.
With all this I do not wish to imply
that I regard this music as healthy, and least of
all in those places where it speaks of Wagner himself.
My objections to Wagner’s music are physiological
objections. Why should I therefore begin by clothing
them in aesthetic formulae? AEsthetic is indeed
nothing more than applied physiology The
fact I bring forward, my “petit fait vrai,”
is that I can no longer breathe with ease when this
music begins to have its effect upon me; that my foot
immediately begins to feel indignant at it and rebels:
for what it needs is time, dance, march; even the
young German Kaiser could not march to Wagner’s
Imperial March, what my foot demands in
the first place from music is that ecstasy which lies
in good walking, stepping and dancing. But do
not my stomach, my heart, my circulation also protest?
Are not my intestines also troubled? And do I
not become hoarse unawares? {~HORIZONTAL ELLIPSIS~}
in order to listen to Wagner I require Geraudel’s
Pastilles.{~HORIZONTAL ELLIPSIS~} And then I ask myself,
what is it that my whole body must have from music
in general? for there is no such thing as a soul.{~HORIZONTAL
ELLIPSIS~} I believe it must have relief: as if
all animal functions were accelerated by means of
light, bold, unfettered, self-reliant rhythms, as
if brazen and leaden life could lose its weight by
means of delicate and smooth melodies. My melancholy
would fain rest its head in the haunts and abysses
of perfection; for this reason I need music. But
Wagner makes one ill What do I care about
the theatre? What do I care about the spasms of
its moral ecstasies in which the mob and
who is not the mob to-day? rejoices?
What do I care about the whole pantomimic hocus-pocus
of the actor? You are beginning to see that I
am essentially anti-theatrical at heart. For
the stage, this mob art par excellence, my soul
has that deepest scorn felt by every artist to-day.
With a stage success a man sinks to such an extent
in my esteem as to drop out of sight; failure in this
quarter makes me prick my ears, makes me begin to pay
attention. But this was not so with Wagner, next
to the Wagner who created the most unique music that
has ever existed there was the Wagner who was essentially
a man of the stage, an actor, the most enthusiastic
mimomaniac that has perhaps existed on earth, even
as a musician. And let it be said en passant
that if Wagner’s theory was “drama is the
object, music is only a means” his
practice was from beginning to end “the attitude
is the end, drama and even music can never be anything
else than means.” Music as the manner of
accentuating, of strengthening, and deepening dramatic
poses and all things which please the senses of the
actor; and Wagnerian drama only an opportunity for
a host of interesting attitudes! Alongside
of all other instincts he had the dictatorial instinct
of a great actor in everything and, as I have already
said, as a musician also. On one occasion,
and not without trouble, I made this clear to a Wagnerite
pur sang, clearness and a Wagnerite!
I won’t say another word. There were reasons
for adding; “For heaven’s sake, be a little
more true unto yourself! We are not in Bayreuth
now. In Bayreuth people are only upright in the
mass; the individual lies, he even lies to himself.
One leaves oneself at home when one goes to Bayreuth,
one gives up all right to one’s own tongue and
choice, to one’s own taste and even to one’s
own courage, one knows these things no longer as one
is wont to have them and practise them before God
and the world and between one’s own four walls.
In the theatre no one brings the finest senses of
his art with him, and least of all the artist who
works for the theatre, for here loneliness
is lacking; everything perfect does not suffer a witness.{~HORIZONTAL
ELLIPSIS~} In the theatre one becomes mob, herd, woman,
Pharisee, electing cattle, patron, idiot Wagnerite:
there, the most personal conscience is bound to submit
to the levelling charm of the great multitude, there
the neighbour rules, there one becomes a neighbour.”
Wagner As A Danger.
1.
The aim after which more modern music
is striving, which is now given the strong but obscure
name of “unending melody,” can be clearly
understood by comparing it to one’s feelings
on entering the sea. Gradually one loses one’s
footing and one ultimately abandons oneself to the
mercy or fury of the elements: one has to swim.
In the solemn, or fiery, swinging movement, first
slow and then quick, of old music one had
to do something quite different; one had to dance.
