“WOLF!”
It was a case of between two stools,
and Clifford Marsh did not like the bump. From
that dinner with Elgar he came home hilariously dismayed;
when his hilarity had evaporated with the wine that
was its cause, dismay possessed him wholly. Miss
Doran was not for him, and in the meantime he had
offended Madeline beyond forgiveness. With what
countenance could he now turn to her again? Her
mother would welcome his surrender and
it was drawing on towards the day when submission
even to his stepfather could no longer be postponed but
he suspected that Madeline’s resolve to have
done with him was strengthened by resentment of her
mother’s importunities. To be sure, it was
some sort of consolation to know that if indeed he
went his way for good, bitterness and regrets would
be the result to the Denyer family, who had no great
facility in making alliances of this kind; in a few
years time, Madeline would be wishing that she had
not let her pride interfere with a chance of marriage.
But, on the other hand, there was the awkward certainty
that he too would lament making a fool of himself.
He by no means liked the thought of relinquishing Madeline;
he had not done so, even when heating his brain with
contemplation of Cecily Doran. In what manner
could he bring about between her and himself a drama
which might result in tears and mutual pardon?
But whilst he pondered this, fate
was at work on behalf. On the day which saw the
departure of the Bradshaws, there landed at Naples,
from Alexandria, a certain lean, wiry man, with shoulders
that stooped slightly, with grizzled head and parchment
visage; a man who glanced about him in a keen, anxious
way, and had other nervous habits. Having passed
the custom-house, he hired a porter to take his luggage two
leather bags and a heavy chest, all much the worse
for wear to that same hotel at which Mallard
was just now staying. There he refreshed himself,
and, it being early in the afternoon, went forth again,
as if on business; for decidedly he was no tourist.
When he had occasion to speak, his Italian was fluent
and to the point; he conducted himself as one to whom
travel and intercourse with every variety of men were
life-long habits.
His business conducted him to the
Mergellina, to the house of Mrs. Gluck, where he inquired
for Mrs. Denyer. He was led upstairs, and into
the room where sit Mrs. Denyer and her daughters.
The sight of him caused commotion. Barbara, Madeline,
and Zillah pressed around him, with cries of “Papa!”
Their mother rose and looked at him with concern.
When the greetings were over, Mr.
Denyer seated himself and wiped his forehead with
a silk handkerchief. He was ominously grave.
His eyes avoided the faces before him, as if in shame.
He looked at his boots, which had just been blacked,
but were shabby, and then glanced at the elegant skirts
of his wife and daughters; he looked at his shirt-cuffs,
which were clean but frayed, and then gathered courage
to lift his eyes as far as the dainty hands folded
upon laps in show of patience.
“Madeline,” he began,
in a voice which was naturally harsh, but could express
much tenderness, as now, “what news of Clifford?”
“He’s still here, papa,”
was the answer, in a very low voice.
“I am glad of that. Girls,
I’ve got something to tell you. I wish it
was something pleasant.”
His parchment cheek showed a distinct
flush. The attempt to keep his eyes on the girls
was a failure; he seemed to be about to confess a
crime.
“I’ve brought you bad
news, the worst I ever brought you yet. My dears,
I can hold out no longer; I’m at the end of my
means. If I could have kept this from you, Heaven
knows I would have done, but it is better to tell
you all plainly.”
Mrs. Denyer’s brows were knitted;
her lips were compressed in angry obstinacy; she would
not look up from the floor. The girls glanced
at her, then at one another. Barbara tried to
put on a sceptical expression, but failed; Madeline
was sunk in trouble; Zillah showed signs of tearfulness.
“I can only hope,” Mr.
Denyer continued, “that you don’t owe very
much here. I thought, after my last letter” he
seemed more abashed than ever “you
might have looked round for something a little ”
He glanced at the ornaments of the room, but at the
same time chanced to catch his wife’s eye, and
did not finish the sentence. “But never
mind that; time enough now that the necessity has
come. You know me well enough, Barbara, and you
Maddy, and you, Zillah, my child, to be sure that I
wouldn’t deny you anything it was in my power
to give. But fortune’s gone against me
this long time. I shall have to make a new start,
new efforts. I’m going out to Vera Cruz
again.”
He once more wiped his forehead, and
took the opportunity to look askance at Mrs. Denyer,
dubiously, half reproachfully.
“And what are we to do?”
asked his wife, with resentful helplessness.
“I am afraid you must go to
England,” Mr. Denyer replied apologetically,
turning his look to the girls a gain. “After
settling here, and paying the expenses of the journey,
I shall have a little left, very little indeed.
But I’m going to Vera Cruz on a distinct engagement,
and I shall soon be able to send you something.
