I stood, with my friend M. beside
me, on the top of a hill and looked down at a large
camp spread out along the valley beneath us. It
was growing dark. The lines of lights along the
roads shone bright and clear. Lights twinkled
from the windows of busy orderly-rooms and offices.
Lights shone, browny red, through the canvas of the
tents. The noise of thousands of men, talking,
laughing, singing, rose to us, a confused murmur of
sound. As we stood there, looking, listening,
a bugle sounded from one corner of the great camp,
blowing the “Last Post.” One after
another, from all directions, many bugles took up
the sound. Lights were extinguished. Silence
followed by degrees. We scrambled down a steep
path to our quarters.
“This,” I said, “is
not an army. It is an empire in arms.”
M. would never have made a remark
of that kind. He has too much common sense to
allow himself to talk big. He is, of all men known
to me, least inclined to sentimentality. He did
not even answer me. If he had he would probably
have pointed out to me that I was wrong. What
lay below us, a small part of the B.E.F., was an army,
if discipline, skill, valour, and unity are what distinguish
an army from a mob.
Yet what I said meant something.
I had seen enough of the professional soldiers of
the old army, officers and N.C.O.’s, to know
that the men who are now fighting are soldiers with
a difference. They do not conform to the type
which we knew as the soldier type before the war.
Neither officers nor men are the same. Only in
the cavalry, and perhaps in the Guards, do we now
find the spirit, or, if spirit is the wrong word,
the flavour of the old army. The professional
soldier, save among field officers and the older N.C.O.’s,
is becoming rare. The citizen soldier has taken
his place.
To say this is to repeat a commonplace.
My remark was a commonplace, stale with reiteration.
But it is the nature of commonplaces and truisms that
they only become real to us when we discover them for
ourselves. I was familiar with the idea of the
citizen soldier, with the very phrase “an empire
in arms,” long before I went to France.
Yet my earliest experiences were a surprise to me.
I had believed, but I had not realised, that our ranks
indeed contain “all sorts and conditions of
men.”
I remember very well the first time
that the truism began to assert itself as a truth
to me. I was in a soldiers’ club, one of
those excellent places of refreshment and recreation
run by societies and individuals for the benefit of
our men. It was an abominable evening. Snow,
that was half sleet, was driven across the camp by
a strong wind. Melting snow lay an inch deep
on the ground. The club, naturally under the
circumstances, was crammed. Men sat at every
table, reading papers, writing letters, playing draughts
and dominoes. They stood about with cups of tea
and cocoa in their hands. They crowded round
the fires. The steam of wet clothes and thick
clouds of tobacco smoke filled the air and dimmed the
light from lamps, feeble at best, which hung from
ceiling and wall.
In one corner a man sat on a rickety
chair. His back was turned to the room.
He faced the two walls of his corner. The position
struck me as odd until I noticed that he sat that
way in order to get a little light on the pages of
the book he read. It was Oscar Wilde’s
De Profundis. It was, I suppose, part of
my business to make friends of the men round me.
I managed with some difficulty to get into conversation
with that man. He turned his chair half round
and, starting from Oscar Wilde, gave me his views
on prison life. The private soldier, coming under
military discipline, is a prisoner, so this man thought.
He did not deny that it may be worth while to go to
prison for a good cause. But prison life is as
galling and abominable for a martyr as for a criminal.
There is a stir among the men.
A lady, heavily cloaked and waterproofed, made a slow
progress through the room, staring round her with
curious eyes. She was a stranger, evidently a
distinguished stranger, for she was escorted by a
colonel and two other officers. My friend nodded
towards her.
“Do you know her?” he asked.
I shook my head. He named a very eminent novelist.
“Doing a tour of the Expeditionary
Force, I expect,” he said. “I used
to review her books before the war. I’d
rather like to review the one she’ll write about
this. Once” he added this reminiscence
after a pause “I dined in her company
in London.”
He was a journalist before he enlisted.
If he survives he will no doubt write a book, a new
De Profundis, and it ought to be worth reading.
I went one afternoon to a railway
station to say good-bye to some friends of mine who
were off to the firing-line. Troops usually left
the base where I was then stationed at 10 or 11 o’clock
at night and we did not go to see them off. This
party they were Canadians started
in the afternoon and from an unusual station.
The scene was familiar enough. There was a long
train, for the most part goods waggons. There
were hundreds of laughing men, and a buffet where
ladies those ladies who somehow never fail gave
tea and cocoa to waiting crowds. Sergeants served
out rations for the journey. Officers struggled
to get their kit into compartments already overfull.
