Vane was utterly insensible either
to voice or touch. His father knelt over him
and loosened his tie and collar, for his breath was
coming hard and irregularly. Then he rose to
his feet, looked down at him for a few moments, and
went away to summon Koda Bux, his old Pathan bearer,
to help him to take him up to bed. He knew that
he could trust him not to gossip, and he would not
for worlds have had it said about the house the next
day that Master Vane had been carried to bed drunk.
Koda Bux was awake the moment his
master touched his shoulder. He rose at once
and followed him. When they reached the library
Sir Arthur pointed without a word to where Vane lay.
He looked at him and then at the decanters, and said,
without moving a feature save his lips:
“Truly, Huzur, the young sahib
is exceeding drunk, and he must sleep. To-morrow
the fires of hell will be burning in his brain and
in his blood. It is a thing that no others should
know of. He shall sleep in his bed, and thy servant
shall watch by him until he is well, and neither man
nor woman shall come near him.”
“That is my wish, Koda,”
said Sir Arthur. “Now I will help you to
take him upstairs.”
“There is no need that thou,
O protector of the poor, shouldst trouble thyself.
This is but one man’s work.”
With that he stooped down, got his
arms under Vane’s knees and shoulders, and lifted
him up as easily as if he had been a lad of ten.
Sir Arthur took up the candle which he had brought
down with him, and went in front to his son’s
room.
Koda laid him on the bed, and at once
went to work with the deft rapidity of a practised
hand to remove his clothes. He saw that he could
do no more good, so, after laying his hand for a moment
on Vane’s wet, cold brow, he turned away towards
the door with a deep sigh, which was not lost on Koda.
“Trust him to me and sleep in
peace, Huzur,” he said. “I know how
to fight the devil that is in him and throw him out.
To-morrow Vane Sahib shall be as well as ever.”
“Do your best for him, Koda.
This is the first time, and I hope the last.
Good-night.”
“Good-night, friend of the friendless,”
replied the Pathan, standing up and stretching out
his hands palms downwards. “Fear nothing.
May your sleep be as the repose of Nirvana.”
But there was neither rest nor sleep
for Sir Arthur Maxwell that night. That vision
of the girl’s face looking out of the cab had
been to him a vision half of heaven and half of hell.
It was the face of the girl he had wooed and worked
for and won nearly thirty years before a
girl whose hands for a brief space had opened the
gates of Paradise to him. But it was also the
face of a woman who had brought into his life something
worse than the bitterness of death.
As he paced up and down his bedroom
through the still, lonely hours of the night, he asked
himself again and again what inscrutable fate had
brought this girl, the fresh, bright, living image
of the woman who was worse than dead, and his son
Vane, the idol of his heart, and the hope of his life,
together.
Why had this girl, this outcast bearing
the name which he both loved and hated, been the first
to see in his son’s eyes that fatal sign which
he knew so well, a sign which he had himself seen
in eyes into which he had once looked as a lad of
twenty-four with anxious adoration to read his fate
in them. For years that flickering, wavering light
had been to him like the reflected glare from the
flames of hell, and now this girl had seen it as he
had seen it, mocking and devilish in the eyes of his
only son.
It would have been better he
saw that now to have braced himself to
the task of telling Vane the whole of the miserable,
pitiful story at once, as soon, indeed, as Vane’s
own story had convinced him that he had not escaped
the curse which some dead and gone ancestor of his
mother’s had transmitted to his unborn posterity.
But it was a hard thing for a father
to tell his son of his mother’s shame.
As hard, surely, as it had been for Jephtha to keep
his rash vow and drive the steel into his daughter’s
breast. He had hoped that the resolves which
Vane had taken, enforced by a serious and friendly
talk the next day, would have been enough to avert
the danger.
He did not know, as he knew now, that
the demon of inherited alcoholism laughs at such poor
precautions as this. Measures infinitely more
drastic would be needed, and they must be employed
at no matter what cost either to himself or Vane.
And yet it was an awful thing to do.
Year after year he had shrunk from it, hoping that
it would never be necessary; but now the necessity
had come at last. There could be no doubt of
that. He had left his son sane and strong, with
brave, wise words on his lips. An hour after he
had gone back and found him a senseless thing, human
only in shape. There could be no hesitation after
that. It must be done.
Like many men of his kind, men whose
lives have been passed in wrestling with the barbarisms,
the ignorance and the superstitions of lower races,
as well as with the blind forces of nature and the
scourges of pestilence and famine in distant lands,
Arthur Maxwell was a man of deep though mostly silent
religious convictions, and if ever there was a time
when such a man could find strength and guidance in
prayer surely this was such a time, and yet he had
walked up and down his room, which since he had entered
it had been his Gethsemane, for hours before he knelt
down by his bedside and lifted up his heart, if not
his voice, in prayer.
