When we reassembled for coffee on
the loggia after lunch, I did not suppose we should
continue the morning’s discussion. The conversation
had been turning mostly on climbing, and other such
topics, and finally had died away into a long silence,
which, for my own part, I felt no particular inclination
to break. We had let down an awning to shelter
us from the sun, where it began to shine in upon us,
so that it was still cool and pleasant where we sat;
and so delightful did I feel the situation to be,
that I was almost vexed to be challenged to renew
our interrupted debate. The challenge, rather
to my surprise, came from Audubon, who suddenly said
to me, a propos of nothing, in a tone at once
ironic and genial:
“Well, I thought you talked very well this morning.”
“Really!” I rejoined,
“I imagined you were thinking it all great nonsense.”
“So no doubt it was,”
he replied; “still, it amused me to hear you.”
“I am glad of that, at any rate;
I was afraid perhaps you were bored.”
“Not at all. Of course,
I couldn’t fail to see that you weren’t
arriving anywhere. But that I never expected.
In fact, what amuses me most about you is, the way
in which you continue to hope that you’re going
to get at some result.”
“But didn’t we?”
“I don’t see that you
did. You showed, or tried to show, that we must
believe in Good; but you made no attempt to discover
what Good is.”
“No,” I admitted; “that,
of course, is much more difficult.”
“Exactly; but it is the only point of importance.”
“Well,” I said, “perhaps
if we were to try, we should find that we can come
to some agreement even about that.”
“I don’t believe it.”
“But why not?”
“Because people are so radically
different, that there is no common ground to build
upon.”
“But is the difference really so radical as
all that?”
“Yes,” he said, “I
think so. At any rate, the proof of the pudding
is in the eating, and I make you an offer. Here
are eight of us, all Englishmen, all contemporaries,
all brought up more or less in the same way.
And I venture to say that, if you will raise the question,
you won’t find, even among ourselves, with all
the chances in your favour, any substantial agreement
about what we think good.”
This direct challenge was rather alarming.
I didn’t feel that I could refuse to take it
up, but I was anxious to guard myself against the
consequences of failure. So I began, with some
hesitation, “You must remember that I have never
maintained that at any given moment any given set
of people will be found to be in agreement on all points.
All I ventured to suggest was, that instead of our
all being made, as you contend, radically different,
we have, underneath our differences, a common nature,
capable of judging, and judging truly, about Good,
though only on the basis of actual experience of Good.
And on this view I shall, of course, expect to find
differences of opinion, corresponding to differences
of experience, even among people as much alike as
ourselves; only I shall not expect the differences
to be finally irreconcilable, but that we shall be
able to supplement and elucidate one another’s
conclusions by bringing to bear each his own experience
upon that of the rest.”
“Well,” he said, “we
shall see. I have invited you to make the experiment.”
“I am willing,” I replied,
“if it is agreeable to the others. Only
I must ask you to understand from the beginning precisely
what it is I am trying to do. I shall be merely
describing to you what I have been able to perceive,
with such experience as I have had, in this difficult
matter; and you will judge, all of you, whether or
no, and to what extent, your perceptions coincide
with mine, the object being simply to clear up these
perceptions of ours, if we can; to define somehow,
as it were, what we have seen, in the hope of coming
to see something more.”
They agreed to take me on my own terms,
and I was about to begin, when, happening to catch
Dennis’ eye, I suddenly felt discouraged.
“After all,” I said, “I doubt whether
it’s much use my making the attempt.”
“Why, what’s the matter?”
“Nothing,” I said.
“At least well, I may as well confess
it, though it seems like giving away my whole case.
The fact is, that there are certain quite fundamental
points in this connection on which Dennis and I have
never been able to agree; and although I believe we
should in time come to understand one another, I doubt
whether we can do so here and now. At any rate,
he doesn’t look at all as if he meant to make
it easy for me; and if I cannot carry him along with
me, I suppose I may as well give up at once.”
“Oh,” said Audubon, “if
that is all, I will make a concession. We will
leave Dennis out of the reckoning. It shall be
enough if you can persuade the rest of us.”
“But,” I urged, “I
doubt, even so, whether Dennis will ever allow me
to get to the end. You see, he never lets things
pass if he doesn’t happen to agree.”
“Oh,” cried Ellis, “it’s
all right. We will keep him in order.”
Dennis laughed. “You’re
disposing of me,” he said, “in a very easy
manner. But perhaps I had better go away altogether;
for, if I stay, I certainly cannot pledge myself not
to interrupt.”
“No,” I said, “that
seems hardly fair. What I propose is, that we
should both try to be as conciliatory as we can.
And then, by the process of ‘give and take,’
I shall perhaps slip past you without any really scandalous
concession on either side.”
“Well,” he said, “you can try.”
So, after casting about in my mind,
I began, with some hesitation, as follows:
“The first thing, then, that
I want to say is this: Good, as it seems to me,
necessarily involves some form of conscious activity.”
As I had expected, Dennis interrupted me at once.
“I don’t see that at all,”
he said. “Consciousness may have nothing
to do with it.”
“Perhaps, indeed, it may not,”
I replied, with all the suavity I could command.
“I should rather have said that I, as a matter
of fact, can form no idea of Good except in connection
with consciousness.”
“Can you not?” he exclaimed,
“but I can! If a thing is good it’s
good, so it appears to me, whether or no there is
any consciousness of it.”
“But,” I said, “I,
you see, myself, have no experience of anything existing
apart from consciousness, so it is difficult for me
to know whether such a thing would be good or no.
But you, perhaps, are differently constituted.”
“Not in that point,” he
replied. “I admit, of course, that there
is no experience without consciousness. But we
can surely conceive that of which we have no experience?
And I should have thought it was clear that Good,
like Truth, is, whether or no anyone is aware
of it. Or would you say that 2 + 2 = 4 is only
true when someone is thinking of it?”
“As to that,” I replied,
“I would rather not say anything about it just
now. On the logical point you may be right; but
that, I think, need not at present detain us, because
what I am trying to get at, for the moment, is something
rather different. I will put it like this:
Good, if it is to be conceived as an object of human
action, must be conceived, must it not, as an object
of consciousness? For otherwise do you think
we should trouble to pursue it?”
“I don’t know,”
he said, “whether we should; but perhaps we ought
to.”
“But,” I urged, “do
you really think we ought? Do you think, to take
an example, that it could be a possible or a right
aim for an artist, say, to be perpetually producing,
in a state of complete unconsciousness, works which
on completion should be immediately hermetically sealed
and buried for all eternity at the bottom of the sea?
Do you think that he could or ought to consider such
production as a Good? And so with all the works
of man. Do we, and really ought we to, do anything
except with some reference to consciousness?”
“I don’t know whether
we do,” he replied, “but I think it quite
possible that we ought.”
“Well,” I said, “we
shall not, I suppose, just now, come to a closer agreement
But is there anyone else who shares your view? for,
if not, I will, with your permission, go on to the
next point”
None spoke, and Dennis made no further
opposition. So, after a pause, I proceeded as
follows: “I shall assume, then, that Good,
in the sense in which I am conceiving it, as an end
of human action, involves some kind of conscious activity.
And the next question would seem to be, activity of
whom?”
“That, at any rate,” said
Leslie, “appears to be simple enough. It
must be an activity of some person or persons.”
“Once more,” murmured Dennis, “I
protest.”
But this time I ventured to ignore
him, and merely said, in answer to Leslie, “The
question, then, will be, what persons?”
“Why,” he replied, “ourselves, I
suppose!”
“What do you say, Parry?” I asked.
“I don’t quite understand,”
he replied, “the kind of way you put your questions.
But my own idea has always been, what I suppose is
most people’s now, that the Good we are working
for is that of some future generation.”
At this Leslie made some inarticulate
interjection, which I thought it better to ignore.
And, answering Parry, I said, “Suppose, then,
we were to make a beginning by examining your hypothesis.”
“By all means,” he said,
“though I should have thought we should all
have accepted it unless, perhaps, it were
Dennis.”
“I most certainly don’t!” cried
Leslie.
“Nor I,” added Audubon.
“Oh you!” cried Parry, “you accept
nothing!”
“True”; he replied, “my motto is
‘j’attends.’”
“Well,” I resumed, “let
us follow the argument and see where it leads us.
The hypothesis is, that Good involves some state of
activity of some generation indefinitely remote.
Is not that so, Parry?”
“Yes,” he said, “and
one can more or less define what the state of activity,
as you call it, will be.”
“Of course,” interposed
Ellis, “it will be one of heterogeneous, co-ordinate,
coherent
“That,” I interrupted,
“is not at present the question. The question
is merely as to the location of Good. According
to Parry, it is located in this particular remote
generation, and, I suppose, in those that follow it.
But now, what about all the other generations, from
the beginning of the world onward? Good, it would
seem, can have no meaning for them, since it is the
special privilege of those who come after them.”
“Oh, yes, it has!” he
replied, “for it is their business to bring it
about, not indeed for themselves, but for their successors.”
“But,” cried Leslie, “what
an absurd idea! Countless myriads of men and
women are born upon the earth, live through their complex
lives of action and suffering, pleasure and pain,
hopes, fears, satisfactions, aspirations, and the
like, pursuing what they call Good, and avoiding what
they call Bad, under the naif impression that there
is Good and Bad for them and yet the significance
of all this is not really for themselves at all, but
for some quite other people who will have the luck
to be born in the remote future, and for whose sake
alone their fellow-creatures, from the very beginning
of time, have been brought into being like so many
lifeless tools, to be used up and laid aside, when
done with, on the black infinite ash-heap of the dead.”
“Oh, come!” said Parry,
“you exaggerate! These tools, as you call
them, have a good enough time. It does not follow,
because the final Good lies in the future, that the
present has no Good at all. It has just as much
Good as people can get out of it.”
“But then,” said Leslie,
“in that case it is this Good of their own with
which each generation is really concerned. So
far as they do get Good at all they get it as an activity
in themselves.”
“Certainly,” said Ellis;
“and for my own part, I am sick of that cant
of living for future generations. Let us, at least,
live for ourselves, whether we live well or badly.”
“Well,” replied Parry,
rather stiffly, “of course every one has his
own ideas. But I confess that, for my own part,
the men I admire are those who have sacrificed themselves
for the future.”
“But, Parry,” I interposed,
“let us get clear about this; and with a view
to clearness let us take our own case. We, as
I understand you, have to keep in view a double Good:
first, a Good for ourselves, which is not indeed the
perfect Good (for that is reserved for a future generation),
but still is something Good as far as it goes whether
it be a certain degree of happiness, or however else
we may have to define it; and as to this Good, there
appears to be no difficulty, for we who pursue it
are also the people who get it That is so, is it not?”
He agreed.
“But now,” I continued,
“we come to the point of dispute. For besides
this Good of our own, we have also, according to the
theory, to consider a Good in which we have no share,
that of those who are to be born in some indefinite
future. And to this remote and alien Good we
have even, on occasion, to sacrifice our own.”
“Certainly,” he said, “all good
citizens will think so.”
“I believe,” I admitted,
“that they will. And yet, how strange it
seems! For consider it in this way. Imagine
that the successive generations can somehow be viewed
as contemporaneous being projected, as
it were, from the plane of time into that of space.”
“It’s rather hard,” he said, “to
imagine that.”
“Well, but try, for the sake
of argument; and consider what we shall have.
We shall have a society divided into two classes, composed,
the one of all the generations who, if they followed
one another in time, would precede the first millenarian
one; the other of all the millenarian-generations
themselves. And of these two classes the first
would be perpetually engaged in working for the second,
sacrificing to it, if need be, on occasion, all its
own Good, but without any hope or prospect of ever
entering itself into that other Good which is the
monopoly of the other class, but to the production
of which its own efforts are directed. What should
we say of such a society? Should we not say that
it was founded on injustice and inequality, and all
those other phrases with which we are wont to denounce
a system of serfdom or slavery?”
“But,” he objected, “your
projection of time into space has falsified the whole
situation. For in fact the millenarian generation
would not come into being until the others had ceased
to be; and therefore the latter would not be being
sacrificed to it.”
“No,” I said, “but
they would have been sacrificed; and surely it comes
to the same thing?”
“I am not sure,” he replied,
“and anyhow, I don’t think sacrifice is
the right word. In a society every man’s
interest is in the Whole; and when he works for the
Whole he is also working for himself.”
“No doubt that is true,”
I replied, “in a society properly constituted,
but I question whether it would be true in such a society
as I have described. And then there is a further
difficulty and here, I confess, my projection
of time into space really does falsify the issue;
for in the succession of generations in time, where
is the Whole? Each generation comes into
being, passes, and disappears; but how, or in what,
are they summed up?”
“Why,” he said, “in
a sense they are all summed up in the last generation.”
“But in what sense? Do
you mean that their consciousness somehow persists
into it, so that they actually enjoy its Good?”
“Of course not,” he said,
“but I mean that it was conditioned by them,
and is the result of their labour and activities.”
“In that sense,” I replied,
“you might say that the oysters I eat are summed
up in me. But it would be a poor consolation to
the oysters!”
“Well,” he rejoined, “whatever
you may say, I still think it right that each generation
should sacrifice itself (as you call it) for the next.
And so, I believe, would you, when it came to the point.
At any rate, I have often heard you inveigh against
the shortsightedness of modern politicians, and their
unwillingness to run great risks and undertake great
labours for the future.”
“Quite true,” I said,
“that is the view I take. But I was trying
to see how the view could be justified. For it
seems to me, I confess, that we can only be expected
to labour for what is, in some sense or other, our
own Good; and I do not see how the Good of future
generations, in your way of putting it, is also ours.”
“But,” he said, “we have an instinct
that it is.”
“I believe we have,” I
replied, “but the question would be, what that
instinct really means. Somehow or other, I think
it must mean, as you yourself suggested, that our
Good is the Good of the Whole. Only the difficulty
is to see how there is a Whole at all.”
“Well,” he said, “perhaps there
is no Whole. What then?”
“Why, then,” I replied,
“how can we justify an instinct which bids us
labour and sacrifice ourselves for a Good, which, on
this hypothesis, has no significance for us, but only
for other people.”
“Perhaps,” he said, “we
cannot justify it, but I am sure we ought to obey
it; and, indeed, I believe we cannot do otherwise.
Even taking the view that the order of the world is
altogether unjust, as I admit it would be on the view
we are considering, yet, since we cannot remedy the
injustice, we are bound at least to make the best of
it; and the best we can do is to prepare the Good
for those who come after us, even though we can never
enter into it ourselves.”
“I am not so sure about that,”
Ellis interrupted, “I think the best we can
do is to try and realize Good for ourselves as
much as we can get, even if we admit that this is
but little. For we do at least know, or may hope
to discover, what Good for ourselves is; whereas Good
for other people is far more hypothetical.”
“But, surely,” he objected,
“that would lead to action we cannot approve to
a sacrifice of all larger Goods to our own pleasure
of the moment. We should breed, for example,
without any regard to the future efficacy of the race
“That,” interrupted Ellis, “we do
as it is.”
“Yes, but we don’t justify
it those of us, at least, who think.
And, again, we should squander on immediate gratifications
wealth which ought to be stored up against the future.
And so on, and so on; it is not necessary to multiply
examples.”
“But,” I objected, “we
should only do these things if we thought that kind
of short-sighted activity to be good; but, as a matter
of fact, we do not, we who object to it. And
that is because, as I hinted before, our idea of even
our own Good is that of an activity in and for the
Whole, and not merely in and for ourselves. And,
whether it is reasonable or no, we cannot help extending
the idea of the Whole, so as to include future generations.
But, as it seems to me, the real meaning and justification
of our action is not merely that we are seeking the
Good of future generations but that we are endeavouring
to realize our own Good, which consists in some such
form of activity. So that really, as was suggested
at the beginning, Good will be a kind of activity
in ourselves, even though that activity be directed
towards ends in which we do not expect to share.”
At this point, Dennis, who had been
struggling to speak, broke in at last, in spite of
Ellis’s efforts to restrain him.
“Why do you keep saying ’Our
Good’?” he cried. “Why do you
not say the Good? I can’t understand
this talk of me and thee, our Good, and their Good,
as if there were as many Goods as there are people.”
“Well,” I said, “the
distinction, after all, was introduced by Parry, who
said that we ought to aim at the Good of a future generation.
Still, I admit that I was getting a little unhappy
myself at the kind of language into which I was betrayed.
But what I want to say is this: So far as it
is true at all that it is good to labour for future
generations, goodness consists in the activity of so
labouring, as much, at least, as in the result produced
in those for whose sake the labour is. That,
at least, is the only way in which I can find the
position reasonable at all.”
“I don’t see it,”
said Parry, and was preparing to re-state his position,
when Wilson suddenly intervened with a new train of
thought.
“The fact is,” he said,
“you have begun altogether at the wrong end.”
“I daresay,” I said, “I
can’t find the end; it’s all such a coil.”
“Well,” he said, “this
is where I believe the trouble came in. You started
with the idea that the Good must be good for individuals;
and that was sure to land you in confusion.”
“What then is your idea?” I asked.
“Why,” he said, “as
you might expect from a biologist, I regard everything
from the point of view of the species.”
At this I saw Ellis sit up and prepare for an encounter.
“Nature,” continued Wilson,
“has always in view the Whole not the Part,
the species not the individual. And this law,
which is true of the whole creation, is thrown into
special relief in the case of man, because there the
interest of the species is embodied in a particular
form the Society or the State and
may be clearly envisaged, as a thing apart, towards
the maintenance of which conscious efforts may be
directed.”
“And this, which is the end
of Nature, according to you, is also the Good?”
“Naturally.”
“Well,” I said, “I
will not recapitulate here the objections I have already
urged against the view that the course of Nature determines
the content of the Good. For, quite apart from
that, it is a view which many people hold and
one which was held long before there was a science
of biology that the community is the end,
and the individual only the means.”
“But,” he said, “biology
has given a new basis and a new colour to the view.”
“I don’t know about that,”
cried Ellis, unable any longer to restrain himself,
“but I am sure it has given us a new kind of
language. In the old days, when Wilson’s
opinion was represented by Plato, men were still men,
and were spoken of as such, however much they might
be subordinated to the community. But now! why,
if you open one of these sociological books, mostly,
I am bound to say, in German, ’Entwurf
einer Sozial-anthropologie,’ ’Versuch
einer anthropologischen Darstellung der
menschlichen Gesellschaft vom Sozial-biologischen
Standpunkt aus,’ and the like you
will hardly be able to realize that you are dealing
with human beings at all. I have seen an unmarried
woman called a ‘female non-childbearing human.’
And at the worst, men actually cease to be even animals;
they become mere numbers; they are calculated by the
theory of combinations; they are masses, averages,
classes, curves, anything but men! For every million
of the population, it has been solemnly estimated,
there will be one genius, one imbecile, 256,791 individuals
just above the mean, 256,791 just below it! Observe,
256,791! Not, as one might have been tempted to
believe, 256,790! What a saving grace in that
odd unit! And this is the kind of thing that
is revolutionizing history and politics! No more
great men, no more heroic actions, no more inspirations,
passions, and ideals! Nothing but calculations
of the chances that A will meet and breed out of B!