I made my way slowly along the platform,
looking for my friends. In halting European French
I answered inquiries made of me in fluent Canadian
French by a soldier of Quebec. I came on a man
who must have been a full-blooded Indian standing
by himself, staring straight in front of him with
wholly emotionless eyes. On every side of me I
heard the curious Canadian intonation of English speech.
I found my friends at last. They
were settling down with others whom I did not know
into a waggon labelled “Chevaux, 8; Hommes,
40.” I do not know how eight horses would
have liked a two-days journey in that waggon.
The forty men were cheerfully determined to make the
best of things. I condoled and sympathised.
From a far corner of the waggon came
a voice quoting a line of Virgil. “Forsitan
et illis olim meminisse juvabit.” It
is a common tag, of course, but I did not expect to
hear it then and there. The speaker was a boy,
smooth-faced, gentle-looking. In what school of
what remote province did he learn to construe and repeats
bits of the AEneid? With the French-Canadians,
the Indian, and all the rest of them, he, with his
pathetic little scrap of Latin, was a private in the
army of the empire.
It was my exceptional good fortune
to be stationed for many months in a large convalescent
camp. I might have been attached to a brigade,
in which case I should have known perhaps Irish, or
Scots, or men from some one or two parts of England;
but them only. That camp in which I worked received
men from every branch of the service and from every
corner of the empire. A knowledge of the cap badges
to be seen any day in that camp would have required
long study and a good memory. From the ubiquitous
gun of the artillery to the FIJI of a South Sea Island
contingent we had them all at one time or another.
And the variety of speech and accent
was as great as the variety of cap badges. It
was difficult to believe I should not have
believed beforehand that the English language
could be spoken in so many different ways. But
it was the men themselves, more than their varied
speech and far-separated homes, who made me feel how
widely the net of service has swept through society
and how many different kinds of men are fighting in
the army.
I happened one day to fall into conversation
with a private, a young man in very worn and even
tattered clothes. He had been “up against
it” somewhere on the Somme front, and had not
yet been served out with fresh kit. The mud of
the ground over which he had been fighting was thickly
caked on most parts of his clothing, and he was endeavouring
to scrape it off with the blade of a penknife.
He smiled at me in a particularly friendly way when
I greeted him, and we dropped into a conversation
which lasted for quite a long time. He showed
me, rather shyly, a pocket edition of Herodotus which
he had carried about in his pocket and had read at
intervals during the time he was fighting on the Somme.
A private who quotes Latin in the
waggon of a troop train. A battered soldier who
reads Greek for his own pleasure in the trenches, is
more surprising still. The Baron Bradwardwine
took Livy into battle with him. But there must
be ten men who can read Livy for every one who can
tackle Herodotus without a dictionary.
A piano is an essential part of the
equipment of a recreation hut in France. The
soldier loves to make music, and it is surprising how
many soldiers can make music of a sort. Pity is
wasted on inanimate things. Otherwise one’s
heart’s sympathy would go out to those pianos.
It would be a dreadful thing for an instrument of feeling
to have “Irish Eyes,” “The Only
Girl in the World,” and “Home Fires,”
played on it every day and all day long. I am
not, I am often thankful for it, acutely musical.
But there have been times in Y.M.C.A. huts when I
felt I should shriek if I heard the tune of “Home
Fires” again.
I was playing chess one afternoon
with a man who was beating me. I became so much
absorbed in the game that I actually ceased to hear
the piano. Then, after a while I heard it again,
played in quite an unusual manner. The player
had got beyond “Irish Eyes” and the rest
of those tunes. He was playing, with the tenderest
feeling, one of Chopin’s Nocturnes.
He asked me afterwards if I could by any means borrow
for him a volume of Beethoven, one which contained
the “Waldstein” if possible. He confessed
that he could not play the “Waldstein”
without the score. He was an elderly man, elderly
compared to most of those round him. He was in
the R.E., a sapper. There must be scores of musicians
of taste and culture in the army. I wonder if
there was another employed in laying out roads behind
the Somme front.
I gained a reputation, wholly undeserved,
as a chess player while I was in that camp, and I
was generally able to put up some sort of fight against
my opponents even if they beat me in the end.
