Two months later, on a brilliant morning
of May, Hilliard again awoke from troubled dreams,
but the sounds about him had no association with bygone
miseries. From the courtyard upon which his window
looked there came a ringing of gay laughter followed
by shrill, merry gossip in a foreign tongue.
Somewhere in the neighbourhood a church bell was pealing.
Presently footsteps hurried along the corridor, and
an impatient voice shouted repeatedly, “Alphonse!
Alphonse!”
He was in Paris; had been there for
six weeks, and now awoke with a sense of loneliness,
a desire to be back among his own people.
In London he had spent only a fortnight.
It was not a time that he cared to reflect upon.
No sooner had he found himself in the metropolis,
alone and free, with a pocketful of money, than a delirium
possessed him. Every resolution notwithstanding,
he yielded to London’s grossest lures.
All he could remember, was a succession of extravagances,
beneath a sunless sky, with chance companions whose
faces he had forgotten five minutes after parting with
them. Sovereign after sovereign melted out of
his hand; the end of the second week found his capital
diminished by some five-and-twenty pounds. In
an hour of physical and moral nausea, he packed his
travelling-bag, journeyed to Newhaven, and as a sort
of penance, crossed the Channel by third-class passage.
Arrived in Paris, he felt himself secure, and soon
recovered sanity.
Thanks to his studious habits, he
was equipped with book-French; now, both for economy’s
sake and for his mental advantage, he struggled with
the spoken language, and so far succeeded as to lodge
very cheaply in a rather disreputable hotel, and to
eat at restaurants where dinner of several courses
cost two francs and a half. His life was irreproachable;
he studied the Paris of art and history. But perforce
he remained companionless, and solitude had begun to
weigh upon him.
This morning, whilst he sat over his
bowl of coffee and petit pain, a certain recollection
haunted him persistently. Yesterday, in turning
out his pockets, he had come upon a scrap of paper,
whereon was written:
“93, Belmont Street, Chalk Farm Road, London,
N.W.”
This formula it was which now kept
running through his mind, like a refrain which will
not be dismissed.
He reproached himself for neglect
of his promise to Mrs. Brewer. More than that,
he charged himself with foolish disregard of a possibility
which might have boundless significance for him.
Here, it seemed, was sufficient motive for a return
to London. The alternative was to wander on,
and see more of foreign countries; a tempting suggestion,
but marred by the prospect of loneliness. He
would go back among his own people and make friends.
Without comradeship, liberty had little savour.
Still travelling with as small expense
as might be, he reached London in the forenoon, left
his luggage at Victoria Station, and, after a meal,
betook himself in the northerly direction. It
was a rainy and uncomfortable day, but this did not
much affect his spirits; he felt like a man new risen
from illness, seemed to have cast off something that
had threatened his very existence, and marvelled at
the state of mind in which it had been possible for
him to inhabit London without turning his steps towards
the address of Eve Madeley.
He discovered Belmont Street.
It consisted of humble houses, and was dreary enough
to look upon. As he sought for N, a sudden
nervousness attacked him; he became conscious all at
once of the strangeness of his position. At this
hour it was unlikely that Eve would be at home an
inquiry at the house and the leaving of a verbal message
would discharge his obligation; but he proposed more
than that. It was his resolve to see Eve herself,
to behold the face which, in a picture, had grown
so familiar to him. Yet till this moment he had
overlooked the difficulties of the enterprise.
Could he, on the strength of an acquaintance with
Mrs. Brewer, claim the friendly regards of this girl
who had never heard his name? If he saw her once,
on what pretext could he seek for a second meeting?
Possibly he would not desire it.
Eve in her own person might disenchant him.
Meanwhile he had discovered the house,
and without further debate he knocked. The door
was opened by a woman of ordinary type, slatternly,
and with suspicious eye.
“Miss Madeley did live
here,” she said, “but she’s been
gone a month or more.”
“Can you tell me where she is living now?”
After a searching look the woman replied
that she could not. In the manner of her kind,
she was anxious to dismiss the inquirer and get the
door shut. Gravely disappointed, Hilliard felt
unable to turn away without a further question.
“Perhaps you know where she is, or was, employed?”
But no information whatever was forthcoming.