Nothing but analysis of the mechanism of survival!
Nothing but
“My dear Ellis,” interrupted
Wilson, “you appear to me to be digressing.”
“Digressing!” he cried
“Would that I could digress out of this world
altogether! Would that I could digress to a planet
where they have no arithmetic! Where a man could
be a man, not a figure in an addition sum, a unit
in an average, an individual in a species
“Where,” exclaimed Audubon,
taking him up, “a man could be himself, as I
have often said, ‘imperial, plain, and true.’”
There was a chorus of protestation
at the too familiar quotation; and for a time I was
unable to lay hold of the broken thread of the argument.
But at last I got a hearing for the question I was
anxious to address to Wilson.
“You say,” I began, “that
by Good we mean the Good of the community?”
“I say,” he replied, “that
that is what we ought to mean.”
“But in what sense do you understand
the word community?”
“In the sense of that organization
of individuals which represents, so to speak, the
species.”
“How represents?”
“In the sense that it is its
function to maintain and perfect the species.”
“But is that the function of the community?”
“If it is not, it ought to be;
and to a great extent it is. If you look at the
social mechanism, not with the eyes of a mere historian,
who usually sees nothing, but with those of a biologist
and man of science, intent upon essentials, you will
find that it is nothing but an elaborate apparatus
of selection, natural or artificial, as you like to
call it. First, there is the struggle of races,
which may be traced not only in war and conquest,
but more insidiously under the guise of peace, so
that, for example, at this day you may witness throughout
Europe the gradual extinction of the long-headed fair
by the round-headed dark stock. Then there is
the struggle of nation with nation, resulting in the
gradual elimination of the weaker that,
of course, is obvious enough; but what is not always
so clearly seen is the not less certain fact, that
within the limits of each society the same process
is everywhere at work. To pass over the economic
struggle for existence, of which we are perhaps sufficiently
aware, what else is our system of examinations but
a mechanism of selection, whereby it is determined
that certain persons only shall have access to certain
professions? What else is the convention whereby
marriages are confined to people of the same class,
thus securing the perpetuation of certain types, and
especially of the better-gifted and better-disposed?
Turn where we may we find the same phenomenon.
Society is a machine for sifting out the various elements
of the race, combining the like, disparting the unlike,
bringing some to the top, others to the bottom, preserving
these, eliminating those, indifferent to the fate,
good or bad, of the individuals it controls, but envisaging
always the well-being of the Whole.”
“But,” I objected, “is
it so certain that it is well-being that is kept in
view? Do you not recognize a process of deterioration
as well as of improvement? You mentioned, for
instance, that the long-headed fair race, is giving
place to what I understand is regarded as an inferior
type.”
“No doubt,” he admitted,
“there are periods of decline. Still, on
the whole, the movement is an upward one.”
“Well,” I replied, “that,
after all, is not the question we are at present discussing.
Your main point is, that when we speak of Good we
mean, or should mean, the Good, not of the individual,
but of the species. But what, I should like to
know, is the species? Is it somehow an entity,
or being, that it has a Good?”
“No,” he replied, “it
is merely, of course, a general name for the individuals;
only for all the individuals taken together, not one
by one or in groups.”
“The Good of the species, then,
is the Good of all the individuals taken together.”
“Yes.”
“But” I said, “how
can that be? It is good for the species, according
to you, that certain individuals should be eliminated,
or should sink to the bottom, or whatever else their
fate may be. But is that also good for the individual
in question?”
“I don’t know about that,”
he replied, “and I don’t see that it matters.
I only say that it is good for the species.”
“But they are part of the species;
so that if it is good for the species it is good for
them.”
“No! for the Good of the species
consists in the selection of the best individuals.
It is indifferent to all the rest”
“Then by the Good of the species
you mean the good of the selected individuals?”
“Not exactly; I mean it is good
that those individuals should be selected.”
“But good for whom, if not for
them? For the individuals who are eliminated?
Or for you who look on? Or perhaps, for God?”
“God! No! I mean good, simply good.”
“I’m afraid I don’t
understand,” I said. “Does Good then
hang, as it were, in the air, being Good for nobody
at all?”
“Well, if you like, we will say it is good for
Nature.”
“But is Nature, then, a conscious being?”
“I don’t say that”
“I am very sorry,” I said,
“but really I cannot understand you. If
you reject God, I see only two alternatives remaining.
Either the Good you speak of is that of all the individuals
of the species taken together, or it is that of the
best individuals; and in either case I seem to see
difficulties.”
“What difficulties?” asked Parry.
For Wilson did not speak.
“Why,” I said, “taking
the first alternative, I do not see how it can be
good for the inferior individuals to be degraded or
eliminated. I should have thought, if there were
any Good for them, it would consist in their being
made better.”
“I don’t see that,”
objected Dennis; “it might be the best possible
thing, for them, to be eliminated.”
“But in that case,” I
said, “the best possible thing would be absence
of Bad, not Good. And so far as we could talk
of Good at all, we could not apply it to them?”
“Perhaps not”
“Well then, in that case we
have to fall back upon the other alternative, and
say that by the Good of the species we mean that of
the ultimately selected individuals.”
“Well, what then?”
“Why, then, we return, do we
not, to the position of Parry, that the Good is that
of some particular generation? And there, too,
we were met by difficulties. So that altogether
I do not really see what meaning to attach to Wilson’s
conception.”
“There is no meaning to be attached
to it!” cried Ellis. “The species
is a mere screen invented to conceal the massacre of
individuals. I’m sick of these biologico-sociologico-anthropologico-histórico
treatises, with their talk of races, of nations, of
classes, never of men! their prate about laws as if
they were the real entities, and the people who are
supposed to be subject to them mere indifferent particles
of stuff! their analysis of the perfection with which
the machine works, its combinations, differentiations,
subordinations, co-ordinations, and all the other
abominations of desolations standing where they ought
not, as depressing to the mind as they are cacophonous
to the ear! and, worst of all, their impudent demand
that we should admire the diabolical process!
Admire! As though we should be asked to admire
the beauty of the rack and the thumbscrew!”
“It’s a matter of taste,
no doubt,” said Wilson, “but in me the
spectacle of natural law does awaken feelings of admiration.”
“In me,” replied Ellis,
“it awakens, just as often, feelings of disgust,
and especially when its theatre is human life.”
“At any rate, whether you admire
it or not, the spectacle is there.”
“No doubt, if you choose to
look at it; but why should you? It’s not
a good drama; it isn’t up to date; it has no
first-hand knowledge, nor original vision of life.
It simply ignores all the important facts.”
“Which do you call the important facts?”
“Why, of course, the emotions;
the hopes, fears, aspirations, sympathies and the
rest! There’s more valuable information
contained in even an inferior novel that in all the
sociological treatises that ever have been or will
be written.”
“Oh, come!” cried Parry.
“I assure you,” replied
Ellis, “I am serious. Take, for example,
these unfortunate creatures who are in process of elimination.
To the sociologist their elimination is their only
raison d’etre. He cancels them out
with the same delight as if they were figures in a
complex fraction. But pick up any novel dealing
with the life of the slums, and you find that these
figures are really composed of innumerable individual
units, existing each for himself, and each his own
sufficient justification, each a sacred book comprising
its own unique secret, a master-piece of the divine
tragedian, a universe self-moved and self-contained,
a centre of infinity, a mirror of totality, in a word,
a human soul.”
“All that I altogether deny,”
said Wilson, “but, even if it were true, it
would not affect the sociological laws.”
“I don’t say it would.
I only say that the sociological laws are as unimportant,
if possible, as the law of gravitation.”
“Which,” replied Wilson,
“may be regarded as a reductio ad absurdum
of your view.”
“Anyhow,” I interposed,
“we are digressing from our point. What
I really want to know is whether Wilson has any more
light to throw on my difficulties with regard to his
notion of the species.”
“I have nothing more to say,”
he replied, “than I have said already.”
“But I have!” cried Dennis,
“and something very much to the point.
You see now the absurdities into which you are led
by the position you insisted on assuming, that Good
involves conscious activity. If it does, as you
rightly inquired (though with a suicidal audacity),
conscious activity in whom? And to that question,
of course, you can find no answer.”
“And yet,” I said, endeavouring
to turn the tables upon him, “I have known you
to maintain yourself that Good not merely involves,
but is, a conscious activity; only an activity in
or of God.”
“Rather,” he replied,
“that it is God. But I don’t
really know whether we ought to call God a conscious
activity. Whatever He or It be, is something
that transcends our imagination. Only the things
we call good are somehow reflexes of God; and we have
to accept them as such without further inquiry.
At any rate, we have no right to endeavour, as you
keep doing, to locate Good in some individual persons.”
“Well,” I said, “here
we come again to a fundamental difference of view.
All the Good of which I am aware as actually existing
is associated, somehow or other, with personal consciousness.
I am willing to admit, for the sake of argument, that
the ultimate Good, if ever we come to know it, might,
perhaps, not be so associated. But of that, as
yet, I know nothing; you, perhaps, are more fortunate.
And if you can give us an account of Good, I mean,
of course, of its content, which shall represent it
intelligibly to us as independent of any consciousness
like our own, I am quite ready to relinquish the argument
to you.”
“I don’t know,”
he replied, “that I can represent It to you in
a way that you would admit to be intelligible.
I don’t profess to have had what you call ‘experience’
of it.”
“Well, then,” said Ellis, “what’s
the good of talking?”
“What, indeed!” I echoed,
in some despondency. For I began to feel it was
impossible to carry on the conversation. But at
this point, to my great relief, Bartlett came to the
rescue, not indeed with a solution of the difficulty
in which we were involved, but with a diversion of
which I was only too glad to take advantage.
“It seems to me,” he said,
“that you are getting off the track! Whatever
the ultimate Good may be, what we really want to know,
is the kind of thing we can conceive to be good for
people like ourselves. And I thought that was
what you were going to discuss.”
“So I was,” I said, “if Dennis would
have let me.”
“I will let you, by all means,”
Dennis interposed, “so long as it is quite understood
that everything you say has nothing to do with the
real subject.”
“Very well,” said Bartlett,
“that’s understood. And now let’s
get along, on the basis of you and me and the man
in the street. What are we trying to get, when
we try to get Good? That I take it is the real
question.”
“And I can only answer,”
I said, “as I did before, that we are trying
to get some state of conscious experience, to enter
into some activity.”
“Very well, then, what activity?”
he inquired, catching me up sharp, as if he were afraid
of Dennis interposing again.
“What activity!” cried
Ellis, “why all and every one as much as another,
and the more the merrier.”
“What!” I exclaimed, rather
taken aback, “all at once do you mean? whether
they be good or whether they be bad, all alike indifferently?”
“There are no bad activities,”
he replied, “none bad essentially in themselves.
Their goodness and badness depends on the way in which
they are interchanged or combined. Any pursuit
or occupation palls in time if it is followed exclusively;
but all may be delightful in the just measure and
proportion. We are complex creatures, and we ought
to employ all our faculties alike, never one alone
at the cost of all the others.”
“That may be sound enough,”
I said, “but will you not describe more in detail
the kind of life which you consider to be good?”
“How can I?” he replied.
“It is like trying to sum infinity! The
most I can do is to hint and rhapsodize.”
“Hint away, then!” cried
Parry; “rhapsodize away! we’re all listening.”
“Well, then,” he said,
“my ideal of the good life would be to move in
a cycle of ever-changing activity, tasting to the full
the peculiar flavour of each new phase in the shock
of its contrast with that of all the rest. To
pass, let us say, from the city with all its bustle,
smoke, and din, its press of business, gaiety, and
crime, straight away, without word or warning, breaking
all engagements, to the farthest and loneliest corner
of the world. To hunt or fish for weeks and months
in strange wild places, camping out among strange beasts
and birds, lost in pathless forests, or wandering over
silent plains. Then, suddenly, back in the crowd,
to feel the press of business, to make or lose millions
in a week, to adventure, compete, and win; but always,
at the moment when this might pall, with a haven of
rest in view, an ancient English mansion, stately,
formal, and august, islanded, over its sunken fence,
by acres of buttercups. There to study, perhaps
to write, perhaps to experiment, dreaming in my garden
at night of new discoveries, to revolutionize science
and bring the world of commerce to my feet. Then,
before I have time to tire, to be off on my travels
again, washing gold in Klondike, trading for furs
in Siberia, fighting in Madagascar, in Cuba, or in
Crete, or smoking hasheesh in tents with Persian mystics.
To make my end action itself, not anything action
may gain, choosing not to pursue the Good for fear
I should let slip Goods, but, in my pursuit of Goods,
attaining the only Good I can conceive a
full and harmonious exercise of all my faculties and
powers.”
On hearing him speak thus I felt,
I confess, such a warmth of sympathy that I hesitated
to attempt an answer. But Leslie, who was young
enough still to live mainly in ideas, broke in with
his usual zeal and passion.
“But,” he said, “all
this activity of which you speak is no more good than
it is bad; every phase of it, by your own confession,
is so imperfect in itself that it requires to be constantly
exchanged for some other, equally defective.”
“Not at all,” answered
Ellis, “each phase is good in its time and place;
but each becomes bad if it is pursued exclusively to
the detriment of others.”
“But is each good in itself?
or, at least, is it more good than bad? You choose,
in imagination, to dwell upon the good aspect of each;
but in practice you would have to experience also
the bad. Your hunting in trackless forests will
involve exposure, fatigue, and hunger; your fighting
in Madagascar, fever, wounds, and disillusionment;
and so through all your chapter of accidents for
accidents they are at best, and never the substance
of Good; rather, indeed, a substance of Evil, dogged
by a shadow of Good.”
“Oh!” cried Ellis, “what
a horrid prosaic view from an idealist,
too! Why, the Bad is all part of the Good; one
takes the rough with the smooth. Or rather the
Good stands above what you call good and bad; it consists
in the activity itself which feeds upon both alike.
If I were Dennis I should say it is the synthesis
of both.”
“Well,” said Leslie, “I
never heard before of a synthesis produced by one
side of the antithesis simply swallowing the other.”
“Didn’t you?” said
Ellis. “Then you have a great deal yet to
learn. This is known as the synthesis of the
lion and the lamb.”
“Oh, synthesis!” cried
Parry. “Heaven save us from synthesis!
What is it you are trying to say?”
“That’s what I want to
know,” I said “We seem to be coming perilously
near to Dennis’s position, that what we call
Evil is mere appearance.”
“Well,” said Ellis, “extremes
meet! Dennis arrived at his view by a denial
of the world; I arrive at mine by an affirmation of
it.”
“But do you really think,”
I urged, “that everything in the world is good?”
“I think,” he replied,
“that everything may be made to minister to
Good if you approach it in the proper way.”
“That reads,” said Audubon,
“like an extract from a sermon.”
“As I remarked before,” replied Ellis,
“extremes meet”
“But, Ellis,” I protested,
“do explain! How are you going to answer
Leslie?”
“Leslie is really too young,”
he replied, “to be answerable at all. But
if you insist on my being serious, what I meant to
suggest is, that when our activity is freshest and
keenest we find delight in what is called Evil no
less than in what is called Good. The complexity
of the world charms us, its ‘downs’ as
well as its ‘ups,’ its abysses and glooms
no less than its sunny levels. We would not alter
it if we could; it is better than we could make it;
and we accept it not merely with acquiescence but
with triumph.”
“Oh, do we!” said Audubon.
“We,” answered Ellis,
“not you! You, of course, do not accept
anything.”
“But who are ’we’?” asked
Leslie.
“All of us,” he replied,
“who try to make an art of living. Yes,
art, that is the word! To me life appears like
a great tragi-comedy. It has its shadows as well
as its lights, but we would not lose one of them,
for fear of destroying the harmony of the whole.
Call it good, or call it bad, no matter, so it is.
The villain no less than the hero claims our applause;
it would be dull without him. We can’t afford
to miss anything or anyone.”
“In fact,” cried Audubon,
“‘Konx Ompax! Totality!’ You
and Dennis are strangely agreed for once!”
“Yes,” he replied, “but
for very different reasons, as the judge said on the
one occasion when he concurred with his colleagues.
Dennis accepts the Whole because he finds it a perfect
logical system; I, because I find it a perfect work
of art. His prophet is Hegel; mine is Walt Whitman.”
“Walt Whitman! And you profess to be an
artist!”
“So was he, not in words but
in life. One thing to him was no better nor worse
than another; small and great, high and low, good and
bad, he accepts them all, with the instinctive delight
of an actual physical contact. Listen to him!”
And he began to quote:
“I do not call one greater and one smaller,
That which fills its period and place
is equal to any.
I believe a leaf of grass is no less than
the journey-work of the stars.
And the pismire is equally perfect, and
a grain of sand, and the egg of
the wren,
And the tree-toad is a ‘chef-d’oeuvre’
for the highest;
And the running blackberry would adorn
the parlours of heaven,
And the narrowest hinge in my hand puts
to scorn all machinery,
And the cow-crunching with depressed head
surpasses any statue,
And a mouse is miracle enough to stagger
sextillions of infidels.”
“That’s all very well,”
objected Leslie, “though, of course, it’s
rather absurd; but it does not touch the question of
evil at all.”
“Wait a bit,” cried Ellis, “he’s
ready for you there.”
“I am not the poet of goodness only,
I do not decline to be the poet of
wickedness
also.
What blurt is this about virtue and about
vice?
Evil propels me and reform of evil propels
me, I stand indifferent,
My gait is no fault-finder’s or
rejector’s gait,
I moisten the roots of all that grows.”
“This is the meal equally set, this
is the meat for natural hunger,
It is for the wicked just the same as
the righteous, I make appointment
with all,
I will not have a single person slighted
or kept away,
The kept-woman, spunger, thief are hereby
invited,
The heavy-lipped slave is invited, the
venerealee is invited;
There shall be no difference between them
and the rest.”
“That’s rather strong,” remarked
Parry.
“Don’t you like it?” Ellis inquired.
“I think I might like it if I were drunk.”
“Ah, but a poet, you see, is always drunk!”
’Well, I unfortunately, am often
sober; and then I find the sponger and the venerealee
anything but agreeable objects.”
“Besides,” said Audubon,
“though it’s very good of Walt Whitman
to invite us all, the mere fact of dining with him,
however miscellaneous the company, doesn’t alter
the character of the dinner.”
“No,” cried Leslie, “and
that’s just the point Ellis has missed all through.
Even if it be true that the world appears to him as
a work of art, it doesn’t appear so to the personages
of the drama. What’s play to him is grim
earnest to them; and, what’s more, he himself
is an actor not a mere spectator, and may have that
fact brought home to him, any moment, in his flesh
and blood.”
“Of course!” replied Ellis,
“and I wouldn’t have it otherwise.