The measure which was required for this and the control
of certain balanced degrees of time and energy, forced
the soul of the listener to continual sobriety of
thought. Upon the counterplay of the cooler
currents of air which came from this sobriety, and
from the warmer breath of enthusiasm, the charm of
all good music rested Richard Wagner wanted
another kind of movement, he overthrew the
physiological first principle of all music before his
time. It was no longer a matter of walking or
dancing, we must swim, we must hover.{~HORIZONTAL
ELLIPSIS~} This perhaps decides the whole matter.
“Unending melody” really wants to break
all the symmetry of time and strength; it actually
scorns these things Its wealth of invention
resides precisely in what to an older ear sounds like
rhythmic paradox and abuse. From the imitation
or the prevalence of such a taste there would arise
a danger for music so great that we can
imagine none greater the complete degeneration
of the feeling for rhythm, chaos in the place
of rhythm.{~HORIZONTAL ELLIPSIS~} The danger reaches
its climax when such music cleaves ever more closely
to naturalistic play-acting and pantomime, which governed
by no laws of form, aim at effect and nothing more.{~HORIZONTAL
ELLIPSIS~} Expressiveness at all costs and music a
servant, a slave to attitudes this is the
end.{~HORIZONTAL ELLIPSIS~}
2.
What? would it really be the first
virtue of a performance (as performing musical artists
now seem to believe), under all circumstances to attain
to a haut-relief which cannot be surpassed?
If this were applied to Mozart, for instance, would
it not be a real sin against Mozart’s spirit, Mozart’s
cheerful, enthusiastic, delightful and loving spirit?
He who fortunately was no German, and whose seriousness
is a charming and golden seriousness and not by any
means that of a German clodhopper.{~HORIZONTAL ELLIPSIS~}
Not to speak of the earnestness of the “marble
statue".{~HORIZONTAL ELLIPSIS~} But you seem to think
that all music is the music of the “marble statue"? that
all music should, so to speak, spring out of the wall
and shake the listener to his very bowels?{~HORIZONTAL
ELLIPSIS~} Only thus could music have any effect!
But on whom would the effect be made? Upon something
on which a noble artist ought never to deign to act, upon
the mob, upon the immature! upon the blases! upon the
diseased! upon idiots! upon Wagnerites!{~HORIZONTAL
ELLIPSIS~}
A Music Without A Future.
Of all the arts which succeed in growing
on the soil of a particular culture, music is the
last plant to appear; maybe because it is the one
most dependent upon our innermost feelings, and therefore
the last to come to the surface at a time
when the culture to which it belongs is in its autumn
season and beginning to fade. It was only in the
art of the Dutch masters that the spirit of mediaeval
Christianity found its expression , its
architecture of sound is the youngest, but genuine
and legitimate, sister of the Gothic. It was
only in Handel’s music that the best in Luther
and in those like him found its voice, the Judeo-heroic
trait which gave the Reformation a touch of greatness-the
Old Testament, not the New, become music.
It was left to Mozart, to pour out the epoch of Louis
XIV., and of the art of Racine and Claude Lorrain,
in ringing gold; only in Beethoven’s
and Rossini’s music did the Eighteenth Century
sing itself out the century of enthusiasm,
broken ideals, and fleeting joy. All real
and original music is a swan song Even our
last form of music, despite its prevalence and its
will to prevail, has perhaps only a short time to live,
for it sprouted from a soil which was in the throes
of a rapid subsidence, of a culture which
will soon be submerged. A certain catholicism
of feeling, and a predilection for some ancient indigenous
(so-called national) ideals and eccentricities, was
its first condition. Wagner’s appropriation
of old sagas and songs, in which scholarly prejudice
taught us to see something German par excellence now
we laugh at it all, the resurrection of these Scandinavian
monsters with a thirst for ecstatic sensuality and
spiritualisation the whole of this taking
and giving on Wagner’s part, in the matter of
subjects, characters, passions, and nerves, would
also give unmistakable expression to the spirit
of his music provided that this music, like any
other, did not know how to speak about itself save
ambiguously: for musica is a woman.{~HORIZONTAL
ELLIPSIS~} We must not let ourselves be misled concerning
this state of things, by the fact that at this very
moment we are living in a reaction, in the heart
itself of a reaction. The age of international
wars, of ultramontane martyrdom, in fact, the whole
interlude-character which typifies the present condition
of Europe, may indeed help an art like Wagner’s
to sudden glory, without, however, in the least ensuring
its future prosperity. The Germans themselves
have no future.{~HORIZONTAL ELLIPSIS~}
We Antipodes.
