“Ritorna
a tua scienza
Che vuoi, quanto la cosa
e piú perfetta
Piú senta if bene, e così la
doglienza.”
DANTE.
When Deronda met Gwendolen and Grandcourt
on the staircase, his mind was seriously preoccupied.
He had just been summoned to the second interview
with his mother.
In two hours after his parting from
her he knew that the Princess Halm-Eberstein had left
the hotel, and so far as the purpose of his journey
to Genoa was concerned, he might himself have set off
on his way to Mainz, to deliver the letter from Joseph
Kalonymos, and get possession of the family chest.
But mixed mental conditions, which did not resolve
themselves into definite reasons, hindered him from
departure. Long after the farewell he was kept
passive by a weight of retrospective feeling.
He lived again, with the new keenness of emotive memory,
through the exciting scenes which seemed past only
in the sense of preparation for their actual presence
in his soul. He allowed himself in his solitude
to sob, with perhaps more than a woman’s acuteness
of compassion, over that woman’s life so near
to his, and yet so remote. He beheld the world
changed for him by the certitude of ties that altered
the poise of hopes and fears, and gave him a new sense
of fellowship, as if under cover of the night he had
joined the wrong band of wanderers, and found with
the rise of morning that the tents of his kindred
were grouped far off. He had a quivering imaginative
sense of close relation to the grandfather who had
been animated by strong impulses and beloved thoughts,
which were now perhaps being roused from their slumber
within himself. And through all this passionate
meditation Mordecai and Mirah were always present,
as beings who clasped hands with him in sympathetic
silence.
Of such quick, responsive fibre was
Deronda made, under that mantle of self-controlled
reserve into which early experience had thrown so much
of his young strength.
When the persistent ringing of a bell
as a signal reminded him of the hour he thought of
looking into Bradshaw, and making the brief
necessary preparations for starting by the next train thought
of it, but made no movement in consequence. Wishes
went to Mainz and what he was to get possession of
there to London and the beings there who
made the strongest attachments of his life; but there
were other wishes that clung in these moments to Genoa,
and they kept him where he was by that force which
urges us to linger over an interview that carries a
presentiment of final farewell or of overshadowing
sorrow. Deronda did not formally say, “I
will stay over to-night, because it is Friday, and
I should like to go to the evening service at the synagogue
where they must all have gone; and besides, I may
see the Grandcourts again.” But simply,
instead of packing and ringing for his bill, he sat
doing nothing at all, while his mind went to the synagogue
and saw faces there probably little different from
those of his grandfather’s time, and heard the
Spanish-Hebrew liturgy which had lasted through the
seasons of wandering generations like a plant with
wandering seed, that gives the far-off lands a kinship
to the exile’s home while, also, his
mind went toward Gwendolen, with anxious remembrance
of what had been, and with a half-admitted impression
that it would be hardness in him willingly to go away
at once without making some effort, in spite of Grandcourt’s
probable dislike, to manifest the continuance of his
sympathy with her since their abrupt parting.
In this state of mind he deferred
departure, ate his dinner without sense of flavor,
rose from it quickly to find the synagogue, and in
passing the porter asked if Mr. and Mrs. Grandcourt
were still in the hotel, and what was the number of
their apartment. The porter gave him the number,
but added that they were gone out boating. That
information had somehow power enough over Deronda
to divide his thoughts with the memories wakened among
the sparse talithim and keen dark faces of
worshippers whose way of taking awful prayers and invocations
with the easy familiarity which might be called Hebrew
dyed Italian, made him reflect that his grandfather,
according to the Princess’s hints of his character,
must have been almost as exceptional a Jew as Mordecai.
But were not men of ardent zeal and far-reaching hope
everywhere exceptional? the men who had the visions
which, as Mordecai said, were the creators and feeders
of the world moulding and feeding the more
passive life which without them would dwindle and shrivel
into the narrow tenacity of insects, unshaken by thoughts
beyond the reach of their antennæ. Something
of a mournful impatience perhaps added itself to the
solicitude about Gwendolen (a solicitude that had room
to grow in his present release from immediate cares)
as an incitement to hasten from the synagogue and
choose to take his evening walk toward the quay, always
a favorite haunt with him, and just now attractive
with the possibility that he might be in time to see
the Grandcourts come in from their boating. In
this case, he resolved that he would advance to greet
them deliberately, and ignore any grounds that the
husband might have for wishing him elsewhere.
The sun had set behind a bank of cloud,
and only a faint yellow light was giving its farewell
kisses to the waves, which were agitated by an active
breeze. Deronda, sauntering slowly within sight
of what took place on the strand, observed the groups
there concentrating their attention on a sailing-boat
which was advancing swiftly landward, being rowed
by two men. Amidst the clamorous talk in various
languages, Deronda held it the surer means of getting
information not to ask questions, but to elbow his
way to the foreground and be an unobstructed witness
of what was occurring. Telescopes were being used,
and loud statements made that the boat held somebody
who had been drowned. One said it was the milord
who had gone out in a sailing boat; another maintained
that the prostrate figure he discerned was miladi;
a Frenchman who had no glass would rather say that
it was milord who had probably taken his wife
out to drown her, according to the national practice a
remark which an English skipper immediately commented
on in our native idiom (as nonsense which had
undergone a mining operation), and further dismissed
by the decision that the reclining figure was a woman.
For Deronda, terribly excited by fluctuating fears,
the strokes of the oars as he watched them were divided
by swift visions of events, possible and impossible,
which might have brought about this issue, or this
broken-off fragment of an issue, with a worse half
undisclosed if this woman apparently snatched
from the waters were really Mrs. Grandcourt.
But soon there was no longer any doubt:
the boat was being pulled to land, and he saw Gwendolen
half raising herself on her hands, by her own effort,
under her heavy covering of tarpaulin and pea-jackets pale
as one of the sheeted dead, shivering, with wet hair
streaming, a wild amazed consciousness in her eyes,
as if she had waked up in a world where some judgment
was impending, and the beings she saw around were
coming to seize her. The first rower who jumped
to land was also wet through, and ran off; the sailors,
close about the boat, hindered Deronda from advancing,
and he could only look on while Gwendolen gave scared
glances, and seemed to shrink with terror as she was
carefully, tenderly helped out, and led on by the
strong arms of those rough, bronzed men, her wet clothes
clinging about her limbs, and adding to the impediment
of her weakness. Suddenly her wandering eyes fell
on Deronda, standing before her, and immediately,
as if she had been expecting him and looking for him,
she tried to stretch out her arms, which were held
back by her supporters, saying, in a muffled voice
“It is come, it is come! He is dead!”
“Hush, hush!” said Deronda,
in a tone of authority; “quiet yourself.”
Then to the men who were assisting her, “I am
a connection of this lady’s husband. If
you will get her on to the Italia as quickly
as possible, I will undertake everything else.”
He stayed behind to hear from the
remaining boatman that her husband had gone down irrecoverably,
and that his boat was left floating empty. He
and his comrade had heard a cry, had come up in time
to see the lady jump in after her husband, and had
got her out fast enough to save her from much damage.
After this, Deronda hastened to the
hotel to assure himself that the best medical help
would be provided; and being satisfied on this point,
he telegraphed the event to Sir Hugo, begging him to
come forthwith, and also to Mr. Gascoigne, whose address
at the rectory made his nearest known way of getting
the information to Gwendolen’s mother.
Certain words of Gwendolen’s in the past had
come back to him with the effectiveness of an inspiration:
in moments of agitated confession she had spoken of
her mother’s presence, as a possible help, if
she could have had it.