As his father had said, Cuthbert Harrington’s
tastes differed widely from his own. Cuthbert
was essentially a Londoner, and his friends would
have had difficulty in picturing him as engaged in
country pursuits. Indeed, Cuthbert Hartington,
in a scarlet coat, or toiling through a turnip field
in heavy boots with a gun on his shoulder, would have
been to them an absurd anomaly.
It was not that he lacked strength;
on the contrary, he was tall and well, if loosely,
built. Grace is not a common manly attribute,
but he possessed it to an eminent degree. There
was a careless ease in his manner, an unconscious
picturesqueness in his poses, a turn, that would have
smacked of haughtiness had there been the slightest
element of pride in his disposition, in the curve
of the neck, and well-poised head.
His life was chiefly passed among
artists, and like them as a class, he affected loose
and easy attire. He wore turn-down collars with
a carelessly-knotted necktie, and a velvet jacket.
He was one of those men whom his intimates declared
to be capable of doing anything he chose, and who
chose to do nothing. He had never distinguished
himself in any way at Harrow. He had maintained
a fair place in his forms as he moved up in the school,
but had done so rather from natural ability than from
study. He had never been in the eleven, although
it was the general opinion he would have certainly
had a place in it had he chosen to play regularly.
As he sauntered through Harrow so he sauntered through
Cambridge; keeping just enough chapels and lectures
to avoid getting into trouble, passing the examinations
without actual discredit, rowing a little, playing
cricket when the fit seized him, but preferring to
take life easily and to avoid toil, either mental or
bodily. Nevertheless he read a great deal, and
on general subjects was one of the best informed men
of his college.
He spent a good deal of his time in
sketching and painting, art being his one passion.
His sketches were the admiration of his friends, but
although he had had the best lessons he could obtain
at the University he lacked the application and industry
to convert the sketches into finished paintings.
His vacations were spent chiefly on the Continent,
for his life at home bored him immensely, and to him
a week among the Swiss lakes, or in the galleries
of Munich or Dresden, was worth more than all the
pleasures that country life could give him.
He went home for a short time after
leaving the University, but his stay there was productive
of pleasure to neither his father nor himself.
They had not a single taste in common, and though
Cuthbert made an effort to take an interest in field
sports and farming, it was not long before his father
himself told him that as it was evident the life was
altogether distasteful to him, and his tastes lay
in another direction, he was perfectly ready to make
him an allowance that would enable him either to travel
or to live in chambers in London.
“I am sorry, of course, lad,”
he said, “that you could not make yourself happy
with me here, but I don’t blame you, for it is
after all a matter of natural disposition. Of
course you will come down here sometimes, and at any
rate I shall be happier in knowing that you are living
your own life and enjoying yourself in your own way,
than I should be in seeing you trying in vain to take
to pursuits from which you would derive no pleasure
whatever.”
“I am awfully sorry, father,”
Cuthbert had said. “I heartily wish it had
been otherwise, but I own that I would rather live
in London on an almost starvation income than settle
down here. I have really tried hard to get to
like things that you do. I feel it would have
been better if I had always stayed here and had a
tutor; then, no doubt, I should have taken to field
sports and so on. However, it is no use regretting
that now, and I am very thankful for your offer.”
Accordingly he had gone up to London,
taken chambers in Gray’s Inn, where two or three
of his college friends were established, and joined
a Bohemian Club, where he made the acquaintance of
several artists, and soon became a member of their
set. He had talked vaguely of taking up art as
a profession, but nothing ever came of it. There
was an easel or two in his rooms and any number of
unfinished paintings; but he was fastidious over his
own work and unable from want of knowledge of technique
to carry out his ideas, and the canvases were one after
another thrown aside in disgust. His friends upbraided
him bitterly with his want of application, not altogether
without effect; he took their remonstrances in perfect
good temper, but without making the slightest effort
to improve. He generally accompanied some of them
on their sketching expeditions to Normandy, Brittany,
Spain, or Algiers, and his portfolios were the subject
of mingled admiration and anger among his artist friends
in St. John’s Wood; admiration at the vigor and
talent that his sketches displayed, anger that he
should be content to do nothing greater.
