They shook hands without a word, their
eyes meeting for an instant only. Hilliard led
the way upstairs; and Patty, still keeping an embarrassed
silence, sat down on the easy-chair. Her complexion
was as noticeably fresh as Hilliard’s was wan
and fatigued. Where Patty’s skin showed
a dimple, his bore a gash, the result of an accident
in shaving this morning.
With hands behind he stood in front of the girl.
“She chose not to come, then?”
“Yes. She asked me to come and see you
alone.”
“No pretence of headache this time.”
“I don’t think it was
a pretence,” faltered Patty, who looked very
ill at ease, for all the bloom on her cheeks and the
clear, childish light in her eyes.
“Well, then, why hasn’t she come to-day?”
“She has sent a letter for you, Mr. Hilliard.”
Patty handed the missive, and Hilliard laid it upon
the table.
“Am I to read it now?”
“I think it’s a long letter.”
“Feels like it. I’ll study it at
my leisure. You know what it contains?”
Patty nodded, her face turned away.
“And why has she chosen to-day
to write to me?” Patty kept silence. “Anything
to do with the call I had yesterday from my friend
Narramore?”
“Yes that’s
the reason. But she has meant to let you know
for some time.”
Hilliard drew a long breath. He fixed his eyes
on the letter.
“She has told me everything,”
the girl continued, speaking hurriedly. “Did
you know about it before yesterday?”
“I’m not so good an actor
as all that. Eve has the advantage of me in that
respect. She really thought it possible that Narramore
had spoken before?”
“She couldn’t be sure.”
“H’m! Then she didn’t
know for certain that Narramore was going to talk
to me about her yesterday?”
“She knew it must come.”
“Patty, our friend Miss Madeley
is a very sensible person don’t you
think so?”
“You mustn’t think she
made a plan to deceive you. She tells you all
about it in the letter, and I’m quite sure it’s
all true, Mr. Hilliard. I was astonished when
I heard of it, and I can’t tell you how sorry
I feel ”
“I’m not at all sure that
there’s any cause for sorrow,” Hilliard
interrupted, drawing up a chair and throwing himself
upon it. “Unless you mean that you are
sorry for Eve.”
“I meant that as well.”
“Let us understand each other. How much
has she told you?”
“Everything, from beginning
to end. I had no idea of what happened in London
before we went to Paris. And she does so repent
of it! She doesn’t know how she could do
it. She wishes you had refused her.”
“So do I.”
“But you saved her she
can never forget that. You mustn’t think
that she only pretends to be grateful. She will
be grateful to you as long as she lives. I know
she will.”
“On condition that I what?”
Patty gave him a bewildered look.
“What does she ask of me now?”
“She’s ashamed to ask
anything. She fears you will never speak to her
again.”
Hilliard meditated, then glanced at the letter.
“I had better read this now, I think, if you
will let me.”
“Yes please do ”
He tore open the envelope, and disclosed
two sheets of note-paper, covered with writing.
For several minutes there was silence; Patty now and
then gave a furtive glance at her companion’s
face as he was reading. At length he put the
letter down again, softly.
“There’s something more
here than I expected. Can you tell me whether
she heard from Narramore this morning?”
“She has had no letter.”
“I see. And what does she
suppose passed between Narramore and me yesterday?”
“She is wondering what you told him.”
“She takes it for granted, in
this letter, that I have put an end to everything
between them. Well, hadn’t I a right to
do so?”
“Of course you had,” Patty
replied, with emphasis. “And she knew it
must come. She never really thought that she could
marry Mr. Narramore. She gave him no promise.”
“Only corresponded with him,
and made appointments with him, and allowed him to
feel sure that she would be his wife.”
“Eve has behaved very strangely.
I can’t understand her. She ought to have
told you that she had been to see him, and that he
wrote to her. It’s always best to be straightforward.
See what trouble she has got herself into!”
Hilliard took up the letter again,
and again there was a long silence.
“Have you said good-bye to her?” were
his next words.
“She’s going to meet me at the station
to see me off.”
“Did she come from Dudley with you?”
“No.”
“It’s all very well to
make use of you for this disagreeable business ”
“Oh, I didn’t mind it!” broke in
Patty, with irrelevant cheerfulness.
“A woman ’who does such
things as this should have the courage to go through
with it. She ought to have come herself, and have
told me that. She was aiming at much better things
than I could have promised her. There
would have been something to admire in that. The
worst of it is she is making me feel ashamed of her.
I’d rather have to do with a woman who didn’t
care a rap for my feelings than with a weak one, who
tried to spare me to advantage herself at the same
time. There’s nothing like courage, whether
in good or evil. What do you think? Does
she like Narramore?”
“I think she does,” faltered Patty, nervously
striking her dress.
“Is she in love with him?”
“I I really don’t know!”
“Do you think she ever was in love with anyone,
or ever will be?”
Patty sat mute.
“Just tell me what you think.”
“I’m afraid she never Oh, I
don’t like to say it, Mr. Hilliard!”
“That she never was in love with me?
I know it.”
His tone caused Patty to look up at
him, and what she saw in his face made her say quickly:
“I am so sorry; I am indeed! You deserve ”
“Never mind what I deserve,”
Hilliard interrupted with a grim smile. “Something
less than hanging, I hope. That fellow in London;
she was fond of him?”
The girl whispered an assent.
“A pity I interfered.”