I’m afraid you had better go to Aunt Dora’s
again; I’ve heard from her lately, and she has
the usual spare rooms.”
The girls exchanged looks of dismay.
The terrible silence was broken by Zillah, who spoke
in quavering accents.
“Papa dear, I have made up my
mind to get a place as a nursery governess. I
shall very soon be able to do so.”
“And I shall do the same, papa or
something of the kind,” came abruptly from Madeline.
“You, Maddy?” exclaimed
her father, who had received the youngest girl’s
announcement with a look of sorrowful resignation,
but was shocked at the other’s words.
“I am no longer engaged to Mr.
Marsh,” Madeline proceeded, casting down her
eyes. “Please don’t say anything,
mamma. I have made up my mind. I shall look
for employment.”
Her father shook his head in distress.
He had never enjoyed the control or direction of his
daughters, and his long absences during late years
had put him almost on terms of ceremony with them.
In time gone by, their mother had been to him an object
of veneration; it was his privilege to toil that she
might live in luxury; but his illusions regarding
her had received painful shocks, and it was to the
girls that he now sacrificed himself. Their intellect,
their attainments, at once filled him with pride and
made him humble in their presence. But for his
reluctance to impose restraints upon their mode of
life, he might have avoided this present catastrophe;
he had cried “Wolf!” indeed, in his mild
way, but took no energetic measures when he found his
cry disregarded all the worse for him now
that he could postpone the evil day no longer.
“You are the best judge of your
own affairs, Madeline,” he replied despondently.
“I’m very sorry, my girl.”
“All I can say is,” exclaimed
Mrs. Denyer, as if with dignified reticence, “that
I think we should have had longer warning of this!”
“My dear, I have warned you
repeatedly for nearly a year.”
“I mean serious warning.
Who was to imagine that things would come to such
a pass as this?”
“You never told us there was
danger of absolute beggary, papa,” remarked
Barbara, in a tone not unlike her mother’s.
“I ought to have spoken more
plainly,” was her father’s meek answer.
“You are quite right, Barbara. I feel that
I am to blame.”
“I don’t think you are
at all,” said Madeline, with decision. “Your
letters were plain enough, if we had chosen to pay
any attention to them.”
Her father looked up apprehensively,
deprecating defence of himself at the cost of family
discord. But he was powerless to prevent the
gathering storm. Mrs. Denyer gazed sternly at
her recalcitrant daughter, and at length discharged
upon the girl’s head all the wrath with which
this situation inspired her. Barbara took her
mother’s side. Zillah wept and sobbed words
of reconciliation. The unhappy cause of the tumult
took refuge at the window, sunk in gloom.
However, there was no doubt about
it this time; trunks must be packed, bills must be
paid, indignities must be swallowed. The Aunt
Dora of whom Mr. Denyer had spoken was his own sister,
the wife of a hotel-keeper at Southampton. Some
seven years ago, in a crisis of the Denyers’
fate, she had hospitably housed them for several months,
and was now willing to do as much again, notwithstanding
the arrogance with which Mrs. Denyer had repaid her.
To the girls it had formerly mattered little where
they lived; at their present age, it was far otherwise.
The hotel was of a very modest description; society
would become out of the question in such a retreat.
Madeline and Zillah might choose, as the less of two
evils, the lot for which they declared themselves
ready; but Barbara had no notion of turning governess.
She shortly went to her bedroom, and spent a very
black hour indeed.
They were to start to-morrow morning.
With rage Barbara saw the interdiction of hopes which
were just becoming serious. Another month of
those after-dinner colloquies in the drawing-room,
and who could say what point of intimacy Mr. Musselwhite
might have reached. He was growing noticeably
more articulate; he was less absentminded. Oh,
for a month more!
This evening she took her usual place,
and at length had the tormenting gratification of
seeing Mr. Musselwhite approach in the usual way.
Though sitting next to him at dinner, she had said
nothing of what would happen on the morrow; the present
was a better opportunity.
“You have no book this evening, Miss Denyer!”
“No.”
“No headache, I hope?”
“Yes, I have a little headache.”
He looked at her with gentlemanly sympathy.
“I have had to see to a lot
of things in a hurry. Unexpectedly, we have to
leave Naples to-morrow; we are going to England.”
“Indeed? You don’t
say so! Really, I’m very sorry to hear that,
Miss Denyer.”
“I am sorry too to
have to leave Italy for such a climate at this time
of the year.” She shuddered. “But
my father has just arrived from Alexandria, and for
family reasons wishes us to travel on with
him.”
Mr. Musselwhite seemed to reflect
anxiously. He curled his moustaches, he plucked
his whiskers, he looked about the room with wide eyes.