His days were largely spent in their
studios where, seated in the most comfortable chair
he could find, he would smoke lazily and watch them
at work and criticise freely. Men grumbled and
laughed at his presumption, but were ready to acknowledge
the justice of his criticism. He had an excellent
eye for color and effect and for the contrast of light
and shade, and those whose pictures were hung, were
often ready enough to admit that the canvas owed much
of its charm to some happy suggestion on Cuthbert’s
often ready part.
Every two or three months he went
home for a fortnight. He was greatly attached
to his father, and it was the one drawback to the contentment
of his life that he had been unable to carry out the
Squire’s wishes, and to settle down with him
at Fairclose. He would occasionally bemoan himself
over this to his friends.
“I am as bad as the prodigal
son,” he would say, “except that I don’t
get what I deserve, and have neither to feed on husks
nor to tend swine; but though the fatted calf would
be ready for me if I were to return I can’t
bring myself to do so.”
“I don’t know about being
a prodigal,” Wilson, one of the oldest of his
set would grumble in reply, “but I do know you
are a lazy young beggar, and are wasting your time
and opportunities; it is a thousand pities you were
born with a silver spoon in your mouth. Your father
ought to have turned you adrift with an allowance
just sufficient to have kept you on bread and butter,
and have left you to provide everything else for yourself;
then you would have been an artist, sir, and would
have made a big name for yourself. You would
have had no occasion to waste your time in painting
pot-boilers, but could have devoted yourself to good,
honest, serious work, which is more than most of us
can do. We are obliged to consider what will
sell and to please the public by turning out what
they call pretty pictures-children playing
with dogs, and trumpery things of that sort.
Bah, it is sickening to see a young fellow wasting
his life so.”
But Cuthbert only laughed good-temperedly,
he was accustomed to such tirades, and was indeed
of a singularly sweet and easy temper.
It was the end of the first week in
May, the great artistic event of the year was over,
the Academy was opened, the pictures had been seen
and criticised, there was the usual indignation at
pictures being hung generally voted to be daubs, while
others that had been considered among the studios
as certain of acceptance, had been rejected. Two
or three of Cuthbert’s friends were starting
at once for Cornwall to enjoy a rest after three months’
steady work and to lay in a stock of fresh sketches
for pictures for the following year.
“I will go with you,”
Cuthbert said when they informed him of their intention,
“it is early yet, but it is warm enough even
for loafing on the rocks, and I hate London when it’s
full. I will go for a fortnight anyhow,”
and so with Wilson and two younger men, he started
for Newquay, on the north of Cornwall. Once established
there the party met only at meals.
“We don’t want to be doing
the same bits,” Wilson said, “and we shall
see plenty of each other of an evening.”
Cuthbert was delighted with the place, and with his
usual enthusiasm speedily fixed upon a subject, and
setting up his easel and camp-stool began work on the
morning after his arrival. He had been engaged
but a few hours when two young ladies came along.
They stopped close to him, and Cuthbert, who hated
being overlooked when at work, was on the point of
growling an anathema under his fair drooping mustache,
when one of the girls came close and said quietly-
“How are you, Mr. Hartington?
Who would have thought of meeting you here?”
He did not recognize her for a moment
and then exclaimed-
“Why, it is Mary Brander.
I beg your pardon,” he went on, taking off his
soft, broad-brimmed hat, “I ought to have said
Miss Brander, but having known you so long as Mary
Brander, the name slipped out. It must have been
three years since we met, and you have shot up from
a girl into a full-grown young lady. Are your
father and mother here?”
“No, I came down last week to
stay with my friend, Miss Treadwyn, who was at Girton
with me. Anna, this is Mr. Cuthbert Hartington.
Mr. Hartington’s place is near Abchester, and
he is one of my father’s clients.”
Miss Treadwyn bowed and Cuthbert took off his hat.
“We have known each other ever
since we were children,” Mary went on, “that
is to say ever since I was a child, for he was a big
boy then; he often used to come into our house, while
Mr. Hartington was going into business matters with
my father, and generally amused himself by teasing
me. He used to treat me as if I was a small sort
of monkey, and generally ended by putting me in a
passion; of course that was in the early days.”
“Before you came to years of
discretion, Miss Brander. You were growing a
very discreet damsel when I last saw you, and I felt
rather afraid of you. I know that you were good
enough to express much disapproval of me and my ways.”
“Very likely I did, though I
don’t remember it. I think I was very outspoken
in those days.”