Perhaps a few people, or at least
my friends, will remember that I made my first plunge
into life armed with some errors and some exaggerations,
but that, in any case, I began with hope in
my heart. In the philosophical pessimism of the
nineteenth century, I recognised who knows
by what by-paths of personal experience the
symptom of a higher power of thought, a more triumphant
plenitude of life, than had manifested itself hitherto
in the philosophies of Hume, Kant and Hegel! I
regarded tragic knowledge as the most beautiful
luxury of our culture, as its most precious, most
noble, most dangerous kind of prodigality; but, nevertheless,
in view of its overflowing wealth, as a justifiable
luxury. In the same way, I began by interpreting
Wagner’s music as the expression of a Dionysian
powerfulness of soul. In it I thought I heard
the earthquake by means of which a primeval life-force,
which had been constrained for ages, was seeking at
last to burst its bonds, quite indifferent to how much
of that which nowadays calls itself culture, would
thereby be shaken to ruins. You see how I misinterpreted,
you see also, what I bestowed upon Wagner and
Schopenhauer myself.{~HORIZONTAL ELLIPSIS~}
Every art and every philosophy may be regarded either
as a cure or as a stimulant to ascending or declining
life: they always presuppose suffering and sufferers.
But there are two kinds of sufferers: those
that suffer from overflowing vitality, who need
Dionysian art and require a tragic insight into, and
a tragic outlook upon, the phenomenon life, and
there are those who suffer from reduced vitality,
and who crave for repose, quietness, calm seas, or
else the intoxication, the spasm, the bewilderment
which art and philosophy provide. Revenge upon
life itself this is the most voluptuous
form of intoxication for such indigent souls!{~HORIZONTAL
ELLIPSIS~} Now Wagner responds quite as well as Schopenhauer
to the twofold cravings of these people, they
both deny life, they both slander it but precisely
on this account they are my antipodes. The
richest creature, brimming over with vitality, the
Dionysian God and man, may not only allow himself to
gaze upon the horrible and the questionable; but he
can also lend his hand to the terrible deed, and can
indulge in all the luxury of destruction, disaggregation,
and negation, in him evil, purposelessness
and ugliness, seem just as allowable as they are in
nature because of his bursting plenitude
of creative and rejuvenating powers, which are able
to convert every desert into a luxurious land of plenty.
Conversely, it is the greatest sufferer and pauper
in vitality, who is most in need of mildness, peace
and goodness that which to-day is called
humaneness in thought as well as in action,
and possibly of a God whose speciality is to be a God
of the sick, a Saviour, and also of logic or the abstract
intelligibility of existence even for idiots ( the
typical “free-spirits,” like the idealists,
and “beautiful souls,” are decadents );
in short, of a warm, danger-tight, and narrow confinement,
between optimistic horizons which would allow of stultification.{~HORIZONTAL
ELLIPSIS~} And thus very gradually, I began to understand
Epicurus, the opposite of a Dionysian Greek, and also
the Christian who in fact is only a kind of Epicurean,
and who, with his belief that “faith saves,”
carries the principle of Hedonism as far as possible far
beyond all intellectual honesty.{~HORIZONTAL ELLIPSIS~}
If I am ahead of all other psychologists in anything,
it is in this fact that my eyes are more keen for
tracing those most difficult and most captious of all
deductions, in which the largest number of mistakes
have been made, the deduction which makes
one infer something concerning the author from his
work, something concerning the doer from his deed,
something concerning the idealist from the need which
produced this ideal, and something concerning the imperious
craving which stands at the back of all thinking
and valuing In regard to all artists of
what kind soever, I shall now avail myself of this
radical distinction: does the creative power in
this case arise from a loathing of life, or from an
excessive plenitude of life? In Goethe,
for instance, an overflow of vitality was creative,
in Flaubert hate: Flaubert, a new
edition of Pascal, but as an artist with this instinctive
belief at heart: “Flaubert est toujours
haïssable, l’homme n’est rien, l’oeuvre
est tout".{~HORIZONTAL ELLIPSIS~} He tortured himself
when he wrote, just as Pascal tortured himself when
he thought the feelings of both were inclined
to be “non-egoistic.” {~HORIZONTAL ELLIPSIS~}
“Disinterestedness” principle
of decadence, the will to nonentity in art as well
as in morality.
