Miss Derrick had gone back into the
drawing-room, and, to Emmeline’s surprise, remained
there. This retirement was ominous; the girl must
be taking some resolve. Emmeline, on her part,
braced her courage for the step on which she had decided.
Luncheon awaited them, but it would be much better
to arrive at an understanding before they sat down
to the meal. She entered the room and found Louise
leaning on the back of a chair.
‘I dare say you heard the row,’
Miss Derrick remarked coldly. ’I’m
very sorry, but nothing of that kind shall happen again.’
Her countenance was disturbed, she
seemed to be putting a restraint upon herself, and
only with great effort to subdue her voice.
‘What are you going to do?’
asked Emmeline, in a friendly tone, but, as it were,
from a distance.
‘I am going to ask you to do
me a great kindness, Mrs. Mumford.’
There was no reply. The girl
paused a moment, then resumed impulsively.
’Mr. Higgins says that if I
don’t come home, he won’t let me have
any more money. They’re going to write and
tell you that they won’t be responsible after
this for my board and lodging. Of course I shall
not go home; I shouldn’t dream of it; I’d
rather earn my living as as a scullery
maid. I want to ask you, Mrs. Mumford, whether
you will let me stay on, and trust me to pay what I
owe you. It won’t be for very long, and
I promise you I will pay, every penny.’
The natural impulse of Emmeline’s
disposition was to reply with hospitable kindliness;
she found it very difficult to maintain her purpose;
it shamed her to behave like the ordinary landlady,
to appear actuated by mean motives. But the domestic
strain was growing intolerable, and she felt sure
that Clarence would be exasperated if her weakness
prolonged it.
‘Now do let me advise you, Louise,’
she answered gently. ’Are you acting wisely?
Wouldn’t it be very much better to go home?’,
Louise lost all her self-control.
Flushed with anger, her eyes glaring, she broke into
vehement exclamations.
’You want to get rid of me!
Very well, I’ll go this moment. I was going
to tell you something; but you don’t care what
becomes of me. I’ll send for my luggage;
you shan’t be troubled with it long. And
you’ll be paid all that’s owing. I
didn’t think you were one of that kind.
I’ll go this minute.’
‘Just as you please,’
said Emmeline, ’Your temper is really so very ’
’Oh, I know. It’s
always my temper, and nobody else is ever to blame.
I wouldn’t stay another night in the house, if
I had to sleep on the Downs!’
She flung out of the room and flew
upstairs. Emmeline, angered by this unwarrantable
treatment, determined to hold aloof, and let the girl
do as she would. Miss Derrick was of full age,
and quite capable of taking care of herself, or at
all events ought to be. Perhaps this was the
only possible issue of the difficulties in which they
had all become involved; neither Louise nor her parents
could be dealt with in the rational, peaceful way preferred
by well-conditioned people. To get her out of
the house was the main point; if she chose to depart
in a whirlwind, that was her own affair. All
but certainly she would go home, to-morrow if not
to-day.
In less than a quarter of an hour
her step sounded on the stairs would she
turn into the dining-room, where Emmeline now sat
at table? No; straight through the hall, and out
at the front door, which closed, however, quite softly
behind her. That she did not slam it seemed wonderful
to Emmeline. The girl was not wholly a savage.
Presently Mrs. Mumford went up to
inspect the forsaken chamber. Louise had packed
all her things: of course she must have tumbled
them recklessly into the trunks. Drawers were
left open, as if to exhibit their emptiness, but in
other respects the room looked tidy enough. Neatness
and order came by no means naturally to Miss Derrick,
and Emmeline did not know what pains the girl had taken,
ever since her arrival, to live in conformity with
the habits of a ‘nice’ household.
Louise, meanwhile, had gone to the
railway station, intending to take a ticket for Victoria.
But half an hour must elapse before the arrival of
a train, and she walked about in an irresolute mood.
For one thing, she felt hungry; at Sutton her appetite
had been keen, and meal-times were always welcome.
She entered the refreshment room, and with inward
murmurs made a repast which reminded her of the excellent
luncheon she might now have been enjoying. All
the time, she pondered her situation. Ultimately,
instead of booking for Victoria, she procured a ticket
for Epsom Downs, and had not long to wait for the
train.
It was a hot day at the end of June.
Wafts of breezy coolness passed now and then over
the high open country, but did not suffice to combat
the sun’s steady glare. After walking half
a mile or so, absorbed in thought, Louise suffered
so much that she looked about for shadow. Before
her was the towering ugliness of the Grand Stand;
this she had seen and admired when driving past it
with her friends; it did not now attract her.