“I do not think you have changed
much in that respect, Mary,” Miss Treadwyn said.
“Why should one say what one
does not think,” Mary said, sturdily, “it
would be much better if we all did so. Do you
not agree with me, Mr. Hartington?”
“It depends upon what ‘better’
means; it would be awful to think of the consequences
if we all did so. Society would dissolve itself
into its component parts and every man’s hand
would be against his neighbor. I do not say that
people should say what they do not think, but I am
sure that the world would not be so pleasant as it
is by a long way if every one was to say exactly what
he did think. Just imagine what the sensation
of authors or artists would be if critics were to state
their opinions with absolute candor!”
“I think it were better if they
did so, Mr. Hartington; in that case there would be
fewer idiotic books written and fewer men wasting their
lives in trying vainly to produce good paintings.”
“That is true enough,”
Cuthbert laughed, “but you must remember that
critics do not buy either books or paintings, and that
there are plenty of people who buy the idiotic books
and are perfectly content with pictures without a
particle of artistic merit.”
“I suppose so,” she admitted,
reluctantly, “but so much the worse, for it
causes mediocrity!”
“But we are most of us mediocre-authors
like Dickens, Thackeray, and George Eliot are the
exception-and so are artists like Millais
and Landseer, but when books and paintings give pleasure
they fulfil their purpose, don’t they?”
“If their purpose is to afford
a livelihood to those that make them, I suppose they
do, Mr. Hartington; but they do not fulfil what ought
to be their purpose-which should, of course,
be to elevate the mind or to improve the taste.”
He shook his head.
“That is too lofty an ideal
altogether for me,” he said. “I doubt
whether men are much happier for their minds being
improved or their tastes elevated, unless they are
fortunate enough to have sufficient means to gratify
those tastes. If a man is happy and contented
with the street he lives in, the house he inhabits,
the pictures on his walls, and the books he gets from
a library, is he better off when you teach him that
the street is mean and ugly, the house an outrage on
architectural taste, the wall-papers revolting, the
pictures daubs, and the books trash? Upon my
word I don’t think so. I am afraid I am
a Philistine.”
“But you are an artist, are
you not, Mr. Hartington,” Miss Treadwyn said,
looking at the sketch which had already made considerable
progress.
“Unfortunately, no; I have a
taste for art, but that is all. I should be better
off if I had not, for then I should be contented with
doing things like this; as it is I am in a perpetual
state of grumble because I can do no better.”
“You know the Latin proverb
meliora video, and so on, Mr. Hartington, does
it apply?”
“That is the first time I have
had Latin quoted against me by a young lady,”
Cuthbert said, smilingly, but with a slight flush that
showed the shaft had gone home. “I will
not deny that the quotation exactly hits my case.
I can only plead that nature, which gave me the love
for art, did not give me the amount of energy and
the capacity for hard work that are requisite to its
successful cultivation, and has not even given me the
stimulus of necessity, which is, I fancy, the greatest
human motor.”
“I should be quite content to
paint as well as you do, Mr. Hartington,” Anna
Treadwyn said. “It must add immensely to
the pleasure of travelling to be able to carry home
such remembrances of places one has seen.”
“Yes, it does so, Miss Treadwyn.
I have done a good deal of wandering about in a small
way, and have quite a pile of portfolios by whose aid
I can travel over the ground again and recall not
only the scenery but almost every incident, however
slight, that occurred in connection therewith.”
“Well, Anna, I think we had
better be continuing our walk.”
“I suppose we had. May
I ask, Mr. Hartington, where you are staying?
I am sure my mother will be very pleased if you will
call upon us at Porthalloc. There is a glorious
view from the garden. I suppose you will be at
work all day, but you are sure to find us in of an
evening.”
“Yes, I fancy I shall live in
the open air as long as there is light enough to sketch
by, Miss Treadwyn, but if your mother will be good
enough to allow me to waive ceremony, I will come up
some evening after dinner; in the meantime may I say
that I shall always be found somewhere along the shore,
and will be glad to receive with due humility any
chidings that my old playmate, if she will allow me
to call her so, may choose to bestow upon me.”
Anna Treadwyn nodded. “I
expect we shall be here every day; the sea is new
to Mary, and at present she is wild about it.”
“How could you go on so, Mary,”
she went on, as they continued their walk.
