Hilliard’s lodgings they
were represented by a single room commanded
a prospect which, to him a weariness and a disgust,
would have seemed impressive enough to eyes beholding
it for the first time. On the afternoon of his
last day at Dudley he stood by the window and looked
forth, congratulating himself, with a fierceness of
emotion which defied misgiving, that he would gaze
no more on this scene of his servitude.
The house was one of a row situated
on a terrace, above a muddy declivity marked with
footpaths. It looked over a wide expanse of waste
ground, covered in places with coarse herbage, but
for the most part undulating in bare tracts of slag
and cinder. Opposite, some quarter of a mile
away, rose a lofty dome-shaped hill, tree-clad from
base to summit, and rearing above the bare branches
of its topmost trees the ruined keep of Dudley Castle.
Along the foot of this hill ran the highway which
descends from Dudley town hidden by rising
ground on the left to the low-lying railway-station;
there, beyond, the eye traversed a great plain, its
limit the blending of earth and sky in lurid cloud.
A ray of yellow sunset touched the height and its crowning
ruin; at the zenith shone a space of pure pale blue
save for these points of relief the picture was colourless
and uniformly sombre. Far and near, innumerable
chimneys sent forth fumes of various density broad-flung
jets of steam, coldly white against the murky distance;
wan smoke from lime-kilns, wafted in long trails;
reek of solid blackness from pits and forges, voluming
aloft and far-floated by the sluggish wind.
Born at Birmingham, the son of a teacher
of drawing, Maurice Hilliard had spent most of his
life in the Midland capital; to its grammar school
he owed an education just sufficiently prolonged to
unfit him for the tasks of an underling, yet not thorough
enough to qualify him for professional life.
In boyhood he aspired to the career of an artist,
but his father, himself the wreck of a would-be painter,
rudely discouraged this ambition; by way of compromise
between the money-earning craft and the beggarly art,
he became a mechanical-draughtsman. Of late years
he had developed a strong taste for the study of architecture;
much of his leisure was given to this subject, and
what money he could spare went in the purchase of books
and prints which helped him to extend his architectural
knowledge. In moods of hope, he had asked himself
whether it might not be possible to escape from bondage
to the gods of iron, and earn a living in an architect’s
office. That desire was now forgotten in his passionate
resolve to enjoy liberty without regard for the future.
All his possessions, save the articles
of clothing which he would carry with him, were packed
in a couple of trunks, to be sent on the morrow to
Birmingham, where they would lie in the care of his
friend Narramore. Kinsfolk he had none whom he
cared to remember, except his sister; she lived at
Wolverhampton, a wife and mother, in narrow but not
oppressive circumstances, and Hilliard had taken leave
of her in a short visit some days ago. He would
not wait for the wedding of his sister-in-law enough
that she was provided for, and that his conscience
would always be at ease on her account.
For he was troubled with a conscience even
with one unusually poignant. An anecdote from
his twentieth year depicts this feature of the man.
He and Narramore were walking one night in a very poor
part of Birmingham, and for some reason they chanced
to pause by a shop-window a small window,
lighted with one gas-jet, and laid out with a miserable
handful of paltry wares; the shop, however, was newly
opened, and showed a pathetic attempt at cleanliness
and neatness. The friends asked each other how
it could possibly benefit anyone to embark in such
a business as that, and laughed over the display.
While he was laughing, Hilliard became aware of a
woman in the doorway, evidently the shopkeeper; she
had heard their remarks and looked distressed.
Infinitely keener was the pang which Maurice experienced;
he could not forgive himself, kept exclaiming how
brutally he had behaved, and sank into gloominess.
Not very long after, he took Narramore to walk in the
same direction; they came again to the little shop,
and Hilliard surprised his companion with a triumphant
shout. The window was now laid out in a much
more promising way, with goods of modest value.
“You remember?” said the young man.
“I couldn’t rest till I had sent her something.
She’ll wonder to the end of her life who the
money came from. But she’s made use of
it, poor creature, and it’ll bring her luck.”
Only the hopeless suppression of natural
desires, the conflict through years of ardent youth
with sordid circumstances, could have brought him
to the pass he had now reached one of desperation
centred in self. Every suggestion of native suavity
and prudence was swept away in tumultuous revolt.
Another twelvemonth of his slavery and he would have
yielded to brutalising influences which rarely relax
their hold upon a man. To-day he was prompted
by the instinct of flight from peril threatening all
that was worthy in him.
Just as the last glimmer of daylight
vanished from his room there sounded a knock at the
door.
“Your tea’s ready, Mr. Hilliard,”
called a woman’s voice.
He took his meals downstairs in the
landlady’s parlour. Appetite at present
lie had none, but the pretence of eating was a way
of passing the time; so he descended and sat down
at the prepared table.