The point of the position is that one should play
one’s part oneself, but play it as an artist
with one’s eye upon the total effect, never
complaining of Evil merely because one happens to suffer,
but taking the suffering itself as an element in the
aesthetic perfection of the Whole.”
“I should like to see you doing
that,” said Bartlett, rather brutally, “when
you were down with a fit of yellow fever.”
“Or shut up in a mad-house,” said Leslie.
“Or working eight hours a day
at business,” said Audubon, “with the
thermometer 100 degrees in the shade.”
“Oh well,” answered Ellis,
“those are the confounded accidents of our unhealthy
habits of life.”
“I am afraid,” I said,
“they are accidents very essential to the substance
of the world.”
“Besides,” cried Parry,
“there’s the whole moral question, which
you seem to ignore altogether. If there be any
activity that is good, it must be, I suppose, the
one that is right; and the activity you describe seems
to have nothing to do with right and wrong.”
“Right and wrong! Right and wrong!”
echoed Ellis,
“Das hoer ich sechzlg Jahre
wiederholen,
Ich fluche drauf, aber verstohlen.”
“You may curse as much as you
like,” replied Parry, “but you can hardly
deny that there is an intimate connection between Good
and Right.”
Instead of replying Ellis began to
whistle; so I took up Parry’s point and said,
“Yes, but what is the connection? My own
idea is that Right is really a means to Good.
And I should separate off all activity that is merely
a means from that which is really an end in itself,
and good.”
“But is there any activity,”
objected Leslie, “which is not merely a means?”
“Oh yes,” I said, “I
should have thought so. Most men, it seems to
me, are well enough content with what they are doing
for its own sake; even though at the same time they
have remoter ends in view, and if these were cut off
would cease, perhaps, to take pleasure in the work
of the moment. The attitude is not very logical,
perhaps, but I think it is very common. Why else
is it that men who believe and maintain that they
only work in order to make money, nevertheless are
so unwilling to retire when the money is made; or,
if they do, are so often dissatisfied and unhappy?”
“Oh,” said Audubon, “that
is only because boredom is worse than pain. It
is not that they find any satisfaction in their work;
it’s only that they find even greater distress
in idleness.”
“But, surely,” I replied,
“even you yourself would hardly maintain that
there is nothing men do for its own sake, and because
they take delight in it. If there were nothing
else at least there is play and I have
known you play cricket yourself!”
“Known him play cricket!”
cried Ellis. “Why, if he had his way, he
would do nothing else, except at the times when he
was riding or shooting.”
“Well,” I said, “that’s
enough, for the moment, to refute him. And, in
fact, I suppose none of us would seriously maintain
that there is no form of activity which men feel to
be good for its own sake, though the Good of course
may be partial and precarious.”
“No,” said Ellis, “I
should rather inquire whether there is any form which
they pursue merely and exclusively as a means to something
else.”
“Oh, surely!” I said.
“One might mention, for instance, the act of
visiting the dentist. Or what is more important,
and what, I suppose, Parry had in his mind, there
is the whole class of activities which one distinguishes
as moral.”
“Do you mean to say,”
said Parry, “that moral action has no Good in
itself but is only a means to some other Good?”
“I don’t know,”
I replied; “I am rather inclined to think so.
But it all depends upon how we define it.”
“And how do you define it?”
“I should say that its specific
quality consists in the refusal to seize some immediate
and inferior Good with a view to the attainment of
one that is remoter but higher.”
“Oh, well, of course,”
cried Leslie, “if you define it so, your proposition
follows of itself.”
“So I thought,” I said. “But
how would you define it?”
“I should say it is a free and perfect activity
in Good.”
“In that case, it is of course
the very activity we are in quest of, and we should
come upon it, if we were successful, at the end of
our inquiry. But I was supposing that the essence
of morality is expressed in the word ‘ought’;
and in that I take to be implied the definition I
suggested namely, action pursued not for
its own sake, but for the sake of something else.”
“Oh, oh!” cried Dennis,
“there I really must protest! I’ve
kept silent as long as I possibly could; but when
it comes to describing as a mere means the only kind
of activity which is an end in itself
“The only kind that is an end
in itself!” I repeated, in some dismay.
“Is that really what you think?”
“Of course it is! why not?”
“I don’t know. I
have always supposed that, when we are doing what we
ought, we are acting with a view to some ultimate Good.”
“Well, I, on the contrary, believe
that we ought absolutely, without reference to anything
else. It is a unique form of activity, dependent
on nothing but itself; and for anything we have yet
shown, it may be the Good we are in quest of.”
This suggestion, unexpected as it
was, threw me into great perplexity. I did not
see exactly how to meet it; yet it awakened no response
in me, nor as I thought In any of the others.
But while I was hesitating, Leslie began:
“Do you mean that the Good might
consist simply in doing what we ought, without any
other accompaniment or conditions?”
“Yes, I think it might.”
“So that, for example, a man
might be in possession of the Good, even while he
was being racked or burnt alive, so long only as he
was doing what he ought”
“Yes, I suppose he might be.”
“It’s a trifle paradoxical,” said
Ellis.
“In fact,” added Bartlett, “it might
be called nonsense.”
“I don’t see why,”
replied Dennis; “for we haven’t yet shown
that the Good is dependent on the things we call good.”
“No,” I said, “but
we did show or at least for the time being
we agreed to admit that it must have some
relation to what we call goods; that they do somehow
or other, and more or less, express its nature; and
indeed our whole present inquiry is based upon the
hypothesis that it is by examining goods that we may
get to know something about the Good. So that
I do not see how we can entertain an idea of Good
which flatly contradicts all our experience of goods.”
“Well,” said Dennis, “I
ought perhaps to modify the position. Let us
say that the Good consists in the activity of doing
what we ought, only that activity can’t exist
in its true perfection unless everybody participates
in it at once. But if everybody participated in
it, there would be no more burnings; and so Leslie’s
difficulty would not arise.”
“Well,” I said, “the
modification is very radical! But even so, I
don’t know what to make of the position.
For it is very difficult to conceive a society perpetually
and exclusively occupied, so to speak, in ‘oughting.’
Just imagine the kind of life It would be without
pleasure, without business, without knowledge, without
anything at all analogous to what we call good, purged
wholly and completely of all that might taint the
purity of the moral sense, of philanthropy, of friendship,
of love, even, I suppose, of the love of virtue, a
life simply of obligation, without anything to be
obliged to except a law.”
“But,” he protested, “you
are taking an absurd and impossible case.”
“I am taking the case which
you yourself put, when you said that Good consisted
simply in doing what one ought, independently of all
other accompaniment or condition. But perhaps
that is not what you really meant?”
“No,” he said; “of
course, what I meant was that it is life according
to the moral law that is Good; but I did not intend
to separate the law from the life, and call it Good
all by itself.”
“But is the life the better
for the law, in the sense, I mean, in which law involves
constraint? Or would it not be better still if
the same life were pursued freely for its own sake?”
“Perhaps so.”
“But, then, in that case, the
more we realized Good the less we should be aware
of obligation. And would a life without conscious
and felt obligation be a life specifically ethical,
in the sense in which you seemed to be using the word?”
“I should think not; for ‘ought’
in the ethical sense does certainly seem to me to
involve the idea of obligation.”
“In that case it would seem
to be truer to say that activity is Good, not in so
far as it is ethical but precisely in so far as it
is not. At any rate, I should maintain that we
come nearer to a realization of Good in the activities
which we pursue without effort or friction, than in
those which involve a struggle between duty and inclination.”
“But the activities we pursue
without effort or friction often enough are bad.”
“No doubt; but some of them
are good, and it is to those I should look for the
best idea I could form of what Good might be.”
“Well,” he said, “go
on! Once more I have entered my protest; and now
I leave the road clear.”
“The worst of you is,”
said Ellis, “that you always turn up in front!
When we think we have passed you once for all, you
take a short cut across the fields, and there you
are in the middle of the road, with the same old story,
that we’re altogether on the wrong track.”
“Well,” said Dennis, sententiously, “I
do my duty.”
“And,” replied Ellis,
“no doubt you have your reward! Proceed!”
he continued, turning to me.
“Well,” I said, “I
suppose I must try to go through to the end, though
these tactics of Dennis make me very nervous.
I shall suppose, however, that I have convinced him
that it is not in ethical activity as such that we
can expect to find the most perfect example of Good.
And now I propose to examine in turn some other of
our activities, starting with that which seems to
be the most primitive of all.”
“And which is that?”
“I was thinking of the activity
of our bodily senses, our direct contact, so to speak,
with objects, without the intermediation of reflection,
through the touch, the sight, the hearing, and the
rest. Is there anything in all this which we
could call good?”
“Is there anything!” cried
Ellis. “What a question to ask!” And
he broke out with the lines from Browning’s
“Saul”:
“Oh, the wild joys of living! the
leaping from rock up to rock,
The strong rending of boughs from the
fir-tree, the cool silver shock
Of the plunge in a pool’s living
water, the hunt of the bear,
And the sultriness showing the lion is
couched in his lair.
And the meal, the rich dates yellowed
over with gold dust divine,
And the locust-flesh steeped in the pitcher,
the full draught of wine,
And the sleep in the dried river-channel
where bulrushes tell
That the water was wont to go warbling
so softly and well.
How good is man’s life, the mere
living! how fit to employ
All the heart and the soul and the senses
for ever in joy.”
The quotation seemed to loosen all
tongues; and there followed a flood of such talk as
may be heard in almost every company of Englishmen,
in praise of sport and physical exercise, touched with
a sentiment not far removed from poetry the
only poetry of which they are not half-ashamed.
Audubon even joined in, forgetting for the moment his
customary pose, and rhapsodizing with the rest over
his favourite pursuits of snipe-shooting and cricket.
Much of this talk was lost upon me, for I am nothing
of a sportsman; but some touches there were that recalled
experiences of my own, and for that reason, I suppose,
have lingered in my memory. Thus, I recollect,
some one spoke of skating on Derwentwater, the miles
of black, virgin ice, the ringing and roaring of the
skates, the sunset glow, and the moon rising full
over the mountains; and another recalled a bathe on
the shore of AEgina, the sun on the rocks and the
hot scent of the firs, as though the whole naked body
were plunged in some aethereal liqueur, drinking it
in with every sense and at every pore, like a great
sponge of sheer sensation. After some minutes
of this talk, as I still sat silent, Ellis turned
to me with the appeal, “But what about you, who
are supposed to be our protagonist? Here are
we all rhapsodizing and you sit silent. Have
you nothing to contribute to your own theme?”
“Oh,” I replied, “any
experiences of mine would be so trivial they would
be hardly worth recording. The most that could
be said of them would be that they might, perhaps,
illustrate more exactly than yours what one might
call the pure Goods of sense. For, as far as I
can understand, the delights you have been describing
are really very complex. In addition to pleasures
of mere sensation, there is clearly an aesthetic charm you
kept speaking of heather and sunrises, and colours
and wide prospects; and then there is the satisfaction
you evidently feel in skill, acquiring or acquired,
and in the knowledge you possess of the habits of
beasts and birds. All this, of course, goes beyond
the delight of simple sense perception, though, no
doubt, inextricably bound up with it But what I was
thinking of at first was something less complex and
more elementary in which, nevertheless, I think we
can detect Good Good of sheer unadulterated
sensation. Think, for example, of the joys of
a cold bath when one is dusty and hot! You will
laugh at me, but sometimes when I have felt the water
pouring down my back I have shouted to myself in my
tub ’nunc dimittis.’”
They burst out laughing, and Ellis cried:
“You gross sensualist!
And to think of all this being concealed behind that
masque of austere philosophy!”
Then they set off again In praise
of the delights of such simple sensations, and especially
of those of the palate, instancing, I remember, the
famous tale about Keats how he covered his
tongue and throat with cayenne pepper that he might
enjoy, as he said, “the delicious coolness of
claret in all its glory.” And when this
had gone on for some time, “Perhaps enough has
been said,” I began, “to illustrate this
particular kind of Good. We have, I think, recognized
to the full its merits; and we shall be equally ready,
I suppose, to recognize its defects.”
“I don’t know about that,”
said Ellis. “I, for my part, at any rate,
shall be very loth to dwell upon them. I sometimes
think these are the only pure Goods.”
“But at least,” I replied,
“you will admit that they are precarious.
It is only at moments, and at moments that come and
go without choice of ours, that this harmonious relation
becomes established between our senses and the outer
world. The very same things which at such times
appear to be perfectly at one with ourselves, as if
they had been made for us and we for them, we see
and feel to have also a nature not only distinct but
even alien and hostile to our own. The water which
cools our skin and quenches our thirst also drowns;
the fire which warms and comforts also burns; and
so on through all the chapter I need not
weary you with details. Nature, you will agree,
not only ministers to our bodies, she torments and
destroys them; she is our foe in ways at least as
varied and efficacious as she is our friend.”
“But,” objected Ellis,
“that is only because we don’t treat her
properly; we have to learn how to manage her.”
“Perhaps,” I replied,
“though I should prefer to say, we have to learn
how to fight and subdue her. But in any case we
have laid our finger here upon a defect in this first
kind of Goods they are, as I said, precarious.
And the discovery of that fact, one might say, was
the sword of the angel that drove man out of his imaginary
Eden. For at first we may suppose him, (if Wilson
will permit me to romance a little,) seizing every
delight as it offered itself, under an instinctive
impression that there were nothing but delights to
be met with, eating when he was hungry, drinking when
he was thirsty, sleeping when he was tired, and so
on, in unquestioning trust of his natural impulses.
But then, as he learnt by experience how evil follows
good, and pleasure often enough is bought by pain,
he would begin, would he not, instead of simply accepting
Good where it is, to endeavour to create it where
it is not, sacrificing often enough the present to
the future, and rejecting many immediate delights for
the sake of those more remote? And this involves
a complete change in his attitude; for he is endeavouring
now to establish by his own effort that harmony between
himself and the world which he fondly hoped at first
was immediately given.”
“But,” objected Wilson,
“he never did hope anything of the kind.
This reconstruction of the past is all imaginary.”
“I dare say it may be,”
I replied, “but that is of little consequence,
if it helps us to seize our point more clearly; for
we are not at present writing history. Man, then,
we will suppose, is thus set out upon what is, whether
he knows it or not, his quest to create, since he
is unable to find ready-made, a world of objects harmonious
to himself. But in this quest has he been, should
you say, successful?”
“More or less, I suppose,”
answered Parry, “for he is progressively satisfying
his needs, even if they are never completely satisfied.”
“Perhaps,” I replied,
“though I sometimes have my doubts. The
relation of man to nature, I have thought, is very
strange and obscure. It is as though he began
with the idea that he had only to remove a few blemishes
from her face to make her completely accordant with
his desire. But no sooner has he gone to work
than these surface blemishes, as he thought them,
prove to have roots deeper than all his probings;
the more he cuts away the more he exposes of an element
radically alien to himself, terrible and incomprehensible,
branching wide and striking deep, and throwing up
from depths unknown those symptoms and symbols of
itself which he mistook for mere superficial stains.”
“Really,” protested Parry,
“I see no grounds for such a view.”
“Perhaps not,” I said,
“but anyhow you will, I suppose, admit that a
certain precariousness does attach to these Goods of
sense, whether they be freely offered by nature or
painfully acquired by the labour of man.”
“Not necessarily,” he
objected, “for we are constantly reducing to
order and routine what was once haphazard and uncontrolled.
For the great mass of civilized men the primitive
goods of life, food, shelter, clothing and the like,
are practically secured against all chance.”
“Are they?” cried Bartlett, “I admire
your optimism!”
“And I too,” I said.
“But even granting that it were as you say,
we are then met by this curious fact, that the Goods
we really care about, in our practical activity, are
never those that are secure but those that are precarious.
As soon as we are safe against one risk we proceed
to take another, so that there is always a margin,
as it were, of precarious Goods, and those exactly
the ones which we hold most precious.”
“In fact,” said Audubon,
“as soon as you get your Good it ceases to be
good. That’s precisely what I am always
saying.”
“Then,” I said, “there
is the less need to labour the point. One way
or other, it seems, either because they are difficult
to secure, or because, when secured, they lose their
specific quality. Goods of this kind are caught
in the wheels of chance and change, whether they be
offered to man by the free gift of Nature, or wrung
from her in the sweat of his brow. In other words,
they are, as I said, precarious. And now, have
they any other defects?”
“Have they any?” cried
Leslie, “why they have nothing else!”
“Well,” I said, “but what in particular?”
“Oh,” he replied, “it’s
all summed up, I suppose, in the fact that they are
Goods of sense, and not of intellect or of imagination.”
“Is it then,” I asked,
“a defect in content that you are driving at?
Do you mean that they satisfy only a part of our nature,
not the whole? For that, I suppose, would be
equally true of the other Goods you mentioned, such
as those of the intellect.”
“Yes,” he replied, “but
it is the inferior part to which the Goods we are
speaking of appeal.”
“Perhaps; but in what respect inferior?”
“Why, simply as the body is inferior to the
soul.”
“But how is that? You will
think me very stupid, but the more I think of it the
less I understand this famous distinction between body
and soul, and the relation of one to the other.”
“I doubt,” said Wilson, “whether
there is a distinction at all.”
“I don’t say that,”
I replied. “I only say that I can’t
understand it; and I should be thankful, if possible,
to keep it out of our discussion.”
“So should I!” said Wilson.
“Well, but,” Leslie protested, “how
can we?”
“I think perhaps we might,”
I said. “For instance, in the case before
us, why should we not try directly to define that specific
property of the Goods of sense which, according to
you, constitutes their defect, without having recourse
to these difficult terms body and soul at all?”
“Well,” he agreed, “we might try.”
“What, then” I said, “do you suggest?”
He hesitated a little, and then began in a tentative
kind of way:
“I think what I feel about these
Goods is that we are somehow their slaves; they possess
us, instead of our possessing them. They come
upon us we hardly know how or whence; they satisfy
our desires we can’t tell why; our relation
to them seems to be passive rather than active.”
“And that, you think, would
not be the case with a true and perfect Good?”
“No, I think not”
“How, then, should we feel towards such a Good?”
“We should feel, I think, that
it was somehow an expression of ourselves, and we
of it; that it was its nature and its whole nature
to present itself as a Good and our nature and our
whole nature to experience it as such. There
would be nothing in It alien to us and nothing in
us alien to it.”
“Whereas in the case of Goods of sense ?”
“Whereas in their case,”
he said, “surely nothing of the kind applies.
For these Goods appear to arise in things and under
circumstances which have quite another nature than
that of being good for us. It is not the essence
of water to quench our thirst, of fire to cook for
us, or of the sun to give us light
“Or of cork-trees to stop our ginger-beer bottles,”
added Ellis.
“Quite so,” he continued;
“in every case these things that do us good
are also quite as ready to do us harm, and, for that
matter, to do innumerable things which have no relation
to us at all. So that the goodness they have
in them, so far as it is goodness to our senses, they
have, as it were, only by accident; and we feel that
essentially either they are not Goods, or their goodness
is something beyond and different from that which
is revealed to sense.”
