By the end of November Hilliard was
well at work in the office of Messrs. Birching, encouraged
by his progress and looking forward as hopefully as
a not very sanguine temperament would allow. He
lived penuriously, and toiled at professional study
night as well as day. Now and then he passed
an evening with Robert Narramore, who had moved to
cozy bachelor quarters a little distance out of town,
in the Halesowen direction. Once a week, generally
on Saturday, he saw Eve. Other society he had
none, nor greatly desired any.
But Eve had as yet found no employment.
Good fortune in this respect seemed to have deserted
her, and at her meetings with Hilliard she grew fretful
over repeated disappointments. Of her day-to-day
life she made no complaint, but Hilliard saw too clearly
that her spirits were failing beneath a burden of
monotonous dulness. That the healthy glow she
had brought back in her cheeks should give way to pallor
was no more than he had expected, but he watched with
anxiety the return of mental symptoms which he had
tried to cheat himself into believing would not reappear.
Eve did not fail in pleasant smiles, in hopeful words;
but they cost her an effort which she lacked the art
to conceal. He felt a coldness in her, divined
a struggle between conscience and inclination.
However, for this also he was prepared; all the more
need for vigour and animation on his own part.
Hilliard had read of the woman who,
in the strength of her love and loyalty, heartens
a man through all the labours he must front he believed
in her existence, but had never encountered her as
indeed very few men have. From Eve he looked
for nothing of the kind. If she would permit
herself to rest upon his sinews, that was all he desired.
The mood of their last night in Paris might perchance
return, but only with like conditions. Of his
workaday passion she knew nothing; habit of familiarity
and sense of obligation must supply its place with
her until a brightening future once more set her emotions
to the gladsome tune.
Now that the days of sun and warmth
were past, it was difficult to arrange for a meeting
under circumstances that allowed of free comfortable
colloquy. Eve declared that her father’s
house offered no sort of convenience; it was only
a poor cottage, and Hilliard would be altogether out
of place there. To his lodgings she could not
come. Of necessity they had recourse to public
places in Birmingham, where an hour or two of talk
under shelter might make Eve’s journey hither
worth while. As Hilliard lived at the north end
of the town, he suggested Aston Hall as a possible
rendezvous, and here they met, early one Saturday
afternoon in December.
From the eminence which late years
have encompassed with a proletarian suburb, its once
noble domain narrowed to the bare acres of a stinted
breathing ground, Aston Hall looks forth upon joyless
streets and fuming chimneys, a wide welter of squalid
strife. Its walls, which bear the dints of Roundhead
cannonade, are blackened with ever-driving smoke;
its crumbling gateway, opening aforetime upon a stately
avenue of chestnuts, shakes as the steam-tram rushes
by. Hilliard’s imagination was both attracted
and repelled by this relic of what he deemed a better
age. He enjoyed the antique chambers, the winding
staircases, the lordly gallery, with its dark old portraits
and vast fireplaces, the dim-lighted nooks where one
could hide alone and dream away the present; but in
the end, reality threw scorn upon such pleasure.
Aston Hall was a mere architectural relic, incongruous
and meaningless amid its surroundings; the pathos
of its desecrated dignity made him wish that it might
be destroyed, and its place fittingly occupied by
some People’s Palace, brand new, aglare with
electric light, ringing to the latest melodies of
the street. When he had long gazed at its gloomy
front, the old champion of royalism seemed to shrink
together, humiliated by Time’s insults.
It was raining when he met Eve at the entrance.
“This won’t do,”
were his first words. “You can’t come
over in such weather as this. If it hadn’t
seemed to be clearing tip an hour or two ago, I should
have telegraphed to stop you.”
“Oh, the weather is nothing
to me,” Eve answered, with resolute gaiety.
“I’m only too glad of the change.
Besides, it won’t go on much longer. I
shall get a place.”
Hilliard never questioned her about
her attempts to obtain an engagement; the subject
was too disagreeable to him.
“Nothing yet,” she continued,
as they walked up the muddy roadway to the Hall.
“But I know you don’t like to talk about
it.”
“I have something to propose.
How if I take a couple of cheap rooms in some building
let out for offices, and put in a few sticks of furniture?
Would you come to see me there?”
He watched her face as she listened
to the suggestion, and his timidity seemed justified
by her expression.
“You would be so uncomfortable
in such a place. Don’t trouble. We
shall manage to meet somehow. I am certain to
be living here before long.”
“Even when you are,” he
persisted, “we shall only be able to see each
other in places like this. I can’t talk can’t
say half the things I wish to ”
“We’ll think about it. Ah, it’s
warm in here!”