Where Wagner Is At Home.
Even at the present day, France is
still the refuge of the most intellectual and refined
culture in Europe, it remains the high school of taste:
but one must know where to find this France of taste.
The North-German Gazette, for instance, or
whoever expresses his sentiments in that paper, thinks
that the French are “barbarians,” as
for me, if I had to find the blackest spot
on earth, where slaves still required to be liberated,
I should turn in the direction of Northern Germany.{~HORIZONTAL
ELLIPSIS~} But those who form part of that select
France take very good care to conceal themselves;
they are a small body of men, and there may be some
among them who do not stand on very firm legs a
few may be fatalists, hypochondriacs, invalids; others
may be enervated, and artificial, such
are those who would fain be artistic, but
all the loftiness and delicacy which still remains
to this world, is in their possession. In this
France of intellect, which is also the France of pessimism,
Schopenhauer is already much more at home than he
ever was in Germany, his principal work has already
been translated twice, and the second time so excellently
that now I prefer to read Schopenhauer in French ( he
was an accident among Germans, just as I am the
Germans have no fingers wherewith to grasp us; they
haven’t any fingers at all, but only
claws). And I do not mention Heine l’adorable
Heine, as they say in Paris who long
since has passed into the flesh and blood of the more
profound and more soulful of French lyricists.
How could the horned cattle of Germany know how to
deal with the délicatesses of such a nature! And
as to Richard Wagner, it is obvious, it is even glaringly
obvious, that Paris is the very soil for him,
the more French music adapts itself to the needs of
l’ame moderne, the more Wagnerian it
will become, it is far enough advanced in
this direction already. In this respect
one should not allow one’s self to be misled
by Wagner himself it was simply disgraceful
on Wagner’s part to scoff at Paris, as he did,
in its agony in 1871.{~HORIZONTAL ELLIPSIS~} In spite
of it all, in Germany Wagner is only a misapprehension. who
could be more incapable of understanding anything
about Wagner than the Kaiser, for instance? To
everybody familiar with the movement of European culture,
this fact, however, is certain, that French romanticism
and Richard Wagner are most intimately related.
All dominated by literature, up to their very eyes
and ears the first European artists with
a universal literary culture, most
of them writers, poets, mediators and minglers of the
senses and the arts, all fanatics in expression,
great discoverers in the realm of the sublime as also
of the ugly and the gruesome, and still greater discoverers
in passion, in working for effect, in the art of dressing
their windows, all possessing talent far
above their genius, virtuosos to their
backbone, knowing of secret passages to all that seduces,
lures, constrains or overthrows; born enemies of logic
and of straight lines, thirsting after the exotic,
the strange and the monstrous, and all opiates for
the senses and the understanding. On the whole,
a daring dare-devil, magnificently violent, soaring
and high-springing crew of artists, who first had
to teach their own century it is the century
of the mob what the concept “artist”
meant. But they were ill.{~HORIZONTAL ELLIPSIS~}
Wagner As The Apostle Of Chastity.
1.
Is this the German way?
Comes this low bleating forth from German hearts?
Should Teutons, sin repenting, lash themselves,
Or spread their palms with priestly unctuousness,
Exalt their feelings with the censer’s fumes,
And cower and quake and bend the trembling knee,
And with a sickly sweetness plead a prayer?
Then ogle nuns, and ring the Ave-bell,
And thus with morbid fervour out-do heaven?
Is this the German way?
Beware, yet are you free, yet your own Lords.
What yonder lures is Rome, Rome’s faith sung
without words.
2.
