There was something particularly brutal
to me in hearing this estimate of Marcia Van Wyck’s
visit to Jerry through the lips of a servant.
And yet I felt no remorse at encouraging the confession.
Good Christopher was not brilliant, and only the most
obvious of things impressed him, but he had seen,
and like me, had judged. And his judgment was
even more damning than mine, for Christopher was an
amicable person, who doddered along, accepting life
as it came, too weary for enmities, or too well trained
to show them. It must have been at the cost of
a severe wrench to his habits and traditions that
he had dared to speak so freely. Good old Christopher!
Ten years of the monastic life had narrowed your vision
and mine, but they had made that vision singularly
clear.
During that night in my hours of wakefulness
before sleep came, I studied Jerry’s infatuation
from every angle. I feared for him. The
moment of awakening was approaching, and then?
Whatever the hidden weaknesses in his moral fiber,
thus suddenly subjected to strain, he was not one
to be lightly dealt with by man or woman. He was
gentle, soft, if you please, childlike with those
he loved, but there was dangerous mettle in him not
to be tampered with by trickery or guile. Christopher
had shown me with his uncompromising bluntness what
I had merely suspected; the girl loved danger and
saw it in Jerry’s eyes, fascinated by the imminence
of peril that lurked in his innocence. A strange
passion, calculating, cold, abnormal. And Jerry
loved this girl adored her, as though she
were a sacred vessel, a fragile thing, that would
break in his fingers! I began to hope that he
would break her (and to fear it), crush her and discover
her emptiness.
The morrow brought a resolve to visit
Briar Hills. Except for the afternoons when Jerry
fished, he went there daily. He was delighted
at my wish to accompany him. We drove over in
the motor in the flush of the afternoon, Jerry blithe
again, I silent, wondering at the inexhaustible springs
of youth, forgetting that it was merely May and Jerry
on his way to the woman he loved.
The house was full of guests for the
week-end, but Marcia Van Wyck, with an air of hospitality
that quite took me aback, welcomed me warmly, confessed
herself much honored by this mark of my attention
and took me to see her garden. Oh, she was clever.
Spring flowers, youth, grace, the sweetness of the
warm, scented paths, her symbolic white frock to set
the scene for innocence. But I understood her
now. Two could play at her game.
“It was wonderful of you to
come, Mr. Canby,” she purred. “So
kind, so neighborly.”
“It’s really a great pleasure,
I’m sure,” I said with a show of gallantry.
“A lovely spot! Blossoms. I wondered
where you got them for your cheeks.”
She flashed a quick glance at me, wholly humorous.
“For that speech, you shall
have a bud for your lapel.” And she plucked
and fastened it, her face very close to mine.
She gave me a moment of intense discomfort which was
only half embarrassment. She had planned well.
She was a part of the purity and sweetness of this
lovely summer garden. Guile and she were miles
asunder.
“Thanks,” I muttered,
smelling the blossom with some ostentation.
“Then we’re going to be friends?”
she queried archly.
“I’m not aware that we were ever anything
else,” I replied easily.
“Come now, Mr. Canby. You
know we haven’t always understood each other.
I’m sure each of us has been frightfully jealous
of the other. Isn’t it so?”
“Jealous! I? Of you, Miss Van Wyck?”
“Don’t let’s misunderstand
again. I’m frightfully cheerful this afternoon.
It mightn’t happen again for weeks. I couldn’t
quarrel with fate itself. You did want Jerry
to carry your doctrines out into the world with him,
didn’t you?”
“I’m not aware ”
“And I discovered him far too
stodgy to endure. It wasn’t so much that
your philosophy and mine differed as the difference
they made in Jerry. And so we clashed. I
won.”
I was silent.
“Didn’t I, Mr. Canby?” she persisted,
in her gentlest tone.
“Jerry is out of my hands, Miss Van Wyck,”
I managed coolly.
“And in mine?”