“How lonely it will be at the
dinner-table!” he said at length. “So
many have gone of late. But I hoped there was
no danger of your going, Miss Denyer.”
“We had no idea of it ourselves till to-day.”
A long silence, during which Mr. Musselwhite’s
reflections grew intense.
“You are going to London?” he asked mechanically.
“Not at first. I hardly
know. I think we shall be for some time with
friends at Southampton.”
“Indeed? How odd!
I also have friends at Southampton. A son of Sir
Edward Mull; he married a niece of mine.”
Barbara could have cried with mortification.
She muttered she knew not what. Then again came
a blank in the dialogue.
“I trust we may meet again,”
was Mr. Musselwhite’s next sentence. It
cost him an effort; he reddened a little, and moved
his feet about.
“There is no foreseeing.
I we I am sorry to say my father
has brought us rather unpleasant news.”
She knew not whether it was a stroke
of policy, or grossly imprudent, to make this confession.
But it came to her lips, and she uttered it half in
recklessness. It affected Mr. Musselwhite strangely.
His countenance fell, and a twinge seemed to catch
one of his legs; at the same time it made him fluent.
“I grieve to hear that, Miss
Denyer; I grieve indeed. Your departure would
have been bad enough, but I really grieve to think
you should have cause of distress.”
“Thank you for your sympathy, Mr. Musselwhite.”
“But perhaps we may meet again
in England, for all that? Will you permit me
to give you my London address a a
little club that I belong to, and where my friends
often send letters? I mean that I should be so
very glad if it were ever possible for me to serve
you in any trifle. As you know, I don’t
keep any any establishment in England at
present; but possibly as you say, there
is no anticipating the future. I should be very
happy indeed if we chanced to meet, there or abroad.”
“You are very kind, Mr. Musselwhite.”
“If I might ask you for your own probable address?”
“It is so uncertain. But
I am sure mamma would have pleasure in sending it,
when we arc settled.”
“Thank you so very much.”
He looked up after long meditation. “I really
do not know what I shall do when you are gone,
Miss Denyer.”
And then, without warning, he said
good-night and walked away. Barbara, who had
thought that the conversation was just about to become
interesting, felt her heart sink into unfathomable
depths. She went back to her bedroom and cried
wretchedly for a long time.
In consequence of private talk with
his wife, when the family conclave had broken up,
Mr. Denyer went in search of Clifford Marsh. They
had met only once hitherto, six months ago, when Mr.
Denyer paid a flying visit to London, and had just
time to make the acquaintance of his prospective son-in-law.
This afternoon they walked together for an hour about
the Chiaia, with the result that an understanding of
some kind seemed to be arrived at between them.
Mr. Denyer returned to the pension,
and, when dinnertime approached, surprised Madeline
with the proposal that she should come out and dine
with him at a restaurant.
“The fact is,” he whispered
to her, with a laugh, “my appearance is not
quite up to the standard of your dinner-table.
I’m rather too careless about these things;
it’s doubtful whether I possess a decent suit.
Let us go and find a quiet corner somewhere if
a fashionable young lady will do me so much honour.”
Through Madeline’s mind there
passed a suspicion, but a restaurant-dinner hit her
taste, and she accepted the invitation readily.
Before long, they drove into the town. Perhaps
in recognition of her having taken his part against
idle reproaches, her father began, as soon as they
were alone, to talk in a grave, earnest way about his
affairs; and Madeline, who liked above all things to
be respectfully treated, entered into the subject
with dutiful consideration. He showed her exactly
how his misfortunes had accumulated, how this and that
project had been a failure, what unadvised steps he
had taken in fear of impending calamity Snugly seated
at the little marble table, they grew very confidential
indeed. Mr. Denyer avowed his hope the
hope ever-retreating, though sometimes it had seemed
within reach of being able some day to
find rest for the sole of his foot, to settle down
with his family and enjoy a quiet close of life.
Possibly this undertaking at Vera Cruz would be his
last exile; he explained it in detail, and dwelt on
its promising aspects. Madeline felt compassionate
and remorseful.
Of her own intimate concerns no word
was said, but it happened strangely enough, just as
they had finished dinner, that Clifford Marsh came
strolling into the restaurant. He saw them, and
with expressions of surprise explained that he had
just turned in for a cup of coffee. Mr. Denyer
invited him to sit down with them, and they had coffee
together. Clifford kept up a flow of characteristic
talk, never directly addressing Madeline, nor encountering
her look. He referred casually to his meeting
with Mr. Denyer that afternoon.
“I shall be going back myself
very shortly. It is probable that there will
be something of a change in my circumstances; I may
decide to give up a few hours each day to commercial
pursuits. It all depends on on uncertain
things.”