There is no necessary contrast between
sensuality and chastity, every good marriage, every
genuine love affair is above this contrast; but in
those cases where the contrast exists, it is very
far from being necessarily a tragic one. This,
at least, ought to hold good of all well-constituted
and good-spirited mortals, who are not in the least
inclined to reckon their unstable equilibrium between
angel and petite bête, without further ado,
among the objections to existence, the more refined
and more intelligent like Hafis and Goethe, even regarded
it as an additional attraction. It is precisely
contradictions of this kind which lure us to life.{~HORIZONTAL
ELLIPSIS~} On the other hand, it must be obvious,
that when Circe’s unfortunate animals are induced
to worship chastity, all they see and worship
therein, is their opposite oh! and with
what tragic groaning and fervour, may well be imagined that
same painful and thoroughly superfluous opposition
which, towards the end of his life, Richard Wagner
undoubtedly wished to set to music and to put on the
stage, And to what purpose? we may reasonably
ask.
3.
And yet this other question can certainly
not be circumvented: what business had he actually
with that manly (alas! so unmanly) “bucolic
simplicity,” that poor devil and son of nature Parsifal,
whom he ultimately makes a catholic by such insidious
means what? was Wagner in earnest
with Parsifal? For, that he was laughed at, I
cannot deny, any more than Gottfried Keller can.{~HORIZONTAL
ELLIPSIS~} We should like to believe that “Parsifal”
was meant as a piece of idle gaiety, as the closing
act and satyric drama, with which Wagner the tragedian
wished to take leave of us, of himself, and above
all of tragedy, in a way which befitted him
and his dignity, that is to say, with an extravagant,
lofty and most malicious parody of tragedy itself,
of all the past and terrible earnestness and sorrow
of this world, of the most ridiculous form
of the unnaturalness of the ascetic ideal, at last
overcome. For Parsifal is the subject par
excellence for a comic opera.{~HORIZONTAL ELLIPSIS~}
Is Wagner’s “Parsifal” his secret
laugh of superiority at himself, the triumph of his
last and most exalted state of artistic freedom, of
artistic transcendence is it Wagner able
to laugh at himself? Once again we only
wish it were so; for what could Parsifal be if he
were meant seriously? Is it necessary in
his case to say (as I have heard people say) that
“Parsifal” is “the product of the
mad hatred of knowledge, intellect, and sensuality?”
a curse upon the senses and the mind in one breath
and in one fit of hatred? an act of apostasy and a
return to Christianly sick and obscurantist ideals?
And finally even a denial of self, a deletion of self,
on the part of an artist who theretofore had worked
with all the power of his will in favour of the opposite
cause, the spiritualisation and sensualisation of his
art? And not only of his art, but also of his
life? Let us remember how enthusiastically Wagner
at one time walked in the footsteps of the philosopher
Feuerbach. Feuerbach’s words “healthy
sensuality” struck Wagner in the thirties and
forties very much as they struck many other Germans they
called themselves the young Germans that
is to say, as words of salvation. Did he ultimately
change his mind on this point? It would
seem that he had at least had the desire of changing
his doctrine towards the end.{~HORIZONTAL ELLIPSIS~}
Had the hatred of life become dominant in him
as in Flaubert? For “Parsifal” is
a work of rancour, of revenge, of the most secret
concoction of poisons with which to make an end of
the first conditions of life, it is a bad work.
The preaching of chastity remains an incitement to
unnaturalness: I despise anybody who does not
regard “Parsifal” as an outrage upon morality.
How I Got Rid Of Wagner.
1.
Already in the summer of 1876, when
the first festival at Bayreuth was at its height,
I took leave of Wagner in my soul. I cannot endure
anything double-faced. Since Wagner had returned
to Germany, he had condescended step by step to everything
that I despise even to anti-Semitism.{~HORIZONTAL
ELLIPSIS~} As a matter of fact, it was then high time
to bid him farewell: but the proof of this came
only too soon. Richard Wagner, ostensibly the
most triumphant creature alive; as a matter of fact,
though, a cranky and desperate decadent, suddenly
fell helpless and broken on his knees before the Christian
cross.{~HORIZONTAL ELLIPSIS~} Was there no German at
that time who had the eyes to see, and the sympathy
in his soul to feel, the ghastly nature of this spectacle?
