SAIL FROM THE GASCOYNE.
March 20.
When we pulled out of the Gascoyne
this morning the first streak of dawn had not lit
up the eastern horizon, we however managed by creeping
along the southern shore to get out to sea, and there
anchored until it was light enough to see the compass.
I found a very heavy sea running outside and a strong
breeze blowing from the southward; at this time however
there was nothing which in my opinion rendered it too
hazardous to risk the passage, more especially being
pressed as we were by the want of food. The distance
across to Bernier Island from the point of the main
where we were was about ten miles further than it is
from Dover to Calais. Our boats were in very
bad repair, and the landing on the other side was
by no means good. I therefore certainly would
not have ventured to make the passage in a gale of
wind; but the weather did not seem threatening and
it had been for many successive days blowing as hard
as it was when we started.
CAUGHT IN A GALE OF WIND.
We might have gone nine or ten miles
when the wind suddenly increased, and ere we had made
five more it had become a perfect gale and we were
obliged to keep the boats close hauled, for had we
run ever so little before the wind we should not have
fetched Bernier Island, and consequently should have
been blown right out to sea. We had nothing therefore
now to do but to struggle for it, and to use every
energy to save ourselves. Sea after sea broke
into the boat but the water was as rapidly baled out:
none could have behaved better than the crews of both
boats did, and the whole scene was one of such constant,
cheerful, and successful exertion that, great as our
danger was, I do not recollect ever having a keener
perception of the pleasure of excited feelings, or
a more thorough revelry of joyous emotions, than I
had during this perilous passage.
REACH BERNIER ISLAND.
Bernier Island at last rose in sight
and amidst the giant waves we occasionally caught
a peep of its rocky shores; but we were so tossed to
and fro that it was only now and then that from the
summit of some lofty sea we could sight a high shore
which was not more than four or five miles from us.
We had made the island about five miles from its northern
extremity, and I ran along the shore until I found
a convenient landing-place about a mile and a half
to the south of our old one.
CHANGE IN THE LAND.
It was perfectly sheltered by reefs
and an island, but it surprised me that I had not
remarked this cove on my previous visit to the island,
and I was still further astonished to see now three
new small rocky islands, of which I had no recollection
whatever. Indeed the men all for a long time
stoutly denied that this was Bernier Island and, had
we not now sighted Kok’s Island, I should have
doubted my skill in navigation and made up my mind
that I had fallen into some strange error; but as it
was forebodings shot across my wind as to what pranks
the hurricane might have been playing upon the island,
which consisted of nothing but loose sand heaped upon
a bed of limestone rock of very unequal elevation.
I ran in my own boat upon a convenient
point of the beach and the other boat followed in
safety, for I did not like, in such foul weather, to
leave them at anchor on a lee shore, which had previously
proved so unsafe a position. A most awkward question
now presented itself to my consideration: from
the altered appearance of the coast I felt very considerable
doubts as to the state in which the depot might be
found; supposing anything had occurred to it I felt
that it would be unadvisable that such a discovery
should be made in the presence of many persons; as
future discipline would in a great measure depend upon
the first impression that was given. Who, then,
had I better select for the purpose of visiting the
depot in the first instance? After some deliberation
I made choice of Mr. Smith and Corporal Coles, in
the courage, disinterestedness, and self-possession
of both of whom I placed great confidence. I
directed Mr. Walker to see certain little alterations
made in the boats before the men were allowed to straggle;
these I knew would occupy them for some time and leave
me therefore during this interval free to think and
act according to circumstances. I now called Mr.
Smith and Corporal Coles to accompany me, and told
Coles to bring a spade with him.
DESTRUCTION OF THE DEPOT OF PROVISIONS.
SYMPTOMS OF CALAMITY.
Before we had gone very far alarming
symptoms met my eyes in the form of staves of flour
casks scattered about amongst the rocks, and even high
up on the sandhills. Coles however persisted
that these wore so far inland that they could only
have come from the flour casks which we had emptied
before starting. I knew they were far too numerous
for such to be the case, but I suppressed my opinion
and made no remarks. We next came to a cask of
salt provisions, washed high and dry at least twenty
feet above the usual high-water mark: the sea
had evidently not been near this for a long period
as it was half covered with drift sand which must have
taken some time to accumulate. This Coles easily
accounted for, it was merely the cask which had been
lost from the wreck of the Paul Pry. I still
thought otherwise but said nothing.