He rose from his knees with clearer
sight and greater strength to see and face the terrible
task which lay before him. It was quite plain
to him now that the task must be faced and carried
through, and he was more strongly determined than
ever that before the next day was over Vane should
know everything that he could tell him. Still,
there was no rest for him yet, and for hours longer
he walked up and down the room thinking of the past
and the future; but most of the past.
About seven sheer physical fatigue
compelled him to lie down on his bed, and in a few
minutes he fell off into an uneasy sleep. Just
about this time Vane woke his mouth parched,
his brain burning and throbbing, and every nerve in
his body tingling. As soon as he opened his eyes
he saw Koda Bux standing by his bedside.
“What on earth’s the matter,
Koda?” he said in a voice that was half a groan.
“Great Scott, what a head I’ve got!
Ah, I remember now. It was that infernal whiskey.
What the devil made me drink it?”
“You are right, Vane Sahib,”
said Koda sententiously; “it was the whiskey,
which surely is distilled from fruits that grow only
on the shores of the Sea of Sorrow. Now your
head is wracked with the torments of hell, and your
mouth is like a cave in the desert; but you shall be
cured and sleep, and when you wake you shall be as
though you had never tasted the drink that is both
fire and water.”
He went away to the dressing-table,
shook some pink powder out of a little bottle into
a glass, and came back to the bedside with the glass
in one hand and the water-bottle in the other.
Then he poured the water on to the powder and said:
“Drink, sahib, and sleep!
When you wake you will be well.”
The water seemed to turn into something
like pink champagne as the powder dissolved.
Vane seized the glass eagerly, and took a long, delicious
drink. He had scarcely time to hand the glass
back to Koda and thank him before his burning brain
grew cool, his nerves ceased to thrill, a delightful
languor stole over him, and he sank back on the pillow
and was asleep in a moment. The Pathan looked
at him half sternly and half sorrowfully for a few
moments, then he laid his brown hand upon his brow.
It was already moist and cool.
He turned away, and set to work to
put the room in order and get out Vane’s clothes
and clean linen for the day. Then he went downstairs
and brewed Sir Arthur’s morning coffee as usual.
This was always the first of his daily tasks.
When he took it up he found Sir Arthur still fully
dressed, lying on the bed, moving uneasily in his sleep.
“The follies of the young are
the sorrows of the old!” he murmured. “He
has not slept all night; still, this is a sleep which
rests not nor refreshes. His coffee will do him
more good, and then he can bathe and rest.”
He laid his hand lightly on Sir Arthur’s
shoulder. He woke at once and drank his coffee.
Then he asked how Vane was, and when he knew that he
was sleeping again, and would not wake for some hours,
he got up, undressed, and had a bath and dressed again.
Then, after a not very successful
attempt at breakfast, he went out and turned into
the Hammersmith Road in the direction of Brook Green.
He remembered the address that Miss Carol had given
Vane just as he remembered every other word of the
conversation. He had determined to call upon
her, and to make as sure as possible that his dreadful
suspicions were correct before he told Vane the truth.
He found N, Melville Gardens,
one of a row of neat little detached houses; not much
more than cottages, but cosy and comfortable-looking,
each with a tiny little plot of ground in front and
behind, and with a row of trees down each side of
the road which seemed to stand in apologetic justification
of the title of gardens.
The door was opened by a neatly-dressed,
motherly-looking woman of about forty instead of by
the dishevelled, smutty-faced maid-of-all-work that
he half expected to find.
“Does Miss Carol Vane live here?”
he asked, with a curious feeling of nervousness.
“Yes, sir, she and Miss Murray
are just finishing breakfast. Will you come in
and sit down, sir? Miss Vane won’t be long.”
“Thank you, yes,” he said,
going in. “I wish to see her rather particularly.”
“What name shall I say, sir?”
said the woman, as she showed him into a prettily-furnished
little sitting-room opening out into the back garden
with French windows.
“Sir Arthur Maxwell,”
he replied. “If you will give my compliments
to Miss Vane, and tell her that she will do me a great
service by giving me about half-an-hour’s conversation,
I shall be much obliged to you.”
The housekeeper made something like
a little curtsey as she left the room. She was
distinctly impressed by the stately presence and old-world
courtesy of this bronzed, white-haired gentleman.