But I was utterly defeated by one
man, a Russian. He could speak no English and
very little French. He belonged to a Canadian
regiment, but how he got into it or managed to live
with his comrades I do not know. He and I communicated
with each other only by moving the pieces on the chess
board. I suppose he was a member of the Russian
Church, but on Sundays he attended the services which
I conducted. He used to sit as near me as he
could and I always found his places for him. He
could not read English any more than he could speak
it, so the Prayer Book cannot have been much use to
him. But there was no priest of his own church
anywhere within reach, and he was evidently a religious
man. I suppose he found the Church of England
service better than none at all.
There was always one difficulty about
the Church of England services in that camp.
We had to trust to chance for a pianist who could play
chants, responses, and hymns, and for a choir who could
sing them. The choir difficulty was not serious.
It was nearly always possible to get twenty volunteers
who had sung in church choirs at home. But a
pianist who was familiar with church music was a rare
person to find. When found he had a way, very
annoying to me, of getting well quickly and going
back to his regiment.
I was let down rather badly once or
twice by men who were anxious to play for the service,
but turned out to be capable of no more than three
or four hymns, played by ear, sometimes in impossible
keys. I became cautious and used to question
volunteers carefully beforehand. One man who
offered himself seemed particularly diffident and
doubtful about his ability to play what I wanted.
I asked him at last whether he had ever played any
instrument, organ or harmonium, at a Church of England
service.
“Oh yes, sir, often,”
he said. “Before the war I was assistant
organist at .”
He named a great English cathedral,
one justly famous for its music. The next Sunday
and for several Sundays afterwards our music was a
joy. My friend was one of those rare people who
play in such a way that every one present feels compelled
to sing.
Looking back over the time I spent
in France, it seems as if a long procession of interesting
and splendid men passed by me. They came from
every rank of society, from many processions and trades.
There were rich men among them, a
few, and very many poor men. I have witnessed
the signature of a private in a north of England regiment
to papers concerned with the transfer of several thousand
pounds from one security to another. I have helped
to cash cheques for men with large bank balances.
I have bought crumpled and very dirty penny stamps
from men who otherwise would not have been able to
pay for the cup of cocoa or the bun they wanted.
There were men in trouble who came
to me with letters in their hands containing news
from home which brought tears to their eyes and mine.
There were men wonderfully few of them with
grievances, genuine enough very often, but impossible
to remove.
There were men with all sorts of religious
difficulties, with simple questions on their lips
about the problems which most of us have given up
as insoluble on this side of the grave. We met.
There was a swiftly formed friendship, a brief intimacy,
and then they passed from that camp, their temporary
resting-place, and were caught again into the intricate
working of the vast machine of war.
We were “ships that pass in
the night and speak one another in passing.”
The quotation is hackneyed almost beyond enduring,
but it is impossible to express the feeling better.
Efforts to carry on a correspondence afterwards generally
ended in failure. A letter or two was written.
Then new friends were made and new interests arose.
It became impossible to write, because oddest
of reasons after a time there was nothing
to say. The old common interests had vanished.
From time to time we who remained
in a camp workers there got news
of one friend or another, heard that some boy we knew
had won distinction for his gallantry. Then we
rejoiced. Or, far oftener, we found a well-known
name in the casualty lists, and we sorrowed.
Sometimes our friends came back to
us, wounded afresh or ground down again to sickness
by the pitiless machine. They emerged from the
fog which surrounded for us the mysterious and awful
“Front,” and we welcomed them. But
they told us very little. The soldier, whatever
his position or education was in civil life, is strangely
inarticulate. He will speak in general terms of
“stunts” and scraps, of being “up
against it,” and of “carrying on”;
but of the living details of life in the trenches
or on the battlefield he has little to say. Still
less will he speak of feelings, emotions, hopes, and
fears. I suppose that life in the midst of visible
death is too awful a thing to talk of and that there
is no language in which to express the terrific waves
of fear, horror, hope, and exaltation.
Perhaps we may find in the very monstrousness
of this war an explanation of the soldier’s
unceasing effort to treat the whole business as a
joke, to laugh at the very worst that can befall him.
With men of other nations it is different no doubt.
The French fight gloriously and seem to live in a
high, heroic mood. The men of our empire, of
all parts of it, jest in the presence of terror, perhaps
because the alternative to jesting is either fear or
tears. Others may misunderstand us. Often
we do not understand ourselves. It is not easy
to think of Sam Weller or Mark Tapley as the hero of
a stricken field. Yet it is by men with Sam Weller’s
quaint turn of wit and Mark Tapley’s unfailing
cheerfulness that the great battles in France and
Belgium are being won.