“Your quarrel, then” I
said, “with the Goods of sense, so far as I
understand you, is that they inhere, as it were, in
a substance which, so far as we can tell, is indifferent
to Good, or at any rate to Good of that kind?”
“Yes.”
“Whereas a true Good, you think,
must be good in essence and substance?”
“Yes; don’t you think so too?”
“I do,” I replied, “but how about
the others?”
Dennis assented, and the others did
not object, not appearing, indeed, to have attended
much to the argument. So I continued, “We
have then, so far, discovered in this class of Goods,
two main defects, the first, that they are precarious;
the second, which is closely connected with the other,
and is in fact, I suppose, its explanation, that they
are, shall we say, accidental, understanding the word
in the sense we have just defined. Now, let us
see if we cannot find any class of Goods similar to
these, but free from their defects.”
“But similar in what respect,”
he asked, “if they are not to have similar defects?”
“Similar, I meant, in being
direct presentations to sense.”
“But are there any such Goods?”
“I think so,” I said.
“What do you say to works of Art? These,
are they not, are direct presentations to sense?
Yet such that it is their whole nature and essence
on the one hand to be beautiful, and to that extent
Good for I suppose you will admit that the
Beautiful is a kind of Good; and on the other hand,
if I may dare to say so, to be, in a certain sense,
eternal.”
“Eternal!” cried Ellis,
“I only wish they were! What wouldn’t
we give for the works of Polygnotus and Apelles!”
“Oh yes,” I said, “of
course, in that way, regarded as material objects,
they are as perishable as all the works of nature.
But I was talking of them as Art, not as mere things;
and from that point of view, surely, each is a moment,
or a series of moments, cut away, as it were, from
the contact of chance or change and set apart in a
timeless world of its own, never of its own nature,
to pass into something else, but only through the
alien nature of the matter to which it is bound.”
“What do you mean?” cried Parry.
“I am quite at sea.”
“Perhaps,” I said, “you
will understand the point better if I give it you
in the words of a poet.”
And I quoted the well-known stanzas
from Keats’ “Ode on a Grecian Urn”:
“Heard melodies are sweet, but those
unheard
Are sweeter; therefore, ye
soft pipes, play on;
Not to the sensual ear, but, more endear’d.
Pipe to the spirit ditties
of no tone;
Fair youth beneath the trees, thou canst
not leave
Thy song, nor ever can those
trees be bare;
Bold lover, never,
never canst thou kiss,
Though winning near the goal yet,
do not grieve;
She cannot fade,
though thou hast not thy bliss,
For ever wilt thou love and
she be fair!
“Ah, happy, happy boughs! that cannot
shed
Your leaves, nor ever bid
the spring adieu;
And, happy melodist, unwearied,
For ever piping songs for
ever new;
More happy love! more happy, happy love!
For ever warm and still to
be enjoyed,
For ever panting
and for ever young;
All breathing human passion far above,
That leaves a heart high-sorrowful
and cloyed,
A burning forehead,
and a parching tongue.”
“Well,” said Parry, when
I had done, “that’s very pretty; but I
don’t see how it bears on the argument.”
“I think,” I replied,
“that it illustrates the point I wanted to make.
Part, I mean, of the peculiar charm of works of Art
consists in the fact that they arrest a fleeting moment
of delight, lift it from our sphere of corruption
and change, and fix it like a star in the eighth heaven.”
“Yes,” said Ellis, “we grant you
that”
“Or at least,” added Parry, “we
don’t care to dispute it”
“And the other point which I
want to make is, I think, clearer still that
the Good of works of Art, that is to say their Beauty,
results from the very principle of their nature, and
is not a mere accident of circumstances.”
“Of course,” said Leslie, “their
Beauty is their only raison d’etre?”
“And yet,” I went on,
“they are still Goods of sense, and so far resemble
the other Goods of which we were speaking before.”
“Yes,” said Dennis, “but
with what a difference! That is the point I have
been waiting to come to.”
“What point?” I asked.
“Why,” he said, “in
the case of what you call Goods of sense, in their
simplest and purest form, making abstraction from all
aesthetic and other elements as in the
example you gave of a cold bath the relation
of the object to the sense is so simple and direct,
that really, if we were to speak accurately, we should
have, I think, to say, that so far as the perception
of Good is concerned the object is merged in the subject,
and what you get is simply a good sensation.”
“Perhaps,” I agreed, “that
is how we ought to put it. But at the time I
did not think it necessary to be so precise.”
“But it has become necessary
now, I think,” he replied, “if we are to
bring out a characteristic of works of Art which will
throw light, I believe, on the general nature of Good.”
“What characteristic is that?”
“Why,” he replied, “when
we come to works of Art, the important thing is the
object, not the subject; if there is any merging of
the one in the other, it is the subject that is merged
in the object, not vice versa. We have
to contemplate the object, anyhow, as having a character
of its own; and it is to this character that I want
to draw attention.”
“In what respect?”
“In respect that every work
of Art, and, for that matter, every work of nature so
far as it can be viewed aesthetically comprises
a number of elements necessarily connected in a whole;
and this necessary connection is the point on which
we ought to insist”
“But necessary how?” asked
Wilson. “Do you mean logically necessary?”
“No,” he replied, “aesthetically.
I mean, that we have a direct perception that nothing
in the work could be omitted or altered without destroying
the whole. This, at any rate, is the ideal; and
it holds, more or less, in proportion as the work is
more or less perfect. Everyone, I suppose, who
understands these things would agree to that.”
No one seemed inclined to dispute
the statement; certainly I was not, myself; so I answered,
“No doubt what you say is true of works of Art;
but will your contention be that it is also true of
Good in general?”
“Yes,” he said, “I
think so, in so far at least as Good is to be conceived
as comprising a number of elements. For no one,
I suppose, would imagine that such elements might
be thrown together haphazard and yet constitute a
good whole.”
“I suppose not,” I agreed,
“and, if you are right, what we seem to have
arrived at is this: among the works which man
creates in his quest of the Good, there is one class,
that of works of Art, which, in the first place, may
be said, in a sense, to be not precarious, seeing
that by their form, through which they are Art, they
are set above the flux of time, though by their matter,
we admit, they are bound to it And, in the second
place, the Good which they have, they have by virtue
of their essence; Good is their substance, not an accident
of their changing relations. And, lastly, being
complex wholes, the parts of which they are composed
are bound together in necessary connection. These
characteristics, at any rate, we have discovered in
works of Art: and no doubt many more might be
discoverable. But now, let us turn to the other
side, and consider the defects in which this class
of Goods is involved.”
“Ah!” cried Bartlett,
“when you come to that, I have something to
say.”
“Well,” I said, “what
is it? We shall be glad of any help.”
“It can be summed up,”
he replied, “in a single word. Whatever
may be the merits of a work of Art and
they may be all that you say it has this
one grand defect it isn’t real!”
“Real!” cried Leslie.
“What is real? The word’s the plague
of my life! People use it as if they meant something
by it, something very tremendous and august, and when
you press them they never know what it is. They
talk of ’real life’ real life!
what is it? As if one life wasn’t as real
as another!”
“Oh, as to real life,”
said Ellis, “I can tell you what that is.
Real life is the shady side of life.”
“Nonsense,” said Parry,
“real life is the life of men of the world.”
“Or,” retorted Ellis,
“more generally, it is the life of the person
speaking, as opposed to that of the person to whom
he speaks.”
“Well, but,” I interposed,
“it is not ‘real life’ that is our
present concern, but Bartlett’s meaning when
he used the word ‘real.’ In what
sense is Art not real?”
“Why,” he replied, “by
your own confession Art is something ideal. It
is beautiful, it is good, it is lifted above chance
and change; its connection with matter, that is to
say with reality, is a kind of flaw, an indecency
from which we discreetly turn our eyes. The real
world is nothing of all this; on the contrary, it is
ugly, brutal, material, coarse, and bad as bad can
be!”
“I don’t see that it is
at all!” cried Leslie, “and, even if it
were, you have no right to assume that that is the
reality of it. How do you know that its reality
doesn’t consist precisely in the Ideal, as all
poets and philosophers have thought? And, in that
case, Art would be more real than what you would call
Reality, because it would represent the essence of
the world, the thing it would like to be if it could,
and is, so far as it can. That was Aristotle’s
view, anyhow.”
“Then all I can say is,”
replied Bartlett, “that I don’t agree with
Aristotle! Anyhow, even if Art represents what
the world would like to be, it certainly doesn’t
represent what it is.”
“I don’t know; surely
it does, sometimes,” said Parry, “for instance,
there’s the realistic novel!”
“Oh, that!” cried Ellis.
“That’s the most ideal of all only
it’s apt to be such bad idealism!”
“Anyhow,” said Bartlett,
“in so far as it is real, it’s not Art,
in the sense, in which we have been using the word.”
I began to be afraid that we should
drift away into a discussion of realism in Art.
So, to recall the conversation to the point at issue,
I turned to Bartlett, and said:
“Your criticism seems to me
to be fair enough as far as it goes. You say
that the world of Art is a world by itself; that side
by side of it, and unaffected by it, moves the world
of what you call real life. And that whatever
be the relation between the two worlds, whether we
are to say that the one imitates the other, or interprets
it, or idealizes it, it does not, in any case, set
it aside. Art is a refuge from life, not a substitute
for it; a little blessed island in the howling sea
of fact. Its Good is thus only a partial Good;
whereas the true Good, I suppose, would be somehow
universal.”
“Still,” said Leslie,
“as far as it goes it is a Good without blemish.”
“I am not so sure,” I
said, “even of that. I am inclined to think
that Bartlett’s criticism, if we squeeze it
tight, will yield us more than we have yet got out
of it perhaps even more than he knows is
in it”
“You don’t mean to say,”
cried Bartlett, “that you are coming over to
my side!”
“Yes,” I said, “like
a spy to the enemy’s camp to see where your
strength really lies.”
“I have no objection,”
he replied, “if it ends in your discovering new
defences for me.”
“Well,” I said, “we
shall see. Anyhow, this is what I had in my mind.
We were saying just now that when people talk about
‘real life,’ the ‘real world,’
and so on, they are not always very clear as to what
they mean. But one thing, I think, perhaps they
have obscurely in their heads that the
Real is something from which you cannot escape; something
which forces itself upon you without reference to choice
or desire, having a nature of its own which may or
may not conform, more or less to yours, but in any
case is distinct and independent. That is why
they would say, for example, that the illusions of
a madman are not real, meaning that they do not represent
real things, however vivid their appearance may be,
because they are the productions merely of his own
consciousness; whereas the very same appearances presented
to a sane man would be called without hesitation real,
because they would be conceived to proceed from objects
having an independent nature of their own. Something
of this kind, I suppose, is included in the notion
‘real’ as it is held by ordinary people.”
“Perhaps” said Leslie,
“but what then? And how does it bear upon
Art?”
“I am not sure,” I replied,
“but it occurred to me that works of Art, though
of course they are real objects, are such that a certain
violence, as it were, has been done to their reality
in our interest. What I mean will be best understood,
I think, if we put ourselves for the moment into the
position of the artist. To him certain materials
are presented which of course are real in our present
acceptation of the term, being such as they are of
their own nature, without any dependence upon him.
Upon these materials he flings himself, and shapes
them according to his desire, impressing, as it were,
his own nature upon theirs, till they confront him
as a kind of image of himself in an alien stuff.
So far, then, he has a Good, and a Good presented
to him as real; but for the Goodness of this reality
he is himself responsible. In so far as it is,
so to speak, merely real, it has still the nature
which was first presented to him, before he began
his work a nature indifferent, if not opposed,
to all his operations, as is shown by the fact that
it changes and passes away into something else, just
as it would have done if he had never touched it.
To this nature he has, as I said, done a certain violence
in order to stamp upon it the appearance of Good;
but the Good is still, in a sense, only an appearance;
the reality of the thing remains independent and alien.
So that what the man has found, in so far as he has
found Good, is after all only a form of himself; and
one can conceive him feeling a kind of despair, like
that of Wotan in the Walkuere, when in his quest for
a free, substantial, self-subsistent Good he finds
after all, for ever, nothing but images of himself:
“’Das Andre, das
ich ersehne,
Das Andre, erseh’ ich nie.’
“I don’t know whether
what I am saying is intelligible, for I find it rather
hard to put it into words.”
“Yes,” he said, “I
think I understand. But what you are saying, so
far as it is true, seems to be true only for the artist
himself. To all others the work of Art must appear
as something independent of themselves.”
“True,” I said, “and
yet I think that they too feel, or might be made to
fed if it were brought home to them, this same antagonism
between the nature of the stuff and the form that
has been given to it. The form will seem from
this point of view something factitious and artificial
given to the stuff, not indeed by themselves, but by
one like themselves, and in their interest. They
will contrast, perhaps, as is often done, a picture
of the landscape with the landscape Itself. The
picture, they will say, however beautiful, is not a
‘natural’ Good, not a real Good, not a
Good in its own right; it is a kind of makeshift produced
by human effort, beautiful, if you will, admirable,
if you will, to be sought, to be cherished, to be loved
in default of a better, with the best faculties of
brain and soul, but still not that ultimate thing
we wanted, that Good in and of itself, as well as
through and for us, Good by its own nature apart from
our interposition, self-moved, self-determined, self-dependent,
and in which alone our desires could finally rest. Don’t
you think that some such feeling may, perhaps, be
at the bottom of Bartlett’s criticism of Art
as unreal?”
Bartlett laughed. “If so,”
he said, “it is quite unknown to myself.
For to tell the truth, I have not understood a word
that you have said.”
“Well,” I said, “in
that case, at any rate you can’t disagree with
me. But what do the others think?” And
I turned to Dennis and Leslie, for Wilson and Parry
did not seem to be attending. Leslie assented
with enthusiasm. But Dennis shook his head.
“I don’t know,”
he said, “what to think about all that.
It seems to me rather irrelevant to the work of Art
as such.”
“Perhaps,” I said, “but
surely not to the work of Art as Good? Or do
you not agree with me that the true Good must be such
purely of its own nature?”
“Perhaps so,” he replied;
“it wants thinking over. But in any case
I agree with you so far, that I should never place
the Good in Art.”
“In what then?”
“I should be much more inclined to place it
in Knowledge.”
“In Knowledge!” I repeated. “That
seems to me very strange!”
“But why strange?” he
said. “Surely there is good authority for
the view. It was Aristotle’s for example,
and Spinoza’s.”
“I know,” I replied, “and
I used to think it was also mine. But of late
I have come to realize more clearly what Knowledge
is; and now I see, or seem to see, that whatever its
value may be, it is something that falls very far
short of Good.”
“Why,” he said, “what is your idea
of Knowledge?”
“You had better ask Wilson,”
I replied, “it is he who has instructed me.”
“Very well,” he said, “I appeal
to Wilson.”
And Wilson, nothing loth, enunciated his definition
of Knowledge.
“Knowledge,” he said,
“is the description and summing up in brief
formulae of the routine of our perceptions.”
“There!” I exclaimed.
“No one, I suppose, would identify that with
Good?”
“But” objected
Dennis “in the first place, I don’t
understand the definition; and, in the second place,
I don’t agree with it.”
“As to understanding it,”
replied Wilson, “there need be no difficulty
there. You have only to seize clearly one or two
main positions. First, that Knowledge is of perceptions
only, not of things in themselves; secondly, that
these perceptions occur in fixed routines; thirdly
...”
“But,” interrupted Dennis,
“what is a perception? I suppose it’s
a perception of something?”
“No,” he said, “I don’t know
that it is.”
“What then? Simply a state in me?”
“Very likely.”
“Then does nothing exist except my states?”
“Nothing else exists primarily for you.”
“Then what about the world before
I existed, and after I cease to exist?”
“You infer such a world from your states.”
“Then there is something besides
my states this world which I infer; and
that, I suppose, and not merely my perceptions, is
the reality of which I have knowledge?”
“Not exactly,” he replied, “the
fact is ...”
“I don’t think,”
I interrupted, “that we ought to plunge into
a discussion of the nature of Reality. It is
Good with which we are at present concerned.”
“But,” said Dennis, “we
wanted to find out the connection of Knowledge with
Good; and to do so we must first discover what Knowledge
is.”
“Well then,” I said, “let
us first take Wilson’s account of Knowledge,
and see what he makes of that with regard to Good;
and then we will take yours, and see what we make
of that. And if we don’t find that either
satisfies the requirements of Good we will leave Knowledge
and go on to something else.”
“Very well,” he replied,
“I am content, so long as I get my chance.”
“You shall have your chance.
But first we will take Wilson. And I dare say
he will not keep us long. For you will hardly
maintain, I suppose,” I continued, turning to
him, “that Knowledge, as you define it, could
be identified with Good?”
“I don’t know,”
he said; “to tell the truth, I don’t much
believe in Good, in any absolute sense. But that
Knowledge, as I define it, is a good thing, I have
no doubt whatever.”
“Neither have I,” I replied;
“but good, as it seems to me, mainly as a means,
in so far as it enables us to master Nature.”
“Well,” he said, “and what greater
Good could there be?”
“I don’t dispute the greatness
of such a Good. I merely wish to point out that
if we look at it so, it is in the mastery of Nature
that the Good in question consists, and not in the
Knowledge itself. Or should you say that there
is Good in the scientific activity itself, quite apart
from any practical results to which it may lead?”
“Certainly,” he replied,
“and the former, in my opinion, is the higher
and more ideal Good.”
“This activity itself of inventing
brief formulae to resume the routine of our perceptions?”
“Yes.”
“Well, but what is the
Good of it? That is what it is so hard for a
layman to get hold of. Does it consist in the
discovery of Reality? For that, I could understand,
would be good.”
“No,” he said, “for
we do not profess to touch Reality. We deal merely
with our perceptions.”
“So that when, for example,
you conceive such and such a perfect fluid, or whatever
you call it, and such and such motions in it, you
do not suppose this fluid to be real.”
“No. It is merely a conception
by means of which we are enabled to give an account
of the order in which certain of our perceptions occur.
But it is very satisfactory to be able to give such
an account.”
“I suppose it must be,”
I said, “but once more, could you say more precisely
wherein the satisfaction consists? Is it, perhaps,
in the discovery of necessary connections?”
“No,” he said, “we
don’t admit necessity. We admit only an
order which is, as a matter of fact, regular.”
“You say, for example, that
it so happens that all bodies do move in relation
to one another in the way summed up in the law of
gravitation; but that you see no reason why they should?”
“Yes.”
“But ...” began Dennis,
who had found difficulty all this time in restraining
himself.
“One moment!” I pleaded,
“let Wilson have his say.” And turning
to him I continued: “If, then, the satisfaction
to be derived from scientific activity does not consist
in the discovery of Reality, nor yet in that of necessary
connection, wherein should you say, does it consist?