“How could I?” the girl
replied. “Have we not agreed that one of
the chief objects of women’s lives should not
only be to raise their own sex to the level of man,
but generally to urge men to higher aims, and yet
because I have very mildly shown my disapproval of
Cuthbert Hartington’s laziness and waste of
his talents, you ask me how I can do it!”
“Well, you see, Mary, it is
one thing for us to form all sorts of resolutions
when we were sitting eight or ten of us together in
your rooms at Girton; but when it comes to putting
them into execution one sees things in rather a different
light. I quite agree with our theories and I
hope to live up to them, as far as I can, but it seems
to me much easier to put the theories into practice
in a general way than in individual cases. A
clergyman can denounce faults from the pulpit without
giving offence to anyone, but if he were to take one
of his congregation aside and rebuke him, I don’t
think the experiment would be successful.”
“Nathan said unto David, thou art the man.”
“Yes, my dear, but you will
excuse my saying that at present you have scarcely
attained the position of Nathan.”
Mary Brander laughed.
“Well, no, but you see Cuthbert
Hartington is not a stranger. I have known him
ever since I can remember, and used to like him very
much, though he did delight in teasing me; but I have
been angry with him for a long time, and though I
had forgotten it, I remember I did tell him my mind
last time I saw him. You see his father is a dear
old man, quite the beau-ideal of a country squire,
and there he is all alone in his big house while his
son chooses to live up in London. I have heard
my father and mother say over and over again that
he ought to be at home taking his place in the county
instead of going on his own way, and I have heard
other ladies say the same.”
“Perhaps mothers with marriageable
daughters, Mary,” Anna Treadwyn said with a
smile, “but I don’t really see why you
should be so severe on him for going his own way.
You are yourself doing so without, I fancy, much deference
to your parents’ opinions, and besides I have
heard you many a time rail against the soullessness
of the conversation and the gossip and tittle-tattle
of society in country towns, meaning in your case in
Abchester, and should, therefore, be the last to blame
him for revolting against it.”
“You forget, Anna,” Mary
said, calmly, “that the cases are altogether
different. He goes his way with the mere selfish
desire to amuse himself. I have set, what I believe
to be a great and necessary aim before me. I
don’t pretend that there is any sacrifice in
it, on the contrary it is a source of pleasure and
satisfaction to devote myself to the mission of helping
my sex to regain its independence, and to take up
the position which it has a right to.”
“Of course we are both agreed
on that, my dear, we only differ in the best way of
setting about it.”
“I don’t suppose Mr. Hartington
will take what I said to heart,” Mary replied
serenely, “and if he does it is a matter of entire
indifference to me.”
The subject of their conversation
certainly showed no signs of taking the matter to
heart. He smiled as he resumed his work.
“She is just what she used to
be,” he said to himself. “She was
always terribly in earnest. My father was saying
last time I was down that he had learned from Brander
that she had taken up all sorts of Utopian notions
about women’s rights and so on, and was going
to spend two years abroad, to get up her case, I suppose.
She has grown very pretty. She was very pretty
as a child, though of course last time I saw her she
was at the gawky age. She is certainly turning
the tables on me, and she hit me hard with that stale
old Latin quotation. I must admit it was wonderfully
apt. She has a good eye for dress; it is not many
girls that can stand those severely plain lines, but
they suit her figure and face admirably. I must
get her and her friend to sit on a rock and let me
put them into the foreground of one of my sketches;
funny meeting her here, however, it will be an amusement.”
After that it became a regular custom
for the two girls to stop as they came along the shore
for a chat with Cuthbert, sometimes sitting down on
the rocks for an hour; their stay, however, being not
unfrequently cut short by Mary getting up with heightened
color and going off abruptly. It was Cuthbert’s
chief amusement to draw her out on her favorite subject,
and although over and over again she told herself angrily
that she would not discuss it with him, she never
could resist falling into the snares Cuthbert laid
for her. She would not have minded had he argued
seriously with her, but this was just what he did not
do, either laughing at her theory, or replying to
her arguments with a mock seriousness that irritated
her far more than his open laughter.
Anna Treadwyn took little part in
the discussions, but sat an amused listener.
Mary had been the recognized leader of her set at Girton;
her real earnestness and the fact that she intended
to go abroad to fit herself the better to carry out
her theories, but making her a power among the others.