In another direction the Downs were edged with trees,
and that way she turned. All but overcome with
heat and weariness, she at length found a shaded spot
where her solitude seemed secure. And, after
seating herself, the first thing she did was to have
a good cry.
Then for an hour she sat thinking,
and as she thought her face gradually emerged from
gloom the better, truer face which so often
allowed itself to be disguised at the prompting of
an evil spirit; her softening lips all but smiled,
as if at an amusing suggestion, and her eyes, in their
reverie, seemed to behold a pleasant promise.
Unconsciously she plucked and tasted the sweet stems
of grass that grew about her. At length, the
sun’s movements having robbed her of shadow,
she rose, looked at her watch, and glanced around for
another retreat. Hard by was a little wood, delightfully
grassy and cool, fenced about with railings she could
easily have climbed; but a notice-board, severely
admonishing trespassers, forbade the attempt.
With a petulant remark to herself on the selfishness
of “those people,” she sauntered past.
Along this edge of the Downs stands
a picturesque row of pine-trees, stunted, bittered,
and twisted through many a winter by the upland gales.
Louise noticed them, only to think for a moment what
ugly trees they were. Before her, east, west,
and north, lay the wooded landscape, soft of hue beneath
the summer sky, spreading its tranquil beauty far
away to the mists of the horizon. In vivacious
company she would have called it, and perhaps have
thought it, a charming view; alone, she had no eye
for such things an indifference characteristic
of her mind, and not at all dependent upon its mood.
Presently another patch of shade invited her to repose
again, and again she meditated for an hour or more.
The sun had grown less ardent, and
a breeze, no longer fitful, made walking pleasant.
The sight of holiday-making school-children, who,
in their ribboned hats and white pinafores, were having
tea not far away, suggested to Louise that she also
would like such refreshment. Doubtless it might
be procured at the inn yonder, near the racecourse,
and thither she began to move. Her thoughts were
more at rest; she had made her plan for the evening;
all that had to be done was to kill time for another
hour or so. Walking lightly over the turf, she
noticed the chalk marks significant of golf, and wondered
how the game was played. Without difficulty she
obtained her cup of tea, loitered over it as long
as possible, strayed yet awhile about the Downs, and
towards half-past six made for the railway station.
She travelled no further than Sutton,
and there lingered in the waiting room till the arrival
of a certain train from London Bridge. As the
train came in she took up a position near the exit.
Among the people who had alighted, her eye soon perceived
Clarence Mumford. She stepped up to him and drew
his attention.
‘Oh! have you come by the same
train?’ he asked, shaking hands with her.
’No. I’ve been waiting
here because I wanted to see you, Mr. Mumford.
Will you spare me a minute or two?’
‘Here? In the station?’
‘Please if you don’t mind.’
Astonished, Mumford drew aside with
her to a quiet part of the long platform. Louise,
keeping a very grave countenance, told him rapidly
all that had befallen since his departure from home
in the morning.
’I behaved horridly, and I was
sorry for it as soon as I had left the house.
After all Mrs. Mumford’s kindness to me, and
yours, I don’t know how I could be so horrid.
But the quarrel with mother had upset me so, and I
felt so miserable when Mrs. Mumford seemed to want
to get rid of me. I feel sure she didn’t
really want to send me away: she was only advising
me, as she thought, for my good. But I can’t,
and won’t, go home. And I’ve been
waiting all the afternoon to see you. No; not
here. I went to Epsom Downs and walked about,
and then came back just in time. And do
you think I might go back? I don’t mean
now, at once, but this evening, after you’ve
had dinner. I really don’t know where to
go for the night, and it’s such a stupid position
to be in, isn’t it?’
With perfect naïveté, or with perfect
simulation of it, she looked him in the face, and
it was Mumford who had to avert his eyes. The
young man felt very uncomfortable.
’Oh! I’m quite sure
Emmy will be glad to let you come for the night, Miss
Derrick ’
’Yes, but Mr. Mumford,
I want to stay longer a few weeks longer.
Do you think Mrs. Mumford would forgive me? I
have made up my mind what to do, and I ought to have
told her. I should have, if I hadn’t lost
my temper.’
‘Well,’ replied the other,
in grave embarrassment, but feeling that he had no
alternative, ‘let us go to the house ’
’Oh! I couldn’t.
I shouldn’t like anyone to know that I spoke
to you about it. It wouldn’t be nice, would
it? I thought if I came later, after dinner.
And perhaps you could talk to Mrs. Mumford, and and
prepare her. I mean, perhaps you wouldn’t
mind saying you were sorry I had gone so suddenly.
And then perhaps Mrs. Mumford she’s
so kind would say that she was sorry too.