This afternoon the guardians of the
Hall were likely to be troubled with few visitors.
Eve at once led the way upstairs to a certain suite
of rooms, hung with uninteresting pictures, where she
and Hilliard had before this spent an hour safe from
disturbance. She placed herself in the recess
of a window: her companion took a few steps backward
and forward.
“Let me do what I wish,”
he urged. “There’s a whole long winter
before us. I am sure I could find a couple of
rooms at a very low rent, and some old woman would
come in to do all that’s necessary.”
“If you like.”
“I may? You would come there?” he
asked eagerly.
“Of course I would come.
But I sha’n’t like to see you in a bare,
comfortless place.”
“It needn’t be that.
A few pounds will make a decent sort of sitting-room.”
“Anything to tell me?”
Eve asked, abruptly quitting the subject.
She seemed to be in better spirits
than of late, notwithstanding the evil sky; and Hilliard
smiled with pleasure as he regarded her.
“Nothing unusual. Oh, yes;
I’m forgetting. I had a letter from Emily,
and went to see her.”
Hilliard had scarcely seen his quondam
sister-in-law since she became Mrs. Marr. On
the one occasion of his paying a call, after his return
from Paris, it struck him that her husband offered
no very genial welcome. He had expected this,
and willingly kept aloof.
“Read the letter.”
Eve did so. It began, “My
dear Maurice,” and ended, “Ever affectionately
and gratefully yours.” The rest of its contents
ran thus:
“I am in great trouble dreadfully
unhappy. It would be such a kindness if you would
let me see you. I can’t put in a letter
what I want to say, and I do hope you won’t
refuse to come. Friday afternoon, at three, would
do, if you can get away from business for once.
How I look back on the days when you used to come
over from Dudley and have tea with us in the dear
little room. Do come!”
“Of course,” said Hilliard,
laughing as he met Eve’s surprised look.
“I knew what that meant. I would
much rather have got out of it, but it would have
seemed brutal. So I went. The poor simpleton
has begun to find that marriage with one man isn’t
necessarily the same thing as marriage with another.
In Ezra Marr she has caught a Tartar.”
“Surely he doesn’t ill-use her?”
“Not a bit of it. He is
simply a man with a will, and finds it necessary to
teach his wife her duties. Emily knows no more
about the duties of life than her little five-year-old
girl. She thought she could play with a second
husband as she did with the first, and she was gravely
mistaken. She complained to me of a thousand acts
of tyranny every one of them, I could see,
merely a piece of rude commonsense. The man must
be calling himself an idiot for marrying her.
I could only listen with a long face. Argument
with Emily is out of the question. And I shall
take good care not to go there again.”
Eve asked many questions, and approved his resolve.
“You are not the person to console
and instruct her. But she must look upon you
as the best and wisest of men. I can understand
that.”
“You can understand poor, foolish Emily thinking
so ”
“Put all the meaning you like
into my words,” said Eve, with her pleasantest
smile. “Well, I too have had a letter.
From Patty. She isn’t going to be married,
after all.”
“Why, I thought it was over by now.”
“She broke it off less than
a week before the day. I wish I could show you
her letter, but, of course, I mustn’t. It’s
very amusing. They had quarrelled about every
conceivable thing all but one, and this
came up at last. They were talking about meals,
and Mr. Dally said that he liked a bloater for breakfast
every morning. ‘A bloater!’ cried
Patty. ‘Then I hope you won’t ask
me to cook it for you. I can’t bear them.’
’Oh, very well: if you can’t cook
a bloater, you’re not the wife for me.’
And there they broke off, for good and all.”
“Which means for a month or two, I suppose.”
“Impossible to say. But
I have advised her as strongly as I could not to marry
until she knows her own mind better. It is too
bad of her to have gone so far. The poor man
had taken rooms, and all but furnished them.
Patty’s a silly girl, I’m afraid.”
“Wants a strong man to take
her in hand like a good many other girls.”
Eve paid no attention to the smile.
“Paris spoilt her for such a
man as Mr. Dally. She got all sorts of new ideas,
and can’t settle down to the things that satisfied
her before. It isn’t nice to think that
perhaps we did her a great deal of harm.”
“Nonsense! Nobody was ever harmed by healthy
enjoyment.”
“Was it healthy for her?
That’s the question.”
Hilliard mused, and felt disinclined to discuss the
matter.
“That isn’t the only news
I have for you,” said Eve presently. “I’ve
had another letter.”
Her voice arrested Hilliard’s step as he paced
near her.
“I had rather not have told
you anything about it, but I promised. And I
have to give you something.”