It very rarely is under such circumstances, for a
London landlady, compounded in general of craft and
caution, tends naturally to reticence on the score
of her former lodgers. If she has parted with
them on amicable terms, her instinct is to shield
them against the menace presumed in every inquiry;
if her mood is one of ill-will, she refuses information
lest the departed should reap advantage. And
then, in the great majority of cases she has really
no information to give.
The door closed with that severity
of exclusion in which London doors excel, and Hilliard
turned despondently away. He was just consoling
himself with the thought that Eve would probably, before
long, communicate her new address to the friends at
Dudley, and by that means he might hear of it, when
a dirty-faced little girl, who had stood within earshot
while he was talking, and who had followed him to the
end of the street, approached him with an abrupt inquiry.
“Was you asking for Miss Madeley, Sir?”
“Yes, I was; do you know anything of her?”
“My mother did washing for her,
and when she moved I had to take some things of hers
to the new address.”
“Then you remember it?”
“It’s a goodish way from ’ere, Sir.
Shall I go with you?”
Hilliard understood. Like the
good Samaritan of old, he took out twopence.
The face of the dirty little girl brightened wonderfully.
“Tell me the address; that will be enough.”
“Do you know Gower Place, Sir?”
“Somewhere near Gower Street, I suppose?”
His supposition was confirmed, and
he learnt the number of the house to which Miss Madeley
had transferred herself. In that direction he
at once bent his steps.
Gower Place is in the close neighbourhood
of Euston Road; Hilliard remembered that he had passed
the end of it on his first arrival in London, when
he set forth from Euston Station to look for a lodging.
It was a mere chance that he had not turned into this
very street, instead of going further. Several
windows displayed lodging-cards. On the whole,
it looked a better locality than Belmont Street.
Eve’s removal hither might signify an improvement
of circumstances.
The house which he sought had a clean
doorstep and unusually bright windows. His knock
was answered quickly, and by a young, sprightly woman,
who smiled upon him.
“I believe Miss Madeley lives here?”
“Yes, she does.”
“She is not at home just now?”
“No. She went out after
breakfast, and I’m sure I can’t say when
she’ll be back.”
Hilliard felt a slight wonder at this
uncertainty. The young woman, observing his expression,
added with vivacious friendliness:
“Do you want to see her on business?”
“No; a private matter.”
This occasioned a smirk.
“Well, she hasn’t any
regular hours at present. Sometimes she comes
to dinner, sometimes she doesn’t. Sometimes
she comes to tea, but just as often she isn’t
’ome till late. P’r’aps you’d
like to leave your name?”
“I think I’ll call again.”
“Did you expect to find her
at ’ome now?” asked the young woman, whose
curiosity grew more eager as she watched Hilliard’s
countenance.
“Perhaps,” he replied,
neglecting the question, “I should find her here
to-morrow morning?”
“Well, I can say as someone’s going to
call, you know.”
“Please do so.”
Therewith he turned away, anxious
to escape a volley of interrogation for which the
landlady’s tongue was primed.
He walked into Gower Street, and pondered
the awkward interview that now lay before him.
On his calling to-morrow, Miss Madeley would doubtless
come to speak with him at the door; even supposing
she had a parlour at her disposal, she was not likely
to invite a perfect stranger into the house.
How could he make her acquaintance on the doorstep?
To be sure, he brought a message, but this commission
had been so long delayed that he felt some shame about
discharging it. In any case, his delivery of
the message would sound odd; there would be embarrassment
on both sides.
Why was Eve so uncertain in her comings
and goings? Necessity of business, perhaps.
Yet he had expected quite the opposite state of things.
From Mrs. Brewer’s description of the girl’s
character, he had imagined her leading a life of clockwork
regularity. The point was very trivial, but it
somehow caused a disturbance of his thoughts, which
tended to misgiving.
In the meantime he had to find quarters
for himself. Why not seek them in Gower Place?
After ten minutes’ sauntering,
he retraced his steps, and walked down the side of
the street opposite to that on which Eve’s lodgings
were situated. Nearly over against that particular
house was a window with a card. Carelessly he
approached the door, and carelessly asked to see the
rooms that were to let. They were comfortless,
but would suit his purpose for a time. He engaged
a sitting-room on the ground-floor, and a bed-room
above, and went to fetch his luggage from Victoria
Station.
