THE ARTIST ASTRAY
From the Strada di Chiaia,
the narrow street winding between immense houses,
all day long congested with the merry tumult of Neapolitan
traffic, where herds of goats and much cows placidly
make their way among vehicles of every possible and
impossible description; where cocchieri crack
their whips and belabour their hapless cattle, and
yell their “Ah h h!
Ah h h!” where
teams of horse, ox, and ass, the three abreast, drag
piles of country produce, jingling their fantastic
harness, and primitive carts laden with red-soaked
wine-casks rattle recklessly along; where bare-footed,
girdled, and tonsured monks plod on their no-business,
and every third man one passes is a rotund ecclesiastic,
who never in his life walked at more than a mile an
hour; where, at evening, carriages returning from
the Villa Nazionale cram the thoroughfare
from side to side, and make one aware, if one did not
previously know it, that parts of the street have no
pedestrians’ pavement; from the Strada
di Chiaia (now doomed, alas! by the exigencies
of lo sventramento and il risanamento)
turn into the public staircase and climb through the
dusk, with all possible attention to where you set
your foot, past the unmelodious beggars, to the Ponte
di Chiaia, bridge which spans the roadway and
looks down upon its crowd and clamour as into a profound
valley; thence proceed uphill on the lava paving,
between fruit-shops and sausage-shops and wine-shops,
always in an atmosphere of fried oil and roasted chestnuts
and baked pine-cones; and presently turn left into
a still narrower street, with tailors and boot-makers
and smiths all at work in the open air; and pass through
the Piazzetta Mondragone, and turn again to the
left, but this time downhill; then lose yourself amid
filthy little alleys, where the scent of oil and chestnuts
and pine-cones is stronger than ever; then emerge
on a little terrace where there is a noble view of
the bay and of Capri; then turn abruptly between walls
overhung with fig-trees and orange-trees and lemon-trees, and
you will reach Casa Rolandi.
It is an enormous house, with a great
arched entrance admitting to the inner court, where
on the wall is a Madonna’s shrine, lamp-illumined
of evenings. A great staircase leads up from
floor to floor. On each story are two tenements,
the doors facing each other. In 1878, one of the
apartments at the very top an ascent equal
to that of a moderate mountain was in the
possession of a certain Signora Bassano, whose name
might be read on a brass plate. This lady had
furnished rooms to let, and here it was that Ross
Mallard established himself for the few days that
he proposed to spend at Naples.
Already he had lingered till the few
days were become more than a fortnight, and still
the day of his departure was undetermined. This
was most unwonted waste of time, not easily accounted
for by Mallard himself. A morning of sunny splendour,
coming after much cloudiness and a good deal of rain,
plucked him early out of bed, strong in the resolve
that to-morrow should see him on the road to Amalfi.
He had slept well an exception in the past
week and his mind was open to the influences
of sunlight and reason. Before going forth for
breakfast he had a letter to write, a brief account
of himself addressed to the murky little town of Sowerby
Bridge, in Yorkshire. This finished, he threw
open the big windows, stepped out on to the balcony,
and drank deep draughts of air from the sea.
In the street below was passing a flock of she-goats,
all ready to be milked, each with a bell tinkling
about her neck. The goat-herd kept summoning his
customers with a long musical whistle. Mallard
leaned over and watched the clean-fleeced, slender,
graceful animals with a smile of pleasure. Then
he amused himself with something that was going on
in the house opposite. A woman came out on to
a balcony high up, bent over it, and called, “Annina!
Annina!” until the call brought another woman
on to the balcony immediately below; whereupon the
former let down a cord, and her friend, catching the
end of it, made it fast to a basket which contained
food covered with a cloth. The basket was drawn
up, the women gossiped and laughed for a while in
pleasant voices, then they disappeared. All around,
the familiar Neapolitan clamour was beginning.
Church bells were ringing as they ring at Naples a
great crash, followed by a rapid succession of quivering
little shakes, then the crash again. Hawkers
were crying fruit and vegetables and fish in rhythmic
cadence; a donkey was braying obstreperously.
Mallard had just taken a light overcoat
on his arm, and was ready to set out, when some one
knocked. He turned the key in the door, and admitted
Reuben Elgar.
“I’m off to Pompeii,” said Elgar,
vivaciously.
“All right. You’ll
go to the ‘Sole’? I shall be there
myself to-morrow evening.”
“I’m right to stay several
days, so we shall have more talk.”
They left the house together, and
presently parted with renewed assurance of meeting
again on the morrow.
Mallard went his way thoughtfully,
the smile quickly passing from his face. At a
little caffè, known to him of old, he made a
simple breakfast, glancing the while over a morning
newspaper, and watching the children who came to fetch
their due soldi of coffee in tiny tins.
Then he strolled away and supplemented his meal with
a fine bunch of grapes, bought for a penny at a stall
that glowed and was fragrant with piles of fruit.