“Ah! But think what ”
“We won’t discuss it,
Patty. It’s a horrible thing to be mad about
a girl who cares no more for you than for an old glove;
but it’s a fool’s part to try to win her
by the way of gratitude. When we came back from
Paris I ought to have gone my way, and left her to
go hers. Perhaps just possible if
I had seemed to think no more of her ”
Patty waited, but he did not finish his speech.
“What are you going to do, Mr. Hilliard?”
“Yes, that’s the question.
Shall I hold her to her promise? She says here
that she will keep her word if I demand it.”
“She says that!” Patty exclaimed, with
startled eyes.
“Didn’t you know?”
“She told me it was impossible.
But perhaps she didn’t mean it. Who can
tell what she means?”
For the first time there sounded a
petulance in the girl’s voice. Her lips
closed tightly, and she tapped with her foot on the
floor.
“Did she say that the other
thing was also impossible to marry Narramore?”
“She thinks it is, after what you’ve told
him.”
“Well, now, as a matter of fact I told him nothing.”
Patty stared, a new light in her eyes.
“You told him nothing?”
“I just let him suppose that I had never heard
the girl’s name before.”
“Oh, how kind of you! How ”
“Please to remember that it
wasn’t very easy to tell the truth. What
sort of figure should I have made?”
“It’s too bad of Eve! It’s
cruel! I can never like her as I did before.”
“Oh, she’s very interesting. She
gives one such a lot to talk about.”
“I don’t like her, and
I shall tell her so before I leave Birmingham.
What right has she to make people so miserable?”
“Only one, after all.”
“Do you mean that you will let
her marry Mr. Narramore?” Patty asked with interest.
“We shall have to talk about that.”
“If I were you I should never see her again!”
“The probability is that we shall see each other
many a time.”
“Then you haven’t
much courage, Mr. Hilliard!” exclaimed the girl,
with a flush on her cheeks.
“More than you think, perhaps,” he answered
between his teeth.
“Men are very strange,”
Patty commented in a low voice of scorn, mitigated
by timidity.
“Yes, we play queer pranks when
a woman has made a slave of us. I suppose you
think I should have too much pride to care any more
for her. The truth is that for years to come
I shall tremble all through whenever she is near me.
Such love as I have felt for Eve won’t be trampled
out like a spark. It’s the best and the
worst part of my life. No woman can ever be to
me what Eve is.”
Abashed by the grave force of this
utterance, Patty shrank back into the chair, and held
her peace.
“You will very soon know what
conies of it all,” Hilliard continued with a
sudden change of voice. “It has to be decided
pretty quickly, one way or another.”
“May I tell Eve what you have
said to me?” the girl asked with diffidence.
“Yes, anything that I have said.”
Patty lingered a little, then, as her companion said
no more, she rose.
“I must say good-bye, Mr. Hilliard.”
“I am afraid your holiday hasn’t been
as pleasant as you expected.”
“Oh, I have enjoyed myself very
much. And I hope” her voice
wavered “I do hope it’ll be
all right. I’m sure you’ll do what
seems best.”
“I shall do what I find myself
obliged to, Patty. Good-bye. I won’t
offer to go with you, for I should be poor company.”
He conducted her to the foot of the
stairs, again shook hands with her, put all his goodwill
into a smile, and watched her trip away with a step
not so light as usual. Then he returned to Eve’s
letter. It gave him a detailed account of her
relations with Narramore. “I went to him
because I couldn’t bear to live idle any longer;
I had no other thought in my mind. If he had
been the means of my finding work, I should have confessed
it to you at once. But I was tempted into answering
his letters.... I knew I was behaving wrongly;
I can’t defend myself.... I have never
concealed my faults from you the greatest
of them is my fear of poverty. I believe it is
this that has prevented me from returning your love
as I wished to do. For a long time I have been
playing a deceitful part, and the strange thing is
that I knew my exposure might come at any moment.
I seem to have been led on by a sort of despair.
Now I am tired of it; whether you were prepared for
this or not, I must tell you.... I don’t
ask you to release me. I have been wronging you
and acting against my conscience, and if you can forgive
me I will try to make up for the ill I have done....”
How much of this could he believe?
Gladly he would have fooled himself into believing
it all, but the rational soul in him cast out credulity.
Every phrase of the letter was calculated for its impression.
And the very risk she had run, was not that too a
matter of deliberate speculation? She might
succeed in her design upon Narramore; if she failed,
the ’poorer man was still to be counted upon,
for she knew the extent of her power over him.
It was worth the endeavour. Perhaps, in her insolent
self-confidence, she did not fear the effect on Narramore
of the disclosure that might be made to him. And
who could say that her boldness was not likely to
be justified?
He burned with wrath against her,
the wrath of a hopelessly infatuated man. Thoughts
of revenge, no matter how ignoble, harassed his mind.
She counted on his slavish spirit, and even in saying
that she did not ask him to release her, she saw herself
already released. At each reperusal of her letter
he felt more resolved to disappoint the hope that
inspired it. When she learnt from Patty that Narramore
was still ignorant of her history how would she exult!
But that joy should be brief. In the name of
common honesty he would protect his friend. If
Narramore chose to take her with his eyes open
Jealous frenzy kept him pacing the
room for an hour or two. Then he went forth and
haunted the neighbourhood of New Street station until
within five minutes of the time of departure of Patty’s
train. If Eve kept her promise to see the girl
off he might surprise her upon the platform.
From the bridge crossing the lines
he surveyed the crowd of people that waited by the
London train, a bank-holiday train taking back a freight
of excursionists. There-amid he discovered Eve,
noted her position, descended to the platform, and
got as near to her as possible. The train moved
off. As Eve turned away among the dispersing people,
he stepped to meet her.