Perhaps in the regulating of expectation?”
“What do you mean by that?”
“I mean, that it is painful
for us to live in a world in which we don’t
know what to expect; it excites not only our fears
and apprehensions, but also a kind of intellectual
disgust. And, conversely, it is a relief and
a pleasure to discover an order among our experiences,
not only because it enables us the better to utilize
them for our ends (for that belongs to the practical
results of science), but because in itself we prefer
order to disorder, even if no other advantage were
to be got out of it.”
“I don’t know that we
do!” objected Ellis, “it depends on the
kind of order. An order of dull routine is far
more intolerable than a disorder of splendid possibilities!
Ask the Oriental why he objects to British rule!
Simply because it is regular! He prefers the chances
of rapine, violent and picturesque, to the dreary machine-like
depredations of the tax-collector.”
“Yes,” I said, “but
there you take in a number of complex factors.
I was thinking merely of the Good to be got out of
scientific activity as such. And I think there
is an intellectual satisfaction in the discovery of
order, even though it be dissociated from necessity.”
“No doubt there is,” said
Wilson, “but I shouldn’t say that is the
only reason for our delight in Knowledge. The
fact is, Knowledge is an extension of experience,
and is good simply as such. The sense of More
and still More beyond what has yet been discovered,
of new facts, new successions, new combinations, of
ever fresh appeals to our interest, our wonder, our
admiration, the mere excitement of discovery for its
own sake, quite apart from anything else to which it
may lead, a dash of adventure, too, a heightening
of life that is what is the real spur to
science and, to my mind, its sufficient justification.”
“But,” I objected, “that
is rather an account of the general process of Experience
than of the special one of Knowledge. No doubt
there is an attraction in all activity Ellis
has already expounded it; and all experience involves
a kind of Knowledge; but what we wanted to get at
was the special attraction of scientific activity;
and that seems to be, so far as I can see, simply
the discovery of order.”
“Well,” he said, “if you like what
then?”
“Why, then,” I said, “we
can easily see the defect in this kind of activity,
when viewed from the standpoint of Good.”
“What is it?”
“Why, clearly, that that in
which we discover the order may be bad. There
is a science of disease as well as of health; and an
activity concerned with the Bad could hardly be purely
good, even though it were a discovery of order in
the Bad. Or do you think that if all men were
diseased, they would nevertheless be in possession
of the Good, if only they had perfect knowledge of
the laws of disease?”
“No,” he said, “of
course not. We have to take into account, not
only the character of Knowledge, but the character
of the object known.”
“Quite so, that is my point.
You agree then with me that Knowledge may be in various
ways good, but that in so far as it is, or may be
knowledge of Bad, it cannot be said by itself to constitute
the Good.”
“I think,” he agreed, “that I might
admit that.”
“Well, then,” I said,
“let us leave it there. And now, what has
Dennis to say?”
“Ah!” he said, “you
unmuzzle me at last. It has really been very hard
to sit by in silence and listen to these hérésies
without a protest.”
“Hérésies!” retorted
Wilson, “if it comes to that, which of us is
the heretic?”
“What,” I asked, “is the point of
disagreement?”
“It’s a fundamental one.
On Wilson’s view, Knowledge is merely the discovery
of order among our perceptions. If that were all,
I shouldn’t value it much. But on my view,
it is the discovery of necessary connection; and in
the necessity lies the fascination.”
“But where,” argued Wilson,
“do you find your necessity? All that is
really given is succession. The necessity is merely
what we read into the facts.”
“Not at all! The necessity
is ‘given,’ as you call it, as much as
anything else, if only you choose to look for it.
The type of all Knowledge is mathematical knowledge;
and all mathematical knowledge is necessary.”
“But it is all based on assumptions.”
“That may be; but granting the
assumptions, it deduces from them necessary consequences.
And all true science is of that type. A law of
Nature is not a mere description of a routine; it’s
a statement that, given such and such conditions,
such and such results follow of necessity.”
“Still, you admit that the conditions
have to be given! Everything is based ultimately
on certain successions and coincidences of which all
that can be said is simply that they exist, without
any possibility of getting behind them.”
“I don’t know about that,”
he said, “but at any rate it would be the ideal
of Knowledge to establish necessary connections throughout;
so that, given any one phenomenon of the universe,
all the rest would inevitably follow. And it
is only in so far as it progresses towards this consummation
that Knowledge is Knowledge at all. A routine
simply given without internal coherence is to my mind
a contradiction in terms; either the routine is necessary,
or it’s not a routine at all, but at best a
mere appearance of a routine.”
“I think,” I interposed,
“we must leave you and Wilson to fight this
out in private. At present, let us assume that
your conception of Knowledge is the true one, as we
did with his, and examine it from the point of view
of the Good. Your conception, then, to begin with,
seems to me to be involved in the same defect we have
already noted namely, that it may be knowledge
of Bad just as much as knowledge of Good. And
I suppose you would hardly maintain, any more than
Wilson did, that the Good may consist in knowledge
of Bad?”
“But,” he objected, “I
protest altogether against this notion that there
is Knowledge on the one hand and something of which
there is knowledge on the other. True Knowledge,
if ever we could attain to it, would be a unique kind
of activity, in which there would be no distinction,
or at least no antagonism, between thinking on the
one hand and the thing thought on the other.”
“I don’t know,”
I said, “that I quite understand. Have we
in fact any knowledge of that kind, that might serve
as a kind of type of what you mean?”
“Yes,” he replied, “I
think we have. For example, if we are dealing
with pure number, as in arithmetic, we have an object
which is somehow native to our thought, commensurate
with it, or however you like to put it; and it is
the same with other abstract notions, such as substance
and causation.”
“I see,” I said.
“And on the other hand, the element which is
alien to thought, and which is the cause of the impurity
of most of what we call knowledge, is the element
of sense the something given, which thought
cannot, as it were, digest, though it may dress and
serve it up in its own sauce?”
“Yes,” he said, “that is my idea.”
“So that knowledge, to be perfect,
must not be of sense, but only of pure thought, as
Plato suggested long ago?”
“Yes.”
“And such a knowledge, if we
could attain it, you would call the Good?”
“I think so.”
“Well,” I said, “in
the first place, I have to point out that such a Good
(if it be one) implies an existence not merely better
than that of which we have an experience, but radically
and fundamentally different. For our whole life
is bathed in sense. Not only are we sunk in it
up to the neck, but the greater part of the time our
heads are under too, in fact most of us
never get them out at all; it is only a few philosophers
every now and again who emerge for a moment or two
into sun and air, to breathe that element of pure thought
which is too fine even for them, except as a rare
indulgence. At other times, they too must be
content with the grosser atmosphere which is the common
sustenance of common men.”
“Well,” he said, “but
what of that? We have not been maintaining that
the Good is within easy reach of all.”
“No,” cried Ellis.
“But even if it were, and were such as you describe
it, very few people would care to put out their hands
to take it. I, at any rate, for my part can see
hardly a vestige of Good in the kind of activity I
understand you to mean. It is as though you should
say, that Good consists in the perpetual perception
that 2 + 2 = 4.”
“But that is an absurd parody.
For the point of knowledge would be, that it would
be a closed circle of necessary connections. One
would move in it, as in infinity, with a motion that
is also rest, central at once and peripheral, free
and yet bound by law. That is my ideal of a perfect
activity!”
“In form, perhaps,” I
said, “but surely not in content! For what,
in fact, in our experience comes nearest to what you
describe? I suppose the movement of a logic like
Hegel’s?”
“Yes; only that, of course,
is imperfect, full of lapses and flaws!”
“But even if it were perfect,”
cried Ellis, “would it be any the better?
Imagine being deprived of the whole content of life of
nature, of history, of art, of religion, of everything
in which we are really interested; imagine being left
to turn for ever, like a squirrel in a cage, or rather
like the idea of a squirrel in the idea of a cage,
round and round the wheel of these hollow notions,
without hands, without feet, without anything anywhere
by which we could lay hold of a something that is
not thought, a something solid, resistant, palpitating,
‘luscious and aplomb,’ as Walt Whitman
might say, a sense, a flesh, call it what you will,
the unintelligible, but still the indispensable, that
which, even if it be bad, we cannot afford to miss,
and which, if it be not the Good itself, the Good must
somehow include!”
Dennis appeared to be somewhat struck
by this way of putting the matter. “But,”
he urged, “my difficulty is that if you admit
sense, or anything analogous to it, anything at once
directly presented and also alien to thought, you
get, as you said yourself, something which is unintelligible;
and a Good which is not intelligible will be, so far,
not good.”
“But,” I said, “what do you mean
by intelligible?”
“I think,” he replied,
“that I mean two things, both of which must be
present. First, that there shall be a necessary
connection among the elements presented; and secondly,
that the elements themselves should be of such a kind
as to be, as it were, transparent to that which apprehends
them, so that it asks no questions as to what they
are or whence they come, but accepts them naturally
and as a matter of course, with the same inevitability
as it accepts its own being.”
“And these conditions, you think,
are fulfilled by the objects of thought as you defined
them?
“I think so.”
“I am not so sure of that,”
I said, “it would require a long discussion.
But, anyhow, you also seemed to admit, when Ellis pressed
you, that thought of that kind could hardly be identified
absolutely with Good.”
“I admit,” he replied,
“that there are difficulties in that view.”
“But at the same time the Good,
whatever it be, ought to be intelligible in the sense
you have explained?”
“I should say so.”
“And so should I. But now, the
question is, can we not conceive of any other kind
of object, which might have, on the one hand, the
intelligibility you ascribe to pure ideas, and on the
other, that immediate something, ‘luscious and
aplomb,’ to borrow Ellis’s quotation,
which he desiderated as a constituent of the Good?”
“I don’t know,”
he said, “perhaps we might. What is it you
have in your mind?”
“Well,” I replied, “let
us recur for a moment to works of art. In them
we have, to begin with, directly presented elements
other than mere ideas.”
“No doubt.”
“And further, these elements,
we agreed, have a necessary connection one with the
other.”
“Yes, but not logically necessary.”
“No doubt, but still a necessary
connection. And it is the necessity of the connection,
surely, that is important; the character of the necessity
is a secondary consideration.”
“Perhaps.”
“One condition, then, of intelligibility
is satisfied by a work of art. But how is it
with the other? How is it with the elements themselves?
Are they transparent, to use your phrase, to that which
apprehends them?”
“Certainly not, for they are
mere sense of all things the most obscure
and baffling.”
“And yet,” I replied,
“not mere sense, for they are sense made beautiful;
as beautiful, they are akin to us, and, so far, intelligible.”
“You suggest, then, that Beauty
is akin to something in us, in a way analogous to
that in which, according to me, ideas are akin to
thought?”
“It seems so to me. In
so far as a thing is beautiful it does not, I think,
demand explanation, but only in so far as it is something
else as well.”
“Perhaps. But anyhow, inasmuch
as a work of art is also sense, so far at least it
is not intelligible.”
“True; and here we come by a
new path upon the defect which we noticed before in
works of art that their Beauty, or Goodness,
is not essential to their whole nature, but is something
imposed, as it were, on an alien stuff. And it
is this alien element that we now pronounce to be
unintelligible.”
“Yes; and so, as we agreed before,
we cannot pronounce works of art to be absolutely
good.”
“No. But what are we to
do then? Where are we to turn? Is there
nothing in our experience to suggest the kind of object
we seem to want?”
No one answered. I looked round
in vain for any help, and then, in a kind of despair,
moved by I know not what impulse, I made a direct
appeal to Audubon.
“Come!” I cried, “you
have said nothing for the last hour! I am sure
you must have something to suggest.”
“No,” he said, “I
haven’t. Your whole way of dealing with
these things is a mystery to me. I can’t
conceive, for example, why you have never once referred
all through to what I should have thought was the best
Good we know if, indeed, we know any Good
at all.”
“What do you mean?”
“Why,” he said, “one’s
relations to persons. They’re the only things
that I think really worth having if anything
were worth having.”
A light suddenly broke on me, and
I cried, “Yes! an idea!”
“Well,” said Ellis, “what
is it, you man of forlorn hopes?”
“Why,” I said, “suppose
the very object we are in search of should be found
just there?”
“Where?”
“Why, in persons!”
“Persons!” he repeated. “But
what persons? Any, every, all?”
“Wait one moment,” I cried,
“and don’t confuse me! Let me approach
the matter properly.”
“Very well,” he said,
“you shan’t be hurried! You shall
have your chance.”
“Let us remind ourselves, then,”
I proceeded, “of the point we had reached.
The Good, we agreed, so far as we have been able to
form a conception of it, must be something immediately
presented, and presented in such a way, that it should
be directly intelligible intelligible not
only in the relations that obtain between its elements,
but also in the substance, so to speak, of the elements
themselves. Of such intelligibility we had a type,
as Dennis maintained, in the objects of pure thought,
ideas and their relations. But the Good, we held,
could not consist in these. It must be something,
we felt, somehow analogous to sense, and yet it could
not be sense, for sense did not seem to be intelligible.
But now, when Audubon spoke, it occurred to me that
perhaps we might find in persons what we want And
that is what I should like to examine now.”
“Well,” said Ellis, “proceed.”
“To begin with, then, a person,
I suppose we shall agree, is not sense, though he
is manifested through sense.”
“What does that mean?” said Wilson.
“It means only, that a person
is not his body, although we know him through his
body.”
“If he isn’t his body,”
said Wilson, “he is probably only a function
of it.”
“Oh!” I said, “I
know nothing about that. I only know that when
we talk of a person, we don’t mean merely his
body.”
“No,” said Ellis, “but
we certainly mean also his body. Heaven save
me from a mere naked soul, ‘ganz ohne
Koerper, ganz abstrakt,’ as Heine
says.”
“But, at any rate,” I
said, “let me ask you, for the moment, to consider
the soul apart from the body.”
“The soul,” cried Wilson,
“I thought we weren’t to talk about body
and soul.”
“Well,” I said, “I
didn’t intend to, but I seem to have been driven
into it unawares.”
“But what do you mean by the soul?”
“I mean,” I replied, “what
I suppose to be the proper object of psychology for
even people who object to the word ‘soul’
don’t mind talking (in Greek, of course) of
the science of the soul. Anyhow, what I mean
is that which thinks and feels and wills.”
“Well, but what about it?” said Ellis.
“The first thing about it is
that it is, as it seems to me, of all things the most
intelligible.”
“I should have said,”
Wilson objected, “that it was of all things the
least.”
“Yes; but we are probably thinking
of different things. What you have in your mind
is the connection of this thing which you refuse to
call the soul, with the body, the genesis and relations
of its various faculties, the measurement of its response
to stimuli, and all the other points which are examined
in books of psychology. All that I agree is very
unintelligible; I, at least, make no profession of
understanding it. But what I meant was, that looking
at persons as we know them in ordinary life, or as
they are shown to us in literature and art, they really
are intelligible to us in the same way that we are
intelligible to ourselves.”
“And how is that?”
“Why, through motives and passions.
There is, I suppose, no feeling or action of which
human beings are capable, from the very highest to
the very lowest, which other human beings may not sympathetically
understand, through the mere fact that they have the
same nature. They will understand more or less
according as they have more or less sympathy and insight;
but in any case they are capable of understanding,
and it is the business of literature and art to make
them understand.”
“That is surely a curious use of the word ‘understand.’”
“But it is the one, I think,
which is important for us. At any rate, what
I mean is that the object presented is so akin, not
indeed (as in the case of ideas) merely to our thought,
but to our whole complex nature, that it does not
demand explanation.”
“What!” cried Audubon.
“Well, all I can say is that most of the people
I, at any rate, come across do most emphatically demand
explanation. I don’t see why they’re
there, or what they’re doing, or what they’re
for. Their existence Is a perpetual problem to
me! And what’s worse, probably my existence
is the same to them!”
“But,” I said, “surely
if you had leisure or inclination to study them all
sympathetically, you would end by understanding them.”
“I don’t think I should.
At least I might in a sort of pathological way, as
one comes to understand a disease; but I shouldn’t
understand why they exist. It seems to me, most
people aren’t fit to exist; and I dare say they
have the same opinion about me.”
“But are there no people of
whose existence you approve?”
“Yes, a few: my friends.”
“Surely,” cried Ellis,
“you flatter us! How often have you said
that you don’t see why we are this, that, or
the other! How often have you complained of our
faces, our legs, our arms, in fact, our whole physique,
not to mention spiritual blemishes!”
“Well,” he replied, “I
don’t deny that it’s a great grief to me
to be unable really and objectively to approve of
any of my friends. Still
“Still,” I interrupted,
“you have given me the suggestion I wanted.
For the relation of affection, however imperfect it
may be, gives us at least something which perhaps
we shall find comes nearer to what we might conceive
to be absolutely Good than anything else we have yet
hit upon.”
“How so?”
“Well, to begin with, one’s
friend appears to one, does he not, as an object good
in its own nature, not merely by imposition of our
own ideal upon an alien stuff, as we said was the
case with works of art?”
“I don’t know about that!”
said Audubon. “In my own case, at any rate,
I am sure that my friends never see me at all as I
really am, but simply read into me their own ideal.
They have just as much imposed upon me their own conception,
as if I were the marble out of which they had carded
a statue.”
“You must allow us to be the judges of that,”
I replied.
“Well, but,” he said,
“anyhow you can’t deny that such illusions
are common. What lover ever saw his mistress
as she really is?”
“No,” I said, “I
don’t deny that. But at the same time I
should affirm that the truer the love, the less the
illusion. In what is commonly called love, no
doubt, the physical element is the predominant, or
even the only one present; and in that case there may
be illusion to an indefinite extent. But the
love which is based upon years of common experience,
which has grown with the growth of the whole person,
in power and intelligence and insight, which has survived
countless disappointments and surmounted countless
obstacles, the love of husband and wife, the love,
as we began by saying, of friends such
love, as Browning says boldly, ‘is never blind.’
And such love, I suppose you will admit, does exist,
however rarely?”
“Yes, I suppose so.”
“Well, then, in the case of
such a love, it is the object as it really is, not
as it has been falsely fashioned by the imagination,
that is directly apprehended as good. And you
cannot fairly say that its Good is merely the ideal
of the lover transferred to the person of the loved.”
“But,” objected Leslie,
“though that may be so, yet still the Good,
that Is the person, does inhere in an alien stuff the
body.”
“But,” I replied,"is
the body alien? Is it not rather an expression
of the person? as essential, somehow or other, as the
soul?”
“Certainly!” cried Ellis. “Give
me the flesh, the flesh!
“’Not with my soul, Love! bid
no soul like mine
Lap thee around nor leave the poor sense
room!
Take sense too let me love entire and whole
Not
with my soul.’”
“I don’t agree with the
sentiment of that,” said Leslie, “and anyhow,
I don’t see how it bears on the question.
For the point of the poem is rather to emphasize than
to deny the opposition between body and soul.”