“Yes, in yours,” after a pause.
She laughed softly.
“What do you suppose I’m going to do with
him?”
The glamour of youth in a garden,
her rare humor and the cloudless day I
had managed well so far, but she pressed me hard.
Jerry was no chattel to be bandied carelessly.
I felt my body stiffening.
“Jerry is very sweet, Mr. Canby,”
she went on with that softness of voice that I had
grown to understand. “He does anything,
everything that I ask him to. It really is a
great responsibility. Human judgment is so fallible,
especially a woman’s. Suppose I asked him
to become a nihilist or President, or even both.”
D – the vixen.
She was making game of me. But I struggled to
hold my temper, taking her literally.
“Nihilism? Political or
moral, Miss Van Wyck? To one of your means, the
first would be inconvenient; to one of your affections,
the other dangerous.”
She flashed a narrow glance at me.
“Touchee. I like the thrust from cover,
but I can parry. Suppose that I said that I would
relinquish Jerry.”
“I’m not sure that you can,” I replied
coolly.
Our glances met again. She knew that I read her.
“Nothing is impossible to intelligence.
I could send him away tomorrow, today ”
“But he would come back.”
“You frighten me,” she said, shuddering
prettily.
“That is precisely what I wish to do,”
I went on stolidly.
“Threats!”
I shrugged. “You underestimate him, that’s
all.”
“Perhaps. You know, Mr.
Canby, that you improve vastly on acquaintance.
If you were younger ” She paused and
looked at me slantwise.
“Ingenuous, handsome, a fighting god !”
I could have bitten out my tongue
the moment I had spoken the words, and the dark look
she shot at me as she flashed around gave a measure
of her latent deviltry.
“Jerry told you that!” she said in tones
half-suppressed.
“No.”
“He did.”
“No. But I know. I
haven’t watched for a month for nothing.
I’m not a child, Miss Van Wyck.”
“What are you?” she taunted.
“A prophet. Jerry is no
woman’s plaything. Let him be. You
don’t know him as I do. I warn you.”
She suddenly went into a fit of laughter, meant to
ruffle my dignity.
“Off with my head! If you
knew how much you remind me of the Queen in
’Alice in Wonderland’!”
“I’m sorry you won’t take me seriously.”
“I can’t,” she laughed again.
“You’re too absurd to be tragic.”
“Perhaps we had better be going toward the house,”
I remarked.
She moved slowly along, her back eloquent
of disdain. But she paused for a moment to let
me join her.
“You see? I’ve tried. You won’t
be friendly.”
“My advice is friendly ”
“I never follow advice. We’re enemies.
It is written.”
I shrugged. Impolite I may have
been, but there was no use mincing matters. My
preposterous embassy had failed. As we neared
the house she left me on the lawn and turned to where
Jerry and the others were moving toward the tennis
courts.
“You’ll find Miss Gore
upon the veranda,” she smiled over her shoulder
with careless gayety. She was extraordinary.
But I’m sure that never before had I hated the
girl as at that moment. Thoughtfully I made my
way to the veranda and Miss Gore.
“Well,” she said cheerfully
as I sank into a chair, “you are friends again?”
“No.”
“It’s really too bad. I think you
take life too seriously, Mr. Canby.”
“Perhaps.” I remained
silent. She worked at her embroidery frame for
a moment as though to attune herself to my mood and
then:
“Briar Hills can’t hope
for a visit which hasn’t an ulterior purpose.
What is it?”
As usual she wasted no words and smiled
benignly, a comfortable motherly smile at once quizzical
and forgiving.
“I did want to see you,”
I put in awkwardly. “It has been a long
time ”
“I’ll spare you the necessity
for explanations. You’re here to tell me
that Jerry is drinking and to find out why. Isn’t
that so?”
I could only stare at her in wonder
at her intuitions, and made some remark which she
chose to disregard.