Was I the only one who suffered from it? Enough,
the unexpected event, like a flash of lightning, made
me see only too clearly what kind of a place it was
that I had just left, and it also made me
shudder as a man shudders who unawares has just escaped
a great danger. As I continued my journey alone,
I trembled. Not long after this I was ill, more
than ill I was tired; tired
of the continual disappointments over everything which
remained for us modern men to be enthusiastic about,
of the energy, industry, hope, youth, and love that
are squandered everywhere; tired out of loathing
for the whole world of idealistic lying and conscience-softening,
which, once again, in the case of Wagner, had scored
a victory over a man who was of the bravest; and last
but not least, tired by the sadness of a ruthless
suspicion that I was now condemned to be
ever more and more suspicious, ever more and more
contemptuous, ever more and more deeply alone
than I had been theretofore. For I had no one
save Richard Wagner.{~HORIZONTAL ELLIPSIS~} I was always
condemned to the society of Germans.{~HORIZONTAL ELLIPSIS~}
2.
Henceforward alone and cruelly distrustful
of myself, I then took up sides not without
anger against myself and for
all that which hurt me and fell hard upon me; and
thus I found the road to that courageous pessimism
which is the opposite of all idealistic falsehood,
and which, as it seems to me, is also the road to
me to my mission.{~HORIZONTAL
ELLIPSIS~} That hidden and dominating thing, for which
for long ages we have had no name, until ultimately
it comes forth as our mission, this tyrant
in us wreaks a terrible revenge upon us for every
attempt we make either to evade him or to escape him,
for every one of our experiments in the way of befriending
people to whom we do not belong, for every active occupation,
however estimable, which may make us diverge from
our principal object: aye, and even for
every virtue which would fain protect us from the rigour
of our most intimate sense of responsibility.
Illness is always the answer, whenever we venture
to doubt our right to our mission, whenever
we begin to make things too easy for ourselves.
Curious and terrible at the same time! It is
for our relaxation that we have to pay most dearly!
And should we wish after all to return to health,
we then have no choice: we are compelled to burden
ourselves more heavily than we had been burdened
before.{~HORIZONTAL ELLIPSIS~}
The Psychologist Speaks.
1.
The oftener a psychologist a
born, an unavoidable psychologist and soul-diviner turns
his attention to the more select cases and individuals,
the greater becomes his danger of being suffocated
by sympathy: he needs greater hardness and cheerfulness
than any other man. For the corruption, the ruination
of higher men, is in fact the rule: it is terrible
to have such a rule always before our eyes. The
manifold torments of the psychologist who has discovered
this ruination, who discovers once, and then discovers
almost repeatedly throughout all history, this universal
inner “hopelessness” of higher men, this
eternal “too late!” in every sense may
perhaps one day be the cause of his “going to
the dogs” himself. In almost every psychologist
we may see a tell-tale predilection in favour of intercourse
with commonplace and well-ordered men: and this
betrays how constantly he requires healing, that he
needs a sort of flight and forgetfulness, away from
what his insight and incisiveness from what
his “business” has laid upon
his conscience. A horror of his memory is typical
of him. He is easily silenced by the judgment
of others, he hears with unmoved countenance how people
honour, admire, love, and glorify, where he has opened
his eyes and seen or he even conceals
his silence by expressly agreeing with some obvious
opinion. Perhaps the paradox of his situation
becomes so dreadful that, precisely where he has learnt
great sympathy, together with great contempt,
the educated have on their part learnt great reverence.
And who knows but in all great instances, just this
alone happened: that the multitude worshipped
a God, and that the “God” was only a poor
sacrificial animal! Success has always been
the greatest liar and the “work”
itself, the deed, is a success too; the great
statesman, the conqueror, the discoverer, are disguised
in their creations until they can no longer be recognised,
the “work” of the artist, of the philosopher,
only invents him who has created it, who is reputed
to have created it, the “great men,” as
they are reverenced, are poor little fictions composed
afterwards; in the world of historical values counterfeit
coinage prevails.
2.