At length we reached the spot where
the depot had been made: so changed was it that
both Mr. Smith and Coles persisted it was not the place;
but on going to the shore there were some very remarkable
rocks, on the top of which lay a flour cask more than
half empty, with the head knocked out, but not otherwise
injured; this also was washed up at least twenty feet
of perpendicular elevation beyond high water mark.
The dreadful certainty now flashed upon the minds
of Mr. Smith and Coles, and I waited to see what effect
it would have upon them. Coles did not bear the
surprise so well as I had expected; he dashed the spade
upon the ground with almost ferocious violence, and
looking up to me he said, “All lost, Sir! we
are all lost, Sir!” Mr. Smith stood utterly calm
and unmoved; I had not calculated wrongly upon his
courage and firmness. His answer to Coles was,
“Nonsense, Coles, we shall do very well yet;
why, there is a cask of salt provisions and half a
cask of flour still left.”
I now rallied Coles upon his conduct;
compared it with that of Mr. Smith, and told him that
when I had taken him on to the depot in preference
to the other men it had been in the expectation that,
if any disaster had happened, he would, by his coolness
and courage, have given such an example as would have
exercised a salutary influence upon the others.
This had the desired effect upon him; he became perfectly
cool and collected and promised to make light of the
misfortune to the rest, and to observe the strictest
discipline. I then requested Mr. Smith to see
the little flour that was left in the barrel and on
the rocks carefully collected by Coles, and, leaving
them thus engaged, I turned back along the sea shore
towards the party; glad of the opportunity of being
alone as I could now commune freely with my own thoughts.
ALARMING POSITION AND PROSPECTS.
REPAIR DAMAGES, AND RETURN TO THE MAIN.
The safety of the whole party now
depended upon my forming a prompt and efficient plan
of operations, and seeing it carried out with energy
and perseverance. As soon as I was out of sight
of Mr. Smith and Coles I sat down upon a rock on the
shore to reflect upon our present position. The
view seawards was discouraging; the gale blew fiercely
in my face and the spray of the breakers was dashed
over me; nothing could be more gloomy and drear.
I turned inland and could see only a bed of rock, covered
with drifting sand, on which grew a stunted vegetation,
and former experience had taught me that we could
not hope to find water in this island; our position
here was therefore untenable, and but three plans presented
themselves to me: first, to leave a notice of
my intentions on the island, then to make for some
known point on the main and there endeavour to subsist
ourselves until we should be found and taken off by
the Colonial schooner; secondly, to start for Timor
or Port Essington; thirdly, to try to make Swan River
in the boats.
CONSOLATIONS OF RELIGION.
I determined not to decide hastily
between these plans and, in order more fully to compose
my mind, I sat down and read a few chapters in the
Bible.
By the influence these imparted I
became perfectly contented and resigned to our apparently
wretched condition and, again rising up, pursued my
way along the beach to the party. It may be here
remarked by some that these statements of my attending
to religious duties are irrelevant to the subject,
but in such an opinion I cannot at all coincide.
In detailing the sufferings we underwent it is necessary
to relate the means by which those sufferings were
alleviated; and after having, in the midst of perils
and misfortunes, received the greatest consolation
from religion, I should be ungrateful to my Maker
not to acknowledge this, and should ill perform my
duty to my fellow men did I not bear testimony to the
fact that, under all the weightier sorrows and sufferings
that our frail nature is liable to, a perfect reliance
upon the goodness of God and the merits of our Redeemer
will be found a sure refuge and a certain source of
consolation.
In pursuing my route along the beach
I carefully examined every heap of seaweed which the
waves had thrown up, and was fortunate enough to find
a bag of flour which had been washed up by the tide
and held there by some rocks; though from daily soaking
in salt water for several weeks it was quite spoilt
and fermented, and smelt like beer; yet this, under
present circumstances, was more valuable than its
weight in gold. Just after I had found this bag,
I met Ruston and another man coming from the boats
to the depot; I at once told them exactly how matters
stood; they bore the announcement better than I could
have hoped for, and when I showed them that their
safety altogether depended on their good conduct they
promised the most implicit obedience and a ready cheerful
demeanour. I must do Ruston the justice to say
that under every trial he most scrupulously adhered
to the promise he then made, and never infringed upon
it in the slightest degree.
