I sat in my corner sipping tea.
Being merely a man, middle-aged and something of a
misogynist into the bargain, I was aware that as an
active, useful force in this situation, I was a negligible
quality. But it is interesting to record my impressions
of the engagement. It began actively, I believe,
when Marcia called Jerry from Una’s group and
appeared to appropriate him. Jerry looked ill
at ease and from the glances he cast in the direction
of Channing Lloyd, and the sullen way in which he
spoke to Marcia, I think that all was not well with
this ill-sorted pair.
I think that Channing Lloyd had for
some time been a bone of contention between them and
it required little imagination on my part to decide
that his presence here today at Marcia’s request
had broken some agreement between them. Mere
surmise, of course, but interesting. Marcia was
stubborn and showed her defiance of Jerry’s wishes
by retaliation at Una’s expense. But by
this time other people who had come in from the fishing
had joined Una’s group by the window where the
intruder seemed to be oblivious of Marcia and quite
in her element. Indeed for the moment Marcia
was out of it and her conversation with Jerry having
apparently reached an impasse, she rose, leaving
the tea-table to Christopher’s ministrations
and advanced valiantly to the attack.
Una promptly made room for her on
the window sill, a wise bit of generalship which forced
the enemy at once into polite subterfuge.
“It’s so nice to
see you, Una dear. How did you manage to escape
from all your tiresome work at the Mission?”
“I could do it very nicely this
week-end,” said Una cheerfully. “Why
haven’t you been to any of the committee meetings?”
“It has been so warm.
And of course while you are in charge we all
know that everything must be going right.”
“It’s kind of you to say
so. You know, wonderful things have been happening
at the Mission. We’re building a day nursery
on the next block to help the working women.
Jerry has been awfully kind. Of course you knew
about it.”
“Yes, of course,” said Marcia, not turning
a hair.
She lied. I knew that Jerry had
kept the matter secret even from Marcia. I figured
that the revelation must have been something of a
shock to one of her intriguing nature, but she covered
her grievance skillfully.
“Jerry is very generous,”
she said sweetly. “Do tell me about it.”
Here Jerry blundered in rather sheepishly.
“Oh, I say, Una, that’s a secret, you
know.”
“Oh, is it?” said Una
innocently. “I can’t see why.
Marcia knows. Everybody ought to. It was
such a splendid thing to do.”
“Jerry is so modest,” said Marcia.
“The plans are simply adorable,”
Una went on quickly. “You know, Jerry,
we simply had to have that open-air school on the roof.
You know, you didn’t object ”
“N no of course,”
said Jerry, shifting his feet.
“And the ward for nursing babies we
did put those windows in the west wall.
You know we were a little uncertain about that.”
“So we were,” echoed Jerry dismally.
This was merely the preliminary skirmish
with Una’s outposts holding their positions
close to the enemy’s lines. But Marcia was
not to be daunted. She opened fire immediately.
“It’s simply dear
of you, Una, to take so much interest in the work.
I’m sure Jerry must have frightful difficulties
in managing to spend his income. But to have
his oldest friend to help him must relieve
him of a tremendous burden of responsibility.”
The outposts withdrew to the main
line of skirmirshers and there opened fire again,
from cover.
“It isn’t so much a matter
of friendship as of real interest in the needs of
the community, you know. Anyone else would do
quite as well as I; for instance, you, Marcia.”
“But you see,” Marcia
countered coolly, “I haven’t known Jerry
nearly so long as you have.”
“Haven’t you?”
“I don’t think so. Have I, Jerry?”
Jerry evaded the issue with some skill.
“Friendships aren’t reckoned
in terms of time,” he put in with a short laugh.
“If they were I’d be the most solitary
person under the sun.”
Marcia merely smiled, saying nothing,
and when she joined the talk of another group I saw
Una’s gaze following her curiously.
She seemed to be able to understand
Marcia little better than I did. But in a moment
from my seat in the corner just beside them I saw Una
look about the room and give a little gasp of pleasure.