“You won’t come out with
me to Vera Cruz?” said Mr. Denyer, jocosely.
“No; I am a man of the old world.
I must live in the atmosphere of art, or I don’t
care to live at all.”
Madeline’s slight suspicion
was confirmed. When they were about to leave
the restaurant, Mr. Denyer said that he must go to
the railway-station, to make a few inquiries.
There was no use in Madeline’s going such a
distance; would Clifford be so good as to see her
safely home? Madeline made a few objections she
would really prefer to accompany her father; she would
not trouble Mr. Marsh but in the end she
found herself seated by Clifford in a carriage, passing
rapidly through the streets.
Now was Clifford’s opportunity; he had prepared
for it.
“Madeline you must
let me call you by that name again, even if it is
for the last time I have heard what has
happened.”
“Happily it does not affect you, Mr. Marsh.”
“Indeed it does. It affects
me so far, that it alters the whole course of my life.
In spite of everything that has seemed to come between
us, I have never allowed myself to think of our engagement
as at an end. The parcel you sent me the other
day is unopened; if you do not open it yourself no
one ever shall. Whatever you may do, I
cannot break faith. You ought to know me better
than to misinterpret a few foolish and hasty words,
and appearances that had a meaning you should have
understood. The time has come now for putting
an end to those misconceptions.”
“They no longer concern me.
Please to speak of something else.”
“You must, at all events, understand
my position before we part. This morning I was
as firmly resolved as ever to risk everything, to
renounce the aid of my relatives if it must be and
face poverty for the sake of art. Now all is
changed. I shall accept my step-father’s
offer, and all its results becoming, if it can’t
be helped, a mere man of business. I do this
because of my sacred duties to you. As
an artist, there’s no telling how long it might
be before I could ask you again to be my wife; as
a man of business, I may soon be in a position to do
so. Don’t interrupt me, I entreat!
It is no matter to me if you repulse me now, in your
anger. I consider the engagement as still existing
between us, and, such being the ease, it is plainly
my duty to take such steps as will enable me to offer
you a home. By remaining an artist, I should
satisfy one part of my conscience, but at the expense
of all my better feelings; it might even be supposed though,
I trust, not by you that I made my helplessness
an excuse for forgetting you when most you needed
kindness. I shall go back to England, and devote
myself with energy to the new task, however repulsive
it may prove. Whether you think of me or not,
I do it for your sake; you cannot rob me of that satisfaction.
Some day I shall again stand before you, and ask you
for what you once promised. If then you refuse well,
I must bear the loss of all my hopes.”
“You may direct your life as
you choose,” Madeline replied scornfully, “but
you will please to understand that I give you no encouragement
to hope anything from me. I almost believe you
capable of saying, some day, that you took this step
because I urged you to it. I have no interest
whatever in your future; our paths are separate.
Let this be the end of it.”
But it was very far from the end of
it. When the carriage stopped at Mrs. Gluck’s,
mutual reproaches were at their height.
“You shall not leave me yet,
Madeline,” said Clifford, as he alighted.
“Come to the other side of the road, and let
us walk along for a few minutes. You shall not
go in, if I have to hold you by force.”
Madeline yielded, and in the light
of the moon they walked side by side, continuing their
dialogue.
“You are heartless! You
have played with me from the first.”
“If so, I only treated you as you thought to
treat me.”
“That you can attribute such
baseness to me proves how incapable you are of distinguishing
between truth and falsehood. How wretchedly I
have been deceived in you!”
From upbraiding, he fell to lamentation.
His life was wrecked; he had lost his ideals; and
all through her unworthiness. Then, as Madeline
was still unrelenting, he began to humble himself.
He confessed his levity; he had not considered the
risk he ran of losing her respect; all he had done
was in pique at her treatment of him. And in the
end he implored her forgiveness, besought her to restore
him to life by accepting his unqualified submission.
To part from her on such terms as these meant despair;
the consequences would be tragic. And when he
could go no further in amorous supplication, when she
felt that her injured pride had exacted the uttermost
from his penitence, Madeline at length relented.
“Still,” she said, after
his outburst of gratitude, “don’t think
that I ask you to become a man of business. You
shall never charge me with that. It is your nature
to reproach other people when anything goes wrong
with you; I know you only too well. You must decide
for yourself; I will take no responsibility.”
Yes, he accepted that; it was purely
his own choice. Rather than lose her, he would
toil at any most ignoble pursuit, amply repaid by the
hope she granted him.
They had walked some distance, and
were out of sight of the Mergellina, on the ascending
road of Posillipo, all the moonlit glory of the bay
before them.
“It will be long before we see
it again,” said Madeline, sadly.
“We will spend our honeymoon
here,” was Clifford’s hopeful reply.