Heedless of the carriage-drivers who shouted at him
and even dogged him along street after street, he sauntered
in the broad sunshine, plucking his grapes and relishing
them. Coming out by the sea-shore, he stood for
a while to watch the fishermen dragging in their nets picturesque
fellows with swarthy faces and suntanned legs of admirable
outline, hauling slowly in files at interminable rope,
which boys coiled lazily as it came in; or the oyster-dredgers,
poised on the side of their boats over the blue water.
At the foot of the sea-wall tumbled the tideless breakers;
their drowsy music counselled enjoyment of the hour
and carelessness of what might come hereafter.
With no definite purpose, he walked
on and on, for the most part absorbed in thought.
He passed through the long grotta of Posillipo,
gloomy, chilly, and dank; then out again into the sunshine,
and along the road to Bagnoli. On walls and stone-heaps
the little lizards darted about, innumerable; in vineyards
men were at work dismantling the vine-props, often
singing at their task. From Bagnoli, still walking
merely that a movement of his limbs might accompany
his busy thoughts, he went along by the seashore,
and so at length, still long before midday, had come
to Pozzuoli. A sharp conflict with the swarm of
guides who beset the entrance to the town, and again
he escaped into quietness, wandered among narrow streets,
between blue, red, and yellow houses, stopping at
times to look at some sunny upper window hung about
with clusters of sorbe and pomidori.
By this time he had won appetite for a more substantial
meal. In the kind of eating-house that suited
his mood, an obscure bettola probably never
yet patronized by Englishman, he sat down to a dish
of maccheroni and a bottle of red wine. At another
table were some boatmen, who, after greeting him, went
on with their lively talk in a dialect of which he
could understand but few words.
Having eaten well and drunk still
better, he lit a cigar and sauntered forth to find
a place for dreaming. Chance led him to the patch
of public garden, with its shrubs and young palm-trees,
which looks over the little port. Here, when
once he had made it clear to a succession of rhetorical
boatmen that he was not to be tempted on to the sea,
he could sit as idly and as long as he liked, looking
across the sapphire bay and watching the bright sails
glide hither and thither With the help of sunlight
and red wine, he could imagine that time had gone back
twenty centuries that this was not Pozzuoli,
but Puteoli; that over yonder was not Baia, but
Baiae; that the men among the shipping talked
to each other in Latin, and perchance of the perishing
Republic.
But Mallard’s fancy would not
dwell long in remote ages As he watched the smoke
curling up from his cigar, he slipped back into the
world of his active being, and made no effort to obscure
the faces that looked upon him. They were those
of his mother and sisters, thought of whom carried
him to the northern island, now grim, cold, and sunless
beneath its lowering sky. These relatives still
lived where his boyhood had been passed, a life strangely
unlike his own, and even alien to his sympathies,
but their house was still all that he could call home.
Was it to be always the same?
Fifteen years now, since, at the age
of twenty, he painted his first considerable landscape,
a tract of moorland on the borders of Lancashire and
Yorkshire. This was his native ground. At
Sowerby Bridge, a manufacturing town, which, like
many others in the same part of England, makes a blot
of ugliness on country in itself sternly beautiful,
his father had settled as the manager of certain rope-works.
Mr. Mallard’s state was not unprosperous, for
he had invented a process put in use by his employers,
and derived benefit from it. He was a man of
habitual gravity, occasionally severe in the rule of
his household, very seldom unbending to mirth.
Though not particularly robust, he employed his leisure
in long walks about the moors, walks sometimes prolonged
till after midnight, sometimes begun long before dawn.
His acquaintances called him unsociable, and doubt
less he was so in the sense that he could not find
at Sowerby Bridge any one for whose society be greatly
cared. It was even a rare thing for him to sit
down with his wife and children for more than a few
minutes; if he remained in the house, he kept apart
in a room of his own, musing over, rather than reading,
a little collection of books one of his
favourites being Defoe’s “History of the
Devil.” He often made ironical remarks,
and seemed to have a grim satisfaction when his hearers
missed the point. Then he would chuckle, and
shake his head, and go away muttering.
Young Ross, who made no brilliant
figure at school, and showed a turn for drawing, was
sent at seventeen to the factory of Messrs. Gilstead,
Miles and Doran, to become a designer of patterns.
The result was something more than his father had
expected, for Mr. Doran, who had his abode at Sowerby
Bridge, quickly discovered that the lad was meant for
far other things, and, by dint of personal intervention,
caused Mr. Mallard to give his son a chance of becoming
an artist.
A remarkable man, this Mr. Doran.
