Life is a various mother: now she
dons
Her plumes and brilliants, climbs the marble stairs
With head aloft, nor ever turns her eyes
On lackeys who attend her; now she dwells
Grim-clad, up darksome allyes, breathes hot gin,
And screams in pauper riot.
But
to these
She came a frugal matron, neat and deft,
With cheerful morning thoughts and quick
device
To find the much in little.
Mrs. Meyrick’s house was not
noisy: the front parlor looked on the river,
and the back on gardens, so that though she was reading
aloud to her daughters, the window could be left open
to freshen the air of the small double room where
a lamp and two candles were burning. The candles
were on a table apart for Kate, who was drawing illustrations
for a publisher; the lamp was not only for the reader
but for Amy and Mab, who were embroidering satin cushions
for “the great world.”
Outside, the house looked very narrow
and shabby, the bright light through the holland blind
showing the heavy old-fashioned window-frame; but
it is pleasant to know that many such grim-walled slices
of space in our foggy London have been and still are
the homes of a culture the more spotlessly free from
vulgarity, because poverty has rendered everything
like display an impersonal question, and all the grand
shows of the world simply a spectacle which rouses
petty rivalry or vain effort after possession.
The Meyricks’ was a home of
that kind: and they all clung to this particular
house in a row because its interior was filled with
objects always in the same places, which, for the
mother held memories of her marriage time, and for
the young ones seemed as necessary and uncriticised
a part of their world as the stars of the Great Bear
seen from the back windows. Mrs. Meyrick had
borne much stint of other matters that she might be
able to keep some engravings specially cherished by
her husband; and the narrow spaces of wall held a world
history in scenes and heads which the children had
early learned by heart. The chairs and tables
were also old friends preferred to new. But in
these two little parlors with no furniture that a broker
would have cared to cheapen except the prints and
piano, there was space and apparatus for a wide-glancing,
nicely-select life, opened to the highest things in
music, painting and poetry. I am not sure that
in the times of greatest scarcity, before Kate could
get paid-work, these ladies had always had a servant
to light their fires and sweep their rooms; yet they
were fastidious in some points, and could not believe
that the manners of ladies in the fashionable world
were so full of coarse selfishness, petty quarreling,
and slang as they are represented to be in what are
called literary photographs. The Meyricks had
their little oddities, streaks of eccentricity from
the mother’s blood as well as the father’s,
their minds being like mediaeval houses with unexpected
recesses and openings from this into that, flights
of steps and sudden outlooks.
But mother and daughters were all
united by a triple bond family love; admiration
for the finest work, the best action; and habitual
industry. Hans’ desire to spend some of
his money in making their lives more luxurious had
been resisted by all of them, and both they and he
had been thus saved from regrets at the threatened
triumphs of his yearning for art over the attractions
of secured income a triumph that would
by-and-by oblige him to give up his fellowship.
They could all afford to laugh at his Gavarni-caricatures
and to hold him blameless in following a natural bent
which their unselfishness and independence had left
without obstacle. It was enough for them to go
on in their old way, only having a grand treat of
opera-going (to the gallery) when Hans came home on
a visit.
Seeing the group they made this evening,
one could hardly wish them to change their way of
life. They were all alike small, and so in due
proportion to their miniature rooms. Mrs. Meyrick
was reading aloud from a French book; she was a lively
little woman, half French, half Scotch, with a pretty
articulateness of speech that seemed to make daylight
in her hearer’s understanding. Though she
was not yet fifty, her rippling hair, covered by a
quakerish net cap, was chiefly gray, but her eyebrows
were brown as the bright eyes below them; her black
dress, almost like a priest’s cassock with its
rows of buttons, suited a neat figure hardly five
feet high. The daughters were to match the mother,
except that Mab had Hans’ light hair and complexion,
with a bossy, irregular brow, and other quaintnesses
that reminded one of him. Everything about them
was compact, from the firm coils of their hair, fastened
back a la Chinoise, to their gray skirts in
Puritan nonconformity with the fashion, which at that
time would have demanded that four feminine circumferences
should fill all the free space in the front parlor.
All four, if they had been wax-work, might have been
packed easily in a fashionable lady’s traveling
trunk. Their faces seemed full of speech, as
if their minds had been shelled, after the manner
of horse-chestnuts, and become brightly visible.
The only large thing of its kind in the room was Hafiz,
the Persian cat, comfortably poised on the brown leather
back of a chair, and opening his large eyes now and
then to see that the lower animals were not in any
mischief.
The book Mrs. Meyrick had before her
was Erckmann-Chatrian’s Historie d’un
Conscrit. She had just finished reading it
aloud, and Mab, who had let her work fall on the ground
while she stretched her head forward and fixed her
eyes on the reader, exclaimed
“I think that is the finest story in the world.”
“Of course, Mab!” said
Amy, “it is the last you have heard. Everything
that pleases you is the best in its turn.”
“It is hardly to be called a
story,” said Kate. “It is a bit of
history brought near us with a strong telescope.
We can see the soldiers’ faces: no, it
is more than that we can hear everything we
can almost hear their hearts beat.”
“I don’t care what you
call it,” said Mab, flirting away her thimble.
“Call it a chapter in Revelations. It makes
me want to do something good, something grand.
It makes me so sorry for everybody. It makes me
like Schiller I want to take the world in
my arms and kiss it. I must kiss you instead,
little mother?” She threw her arms round her
mother’s neck.
“Whenever you are in that mood,
Mab, down goes your work,” said Amy. “It
would be doing something good to finish your cushion
without soiling it.”
“Oh oh oh!”
groaned Mab, as she stooped to pick up her work and
thimble. “I wish I had three wounded conscripts
to take care of.”
“You would spill their beef-tea
while you were talking,” said Amy.