He was so very different from the general run of visitors
at N; but she had half guessed his errand before
she knocked at the door of the front room in which
Miss Carol and her friend and house-mate, Dora Murray,
were finishing their last cup of tea.
“Well, Mrs. Ford,” said
Miss Carol, looking up from the letter she was reading,
“who might that be? This is pretty early
for a morning call.”
“The gentleman’s name is Sir Arthur Maxwell,
Miss.”
“What!” said Miss Carol,
colouring up and rising quickly from her chair.
“Sir Arthur Maxwell. What on earth does
he want?”
“He said, miss, that he’d
be very much obliged to you if you could give him
the pleasure of half-an-hour’s conversation.”
“Oh, dear, I suppose he was
the gentleman who stopped at the corner last night
just when my new acquaintance got out. His father,
of course. I suppose he’s come to row me
about making friends with his son and heir last night.”
“One of the penalties of your
fascinations, dear,” said Dora, with a smile
which parted a pair of eminently kissable lips and
showed a very pretty set of teeth behind them.
Dora was nearly a couple of inches
taller than Miss Carol, and some three years older.
She had soft, lightish-brown hair, brown eyebrows,
a trifle browner, perhaps, than nature had painted
them, and dark blue eyes, which made a very pretty
contrast.
“Well,” she went on, “I
suppose there’s nothing for you but to go and
interview the irate papa. But whatever did young
hopeful want to go and tell him all about it for,
and even give him your address!”
“If you’ll excuse me,
Miss,” said the housekeeper, “I don’t
think that’s it. The gentleman isn’t
at all angry. He was as polite and nice to me
as ever could be. Such a nice gentleman.”
“Dear me, Mrs. Ford, you seem
quite impressed,” said Miss Carol, gathering
up her correspondence. “Well, I’d
better go and have it over, whatever it is. I
don’t suppose I shall be very long. Meanwhile,
Dora, you may as well make yourself useful and dust
the bikes. The old gentleman won’t eat
me, I suppose. In fact, if Master Vane told him
everything, he ought to be very much obliged to me
for my virtuous reserve.”
And then, with a saucy smile at her
own reflection in the glass as she passed the mantelpiece,
she walked towards the door.
Carol, being a young lady of many
and various experiences, did not often find herself
in a situation, however awkward it might be, which
gave her much cause for embarrassment. There
were not many circumstances under which she did not
feel capable of taking perfect care of herself.
Still, she confessed to Dora afterwards that when
she went into the little sitting-room and faced the
stately old gentleman who was waiting for her she
felt distinctly nervous in short, “in
something very like a tremble,” as she put it
later on.
The moment she looked at his face
she could see his likeness to Vane, and therefore
in a measure to herself. She had, of course, nothing
to be afraid of, and therefore there was no cause
for fear, but for some reason or other she felt less
at ease than she had done in many more difficult situations.
The same was almost equally true of
Sir Arthur. In fact, when the door opened and
Miss Carol, looking exquisitely neat and pretty in
a dainty, grey, tailor-made cycling costume, walked
into the room, he was unable to restrain a very visible
start. It was, indeed, as much as he could do
to keep himself from uttering an exclamation of astonishment.
As he looked at her, more than thirty
years vanished in a second, and he saw himself a lad
of twenty-four with his brand new Oxford degree, and
his first place on the Indian Civil Service list only
just published, walking down a country lane by the
side of a girl, who, but for the difference in costume,
might have been this very girl standing before him.
“Good morning! Our housekeeper
tells me that you wish to speak to me.”
Yes, the voice was the same, too,
and so were the expression, the intonation, the attitude,
everything. But the words brought him back to
the present, and to the recollection of all that had
happened since that walk in the country lane.
“Yes, Miss Vane,” he heard
himself saying, “I have taken the liberty of
calling to ask you if you would have any objection
to a little conversation with me. I won’t
detain you more than half an hour.”
“With pleasure,” she said;
“but won’t you sit down?” she went
on, seating herself on the sofa. “I suppose
I am right in thinking that you are Mr. Vane Maxwell’s
father, and I suppose, too, you are the gentleman
who was at the corner of Warwick Gardens when he got
out of the cab? I’m afraid you were a good
bit shocked,” she continued, smiling rather
faintly.
“I was not by any means so much
shocked as astonished,” Sir Arthur replied gravely,
“and, to avoid any misunderstanding, I had better
say at once that, though I was naturally a little
bit startled, I was infinitely more astonished, by
the marvellous likeness
“What, to him!” said Miss
Carol, interrupting him with a pretty little gesture
of deprecation. “Yes, of course, I can quite
understand that a gentleman like you would be a bit
disgusted to find a likeness between your son and
a girl like me, for I suppose he told you all about
me? I mean, you know the sort of disreputable
person that I am?”