She held out to him a ten-pound note.
“What’s this?”
“He has sent it. He says
he shall be able to pay something every three months
until he has paid the whole debt. Please to take
it.”
After a short struggle with himself, Hilliard recovered
a manly bearing.
“It’s quite right he should
return the money, Eve, but you mustn’t ask me
to have anything to do with it. Use it for your
own expenses. I gave it to you, and I can’t
take it back.”
She hesitated, her eyes cast down,
“He has written a long letter.
There’s not a word in it I should be afraid
to show you. Will you read it just
to satisfy me? Do read it!”
Hilliard steadily refused, with perfect self-command.
“I trust you that’s
enough. I have absolute faith in you. Answer
his letter in the way you think best, and never speak
to me of the money again. It’s yours; make
what use of it you like.”
“Then I shall use it,”
said Eve, after a pause, “to pay for a lodging
in Birmingham. I couldn’t live much longer
at home. If I’m here, I can get books out
of the library, and time won’t drag so.
And I shall be near you.”
“Do so, by all means.”
As if more completely to dismiss the
unpleasant subject, they walked into another room.
Hilliard began to speak again of his scheme for providing
a place where they could meet and talk at their ease.
Eve now entered into it with frank satisfaction.
“Have you said anything yet
to Mr. Narramore?” she asked at length.
“No. I have never felt
inclined to tell him. Of course I shall some
day. But it isn’t natural to me to talk
of this kind of thing, even with so intimate a friend.
Some men couldn’t keep it to themselves:
for me the difficulty is to speak.”
“I asked again, because I have
been thinking mightn’t Mr. Narramore
be able to help me to get work?”
Hilliard repelled the suggestion with
strong distaste. On no account would he seek
his friend’s help in such a matter. And
Eve said no more of it.
On her return journey to Dudley, between
eight and nine o’clock, she looked cold and
spiritless. Her eyelids dropped wearily as she
sat in the corner of the carriage with some papers
on her lap, which Hilliard had given her. Rain
had ceased, and the weather seemed turning to frost.
From Dudley station she had a walk of nearly half an
hour, to the top of Kate’s Hill.
Kate’s Hill is covered with
an irregular assemblage of old red-tiled cottages,
grimy without, but sometimes, as could be seen through
an open door admitting into the chief room, clean
and homely-looking within. The steep, narrow
alleys leading upward were scarce lighted; here and
there glimmered a pale corner-lamp, but on a black
night such as this the oil-lit windows of a little
shop, and the occasional gleam from doors, proved
very serviceable as a help in picking one’s path.
Towards the top of the hill there was no paving, and
mud lay thick. Indescribable the confusion of
this toilers’ settlement houses and
workshops tumbled together as if by chance, the ways
climbing and winding into all manner of pitch-dark
recesses, where eats prowled stealthily. In one
spot silence and not a hint of life; in another, children
noisily at play amid piles of old metal or miscellaneous
rubbish. From the labyrinth which was so familiar
to her, Eve issued of a sudden on to a sort of terrace,
where the air blew shrewdly: beneath lay cottage
roofs, and in front a limitless gloom, which by daylight
would have been an extensive northward view, comprising
the towns of Bilston and Wolverhampton. It was
now a black gulf, without form and void, sputtering
fire. Flames that leapt out of nothing, and as
suddenly disappeared; tongues of yellow or of crimson,
quivering, lambent, seeming to snatch and devour and
then fall back in satiety. When a cluster of
these fires shot forth together, the sky above became
illumined with a broad glare, which throbbed and pulsed
in the manner of sheet-lightning, though more lurid,
and in a few seconds was gone.
She paused here for a moment, rather
to rest after her climb than to look at what she had
seen so often, then directed her steps to one of the
houses within sight. She pushed the door, and
entered a little parlour, where a fire and a lamp
made cheery welcome. By the hearth, in a round-backed
wooden chair, sat a grizzle-headed man, whose hard
features proclaimed his relation to Eve, otherwise
seeming so improbable. He looked up from the
volume open on his knee a Bible and
said in a rough, kind voice:
“I was thinkin’ it ’ud
be about toime for you. You look starved, my
lass.”
“Yes; it has turned very cold.”
“I’ve got a bit o’
supper ready for you. I don’t want none
myself; there’s food enough for me here.”
He laid his hand on the book. “D’you
call to mind the eighteenth of Ezekiel, lass? ’But
if the wicked will turn from all his sins that he
hath committed ’”
Eve stood motionless till he had read
the verse, then nodded and began to take off her out-of-door
garments. She was unable to talk, and her eyes
wandered absently.