By nature a Bohemian, somehow made into a Yorkshire
mill-owner; a strong, active, nobly featured man, who
dressed as no one in the factory regions ever did before
or probably ever will again his usual appearance
suggesting the common notion of a bushranger; an artist
to the core; a purchaser of pictures by unknown men
who had a future at the sale of his collection
three Robert Cheeles got into the hands of dealers,
all of them now the boasted possessions of great galleries;
a passionate lover of music he had been
known to make the journey to Paris merely to hear Diodati
sing; finally, in common rumour a profligate whom
no prudent householder would admit to the society
of his wife and daughters. However, at the time
of young Mallard’s coming under his notice he
had been married about a year. Mrs. Doran came
from Manchester; she was very beautiful, but had slight
education, and before long Sowerby Bridge remarked
that the husband was too often away from home.
Doran and the elder Mallard, having
once met, were disposed to sec more of each other;
in spite of the difference of social standing, they
became intimates, and Mr. Mallard had at length some
one with whom he found pleasure in conversing.
He did not long enjoy the new experience. In
the winter that followed, he died of a cold contracted
on one of his walks when the hills were deep in snow.
Doran remained the firm friend of
the family. Local talk had inspired Mrs. Mallard
with a prejudice against him, but substantial services
mitigated this, and the widow was in course of time
less uneasy at her son’s being practically under
the guardianship of this singular man of business.
Mallard, after preliminary training, was sent to the
studio of a young artist whom Doran greatly admired,
Cullen Banks, then struggling for the recognition
he was never to enjoy, death being beforehand with
him. Mrs. Mallard was given to understand that
no expenses were involved save those of the lad’s
support in Manchester, where Banks lived, and Mallard
himself did not till long after know that his friend
had paid the artist a fee out of his own pocket.
Two things did Mallard learn from Doran himself which
were to have a marked influence on his life a
belief that only in landscape can a painter of our
time hope to do really great work, and a limitless
contempt of the Royal Academy. In Manchester
he made the acquaintance of several people with whom
Doran was familiar, among them Edward Spence, then
in the shipping-office, and Jacob Bush Bradshaw, well
on his way to making a fortune out of silk. On
Banks’s death, Mallard, now nearly twenty-one,
went to London for a time. His patrimony was modest,
but happily, if the capital remained intact, sufficient
to save him from the cares that degrade and waste
a life. His mother and sisters had also an income
adequate to their simple habits.
In the meantime, Mrs. Doran was dead.
After giving birth to a daughter, she fell into miserable
health; her husband took her abroad, and she died
in Germany. Thereafter Sowerby Bridge saw no more
of its bugbear; Doran abandoned commerce and became
a Bohemian in earnest save that his dinner
was always assured. He wandered over Europe; he
lived with Bohemian society in every capital; he kept
adding to his collection of pictures (stored in a
house at Woolwich, which he freely lent as an abode
to a succession of ill-to-do artists); and finally
he was struck with paralysis whilst conducting to
their home the widow and child of a young painter
who had suddenly died in the Ardennes. The poor
woman under his protection had to become his guardian.
He was brought to the house at Woolwich, and there
for several months lay between life and death.
A partial recovery followed, and he was taken to the
Isle of Wight, where, in a short time, a second attack
killed him.
His child, Cecily, was twelve years
old. For the last five years she had been living
in the care of Mrs. Elgar at Manchester. This
lady was an intimate friend of Mrs. Doran’s
family, and in entrusting his child to her, Doran
had given a strong illustration of one of the singularities
of his character. Though by no means the debauchee
that Sowerby Bridge declared him, he was not a man
of conventional morality; yet, in the case of people
who were in any way entrusted to his care, he showed
a curious severity of practice. Ross Mallard,
for instance; no provincial Puritan could have instructed
the lad more strenuously in the accepted moral code
than did Mr. Doran on taking him from home to live
in Manchester. In choosing a wife, he went to
a family of conventional Dissenters; and he desired
his daughter to pass the years of her childhood with
people who he knew would guide her in the very straitest
way of Puritan doctrine. What his theory was in
this matter (if he had one) he told nobody. Dying,
he left it to the discretion of the two trustees to
appoint a residence for Cecily, if for any reason
she could not remain with Mrs. Elgar. This occasion
soon presented itself, and Cecily passed into the
care of Doran’s sister, Mrs. Lessingham, who
was just entered upon a happy widowhood. Mallard,
most unexpectedly left sole trustee, had no choice
but to assent to this arrangement; the only other
home possible for the girl was with Miriam at Redbeck
House, but Mr. Baske did not look with favour on that
proposal. Hitherto, Mr. Trench, the elder trustee,
who lived in Manchester, had alone been in personal
relations with Mrs. Elgar and little Cecily; even
now Mallard did not make the personal acquaintance
of Mrs. Elgar (otherwise he would doubtless have met
Miriam), but saw Mrs. Lessingham in London, and for
the first time met Cecily when she came to the south
in her aunt’s care. He knew what an extreme
change would be made in the manner of the girl’s
education, and it caused him some mental trouble;
but it was clear that Cecily might benefit greatly
in health by travel, and, as for the moral question,
Mrs. Lessingham strongly stirred his sympathies by
the dolorous account she gave of the child’s
surroundings in the north. Cecily was being intellectually
starved; that seemed clear to Mallard himself after
a little conversation with her. It was wonderful
how much she had already learnt, impelled by sheer
inner necessity, of things which in general she was
discouraged from studying. So Cecily left England,
to return only for short intervals, spent in London.