Miss Carol said this with a distinct
note of defiance in her voice. A note which seemed
to say, “I know what I am, and so do you, and
if you don’t want to talk to me any longer you
needn’t.” But she was considerably
astonished when Sir Arthur, leaning forward in his
chair and speaking very gravely, said:
“My dear child you
are younger than Vane, you know, and I may call you
that without offence I do know what you
are, or perhaps it would be more just to say what
circumstances have made you. I don’t want
you to think that I have come here to preach at you.
That is no business of mine. Still, I am deeply
grieved, though I daresay you have no notion why I
mean no notion of the real reason. I am afraid
I am expressing myself very awkwardly, but just now
I don’t quite seem to be able to keep my thoughts
in order.”
There was something in the gentle
gravity of his tone and manner which inspired Miss
Carol with an unaccountable desire to go away and cry.
She didn’t exactly know why, but she was certainly
experiencing a very uncomfortable feeling which was
more like apprehension than anything else. She
couldn’t think of anything else to say at the
moment, and so she said simply:
“I don’t know why you
should be grieved, I mean in particular about me.
There are plenty of others like me, you know, a good
many thousands in London alone, I believe, and I suppose
you would feel sorry for any of them. There are
lots worse off than I am, I can tell you. But
why should you be sorry for me particularly?”
As she said this she crossed her legs
and folded her hands over her knee, leaning forward
slightly and looking keenly at him.
“Because,” he replied,
with a little quaver in his voice, but looking steadily
into her eyes, “because you are the living image
of the woman who was once my wife. A little over
thirty years ago by the way, may I ask
how old you are?”
“I was eighteen last September,”
she said, “that is to say, I am getting on for
nineteen.”
“And your birthday?” he
said. “You will forgive me asking you so
many questions, I know, when I tell you why I ask
them; but of course, you needn’t answer them
unless you choose.”
“There is no reason why I shouldn’t,”
she said, “as far as I know. I was born
on the twentieth of September. What were you going
to say?”
“I was going to say that if
my wife, I mean I should rather say the woman who
was my wife, could be put beside you now as she was
thirty years ago, dressed as you are now, it would
be almost impossible to tell the difference between
you. You told my son, I think, that you take your
name Vane from your mother.”
“Yes,” replied Miss Carol,
“she told me that that was her name. I don’t
know whether I was ever really christened or not, but
an English musician in Dresden, one of my mother’s
friends, called me Carol when I was quite a little
mite of a thing because I was always singing, and as
that was as good a name as any other, I suppose it
stuck to me.”
“Do you know whether your mother was ever married?”
“She had been, because she used
to talk about it and about all she had lost and all
that sort of thing, you know, when she was drunk,”
replied Miss Carol with a simple directness which
went straight to Sir Arthur’s heart. “Of
course, that was when I was quite a little thing, about
eight or nine. Then I was sent to a sort of boarding-school,
half a school and half a convent, and I didn’t
like that, so I ran away from it, as I told your son
last night.”
“I went home and found the house
shut up. The concierge told me that my mother
had gone away in a carriage with two gentlemen he
said one looked like a police agent nearly
a month before. He didn’t know where she’d
gone to, and from that day to this I’ve never
heard anything more of her. I told your son the
rest of it and I daresay he has told you, so there’s
no need for me to go over it again.”
“Yes,” said Sir Arthur,
nodding slowly, “Vane told me, so if you please
I will ask you one or two more questions, and then
I won’t detain you any longer.”
“I am in no hurry,” she
replied. “Please ask me any number you like.”
Her manner was now one of deep interest,
for a suspicion was already forming in her mind that
this bronzed, grave-faced man had once been her own
mother’s husband.
“Thank you,” he said.
“I should like to ask you first whether you happen
to have any photograph of your mother?”
Miss Carol shook her head decisively, and said:
“No. I had one once in
a locket, but when I went home and found she’d
gone away and left me all alone in Paris that’s
where we were then I was so angry that
I took it out and tore it up. I daresay it was
very wrong of me, but I couldn’t help it, and
to tell you the honest truth, I can’t say that
I ever was as fond of her as a daughter should have
been.”
“I don’t wonder at it,” said Sir
Arthur, with a sigh.
Miss Carol looked up wonderingly as
he said this, but he took no notice and said:
“But I suppose you would recognise
a photograph of her if you saw one?”
“Yes, if it was taken anywhere
about the time that I knew her.”
“Quite so,” said Sir Arthur,
taking a leather letter-case out of his pocket.