“Yes,” replied Ellis,
“but also to suggest what you idealists call
the transcending of it.”
“Do you mean that in the marriage
relation, for example ...”
“Yes, I mean that in that act
the flesh, so to speak, is annihilated at the very
moment of its assertion, and what you get is a feeling
of total union with the person, body and soul at once,
or rather, neither one nor the other, but simply that
which is in and through both.”
“I should have thought,”
objected Leslie, “it was rather a case of the
soul being merged in the body.”
“That depends,” replied Ellis.
“Yes,” I said, “it
depends on many things! But what I was thinking
of was that, quite apart from that experience, and
in the moments of sober observation, one does feel,
does one not, a ^correspondence between body and soul,
as though the one were the expression of the other?”
“I don’t know,”
objected Audubon. “What I feel is much more
often a discrepancy.”
“But still,” I urged,
“even when there appears to be a discrepancy
to begin with, don’t you think that in the course
of years the spirit does tend to stamp its own likeness
on the flesh, and especially on the features of the
face?”
“‘For soul is form,’”
quoted Leslie, “‘and doth the body make.’”
“Yes,” I said, “and
that verse, I believe, is not merely a beautiful fancy
of the poet’s, but rather as the Greeks maintained and
on such a point they were good judges a
profound and significant truth. At any rate,
I find it to be so in the case of the people I care
about though there I know Audubon will dissent.
In them, every change of expression, every tone of
voice, every gesture has its significance; there is
nothing that is not expressive not a curl
of the hair, not a lift of the eyebrows, not a trick
of speech or gait. The body becomes, as it were,
transparent and pervious to the soul; and that inexplicable
element of sense, which baffles us everywhere else,
seems here at last to receive its explanation in presenting
itself as the perfect medium of spirit.”
“If you come to that,”
cried Ellis, “you might as well extend your
remarks to the clothes. For they, to a lover’s
eyes, are often as expressive and adorable as the
body itself.”
“Well,” I said, “the
clothes, too, are a sort of image of the soul, ‘an
imitation of an imitation,’ as Plato would say.
But, seriously, don’t you agree with me that
there is something in the view which regards the body
as the ‘word made flesh,’ a direct expression
of the person, not a mere stuff in which he Inheres?”
“Yes,” he said, “there
may be something in it. At any rate, I understand
what you mean.”
“And in so far as that is so,”
I continued, “the body, though it be a thing
of sense, would nevertheless be directly intelligible
in the same way as the soul?”
“Perhaps, in a sort of way.”
“And so we should have In the
person loved an object which, though presented to
sense, would be at once good and intelligible; and
our activity in relation to this object, the activity,
that is, of love, would come nearer than any other
experience of ours to what we might call a perfect
Good?”
“But,” objected Leslie,
“it is still far enough from being the Good
itself. For after all, say what you may about
the body being the medium of the soul, it is still
body, still sense, and, like other sensible things,
subject to change and decay, and in the end to death.
And with the fate of the body, so far as we know, that
of the person is involved. So that this, too,
like all other Goods of sense, is precarious.’
“Perhaps it is,” I said,
“I cannot tell. But all that I mean to
maintain at present is that in the activity of love,
as we have analysed it, we have something which gives
us, if it be only for a moment, yet still in a real
experience, an idea, at least, a suggestion, to say
no more, of what we might mean by a perfect Good,
even though we could not say that it be the Good itself.”
“But what, then, would you call the Good itself?”
“A love, I suppose, which in
the first place would be eternal, and in the second
all-comprehensive. For there is another defect
in love, as we know it, to which you did not refer,
namely, that it is a relation only to one or two individuals,
while outside and beyond it proceeds the main current
of our lives, involving innumerable relations of a
very different kind from this.”
“Yes,” cried Ellis, “and
that is why this gospel of love, with all its attractiveness,
which I admit, seems to me, nevertheless, so trivial
and absurd. Just consider! Here is the great
round world with all that in it is, infinite in time,
infinite in space, infinite in complexity; here is
the whole range of human relations, to say nothing
of those that are not human, of activities innumerable
in and upon nature and man himself, of inventions,
discoveries, institutions, laws, arts, sciences, religions;
and the meaning and purpose and end of all this we
calmly assert to be what? A girl and
a boy kissing on the village green!”
“But,” I protested, “who
said anything about boys and girls and kisses and
village greens?”
“Well, I suppose that is love, of a sort?”
“Yes, of a sort, no doubt; but not a very good
one.”
“You are thinking, then, of a special kind of
love?”
“I am thinking of the kind which I conceive
to be the best.”
“And what is that?”
“One, as I said just now, that
should be eternal and all-comprehensive.”
“And so, in the end, you have
nothing better than an imaginary heaven to land us
in!”
“I have no power, I fear, to
land you there. But I believe there is that dwelling
within you which will not let you rest in anything
short.”
“Then I fear I shall never rest!”
“That may be. But meantime
all I want to do is to ascertain, if we can, the meaning
of your unrest. I have no interest in what you
call an imaginary heaven, except in so far as its
conception is necessary to enable us to interpret
the world we know.”
“But how should it be necessary?
I have never found it so.”
“It is necessary, I think, to
explain our dissatisfaction. For the Goods we
actually realize always point away from themselves
to some other Good whose realization perhaps, as you
say, for us is impossible. But even if the Good
were chimerical, we cannot deny the passion that pursues
it; for it is the same passion that urges us to the
pursuit of such Goods as we really can attain.
And if we want to understand the nature of that passion,
we must understand the nature of its Good, whether
it be attainable or no. Only it is for the sake
of life here that we need that comprehension, not for
the sake of life somewhere else.”
“But do you reduce our passion
for Good to this passion for Love?”
“I don’t ‘reduce’ it; I interpret
it so.”
“And so we come back to the girl and the boy
and the village green!”
“No! we come back to the whole
of life, of which that is only an episode. Let
me try to explain how the thing presents itself to
me.”
“By all means! That is what I want.”
“Very well; I will do my best.
Let us look then at life just as it is. Here
we find ourselves involved with one another in the
most complex relations economic, political,
social, domestic, and the rest; and about and in these
relations centres the interest of our life, whether
it be pleasurable or painful, empty or full, or whatever
its character. Among these relations some few
perhaps or, it may be, even none realize
for a longer or shorter time, with more or less completeness,
that ultimate identity in diversity, that ‘me
in thee’ which we call love; the rest comprise
various degrees of attraction and repulsion, hatred,
contempt, indifference, toleration, respect, sympathy,
and so on; and all together, always changing, dissolving,
and combining anew, weave about us, as they cross and
intertwine, the shifting, restless web we call life.
Now these relations are an effect and result of the
pursuit of Good; but they are never the final goal
of that pursuit. The goal, I think, would be a
perfect union of all with all; and is not attained
by anything that falls short of this, whether the
defect be in depth or In extent. And that is how
it is that love itself, even in its richer phases,
and still more in those which are merely light and
sensual, though, as I think, through it alone can
we form our truest conception of Good, yet, as we have
it, never is the Good, even if it appear to be so
for the moment; for those who seek Good, I believe,
will never feel that they have found it merely in
union with one other person. For what love gains
in intension it is apt to lose in extension; so that
in practice it may even come to frustrate the very
end it seeks, limiting instead of expanding, narrowing
just in proportion as it deepens, and, by causing
the disruption of all other ties, impoverishing the
natures it should have enriched. Or don’t
you think that this happens sometimes, for instance
in married life?”
“I do indeed.”
“And, on the other hand,”
I continued, “it may very well be that one who
passes through life without attaining the fruition
of love, yet with his gaze always set upon it, in
and through many other connections, may yet come closer
to the end of his seeking than one who, having known
love, has sunk to rest in it then and there, as though
he had come already to his journey’s end, when
really he has only reached an inn upon the road.
So that I am far from thinking, as you pretended to
suppose, that the boy and girl on the village green
realize then and there the consummation of the world.”
“Still,” he objected,
“I do not see, in the scheme you put forward,
what place is left for the common business of life for
the things which really do, for the most part, occupy
and possess men’s minds, and the more, in my
opinion, the greater their force and capacity.”
“You mean, I suppose, war and
politics, and such things as that?
“Yes, and generally all that one calls business.”
“Well,” I said, “what
these things mean to those who pursue them, I am not
as competent as you to say. But surely, what they
are in essence is just, like most other activities,
relations between human beings relations
of command and obedience, of respect, admiration,
antagonism, comradeship, infinitely complex, infinitely
various, but still all of them strung, as it were,
upon a single thread of passion; all of them at tension
to become something else; all pointing to the consummation
which it is the nature of that which created them to
seek, and all, in that sense, paradoxical as it may
sound, only means to love.”
“You don’t repudiate such activities then?”
“How should I? I repudiate
nothing. I am not trying to judge, but, if I
could, to explain. It is the men of action, I
suppose, who have the greatest extension of life,
and sometimes, no doubt, the greatest intension too.
But every man has to live his own way, according to
his opportunities and capacity. Only, as I think
myself, all are involved in the same scheme, and all
are driven to the same consummation.”
“A consummation in the clouds!”
“I do not know about that; but
at any rate, and this is the important point, that
which urges us to it is here and now. Everything
is rooted in it. Our pleasures and pains alike,
our longing and dissatisfaction, our restlessness
never-to-be-quenched, our counting as nothing what
has been attained in the pressing on to more, our lying
down and rising up, our stumbling and recovering,
whether we fail, as we call it, or succeed, whether
we act or suffer, whether we hate or love, all that
we are, all that we hope to be springs from the passion
for Good, and points, if we are right in our analysis,
to love as its end.”
Upon this Audubon broke out: “That’s
all very well! But the one crucial point you
persistently evade. It may be quite true, for
aught I know, that the Good you describe is the Good
we seek though I am not aware of seeking
it myself. But, after all, the real question is,
Can we get it? If not, we are mere fools to seek
it.”
“So,” I said, “you
have brought me to bay at last! And, since you
challenge me, I am bound to admit that I don’t
know whether we can get it or no.”
“Well then,” he said,
impatiently, “what is the good of all this discussion?”
“Clearly,” I replied,
“no good at all, if there be no Good, which is
the point to which you are always harking back.
But you have surely forgotten the basis of our whole
argument?”
“What basis?”
“Why, that from the very beginning
we have been trying to find out, not so much what
we know (for on that point I admit that we know little
enough), as what it is necessary for us to believe,
if we are to find significance in life.”
“But how can we believe what we don’t
know?”
“Why,” I replied, “we
can surely adopt postulates, as indeed we always do
in practical life. Every man who is about to undertake
anything makes the assumption, in the first place,
that it is worth doing, and In the second place that
it is possible to be done. He may be wrong in
both these assumptions, but without them he could not
move a step. And so with regard to the business
of life, as a whole, it is necessary to assume, if
we are to make anything of it at all, both that there
is Good, and that we know something about it; and
also, I think, that it is somehow or other realizable;
but I do not know that any of these assumptions could
be proved.”
“But what right have we, then,
to make such assumptions?”
“We have none at all, so far
as knowledge is concerned. Indeed, to my mind,
it is necessary, if we are to be honest with ourselves,
that we should never forget that they are assumptions,
so long as they have not received definite proof.
But still they are, I think, as I said, assumptions
we are bound to make, if we are to give any meaning
to life. We might perhaps call them ‘postulates
of the will’; and our attitude, when we adopt
them, that of faith.”
“Faith!” protested Wilson, “that
is a dangerous word!”
“It is,” I agreed.
“Yet I doubt whether we can dispense with it.
Only we must remember that to have ‘faith’
in a proposition is not to affirm that it is true,
but to live as we should do if it were. It is,
in fact, an attitude of the will, not of the understanding;
the attitude of the general going into battle, not
of the philosopher in his closet.”
“But,” he objected, “where
we do not know, the proper attitude is suspense of
mind.”
“In many matters, no doubt,”
I replied, “but surely not in those with which
we are dealing. For we must live or die; and if
we are to choose to do either, we must do so by virtue
of some assumption about the Good.”
“But why should we choose to
do either? Why should not we simply wait?”
“But wait how? wait affirming
or denying? active or passive? Is it possible
to wait without adopting an attitude? Is not waiting
itself an attitude, an acting on the assumption that
it is good to wait?”
“But, at any rate, it does not
involve assumptions as large as those which you are
trying to make us accept.”
“I am not trying to make you
do anything; I am only trying to discover what you
make yourself do. And do you, as a matter of fact,
really dispute the main conclusions to which we have
come, or rather, if you will accept my phrase, the
main ‘postulates of the will’ which we
have elicited?”
“What are they? Let me have them again.”
“Well,” I said, “here they are.
First, that Good has some meaning.”
“Agreed!”
“Second, that we know something about that meaning.”
“Doubtful!” said Dennis.
“But it will be no use now to resume that controversy.”
“No,” I replied, “only
I thought I had shown that if we know nothing about
it, then, for us, it has no meaning; and so our first
assumption is also destroyed, and with it all significance
in life.”
“Well,” he said, “go on. We
can’t go over all that again.”
“Third,” I continued,
“that among our experiences the one which comes
nearest to Good is that which we called love.”
“Possible!” said Dennis, “but a
very tentative approximation.”
“Certainly,” I agreed, “and subject
to constant revision.”
“And after that?”
“Well,” I said, “now
comes the point Audubon raised. Is it necessary
to include also the postulate that Good can be realized?”
“But surely,” objected
Wilson, “here at least there is no room for
what you call faith. For whether or no the Good
can be realized is a question of knowledge.”
“No doubt,” I replied,
“and so are all questions if only
we could know. But I was assuming that this is
one of the things we do not know.”
“But,” he said, “it
is one we are always coming to know. Every year
we are learning more and more about the course and
destiny of mankind.”
“Should you say, then,”
I asked, “that we are nearer to knowing whether
or no the soul is immortal?”
He looked at me in sheer amazement;
and then, “What a question!” he cried.
“I should say that we have long known that it
isn’t”
“Then,” I said, “if
so, we know that the Good cannot be realized.”
“What!” he exclaimed.
“I had not understood that your conception of
the Good involved the idea of personal immortality.”
“I am almost afraid it does,”
I replied, “but I am not quite sure. We
have already touched upon the point, if you remember,
when we were considering whether we must regard the
Good as realizable in ourselves, or only in some generation
of people to come. And we thought then that it
must somehow be realizable in us.”
“But we did not see at the time
what that would involve, though I was afraid all along
of something of the kind.”
“Well,” I said, “for
fear you should think you have been cheated, we will
reconsider the point; and first, if you like, we will
suppose that we mean by the Good of some future generation,
still retaining for Good the signification we gave
to it. The question then of whether or no the
Good can be realized, will be the question whether
or no it is possible that at some future time all
individuals should be knit together in that ultimate
relation which we called love.”
“But,” cried Leslie, “the
love was to be eternal! So that their
souls at least would have to be immortal; and if theirs,
why not ours?”
I looked at Wilson; and “Well,”
I said, “what are we to say?”
“For my part,” he replied,
“I have nothing to say. I consider the
whole idea of immortality illegitimate.”
“Yet on that,” I said,
“hangs the eternal nature of our Good. But
may we retain, perhaps, the all-comprehensiveness?”
“How could we!” cried
Leslie, “for it is only the individuals who
happened to be alive who could be comprehended so long
as they were alive.”
“Another glory shorn from our
Good!” I said. “Still, let us hold
fast to what we may! Shall we say that if the
Good is to be realized the individuals then alive,
so long as they are alive, will be bound together
in this relation?”
“You can say that if you like,”
said Wilson, “and something of that kind I suppose
one would envisage as the end. Only I’m
not sure that I very well know what you mean by love.”
“Alas!” I cried, “is
even that to go? Is nothing at all to be left
of my poor conception?”
“You, can say if you like,”
he replied, “and I suppose it comes to much
the same thing, that all individuals will be related
in a perfectly harmonious way.”
“In other words,” cried
Ellis, “that you will have a society perfectly
definite, heterogeneous, and co-ordinate! ‘There’s
glory for you!’ as Humpty Dumpty said.”
“Well,” I said, “this
is something very different from what we defined to
be Good! But this, at any rate, you think, on
grounds of positive science, that it might be possible
to realize?”
“Yes,” replied Wilson;
“or if not that, I think at any rate that science
may ultimately be in a position to decide whether or
no it can be realized.”
“But,” I said, “do
you not think the same about personal immortality?”
“To be honest,” he replied,
“I do not think that the question of personal
immortality is one which science ought even to entertain.”
“But,” I urged, “I
thought science was beginning to entertain it.
Does not the ‘Society for Psychical Research’
deal with such questions?”
“‘The Society for Psychical
Research!’” he exclaimed. “I
do not call that science.”
“Well,” I said, “at
any rate there are men of a scientific turn of mind
connected with it” And I mentioned the names
of one or two, whereupon Wilson broke out into indignation,
declaring with much vehemence that the gentlemen in
question were bringing discredit both upon themselves
and the University to which they belonged; and then
followed a discussion upon the proper objects and methods
of science, which I do not exactly recall. Only
I remember that Wilson took up a position which led
Ellis, with some justice as I thought, to declare
that science appeared to be developing all the vices
of theology without any of its virtues the
dogmatism, the “index expurgatorius,”
and the whole machinery for suppressing speculation,
without any of the capacity to impose upon the conscience
a clear and well-defined scheme of life. This
debate, however, was carried on in a tone too polemic
to elicit any really fruitful result; and as soon as
I was able I endeavoured to steer the conversation
back into the smoother waters from which it had been
driven.
“Let us admit,” I said,
“if you like, for the sake of argument, that
on the question of the immortality of the soul we do
not and cannot know anything at all.”
“But,” objected Wilson,
“I maintain that we do know that there is no
foundation at all for the idea. It is a mere reflection
of our hopes and fears, or of those of our ancestors.”
“But,” I said, “even
if it be, that does not prove that it is not true;
it merely shows that we have no sufficient reason for
thinking it to be true.”
“Well,” he said, “put
it so, if you like; that is enough to relegate the
notion to the limbo of centaurs and chimaeras.
What we have no reason to suppose to be true, we have
no reason to concern ourselves with.”
“Pardon me,” I replied,
“but I think we have, if the idea is one that
interests us, as Is the case with what we are discussing.
We may not know whether or no it is true, but we cannot
help profoundly caring.”
“Well,” he said, “I
may be peculiarly constituted, but, honestly, I do
not myself care in the least”
“But,” I said, “perhaps
you ought to, if you care about the Good; and that
is really the question I want to come back to.
What is the minimum we must believe if we are to make
life significant? Is it sufficient to believe
in what you call the ‘progress of the race’?
Or must we also believe in the progress of the individual,
involving, as it does, personal immortality?”
“Well,” said Wilson, “I
don’t profess to take lofty views of life that
I leave to the philosophers. But I must say it
seems to me to be a finer thing to work for a future
in which one knows one will not participate oneself
than for one in which one’s personal happiness
is involved. I have always sympathized with Comte,
pedant as he was, in the remark he made when he was
dying.”