Between that departure and this present meeting, Mallard
saw her only twice; but the girl wrote to him with
some regularity. These letters grew more and more
delightful. Cecily addressed herself with exquisite
frankness as to an old friend, old in both senses
of the word; collected, they made a history of her
rapidly growing mind such as the shy artist might have
glorified in possessing. In reality, he did nothing
of the kind; he wished the letters would not come
and disturb him in his work. He sent gruff little
answers, over which Cecily laughed, as so characteristic.
Yes, there was a distinct connection
between those homely memories and picturings which
took him in thought to Sowerby Bridge, and the image
of Cecily Doran which had caused him to waste all this
time in Naples. They represented two worlds,
in both of which he had some part; but it was only
too certain with which of them he was the more closely
linked. What but mere accident put him in contact
with the world which was Cecily’s? Through
her aunt she had aristocratic relatives; her wealth
made her a natural member of what is called society;
her beauty and her brilliancy marked her to be one
of society’s ornaments. What could she
possibly be to him, Ross Mallard, landscape-painter
of small if any note, as unaristocratic in mind and
person as any one that breathed? To put the point
with uncompromising plainness, and therefore in all
its absurdity, how could he possibly imagine Cecily
Doran called Mrs. Mallard?
The thing was flagrantly, grossly,
palpably absurd. He tingled in the ears in trying
to represent to himself how Cecily would think of it,
if by any misfortune it were ever suggested to her.
Then why not, in the name of common
sense, cease to ponder such follies, and get on with
the work which waited for him? Why this fluttering
about a flame which scorched him more and more dangerously?
It was not the first time that he had experienced temptations
of this kind; a story of five years ago, its scene
in London, should have reminded him that he could
stand a desperate wrench when convinced that his life’s
purpose depended upon it. Here were three years
of trusteeship before him he could not,
or would not, count on her marrying before she came
of age. Her letters would still come; from time
to time doubtless he must meet her. It had all
resulted from this confounded journey taken together!
Why, knowing himself sufficiently, did he consent
to meet the people at Genoa, loitering there for a
couple of days in expectancy? Why had he come
to Italy at all just now?
The answers to all such angry queries
were plain enough, however he had hitherto tried to
avoid them. He was a lonely man like his father,
but not content with loneliness; friendship was always
strong to tempt him, and when the thought of something
more than friendship had been suffered to take hold
upon his imagination, it held with terrible grip,
burning, torturing. He had come simply to meet
Cecily; there was the long and short of it. It
was a weakness, such as any man may be guilty of,
particularly any artist who groans in lifelong solitude.
Let it he recognized; let it be flung savagely into
the past, like so many others encountered and overcome
on his course.
The other day, when it was rainy and
sunless, he had seemed all at once to find his freedom.
In a moment of mental languor, he was able to view
his position clearly, as though some other man were
concerned, and to cry out that he had triumphed; but
within the same hour an event befell which revived
all the old trouble and added new. Reuben Elgar
entered his room, coming directly from Villa Sannazaro,
in a state of excitement, talking at once of Cecily
Doran as though his acquaintance with her had been
unbroken from the time when she was in his mother’s
care to now. Irritation immediately scattered
the thoughts Mallard had been ranging; he could barely
make a show of amicable behaviour; a cold fear began
to creep about his heart. The next morning he
woke to a new phase of his conflict, the end further
off than ever. Unable to command thought and
feeling, he preserved at least the control of his action,
and could persevere in the resolve not to see Cecily;
to avoid casual meetings he kept away even from the
Spences. He shunned all places likely to be visited
by Cecily, and either sat at home in dull idleness
or strayed about the swarming quarters of the town,
trying to entertain himself with the spectacle of
Neapolitan life. To-day the delicious weather
had drawn him forth in a heedless mood. And, indeed,
it did not much matter now whether he met his friends
or not; he had spoken the word to-morrow
he would go his way.
At the very moment of thinking this
thought, when his cigar was nearly finished and he
had begun to stretch his limbs, wearied by remaining
in one position, shadows and footsteps approached
him. He looked up, and
“Mr. Mallard! So we have
caught you at last! It only needed this to complete
our enjoyment. Now you will go across to Raise
with us.”
Cecily, with Mrs. Baske and Spence.