“As I predicted, the disease
is passing,” she said quietly, “but it’s
leaving Marcia first. Three weeks ago Jerry was
a god to Marcia. Last week she showed signs of
disenchantment. This week she is plainly bored.”
“I guessed as much. But why?”
She shrugged her shoulders expressively,
but having gone so far I was not there to waste words.
“I know. Her idol fell
in Madison Square Garden, a bone-and-muscle idol,
Miss Gore.”
She remained silent, examining her
embroidery with a critical eye.
“You know that that is true,” I asserted.
“Idols are as easily made as
shattered for Marcia. She may adore him again
next week.”
“I hope not. It would be a pity.”
“I agree with you,” she said quietly.
“It would be a pity.”
I said nothing for a moment, watching
her slim fingers weaving to and fro.
“I have just warned her,” I said.
The fingers moved slowly, then stopped
and lowered the embroidery frame to her lap.
Her wide gaze was full upon me.
“You what?”
“I warned her.”
“Against what?”
“Against Jerry.”
She straightened and a sound came from her throat.
“You ”
She gave a short laugh. “You’ll
pardon me, Mr. Canby, but I was on the point of calling
you a fool.”
“I warned her,” I muttered.
“Jerry isn’t like other men. She’s
playing with fire.”
“And don’t you know that
that is the very worst thing you could have done,
for Jerry for her?”
“I hadn’t meant to do exactly that.
She angered me.”
“She would. Her idea of
existence isn’t yours. And if you don’t
mind my saying so, I think you’re wasting your
time on the possible chance of making Jerry appear
ridiculous to her, to us all. Your guardianship
is hardly flattering to his intelligence or his character.
You can’t help matters. Whatever the crisis,
it is bound to come, the sooner the better for Jerry
and for her. My good man, can’t you see?”
I had realized my futility already,
and it was not pleasant to have it shown me through
another’s eyes. Nor did I relish her calling
me her “good man,” but curiously enough
when she had finished I made no reply. And so
I sat meekly, Miss Gore resuming her embroidery.
“It is a pity that he cares
for no other girls. There’s Margaret Laidlaw,
pretty, attractive, feminine, and Sarah Carew, handsome,
sportive, masculine. One would think he’d
find a choice between them and they both like him.
But no, he has eyes in his head for Marcia only.
A moment ago when he was talking to them, his gaze
was on the flower-garden. Has he never cared
for any other women? Who was the girl who got
inside the wall last year, Mr. Canby?”
Una! I had forgotten her. But I shook my
head.
“I meddle no more, Miss Gore.
I’ve learned a lesson. Jerry must work
out his own salvation.”
“It’s merely a suggestion. Think
it over.”
After awhile I rose, pleading the
need of exercise and begging her to make my excuses
to Marcia, I set out for the Manor. But instead
of taking the longer road to the lodge gate, when
I reached the wall I turned to the left into the footpath
along which I had come that night with the girl Una,
reaching the Sweetwater and crawling under the broken
grille to the rocks where she and Jerry had met.
I sat for awhile on the brink of the stream, watching
the tangling reflections in the tiny current.
Una! Somehow the place reminded me of Una Habberton,
a sanctuary for quiet thoughts; the pools below me,
her eyes reflecting the clear heavens; the intonation
of the rill, her voice; the cheerful birdnotes, her
joy of life; the dignity of the tall trees, her sanity.
Less than a year ago I had turned her out of this
garden, fearing for the boy the first woman he had
seen, and to my ascetic mind because a woman, a minx.
I eyed the broken grille regretfully and then suddenly
rose and started hurriedly toward the Manor, the new
thought drumming in my mind.
A fool’s mission? Perhaps,
and yet I resolved to take it. I put some things
into a bag and, telling Christopher that Jerry wasn’t
to expect me home that night, I caught an evening
train to the city.