“This was taken quite twenty years ago, a year
or two after we were married, in short. It is,
or was, my wife.”
As he took out the photograph he got
up, crossed the room, and held it out to her.
Miss Carol got up too, and as she took it she saw that
his hand was trembling. She took the old-fashioned,
faded photograph and looked at it. He saw that
her face flushed as she did so. She gave it back
to him and said simply:
“Yes, that is my mother.”
As he took the photograph from her
he looked at her with sad, grave eyes across the gulf
of sin and shame in which the one great love of his
life had been lost. She was the daughter of his
wife, and yet she was not his daughter and
she was an outcast. The sting of the old shame
came back very keenly. The old wound was already
open and bleeding again. All the pride and hope
and love of his life were centred now on his brilliant
son. A few hours before he had learnt that his
mother had transmitted to him the terrible, perhaps
the fatal taint of inherited alcoholism; and now he
had just proved beyond doubt that Vane’s half-sister for
she was that in blood if not in law was
what she had just so frankly, so defiantly even, admitted
herself to be.
And yet, how sweet and dainty she
looked as she stood there before him, a bright flush
on her cheeks and a soft, regretful expression in those
big hazel eyes which were so wonderfully like hers!
No one seeing her and Vane together could possibly
take them for anything but brother and sister and
but for this marvellous likeness; but for the subtle
instinct of kindred blood which had spoken in this
outcast’s heart the night before, would not
a still deeper depth have opened in the hell of that
old infamy? There was at least that to be thankful
for.
“I suppose you don’t know
where she is now and don’t care, most
likely?” Carol added, raising her eyes almost
timidly to his.
“I do,” he replied, slowly,
“To tell you the truth, I was one of the men
who took her away from the house in the Rue St. Jean
“You were!” she exclaimed,
recoiling a little from him. “Then it was
really you who turned me out homeless into the streets
of Paris?”
“Yes, it was, I regret to say,”
he replied, almost humbly, “but I need hardly
tell you that I did it in complete ignorance.
My your mother was making my
name, my son’s name, a scandal throughout Europe.
She was a hopeless dipsomaniac. I had, believe
me, I had suffered for years all that an honourable
man could endure rather than blast my son’s prospects
in life by taking proceedings for divorce, and so proclaiming
to the world that he was the son of such a woman.”
“Yes,” said Carol, quietly,
with a little catch in her voice, “I understand such
a woman as I suppose I shall be some day. Of course,
it was very hard on you and your son. And I don’t
suppose it made much difference to me after all.
She’d have sold me to someone as soon as I was
old enough; and instead of that I had to sell myself.
When women take to drink like that they don’t
care about anything. What did you do with her?”
“The man with me,” replied
Sir Arthur, “was an officer of the French Courts.
He had a warrant authorising her detention in a home
for chronic inebriates. She is there still, little
better than an imbecile, I regret to say, and with
no hope of recovery. The physicians I consulted
told me that she must have had the germs of alcoholic
insanity in her blood from her very birth. She
told us that she had a daughter, and we traced you
to the school, though she obstinately refused to tell
us anything that would help us to find you. But
we were too late; you had run away. We hunted
all Paris over for you, but you were utterly lost.”
“Well,” said Carol, gently,
“I wish I’d stopped now, or that you’d
found me. Things might have been different; but,
of course, it can’t be helped now.”
“It was a terrible pity,”
he began, “but still, even now perhaps, something
may be done
“We won’t talk about that
now, if you please, sir,” she interrupted, so
decisively that he saw at once that there was no discussion
of the subject possible.
“Pardon me,” he said,
quickly, “I fear I have annoyed you. Nothing,
I assure you, could be farther from my intention.
Now I have troubled you enough, and more than enough,
and I am afraid I have recalled some very unpleasant
memories
“Not anything like as bad for
me as for you, sir,” she said, as he paused
for a moment. “If I have been of any service
to you, I’m very glad, though it’s a miserable
business altogether.”
“Yes, and worse than miserable,”
he replied, with a slow shake of his head. Then,
glancing through the French windows he saw Dora rubbing
one of two bicycles down with a cloth in the little
back garden, and he went on: “But I see
you are getting ready to go for a ride. I must
not keep you any longer, I am deeply grateful to you,
believe me, and I hope our acquaintance may not end
here. And now, good-morning.”
He held out his hand with the same
grave courtesy with which he would have offered it
to the noblest dame of his acquaintance. She looked
up sharply as though to say, “Do you really
mean to shake hands with me?” Then her
eyes dropped, and the next moment her hand was lying,
trembling a little, in his.