She had run eagerly forward, and her companions were
advancing at a more sober pace. Mallard rose with
his grim smile, and of course forgot that it is customary
to doff one’s beaver when ladies approach; he
took the offered hand, said “How do you do?”
and turned to the others.
“A fair capture!” exclaimed
Spence. “Just now, at lunch, we were speculating
on such a chance. The cigar argues a broken fast,
I take it.”
“Yes, I have had my maccheroni.”
“We are going to take a boat over to Bale.
Suppose you come with us.”
“Of course Mr. Mallard will
come,” said Cecily, her face radiant. “He
can make no pretence of work interrupted.”
Already the group was surrounded by
boatmen offering their services. Spence led the
way down to the quay, and after much tumult a boat
was selected and a bargain struck, the original demand
made by the artless sailors being of course five times
as much as was ever paid for the transit. They
rowed out through the cluster of little craft, then
hoisted a sail, and glided smoothly over the blue water.
“Where is Mrs. Lessingham?” Mallard inquired
of Cecily.
“At the Hotel Bristol, with
some very disagreeable people who have just landed
on their way from India a military gentleman,
and a more military lady, and a most military son,
relatives of ours. We spent last evening with
them, and I implored to be let off to-day.”
Mallard propped himself idly, and
from under the shadow of his hat often looked at her.
He had begun to wonder at the unreserved joy with
which she greeted his joining the party. Of course
she could have no slightest suspicion of what was
in his mind; one moment’s thought of him in
such a light must have altered her behaviour immediately.
Altered in what way? That he in vain tried to
imagine; his knowledge of her did not go far enough.
But he could not be wrong in attributing unconsciousness
to her. Moreover, with the inconsistency of a
man in his plight, he resented it. To sit thus,
almost touching him, gazing freely into his face,
and yet to be in complete ignorance of suffering which
racked him, seemed incompatible with fine qualities
either of heart or mind. What rubbish was talked
about woman’s insight, about her delicate sympathies!
“Mrs. Spence is very sorry not
to see you occasionally, Mr. Mallard.”
It was Miriam who spoke. Mallard
was watching Cecily, and now, on turning his head,
he felt sure that Mrs. Baske had been observant of
his countenance. Her eyes fell whilst he was seeking
words for a reply.
“I shall call to see her to-morrow
morning,” he said, “just to say good-bye
for a time.”
“You really go to-morrow?”
asked Cecily, with interest, but nothing more.
“Yes. I hope to see Mrs.
Lessingham for a moment also. Can you tell me
when she is likely to be at home?”
“Certainly between two and three,
if you could come then.”
He waited a little, then looked unexpectedly
at Miriam. Again her eyes were fixed on him,
and again they fell with something of consciousness.
Did she, perchance, understand him?
His speculations concerning Cecily
became comparative. In point of age, the distance
between Cecily and Miriam was of some importance; the
fact that the elder had been a married woman was of
still more account. On the first day of his meeting
with Mrs. Baske, he had thought a good deal about
her; since then she had slipped from his mind, but
now he felt his interest reviving. Surely she
was as remote from him as a woman well could be, yet
his attitude towards her had no character of intolerance;
he half wished that he could form a closer acquaintance
with her. At present, the thought of calm conversation
with such a woman made a soothing contrast to the
riot excited in him by Cecily. Did she read his
mind? For one thing, it was not impossible that
the Spences had spoken freely in her presence of himself
and his odd relations to the girl; there was no doubting
how they regarded him. Possibly he was
a frequent subject of discussion between Eleanor and
her cousin. Mature women could talk with each
other freely of these things.
On the other hand, whatever Mrs. Lessingham
might have in her mind, she certainly would not expose
it in dialogue with her niece. Cecily was in
an unusual position for a girl of her age; she had,
he believed, no intimate friend; at all events, she
had none who also knew him. Girls, to be sure,
had their own way of talking over delicate points,
just as married women had theirs, and with intimates
of the ordinary kind Cecily must have come by now
to consider her guardian as a male creature of flesh
and blood. What did it mean, that she did not?
A question difficult of debate, involving
much that the mind is wont to slur over in natural
scruple. Mallard was no slave to the imbecile
convention which supposes a young girl sexless in her
understanding; he could not, in conformity with the
school of hypocritic idealism, regard Cecily as a
child of woman’s growth. No. She had
the fruits of a modern education; she had a lucid
brain; of late she had mingled and conversed with
a variety of men and women, most of them anything but
crassly conventional. It was this very aspect
of her training that had caused him so much doubt.
And he knew by this time what his doubt principally
meant; in a measure, it came of native conscientiousness,
of prejudice which testified to his origin; but, more
than that, it signified simple jealousy. Secretly,
he did not like her outlook upon the world to be so
unrestrained; he would have preferred her to view life
as a simpler matter. Partly for this reason did
her letters so disturb him. No; it would have
been an insult to imagine her with the moral sensibilities
of a child of twelve.