“Which one?” interrupted
Ellis. “‘Quelle perte irreparable?’
That always struck me as the most humorous thing ever
said.”
“No,” said Wilson, gravely,
“but when he said that the prospect of death
would be to him infinitely less sublime, if it did
not involve his own extinction; the notion being,
I suppose, that death is the triumphant affirmation
of the supremacy of the race over the individual.
And that, I think myself, is the sound and healthy
and manly view.”
“My dear Wilson,” cried
Ellis, “you talk of lofty views; but this is
a pinnacle of loftiness to which I, for one, could
never aspire. Positively, to rejoice in the extinction
of the individual with his faculties undeveloped,
his opportunities unrealized, his ambitions unfulfilled why
it’s sublime! its Kiplingese there’s
no other word for it! Shake hands, Wilson! you’re
a hero.”
“Really,” said Wilson,
rather impatiently, “I see nothing strained
or high-faluting in the view. And as to what you
say about faculties undeveloped and the rest, that
seems to me unreal and exaggerated! Most men
have a good enough time, and get pretty much what they
deserve. A healthy, normal man is ready to die he
has done what he had it in him to do, and passed on
his work to the next generation.”
“I have often wondered,”
said Ellis, meditatively, “what ‘normal’
means. Does it mean one in a million, should you
say? Or perhaps that is too large a proportion?
Some people say, do they not, that there never was
a normal man?”
“By ‘normal,’”
retorted Wilson, doggedly, “I mean average, and
I include every one except a few decadents and faddists.”
At this point, seeing that we were
threatened with another digression, I thought it best
to intervene again.
“We are diverging,” I
said, “a little from the issue. Wilson’s
position, as I understand him, is that the prospect
of the future Good of the race is sufficient to give
significance to the life of the individual, even though
he realize no Good for himself.”
“No,” replied Wilson,
“I don’t say that; for I think he always
does realize sufficient Good for himself.”
“But is it because of that Good
which he realizes for himself that his life has significance?
Or because of the future Good of the race?”
“I don’t know; both, I suppose.”
“You do not think then that
the future Good of the race is sufficient, by itself,
to give significance to the lives of individuals who
are never to partake in it?”
“I don’t like that way
of putting the question. What I believe is, that
in realizing his own Good a man is also contributing
to that of the race. There is no such antagonism
between the two ends as you seem to suggest.”
“I don’t say that there
is an antagonism; but I do insist that there is a
distinction. And I cannot help feeling and
this is where we seem to disagree that
in estimating the Good of individual lives we must
have regard to that which they realize in and for themselves,
not merely to that which they may be contributing
to produce some day in somebody else.”
“These ‘somebody elses,’”
cried Ellis, “being after all nothing but other
individuals like themselves! so that you get an infinite
series of people doing Good to one another, and none
of them getting any Good for themselves, like the:
islanders who lived by taking in one another’s
washing!”
“Well, but,” said Wilson,
“supposing I consent, for the sake of argument,
to let you estimate the worth of life by the Good which
individuals realize in themselves. What follows
then?”
“Why, then” I said, “it
would, I think, be very hard to maintain that we do
most of us realize Good enough to make it seem worth
while to have lived at all, if indeed we are simply
extinguished at death. At any rate, if we set
aside an exceptional few, and look frankly at the
mass of men and women, judging them not as means to
something else, but as ends in themselves, with reference
not to happiness, or content, or acquiescence, or
indifference, but simply to Good if we
look at them so, can we honestly say that there is
enough significance in their lives to justify the
labour and expense of producing and maintaining them?”
“I don’t know,”
he replied, “they probably think themselves that
there is.”
“Probably,” I rejoined,
“they do not think about it at all. But
what I should like to know is, what do you think?”
“I don’t see,” he
objected, “how I can have any opinion; the problem
is too vast and indeterminate.”
“Is it?” cried Audubon,
intervening in his curious abrupt way, and with more
than his usual energy of protest “Well, indeterminate
or no, it’s the one point on which I have no
doubt. Most people are only fit to have their
necks broken, and it would be the kindest thing for
them if some one would do it.”
“Well,” I said, “at
any rate that is a vigorous opinion. Does anyone
else share it?”
“I do,” said Leslie, “on
the whole. Most men, if they are not actually
bad, are at best indifferent sacs
merely, floating with open mouths for food to slip
in.’”
“Upon my word!” cried
Bartlett, “it’s wonderful how much you
know about them, considering how very little you’ve
seen of them!”
“Oh!” I said, turning
to him, “then you do not agree with this estimate?”
“I!” he said. “Oh,
no! I am not a superior person! Most men,
I suppose, are as good as we are, and probably a great
deal better!”
“They might well be that,”
I replied, “without being particularly good.
But perhaps, as you seem to suggest, it might be better
to confine ourselves to our own experience and consider
whether for ourselves, so far as we can see, we should
think life much worth having, supposing death to be
the end of it all.”
“Oh, as to that, of course I
should, for my part,” cried Ellis, “and
so, I hope, should we all. In fact, I consider
it rather monstrous to ask the question at all.”
“My dear Ellis,” I protested,
“you are really the most inconsistent of men!
Not a minute ago you were laughing at Wilson for his
acquiescence in the extinction of the individual ’with
his opportunities unrealized, his faculties undeveloped,’
and all the rest of it. And now you appear to
be adopting precisely the same attitude yourself.”
“I can’t help it,”
he replied; “consistent or no, life’s good
enough for me. And so it should be for you, you
ungrateful ruffian!”
“I am not so sure,” I
said, “that it should be; not so sure as I was
a few years ago.”
“Why, you Methuselah, what has age got to do
with it?”
“Just this,” I replied,
“that up to a certain time of life all the Good
that we get we take to be prophetic of more Good to
come. What we actually realize we value less
for itself than for something else which it promises.
The moments of good experience we expand till they
fill all infinity; the intervening tracts of indifferent
or bad we simply forget or ignore. Life is good,
we say, because the universe is good; and this goodness
we expect to grasp in its entirety, not to-day, perhaps,
nor to-morrow, but at least the day after. And
so, like the proverbial ass, we are lured on by a
wisp of hay. But being, at bottom, intelligent
brutes, we begin, in time, to reflect; we put back
our ears, and plant our feet stiff and rigid where
we stand, and refuse to budge an inch till we have
some further information as to the meaning of the
journey into which we are being enticed. That,
at least, is the point that has been reached by this
ass who is now addressing you. I want to know
something more about that bundle of hay; and that
is why I am interested in the question of personal
immortality.”
“Which means to drop the metaphor ?”
“Which means, that I have come
to realize that I am not likely to get more Good out
of life than I have already had, and that I may very
likely get less; or if more in some respects, then
less in others. For, in the first place, the
world, as it seems, is just as much bad as good, and
whether Good or Bad predominate I cannot say.
And in the second place, even of what Good there is and
I do not under-estimate its worth it is
but an infinitesimal portion that I am capable of
realizing, so limited am I by temperament and circumstance,
so bound by the errors and illusions of the past,
so hampered by the disabilities crowding in from the
future. For though, as I think, the older I get
the more clearly I recognize what is good, and the
more I learn to value and to perceive it, yet at the
same time the less do I become capable of making it
my own, and must in the nature of things become less
and less so, in so far at least as Goods other than
those of the intellect are concerned. And this
is a position which seems to be involved in the mere
fact of age and death frankly seen from the naturalistic
point of view; and so it has always been felt and
expressed from the time of the Greeks onwards, and
not least effectively, perhaps, by Browning in his
’Cleon’ you remember the passage:
“’... Every day my sense
of joy Grows more acute, my soul (intensified By
power and insight) more enlarged, more keen; While
every day my hairs fall more and more, My hand shakes,
and the heavy years increase The horror
quickening still from year to year, The consummation
coming past escape, When I shall know most, and
yet least enjoy When all my works wherein
I prove my worth, Being present still to mock me
in men’s mouths, Alive still in the phrase
of such as thou, I, I the feeling, thinking, acting
man, The man who loved his life so over-much, Shall
sleep in my urn.’
“You see the point; indeed,
it is so familiar, I have laboured it, perhaps, too
much. But the result seems to be, that while it
is natural enough that in youth, for those who are
capable of Good, life should seem to be pre-eminently
worth the having, yet the last judgment of age, for
those who believe that death is the end, will be a
doubt, and perhaps more than a doubt, even in the case
of those most favoured by fortune, whether after all
a life has been worth the trouble of living which
has unfolded such infinite promise only to bury it
fruitless in the grave.”
“I think that’s rather a morbid view!”
said Parry.
“I do not know,” I said,
“whether it is morbid, nor do I very much care;
the question is, whether it is reasonable, and whether
it is not the position naturally and perhaps inevitably
adopted not by the worst but by the best men among
those who have abandoned the belief in personal immortality.”
“That,” interposed Wilson,
“is surely not the case. One knows of people
who, though they have no belief in survival after death,
yet maintain a perfectly cheerful and healthy attitude
towards life. Harriet Martineau is one that occurs
to me. To her, you may remember, life appeared
not less but more worth living when she had become
convinced of her own annihilation at death; and she
awaited with perfect equanimity and calm its imminent
approach, not as a deliverance from a condition which
was daily becoming more intolerable, but as a fitting
crown and consummation to a career of untiring and
fruitful activity.”
“That,” exclaimed Parry
with enthusiasm, “is what I call magnanimous!”
“I don’t!” retorted
Leslie, “I call it simply stupid and unimaginative.”
“Call it what you like,”
said Wilson; “anyhow it is a position which
can be and has been adopted.”
“Yes,” I agreed, “but
one which, I think, a clearer analysis of the facts,
a franker survey and a more penetrating insight, would
make it increasingly difficult to sustain. And
after all, an estimate which is to endure must be
not only magnanimous but reasonable.”
“But to her, and to others like
her, it did and does appear to be reasonable.
And you ought to admit, I think, that there are cases
in which life is well worth living quite apart from
the hypothesis of personal immortality.”
“I am ready to admit,”
I replied, “that there are people to whom it
seems to be so, but I doubt whether they are very numerous,
among those, I mean, who have reflected on the subject,
and whose opinions alone we need consider. I,
at any rate, have commonly found in talking to people
about death supposing, which is unusual,
that they are willing to talk about it at all that
they adopt one of two views, either of which presupposes
the worthlessness of life, if life, as we know it,
be indeed all”
“What views do you mean?”
“Why, either they believe that
death means annihilation, and rejoice in the prospect
as a deliverance from an intolerable evil; or they
hold that there is a life beyond, and that they will
find there the reason and justification for existence
which they have never been able to discover here.”
“You forget, surely,”
said Wilson, “a third point of view, which I
should have thought was as common as either of the
others, that of those who believe in a
life after death, but look forward to it with inexpressible
fear of the possible evils which it may contain.”
“True,” I said, “but
such fear, I suppose, is a reflex of actual experience,
and implies, does it not, a vivid sense of the evils
of existence as we know it? So that these people,
too, I should maintain, have not really found life
satisfactory, or they would look forward with hope
rather than fear to the possibility of Its continuance.”
“But in their case, at any rate,
the hypothesis of personal immortality is an aggravation,
not a remedy, of the evil.”
“No doubt; but I have been assuming
throughout that the hypothesis involves the realization
of that Good which, without it, we recognize to be
unattainable; and it is only in that sense, and from
that point of view, that I have introduced it.”
“Well,” he persisted,
“considering how improbable the hypothesis is,
I should be very loth to admit that it is one which
it is practically necessary to adopt. And I still
maintain that most people do not require it ordinary
simple people, I mean, who do their work and make
no fuss about it.”
“Perhaps not,” I replied,
“for it is characteristic of such people to
make no hypothesis at all, but to adopt for the moment
any view suggested by the state of their spirits.
But I believe that if ever you can get a man, no matter
how plain and unsophisticated, to reflect fairly upon
his own experience, and to look impartially at the
facts all round, abstracting from all bias of habit
and mood and prejudice, he will admit that if it be
true that the individual is extinguished at death,
together with all his possibilities of realizing Good,
then life cannot rationally be judged to be worth the
living, however imperatively we may be compelled to
continue to live it.”
“But it Is just that imperative
compulsion,” cried Parry, “on which I
rely! That seems to me the justification of life the
fact that we are forced to live! I trust that
instinct more than all the inclination in the world!”
“But,” I said, “when
you say that you trust the instinct, do you mean that
you judge it to be good?”
“Yes, I suppose so.”
“Then in trusting the instinct
you are really trusting your reason, which judges
the instinct to be good, or, if not your reason, the
faculty, whatever it be, which judges of Good.
And the only difference between us is, that I try
to ascertain what we do really believe to be good,
whereas you accept and cling to a particular judgment
about Good, without any attempt to test it and harmonize
it with others.”
“But you admit yourself that
all your results are tentative and problematical in
the extreme.”
“Certainly.”
“And yet these results you venture
to set in opposition to a simple, profound, imperative
cry of Nature!”
“Why should I not? For
I have no right to suppose that nature is good, except
in so far as I can reasonably judge her to be so.”
“That seems to me a sort of blasphemy.”
“I am afraid,” I said,
“if I must choose, I would rather blaspheme
Nature than Reason. But I hope I am not blaspheming
either. For it may be that what you call Nature
has provided for the realization of Good. That,
at any rate, is the hypothesis I was suggesting; and
it is you who appear to be setting it aside.”
“But,” objected Wilson,
“you talk of this hypothesis as if it were something
one could really entertain! To me it is not a
hypothesis at all; it’s simply an inconceivability.”
“Do you mean that it is self-contradictory?”
“No, not exactly that. Simply that it is
unimaginable.”
“Oh!” I said; “but
what one can imagine depends on the quality of one’s
imagination! To me, for example, the immortality
of the soul does not seem any harder to imagine than
birth and life, and death and consciousness.
It’s all such a mystery together, if once one
begins trying to realize it.”
“No one,” interposed Ellis,
“has put that point better than Walt Whitman.”
“True,” I replied, “and
that reminds me that I think you hardly did justice
to his view when you were quoting him a little while
ago. It is true that he does, as you said, accept
all facts, good and bad, and even appears at times
to obliterate the distinction between them. But
also, whether consistently or no, he regards them all
as phases of a process, good only because of what
they promise to be. So that his view really requires
a belief in immortality to justify it; and to him
such belief is as natural and simple as to Wilson it
is absurd. There is a passage somewhere, I remember perhaps
you can quote it it begins, ‘Is it
wonderful that I should be immortal?’”
“Yes,” he said, “I remember”:
“Is it wonderful that
I should be immortal? as every one is
immortal;
“I know it is wonderful but
my eyesight is equally wonderful, and
how I was conceived in my
mother’s womb is equally wonderful,
“And passed from a babe,
in the creeping trance of a couple of
summers and winters to articulate
and walk. All this is equally
wonderful.
“And that my soul embraces
you this hour, and we affect each other
without ever seeing each other,
and never perhaps to see each other,
is every bit as wonderful.
“And that I can think
such thoughts as these is just as wonderful,
“And that I can remind
you, and you think them and know them to be
true, is just as wonderful.
“And that the moon spins
round the earth, and on with the earth, is
equally wonderful,
“And that they balance
themselves with the sun and stars is equally
wonderful.”
“That,” I said, “is
the passage I meant, and it shows that Whitman, at
any rate, did not share Wilson’s feeling that
the immortality of the soul is unimaginable.”
“Well,” said Wilson, “imaginable
or no, we have no reason to believe it to be true.”
“No reason, indeed,” I
agreed, “so far as demonstration is concerned,
though equally, as I think, no reason to deny it.
But the point I raised was, whether, if we are to
take a positive view of life and hold that it somehow
has a good significance, we are not bound to adopt
this, hypothesis of immortality to believe,
that is, that, somehow or other, there awaits us a
state of being in which all souls shall be bound together
in that harmonious and perfect relation of which we
have a type and foretaste in what we call love.
For, if it be true that perfect Good does involve
some such relation, and yet that it is one unattainable
under the conditions of our present life, then we
must say either that such Good is unattainable and
in that case why should we idly pursue it? or
that we believe we shall attain it under some other
conditions of existence. And according as we adopt
one or the other position so it seems to
me our attitude towards life will be one
of affirmation or of negation.”
“But,” he objected, “even
if you were right in your conception of Good, and
even if it be true that Good in its perfection is
unattainable, yet we might still choose to get at least
what Good we can and some Good you admit
we can get and might find in that pursuit
a sufficient justification for life.”
“We might, indeed,” I
admitted, “but also we might very well find,
that the Good we can attain is so small, and the Evil
so immensely preponderant, that we ought to labour
rather to bring to an end an existence so pitiful
than to perpetuate it indefinitely in the persons
of our luckless descendants.”
“That, thank heaven,”
said Parry, “is not the view which is taken by
the Western world.”
“The West” I replied,
“has not yet learned to reflect. Its activity
is the slave of instinct, blind and irresponsible.”
“Yes,” he assented eagerly,
“and that is its saving grace! This instinct,
which you call blind, is health and sanity and vigour.”
“I know,” I said, “that
you think so, and so does Mr. Kipling, and all the
train of violent and bloody bards who follow the camp
of the modern army of progress. I have no quarrel
with you or with them; you may very well be right
in your somewhat savage worship of activity. I
am only trying to ascertain the conditions of your
being right, and I seem to find it in personal immortality.”
“No,” he persisted.
“We are right without condition, right absolutely
and beyond all argument. Pursue Good is the one
ultimate law; whether or no it can be attained is
a minor matter; and if to inquire into the conditions
of its attainment is only to weaken us in the pursuit,
then I say the inquiry is wrong, and ought to be discouraged.”
“Well” I said, “I
will not dispute with you further. Whether you
are right or wrong I cannot but admire your strenuous
belief in Good and in our obligation to pursue it.
And that, after all, was my main point. On the
other question about what Good is and whether it is
attainable, I could hardly wish to make converts, so
conscious am I that I have infinitely more to learn
than to teach. Only, that there is really something
to learn, of that I am profoundly convinced.
Perhaps even Audubon will agree with me there?”
“I don’t know that I do,”
he replied, “and anyhow it doesn’t seem
to me to make much difference. Whatever we may
think about Good, that doesn’t affect the nature
of Reality and Reality, I believe, is bad!”
“Ah, Reality!” I rejoined,
“but what is Reality? Is it just what we
see and touch and handle?”
“Yes, I suppose so.”
“That is a sober view, and one
which I have constantly tried to impress upon myself.
Sometimes, even, I think I have succeeded, under the
combined stress of logic and experience. But there
comes an unguarded moment, some evening in summer,
like this, when I am walking, perhaps, alone in a
solitary wood, or in a meadow beside a quiet stream;
and suddenly all my work is undone, and I am overwhelmed
by a direct apprehension, or what seems at least for
the moment to be such, that everything I hear and
see and touch is mere illusion after all, and behind
it lies the true Reality, if only I could find the
way to seize it. It is due, I suppose, to some
native and ineradicable strain of mysticism; or perhaps,
as I sometimes think, to the memory of a strange experience
which I once underwent and have never been able to
forget”
“What was that?”