“Poor Mab! don’t be hard
on her,” said the mother. “Give me
the embroidery now, child. You go on with your
enthusiasm, and I will go on with the pink and white
poppy.”
“Well, ma, I think you are more
caustic than Amy,” said Kate, while she drew
her head back to look at her drawing.
“Oh oh oh!”
cried Mab again, rising and stretching her arms.
“I wish something wonderful would happen.
I feel like the deluge. The waters of the great
deep are broken up, and the windows of heaven are opened.
I must sit down and play the scales.”
Mab was opening the piano while the
others were laughing at this climax, when a cab stopped
before the house, and there forthwith came a quick
rap of the knocker.
“Dear me!” said Mrs. Meyrick,
starting up, “it is after ten, and Phoebe is
gone to bed.” She hastened out, leaving
the parlor door open.
“Mr. Deronda!” The girls
could hear this exclamation from their mamma.
Mab clasped her hands, saying in a loud whisper, “There
now! something is going to happen.”
Kate and Amy gave up their work in amazement.
But Deronda’s tone in reply was so low that they
could not hear his words, and Mrs. Meyrick immediately
closed the parlor door.
“I know I am trusting to your
goodness in a most extraordinary way,” Deronda
went on, after giving his brief narrative; “but
you can imagine how helpless I feel with a young creature
like this on my hands. I could not go with her
among strangers, and in her nervous state I should
dread taking her into a house full of servants.
I have trusted to your mercy. I hope you will
not think my act unwarrantable.”
“On the contrary. You have
honored me by trusting me. I see your difficulty.
Pray bring her in. I will go and prepare the girls.”
While Deronda went back to the cab,
Mrs. Meyrick turned into the parlor again and said:
“Here is somebody to take care of instead of
your wounded conscripts, Mab: a poor girl who
was going to drown herself in despair. Mr. Deronda
found her only just in time to save her. He brought
her along in his boat, and did not know what else it
would be safe to do with her, so he has trusted us
and brought her here. It seems she is a Jewess,
but quite refined, he says knowing Italian
and music.”
The three girls, wondering and expectant,
came forward and stood near each other in mute confidence
that they were all feeling alike under this appeal
to their compassion. Mab looked rather awe-stricken,
as if this answer to her wish were something preternatural.
Meanwhile Deronda going to the door
of the cab where the pale face was now gazing out
with roused observation, said, “I have brought
you to some of the kindest people in the world:
there are daughters like you. It is a happy home.
Will you let me take you to them?”
She stepped out obediently, putting
her hand in his and forgetting her hat; and when Deronda
led her into the full light of the parlor where the
four little women stood awaiting her, she made a picture
that would have stirred much duller sensibilities
than theirs. At first she was a little dazed
by the sudden light, and before she had concentrated
her glance he had put her hand into the mother’s.
He was inwardly rejoicing that the Meyricks were so
small: the dark-curled head was the highest among
them. The poor wanderer could not be afraid of
these gentle faces so near hers: and now she
was looking at each of them in turn while the mother
said, “You must be weary, poor child.”
“We will take care of you we
will comfort you we will love you,”
cried Mab, no longer able to restrain herself, and
taking the small right hand caressingly between both
her own. This gentle welcoming warmth was penetrating
the bewildered one: she hung back just enough
to see better the four faces in front of her, whose
good will was being reflected in hers, not in any
smile, but in that undefinable change which tells
us that anxiety is passing in contentment. For
an instant she looked up at Deronda, as if she were
referring all this mercy to him, and then again turning
to Mrs. Meyrick, said with more collectedness in her
sweet tones than he had heard before
“I am a stranger. I am
a Jewess. You might have thought I was wicked.”
“No, we are sure you are good,” burst
out Mab.
“We think no evil of you, poor
child. You shall be safe with us,” said
Mrs. Meyrick. “Come now and sit down.
You must have some food, and then you must go to rest.”
The stranger looked up again at Deronda, who said
“You will have no more fears
with these friends? You will rest to-night?”
“Oh, I should not fear.
I should rest. I think these are the ministering
angels.”
Mrs. Meyrick wanted to lead her to
seat, but again hanging back gently, the poor weary
thing spoke as if with a scruple at being received
without a further account of herself.
“My name is Mirah Lapidoth.
I am come a long way, all the way from Prague by myself.
I made my escape. I ran away from dreadful things.
I came to find my mother and brother in London.
I had been taken from my mother when I was little,
but I thought I could find her again. I had trouble the
houses were all gone I could not find her.
It has been a long while, and I had not much money.
That is why I am in distress.”
“Our mother will be good to
you,” cried Mab. “See what a nice
little mother she is!”
“Do sit down now,” said
Kate, moving a chair forward, while Amy ran to get
some tea.
Mirah resisted no longer, but seated
herself with perfect grace, crossing her little feet,
laying her hands one over the other on her lap, and
looking at her friends with placid reverence; whereupon
Hafiz, who had been watching the scene restlessly
came forward with tail erect and rubbed himself against
her ankles. Deronda felt it time to go.
“Will you allow me to come again
and inquire perhaps at five to-morrow?”
he said to Mrs. Meyrick.
“Yes, pray; we shall have had
time to make acquaintance then.”
“Good-bye,” said Deronda,
looking down at Mirah, and putting out his hand.
She rose as she took it, and the moment brought back
to them both strongly the other moment when she had
first taken that outstretched hand. She lifted
her eyes to his and said with reverential fervor, “The
God of our fathers bless you and deliver you from all
evil as you have delivered me. I did not believe
there was any man so good. None before have thought
me worthy of the best. You found me poor and miserable,
yet you have given me the best.”
Deronda could not speak, but with
silent adieux to the Meyricks, hurried away.