His wandering eyes fell on one of
the ornaments of the room Mrs. Brewer’s
album. On first coming to live in the house, two
years ago, he had examined this collection of domestic
portraits, and subsequently, from time to time, had
taken up the album to look at one photograph which
interested him. Among an assemblage of types excelling
in ugliness of feature and hideousness of costume types
of toil-worn age, of ungainly middle life, and of
youth lacking every grace, such as are exhibited in
the albums of the poor there was discoverable
one female portrait in which, the longer he gazed
at it, Hilliard found an ever-increasing suggestiveness
of those qualities he desired in woman. Unclasping
the volume, he opened immediately at this familiar
face. A month or two had elapsed since he last
regarded it, and the countenance took possession of
him with the same force as ever.
It was that of a young woman probably
past her twentieth year. Unlike her neighbours
in the album, she had not bedizened herself before
sitting to be portrayed. The abundant hair was
parted simply and smoothly from her forehead and tightly
plaited behind; she wore a linen collar, and, so far
as could be judged from the portion included in the
picture, a homely cloth gown. Her features were
comely and intelligent, and exhibited a gentleness,
almost a meekness of expression which was as far as
possible from seeming affected. Whether she smiled
or looked sad Hilliard had striven vainly to determine.
Her lips appeared to smile, but in so slight a degree
that perchance it was merely an effect of natural
line; whereas, if the mouth were concealed, a profound
melancholy at once ruled the visage.
Who she was Hilliard had no idea.
More than once he had been on the point of asking
his landlady, but characteristic delicacies restrained
him: he feared Mrs. Brewer’s mental comment,
and dreaded the possible disclosure that he had admired
a housemaid or someone of yet lower condition.
Nor could he trust his judgment of the face: perhaps
it shone only by contrast with so much ugliness on
either side of it; perhaps, in the starved condition
of his senses, he was ready to find perfection in
any female countenance not frankly repulsive.
Yet, no; it was a beautiful face.
Beautiful, at all events, in the sense of being deeply
interesting, in the strength of its appeal to his
emotions. Another man might pass it slightingly;
to him it spoke as no other face had ever spoken.
It awakened in him a consciousness of profound sympathy.
While he still sat at table his landlady
came in. She was a worthy woman of her class,
not given to vulgar gossip. Her purpose in entering
the room at this moment was to ask Hilliard whether
he had a likeness of himself which he could spare
her, as a memento.
“I’m sorry I don’t
possess such a thing,” he answered, laughing,
surprised that the woman should care enough about him
to make the request. “But, talking of photographs,
would you tell me who this is?”
The album lay beside him, and a feeling
of embarrassment, as he saw Mrs. Brewer’s look
rest upon it, impelled him to the decisive question.
“That? Oh! that’s
a friend of my daughter Martha’s Eve
Madeley. I’m sure I don’t wonder
at you noticing her. But it doesn’t do her
justice; she’s better looking than that.
It was took better than two years ago why,
just before you came to me, Mr. Hilliard. She
was going away to London.”
“Eve Madeley.” He
repeated the name to himself, and liked it.
“She’s had a deal of trouble,
poor thing,” pursued the landlady. “We
was sorry to lose sight of her, but glad, I’m
sure, that she went away to do better for herself.
She hasn’t been home since then, and we don’t
hear of her coming, and I’m sure nobody can be
surprised. But our Martha heard from her not
so long ago why, it was about Christmas-time.”
“Is she” he
was about to add, “in service?” but could
not voice the words. “She has an engagement
in London?”
“Yes; she’s a bookkeeper,
and earns her pound a week. She was always clever
at figures. She got on so well at the school that
they wanted her to be a teacher, but she didn’t
like it. Then Mr. Reckitt, the ironmonger, a
friend of her father’s, got her to help him with
his books and bills of an evening, and when she was
seventeen, because his business was growing and he
hadn’t much of a head for figures himself, he
took her regular into the shop. And glad she was
to give up the school-teaching, for she could never
abear it.”
“You say she had a lot of trouble?”
“Ah, that indeed she had!
And all her father’s fault. But for him,
foolish man, they might have been a well-to-do family.
But he’s had to suffer for it himself, too.
He lives up here on the hill, in a poor cottage, and
takes wages as a timekeeper at Robinson’s when
he ought to have been paying men of his own.
The drink that’s what it was.
When our Martha first knew them they were living at
Walsall, and if it hadn’t a’ been for
Eve they’d have had no home at all. Martha
got to know her at the Sunday-school; Eve used to
teach a class. That’s seven or eight years
ago; she was only a girl of sixteen, but she had the
ways of a grown-up woman, and very lucky it was for
them belonging to her. Often and often they’ve
gone for days with nothing but a dry loaf, and the
father spending all he got at the public.”