It was not difficult to reach her
by telephone, for I found her at the house in Washington
Square. She did not recall my voice or my name,
and only when I said that I had been Jerry Benham’s
tutor, did she remember. It was a personal matter,
I explained, having to do with Mr. Benham, and at
that she consented to see me. I left the telephone
booth at the hotel perspiring freely, aware for the
first time of the awkwardness and delicacy of my undertaking.
But I dined and changed into my blue serge suit, one
that I had bought upon the occasion of my last visit
to town, and at half past eight presented myself in
the Habberton drawing-room. In the moments before
she appeared, I sat ill at ease, my eyes taking in
every detail of the well-ordered room, the cool gray
walls, the family portraits, the old-fashioned ornaments
upon table and mantel, aware, in spite of myself, that
I was warm at the collar, impatient for the interview
to begin, yet fearful for it.
I was watching the folding doors at
the end of the room when she startled me by appearing
silently almost at my elbow. The lights were
dim, but I could see that her face wore no smile of
greeting and as I rose she did not offer me her hand.
“Mr. Canby,” she said
politely, indicating a chair, “won’t you
sit down?”
“Er thanks,”
I said. My throat was dry. I hoped she would
not make it too difficult for me. Meanwhile I
saw her eyeing me narrowly as though the possibility
had just occurred to her that I might have come to
ask for money. She waited a moment for me to
speak, but I found it difficult to begin.
“Mr. Benham sent you to me?”
she asked at last very coolly.
“Er not exactly,”
I stammered. “Mr. Benham did not send me,
but I I’m here in his interest.”
“Yes?”
The rising inflection on the monosyllable
could hardly have been called encouraging.
“The circumstance of our first
meeting,” I ventured again with an assumption
of ease that I was far from feeling “its
duration was so brief that I feared you wouldn’t
remember me.”
Her neck stiffened ever so slightly.
“You surely did not come here,”
she said icily, “merely to discuss the circumstances
of our first meeting.”
“N no, not at all,
at least, not altogether, Miss Habberton. But
I I couldn’t help hoping ”
here I tried to smile a ghastly one at
best “I couldn’t help hoping
that you had managed to forgive me for performing
a very unpleasant duty.”
“If you will please come as
quickly as possible to the object of your visit ”
“I I will. If you’ll be
a little patient with me.”
She averted her head, but said nothing.
“I think you know, Miss Habberton,
that I’ve given the last eleven years of my
life to Jerry. He has been like a younger brother
to me and I have done what I could to develop him
physically, mentally, morally, to successful manhood.
I had hoped under ideal conditions to produce ”
“I fail to see, Mr. Canby ”
“Please bear with me a moment
longer. I think you may have realized last year
what Jerry was. You saw him then, a creature with
the body and intelligence of a man and the heart of
a child. He was what I had made him. From
my point of view he was flawless, as nearly perfect
as you will find a man in this ”
“Without temptations,”
she put in quickly, the first encouraging sign of
her interest.
“I had built my hopes as I had
built his body and mind and character, sure that contact
with the world would only refine and strengthen him.”
She shook her head. “You
do not know the world as I do. It was a dream.
I could have told you so then, last summer.”
“You you have seen the papers the
accounts of ?”
“I don’t see how I could
very well help seeing them,” she said smiling.
“He began his battle with the world bravely at
least.”
“My only hope is that you haven’t
misjudged him in that affair. All his life he
has cared for boxing ”
“I can’t see what difference
my judgment of him can make one way or the other.
He has done much, is doing much for the people I’m
interested in. Of course, you know of that.
But as to his private life that is something
with which, of course, I can have no concern.”
“I am sorry to hear you say
that. I thought perhaps that as a friend ”
“Mr. Benham understands my interest
in him, I think,” she paused and averted her
head, one small foot tapping the floor impatiently.
“I cannot see where this conversation is leading
us. I beg that you will be explicit.”
“I was counting on your interest,
for he values your good opinion more I think than
that of anyone in the world.”
Her foot ceased tapping and she bent
forward, one elbow on her knee, her head lowered thoughtfully.