“This cabin! Do you remember,
Jerry?” she said quietly. “You gave
me a cup of tea here and we decided just what you
and I were going to do with the wicked world?”
“Oh, don’t I? And
you told me all about the plague spots?”
“Yes.” She gazed
out of the window. “You were interesting
that day, Jerry.”
“Was! I like that.”
“So elephantine in your seriousness ”
“Elephantine! Oh, I say ”
“But you were nice.
I don’t think I’ve ever liked you so much
as then. I think you’re really much more
interesting when you’re elephantine. It
was quite glorious the way you were planning to go
galumphing over all vice and wickedness.”
He shook his head soberly.
“I haven’t made good, Una.”
“Oh, there’s still time.
The jungle is still there, but it’s an awfully
big jungle, Jerry, bigger than you thought.”
“Yes bigger and swampier,”
he said slowly.
“I think if I could see more of you, Una, I
might be better.”
“I don’t know that I’ve ever denied
you the house,” she laughed.
“I I’m coming
soon. But I want you to see my place here the
house, I mean. Couldn’t you come with your
mother and and sisters and spend a few
days up here?”
“Perhaps it would be time enough
for me to answer that question when mother does.
I I am busy, you know.”
“Please! And we can have one of our good
old chats.”
“Yes,” and then mischievously,
“but you’d better ask Marcia first, don’t
you think?”
His gaze fell and he reddened.
“I I don’t quite see what Marcia’s
got to do with it,” he muttered.
“Oh, don’t you?”
“No.”
She smiled and then with a really serious air:
“Well, I do. I’m
sorry I intruded, Jerry. I wouldn’t have
come for the world if I had known ”
“What nonsense you do talk. Promise me
you’ll come, Una.”
“Ask Marcia first.”
He laughed uneasily. “What a tease you
are!”
“You ought to be very much flattered.”
“How?”
“To be worth teasing.”
Here they moved slightly away, turning
their backs toward me and unfortunately I could hear
no more. And so I sat listening to the group
around Marcia, who was again enthroned at the tea-table.
I had not met the men, but they were
of the usual man-about-town type, “Marcia’s
ex-es” somebody, I think the mannish
Carew girl, amusingly called them. Among them
Arthur Colton, married only a year, who already boasted
that he was living “the simple double life.”
Besides the Laidlaws there were the Walsenberg woman,
twice a grass widow and still hopeful, and the Da
Costa debutante who looked as though butter
wouldn’t melt in her mouth, giggled constantly
and said things which she fondly hoped to be devilish,
but which were only absurd. This was the girl,
I think, whom Jerry had described as having only five
adjectives, all of which she used every minute.
Channing Lloyd, a glass of champagne at his elbow,
laughed gruffly and filled the room with tobacco smoke.
I listened. Small talk, banalities, bits of narrow
glimpses of narrow pursuits. I had to admit that
Marcia quite dominated this circle, and I understood
why. Shallow as she was, she was the only one
with the possible exception of Phil Laidlaw who gave
any evidence of having done any thinking at all.
I might have known as I listened that her conversation
had a purpose.
“I claim that obedience to the
will of man,” Marcia was saying, “has
robbed woman of all initiative, all incentive to achievement,
all creative faculty, and that only by renouncing
man and all his works will she ever be his equal.”
“Why don’t you renounce
’em then, Marcia?” roared Lloyd, amid
laughter.
“I know at least one that I
could renounce,’ said Marcia, smiling as she
lighted a cigarette.
“Me? You couldn’t,”
he returned. “You’ve tried, you know,
but you’ve got to admit that I’m positively
in’spensible to you.”
“Do be quiet, Chan. You’re idiotic.
I’m quite serious.”
“You’re always serious, but you never
mean what you say.”
“Oh, don’t I?”
“No,” he grunted over his glass.
She glanced at him for a moment and
their eyes met, hers falling first. Then she
turned away. I think that the man’s attraction
for her was nothing less than his sheer bestiality.