Was she intellectual at the expense
of her emotional being? Was she guarded by nature
against these disturbances? Somewhat ridiculous
to ask that, and then look up at her face effulgent
with the joy of life. She who could not speak
without the note of emotion, who so often gave way
to lyrical outbursts of delight, who was so warm-hearted
in her friendship, whose every movement was in glad
harmony with the loveliness of her form, must
surely have the corresponding capabilities of passion.
After all and it was fetching
a great compass to reach a point so near at hand might
she not take him at his own profession? Might
she not view him as a man indeed, and one not yet
past his youth, but still as a man who suffered no
trivialities to interfere with the grave objects of
his genius? She had so long had him represented
to her in that way from the very first
of their meetings, indeed. Grant her mature sense
and a reflective mind, was that any reason why she
should probe subtly the natural appearance of her
friend, and attribute to him that which he gave no
sign of harbouring? Why must she be mysteriously
conscious of his inner being, rather than take him
ingenuously for what he seemed? She had instruction
and wit, but she was only a girl; her experience was
as good as nil. Mallard repeated that to himself
as he looked at Mrs. Baske. To a great extent
Cecily did, in fact, inhabit an ideal world.
She was ready to accept the noble as the natural.
Untroubled herself, she could contemplate without scepticism
the image of an artist finding his bliss in solitary
toil. This was the ground of the respect she
had for him; disturb this idea, and he became to her
quite another man one less interesting,
and, it might be, less lovable in either sense of
the word.
Spence maintained a conversation with
Miriam, chiefly referring to the characteristics of
the scene about them; he ignored her peculiarities,
and talked as though everything must necessarily give
her pleasure. Her face proved that at all events
the physical influences of this day in the open air
were beneficial. The soft breeze had brought a
touch of health to her cheek, and languid inattention
no longer marked her gaze at sea and shore; she was
often absent, but never listless. When she spoke,
her voice was subdued and grave; it always caused Mallard
to glance in her direction.
At Baiae they dismissed
the boat, purposing to drive back to Naples. In
their ramble among the ruins, Mallard did his best
to be at ease and seem to share Cecily’s happiness;
in any case, it was better to talk of the Romans than
of personal concerns. When in after-time he recalled
this day, it seemed to him that he had himself been
well contented; it dwelt in his memory with a sunny
glow. He saw Cecily’s unsurpassable grace
as she walked beside him, and her look of winning candour
turned to him so often, and he fancied that it had
given him pleasure to be with her. And pleasure
there was, no doubt, but inextricably blended with
complex miseries. To Cecily his mood appeared
more gracious than she had ever known it; he did not
disdain to converse on topics which presupposed some
knowledge on her part, and there was something of
unusual gentleness in his tone which she liked.
“Some day,” she said,
“we shall talk of Baiae in London, in a
November fog.”
“I hope not.”
“But such contrasts help one
to get the most out of life,” she rejoined,
laughing; “At all events, when some one happens
to speak to me of Mr. Mallard’s pictures, I
shall win credit by casually mentioning that I was
at Baiae in his company in such-and-such a year.”
“You mean, when I have painted my last!”
“No, no! It would be no pleasure to me
to anticipate that time.”
“But natural, in talking with a veteran.”
It was against his better purpose
that he let fall these words; they contained almost
a hint of his hidden self, and he had not yet allowed
anything of the kind to escape him. But the moment
proved too strong.
“A veteran who fortunately gives
no sign of turning grey,” replied Cecily, glancing
at his hair.
An interruption from Spence put an
end to this dangerous dialogue. Mallard, inwardly
growling at himself, resisted the temptation to further
tete-a-tete, and in a short time the party went
in search of a conveyance for their return. None
offered that would hold four persons; the ordinary
public carriages have convenient room for two only,
and a separation was necessary. Mallard succeeded
in catching Spence’s eye, and made him understand
with a savage look that he was to take Cecily with
him. This arrangement was effected, and the first
carriage drove off with those two, Cecily exchanging
merry words with an old Italian who had rendered no
kind of service, but came to beg his mancia
on the strength of being able to utter a few sentences
in English.
For the first time, Mallard was alone
with Mrs. Baske. Miriam had not concealed surprise
at the new adjustment of companionship; she looked
curiously both at Cecily and at Mallard whilst it was
going on. The first remark which the artist addressed
to her, when they had been driving for a few minutes,
was perhaps, she thought, an explanation of the proceeding.
“I shall meet your brother again
at Pompeii to-morrow, Mrs. Baske.”
“Have you seen much of him since
he came!” Miriam asked constrainedly. She
had not met Mallard since Reuben’s arrival.
“Oh yes. We have dined together each evening.”