CONDUCT OF THE MEN.
When I reached the party and told
the tale of the total disappearance of all we had
left at the depot blank and dismayed faces met me on
all sides. Mr. Walker and Corporal Auger set
an excellent example to the others; but two men, of
the names of Harry and Charley Woods, seized the first
convenient opportunity of walking off to the place
where our miserable remnant of damper was deposited
with the intention of appropriating it to themselves.
I only waited till they actually laid their hands
upon it, when I stopped them, placed a sentry over
what provisions were left, ordered a survey of all
stores to be held, and a report to be made to me;
and then went off with a party to search the shore
in the hope of finding any other things which might
have been washed up: our search however proved
quite unsuccessful.
CHOICE OF PLANS.
I had warned the men that at sunset
I would inform them what my intentions were with regard
to our future movements; and in the meantime all hands
were employed in searching for provisions or in preparing
the boats for sea. A very gloomy prospect was
before us: the men were already much reduced
from illness, from using damaged provisions, and from
hard work and exposure combined: our boats were
in a very leaky unsound state, whilst all means of
efficiently repairing them had been swept away in the
hurricane. Add to this that the only provisions
we had left really fit to eat were about nine days’
salt meat, at the rate of a pound a man per diem,
and about sixty pounds of tolerably good flour.
It would be useless to detail the
different reasons which induced me to adopt the plan
of endeavouring to make Swan River in the whale boats;
this was however the course I resolved to pursue.
Its principal advantages were that we should be constantly
approaching home; and that if any accident should
happen to the boats we might always hope to reach
Perth by walking: the principal objection to it
was the prevalence of strong south-east winds.
At sunset the party assembled. I detailed to
them at considerable length the three most feasible
plans which had offered themselves to me, the reasons
which had made me reject two of them, as well as those
which led me to adopt the third; and as I knew that
there were two or three insubordinate characters amongst
the men, whom I had picked up at Fremantle, I further
told them that, if a sufficient number to man one
of the boats objected to follow me, they could go
their own way; as the success of my scheme would altogether
depend upon the courage and subordination with which
it was carried out. No dissentient voice was
however raised, but they all promised to follow me
wherever I might lead. We now made arrangements
for searching for turtle during the night, and then
stretched ourselves on the sand to try and sleep.
March 21.
We were unfortunate in not catching
a turtle during the night; the season for them had
however now passed away, so that we could only hope
to cut off a stray one which might have lingered behind
its fellows. The next day was occupied in sticking
up a steer-oar with a tin canister attached to it,
containing a letter in which was detailed the plan
I intended to follow, so that in the event of any
accident occurring, and our remaining on the coast,
we might still have the chance of a vessel being sent
to search for us. The men were occupied in looking
for shellfish, drying the flour, and preparing the
boats. It blew nearly a gale of wind from the
south throughout the day.
RETURN TO THE MAIN.
March 22.
This day at two P.M., all our preparations
having been completed and the wind somewhat moderated,
we stood across the bay, and soon after nightfall
made the main about twelve miles to the north of the
northern mouth of the Gascoyne. The wind freshened
a great deal during the night; but as it was impossible
to beach boats on so dangerous a coast in the dark
we were obliged to trust to the goodness of our anchors,
and they did not disappoint us.
March 23.
Before dawn this morning we were under
weigh and pulling dead to windward against a strong
breeze and heavy sea; the men rowed almost without
intermission until noon when, finding them completely
exhausted, I made sail and stood in towards the shore.
When we had approached the land about four miles to
the north of the Gascoyne a party of natives came
down, without their spears, in the most friendly manner,
making signs to us to land. We had however but
little time to spare, and could not afford to give
them any provisions: knowing also the small dependence
that can be placed upon them in a first interview,
I thought it most prudent to decline their invitation.
COMPLETE OUR WATER.
We accordingly continued our route
and in the course of the evening made the river, where
we completed our water, and halted for the night.
We saw nothing more of the natives here, but I feel
convinced that in the event of a settlement being
formed at this point no difficulty would be found
in establishing and maintaining the most friendly relations
with them.
ANCHOR TO THE NORTH OF THE GASCOYNE.
March 24.
The morning did not promise very well,
but soon after sunrise the wind shifted so much to
the westward that we were able to run along shore,
and in the course of the day we made altogether about
forty-five miles, tracing the greater part of the
remaining unknown portion of the shores of Shark Bay.