And then I might come into the garden and find you
both sitting there ’
Mumford, despite his most uneasy frame
of mind, betrayed a passing amusement. He looked
into the girl’s face and saw its prettiness
flush with pretty confusion, and this did not tend
to restore his tranquillity.
‘What shall you do in the meantime?’
’Oh! go into the town and have
something to eat, and then walk about.’
‘You must be dreadfully tired already.’
’Just a little; but I don’t
mind. It serves me right. I shall be so
grateful to you, Mr. Mumford. If you won’t
let me come, I suppose I must go to London and ask
one of my friends to take me in.’
’I will arrange it. Come
about half-past eight. We shall be in the garden
by then.’
Avoiding her look, he moved away and
ran up the stairs. But from the exit of the station
he walked slowly, in part to calm himself, to assume
his ordinary appearance, and in part to think over
the comedy he was going to play.
Emmeline met him at the door, herself
too much flurried to notice anything peculiar in her
husband’s aspect. She repeated the story
with which he was already acquainted.
‘And really, after all, I am
so glad!’ was her conclusion. ’I didn’t
think she had really gone; all the afternoon I’ve
been expecting to see her back again. But she
won’t come now, and it is a good thing to have
done with the wretched business. I only hope she
will tell the truth to her people. She might
say that we turned her out of the house. But
I don’t think so; in spite of all her faults,
she never seemed deceitful or malicious.’
Mumford was strongly tempted to reveal
what had happened at the station, but he saw danger
alike in disclosure and in reticence.
When there enters the slightest possibility
of jealousy, a man can never be sure that his wife
will act as a rational being. He feared to tell
the simple truth lest Emmeline should not believe his
innocence of previous plotting with Miss Derrick, or
at all events should be irritated by the circumstances
into refusing Louise a lodging for the night.
And with no less apprehension he decided at length
to keep the secret, which might so easily become known
hereafter, and would then have such disagreeable consequences.
’Well, let us have dinner, Emmy;
I’m hungry. Yes, it’s a good thing
she has gone; but I wish it hadn’t happened in
that way. What a spitfire she is!’
’I never, never saw the like.
And if you had heard Mrs. Higgins! Oh, what dreadful
people! Clarence, hear me register a vow ’
’It was my fault, dear.
I’m awfully sorry I got you in for such horrors.
It was wholly and entirely my fault.’
By due insistence on this, Mumford
of course put his wife into an excellent humour, and,
after they had dined, she returned to her regret that
the girl should have gone so suddenly. Clarence,
declaring that he would allow himself a cigar, instead
of the usual pipe, to celebrate the restoration of
domestic peace, soon led Emmeline into the garden.
’Heavens! how hot it has been.
Eighty-five in our office at noon eighty-five!
Fellows are discarding waistcoats and wearing what
they call a cummerbund silk sash round the
waist. I think I must follow the fashion.
How should I look, do you think?’
‘You don’t really mind
that we lose the money?’ Emmeline asked presently.
‘Pooh! We shall do well enough. Who’s
that?’
Someone was entering the garden by
the side path. And in a moment there remained
no doubt who the person was. Louise came forward,
her head bent, her features eloquent of fatigue and
distress.
‘Mrs. Mumford I couldn’t without
asking you to forgive me ’
Her voice broke with a sob. She
stood in a humble attitude, and Emmeline, though pierced
with vexation, had no choice but to hold out a welcoming
hand.
‘Have you come all the way back
from London just to say this?’
’I haven’t been to London.
I’ve walked about all day and
oh, I’m so tired and miserable! Will you
let me stay, just for to-night? I shall be so
grateful.’
’Of course you may stay, Miss
Derrick. It was very far from my wish to see
you go off at a moment’s notice. But I really
couldn’t stop you.’
Mumford had stepped aside, out of
hearing. He forgot his private embarrassment
in speculation as to the young woman’s character.
That she was acting distress and penitence he could
hardly believe; indeed, there was no necessity to
accuse her of dishonest behaviour. The trivial
concealment between him and her amounted to nothing,
did not alter the facts of the situation. But
what could be at the root of her seemingly so foolish
existence? Emmeline held to the view that she
was in love with the man Cobb, though perhaps unwilling
to admit it, even in her own silly mind. It might
be so, and, if so, it made her more interesting;
for one was tempted to think that Louise had not the
power of loving at all. Yet, for his own part,
he couldn’t help liking her; the eyes at had
looked into his at the station haunted him a little,
and would not let him think of her contemptuously.
But what a woman to make ones wife! Unless unless
Louise had gone into the house.
Emmeline approached her husband.
‘There! I foresaw it. Isn’t
vexing?’
‘Never mind, dear. She’ll go to morrow,
or the day after.’
‘I wish I could be sure of that.’