Between two such unloquacious persons,
dialogue was naturally slow at first, but they had
a long drive before them. Miriam presently trusted
herself to ask,
“Has he spoken to you at all
of his plans of what he is going to do
when he returns to England?”
“In general terms only. He has literary
projects.”
“Do you put any faith in them, Mr. Mallard?”
This was a sudden step towards intimacy.
As she spoke, Miriam looked at him in a way that he
felt to be appealing. He answered the look frankly.
“I think he has the power to
do something worth doing. Whether his perseverance
will carry him through it, is another question.”
“He speaks to me of you in a
way that He seems, I mean, to put a value
on your friendship, and I think you may still influence
him. I am very glad he has met you here.”
“I have very little faith in
the influence of one person on another, Mrs. Baske.
For ill yes, that is often seen; but influence
of the kind you suggest is the rarest of things.”
“I’m afraid you are right.”
She retreated into herself, and, when
he looked at her, he saw cold reserve once more on
her countenance. Doubtless she did not choose
to let him know how deeply this question of his power
concerned her. Mallard felt something like compassion;
yet not ordinary compassion either, for at the same
time he had a desire to break down this reserve, and
see still more of what she felt. Curious; that
evening when he dined at the villa, he had already
become aware of this sort of attraction in her, an
appeal to his sympathies together with the excitement
of his combative spirit if that expressed
it.
“No man,” he remarked,
“ever did solid work except in his own strength.
One can be encouraged in effort, but the effort must
originate in one’s self.”
Miriam kept silence. He put a direct question.
“Have you yourself encouraged him to pursue
this idea?”
“I have not discouraged him.”
“In your brother’s case,
discouragement would probably be the result if direct
encouragement were withheld.”
Again she said nothing, and again
Mallard felt a desire to subdue the pride, or whatever
it might be, that had checked the growth of friendliness
between them in its very beginning. He remained
mute for a long time, until they were nearing Pozzuoli,
but Miriam showed no disposition to be the first to
speak. At length he said abruptly:
“Shall you go to the San Carlo during the winter?”
“The San Carlo?” she asked inquiringly.
“The opera.”
Mallard was in a strange mood.
Whenever he looked ahead at Cecily, he had a miserable
longing which crushed his heart down, down; in struggling
against this, he felt that Mrs. Baske’s proximity
was an aid, but that it would be still more so if
he could move her to any unusual self-revelation.
He had impulses to offend her, to irritate her prejudices anything,
so she should but be moved. This question that
fell from him was mild in comparison with some of the
subjects that pressed on his harassed brain.
“I don’t go to theatres,” Miriam
replied distantly.
“That is losing much pleasure.”
“The word has very different meanings.”
She was roused. Mallard observed
with a perverse satisfaction the scorn implied in
this rejoinder. He noted that her features had
more decided beauty than when placid.
“I imagine,” he resumed,
smiling at her, “that the life of an artist
must seem to you frivolous, if not something worse.
I mean an artist in the sense of a painter.”
“I cannot think it the highest
kind of life,” Miriam replied, also smiling,
but ominously.
“As Miss Doran does,”
added Mallard, his eyes happening to catch Cecily’s
face as it looked backwards, and his tongue speaking
recklessly.
“There are very few subjects
on which Miss Doran and I think alike.”
He durst not pursue this; in his state
of mind, the danger of committing some flagrant absurdity
was too great. The subject attracted him like
an evil temptation, for he desired to have Miriam speak
of Cecily. But he mastered himself.
“The artist’s life may
be the highest of which a particular man is capable.
For instance, I think it is so in my own case.”
Miriam seemed about to keep silence
again, but ultimately she spoke. The voice suggested
that upon her too there was a constraint of some kind.
“On what grounds do you believe that?”
His eyes sought her face rapidly.
Was she ironical at his expense? That would be
new light upon her mind, for hitherto she had seemed
to him painfully literal. Irony meant intellect;
mere scorn or pride might signify anything but that.
And he was hoping to find reserves of power in her,
such as would rescue her from the imputation of commonplaceness
in her beliefs. Testing her with his eye, he answered
meaningly:
“Not, I admit, on the ground of recognized success.”
Miriam made a nervous movement, and
her brows contracted. Without looking at him,
she said, in a voice which seemed rather to resent
his interpretation than to be earnest in deprecating
it:
“You know, Mr. Mallard, that
I meant nothing of the kind.”
“Yet I could have understood
you, if you had. Naturally you must wonder a
little at a man’s passing his life as I do.
You interpret life absolutely; it is your belief that
it can have only one meaning, the same for all, involving
certain duties of which there can be no question,
and admitting certain relaxations which have endured
the moral test. A man may not fritter away the
years that are granted him; and that is what I seem
to you to be doing, at best.”
“Why should you suppose that
I take upon myself to judge you?”
“Forgive me; I think it is one
result of your mental habits that you judge all who
differ from you.”
