One travelling bag was all he carried.
Some purchases that he had made in London especially
the great work on French cathedrals were
already despatched to Birmingham, to lie in the care
of Robert Narramore.
He reached Charing Cross half an hour
before train-time, and waited at the entrance.
Several cabs that drove up stirred his expectation
only to disappoint him. He was again in an anguish
of fear lest Eve should not come. A cab arrived,
with two boxes of modest appearance. He stepped
forward and saw the girls’ faces.
Between him and Eve not a word passed.
They avoided each other’s look. Patty,
excited and confused, shook hands with him.
“Go on to the platform,”
he said. “I’ll see after everything.
This is all the luggage?”
“Yes. One box is mine,
and one Eve’s. I had to face it out with
the people at home,” she added, between laughing
and crying. “They think I’m going
to the seaside, to stay with Eve till she gets better.
I never told so many fibs in my life. Uncle stormed
at me, but I don’t care.”
“All right; go on to the platform.”
Eve was already walking in that direction.
Undeniably she looked ill; her step was languid; she
did not raise her eyes. Hilliard, when he had
taken tickets and booked the luggage through to Paris,
approached his travelling companions. Seeing
him, Eve turned away.
“I shall go in a smoking compartment,”
he said to Patty. “You had better take
your tickets.”
“But when shall we see you again?”
“Oh, at Dover, of course.”
“Will it be rough, do you think?
I do wish Eve would talk. I can’t get a
word out of her. It makes it all so miserable,
when we might be enjoying ourselves.”
“Don’t trouble: leave her to herself.
I’ll get you some papers.”
On returning from the bookstall, he
slipped loose silver into Patty’s hands.
“Use that if you want anything
on the journey. And I haven’t
forgot my promise.”
“Nonsense!”
“Go and take your places now: there’s
only ten minutes to wait.”
He watched them as they passed the
harrier. Neither of the girls was dressed very
suitably for travelling; but Eve’s costume resembled
that of a lady, while Patty’s might suggest
that she was a lady’s-maid. As if to confirm
this distinction, Patty had burdened herself with several
small articles, whereas her friend carried only a sunshade.
They disappeared among people upon the platform.
In a few minutes Hilliard followed, glanced along
the carriages till he saw where the girls were seated,
and took his own place. He wore a suit which had
been new on his first arrival in London, good enough
in quality and cut to give his features the full value
of their intelligence; a brown felt hat, a russet
necktie, a white flannel shirt. Finding himself
with a talkative neighbour in the carriage, he chatted
freely. As soon as the train had started, he
lit his pipe and tasted the tobacco with more relish
than for a long time.
On board the steamer Eve kept below
from first to last. Patty walked the deck with
Hilliard, and vastly to her astonishment, achieved
the voyage without serious discomfort. Hilliard
himself, with the sea wind in his nostrils, recovered
that temper of buoyant satisfaction which had accompanied
his first escape from London. He despised the
weak misgivings and sordid calculations of yesterday.
Here he was, on a Channel steamer, bearing away from
disgrace and wretchedness the woman whom his heart
desired. Wild as the project had seemed to him
when first he conceived it, he had put it into execution.
The moment was worth living for. Whatever the
future might keep in store for him of dreary, toilsome,
colourless existence, the retrospect would always
show him this patch of purple a memory precious
beyond all the possible results of prudence and narrow
self-regard.
The little she-Cockney by his side
entertained him with the flow of her chatter; it had
the advantage of making him feel a travelled man.
“I didn’t cross this way
when I came before,” he explained to her.
“From Newhaven it’s a much longer voyage.”
“You like the sea, then?”
“I chose it because it was cheaper that’s
all.”
“Yet you’re so extravagant
now,” remarked Patty, with eyes that confessed
admiration of this quality.
“Oh, because I am rich,” he answered gaily.
“Money is nothing to me.”
“Are you really rich? Eve said you weren’t.”
“Did she?”
“I don’t mean she said
it in a disagreeable way. It was last night.
She thought you were wasting your money upon us.”
“If I choose to waste it, why
not? Isn’t there a pleasure in doing as
you like?”
“Oh, of course there is,”
Patty assented. “I only wish I had the
chance. But it’s awfully jolly, this!