“It will not be very easy, I
fear, to describe, but perhaps it may be worth while
to make the attempt, for it bears, more or less, on
the subject of our conversation. Once then, you
must know, and once only, a good many years ago now,
I was put under the influence of anaesthetics; and
during the time I was unconscious, or rather, conscious
in a new way, I had a very curious dream, if dream
it were, which has never ceased to affect my thoughts
and my life. It was as follows:
“As soon as I lost consciousness
of the world without, my soul, I thought, which seemed
at first to be diffused throughout my body, began
to draw itself upward, beginning at the feet.
It passed through the veins of the legs and belly
to the heart, which was beating like a thousand drums,
and thence by the aorta and the carotids to the brain,
whence it emerged by the fissures of the skull into
the outer air. No sooner was it free (though
still attached, as I felt with some uneasiness, by
a thin elastic cord to the pia mater) than
it gathered itself together (into what form I could
not say), and with incredible speed shot upwards,
till it reached what seemed to be the floor of heaven.
Through this it passed, I know not how, and found itself
all at once in a new world.
“What this world was like I
must now endeavour to explain, difficult though it
be to find suitable language; for the things here,
of which our words are symbols, are themselves only
symbols of the things there. The feeling I had,
however, (for I was now identified with my soul, and
had forgotten all about my body) the feeling
I had was that of sitting alone beside a river.
What kind of country it was I can hardly describe,
for there was nowhere any definite colour or form,
only a suggestion, such as I have seen in drawings,
of vast infinite tracts of empty space. I could
not even say there was light or darkness, for my organ
of perception did not seem to be the eye; only I was
aware of an emotional effect similar to that of twilight,
cold, grey, and formless as night itself. The
silence was absolute, if indeed silence it were, for
it was not by the ear that I perceived either sound
or its absence; but something there was, analogous
to silence in its effect And in the midst of the silence
and the twilight (since so I must call them) flowed
the river, or what seemed such, distinguishable, as
I thought at first, rather by the fact that it flowed,
than by any peculiarity of substance, colour, or form,
from the stretches of empty space that formed its
banks. But presently, as I looked more closely,
I saw, rising from its surface, dipping, rising, and
dipping again, in a regular rhythm, without change
or pause, what I can only compare to a shoal of flying
fish. Not that they looked like fish, or indeed
like anything I had ever seen, but that was the image
suggested by their motion. As soon as I saw them
I knew what they were: they were souls; and the
river down which they passed was the river of Time;
and their dipping in and out again was the sequence
of their lives and deaths.
“All this did not surprise me
at all. Rather, I felt it was something I had
always known, yet something inexpressibly flat and
disillusioning. ‘Of course!’ I said
to myself, or thought, or whatever may have been my
mode of cognition ’Of course!
That is it, and that is all! Souls are indeed
immortal why should we ever have imagined
otherwise? They are immortal, and what of it?
I see the death-side now as I saw the life-side then;
and one has as little meaning as the other. As
it has been, so it will be, now, henceforth, and for
ever, in and out, in and out, without pause or stint,
futile, trivial, silly, stale, tedious, monotonous,
and vain!’ The long pre-occupation of men with
religion, philosophy, and art, seemed to me now as
incomprehensible as it was ridiculous. There was
nothing after all to be interested about! There
was simply this! The dreariness of my mood was
indescribable, and corresponded so closely to the scene
before me that I found myself wondering which was
effect, which cause. The silence, the tracts
of unformed space, the unsubstantial river, the ceaseless
vibration along its surface of infinite moving points,
all this was a reflex of my thoughts and they of it.
My misery was Intolerable; to escape became my only
object; and with this in view I rose and began to
move, I knew not whither, along the silent shore.
“As I went, I presently became
aware of what looked like high towers standing along
the margin of the stream. I say they looked like
towers, but I should rather have said they symbolized
them; for they had no specific shape, round or square,
nor any definite substance or dimensions. They
suggested rather, if I may say so, the idea of verticality;
and otherwise were as blank and void of form or colour
as everything else in this strange land. I made
my way towards them along the bank; and when I had
come close under the first, I saw that there was a
door in it, and written over the door, in a language
I cannot now recall, but which then I knew that I
had always known, an inscription whose sense was:
“‘I am the Eye; come into
me and see.’
“Miserable as I was, it was
impossible that I should hesitate; I did not know,
it is true, what might await me within, but it could
not be worse and might well be better than my present
plight. The door was open; I stepped in; and
no sooner had I crossed the threshold than I was aware
of an experience more extraordinary and delightful
than it had ever been my lot to encounter. I
had the sensation of seeing light for the first time!
For hitherto, as I have tried to explain, though it
has been necessary to speak in terms of sight, I have
done so only by a metaphor, and it was not really
by vision that I became acquainted with the scene
I have described. But now I saw, and saw pure
light! And yet not only saw, but, as I thought
apprehended it with the other senses, both with those
we know and with others of which we have not yet dreamt.
I heard light, I tasted and touched it, it enveloped
and embraced me; I swam in it as in an element, wafted
and washed and luxuriantly lapped. Pure light,
and nothing else! No objects, at first!
It was only by degrees, and as the first intoxication
subsided, that I began to be aware of anything but
the medium itself. I saw then that I was standing
at what seemed to be a window, looking out over the
scene I had just left But how changed it was!
The river now, like a blue and golden snake, ran through
a sunny champaign bright with flowers; above it hung
a cloudless summer sky; and the happy souls went leaping
in and out like dolphins on a calm day in the Mediterranean.
On all this I gazed with inexpressible delight; but
as I looked an extraordinary thing occurred. The
flowery plain before me seemed to globe itself into
a sphere; the blue river clasped it like a girdle;
for a moment it hung before me like a star, then opened
out and split into a thousand more, and these again
into others and yet others, till a whole heaven of
stars was revolving about me in the most wonderful
dance-measure you can conceive, infinitely complex,
but never for a moment confused, for the stars were
of various colours, more beautiful far than any of
ours, and by these, as they crossed and intertwined
in exquisite harmonies, the threads of the intricate
figure were kept distinct.
“What I was looking upon, I
knew, was the same heaven that our astronomers describe;
only I was privileged actually to perceive the movements
they can only infer and predict. For here on earth
our faculties are proportioned to our needs, and our
apprehension of time and change is measured by units
too small for us to be able to embrace by sense the
large and spacious circuits of the stars. But
I, in my then condition, had powers commensurate with
all existence; so that not only could I follow with
the eye the coils of that celestial morrice, but in
each one of the whirling orbs, as they approached
or receded in the dance, I could trace, so far as I
was minded, the course of its secular history; whole
series of changes and transformations such as we laboriously
infer, from fossils and rocks and hard unmalleable
things, being there (as though petrifaction were reversed
and solidest things made fluid) unrolled before me,
molten and glowing and swift, in a stream of torrential
evolution whose moments were centuries. Wonderful
it was, and strange, to see the first trembling film
creep like a mantle over a globe of fire, shiver,
and break, and form again, and gradually harden and
cohere, now crushed into ridges and pits, now extended
into plains, and tossing the hissing seas from bed
to bed, as the levels of the viscous surface rose
and fell. Wonderful, too, when the crust was formed
and life became possible, how everywhere, in wet or
dry, hot or cold alike, wherever footing could be
found, came up and flourished and decayed things that
root and things that move, winged or finned or legged,
creeping, flying, running, breeding, in mud or sand,
in jungle, forest, and marsh, pursuing and pursued,
devouring and devoured, pairing, contending, killing,
things huge beyond belief, mammoth and icthyosaurus,
things minute and numerous past the power of calculation,
coming and going as they could find space, species
succeeding to species, and crowding every point and
vantage for life on the heaving tumultuous bosom of
eddying worlds.
“Wonderful it was, but terrible,
too; for what struck me with a kind of chill, even
while I was wrapt in admiration, was the fact that
though everything was in constant change, and in the
change there was clearly an order and routine, yet
I could not detect anything that seemed like purpose.
Direction there was, but not direction to an end;
for the end was no better than the beginning, it was
only different; the idea of Good, in short, did not
apply. And this fact, which was striking enough
in the case of the phenomena I have described, made
itself felt with even more insistence when I turned
to consider the course of human history. For
that too I saw unrolled before me, not only on our
own, but on innumerable other worlds, in various phases
and in various forms, both those which we know, and
others of which we have no conception, and which I
am now quite unable to recall. Men I saw housing
in caves, or on piles in swamps and lakes, dwellers
in wagons and tents, hunters, or shepherds under the
stars, men of the mountain, men of the plain, of the
river-valley and the coast, nomad tribes, village
tribes, cities, kingdoms, empires, wars and peace,
politics, laws, manners, arts and sciences. Yet
in all this, so far as I could observe, although,
through all vacillations, there appeared to be a steady
trend in a definite direction, there was nothing to
indicate what we call purpose. Men, I saw, had
ideas about Good, but these ideas of theirs, though
they were part of the efficient causes of events,
were in no sense the explanation of the process.
There was no explanation, for there was no final cause,
no purpose, end, or justification at all. Man,
like nature, was the plaything of a blind fate.
The idea of Good had no application.
“The horror I felt as this truth
(for so I thought it) was borne in upon me was proportioned
to my previous delight. I had now but one desire,
to escape, even though it were only back to what I
had left. And as the Angel-Boys in ‘Faust’
cry out to Pater Seraphicus for release,
when they can no longer bear the sights they see through
his eyes, so I, in my anguish, cried, ‘Let me
out! Let me out!’ And instantly I found
myself standing again at the foot of the tower, in
that land of twilight, silence, and infinite space,
with the souls going down the river, in and out, in
and out, futile, trivial, tedious, monotonous, and
vain. Looking up, I saw written over the door
from which I had emerged, and which was opposite to
that by which I had entered, words whose sense was:
“‘Eye hath not seen.’
“I walked round the Tower, and
found a third door facing the river; and over that
was written:
“‘Turris scientiae.’
“But all these doors were now
closed; nor indeed, had they been open, should I have
felt any inclination to renew the experience from which
I had escaped. I therefore turned away sadly enough
and made my way along the bank towards the second
tower.
“Over the door of this was written
in the same language as before:
“‘I am the Ear; come into
me and hear.’
“The door was open, and I went
in, this time with some apprehension, but with still
more curiosity and hope. No sooner was I within
than I was overwhelmed by an experience analogous
to that which had greeted me in the Tower of Sight,
but even more ravishingly sweet. This time what
I felt was the sensation of pure sound: sound,
not merely heard, but, as before in the case of light,
apprehended at once by every avenue of sense, and
folding and sustaining, as it seemed, my whole being
in a clear and buoyant element of tone. It was
only by degrees that out of this absolute essence
of sheer sound distinctions of rhythm and pitch began
to appear, and to assume definite musical form.
The theme at first was pastoral and sweet, suggestive
of rustling grasses and murmuring reeds, interwoven
with which was an exquisite lilting tune, the song
of the souls as they sped down the river. But
one by one other elements crept into the strain; it
increased in volume and variety of tone, in complexity
of rhythm and tune, till it grew at length into a
symphony so august, so solemn, and so profound, that
there is nothing I know of in our music here to which
I can fitly compare it. It reminded me, however,
of Wagner more than of any other composer, in the
richness of its colour, the insistence and force of
its rhythms, its fragments of ineffable melody, and
above all, its endless chromatic sequences, for ever
suggesting but never actually reaching the full close
which I knew not whether most to dread or to desire.
The music itself was wonderful enough; but more wonderful
still was my clear perception, while I listened, that
what was being presented to me now through the medium
of sound was precisely the same world which I had
seen from the Tower of Sight. Every phenomenon,
and sequence of phenomena, which I had witnessed there,
I recognized now, in appropriate musical form.
The foundation of all was a great basal rhythm, given
out on something that throbbed like drums, terrible
in its persistence and yet beautiful too; and this,
I knew, represented the mechanical basis of the world,
the processes which science knows as ‘laws of
motion’ and the like, but which really, as I
then perceived, might more aptly be described as the
more inveterate of Nature’s habits. Upon
this foundation, which varied, indeed, but by almost
imperceptible gradations, was built up an infinitely
complex structure of intermediate parts, increasing
from below upwards in freedom, ease and beauty of
form, till high above all floated on the ear snatches
of melody, haunting, poignant, meltingly tender, or,
as it might be, martial and gay exquisite in themselves,
yet never complete, fragments rather, as it seemed,
of some theme yet to come, which they had hardly time
to suggest before they were torn, as it were, from
their roots and sent drifting down the stream, to reappear
in new settings, richer combinations, and fairer forms;
and these, I knew, were symbols of the lives and deaths
of conscious beings.
“As this character of the music
and its representative meaning grew gradually clearer
to me, there began to mingle with my delight a certain
feeling of anguish. For while, on the one hand,
I passionately desired to hear given out in full the
theme which as yet had been only suggested in fragmentary
hints, on the other, I knew that with its appearance
the music would come to a close, just at the moment
when its cessation would involve the keenest revulsion
of feeling. And this moment, I felt, was rapidly
approaching. The rhythm grew more and more rapid,
the instruments scaled higher and higher, the tension
of chromatic progressions was strained to what seemed
breaking point, till suddenly, with an effect as though
a stream, long pent in a gorge, had escaped with a
burst into broad sunny meadows, the whole symphony
broke away into the major key, and high and clear,
chanted, as it seemed, on ten thousand trumpets, silver,
aethereal, and exquisitely sweet for all their resonant
clangour, I heard the ultimate melody of things.
For a moment only; for, as I had foreseen, with the
emergence of that air, the music came abruptly to a
close; and I found myself sitting bathed in tears
at the door of the tower on the opposite side to that
by which I had entered; and there once more was the
land of silence, twilight, and infinite space, with
the souls going down the river, in and out, in and
out, futile, trivial, tedious, monotonous and vain!
“As soon as I had recovered
myself, I looked up and saw written over the door
the inscription:
“‘Ear hath not heard.’
“And going round to the side
facing the river, I saw there inscribed:
“‘Turris Artis?’
“Whereupon, full of perplexity,
I made my way down towards the third tower, reflecting,
as I went; in a curious passion at once of hope and
fear, ’Neither this, then, nor that, neither
Eye nor Ear, has given me what I sought. Each
is a symbol; but this, as it seems, a more perfect
symbol than that; for it, at least, is Beauty, and
the other was only Power. But is there, then,
nothing but symbols? Or shall I, in one of these
towers, shall I perhaps find the thing that is symbolized?’
“By this time I had reached
the third tower, and over the door facing me I saw
written:
“‘I am the Heart; come
into me and feel.’
“I entered without hesitation,
and this time I was met by an experience even stranger
and more delightful than before, but also, I fear,
more indescribable. At first, I was aware of
nothing but a pure feeling, which was not of any particular
sense, (as, before, of sight and hearing,) but was
rather, I think, the general feeling of Life itself,
the kind of diffused sensation of well-being one has
in health, underlying all particular activities.
In this sensation I seemed, as before, to be lapped,
as in an element; but this time the feeling did not
pass. On the contrary, I found, when I came to
myself, that I actually was in the river, leaping
along with the other souls in such an ecstasy of physical
delight as I have never felt before or since.
Such, at least, was my first impression; but gradually
it changed into something which I despair of rendering
in words, for indeed I can hardly render it in my
own thoughts. Conceive, however, that as, according
to the teaching of science, every part of matter is
affected by every other, insomuch that, as they say,
the fall of an apple disturbs the balance of the universe;
so, in my experience then, (and this, I believe, is
really true) all souls were intimately connected by
spiritual ties. Nothing that happened in one but
was somehow or other, more or less obscurely, reflected
in the rest, so that all were so closely involved
and embraced in a network of fine relations that they
formed what may be compared to a planetary system,
sustained in their various orbits by force of attraction
and repulsion, distinguished into greater and lesser
constellations, and fulfilling in due proportion their
periods and paths under the control of spiritual laws.
Of this system I was myself a member; about me were
grouped some of my dearest friends; and beyond and
around stretched away, like infinite points of light,
in a clear heaven of passion, the world of souls.
I speak, of course, in a figure, for what I am describing
in terms of space, I apprehended through the medium
of feeling; and by ‘feeling’ I mean all
degrees of affection, from extreme of love to extreme
of hate. For hate there was, as well as love,
the one representing repulsion, the other attraction;
and by their joint influence the whole system was
sustained. It was not, however, in equilibrium;
at least, not in stable equilibrium. There was
a trend, as I soon became aware, towards a centre.
The energy of love was constantly striving to annihilate
distance and unite in a single sphere the scattered
units that were only kept apart by the energy of hate.
This effort I felt proceeding in every particular
group, and, more faintly, from one group to another:
I felt it with an intensity at once of pain and of
rapture, such as I cannot now even imagine, much less
describe; and most of all did I feel it within the
limits of my own group, of which some of those now
present were members. But within this group in
particular I was aware of an extraordinary resistance.
One of its members, I thought, (I mention no names,)
steadily refused either to form a closer union with
the rest of us, or to enter into more intimate relations
with other groups. This resistance I felt in
the form of an indescribable tension, a tension which
grew more and more acute, till suddenly the whole system
seemed to collapse, and I found myself in darkness
and alone, being dragged down, down, by the cord which
attached me to my body. At the same time there
was a roaring in my ears, and I saw my body, as I
thought, like a fearful wild beast with open jaws;
it swallowed me down, and I awoke with a shock to
find myself in the operator’s room, with a voice
in my ears which somehow sounded like Audubon’s,
though I afterwards ascertained it was really that
of the assistant, uttering the rather ridiculous words,
‘I don’t see why!’
“That, then, was the end of
my dream, and I have never since been able to continue
it, and to discover what was written over the other
doors of the third tower, or what lay within the towers
I did not enter. So that I have had to go on
ever since with the knowledge I then acquired, that
whatever Reality may ultimately be, it is in the life
of the affections, with all its confused tangle of
loves and hates, attractions, repulsions, and, worst
of all, indifférences, it is in this intricate
commerce of souls that we may come nearest to apprehending
what perhaps we shall never wholly apprehend, but the
quest of which alone, as I believe, gives any significance
to life, and makes it a thing which a wise and brave
man will be able to persuade himself it is right to
endure.”
With that I ended; and Wilson was
just beginning to explain to me that my dream had
no real significance, but was just a confused reproduction
of what I must have been thinking about before I took
the aether, when we were interrupted by the arrival
of tea. In the confusion that ensued Audubon
came over to me and said: “It was curious
your dreaming that about me, for it is exactly the
way I should behave.”
“Of course it is,” I replied,
“and that, no doubt, is why I dreamt it.”
“Well,” he said, “you
can say what you like, but I really do not see
why!” And with that the conversation I had to
report closed.