On leaving the Gascoyne, a low point bore due south
of us, distant about twelve miles, which I named Point
Greenough after George Bellas Greenough, Esquire,
the president of the Royal Geographical Society; and
between this point and the river lay a deep bay, the
shores of which were low and thickly studded with
mangroves, through which many saltwater creeks
ran up into the country. Two of these creeks I
had examined on a previous occasion, and therefore
now paid no attention to them.
EXAMINE THE COAST TO THE SOUTHWARD. ITS CHARACTER.
After passing Point Greenough the
shore trended south by east and for the next eight
miles preserved its low character, being still thickly
wooded with mangroves; but at this point a remarkable
change takes place as the mangroves suddenly
cease, and the low range of hills which extends southward
along the coast parallel to the shore increases a little
in height. In about another mile the mangroves
again commence, the coast now trending south-east;
and about five miles further it runs south-east by
east, forming a bay about four miles deep, the bottom
of which is tolerably clear of mangroves.
CONTINUE OUR COURSE TO THE SOUTHWARD.
Having crossed this bay we ran south-east
by south parallel to the shore; the mangroves
now became less continuous and numerous, at least they
appeared to us to be so, and the range of hills seemed
also to approach much nearer to the sea. We continued
on this course until sunset, when I selected a snug
little bay in the mangroves, where we anchored
at the distance of a few yards from the shore and
made ourselves as comfortable as we could for the
night.
CHARACTER OF THE COAST AND SEA.
There was great beauty in the scenery
which we saw during the day’s sail; the waters
and the sky had that peculiar brilliancy about them
which is only seen in fine weather and in a tropical
climate. To the west of us lay an apparently
boundless expanse of sea, whilst to the eastward we
had a low shore fringed with trees, not only down
to the water’s edge but forming little green
knolls of foliage in the ocean itself; behind these
trees lay low wooded hills, and in front of them stalked
and swam about pelicans and waterfowl in countless
numbers. We had only about three feet depth of
clear transparent water, through which we saw that
the flats beneath us were covered with vivid coloured
shells of many genera, some of which were of a very
large size; strange-looking fish of a variety of kinds
were also sporting about; more particularly sharks
of a new species (of that kind which I shot at in
mistake for an alligator) and stingrays. Whenever
a lull occurred the men, unable to resist the chance
of getting a meal, would jump out of the boat, and
give chase to one of these sting-rays, boat-hook in
hand, and then loud peals of laughter rose from the
others as the pursuer, too anxious to attain his object,
missed his stroke or, stumbling, rolled headlong in
the water. The fineness of the day, the novelty
of the scenery, and the rapid way we were making made
the poor fellows forget past dangers, as well as those
they had yet to undergo. My own meditations were
of a more melancholy character, for I feared that
the days of some of the light-hearted group were already
numbered and would soon be brought to a close.
Amidst such scenes and thoughts we were swept along,
whilst this unknown coast, which so many had anxiously
yet vainly wished to see, passed before our eyes like
a panorama or a dream, and, ere many years have hurried
by it is probable that the recollection of this day
will be as such to me.
BOAT LEFT AGROUND BY THE TIDE.
March 25.
This morning I was up early in order
that we might lose no time in getting under weigh;
I was much surprised however to find both boats aground,
and when the day had dawned sufficiently to enable
me to distinguish surrounding objects I could not
make out the sea, but found that we were lodged in
a regular mangrove bush. I walked a few yards
to get a clear view to the westward and found that
we were at least a mile inland, so far does the tide
run in over this low level shore. My eyes were
so sore that I could scarcely see and I therefore did
not attempt to make an excursion into the country,
but sent a party for this purpose, who ascended the
first low range of hills and reported that the country
as far as they could see to the eastward was a succession
of low mud flats subject to the overflowings of the
sea. There was a promising-looking creek immediately
to the south of us.
The tide came very slowly in until
ten o’clock, which was about the time of high-water:
but here it had only half risen and remained stationary
for some time, when it began to ebb again, but soon
meeting the second flood, now came pouring rapidly
in, and just before sunset there was water enough
for us to get off. We pulled to a low point, distant
about two miles, and which bore south by east from
us; and having anchored off this waited for the morning
dawn to pursue our voyage.
CONTINUE A SOUTHERLY COURSE.
March 26.