Who’d have thought, a week ago, that I should
be going to Paris? I have a feeling all the time
that I shall wake up and find I’ve been dreaming.”
“Suppose you go down and see
whether Eve wants anything? You needn’t
say I sent you.”
From Calais to Paris he again travelled
apart from the girls. Fatigue overcame him, and
for the last hour or two he slept, with the result
that, on alighting at the Gare du Nord,
he experienced a decided failure of spirits.
Happily, there was nothing before him but to carry
out a plan already elaborated. With the aid of
his guide-book he had selected an hotel which seemed
suitable for the girls, one where English was spoken,
and thither he drove with them from the station.
The choice of their rooms, and the settlement of details
took only a few minutes; then, for almost the first
time since leaving Charing Cross, he spoke to Eve.
“Patty will do everything she
can for you,” he said; “I shall be not
very far away, and you can always send me a message
if you wish. To-morrow morning I shall come at
about ten to ask how you are nothing more
than that unless you care to go anywhere.”
The only reply was “Thank you,”
in a weary tone. And so, having taken his leave
he set forth to discover a considerably less expensive
lodging for himself. In this, after his earlier
acquaintance with Paris, he had no difficulty; by
half-past eight his business was done, and he sat
down to dinner at a cheap restaurant. A headache
spoilt his enjoyment of the meal. After a brief
ramble about the streets, he went home and got into
a bed which was rather too short for him, but otherwise
promised sufficient comfort.
The first thing that came into his
mind when he awoke next morning was that he no longer
possessed a watch; the loss cast a gloom upon him.
But he had slept well, and a flood of sunshine that
streamed over his scantily carpeted floor, together
with gladly remembered sounds from the street, soon
put him into an excellent humour. He sprang tip,
partly dressed himself, and unhasped the window.
The smell of Paris had become associated in his mind
with thoughts of liberty; a grotesque dance about
the bed-room expressed his joy.
As he anticipated, Patty alone received
him when he called upon the girls. She reported
that Eve felt unable to rise.
“What do you think about her?”
he asked. “Nothing serious, is it?”
“She can’t get rid of her headache.”
“Let her rest as long as she likes. Are
you comfortable here?”
Patty was in ecstasies with everything,
and chattered on breathlessly. She wished to
go out; Eve had no need of her indeed had
told her that above all she wished to be left alone.
“Get ready, then,” said Hilliard, “and
we’ll have an hour or two.”
They walked to the Madeleine and rode
thence on the top of a tram-car to the Bastille.
By this time Patty had come to regard her strange
companion in a sort of brotherly light; no restraint
whatever appeared in her conversation with him.
Eve, she told him, had talked French with the chambermaid.
“And I fancy it was something she didn’t
want me to understand.”
“Why should you think so?”
“Oh, something in the way the girl looked at
me.”
“No, no; you were mistaken.
She only wanted to show that she knew some French.”
But Hilliard wondered whether Patty
could be right. Was it not possible that Eve
had gratified her vanity by representing her friend
as a servant a lady’s-maid?
Yet why should he attribute such a fault to her?
It was an odd thing that he constantly regarded Eve
in the least favourable light, giving weight to all
the ill he conjectured in her, and minimising those
features of her character which, at the beginning,
he had been prepared to observe with sympathy and admiration.
For a man in love his reflections followed a very
unwonted course. And, indeed, he had never regarded
his love as of very high or pure quality; it was something
that possessed him and constrained him by
no means a source of elevating emotion.
“Do you like Eve?” he
asked abruptly, disregarding some trivial question
Patty had put to him.
“Like her? Of course I do.”
“And why do you like her?”
“Why? ah I don’t
know. Because I do.”
And she laughed foolishly.
“Does Eve like you?” Hilliard continued.
“I think she does. Else I don’t see
why she kept up with me.”
“Has she ever done you any kindness?”
“I’m sure I don’t
know. Nothing particular. She never gave
anything, if you mean that. But she has paid
for me at theatres and so on.”
Hilliard quitted the subject.
“If you like to go out alone,”
he told her before they parted, “there’s
no reason why you shouldn’t just as
you do in London. Remember the way back, that’s
all, and don’t be out late. And you’ll
want some French money.”