This time she clearly was resolved
to make no reply. They were passing through Pozzuoli,
and she appeared to forget the discussion in looking
about her. Mallard watched her, but she showed
no consciousness of his gaze.
“Even if the world recognized
me as an artist of distinction,” he resumed,
“you would still regard me as doubtfully employed.
Art does not seem to you an end of sufficient gravity.
Probably you had rather there were no such thing,
if it were practicable.”
“There is surely a great responsibility
on any one who makes it the end of life.”
This was milder again, and just when
he had anticipated the opposite.
“A responsibility to himself,
yes. Well, when I say that I believe this course
is the highest I can follow, I mean that I believe
it employs all my best natural powers as no other
would. As for highest in the absolute sense,
that is a different matter. Possibly the life
of a hospital nurse, of a sister of mercy something
of that kind comes nearest to the ideal.”
She glanced at him, evidently in the
same kind of doubt about his meaning as he had recently
felt about hers.
“Why should you speak contemptuously of such
people?”
“Contemptuously? I speak
sincerely. In a world where pain is the most
obvious fact, the task of mercy must surely take precedence
of most others.”
“I am surprised to hear you say this.”
It was spoken in the tone most characteristic
of her, that of a proud condescension.
“Why, Mrs. Baske?”
She hesitated a little, but made answer:
“I don’t mean that I think
you unfeeling, but your interests seem to be so far
from such simple things.”
“True.”
Again a long silence. The carriage
was descending the road from Pozzuoli; it approached
the sea-shore, where the gentle breakers were beginning
to be tinged with evening light. Cecily looked
back and waved her hand.
“When You say that art is an
end in itself,” Miriam resumed abruptly, “you
claim, I suppose, that it is a way of serving mankind?”
Mallard was learning the significance
of her tones. In this instance, he knew that
the words “serving mankind” were a contemptuous
use of a phrase she had heard, a phrase which represented
the philosophy alien to her own.
“Indeed, I claim nothing of
the kind,” he replied, laughing. “Art
may, or may not, serve such a purpose; but be assured
that the artist never thinks of his work in that way.”
“You make no claim, then, even of usefulness?”
“Most decidedly, none.
You little imagine how distasteful the word is to
me in such connection.”
“Then how can you say you are
employing your best natural powers?”
She had fallen to ingenuous surprise,
and Mallard again laughed, partly at the simplicity
of the question, partly because it pleased him to
have brought her to such directness.
“Because,” he answered,
“this work gives me keener and more lasting
pleasure than any other would. And I am not a
man easily pleased with my own endeavours, Mrs. Baske.
I work with little or no hope of ever satisfying myself that
is another thing. I have heard men speak of my
kind of art as ‘the noble pursuit of Truth,’
and so on. I don’t care for such phrases;
they may mean something, but as a rule come of the
very spirit so opposed to my own that which
feels it necessary to justify art by bombast.
The one object I have in life is to paint a bit of
the world just as I see it. I exhaust myself in
vain toil; I shall never succeed; but I am right to
persevere, I am right to go on pleasing myself.”
Miriam listened in astonishment.
“With such views, Mr. Mallard,
it is fortunate that you happen to find pleasure in
painting pictures.”
“Which, at all events, do people no harm.”
She turned upon him suddenly.
“Do you encourage my brother
in believing that his duty in life is to please himself?”
“It has been my effort,” he replied gravely.
“I don’t understand you,” Miriam
said, in indignation.
“No, you do not. I mean
to say that I believe your brother is not really pleased
with the kind of life he has too long been leading;
that to please himself he must begin serious work
of some kind.”
“That is playing with words, and on a subject
ill-chosen for it.”
“Mrs. Baske, do you seriously
believe that Reuben Elgar can be made a man of steady
purpose by considerations that have primary reference
to any one or anything but himself?”
She made no answer.
“I am not depreciating him.
The same will apply (if you are content to face the
truth) to many a man whom you would esteem. I
am sorry that I have lost your confidence, but that
is better than to keep it by repeating idle formulas
that the world’s experience has outgrown.”
Miriam pondered, then said quietly:
“We have different thoughts,
Mr. Mallard, and speak different languages.”
“But we know a little more of
each other than we did. For my part, I feel it
a gain.”
During the rest of the drive they
scarcely spoke at all; the few sentences exchanged
were mere remarks upon the scenery. Both carriages
drew up at the gate of the villa, where Miriam and
Mallard alighted. Spence, rising, called to the
latter.
“Will you accompany Miss Doran the rest of the
way?”
“Certainly.”
Mallard took his seat in the other
carriage; and, as it drove off, he looked back.
Miriam was gazing after them.
Cecily was a little tired, and not
much disposed to converse. Her companion being
still less so, they reached the Mergellina without
having broached any subject.
“It has been an unforgettable
day,” Cecily said, as they parted.