On the steamer last night he had not
slept, and now that he was once more housed, an overpowering
fatigue constrained him to lie down and close his
eyes. Almost immediately lie fell into oblivion,
and lay sleeping on the cranky sofa, until the entrance
of a girl with tea-things awakened him.
From his parlour window he could very
well observe the houses opposite without fear of drawing
attention from any one on that side; and so it happened
that, without deliberate purpose of espial, he watched
the door of Eve Madeley’s residence for a long
time; till, in fact, he grew weary of the occupation.
No one had entered; no one had come forth. At
half-past seven he took his hat and left the house.
Scarcely had he closed the door behind
him when he became aware that a lightly tripping and
rather showily dressed girl, who was coming down the
other side of the way, had turned off the pavement
and was plying the knocker at the house which interested
him. He gazed eagerly. Impossible that a
young person of that garb and deportment should be
Eve Madeley. Her face was hidden from him, and
at this distance he could not have recognised the
features, even presuming that his familiarity with
the portrait, taken more than two years ago, would
enable him to identify Eve when he saw her. The
door opened; the girl was admitted. Afraid of
being noticed, he walked on.
The distance to the head of the street
was not more than thirty yards; there lay Gower Street,
on the right hand the Metropolitan station, to the
left a long perspective southwards. Delaying in
doubt as to his course, Hilliard glanced back.
From the house which attracted his eyes he saw come
forth the girl who had recently entered, and close
following her another young woman. They began
to walk sharply towards where he stood.
He did not stir, and the couple drew
so near that he could observe their faces. In
the second girl he recognised or believed
that he recognised Eve Madeley.
She wore a costume in decidedly better
taste than her companion’s; for all that, her
appearance struck him as quite unlike that he would
have expected Eve Madeley to present. He had
thought of her as very plainly, perhaps poorly, clad;
but this attire was ornate, and looked rather expensive;
it might be in the mode of the new season. In
figure, she was altogether a more imposing young woman
than he had pictured to himself. His pulses were
sensibly quickened as he looked at her.
The examination was of necessity hurried.
Walking at a sharp pace, they rapidly came close to
where he stood. He drew aside to let them pass,
and at that moment caught a few words of their conversation.
“I told you we should be late,”
exclaimed the unknown girl, in friendly remonstrance.
“What does it matter?”
replied Eve if Eve it were. “I
hate standing at the doors. We shall find seats
somewhere.”
Her gay, careless tones astonished
the listener. Involuntarily he began to follow;
but at the edge of the pavement in Gower Street they
stopped, and by advancing another step or two he distinctly
overheard the continuation of their talk.
“The ’bus will take a long time.”
“Bother the ’bus!”
This was Eve Madeley again if Eve it could
really be. “We’ll have a cab.
Look, there’s a crawler in Euston Road.
I’ve stopped him!”
“I say, Eve, you are going it!”
This exclamation from the other girl
was the last sentence that fell on Hilliard’s
ear. They both tripped off towards the cab which
Eve’s gesture had summoned. He saw them
jump in and drive away.
“I say, Eve, you are
going it!” Why, there his doubt was settled;
the name confirmed him in his identification.
But he stood motionless with astonishment.
They were going to a theatre, of course.
And Eve spoke as if money were of no consequence to
her. She had the look, the tones, of one bent
on enjoying herself, of one who habitually pursued
pleasure, and that in its most urban forms.
Her companion had a voice of thinner
quality, of higher note, which proclaimed a subordinate
character. It sounded, moreover, with the London
accent, while Eve’s struck a more familiar note
to the man of the Midlands. Eve seemed to be
the elder of the two; it could not be thought for
a moment that her will was guided by that of the more
trivial girl.
Eve Madeley the meek, the
melancholy, the long-suffering, the pious what
did it all mean?
Utterly bewildered, the young man
walked on without thought of direction, and rambled
dreamily about the streets for an hour or two.
He could not make up his mind whether or not to fulfil
the promise of calling to see Miss Madeley to-morrow
morning. At one moment he regretted having taken
lodgings in Gower Place; at another he determined
to make use of his advantage, and play the spy upon
Eve’s movements without scruple. The interest
she had hitherto excited in him was faint indeed compared
with emotions such as this first glimpse of her had
kindled and fanned. A sense of peril warned him
to hold aloof; tumult of his senses rendered the warning
useless.
At eleven o’clock he was sitting
by his bedroom window, in darkness, watching the house
across the way.