Much as Anna liked and admired her, it amused her
greatly to see her entangled in the dilemma, into which
Cuthbert led her, occasionally completely posing her
by his laughing objections. Of an evening Cuthbert
often went up to Porthalloc, where he was warmly welcomed
by Anna’s mother, whose heart he won by the gentle
and deferential manner that rendered him universally
popular among the ladies of the families of his artist
friends. She would sit smilingly by when the
conflicts of the morning were sometimes renewed, for
she saw with satisfaction that Anna at least was certainly
impressed with Cuthbert’s arguments and banter,
and afforded very feeble aid to Mary Brander in her
defence of their opinions.
“I feel really obliged to you,
Mr. Hartington,” she said one evening, when
the two girls happened to be both out of the room when
he arrived, “for laughing Anna out of some of
the ideas she brought back from Girton. At one
time these gave me a great deal of concern, for my
ideas are old-fashioned, and I consider a woman’s
mission is to cheer and brighten her husband’s
home, to be a good wife and a good mother, and to
be content with the position God has assigned to her
as being her right and proper one. However, I
have always hoped and believed that she would grow
out of her new-fangled ideas, which I am bound to say
she never carried to the extreme that her friend does.
The fact that I am somewhat of an invalid and that
it is altogether impossible for her to carry out such
a plan as Miss Brander has sketched for herself, and
that there is no opportunity whatever for her to get
up a propaganda in this quiet little Cornish town,
has encouraged that hope; she herself has said but
little on the subject since she came home, and I think
your fights with Miss Brander will go far to complete
her cure.”
“It is ridiculous from beginning
to end,” Cuthbert said, “but it is natural
enough. It is in just the same way that some young
fellows start in life with all sorts of wild radical
notions, and settle down in middle age into moderate
Liberals, if not into contented Conservatives.
The world is good enough in its way and at any rate
if it is to get better it will be by gradual progress
and not by individual effort. There is much that
is very true in Miss Brander’s views that things
might be better than they are, it is only with her
idea that she has a mission to set them right that
I quarrel. Earnestness is no doubt a good thing,
but too much of it is a misfortune rather than an advantage.
No doubt I am prejudiced,” he laughed, “because
I am afraid that I have no particle of it in my composition.
Circumstances have been against its growth, and there
is no saying what I might be if they were to change.
At present, at any rate, I have never felt the want
of it, but I can admire it among others even though
I laugh at it.”
A month passed, and Wilson and his
two companions moved further along the coast in search
of fresh subjects, but Cuthbert declined to accompany
them, declaring that he found himself perfectly comfortable
where he was, at which his companions all laughed,
but made no attempt to persuade him further.
“Do you know, Mary,” Anna
said, a few days later, “you and Mr. Hartington
remind me strongly of Beatrice and Benedict.”
“What do you mean, Anna?” Mary asked,
indignantly.
“Nothing, my dear,” Anna
replied, demurely, “except that you are perpetually
quarrelling.”
“We may be that,” Mary
said, shortly, “but we certainly shall not arrive
at the same kind of conclusion to our quarrel.”
“You might do worse, Mary; Mr.
Hartington is charming. My mother, who is not
given to general admiration, says he is one of the
most delightful men that she ever met. He is
heir to a good estate, and unless I am greatly mistaken,
the idea has occurred to him if not to you. I
thought so before, but have been convinced of it since
he determined to remain here while those men he was
with have all gone away.”
“You will make me downright
angry with you, Anna, if you talk such nonsense,”
Mary said, severely. “You know very well
that I have always made up mind that nothing shall
induce me to marry and give up my freedom, at any
rate for a great many years, and then only to a man
who will see life as I do, become my co-worker and
allow me my independence. Mr. Hartington is the
last man I should choose; he has no aim or purpose
whatever, and he would ruin my life as well as his
own. No, thank you. However, I am convinced
that you are altogether mistaken, and Cuthbert Hartington
would no more dream of asking me to be his wife than
I should of taking him for a husband-the
idea is altogether preposterous.”
However, a week later, Cuthbert, on
going up to Porthalloc one morning, and catching sight
of Mary Brander in the garden by herself, joined her
there and astonished her by showing that Anna was not
mistaken in her view. He commenced abruptly-
“Do you know, Miss Brander,
I have been thinking over your arguments, and I have
come to the conclusion that woman has really a mission
in life. Its object is not precisely that which
you have set yourself, but it is closely allied to
it, my view being that her mission is to contribute
to the sum of human happiness by making one individual
man happy!”