In the morning I found that the point
we were anchored off ran south-east and north-west:
it was about two miles long and formed a low spit of
land whence the coast trended due south. I debated
for a few minutes whether I should explore the creek
which lay to the south of us, but decided in the negative.
Had I followed my own wishes I should have done so,
but the lives of others now depended on my incurring
no unjustifiable delay, and it did not therefore appear
to be of importance; besides, as we had now traced
the unknown portions of this great bay, and had moreover
discovered in it a country in every way fitted for
immediate occupation, and which indeed appeared from
its soil and position to be one of the most valuable
portions of the western side of the Continent, I thought
that everything worthy of any great risk or danger
had been accomplished, and resolved to hurry homewards.
STEER FROM THE MAIN.
After following the coast for a few
miles further to the south I considered we were now
far enough to windward to fetch somewhere near the
centre of Perron’s Peninsula; I therefore made
sail and steered for that point.
ANOTHER GALE OF WIND.
Our passage across was a long and
tedious one, and when at last towards evening we sighted
Perron’s Peninsula it was very evident that my
boat would not do more than fetch the very northern
point, but the other boat, which was a much better
sailer, was nearly a mile to windward of us. The
weather had been for the last hour or two very threatening,
and we had reached to within two miles of the shore
when the wind suddenly shifted to the south-west and
began to blow a terrific gale. We had just time
to down sail and take to the oars, and as every one
of the crew saw that his life depended on it they
gave way strenuously. We were under the lee of
the Peninsula and had it not been for this circumstance
must undoubtedly have been lost. That gale of
wind was a terrible and magnificent sight. I
stood at the steer oar; the waves lifted the boat each
time nearly broadside on, and it was all I could do
to bring her head round in time to meet the next sea,
but the men pulled steadily. “Now men, give
way for your lives,” I called out if they flagged,
and renewed energy was instantly infused into all
of them. At times we could not hold our own against
the wind and waves, and at the most favourable moments
seemed merely to stand still. I looked at the
shore until my eyes ached; but no nearer did it appear
to be than at first, and gradually grew less distinct
as the daylight faded. We could only see the other
boat now and then; but although she was evidently
in imminent peril they were much nearer in shore than
we were. The danger we underwent on this occasion
was great; but the excitement of so wild and grand
a scene was highly pleasurable, and when success at
last crowned our exertions, and we went dancing wildly
in through the surf and spray upon a rocky unknown
shore, and found the other crew on the beach ready
to help us in hauling up, I felt that there is a charm
attached to scenes like these which can only be fully
estimated by those who have experienced it. Having
in our turn assisted to haul up the other boat we
lighted our fires and laid down for the night.
PERRON’S PENINSULA.
March 27.
This morning I found that all our
hands were so fatigued by the exertions of the previous
day that a few hours of comparative rest was absolutely
necessary. I therefore directed them to stroll
about the beach for an hour or two and to collect
oysters or shellfish. The part of Perron’s
Peninsula which we were on consists of abrupt cliffs
of the height of about two hundred feet; at the base
of these and between them and the sea there is a narrow
strip of sandy land and dunes, and at their summit
is a barren sandy tableland, gently sloping away to
the southward and appearing to extend throughout the
whole length of the peninsula.
As soon as I thought the men were
sufficiently rested we launched the boats, but on
rounding the northern extremity of the peninsula met
a heavy sea running from the southward and were obliged
to take to the oars. We had not got more than
two miles to the southward of Cape Leseuer when I
saw so many indications of an approaching gale that
I ran in again and beached the boats; and this operation
was hardly accomplished ere it blew with terrific
violence from the south-south-west. Both here
and at our last night’s encampment we saw numerous
signs of natives, and now found several native wells
in the sandhills, but had no occasion to use them
as we had regular tropical rain for the rest of the
day. The men here brought me the bones of a very
large marine animal which they had found at the natives’
fire, but I could not recognise them as belonging
to any that I was acquainted with. At this period,
from bad food and being constantly wet with salt water,
we were all afflicted with sores of the most painful
and annoying character, and these much increased the
unpleasantness of our situation.
ANOTHER GALE.
March 28.