“Was it a large family?” Hilliard inquired.
“Well, let me see; at that time
there was Eve’s two sisters and her brother.
Two other children had died, and the mother was dead,
too. I don’t know much about her,
but they say she was a very good sort of woman, and
it’s likely the eldest girl took after her.
A quieter and modester girl than Eve there never was.
Our Martha lived with her aunt at Walsall that’s
my only sister, and she was bed-rid, poor thing, and
had Martha to look after her. And when she died,
and Martha came back here to us, the Madeley family
came here as well, ’cause the father got some
kind of work. But he couldn’t keep it, and
he went off I don’t know where, and Eve had
the children to keep and look after. We used to
do what we could to help her, but it was a cruel life
for a poor thing of her age just when she
ought to have been enjoying her life, as you may say.”
Hilliard’s interest waxed.
“Then,” pursued Mrs. Brewer,
“the next sister to Eve, Laura her name was,
went to Birmingham, into a sweetstuff shop, and that
was the last ever seen or heard of her. She wasn’t
a girl to be depended upon, and I never thought she’d
come to good, and whether she’s alive or dead
there’s no knowing. Eve took it to heart,
that she did. And not six months after, the other
girl had the ’sipelas, and she died, and just
as they was carrying her coffin out of the house, who
should come up but her father! He’d been
away for nearly two years, just sending a little money
now and then, and he didn’t even know the girl
had been ailing. And when he saw the coffin,
it took him so that he fell down just like a dead
man. You wouldn’t have thought it, but there’s
no knowing what goes on in people’s minds.
Well, if you’ll believe it, from that day he
was so changed we didn’t seem to know him.
He turned quite religious, and went regular to chapel,
and has done ever since; and he wouldn’t touch
a drop of anything, tempt him who might. It was
a case of conversion, if ever there was one.
“So there remained only Eve and her brother?”
“Yes. He was a steady lad,
Tom Madeley, and never gave his sister much trouble.
He earns his thirty shillings a week now. Well,
and soon after she saw her father going on all right,
Eve left home. I don’t wonder at it; it
wasn’t to be expected she could forgive him for
all the harm and sorrows he’d caused. She
went to Birmingham for a few months, and then she
came back one day to tell us she’d got a place
in London. And she brought that photo to give
us to remember her by. But, as I said, it isn’t
good enough.”
“Does she seem to be happier now?”
“She hasn’t wrote more
than once or twice, but she’s doing well, and
whatever happens she’s not the one to complain.
It’s a blessing she’s always had her health.
No doubt she’s made friends in London, but we
haven’t heard about them. Martha was hoping
she’d have come for Christmas, but it seems
she couldn’t get away for long enough from business.
I’d tell you her address, but I don’t remember
it. I’ve never been in London myself.
Martha knows it, of course. She might look in
to-night, and if she does I’ll ask her.”
Hilliard allowed this suggestion to
pass without remark. He was not quite sure that
he desired to know Miss Madeley’s address.
But later in the evening, when, after
walking for two or three hours about the cold, dark
roads, he came in to have his supper and go to bed,
Mrs. Brewer smilingly offered him a scrap of paper.
“There,” she said, “that’s
where she’s living. London’s a big
place, and you mayn’t be anywhere near, but
if you happened to walk that way, we should take it
kindly if you’d just leave word that we’re
always glad to hear from her, and hope she’s
well.”
With a mixture of reluctance and satisfaction
the young man took the paper, glanced at it, and folded
it to put in his pocket. Mrs. Brewer was regarding
him, and he felt that his silence must seem ungracious.
“I will certainly call and leave your message,”
he said.
Up in his bed-room lie sat for a long
time with the paper lying open before him. And
when he slept his rest was troubled with dreams of
an anxious search about the highways and byways of
London for that half-sad, half-smiling face which
had so wrought upon his imagination.
Long before daylight he awoke at the
sound of bells, and hootings, and whistlings, which
summoned the Dudley workfolk to their labour.
For the first time in his life he heard these hideous
noises with pleasure: they told him that the
day of his escape had come. Unable to lie still,
he rose at once, and went out into the chill dawn.
Thoughts of Eve Madeley no longer possessed him; a
glorious sense of freedom excluded every recollection
of his past life, and he wandered aimlessly with a
song in his heart.
At breakfast, the sight of Mrs. Brewer’s
album tempted him to look once more at the portrait,
but he did not yield.
“Shall we ever see you again,
I wonder?” asked his landlady, when the moment
arrived for leave-taking.
“If I am ever again in Dudley,
I shall come here,” he answered kindly.
But on his way to the station he felt
a joyful assurance that fate would have no power to
draw him back again into this circle of fiery torments.