“Do you mean, is it possible
that you can mean, that you think woman’s mission
is to marry?” she asked, with scorn, “are
you going back to that?”
“That is entirely what I meant,
but it is a particular case I was thinking of, rather
than a general one. I was thinking of your case
and mine. I do not say that you might not do
something towards adding to the happiness of mankind,
but mankind are not yearning for it. On the other
hand I am sure that you could make me happy, and I
am yearning for that kind of happiness.”
“Are you really in earnest, Mr. Hartington?”
“Quite in earnest, very much
so; in the six weeks that I have been here I have
learnt to love you, and to desire, more earnestly certainly
than I have ever desired anything before, that you
should be my wife. I know that you do not credit
me with any great earnestness of purpose, but I am
quite earnest in this. I do love you, Mary.”
“I am sorry to hear it, and
am surprised, really and truly surprised. I thought
you disapproved of me altogether, but I did think you
gave me credit for being sincere. It is clear
you did not, or you could not suppose that I would
give up all my plans before even commencing them.
I like you very much, Cuthbert, though I disapprove
of you as much as I thought you disapproved of me;
but if ever I do marry, and I hope I shall never be
weak enough to do so, it must be to someone who has
the same views of life that I have; but I feel sure
that I shall never love anyone if love is really what
one reads of in books, where woman is always ready
to sacrifice her whole life and her whole plans to
a man who graciously accepts the sacrifice as a matter
of course.”
“I was afraid that that would
be your answer,” he said gravely. “And
yet I was not disposed to let the chance of happiness
go without at least knowing that it was so. I
can quite understand that you do not even feel that
I am really in earnest. So small did I feel my
chances were, that I should have waited for a time
before I risked almost certain refusal, had it not
been that you are on the point of going abroad for
two years. And two years is a long time to wait
when one feels that one’s chance is very small
at the end of that time. Well, it is of no use
saying anything more about it. I may as well
say good-bye at once, for I shall pack up and go.
Good-bye, dear; I hope that you are wrong, and that
some day you will make some man worthy of you happy,
but when the time comes remember that I prophesy that
he will not in the slightest degree resemble the man
you picture to yourself now. I think that the
saying that extremes meet is truer than those that
assert that like meets like; but whoever he is I hope
that he will be someone who will make you as happy
as I should have tried to do.”
“Good-bye, Cuthbert,”
she said, frankly, “I think this has all been
very silly, and I hope that by the time we meet again
you will have forgotten all about it.”
There was something in his face, as
she looked up into it, that told her what she had
before doubted somewhat, that he had been really in
earnest for once in his life, and she added, “I
do hope we shall be quite good friends when we meet
again, and that you will then see I am quite right
about this.”
He smiled, gave her a little nod,
and then dropping her hand sauntered into the house.
“It is the most foolish thing
I have ever heard of,” she said to herself,
pettishly, as she looked after him. “I can’t
think how such an idea ever occurred to him.
He must have known that even if I had not determined
as I have done to devote myself to our cause, he was
the last sort of man I should ever have thought of
marrying. Of course he is nice and I always thought
so, but what is niceness when he has no aims, no ambitions
in life, and he is content to waste it as he is doing.”
Five minutes later Anna Treadwyn joined
her in the garden.
“So I was right after all, Mary?”
“How do you know, do you mean to say that he
has told you?”
“Not exactly, but one can use
one’s eyes, I suppose. He said nothing
last night about going away, and now he is leaving
by this afternoon’s coach; besides, although
he laughed and talked as usual one could see with
half an eye that it was forced. So you have actually
refused him?”
“Of course I have, how can you
ask such a question? It was the most perfectly
absurd idea I ever heard of.”
“Well, I hope that you will never be sorry for
it, Mary.”
“There is not much fear of that,”
Mary said, with a toss of her head, “and let
me say that it is not very polite, either of you or
him, to think that I should be ready to give up all
my plans in life, the first time I am asked, and that
by a gentleman who has not the slightest sympathy
with them. It is a very silly and tiresome affair
altogether, and I do hope I shall never hear anything
of it again.”