Those great poets, for example, such
as Byron, Musset, Poe, Leopardi, Kleist, Gogol (I
do not dare to mention much greater names, but I imply
them), as they now appear, and were perhaps obliged
to be: men of the moment, sensuous, absurd, versatile,
light-minded and quick to trust and to distrust, with
souls in which usually some flaw has to be concealed,
often taking revenge with their works for an internal
blemish, often seeking forgetfulness in their soaring
from a too accurate memory, idealists out of proximity
to the mud: what a torment these
great artists are and the so-called higher men in
general, to him who has once found them out!
We are all special pleaders in the cause of mediocrity.
It is conceivable that it is just from woman who
is clairvoyant in the world of suffering, and, alas!
also unfortunately eager to help and save to an extent
far beyond her powers that they have
learnt so readily those outbreaks of boundless sympathy
which the multitude, above all the reverent multitude,
overwhelms with prying and self-gratifying interpretations.
This sympathising invariably deceives itself as to
its power; woman would like to believe that love can
do everything it is the superstition
peculiar to her. Alas, he who knows the heart
finds out how poor, helpless, pretentious, and blundering
even the best and deepest love is how much
more readily it destroys than saves.{~HORIZONTAL
ELLIPSIS~}
3.
The intellectual loathing and haughtiness
of every man who has suffered deeply the
extent to which a man can suffer, almost determines
the order of rank the chilling uncertainty
with which he is thoroughly imbued and coloured, that
by virtue of his suffering he knows more than
the shrewdest and wisest can ever know, that he has
been familiar with, and “at home” in many
distant terrible worlds of which “you
know nothing!” this silent intellectual
haughtiness, this pride of the elect of knowledge,
of the “initiated,” of the almost sacrificed,
finds all forms of disguise necessary to protect itself
from contact with gushing and sympathising hands,
and in general from all that is not its equal in suffering.
Profound suffering makes noble; it separates. One
of the most refined forms of disguise is Epicurism,
along with a certain ostentatious boldness of taste
which takes suffering lightly, and puts itself on the
defensive against all that is sorrowful and profound.
There are “cheerful men” who make use
of good spirits, because they are misunderstood on
account of them they wish to be misunderstood.
There are “scientific minds” who make
use of science, because it gives a cheerful appearance,
and because love of science leads people to conclude
that a person is shallow they wish
to mislead to a false conclusion. There are free
insolent spirits which would fain conceal and deny
that they are at bottom broken, incurable hearts this
is Hamlet’s case: and then folly itself
can be the mask of an unfortunate and alas! all too
dead-certain knowledge.
Epilogue.
1.
I have often asked myself whether
I am not much more deeply indebted to the hardest
years of my life than to any others. According
to the voice of my innermost nature, everything necessary,
seen from above and in the light of a superior
economy, is also useful in itself not only
should one bear it, one should love it.{~HORIZONTAL
ELLIPSIS~} Amor fati: this is the very
core of my being And as to my prolonged
illness, do I not owe much more to it than I owe to
my health? To it I owe a higher kind of
health, a sort of health which grows stronger under
everything that does not actually kill it! To
it, I owe even my philosophy.{~HORIZONTAL ELLIPSIS~}
Only great suffering is the ultimate emancipator of
spirit, for it teaches one that vast suspiciousness
which makes an X out of every U, a genuine and proper
X, i.e., the antepenultimate letter. Only
great suffering; that great suffering, under which
we seem to be over a fire of greenwood, the suffering
that takes its time forces us philosophers
to descend into our nethermost depths, and to let
go of all trustfulness, all good-nature, all whittling-down,
all mildness, all mediocrity, on which things
we had formerly staked our humanity. I doubt
whether such suffering improves a man; but I know
that it makes him deeper.{~HORIZONTAL ELLIPSIS~}
Supposing we learn to set our pride, our scorn, our
strength of will against it, and thus resemble the
Indian who, however cruelly he may be tortured, considers
himself revenged on his tormentor by the bitterness
of his own tongue. Supposing we withdraw from
pain into nonentity, into the deaf, dumb, and rigid
sphere of self-surrender, self-forgetfulness, self-effacement:
one is another person when one leaves these protracted
and dangerous exercises in the art of self-mastery,
one has one note of interrogation the more, and above
all one has the will henceforward to ask more, deeper,
sterner, harder, more wicked, and more silent questions,
than anyone has ever asked on earth before.{~HORIZONTAL
ELLIPSIS~} Trust in life has vanished; life itself
has become a problem. But let no
one think that one has therefore become a spirit of
gloom or a blind owl! Even love of life is still
possible, but it is a different kind
of love.{~HORIZONTAL ELLIPSIS~} It is the love for
a woman whom we doubt.{~HORIZONTAL ELLIPSIS~}
2.