“I believe in a splendid unconventional
morality,” she went on, musing with half-closed
eyes over the ash of her cigarette. “After
awhile you men will understand what it means.”
“Not I,” said Lloyd, who
was drinking more than he needed. “If you
say that immorality is conventional I’ll agree
with you, my dear, but morality ”
and he drank some champagne, “morality! what
rot!”
The others laughed, I’ll admit,
more at, than with him. But the conversation
was sickening enough. I saw Jerry and Una shake
hands and come forward and Marcia immediately turned
toward them. The end of the battle was not yet,
for as Una nodded in the general direction of the
group in passing, Marcia spoke her name.
“Ah, Una dear. You’re going?”
“I must,” with a glance at her wrist watch.
“It’s getting late.”
“What a pity. I wanted to talk to you about
the Mission.”
“I’d like to, but ”
“We’ve just been discussing
a theme that I know you’re really vitally interested
in.”
“I?” I could see by the
sudden lift of her brows that Una was now on her guard.
“Yes. You believe in women
working, in woman’s independence, in the New-Thought
idea of unconventional morality, don’t you?”
“I’m not sure what you mean.”
“Simply that women are or should
be perfectly capable of looking out for themselves,
as much so as men?”
“That depends a great deal upon
the woman, I should say,” replied Una, smiling
tolerantly.
“I was just about to put a hypothetical
question. Do you mind listening? A young
girl, for instance, pretty, romantic, a trifle venturesome,
weary of the banalities of existence, leaves all the
tiresome cares of the city and with the wanderlust
upon her goes faring forth in search of adventure.
A purely hypothetical case, but a typical one.
As she wanders through the woods, she comes upon a
high stone wall, something like this one of Jerry’s,
and suddenly remembers that within this wall there
lives a young man, beautiful beyond the dreams of
the gods. I have said that she is romantic, also
venturesome ”
“Her address, please,” muttered Lloyd
quickly.
“Do be quiet, Chan ” Marcia
went on. “Venturesome, modern, moral ”
“It can’t be done,” muttered the
brute again.
“Chan, do be serious. Curiosity
overwhelms the girl. Nobody is about. So,
putting her fears behind her, she climbs the wall and
enters.”
The daring impertinence of this recital
had stricken Jerry suddenly dumb, but the veins at
his temples were swelling with the hot blood that
had risen to his face. Una, after a moment of
uncertainty, became strangely composed.
“It is a beautiful spot.
No one is in sight,” Marcia went on amusedly.
“The girl ventures further, and finds the beautiful
young man catching trout. She talks to him.
I think he is amused at her temerity, also perhaps
a little flattered at her marks of confidence ”
“Marcia!” It was Jerry’s
voice, deep, booming, and I had hardly recognized
it. But there was a note in it that caused a hush
to fall over the room. The girl looked up as
though puzzled.
“You interrupt, Jerry ”
“Neither Una nor I are interested
in what you’re saying,” he cried hoarsely,
while the rest of the company stared at him.
“I am, Jerry,”
said Una’s voice very coolly. Except for
Marcia, perhaps, she was the least ruffled person
in the room. “I want very much to hear
the rest of the story,” she added. “It
has possibilities.”
Marcia laughed.
“Possibilities, yes. There
isn’t much left to tell except that the girl
spent the afternoon and the evening in the cabin with
the beautiful young man and then went over the wall
the way she came. Now what I wanted to know,
Una dear, is whether you think that morality, conventional
or unconventional, can stand a test like that.”
Una was silent for a moment and then
her words came slowly, rather wistfully.
“Was she a friend of yours?” she asked.
“Oh, yes, a friend.”
“And did you know her for any
length of time to be honorable, upright, decent?”
“Oh, yes, quite so.”
Una paused another moment and when
she spoke her voice was crystal-clear.
“Then all I would like to say
is that the mind that can conceive of evil in such
a piece of innocent imprudence is unclean, beyond words!