This morning the weather looked tolerably
fine; I therefore ordered the boats to be launched
and, after pulling a few miles to windward along Perron’s
Peninsula, we struck across for Dirk Hartog’s
Island; our former ill-luck however still attended
us, for just as we were making the land another fearful
gale from the south-south-west came on, and had we
not had the good luck to have got under the lee of
the Coin de Mire of the French we must infallibly
have been wrecked; as it was we pulled along under
this promontory and beached the boats in a little bay
at its north-west extremity. Nothing but absolute
necessity could however have induced me to take such
a step, for the place was rocky and difficult of access,
with a heavy surf breaking on the beach. The rain
fell in torrents during the greater part of the evening,
and the men spent the time in searching for oysters
and shellfish with which to appease their hunger.
The rain which had fallen during the last two days
had a very injurious effect upon some of us, for,
our clothes having been lost with the other things
which were swept away from the depot during the hurricane
of the first of March, we were very insufficiently
clad.
DIRK HARTOG’S ISLAND.
March 29.
The weather this morning being very
foul I occupied myself in making a survey of a portion
of Dirk Hartog’s Island, which is of a very barren
nature, though rather better than either Bernier or
Dorre Islands, but for many years to come it must
be utterly useless. It looks exactly like a Scottish
heath; and I have no doubt whatever that water would
be found by digging on it; but as we could have obtained
plenty from large holes in the rocks we did not make
the attempt. Whilst I was occupied in this examination
of the island the wind shifted suddenly to the north-west
and I hurried back to the party in order not to lose
so favourable an opportunity.
On arriving at the boats I found that
the water had not been completed, nor had three days’
provisions (such as they were) been cooked, although
I had left orders when I went away that these necessary
preparations for our moving should immediately be
made; this gave me another reason to suspect that,
during my temporary absence from the party, discipline
was now altogether neglected, and indeed treated as
an unnecessary restraint under existing circumstances.
Mr. Smith had warned me that such was the case, and
I therefore never separated myself from any portion
of the party without great anxiety; for I well knew
that the safety of all depended upon preserving the
strictest subordination.
In this instance however I merely
ordered the boats to be instantly launched; for I
knew that to lose a fair wind in our present situation
would be rashness; and we were soon bounding before
the breeze. The wind now continued fair and at
nightfall we landed on the main in such a position
as to look out to the open sea, through the passage
between Steep Point and Dirk Hartog’s Island.
PERILOUS COASTING.
March 30.
This morning we pulled up the opening
and found a perfect bubble of a sea running into it
and breaking on the various reefs which lie in its
mouth. We then made an attempt to pull round
Steep Point and succeeded in getting out to sea; but
there was a formidable swell setting dead on the shore
and drifting us rapidly in towards it, whilst in the
event of being stranded nothing could have saved our
lives for the surf was so tremendous that the boat
must instantly have gone to pieces, and the lofty
limestone cliffs were perfectly inaccessible, being
hollowed out into deep caverns by the action of the
waves. The attempt to get along this coast appeared
indeed to be so hazardous that even the old sailors
who were with me begged me not to risk it, but rather
to allow them to endeavour to walk overland to Perth.
I was well aware that had I attempted to do this at
least half the party would have been lost; for but
few men can support the fatigue of making long and
continuous marches in a very warm climate in which
a great scarcity of water prevails.
SHELTER UNDER A REEF.
I however humoured them so far as
to put back for the mouth of the opening, where, under
the shelter of a reef, we could lie at anchor for a
few hours in the hope that the sea would lull a little;
we however only just cleared Steep Point, and whilst
doing so I felt certain for two or three minutes that
we must have gone ashore, for each breaker lifted the
boat bodily towards the cliffs; as it was however it
pleased Providence to bring us safe to our anchorage.
We were now about to enter on the
most perilous part of our journey homewards.
For the next one hundred and twenty miles along the
coast I could not hope to find a place whereon to
beach the boats, in the event of our meeting with
those unfavourable winds which we had hitherto found
so prevalent. It would, in the present weak state
of the party, take us many successive days to make
this passage; and, should the weather be really foul,
accompanied by strong gales from the south-west, our
fate would soon have been decided. Nevertheless
our hope of ultimate safety rested altogether upon
the accomplishment of the difficult task we were about
to commence.
INSUBORDINATION CHECKED.