The rarest of all things is this:
to have after all another taste a second
taste. Out of such abysses, out of the abyss of
great suspicion as well, a man returns as though
born again, he has a new skin, he is more susceptible,
more full of wickedness; he has a finer taste for joyfulness;
he has a more sensitive tongue for all good things;
his senses are more cheerful; he has acquired a second,
more dangerous, innocence in gladness; he is more
childish too, and a hundred times more cunning than
ever he had been before.
Oh, how much more repulsive pleasure
now is to him, that coarse, heavy, buff-coloured pleasure,
which is understood by our pleasure-seekers, our “cultured
people,” our wealthy folk and our rulers!
With how much more irony we now listen to the hubbub
as of a country fair, with which the “cultured”
man and the man about town allow themselves to be forced
through art, literature, music, and with the help of
intoxicating liquor, to “intellectual enjoyments.”
How the stage-cry of passion now stings our ears;
how strange to our taste the whole romantic riot and
sensuous bustle, which the cultured mob are so fond
of, together with its aspirations to the sublime,
to the exalted and the distorted, have become.
No: if we convalescents require an art at all,
it is another art –a mocking,
nimble, volatile, divinely undisturbed, divinely artificial
art, which blazes up like pure flame into a cloudless
sky! But above all, an art for artists, only
for artists! We are, after all, more conversant
with that which is in the highest degree necessary cheerfulness,
every kind of cheerfulness, my friends!{~HORIZONTAL
ELLIPSIS~} We men of knowledge, now know something
only too well: oh how well we have learnt by this
time, to forget, not to know, as artists!{~HORIZONTAL
ELLIPSIS~} As to our future: we shall scarcely
be found on the track of those Egyptian youths who
break into temples at night, who embrace statues,
and would fain unveil, strip, and set in broad daylight,
everything which there are excellent reasons to keep
concealed.(15) No, we are disgusted with this bad taste,
this will to truth, this search after truth “at
all costs;” this madness of adolescence, “the
love of truth;” we are now too experienced, too
serious, too joyful, too scorched, too profound
for that.{~HORIZONTAL ELLIPSIS~} We no longer believe
that truth remains truth when it is unveiled, we
have lived enough to understand this.{~HORIZONTAL
ELLIPSIS~} To-day it seems to us good form not to strip
everything naked, not to be present at all things,
not to desire to “know” all. “Tout
comprendre c’est tout mépriser."{~HORIZONTAL
ELLIPSIS~} “Is it true,” a little girl
once asked her mother, “that the beloved Father
is everywhere? I think it quite improper,” a
hint to philosophers.{~HORIZONTAL ELLIPSIS~} The shame
with which Nature has concealed herself behind riddles
and enigmas should be held in higher esteem.
Perhaps truth is a woman who has reasons for not
revealing her reasons?{~HORIZONTAL ELLIPSIS~}
Perhaps her name, to use a Greek word is Baubo? Oh
these Greeks, they understood the art of living!
For this it is needful to halt bravely at the surface,
at the fold, at the skin, to worship appearance, and
to believe in forms, tones, words, and the whole Olympus
of appearance! These Greeks were superficial from
profundity.{~HORIZONTAL ELLIPSIS~} And are
we not returning to precisely the same thing, we dare-devils
of intellect who have scaled the highest and most
dangerous pinnacles of present thought, in order to
look around us from that height, in order to look
down from that height? Are we not precisely
in this respect Greeks? Worshippers
of form, of tones, of words? Precisely on that
account artists?