Is that all that you wanted to know?”
Marcia leaned back in her chair holding
her breath for a moment and then broke into a peal
of laughter.
“There! You see. I knew you would
agree with me.”
The people in the room looked from
one to the other, aware of a hidden meaning in the
situation. Channing Lloyd had paused in the act
of pouring out another glass of wine and stood blinking
heavily. The only sound was a nervous titter
from the Da Costa girl. Una looked around
from face to face as though seeking those of her friends
and then spoke fearlessly.
“You may not know what this
hypothetical question means or its answer?”
she said with a smile. “I will tell you.
I was that girl. Jerry Benham, the man.
The place was here. I am accustomed to going
where and with whom I please.” She tossed
her small head proudly, “Those who can see evil
where evil doesn’t exist are welcome to their
opinions. As for my friends ”
Here a chorus of protest went up,
from the treble of the Da Costa girl to
Laidlaw’s deep bass.
“Una you silly child of
course no one thinks ”
“As for my friends,” she
repeated, her voice slightly raised, “I will
choose them by this token.”
I had not misjudged her. Her
scorn of Marcia was ineffable, and I think the girl
at the tea-urn had a sense of being at a disadvantage,
for the idea of Una’s frank admission had never
entered Marcia’s pretty intriguing head.
She was hoist with her own petard and covered her
confusion by a light laugh which was most unconvincing.
“Of course, Una, I didn’t mean ”
But the rest of her sentence was lost
in the sudden disintegration of the party into groups,
some of which followed Una to the door. Jerry
had regained his senses and strode out after her.”
“I’m going with you, Una,” I heard
him say.
“It isn’t necessary.
I can find the way. Good-by, everybody. No,
thanks, Phil.”
But Jerry went on with her and I broke
through the sympathetic crowd at the doorway and followed.
Like Jerry, I too had been stunned, but unlike Jerry,
in the reaction I was finding a secret delight in Una’s
splendid mastery of the situation. The pair were
already far in advance of me, Una hurrying sedately,
Jerry, his hands deep in his pockets, striding like
a furious young god beside her, earnestly talking.
It was not until they heard the sound of my hurrying
footsteps that they stopped and turned.
“I can’t let you go, Miss
Habberton,” I said breathlessly, “without
letting you know how contrite I am at a slip of the
tongue which ”
“It doesn’t matter in
the least, Mr. Canby. I have nothing to regret.”
And then, with her crooked little smile, “But
you might have omitted the details.”
“I I ” I stammered.
“It was I I who told ”
Jerry blurted out. “I am to blame.
Why shouldn’t I tell? Was there anything
to be ashamed of? For you? For me?”
“No, Jerry. The surest
proof of it is that I’m not angry with you with
either of you. But I must be going.”
“I’m going with you,” said Jerry
quickly.
“No.”
“Let him, Miss Habberton,” I put in.
“I had better go alone.”
“I forbid it,” said Jerry.
“The machine is at the upper gate. I’ll
drive you. Come.”
She hesitated. Our glances met.
I think she must have seen the eagerness in my face,
the friendliness, the admiration. She read too
the revolt in Jerry’s eyes, the dawning of something
like reason and of his grave sense of the injustice
that had been done to her. He pleaded almost
piteously as though her acquiescence were
the only sign he could have of her forgiveness.
“Very well,” she said at last, “to
the station, then.”
“No,” said Jerry firmly,
“to town. I’m going to drive you to
town. We’ve got to have a talk. We’ve
got to to clear this thing up.”
She hesitated again and I think she
felt the need of companionship at that moment.
“But your guests ”
“Oh, I’ll be here,”
I said. “They’ll be going soon.
Jerry can be back in time for the party.”
“I’m not going to that party,” Jerry
muttered savagely.
He meant it. I bade them good-by watched
them until they passed out of sight and hearing, and
then sank on a nearby rock, and hugged my knees in
quiet ecstasy.