“What do you want, Mr. Canby?” she asked
abruptly.
“Your help.”
“Mine!”
“Yes, your help. Jerry needs it ”
“He did not ask ?”
“No. I haven’t consulted Jerry ”
“Then I ”
“Please listen. If Jerry’s
future means anything to you, you will do what you
can. Jerry has has gotten into bad
company he is slipping, Miss Habberton slipping
down. I don’t know whose the fault is, his
father’s for his idealism, or mine for my selfish
delight in the experiment of his education, but Jerry
is failing us. You see, I’m telling you
all. I have given up. A dream, you have called
it. It was a dream; but I can’t see him
fail without an effort to help him. When a man
centers all his hopes in life on one ambition, its
failure is tragic. You see I’m humble.
It has cost me something to come to you. I hope
you understand what it means.”
My appeal had reached her, for I think
she realized how seldom such a person as I could be
moved to emotion.
“But I how can I help?” she
asked.
“Will you listen and not think
me visionary? Jerry cares for you. To him
you have made a different appeal from that of any other
woman in the world. You were the first.
You stirred him. You may not be aware. In
his mind you stand for everything that is clean and
noble. In his heart, I know I have
not studied Jerry all these years for nothing he
has a shrine there for you, Miss Habberton.
You will always be Una, the first. I hope you
will forgive me and believe me. It is necessary
that you should.”
She smiled at me gently.
“You are very much in earnest,
Mr. Canby. I can forgive much to one of your
sincerity. But doesn’t it seem to you a
curious conversation?”
“I had hoped you cared enough ”
“And if I did, do you think
anything would give you the right to come to me without
Mr. Benham’s permission and speak of ”
“You must let me finish,”
I demanded. “You are kind, charitable.
Trying to save people from themselves is your life
work. I merely bring you a soul to save, a friend
in danger. Can you refuse, refuse him? Jerry
is drinking. It has not been for long, but he
is in trouble. He has gotten beyond his depth a
woman Oh, don’t misunderstand me!
It is mental, a strange attraction, weird, Jerry doesn’t
understand at all. He’s bewitched, but she
is slowly brutalizing him, his mind I mean. Don’t
you understand?”
“Yes, I think so,” she
muttered. “It is not a new situation.
But I no friend, man or girl, could avail
in a case like that.” She paused a moment
clasping and unclasping her hands. I waited.
“Who is this this woman?” she
blurted out at last.
I hesitated.
“A lady. You you put me at a
disadvantage.”
“What is her name?” she insisted.
“Marcia Van Wyck,” I muttered.
“Marcia! Surely ”
She stopped. A look of bewilderment came over
her face, ending with a frown of perplexity.
“No,” she murmured.
“He wouldn’t understand Marcia. I ”
And then with a gasp, “And you want me
to interfere? Mr. Canby, I ”
“Just a moment, please.
I ask nothing that you cannot do. I have thought
of a plan. We are alone at the Manor. I ask
you to meet Jerry as you met him there last summer
along by the Sweetwater. I am going to arrange
to have him fish up the stream on Saturday afternoon.
Will you come, Miss Habberton, come to the wall and
meet him there inside the broken grille? I know
his mind. It is curiously affected by facts of
association. It is the only thing. I have ”
The words died on my lips as she rose,
her slim figure straight in its sudden dignity, and
I knew that I had failed.
“Your proposal is preposterous,
Mr. Canby,” she said coolly, moving toward the
door.
“You refuse?”
“Of course. I am sorry
if Mr. Benham has failed, is failing his friends,
but the thing that you suggest is impossible.”
She put out her hand in token of dismissal.
“And you won’t reconsider?
Let me come to see you tomorrow, the next day.
Is it so much that I ask?”
“Good night, Mr. Canby.”
“You do not care enough?”
“Good night.”
I bowed over her fingers silently.
Then I took up my hat. There was nothing left
to do.