“But I don’t understand
it, and how can I buy anything when I can’t
speak a word?”
“All the same, take that and
keep it till you are able to make use of it.
It’s what I promised you.”
Patty drew back her hand, but her
objections were not difficult to overcome.
“I dare say,” Hilliard
continued, “Eve doesn’t understand the
money much better than you do. But she’ll
soon be well enough to talk, and then I shall explain
everything to her. On this piece of paper is my
address; please let Eve have it. I shall call
to-morrow morning again.”
He did so, and this time found Eve,
as well as her companion, ready to go out. No
remark or inquiry concerning her health passed his
lips; he saw that she was recovering from the crisis
she had passed through, whatever its real nature.
Eve shook hands with him, and smiled, though as if
discharging an obligation.
“Can you spare time to show
us something of Paris?” she asked.
“I am your official guide.
Make use of me whenever it pleases you.”
“I don’t feel able to
go very far. Isn’t there some place where
we could sit down in the open air?”
A carriage was summoned, and they
drove to the Fields Elysian. Eve benefited by
the morning thus spent. She left to Patty most
of the conversation, but occasionally made inquiries,
and began to regard things with a healthy interest.
The next day they all visited the Louvre, for a light
rain was falling, and here Hilliard found an opportunity
of private talk with Eve; they sat together whilst
Patty, who cared little for pictures, looked out of
a window at the Seine.
“Do you like the hotel I chose?” he began.
“Everything is very nice.”
“And you are not sorry to be here?”
“Not in one way. In another
I can’t understand how I come to be here at
all.”
“Your physician has ordered it.”
“Yes so I suppose it’s all
right.”
“There’s one thing I’m
obliged to speak of. Do you understand French
money?”
Eve averted her face, and spoke after a slight delay.
“I can easily learn.”
“Yes. You shall take this
Paris guide home with you. You’ll find all
information of that sort in it. And I shall give
you an envelope containing money just for
your private use. You have nothing to do with
the charges at the hotel.”
“I’ve brought it on myself;
but I feel more ashamed than I can tell you.”
“If you tried to tell me I shouldn’t
listen. What you have to do now is to get well.
Very soon you and Patty will be able to find your way
about together; then I shall only come with you when
you choose to invite me. You have my address.”
He rose and broke off the dialogue.
For a week or more Eve’s behaviour
in his company underwent little change. In health
she decidedly improved, but Hilliard always found her
reserved, coldly amicable, with an occasional suggestion
of forced humility which he much disliked. From
Patty he learnt that she went about a good deal and
seemed to enjoy herself.
“We don’t always go together,”
said the girl. “Yesterday and the day before
Eve was away by herself all the afternoon. Of
course she can get on all right with her French.
She takes to Paris as if she’d lived here for
years.”
On the day after, Hilliard received
a postcard in which Eve asked him to be in a certain
room of the Louvre at twelve o’clock. He
kept the appointment, and found Eve awaiting him alone.
“I wanted to ask whether you
would mind if we left the hotel and went to live at
another place?”
He heard her with surprise.
“You are not comfortable?”
“Quite. But I have been
to see my friend Mdlle. Roche you remember.
And she has shown me how we can live very comfortably
at a quarter of what it costs now, in the same house
where she has a room. I should like to change,
if you’ll let me.”
“Pooh! You’re not to think of the
cost ”
“Whether I am to or not, I do,
and can’t help myself. I know the hotel
is fearfully expensive, and I shall like the other
place much better. Miss Roche is a very nice
girl, and she was glad to see me; and if I’m
near her, I shall get all sorts of advantages in
French, and so on.”
Hilliard wondered what accounts of
herself Eve had rendered to the Parisienne, but
he did not venture to ask.
“Will Patty like it as well?”
“Just as well. Miss Roche
speaks English, you know, and they’ll get on
very well together.”
“Where is the place?”
“Rather far off towards
the Jardin des Plantes. But I don’t
think that would matter, would it?”
“I leave it entirely to you.”
“Thank you,” she answered,
with that intonation he did not like. “Of
course, if you would like to meet Miss Roche, you can.”
“We’ll think about it.
It’s enough that she’s an old friend of
yours.”