I soon found that remaining in a state
of inactivity would but increase our difficulties;
for as the men talked over them to one another, they
grew wore and more gloomy, and when at length I gave
a particular order to a man of the name of Woods he
quietly refused to obey it, saying that he now considered
that his life was altogether lost, and that he would
therefore knock off work. I was rather puzzled
for a minute or two as to how I ought to act under
these circumstances, for such an example as he had
set necessarily exercised a bad influence over the
others; yet there was no use in threatening to punish
where I had not the means to do so; I therefore merely
turned round to the man who had the charge of sharing
out our scanty allowance of provisions and desired
him to divide Woods’ portion of water and provisions
amongst the rest of us today, as I intended for the
future that he should have none, at all events not
until he did his fair share of work. This had
the desired effect; he soon came to his senses and
told me that I might as well throw him overboard at
once as starve him, to which I replied that unless
he overcame his cowardice and bore his proportion
of the toil we all had to go through I should in no
way whatever interfere with his starving, being thrown
overboard, or anything else; but that I would take
very good care that he had neither a morsel to eat
or a drop of water to drink; whereupon he again resumed
his duty and from that time forward proved to be one
of the best men I had with me; indeed I never again
had occasion to find fault with him.
Seeing however what a pernicious effect
this delay was likely to produce I determined at once
to cope with those difficulties, which we must either
overcome or perish; and accordingly round Steep Point
we again went, and for the rest of this evening and
night contended with the heavy sea as well as we could,
keeping about a mile from the shore, sometimes pulling
and sometimes getting a favourable slant of wind.
March 31.
This day we continued our course,
tracing out the shore. A small piece of raw pork
was served out to each man; and I found this to be
a very nice and palatable morsel; it however increased
our thirst, which, as we were upon very short allowance
of water, was rather a disadvantage; but it was absolutely
necessary that we should take some nourishment.
CHARACTER OF THE SHORE.
The country hereabouts is very uninviting,
consisting of a high range of barren limestone hills,
ascending gradually from steep cliffs which form the
coastline. These hills are of such equal elevation
that they have a monotonous as well as barren appearance,
and are rent in places by deep rocky gullies which
run down into the sea. No change whatever took
place in the character of the coast throughout our
day’s ruin, nor did I see a spot where a boat
could land. I did not close my eyes during Sunday
night, for we were still in a most perilous position,
and I felt that whilst we were on so dangerous a coast
with a foul wind it was my duty to keep upon the alert
as long as wearied nature would admit of my so doing.
As soon as there was sufficient light
for me to distinguish the coastline I found that it
was somewhat losing its monotonous character by breaking
into more detached hills; and about ten A.M., we reached
the northern extremity of Gantheaume Bay.
TO GANTHEAUME BAY.
The men being now completely worn
out by want of rest, incessant exertion, and the mental
anxiety they had undergone in the last fifty-six hours,
during the whole of which time they had been in actual
danger, I determined to attempt a landing in Gantheaume
Bay, and therefore pulled along shore with the intention
of finding a spot where we could easily land and yet
be near a place likely to afford us water; for notwithstanding
the economy we had practised none now was left.
I soon came to an opening in the bay which I thought
would suit our purpose, but Ruston, on whose opinion
in such matters I placed great reliance, reported
it to be utterly impracticable; we still therefore
pulled along the shore, and found it lashed throughout
its whole extent by a fearful surf. The south
end of the bay, although protected by a reef, had just
as heavy a surf breaking on it as any other part of
the shore and was also very rocky, we therefore turned
back to a sandy beach which we had passed in pulling
round the bay and, having carefully examined this,
it appeared in every way suited to our purpose, so
we committed ourselves to the mercy of the breakers
and in we went. As I stood at the steer-oar I
saw that this was a heavier surf than we had ever
yet been in. We were swept along at a terrific
rate, and yet it appeared as if each following wave
must engulf us, so lofty were they, and so rapidly
did they pour on.
WRECK OF ONE OF THE BOATS.
At length we reached the point where
the waves broke; the breaker that we were on curled
up in the air, lifting the boat with it, and when we
had gained the summit I looked down from a great height,
not upon water, but upon a bare, sharp, black rock.
For one second the boat hung upon the top of the wave;
in the next I felt the sensation of falling rapidly,
then a tremendous shock and crash which jerked me
away amongst rocks and breakers, and for the few following
seconds I heard nothing but the din of waves whilst
I was rolling about amongst men, and a torn boat, oars,
and water-kegs, in such a manner that I could not collect
my senses.
END OF VOLUME 1.